My name is CJ and I am 20 years old. The story I am about to tell you happened four years ago. It's about me and my best friend.
I lived in a small village in a warm country where swimmingwas something we used to do every day trough the summer. All of us from theneighbour hood used to form a huge gang and head to the lakes every day. Oneday me and my best friend (Jay) had to stay home and help out my family withsome work so we didn't get to go with the rest of the gang to the lakes. After wewere finally free was already kind of late so even if we did go to the lakesthere would not have been any body left. We thought we'd give it a shot butthere was really no body. The water was still warm so we decided to swim for abit and then head back home.
I've known Jay for some what, all of my life. We grew uptogether and I know him as well as I'd know my own brother. We were the sameage (16 at the time) and spent almost every day together hanging out. At schoolhe was popular with his way of dating more than one girl the same time. Therewas also a rumour that he was messing around with blokes but the fact that hehad so many girlfriends got all of us confused. Well to me he was my best mateand I didn't really care about his sexuality and I never even bothered askinghim about it. We've always talked about girls and that was the way I liked it.
So there we were swimming nearly to the middle of the lakewhen we noticed two guys stopping at the lake getting ready for a swim. We allknew each other but we had to go back to see who they were as they war too faraway. Once we got back, there were Mike and Tim who were about 20 and 22. Theywere late for a swim so now there was four of us ready to swim trough the lake.We all got in the water but Mike said he was going to stay at the end of it andhe didn't want to go deeper. Then Jay said he was already tired and he'd keepMike company which sounded a bit weird to me as he would usually stick with meonce we are some where together. I thought there was something funny going on.I was only hoping Mike wasn't getting him in trouble with drugs or something asJay seemed like there was something important he had to talk to Mike about, butI had no choice. Me and Tim start swimming but I felt really out of it when Igot on the other side of the lake and had to stop there for a while as Ithought I wouldn't make it back. So me and Tim sat down looking at the otherside of the lake. All I could've see was two figures from which one of themkept going under water and back up. I said to Tim:
What do you think it's going onin there?
Oh, I'm sure they're having greatfun.
What do you mean?
If you get off your ass soon andswim back we both might get lucky too, they're not going to stay there allafternoon.
Hold on! What are you on about?
Let me put it this way. Mike'sgetting a good blow job right now and we're missing the fun.
That's not even funny mate.
I didn't know I was trying to befunny here.
Look. I know what every body issaying about Jay but I know him better than any one. All that I have heard abouthim just makes no sense.
Well I'll tell you this much.He's a cocksucker for sure and why I know it for sure is because he's given mea head and I don't see how I can get it all that wrong.
You're lying your ass off.
Oh yeah? Then why are you stillhere? Are you afraid to swim back and face the truth? Are you another one ofthe kind? I bet you're dying to suck my cock? You want to try it? I'm sureyou're good at it as much as Jay is? So?
Tim? Fuck you.
As we were going back Tim was talking about something but Iwasn't listening. All I was thinking about is why I couldn't believe Jay was Bior Gay after I've wondered the same thing so many times. I guess wondering andknowing for sure was far too different. But the biggest shock was yet to come. We were almost there when I realised what I was seeing. I could've see Mike from behind butt naked kneeling andobviously shagging. I didn't even want to know who he was fucking. I alreadyknew for sure that my best mate was a queer. Me and Tim sat on the side, he waslooking at them while scrubbing his crotch trough his swim wear with a cheekysmile on, I guessed waiting for his turn. I looked at them and just didn't knowweather to get there and punch Jay in the face or simply laugh. It all seemedso unreal.
They both start moaning very loud at one time and that'swhen I noticed Tim getting out of his swimwear and standing behind Mike. Notlong after, Mike moved away and Tim start shagging Jay. I guess that was whenJay realised that me and Tim have came back. He looked over his shoulder backat me. We looked at each other for what it felt like for ever, and then I justsimply winked at him, he finally smiled at me and turned away.
When the whole thing was over Tim and Mike went back and wefollowed just a minute after them. On the way Jay and I didn't say a word. Oncewe got back to the village I told Jay I'd meet him at the park where we allhang out at night to smoke and drink.
When I went there he was already there. I sat on a bench bymy self, then he came and sat down next to me. I asked him:
Why?
I never knew how you'd react onit. I was afraid. You're my best friend. I didn't want to lose that. When youwinked at me today I thought you're fine with it or at least accept me for whatI am?
Wake up Jay. You're like abrother to me. That was like a slap over my face when I saw Mike fucking you atthe lake. I was and still am dead confused. Why did you choose to be this way?
I didn't CJ. I've always likedguys. I don't even like girls. The only reason I date girls is because you knowI am from religious family and I'll kill my parents with news like this. I ameven in love with a guy. I live in a world that you know nothing about, and Idon't expect you to see things as I do, I just want you to be my friend.
I will always be your friend Jay.
I put my arm over his shoulder and leaned my head on his andsaid:
Okay puff, let go back with therest.
He laughed on that one and we both walked back to therest of the group. It was obvious that I needed some time to absorb the wholething but the bottom line was that his sexuality made no difference in ourfriend ship