Couple of months after I found out that Jay was gay, everything start changing bit by bit. I began trying to understand him and funny enough I start imagining I was gay when I was with Jay. I would sit with him and when a guy pass by I'd look at him and say to Jay, "Check him out, nice ass eh?" Although I couldn't see anything in a guy at least I knew that this was a way to make feel Jay not all alone in his own world. This was also a good experience as I saw what girls were talking about behind our backs. I was hoping I don't go too far with it as it was just fun for me but it wasn't for Jay. But everything was better than ever and I promised my self I won't let anything change that.
One day I was going to see a mate of mine and on the street I did something without even planning on doing. I walked pass a guy and I turned around and looked at his ass. I was kind of surprised at my self but I presumed it was just because I've been hanging out with Jay for too long. But I was wrong again. I was at my mates and as I was talking with him I was looking at his pants and then I really freaked out. I was feeling totally lost.
The same day Jay's parents were going to their parents and we made plans to stay at his house and get drunk. I waned to talk to him once I get there. And so I did. He then said to hold on a sec and he ran down to the basement and returned back with a video tape in his hand. I didn't really wonder what that might be. It was easy to figure out but I just didn't know how that'll answer my question. Well he pressed the play, skipped the beginning and resumed once there was a picture with two guys kissing on a sofa. Once the guy start taking the others clothes off I noticed I was getting hard and I didn't know why the hell I was. I was totally hard when the guy start sucking the other's dick. Then Jay stopped the tape, looked at me and asked:
Are you horny?
Yeah.
Me too.
Jay, am I gay or something? Why do I look at guys or get hard watching gay porn?
I guess you're relaxed around me and have been thinking about gay stuff more that you should have. You're curious. If you try it maybe you won't even like it and would never get hard again looking at another guy or even check out a guy.
Are you saying I have to sleep with a guy to find out?
No. You can give it some time and have a good think about it. I suggest you do that.
I didn't want to think about it. I knew what I wanted. He looked at me with his blew eyes almost hard to see from his blond hairs falling over his eyes. I waned him. For first time in my life I was feeling the same way for a guy as I did for the girl I was last with. I got up, walked over to him, put my hands behind his neck, and pulled his face into mine till my lips were on top of his and kissed him slowly trying to memorise every moment of my kiss with another guy. His lips were very soft and so was his tongue. He was as gentle as a girl, with my eyes closed I could've almost say I was kissing a girl until he pressed his body next to mine and I felt his hard on pressing against mine. It felt kind of strange at first but then I start pressing my own hard on against his. I was getting really horny by then and I guess Jay was too. He start kissing me all over my neck and that was something no one ever did to me before but was feeling great. He then tuck my shirt off and kept on kissing me from my neck going all over my chest. The fact that all this was done to me by a guy wasputting me a bit off, feeling lost and a bit scared. But I didn't stop it. Iwaned him to keep on doing what he was already doing. Once his lips was next to my belt he looked up, smiled at me and then start taking my belt off, pulling the zip down and tuck my jeans down. I was standing there with a huge bulge in my boxers front of his face. He squeezed my dick trough the boxers and moaned quietly. Then I felt him pulling my boxers down too and leaving me butt naked. I looked down and he was wanking me slowly looking at my dick hungry as never.It was now or never. He tuck the head of my cock in his mouth and I had no choice but to moan from the pleasure his hot mouth and soft tongue gave to my dick. I felt so hard like my dick was almost to explode. I felt his both hands wrapping over my ass cheeks and pulling me forward his face. He was trying to get the whole length of my dick into his mouth. I realised that 7.5 inches was easy job for him once I looked down and couldn't see my dick any more. He wasn't even gagging on it. I wasamazed. He then tuck my crotch out of his mouth and start on licking my balls. I never liked that but he obviously had a way to make me feel not tickle but joy. I was already loving it. He tuck my dick back in his mouth but now all I waned to do is the same he did. I felt nuts at this thought but I just waned totry it. I pulled him up and he looked at me a bit disappointed, he probably thought I didn't like the blow job or that I was going to say that I can't do this. In his surprise I kissed him, smiled at him and kneeled down front of his hard cock. He got so confused and I could notice it in his voice when he was trying to say that I don't have to do this. I pretended like I didn't heard athing, held his dick in my hand, it was definitely thicker that mine, very soft and so hot like it was going to burn my hand. He was cut and his head was flashingin front of my face, and that was a moment when I thought I couldn't do it but I thought I'd be a chicken if I can't so I closed my eyes, opened my mouth and went forward till I felt that the head pressed against my bottom lip. Everything was happening like in a slow motion. His dick was slowly entering my mouth and that's when I felt the taste of his cock. It was actually the pre-cum over his head. I tuck his dick fast out of my mouth and decided to lick the pre-cum off. As I did that I felt like that drove me hundred times more horny than I was already. I was then sure I can do everything I want with his dick. So I got back to work. I opened my mouth and tuck his dick back and tried to take in as much as I can but that was till the head pressed against the back of my throat and I pulled away coughing as it tickled my throat. Jay start laughing and I felt really embarrassed. He kneeled down next to me, hugged me and kissed me. He looked at me and said "I love you CJ" My brain went blank but I said the same to him. I didn't know what kind of a love I really meant. Well the real fun started from there. We start kissing like there was no tomorrow, our hands were all over our bodies, everything was feeling real good. After some time he said that he waned me to fuck him. I said I'd love to. He turned his back on me and said to give it good to him. I didn't know what exactly to do with a guy, I was so used to girls and I had never fucked any body up the ass. Well, lucky enough I felt his hand reaching over grabbing my dick and pointing it to the right direction. He asked me to be slow and gentle. That I thought would be easy to do. Once he removed his hand I tuck that as a "Go on" I start pushing my body forward but it was feeling like there was no hole and when I was just about to give up I felt how suddenly the head of my cock slipped in. I stood there without moving not knowing what to do next. He didn't say a thing apart of moaning. So I decided to keep on pushing. I could feel that almost half of my dick was in when he asked me to stop for a second. I did, that was when I gave it a thought and realised that this was feeling real good. His ass-hole was dead tight and that was driving my dick in heaven. As I was thinking that, he said to keep going. I did and that's when I got it all of the way in. I stopped again and once he said he's ready I start on fucking him slowly. We were both moaning in pleasure and I began feeling like I'm about to cum. His tight hole was magic, no wonder all of the guys who said they were fucking him were actually doing it. No girl was willing to let us fuck her up the ass but Jay was obviously loving it. He got up and I hugged him from behind kissing him over his shoulders and his back. He reached over and grabbed me for my asscheeks again. That was feeling real good actually. I never knew that some one grabbing my ass may make me feel that good. As my dick was going in and out of his ass he start on talking dirty, sort of "Fuck me hard big boy", "Fuck my ass with that big cock", and so on. I was really close by then and I told him. He then waited till I was almost there when he pulled away, made me get up and kneeled front of me leaving me to wank my cock front of his face till I blew my hot spunk all over his face and chest. He sucked my cock dry and then he licked his lips and fingers clean. He smiled at me and then he got up and before I made a room for him to let him walk out of the room I pulled him next to me and kissed him, I felt the taste of my spunk in his mouth but I didn't stop. He then looked me over and said that now I need a shower too as my spunk was all over my chest by pulling him next to me. We got in the shower and start kissing like crazy. He was dead hard as I was the only one to cum. I kneeled and began on sucking his dick. I was trying to go fasterand trying to keep my teeth away from his dick. After some time of sucking and wanking him he said he was about to cum. I already tasted my cum in his mouth so what the hell, I tuck his dick back in my mouth and not long after I felt the hot spunk hitting hard inside my mouth and even some went to the back of my throat. I had no choice but to swallow. It wasn't feeling very good but I thought if I do that few more times I'd get used to it. Once there was nothing left to come out of his dick I got up and we kissed again. That was when he looked at me, looking dead sexy with all of the water falling down his face, making his blond hair look a bit darker and his eyes look bigger he said to me:
Congratulations, you're part of the family.
I looked at him in a way he knew I was asking to explain him self. He then said:
You're gay.
Two months after that we became boyfriends and I never slept with a woman again. But our relation ship lasted only less than three weeks as I moved to another country and I never saw him again. I still love him and will love him for ever. He became my type of a guy, but I never saw any one looking like him, and that's almost some one looking like Jason Donovan. That's where his nick name came from (Jay) but his real name's David. We all knew him as Jay and every time I say David means nothing to me but Jay makes my heart beat dead fast. Now I live in the UK where I met lot of gay people and became a member to many gay clubs. From both of us I was the one to see what the gay world was all about as Jay still lives back home where homosexuals don't exist.