The first time I remember vividly. I was about 14 or 15, and every lunchtime me and a group of mates would leave the school, grab something to eat and head off to a nearby piece of wasteground that were former railway tracks. We'd wander about, play various silly games, attempt to nick things from a neighbouring warehouse or sometimes sit and stare at battered porn mags we found in the bushes. Once or twice we had wanking sessions -- but that's the subject for another story.
On this particular day I really can't remember what we were doing, but I can remember frantically running around playing some sort of game -- a variant on hide or seek with added teenage violence. I was the runt of the group, and was always caught by others, so I was looking for a particularly good place to hide. I raced up a sandy bank, knowing there was a thicket of bushes just behind with a really good spot. I lived nearby and knew this maze of paths better than anyone else. As I got to the top of the bank, I was about to descend down the other side, when I spotted Nick.
Nick was my best friend really, and subject of frantic nightly wanking fantasies. He was slightly taller than me at the time, tousled mousy brown hair, a wiry, toned body that I'd peeked at in the changing rooms more than once. He had a thicket of pubes -- much more than me, and his cock was a lovely tanned colour and bounced around as he walked. Once, when he stayed over at my house, I'd reached under the covers while he slept, and gently touched his firm athletic legs, feeling his cock through his thin boxer shorts. Just one touch of the bare skin of his penis through the opening at the front of his boxers, and I was shooting ribbons of cum across the carpet. I felt incredibly guilty about it afterwards. Another time, we'd wanked together in the dark. His cock must have been dripping pre-cum, as he made a sloppy, fwap-fwap-fwap sound as he jerked his dick. He came, with a grunt, into a tissue, which later while he snored I picked up of the floor, wiping his cum over my cockhead.
As I spotted Nick, just yards from me, I froze. I stepped to one side, and ducked behind a crumbling piece of masonry. He was just stood there, facing away from me. Then I realised, to my surprise, he was undoing his belt. He unzipped the fly of the regulation black school trousers, and dropped his trousers, shortly followed by his boxers, revealing the two tight globes of his arse, fuzzy brown hair protruding from his crack.
Suddenly, I realised what he was doing. He was going to have a shit. I was going to look away, but I was transfixed. Now, I'd watched all of my mates have a piss -- and Nick was no exception. Every day when we got to the tracks, we'd stop for a slash together, often against a wall where we'd try to leave the highest mark. I often got a really good view, and loved seeing the powerful streams of piss jet out of my mate's cocks. Nick in particular, would slightly pull back his long foreskin, exposing the purplish tip of his knob before spraying the ground. I loved that moment. But I'd never seen ant of my mates have a shit... in fact I'd never seen anyone do it. I was quite shy about it myself, I hated having to shit in a public toilet where someone might hear me, and couldn't imagine being watched -- as I now, was doing to Nick.
As I watched, he reached into his blazer pocket and pulled out some paper, before squatting down, shuffling his feet forwards a bit. He was clearly struggling to balance. I remembered trying to do this myself, and the difficulty of squatting like that with your trousers round your ankles.
"Oh fuck!" he mumbled, before wrenching off his right shoe and pulling his foot through his trousers. This clearly gave him a better position and avoided soiling himself. He took a wider stance and squatted again. His arse was obscenely wide open in front of me, exposing his arse crack fully. Brown fuzzy hair ran up and down the crack, encircling his pucker. He obviously began to push, as his sphincter seemed to push outwards. He farted. I realised, to my shock, that my dick was painfully hard. He farted again, and then, I saw the brown tip of his shit emerge.
His hole just suddenly seemed to open to a surprisingly wide diameter as a thick tube of shit slid from his bowels. It wasn't massive, about six inches long, then broke off onto the ground. Nick grabbed his paper, tearing it in half and rubbing quickly at his hole. A second wipe, and it was all over. He quickly pulled up his pants, zipped up, replaced his shoe and jogged off to join the game.
I stood up properly, my dick poking painfully into the waistband of my trousers. Gingerly, I walked over to where Nick had squatted down, not quite sure why I was interested. The pieces of paper lay scrunched in the grass, streaked with brown. A smell of shit lingered in the air. And there on the floor was his fat turd. I looked down at it. With growing horror, I just knew I had to touch it.
I kneeled down and touched my middle finger to the brown log. It was warm to the touch, slightly tacky, but firm. I felt like I was going to cum in my pants. Quickly, I undid my fly and my cock sprang out. Still gently touching his log, I began to wank with my left hand. My cock felt harder than it ever had done before. Then, putting one hand down on the grass in front of me, I lowered my dick to rest on top of the shit. I rubbed my glans over it, feeling its warmth. Then suddenly -- and violently -- my cock spasmed, shooting globs of cum across the grass. My knees almost gave way as my cock jerked and I gave way to the bliss of one of the best orgasms I've ever had.
All too quickly it was over. Oh God. What the hell had I done? I looked down at my cock, dappled with marks from Nick's shit. I looked down at the steaming log, splattered with my cum. Frantically, I zipped up and went to join my friends. What was I thinking of? I really had to put this behind me.
Fast forward six years and I really had tried to put it behind me. By this time I'd grown up, and made my first tentative steps into a world of gay sex. I was at college, and was enjoying life. Just a few months before, I'd had my first fuck -- a really mindblowing experience. I'd really enjoyed having my arse fucked nice and hard by a sexy young devil called Mark, and had a few other experiences, all of them 'normal' gay sex. I really didn't think I would ever seriously act on any of my darker impulses and had more or less put any thoughts of what I'd realised was called scat out of my mind.
But not entirely. I'd discovered cottaging, and was spending far too much time hanging around in the student union toilets. One time, sat in a cubicle absent mindedly wanking my cock, another student walked in and took the cubicle next to me. I was hoping that he'd be up for a spot of wanking under the partition, but when I heard him fart, I knew I was wrong, I peeked under, and could see his trainers and jeans down round his ankles. Another fart, and a loud splash, and a really satisfied sigh. And, I realised, I was really horned up. So it hadn't gone away. I left the doorway splattered with my sperm.
Eventually, a few years later, I just knew I had to try this thing out for real -- to get it out of my system.
That's another story...
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