That night

As soon as we walked in the door, we were both handed a beer.

"Hey Ashli, what's up Nikki?" shouted someone I didn't know.

That's me, Nikki. And Ashli? Ashli's my best friend, and we had both just walked into our friend Emma's party. It was highschool graduation night, though not our graduation, we were only 16. We had gone to graduation to see Ashli's boyfriend get his diploma, and we saw Emma there and she invited us to her "after-party," although I didn't see any seniors in sight . . .

"Hey you guys! We're doing shots in the kitchen, come join!" yelled Emma

"Shots of what?" I promised myself I wouldn't get too fucked up tonight, I had a job interview tomorrow and I didn't' want to be hung over.

"Brandy, man . . . my drink my choice" said Emma with a big grin.

"quit your bitchin!" that's Ashli, who seems always up to drink

About 10 minutes later, Ashli had had 4 shots, and I had had 7. I'm not sure how that happened, since I was reluctant to take even one. I had finished my first beer and was on to my next one. Ashli doesn't drink beer, so I had hers too . . .

I guess I should tell you a little about Ashli and me. Ashli: she's about 5'7", really dark hair, it's only a couple inches long, brown eyes, around 130 lbs., 34c breasts, and of course she has a boyfriend, but that's not important to the story. Me: around 5'9 I had just dyed my hair all black, naturally it's brownish (im going through some goth phase or something . . . ) bright blue eyes, around 130 lbs., and about 36b breasts.

Me and Ashli had messed around before, at a party (but that's another story). The furthest we'd gone was just making out. Oh and we had made out for one of my guy friends before . . . but that's it . . . she's bi, and I guess I'm "curious." I dunno. Ashli had made out with Emma too, a night of drunkenness. Emma had tried to make out with me but I was like "whoaaaa back off!" apparently Ashli still remembered that

"Hey Nikki, member that night Emma tried to rape you?" said Ashli through a fit of laughter.

"Yeah, I kind of do . . . " I replied with a little laugh (I was so wasted by this point.)

"That's kind of funny" said Emma's boyfriend with a big ol' grin.

"Make out with me Nikki!" Emma leapt over to the couch by me.

"Emma, I'm not going to make out with you!" I backed away slightly.

"C'mon, you're drunk, I'm drunk, and Ashli made out with me before, don't be a little puss!" Yeah like that'll talk me into it Emma.

"C'mon man! Just a little bit!" That would be Ashli, helping me out of this.

"You guys . . . " I gave a big sigh.

"Give her another beer!" Shouted some guy I didn't know.

So what could I do? Someone handed me a beer, I chugged it, and I made out with her. Only for like a minute, and I hardly remember it. I just remember doing it, and then laughing, and taking some more shots.

Within the course of the next 2 hours, I had smoked 3 or 4 bowls of weed with some people I never met before (Ashli was inside), I had made out with Ashli for a while, and had more to drink that I had ever drank in my entire life.

Before long, we decided we had better get home, and some guy named Josh offered to drive us. So we get home, get inside, go upstairs, put on some music and lay down. The next thing I know is that we're making out. Her tongue's in my mouth, and my hand's on her boob. She starts licking my neck, which always always gets me excited.

All of a sudden her hand is down my pants. The most I've ever done with a girl is making out, and this is all new to me. She starts pushing her fingers in and out of me, and every now and then stopping and rubbing my clit between her fingers, all the while she's licking my neck, my ear, and caressing my tongue.

Then she stops.

"Finger me" she practically orders me.

"What . . . I don't . . . know . . . what . . . ?" That's me, all out of breath.

"I'm so horny, Nikki. Please?" She's begging now.

"Okay, but I might be bad at it."

"That was my first time. I did okay didn't I?" She asks.

"Yeah, great . . . "

So it begins. It felt so weird, sticking my fingers up her. She was a virgin, but for a virgin, she wasn't that tight, I could get 3 fingers up her and she loved it. I would stop and start to rub her clit, but she didn't seem as into that, so I continued fingering her. She started bucking against my hand. This went on for awhile. Until-

"Nikki . . . Eat me out." She's asking me, breathing really heavy

"Fuck! I really don't know how that work you won't even like it, that's how bad I'll be" I said.

"Please Nikki, I'm so horny right now . . . please baby . . . " begged Ashli

She called me baby . . ."Okay, I'll see what happens."

So I got down between her legs as she spread them, and I dove right in. I licked her clit over and over and started to go up her, and then I started tasting her juices. It wasn't a bad taste, in fact I kind of liked it. I started shoving my tongue up her and swirling it around. Then I'd come back and lick her clit and even nibble a little, and then back up her and tonguing her. I stopped for a sec, and looked up at her. She had this look on her face that made me almost orgasm right there, she looked so fucking hot.

"Why'd. you . . . stop . . . " she gasped.

So I dove back in. Before long she was breathing so heavy and bucking against my mouth as my tongue went in and out, in and out. Until she came. Then we thought we heard her mom come home, so we stopped, and I rolled over and fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning with a hell of a hangover and a blurry memory. I pieced everything together, with a little regret in my mind. Neither of us ever talked about it. That was almost 2 months ago, and I don't even know if she remembers. But I do. Oh, I do.