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The Amber Chronicles: Tales of a White Wolf - part 3 Chapter 3: Meet and Chances
****** Mike's Point of View
I feel like I've been stab right through my heart when Derik say `NO'. For the first time in my life, i feel being... rejected. I look into his beautiful bluish greenish eyes. I see fear and doubt in his eye, not rejection but still, it really feels that way. Imagine hearing those words from the one you like so much. Being the hunk and oh so popular in school, I was not use of being rejected by people, especially girls in school that sure wants to be fucked by a guy like me. But then, i don't have any feeling or emotion when it comes to girls. Sure they are sexy and everything, but i'm not emotionally attach to them. I like to fool around and i fuck a lot of male and some females in the school. I can't blame my self. I'm horny and I'm a teenager. It's all natural.
It all stop when i found Derik. When i first laid my eyes on him, i was in trance. His beauty was exotic, different from others. His eyes were one of a kind, smiles that can melt your heart and a voice that heal your emotional pain and burden and His scent linger in my nose. ohh so sweet like vanilla and chocolate that makes my wolf jump in excitement. That means one thing for sure, `Derik is my Mate'. The thought of claiming him make me feel powerful and very horny. I can't wait to taste and fuck that ever loving ass of his and make love to him that he will never forget that happens in his life. Everyday when i saw him, bump on him, say hi to him, he makes me so hard but i need to control my self. And my stalking begins. I check everything about him and his subject that he will be attending and his personal background. I was surprise to find out that he has a lot of achievements and his past year and numerous awards for his performance in music and science.Well, that is no surprise why he is the smartest student in the school and no one can beat in his way. He thought having a mate with this kind of brain will be hard and I guess having him will be hard also, but so, when i look at him, he looks like just an ordinary student and he is extremely shy to others and also i found out that he is from Minnesota and he transferred here in Michigan 5 years ago together with his mother. Well, you can say i'm the ultimate stalker here, but i can't my self. I need to know him so that i know what to do when the time comes.
It was first day of school, I was in the school parking lot when i saw Derik together with his best friend Diane, the cheer captain. Oh., He looks beautiful as ever. My nose catch his scent and i became hard. Damn! Why this guy make me super horny every time?
¨Hey guys! Thats him! His name is Derek right? That him! ¨ I said and I sound freakishly excited. All the time.. As always.. ha ha ha.. Funny right?!
¨OH! yeah!! That's Derik.. Wait? This is the guy you wanna hit on? I mean, Seriously? That guy is one heck of a genius man and no one can messed with him even he has this shy, most innocent face. If I were you, i will back out if you dont want to be his science experiment or his test subject! ¨ Ed chuckled as he pat Mike's broad shoulder.
¨Yeah! what Ed said. You're new here and you don't know him enough yet. I heard that he won something in science fair for some electricity and some coils last two years ago. He sure is smart. Hey Mike, You wanna know what did Derik do to one of the bullies here? ¨ Al ask as he wiggle his eyebrows and smile.
¨what? what did he do? ¨ I ask out of curiosity
Al came close like he is whispering a big secret ¨He electrocuted the bully in the balls with his pen dude! We called it, Derik's electro pen. Insane huh? ¨
¨No shit. He really did that?" I ask in surprise
"yeah! He did. That is why, no one is messing with him" Ed spoke
"Trust us if you dont want to get hurt" Al added
"Well, let me try. For sure he is not gonna do something if i don't do something wrong, right?" i look and Derik's way. He look at Derik back, imagining kissing that smooth back of his. I added "So guys, I going to my room now. I dont want to be late in my first day of school. See you later guys at practice"
"See ya bud." said Ad and Ed in unison.
I had some short conversation with Derik in our science subject. I was stunned when he answer our science teacher's question without any discussion. It's the first question of the year and I was more amaze when he answer. What a first day of school. His scent drives me insane. It was the most amazing smell ever in my entire life. No one ever smell like him in my past encounters. He is the only one who has this scent in the entire school that makes me crazy for craving it, But i need to control my self. I dont want to ruin this. I admired his smartness and i tell him that, and he blush! Now that answer everything! Now i know that he like me too. This could be a good sign. I need to tell El and Ad about this and i need there help. They know Derik more than I do.
After science class, We talk a little bit more. I tell him what he did was great and i tell him that he smell really good. He blush in deep red at the same time he has this questioning look. Sure he thinks that i am weird or i'm having some smelling fetish. I can't help myself. I said goodbye to him and i tell him that i'm heading to my next subject. As i was walking, i heard someone is calling my name. I look back and i saw Diane walking towards me. "Hey Mike"
"Hi Diane. What's up"
" Be there in the auditorium for Glee club Audition. I want you be there. "
"Oh, my little brother will be auditioning of Glee Club. I will be there definitely. What is this all about?"
"Oh. Okey! thats cool. See you later then. ¨
¨Okey. Thanks for telling me. Wait? Why are you telling me this? ¨ i ask
"i just wanna tell you, thats all." Diane said as he jog back to Derik. I guess. I shrugged and i headed to my next class.
After football practice, me, Ed and Ad took a shower. I tell them that will be watching Glee club audition and i tell them that my lil bro will be auditioning for it.
"Thats good for Airis. Joining that club can make him popular like his big bro here" Ed said while wearing his denim pant and shirt.
¨ Yeah. You know that i'm Airis huge fan. You two are his fans too right. You both like it when he sings for us right?"
" Yup! your brother sure is amazing! He will be in the Glee club, no doubt about that"
" Come on. Lets move on" we walk out to our locker room and we headed to the auditorium.
Oh! I almost forgot to introduce my two best buds named, Edimere Cypher (short for Ed) and Aldrin Tusdar ( short of Al) I meet his two when i transfer here last year. They are the one who open their arm to be and accept me as there friend. As we grow, we three be unbreakable. We trust each other a lot. Edimere Cypher was the tallest in our group, standing 6'8'' and 290 lbs redneck guy. The defensive linebacker on the football team. He was wide as a tank, pale skin, and auburn fur in his chest and everywhere in his body. Edimere look bad ass when you don't know him, but in truth, he was just like a teddy bear, He is the protective one in the group. He always protect my little brother and he also defend my little bro. His dad was the Enforcer of the pack. No wonder where he get his protective side of his and it is not a secret that he is gay and we're okay with it.
The other one is Aldrin Tusdar. Al is half latin - half american mix. He side is handsome but not as handsome as me. (hehehe). He was also the quarterback of the football team. They say that Al lead the team to the states and nationals the past two years. With the height of 6'4'' and weighing 250 lbs, tan skin and brown eyes. Girls threw themselves at Al, literally. He is the charming one in the group. I heard the he'd been through the cheerleaders except for Diane. He never get Diane. That girl is like she have been train in the military.
Were inside the auditorium waiting for the student to perform. As we look for empty seats, I saw 3 available seat beside Diane in the front raw. I ask her if someone is sitting in those empty chairs and she said no one is sitting. We three sit and wait. There are some student that perform good but the club president was not that.... satisfied. As i wait anxiously for my brother to perform, i was all nervous. i dont know why. Maybe the club pres gives the scare or something. Finally, the club President call for Airis name to perform. Airis answer some question that the club pres ask. Everyone in the room was surprise that Airis was my little brother. That makes him an instant talk about inside the room thanks to me. He start to sing and everyone is stunned on his performance. Another surprisement added to their brains. Siblings with amazing talent. I was so proud as his big bro that he put an outstanding performance to the audience and i saw the club president was amaze in his performance but she didn't show up in his face, but i can tell that she was amaze as everyone inside. When he was done with his song everyone applaud and yelled. He sure give them a overruling performance. He exited the stage and came down and sit beside me and and Ed. We say our congratulations and i gave him a hug for passing the Glee club tryouts. To tell you, this glee club in one of the hardest club to enter, thats why I'm happy the pass.
We turn our attention back to the stage as the the Club present called for the last student to perform. I was shock when i saw Derik in the stage. Derik was auditioning for Glee Club too? Is this Diane was telling me about?
"Thats him your telling me about? right big bro? ¨ Ask Airis out of no where.
"Yeah! Thats him" i mumble
"woah, His in science and now he's aiming for Glee club? That guy really have some serious shit" Al said with wonder
I was busy staring at him when i felt a hand in my shoulder. I turn my gaze in my left side i saw Diane grinning at me and said "That is why I'm telling you to come here" i look back at Derik as the the club pres ask some question like she did to Airis. I can see that he was beyond nervous. He began to sing and i was stunned. His voice was soft and angelic. It feels warm. Hearing him like i was in heaven feeling very high. I was so hypnotize in voice. The best, most amazing voice i ever hear in my entire life. My Little bro cant beat this kind of voice. I can also feel like he sang with love and passion and then `snap'. I saw images of him with some older guy. I dont understand what i saw. As the song ended, I was back in really. The room was so quiet, i saw everyone's jaw drop, even my friend and little brother. Just hung open except for Diane who has a satisfying smile in his face portraying that she is very proud of what Derik do. I broke that quietness as i am the one who gave him a standing ovation, and then, everyone followed.
"That is one heck of a performance. This guy is amazing." Al said, sound amaze.
"Look like after this, Everyone will be bowing down on Derik's feet begging. I guess you gonna have a some competition sooner or later" Ed said and both Al and Airis nodded in agreement
" He's gonna be mine. I promised that to myself."
As we got out of the auditorium, the four of us head to the school parking lot. when we were in the parking lot, i saw Derik and Diane walking slowly to there car. They looks serous on what they were talking about.
"Just wait here guys. I gonna tell Derik congrats."
" Okay"
As i walk towards them as they didn't notice, I was ready to call Derik's name when i hear him say something about me. Having a sensitive hearing really help a lot.
" I like him a not Diane. I have this feeling that he really drives me crazy. i was afraid to fall in love again and....."
I interrupt " and what derik? That i will fool you when the time comes that i will know that you like me?" i pause.
That moment was overwhelming, knowing that Derik likes me. As i ask, He shuttered. He was scared. And said something and i tell confess what i feel for him. That i like him. Than we sort of argue for a moment and then that heart shuttering words came out in his mouth. I never felt so defeated, the same way my wolf feels too. There is something wrong about this. The images that flash in front of him. I begged for chances but nothing. Diane said something about she gonna tell me something when we meet again. They get inside In Diane's car, I guess and i look at them as they drove to home. I was standing there like statue. can cannot move, trying to calculate what was happening. I stand at the school parking lot for about 7 mins try to puzzle what happen. I really don't understand. I begged for him giving me chances but Derik didn't give me that chance. Our confession lead to a disaster. My brain was jammed, over thinking of what did i do that make him know. I was so broke, i hung my head down. Me and my wolf was so broken. Totally broken. I can hear my friend and my little brother call my name but i can't bring myself to talk to them or to face them. Shame and Defeat draw in my face until a familiar shoe appeared. A hand held my chin letting me to look up, then face appeared but my head was blank, not recognizing everything until a soft, velvet muscle touch my lip and BAM'. I close my eye as was back in reality and i enjoy this hot kiss. Those are so soft wonderful. I was gone into heaven in this kiss. When the simple kiss stop, I open my eyes. I can't believe what i'm seeing. Derik Forelock was in front of me he give me a kiss in the lips. The shame and the defeat i felt earlier was suddenly and everything was in place. I was in front of me and he give me a kiss. I cant believe it. I heard Ed and AL gasp loudly and I hear Airis says WoW'. They are surprise but not as much as i do.
¨ Sorry for my attitude earlier. I dont know what came to my mind and i'm sorry for..." i surprise him as i slammed my mouth unto him and we kiss hard. In public. I don't care if someone sees us. I'm happy that they know that Derik was mine and only mine. Fuck!! i can't get enough of this lips of his. I gonna love this lips forever.
Derik moaned and returned my kiss. He put his hand in my chest feeling my hard body and i put my hand at Derik's back, pulling him close to me. I pushed my tongue between his lips, demanding entrance into his mouth. He open his mouth, allowing me to explore and taste him. I can tell Derik never been kiss like this before in his life. He radiated a warm feeling that my wolf feels happy. I growl as we kiss and i can sense that my wolf is trying to be in control. We break the kiss and we hung our head down a he catch our breath and trying to calm my wolf. Damn this wolf of mine, Trying to dominate me. `it's not the time to reveal yourself' i thought to myself.
That was the best kiss ever happen to my life. I he agree with that. When were both calm, i look in his beautiful blue with green eyes. I can see love in his eyes. Finally, all of my question has been answered.
"Wow! Just wow!" Yup! Wow is the right answer.
"Yeah, WOW! um.. Derik? Can you give me a chance? i promise you, i will love you and protect you at any cost" I was surprise as what i promise. I look at him waiting for his answer
"Of course Mike. I'll give you a chance" Derik flash the beautiful that have been carve in my brain.
I look at Diane and she said "alright, you better be careful taking Derik home. He will give you the direction where he lives."
"Thank you Diane. I promise you I will take care of Derik." I look back at my best friends and my little brother while they look us in astonishment and said " Ed, take my brother home. Looks like you gonna be home alone for my Little bro." i grin and Ed said
"Damn man! You're a first class jock having the boy wonder. You're damn lucky man! Damn Lucky!" Ed chuckled.
Everyone headed to there own cars and and guide Derik to my car.
***** Derik's Point of View
My nerves we so bad on the drive to my house, I think i gonna throw up. My palms are sweaty as nervousness overcomes me and my mouth are dry. I rubbed my hands on my shorts discreetly as i was trying to calm my breathing. I can't believe Mike was taking me home. If I'm dreaming, please!! Don't wake me up. When the car stopped, I look at the window and saw that Mike's car was park in our driveway. Wait a minute?! How the hell did he know where I live? I don't even remember giving Mike a direction. Mike turn off the car engine and the headlights. I blinked several time and i turn to him and ask
"How did you know where I lived? You never ask me for directions." Mike just smiled.
I unbuckled my seatbelt and i look at him ¨Thanks for the ride home and I'm sorry for being a jerk a moment ago. I afraid of being hurt again. I dont want to feel those pain again but like said, I give you a chance" I smiled at him.
"What do you mean being hurt again? Is something happen to in the past? Mike as carrying a questioning look in his face. I guess i have no choice but to tell him. I tell him what happen about someone who i really like when i was 16 years old. I tell him the cheat on me, telling that we've never been boyfriend and the the force handjob and blowjob which it didn't happen. That make my life very crappy and I close my heart and swore to never fall in love again. I tell him also when the day I first saw him. Thats the day he transferred in our school last year, that is had an instant attraction to him and i tell him also that he is the reason why he open his heart again but I was confuse to fall in love again. He was angry when i told him about the guy that hurt my feeling.
"I gonna kill that motherfucker if I found out who it is" Mike spat angrily.
"Please dont. I dont want to remember those painful memories. You're the last person to know this story. No more"
Mike stared at me. I couldn't look away. The longer i look at his eyes the more beautiful to look at. Mike was so handsome. That beard stubble look handsome to him like he was sporting 5 o'clock shadow. I reach for his beard and I touch. I loved the way his beard feel. It feels manly for me. Mike's hand grabbed the back of my neck. He pulled me forward as he slammed his mouth me once again. Sure he's not contented about the kiss in the school parking lot a moment ago.
I moaned as I return his kiss. I put my hand into i chest like what i need in the parking lot. Wow! Mike's body is hard as a rock and it is warm to touch even i his t-shirt. I can feel Mike's hand roam around my body and he pulled me close to him close enough that our bodies are touching. I was in heaven. Mike is a best kisser in the whole wide world. As our kiss became harder, I feel Mike tongue is pushing on me and i willingly open my mouth to him. His slick tongue explore and taste my mouth wildly. It was the most intense kiss ever and my cock is achingly hard on my pants. To tell you the truth, I've never been kiss like this before and mike was my first kiss. Mike took it without asking and i loved it.
His dominant, aggressive, possessive behavior is the thing i really love in Mike's. The way he held me while he kiss me is an enough evidence that he have those. Mike broke the kiss and moved his lips into my ear and i let my head fall back and roll to the side exposing my neck to him. Mike make a noise that sounded like a growl. The growl's vibration sent shudders throughout my body and i moan. I can feel pre-cum coming out on my cock and sure make a visible spot in my shirt.
Mike kissed my exposed neck, chewing and shocking that my soft skin at the base on my neck, where it met my collarbone. When i do it more, an electric jolt like flash through my body. Oh God! I'm gonna cum when he continue this, but i can't stop him because i love it every second that happen to us. His beard were rubbing against my skin, sending a jolt of pleasure down to my spine, straight to my cock. Damn! This guy know who to make me so damn happy!.
"Mike" I called out softly as i moan, trying to kiss the suck the neck more. I pull him closer to me and i bit Mike's bottom ear. He moan and called my name the he suck more on my neck knowing that he mark me but i didn't stop him. My hand drifted down into his stomach abs and... Oh gosh! His muscles were hard as diamond and like a washboard. My fingers trailed down on Mike's front until they rubbed against the elastic band of Mike's short. I can feel Mike's hard on, and it was big. I heard Mike groaned, and i hear that growl he make earlier, But this time, It was more deep that before and his in glimpse, I saw something glowed like amber for a split second and suddenly I pulled away. I look at the house if the mom was watching. I was relief that the light on the front door was not on. I thought that glow was from the front door. Thank God it that the front door.
I look back at Mike, he sat back in the seat with his eyes closed. I wonder what his thinking about. His breathing was hard and ragged. He finally open his eyes and looked toward me, I drew in a sharp breath. The look on this face. His eyes, no one ever looked at me that before. It was dark and his looks tells me that I was his pray. His precious pray that ready to be devoured.
" You need to go now. It's late" Mike said deeply as he stare at me.
I nodded. i reach the door handle but i turn back. Think Derik, Think!! What to say! Say something! "um.. thanks for taking me home again and thanks for the time. I really enjoy it." i smile but i felt a little bit sad that I needs to leave.
"Me too pup. Me too." he said as he touch my hair. His finger trailed down and rubbed his finger in my jaw. He is so caring. "I'll see you in the Tomorrow morning my dear."
"Okay" i was stunned when he called me `my dear'. when I open the i realized something "Wait. What's Tomorrow morning?
"I'm gonna pick you up for school silly"
"Ohhww!! You are?"
"Yes"
I pause for a moment and then i look back at the door handle and open it and then, I look back at him again and ask "Why did you call me `my dear' by the way?
" You're my responsibility Derik. Mine to take care of. I'll tell you Derik. You are mine. Dont get it wrong"
"ohh! Okay!" I said to him and then i realize! oh my fucking gosh! Mike Bolrock is now my boyfriend? I cant believe this. My head began to swim. No way this big jock is mine. I leaned forward to Mike and i kiss him hard and passionate. I broke the kiss and I hug him tight. "Yes Mike. I really love to be your boyfriend"
When Mike pull me back, He rubbed his thumb on my bottom lip and i close my eye, " Your lip are swollen". He run his finger slowly into my chin "Your chin is red. Did my whiskers burn you?"
"No Mike, No" i said "I like it actually"
Mike grin "I'll see you tomorrow."
I got out of the car and the i close the car's door. Mike open this his side window and said " i know its early to say this but, Advance Goodnight, Derik"
I smile at him "Goodnight, MIke. Bye"
He close the side window in the passenger's side and i wave at Mike. Mike waited in the driveway until i was in the front door. I wave at him again and i watch Mike pulled out in the driveway. I stayed there until the taillight of Mike's black Audi sport car could no longer be seen.
I open the door and I take off my shoe and place it in one of the rocks. I walk into our kitchen as i yelled " I'm home mom. What for dinner?" when i reach the kitchen, I stop my tracks. I saw my mom sit in one on the chair. I saw another person. A guy. An old guy. I was wondering why we had a visitor. Mom never told me he had guest. Wearing a suit and tie, this guy sure not's intimidating.
"Is that him, my Lady? ¨ The gentleman in suit and tie ask. His voice was deep and husky. "Yes, thats him. His name is Derek." Mom said hesitantly.
The gentleman came close to me. Now that he was in front of me, he look at me. He's looks stab through my soft. He is observing me. " He really got you look my Lady yet he has a beyond powerful than Master Zefer Steelven."
He lean into me and sniff me. What the heck? Is he crazy or something? " He really got a exceptional ability" and he sniff again. "And my lady, I guess he found his Mate"
What the fuck? What was he talking about? Now this guy gives me the freaks. I saw my mom gasp. I take two step back and i look at my mom and ask
"Mom, Who is this guy? ¨
"Let me answer that for you. The name's Xavier Caltrez. Honorary Butler in the house of Steelven. My Master gave me an order to tell both of you that you need to be in the in the Steelven Residence on Saturday in the next two week." The man named Xavier said when calm and profession. Wow! a real life butler. I've never seen one before. But something confuse me. Why he is inviting us to a party of a person we do not know? Strange.
" Its for the safety my Lady, especially he comes the right age now" His sound calm but he actually beg for my mom's approval. My mom look at me and she nodd
"Okey. we will." Mom said confidently.
"A car will be here to fetch you. Please. Dress formal." He turn and walk to our front door. We followed him until he was outside the house. Outside, there was black 6 door limo waiting. Shit! This guy ride a limo?
He open the limo's door and he pause for a moment. He look back at us and smile. and said "By the way, congratulation for passing the Glee Club audition and for finding your mate. My Master sure gonna be happy when know that you have your mate. Its a very rare opportunity for everyone to find there half. He is a lucky man indeed. We'll see you at the mansion, My lady and take care, Young Master." he bow his head and he ho inside the limo.
I was clearly stunned. How did he know everything about me? who really is this guy. He sure give me the creeps. I close that door and i saw mom seat in the couch, clearly confuse.
"Mom. who really is that guy? and what is he talking about?"
" Honey... I think it is time me to tell you about your father. ¨
--- End of Chapter 3---
Woohhh! i think my brain is ready to explode in this chapter! i spend 8 hours to finish this chapter. Sorry for some grammar issues in story and some spelling too :) I hope you guys like it.. Feel free to send your comments and suggestion at silverchronicus06@gmail.com. Have a nice day!!:)