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I have dated one or 2 women but they got repulsed when they found out I had my personal fag that is until I met Cynthia. I met Cynthia at the store when I was picking up a few things and I mean what a knockout she stood about 5'10" and weighed it looked like about a pretty athletic 140 lbs. She had shoulder length brunette hair 34 C breasts and we struck up a conversation.
Before I left I asked," Would you like to come to my house for a barbecue?"
She said," Yes, I would like it."
She was parked by my pickup and I said," I need to be honest with you and that is I have my personal fag."
She said," Really, I love that."
I said," Really you like that?"
She said," Yes, as long as I can urinate in its mouth and I have it occasionally eat me out."
I said," Great and deal."
She said," A friend of mine took me to a bi and gay bar and I met up with a fag on a regular basis and used it to my heat's desire."
I said" It is also does a good job at house cleaning and I castrated it and got it on estrogen. Oh you take it in public make sure you emblazon faggot plainly on its forehead I forgot to do that one time and it got a little cocky for its own good."
Well she came over to the house and I pointed and said," That is my pet faggot."
She pulled down her shorts and panties and ordered," Faggot open your mouth now."
The faggot looked at me and than opened its mouth and Cynthia started pissing in the faggot's mouth. She stayed crouched over faggot's mouth for about 3 minutes and than ordered the faggot to clean off her pussy.
She said," You are such a good little faggot. Now you know you should defecate in its mouth occasionally."
I said," No I didn't know that and that is pretty disgusting."
She said," That will keep it reminded that it is the lowest human form. It will know that its only function is to please and to be used even as a toilet."
I said," A gay dom friend of mine didn't even tell me that."
She said," The first time you use it as a toilet and including defecating in its mouth you will not fall in love with it. I know you fell in love with your first one didn't you."
I said," Yeah a little."
She said," It is easy when you have that little fag worshipping your cock and body."
I said," How did you know I didn't tell you I had a fag before this one."
She said," Do you think you are the first straight man with their own personal fag? In fact I think we should have more than one fag because that way it will remind both of us that they are expendable and like livestock."
I looked down and I saw the fag had a look of horror and jealously.
Cynthia held it down and said," Fag do you think you are high enough in the pecking order to earn jealousy?"
The fag muttered something.
Cynthia said," What?"
The fag said," No mam I am not worthy of jealousy and I am sorry."
Cynthia said," You have done a pretty good job but it still needs work. You should bring that faggot in the bedroom when you make love to me. I will have it lick me clean after we are done."
I asked," Why have it watch?"
She said," Easy, that way it will know that it is the lowest human form."
I said," Oh well our relationship will be interesting."
We went out to the deck and I fired up the grill.
She said," You men are alike when you are dominant you are more physical but us women as dominatrix are more mental. Like when we use the riding crop we will use it to intimidate. Did you know rubbing the crop against the genitals will be just as affective as hitting them when you do it right and when you do that with a firm voice. Also your fag knows I have disdain for it and will never respect it. You can never show your fag respect it doesn't deserve your respect. And as you know I am not talking about bottoms in general but fags like this one."
I said," I went through 2 or 3 girls before you because they were disgusted that I had a personal fag."
She said," You know because they feel inadequate when you fuck your fag. Not me because I know what it is about your fag is for you to use and we get married your fag becomes my fag also. But even if we don't get married I can still use it the way I want to."
As the coals got hot I kissed and we kissed passionately for about 3 minutes and than she asked," Did you kiss your fag like this?"
I said" No I didn't."
She said," Good, than it knows it is only good to be exploited you never ever want an emotional attachment to your fag which you probably already learned. I grew up in a normal suburban neighborhood. My parents are still both happily married so this dominatrix side especially with these fags I don't know where it comes from. My brother and were discussing it and he too loves hunting and taking fags for his use and mind you he is straight and he is engaged to a beautiful lady. I think we got it from our type A personalities. Now, the funny thing is I want to be with a dominant straight man who has his own fag to use. I thought there was something wrong with me until I met another dominatrix who was married to a dom and they had their own passel as you might say of fags."
As I was listening and cooking up the hamburgers I was amazed as she was telling me this matter of factly.
She laughed and said," And yes, I do have a successful interior design business I have worked for other people and they were nice enough employers but it wasn't for me. So do any of your friends from school know about your fetish towards faggots?"
I said," No."
She said," I can see why other men would probably call you queer gay and other labels. But l bet you could catch these same men watching a fag being used and jerking themselves off."
I was amazed at what she said and she saw it
She said." In my opinion it isn't about your sexuality I think it is about our primal instincts. To make lesser beings to be subservient to us like you the Alpha male and me the queen that is another word some of us dominatrix women would go by. Don't fuck your fag on a regular basis because when you fuck it it should never go on a schedule that way It will be like you are raping it when you fuck it. You should occasionally pull the panties or thong down while it sleeps. Slap it awake and shove that raw cock down its chute all at once. You do that and you will remind it that it is just your property and you and it will be happy. These fags are here to serve us their superior people."
I said," This is amazing I can't believe I am talking to my date about this."
She asked," So how did you find this one?"
I said." In the restroom at a gay bar."
She said," That is even better it is the lowest form of faggot. Oh by the way did you know you can sell your faggot?"
I said," No, I didn't how can you."
She said," You have to be careful first you will have to have your fag make out the ad say on Craigslist and believe me you just have it ask for say a dowry for its master. And let the bidding start."
I said," Wow that easy huh."
She said," Especially for the fact that this fag is a "consenting adult"."
I whistled and said," Incredible this is hard to believe."
She said," There is a whole underground market for faggots now there are faggot slavers that occasionally get caught and that is because they built a large market of these faggots. But for doms who put up one for sale occasionally haven't gotten caught yet."
As we got done eating I started picking up our plates than Cynthia shook her head.
She said," Us cleaning up will only confuse the fag. Fag come here now."
The fag came with its bowed low.
She said," Fag clean up our dinner plates and clean up the kitchen and we will inspect the job you have done. Now if you find this objectionable you know we can and will sell you."
The fag quickly got to cleaning up the picnic table and after that cleaning up the kitchen and doing the dirty dishes that were In the kitchen. I was amazed and pretty soon realized how I should have been using it.
Cynthia laughed and said" Yes, that is how a faggot is to be used. You have to use them to the full extent and not just have them service you sexually they are to do a lot of your domestic chores. I saw from the reaction of your faggot you hadn't done that."
I replied," I guess I hadn't thought of it."
She said," Your faggot is not just like your blowup doll but also a tool for you to use to make your life easier."
We talked on the couch until the faggot stood at our feet with its head down signaling to us that it was finished.
We walked in the kitchen and saw it was immaculate and walked out to the patio and saw it was also immaculate.
She stood there hhhmmmm and hahhhaaaing and finally looked satisfied and she said," Faggot this will do."
We watched the fag walk to its bed and lay down and go to sleep.
She said," Even though it was an immaculate job I still acted this way because it was best to keep it on its toes."
I said," It sounds a little cruel."
She said," Remember, the faggot is to be used and there will be no emotional attachment between you 2 or at least you will not be attached to it emotionally. Remember this fag has submitted itself to be your slave the only thing is this slave will never be emancipated."
We walked out to her car and I kissed her goodbye for about 3 minutes.
She said," I know it is difficult but believe me it is for the best."
I went inside and decided to call my gay friend.
He came over about 10 minutes and we went outside.
I said," I met this girl and I really like her but she is a dominatrix."
He said," That is perfect that is the kind of woman who likes the fact you have your personal fag. She will give you pointers on how a fag is to be treated."
I said," She used the faggot as her own personal toilet pissing and shitting in its mouth and had the faggot licking her pussy and ass clean. Than she had the fag clean up our place and clean the kitchen."
He said," So what the first time that was done at my place I felt like you but you know your faggot is supposed to do that. Your faggot is not for you to fall in love with it Is for you to use like you use pruning shears and what not except your pruning shears won't suck your dick and I wouldn't suggest you try to fuck it. That is why I have a lover and partner along with my faggot. Does your faggot still sleep in its doggy bed?"
I said," Yes it does."
He said," Good and don't let it up in any of your furniture because you will just confuse it and make it think it is up in the same status as you. This may sound cruel but this is what faggots except to just serve their masters."
I said," Really?"
He said," Yes, faggots know they are just sluts to be used and they also know they are expendable. They know they aren't like bottoms, transgenders, transsexuals or even crossdressers and they know that other bottoms and others look down on them with contempt."
I said," That is hard to believe."
He said," If you for some reason you tire of your faggot you can sell it at like at an underground faggot exchange or bazaar."
I said," She told me that but this country frowns on slavery."
He laughed and said," We used to have to be real careful but the funny thing is since faggots are "consenting adults" and as long as we don't flaunt it most authorities are ok with it. It used to be they came after us but when they saw that they couldn't shut us down well most of the time they turn a blind eye to it."
I said," Interesting."
He handed me a business card and said," Keep this on your refrigerator and let your faggot see it every day."
I said," What is this?"
He said," That is the name number and email of the guy who runs this exchange and he just gets a 5% commission of all the sales."
I said," 5% wow that isn't much."
He said," Covers the expenses and gives him a little of a profit he says he doesn't do it to get rich."
He says," Wow, it is getting late remember your faggot is little more than a pet that is all it is. You aren't abusing it so don't worry about that just do not get an emotional attachment to it. Also most women aren't abusive to the faggots like a lot of us men sometimes have a tendency to be just remember that. So be glad you have her you are a dominant straight man who happens to like being serviced by a fag enjoy it."
He backed out of the drive-way and I looked down at my fag sleeping peacefully on the doggy bed after going inside my trailer. She and my friend are right fags have accepted who they are. They live to please their masters and they are little more than pets.
I went to my bedroom and closed the bedroom door and stripped down to my boxers and climbed into bed.
I kept thinking about the education I got and looks like Jake the gay man and his "wife" and my girlfriend and I and what a turn my life has made. While I was thinking about that I slowly fell asleep.