This is a true story that happened around a year after my wife died.
I was early 50's and I hadn't had sex except with my right hand for a long time. I was beginning again to explore my gay desires that I had for a long, long time surpressed. I had recently been to a couple of XXX video stores and was quite turned on by the gay movies and the men that were lulling around the dark corridors, but I was too nervous and scared to do anything about it. I had these strong desires but, I was a family man and felt a strong need to keep my secret to myself.
I had heard about a new xxx video store in a neighboring city so I was a little more secure about venturing there. One early morning i went to this store and there was one other guy there beside the male clerk. He was rugged about 5' 10" and around 190 pounds. I sauntered over to the bi-sexual section and then got brave and went to look at the selection of gay movies.
While I was looking around, cautiously I thought, the other customer left and the clerk came up behind me and told me that the movie that I was looking at was a good one. He went on with what he was doing and then came back and suggested that I view it and led me over to a viewing room, put the tape in and went back to the register. i was watching the movie and got a major hard on wishing i was one of the guys in the movie. I had left the door to the room open and the clerk came back and i could sense he was coming on to me. As the movie was playing he was standing behind me and mentioned what a big cock one of the guys in the movie had. I told him that the star of the movie didn't have much on me and asked him if he wanted to see my cock. He did so I pulled out my eight and a half inch, six inch around throbbing uncut cock and he grabbed it and started to jerk me off a bit. He was all the time watching the door for any customers that might come in. I asked to feel his cock and he let me, it was around six and a half inches cut.
He then said, "wait here a minute". he then went and locked the door and put up a " be back in 15 minute" sign. He then took me down to the basement and asked me if he could suck me off. i was so fucking horny by this time that I would have done anything. He got on his knees and was jerking himself off and began to worship my cock. he pushed my foreskin back gently with his hot lips and I was trembling with excitement. He had most of the shaft of my prick in his mouth when i grabbed the back of his head and pulled him too me. After the fourth time taking my throbbing cock into his hot wet mouth he took my meat into his throat. This was the most wonderful sexual feeling that I had had up to that point. He let me fuck his throat until my cock erupted with the hottest orgasm that I could remember. I was amazed and so grateful that he let me cum in his mouth and that he swallowed my cum. After I was finished he got up and I got in back of him with his hear laying back on my shoulder i grabbed his cock with my big hand and gave him a hot hand job. I loved the feel of each throb of his cock as he shot his load onto the floor. We hugged and he took me back upstairs and asked me to come back again. I didn't go back until around four months later and i found out that he no longer worked there