The Captain of My Dreams

This story is a work of fiction. The events in this story are fictional. The characters in this story do not exist, any resemblance to real people is purely coincidental. This story contains erotic and/or sexually explicit activities between consenting adults. If you are under age, find this type of work offensive, or it is illegal for you to view this, do not read it.

The Captain of My Dreams -- Part 3 By tmabare ©2011

• • • From Part 2 * * *

Edward's chest was much more defined than Ted's, the product of his military training. Ted wanted to reach out and touch that chest and run his fingers between each of the abdominal muscles that made up the visible eight pack. Where Teddy's chest was smooth, Edward had a small dusting of hair starting just below his collar bone and then forming a perfect trail disappearing in the top of his shorts. Much as Edward had done, Ted found himself absentmindedly touching the fresh looking scar on Edward's upper bicep. Without thinking he reached up and started touching the scars on the side of Edward's head finally running a lone finger down the long scar along the jaw line.

Edward was standing close to Ted, and Ted almost whispered, "Mary was a blind idiot. You are so beautiful. If only you could see what I do." Without thinking he leaned in and kissed Edward on the lips. It was a light kiss, and Teddy felt no sense of Edward suddenly pulling back from him. After a moment, Edward's hands were on Ted's arms as he slowly pushed him back, breaking the kiss.

Ted couldn't read the look on Edward's face, and he was suddenly wracked with panic at what he'd done. Tears started to flow down his face, his voice was pleading. "Oh my god, Edward, I'm so sorry... please forgive me." All Ted could think was `RUN!' Grabbing his shirt from the floor that's just what he did, he ran as fast as he could.

• • • Part 3 * * *

John was standing at the party, laughing with Laura watching their sons play with other kids, when his cell phone rang, "John Hillsgrove."

"John, its Edward, I need your help."

John could tell something was wrong by the sound of his friend's voice. "Edward, what is it? What's wrong?"

"It's Ted. We were here at the house talking, then he got upset and ran from the house. I'm not sure where he went. I'm really worried about him."

"Edward, listen to me. I need to know what happened."

"We had a really good time today. We did a bunch of talking, and then when we got back to the house he showed me his scars..."

John interrupted him immediately, his voice louder than he planned, "He what?"

"He showed me the scars."

"Edward, I'm amazed, he doesn't show them to anyone. How did you react?"

"I was pretty much speechless. We were standing there and... well... he kissed me." Edward took a deep breath. "Before I had a chance to say anything, he just flipped out and was gone."

"Listen to me, Edward, don't worry, I have a good idea where he is. There's only one place he'll go if he is upset. I'll go get him. Are you gonna be at the house?"

"I'm not going anywhere until I know he's ok and I can talk to him."

"Alright, I'll call you if something happens and I can't find him. Otherwise, I'll be home with him shortly." John hung up the phone and turned to Laura.

She had heard half of the conversation and knew something was very wrong. Even if she hadn't heard a thing she'd have known from the look on John's face. "What happened?"

"Teddy showed his scars to Edward."

"Oh no, tell me that Edward didn't..."

"No, La, Teddy kissed Edward. Then he freaked out and ran from the house."

Laura's face turned white, "Stay here with the boys. He'll think you're pissed at him, it would just send him further over the edge if he saw you right now." She thought for a moment, "What did Edward say about the kiss? Was he upset?"

"You know, he didn't seem upset in the least about it. He said he's just worried about Teddy, and so am I. Why would he think I would be mad at him?"

"You know Teddy. You brought Edward into the house as a friend. We told Teddy the problems Edward was having, and I'm sure he thinks that he has somehow betrayed your trust by kissing him." She picked her purse up off of the table, "Ok, I'll be back in a little bit. He'll be on the bench."

"La, tell him I love him, and I'll see him at home."

It was only a short drive for Laura to reach Monterey Square and was lucky enough to find a parking space nearby. She walked along the path, knowing just where she'd hoped to find him. Approaching the bench she was relieved he was there. His face was in his hands, and she could tell by the movement of his shoulders he was crying.

She sat on the bench next to him and didn't speak. Waiting a moment, she just reached out and touched his shoulder. Ted looked over and then she wrapped her arms around him, letting him cry.

"La, I was so fucking stupid. I kissed him. Why did I do that? We were just standing there, and I don't know what came over me. He must hate me. I'm going to go home, I should never have come. John must be furious with me. La, I'm so sorry..."

"Oh sweetie, you're so wrong. John isn't mad at you, he wants you to know he loves you, and so do I. Edward is just worried about you, that's why he called John. He said you ran out before he could even say anything."

"I couldn't listen... I had to get out of there. I was so embarrassed that I kissed him. I feel like I betrayed his trust and John's. One minute I was touching the scar on his arm, then his face, and the next thing I knew I was kissing him."

"Whoa, whoa... Slow down for a minute. He showed you the scars on his arm and back? And it's true you showed him your scars? You never show them to anyone outside the family."

Ted took a deep breath and tried to calm himself. "Yes, I wanted him to see that he wasn't the only one with scars. He thinks his scars make him ugly. We have that bitch he was married to thank for that shit. I thought I could show him what true ugliness is. I figured he would take one look at them and be disgusted, but you know he wasn't. He just touched my scars and for once I didn't feel pitied or damaged. Then he took his shirt off and showed me the rest of his scars. Then you know what happened."

"Oh Teddy, why did you run? You should have stayed and talked to him. He's worried, and he's waiting for you."

"I can't go back there. I can't listen to what he's gonna say. It's going to be Phillip all over again."

The comment shocked Laura, "Teddy, have you fallen for Edward?"

He didn't answer right away, when he finally did his voice was just about a whisper. "The moment I saw him, I knew I was attracted to him and I knew it was wrong. What sealed it was him playing with the boys yesterday, and then how he comforted me during my little meltdown. I didn't want to admit to myself what I was feeling. I got so jealous at lunch today when a waitress was flirting with him I was seeing red. I realized how stupid I was being, but I just didn't see what was really going on until it was too late. I thought I could handle it. Guess I was wrong."

Laura stood up and extended her hand to Teddy, "Let's go... you have to talk to him. Just remember, he's not mad and he doesn't hate you, he's just worried."

They walked to the car in silence. Once they were driving back to the house, Laura turned and looked at Ted. "I'm so sorry... I know you are having a hard time right now. But, I need you to do something for me though. You need to realize one thing in whatever happens next, swear it to me."

"What's that?"

"You have to remember Edward is not Phillip."

"I'll try La."

Within a few minutes they were pulling into the driveway, and Edward was standing in the doorway waiting for them. Ted thought to himself, `He doesn't look angry, maybe he won't yell too much.' When the car came to a stop, Edward walked to the passenger side and opened the door. Teddy climbed from the car and walked towards the house without speaking.

Edward leaned into the open car door, "Thanks for bringing him back Laura. How is he?"

"Scared to death of you and what you're gonna say. Edward, he has been hurt deeply in his life even more than he has told you yet. He feels he's betrayed your trust and that you'll hate him now. He thinks you're going to shun him and he'll lose your friendship. In some ways, he's just a scared teenager right now."

"I'm not gonna shun him. I can't tell you what being around him has done for me. It's been an eye opening experience that I sure wasn't expecting."

"I've got to get back to pick up John and the boys. Edward, be gentle, just be honest with him that you don't feel the same for him. It will be hard for him to hear, but he should be able to listen and understand."

"That's just it, I'm not sure I don't have the same feelings for him."

Laura was speechless as Edward stood and closed the car door before walking back into the house. Once inside he looked for Teddy and couldn't find him and then walked up the stairs figuring he was in the bedroom.

When Edward reached the bedroom, Ted was on the bed with his back toward the door. He just didn't want to face Edward, if he had to listen, he didn't want to look into those eyes and this way he figured Edward wouldn't see the tears.

Edward sat on the edge of the bed and closed his eyes, trying to figure out how to explain what he was thinking to Ted. He could see that Teddy was hurting and he wasn't sure what to do to make this better. He finally remembered what their first physical contact had done for both of them the night before. Edward slipped off his shoes and then positioned himself behind Teddy and wrapped his arms around him.

"Why did you run away from me?" His voice was full of concern, with no hint of anger.

Ted tensed at the contact with Edward, "You don't have to do this, just say what you have to." Teddy had tears running down his cheeks, but tried his hardest to control his voice. Without realizing it this contact with Edward was having a calming effect and his muscles were relaxing. "'I'm sorry, I violated your trust, I should've never kissed you. I didn't realize how strong my feelings were for you until that moment. I saw the hurt you've gone through, and I don't know what came over me. Please don't hate me, I swear to not let my feelings get in the way of our friendship again."

Edward could hear the raw fear in the man's voice. He moved his lips so they were close to Ted's ear "Teddy, listen to me very carefully. I do NOT hate you, I'm not sure I ever could. I was shocked when you kissed me, but I certainly wasn't angry." He paused for a moment, "Teddy, would you turn over and look at me please?"

Ted thought quietly for a moment, `When did I become Teddy?' It was the hardest thing he had tried to do in a very long time, but he rolled over and found himself face to face with Edward. He was looking into those amazing green eyes.

"That's better." Edward took his hand and wiped away a tear from Teddy's cheek. "I didn't even want to come to the party yesterday, but I promised John I would meet his cousin. The person he said was so important for me to get to know. When I met you, I discovered you weren't like anything I'd imagined. I'm not even sure what I thought you would be like. The more time I've spend with you, the more confused I've become." Edward moved his right hand and rested it on Teddy's chest. "I've never in my life experienced the feelings I have these two days being around you. I'm scared of them and I'm just as scared of you as you seem to be of me, but I also know one thing for sure." Edward swallowed hard and continued, "I won't deny them. Teddy, I need you to tell me what you're feeling. Please be honest with me."

Ted couldn't understand what Edward was telling him, this wasn't what he was supposed to be saying at all. Where was the screaming, anger, the hatred? Teddy closed his eyes, and took a deep breath. "I've fallen for you, even though I know it's wrong. I thought I could control my feelings and that I wasn't going to let them control me. When I met you yesterday it was the first time I've been aware of being sexually attracted to anyone since Phillip. I saw you playing with the boys, and then I got to know you... by then, it was too damn late. I'm sorry Edward, you shouldn't have to deal with all of this."

"You have nothing to be sorry about, except running out after you kissed me. I know I haven't done a very good job expressing myself, but that's because I wasn't sure just what I was feeling. When I met you I felt this immediate connection, like nothing I've experienced before in my life. I had such a hard time taking my eyes off you. You may not have noticed, but I just kept staring at you. Then when you were crying last night I wanted to take you in my arms and make it all go away, which honestly freaked me out a wee bit. I just told myself that I had developed a friendship with you." Edward took a short pause, like he was trying to decide if he really wanted to say more. "Man, then I heard you sing last night. You need to know I wasn't honest with you this morning. I didn't pass out in your bed. I just wanted to hold you while you slept, and the drinking was an excuse. I'm sorry I lied to you."

Teddy opened his mouth, and Edward place a single finger over his lips to stop him from talking. "I've never had feelings for another bloke, until now. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do... but I do know I want you to kiss me again."

With that Edward leaned closer and lightly kissed Teddy on the lips. This kiss initiated by Edward was tentative at first and then became more passionate, the myriad of thoughts running through Ted's mind kept him from responding right away. When Edward broke the kiss and started to pull away, Teddy reached a hand behind Edward's neck and pulled him back again. This one was pure passion on both their parts. The kiss was hard but gentle at the same time. Ted could feel Edward's lips open slightly and as a natural reaction Teddy opened his and accepted Edward's tongue. Teddy had never felt a kiss like this before. It was like Edward was trying to meld their two souls with that single kiss, and Teddy could feel himself become even more lost in Edward. Edward's left hand moved to behind Teddy's neck. Teddy could hear himself moan into Edward's mouth as they kissed. After what seemed an eternity, they broke their contact and looked into each other's eyes.

"So... How was that?" Edward's mischievous grin had returned to his face.

Teddy's mouth moved, but he couldn't make the words come out. It was the first time in his life, he could remember, a kiss had making him speechless. He could feel a huge grin on his face however and he was hoping that was enough to let Edward know what he felt about the kiss.

"I guess it was good." The smile on Edward's own face reminded Teddy of the twins when they were up to no good.

Instead of trying to force the words out for what he was feeling, Teddy just pulled Edward into another kiss. As this kiss started, Teddy leaned back and pulled Edward down with him. Ted was on his back with Edward leaning over him and Teddy running his fingers through Edward's short hair rubbing his neck and the back of his head. Edward's left leg was thrown over Ted's leg placing his crotch against Teddy's left hip, and Ted could feel a growing hardness in Edward's shorts.

After a few minutes, Teddy's right hand moved from the back of Edward's head, slowly down his back, and rested on his firm ass. Edward broke the kiss and started to laugh quietly. "You have this thing about my bum, don't you?"

"Not what you think, I just wanted to feel it again. You know, I was a little drunk last night, just needed to make sure I didn't imagine how great it was." It was Ted's turn to flash a mischievous grin. "And it looks like I was spot on, this thing IS fan-fucking-tastic."

Edward looked deeply into Ted's eyes, "We need to talk before we get carried away, don't you think? Besides, I think we need to slow down a bit."

"I guess you're right." Ted looked at the clock on the bedside table. "Besides, my guess is we won't be alone much longer."

"Ok, come here." Edward rolled onto his back and pulled Ted so his head was resting on his chest and shoulder. "That's better."

Teddy began to rub Edward's chest through his shirt. He could feel every muscle and the simple joy of being able to touch this man was intoxicating. There was that feeling of safety he had last night again. "What do you want to talk about?"

"I guess I really need to know what you want out of this."

Laying there quietly for a moment, Ted finally spoke. "Edward, I didn't know I was allowed to want anything until a few minutes ago. Even now I'm not sure what's realistic to want and what you're willing to give. I do know I'm happier with you than I've been in a very long time. When I'm in your arms I feel safe and content, like a whole in my soul has been filled by part of you. At the same time, I'm also scared to death of you and what you're feeling. Scared I'm going to be hurt again, that this will be too much for you, or you will decide that you're straight and this was just a one off. Even with all of that said, I'm willing to take the chance."

Edward leaned over and kissed the top of Ted's head. "Teddy, I want you to know I'll never knowingly hurt you. I may not be used to what I'm feeling, but like I told you I'm not going to deny my feelings for you. I've never really found another man to be attractive, but I find you sexy as hell, and... I know I want you more than I've ever wanted any woman."

They laid there quietly for a few moments neither sure what to say next. Teddy knew he needed to say something, "Let's start simple, how much longer do you have on leave?"

"Today was the first day, I have the next three weeks, but I've been authorized to take up to six weeks. What about you?"

"I was planning on being here for two weeks, but the joy of being the boss is I can take longer. I also can really work from anywhere, just need a computer and a phone." Ted let out a small laugh. "Not that I could get any work done while I'm around you. So, what's say we just spend the next few weeks getting to know each other better and see where we want to go from there?"

"Ok, sounds like we have a plan." Edward smiled and cocked his head to the side slightly, "So if I let you off of this bed you're not gonna run away from me again, are you?"

Teddy tried to figure out of Edward knew what his smile did to him. "Umm, you know I may just hang around for a little while longer. I met this really hot soldier who for some unknown reason seems to like me."

"What a lucky bastard he is." They both laughed. "Well, looks like we should make the most of the time we have then." Edward kissed Ted's forehead, "I've never done anything like this before. I'm going to need your help, and your understanding. We may need to take things slow at first." Edward pulled Ted's face up to look at his own, and that devilish smirk appeared again, "but not too slow."

That started a good hour of nothing but talking and kissing. Both men talked about their time at school and more about their families. They finally dozed off with Teddy's head on Edward's chest, which had quickly become his new favorite position. It gave him the ability to run his hand on Edward's chest and abdomen, while filling his nostrils with Edward's scent.

They were awoken by the sound of the door opening and closing coming from downstairs. A moment later there was the unmistakable thunder of little legs coming up the stairs.

Ted looked quickly at Edward and kissed him, "Are we going to tell them?"

"No, make `em work for it. Let's see if we can have a little fun." Edward's comment made them both laugh.

The men got off of the bed and walked towards the hallway where they were greeted by two four year olds jumping into their arms. Dylan was in Ted's arms, and Matthew had latched his arms around Edward's neck. Both were talking fast and at the same time.

Carrying them back down the stairs, the guys were regaled with the story of the party and shopping. At the bottom of the stairs, John and Laura were waiting to see what the aftermath of the day would look like. They had noticed when they pulled in, that Teddy's car was still here and that had been at least been something to be glad about.

Laura tried to get Ted's attention by raising her eyebrows and tilting her head towards Edward several times, but Ted just lowered his head and shrugged his shoulders.

John couldn't stand it anymore, "Is everything ok?"

Teddy looked at Edward and winked so only he could see it. Then he walked quickly into the kitchen while still carrying Dylan.

Edward shook his head slowly, and gazed down at the floor. "We talked and he's going to stay for now."

Laura stepped up and touched Edward's arm, "Thank you for getting him to stay. The Andersons are going to come and pick the boys up to spend the night with their son. I don't know about you guys, but I could sure use a drink. I had to stop at one last night because of the kids."

John took Matthew from Edward's arms and called out towards the kitchen, "Dylan, we need to go pack a bag."

Dylan appeared running from the kitchen, "Yes, sir." Dylan disappeared up the stairs with John and Matthew close behind.

Laura grabbed Edward's arm and dragged him into the kitchen where Ted was sitting at the table. "Ok, I don't have the patience that John does, one of you start talking."

Teddy rose and talked towards the fridge, "La, I'm going to be ok, really. Edward made me understand some stuff. Do you want a beer?"

"I sure do." She said as she sat at the table with Edward.

Teddy got a smile on his face, "One beer coming up. Edward, can I get you something?"

"A beer would be good, thanks."

Ted grabbed three beers and walked toward the table. Handing Laura's to her, he smiled at her and then walked around to where Edward was and set the beer down in front of him. He then leaned over and kissed Edward, who reached up and grabbed the back of Ted's head holding him in the kiss for a moment as he explored the inside of Teddy's mouth again with his tongue.

When they broke the kiss Edward smiled up at Teddy, "Thanks for the beer, babe."

Teddy turned to see the complete look of shock on Laura's face. He thought to himself, `One down, one to go.' "You ok, La? You don't look so good."

Her look of disbelief turned into a huge grin. "I'm so happy for you two I could scream. Please, you have to pull that on John. He'll die." She paused, "So, I take it you two had a good talk?"

Edward was the first to answer, "You remember what I told you earlier? That I wasn't sure I didn't have the same feelings for Teddy?" Laura nodded her head, and he continued "Well, I AM sure."

"That's fantastic."

"What's fantastic honey? What are you sure about Edward?" John walked in with twins in tow.

Laura quickly changed her expression, "Edward was just saying that he was sure he wanted to stay with us while he was on leave." The doorbell rang and she then turned towards the twins, "The Andersons are here, let's go."

They didn't respond, but each got hugs and kisses from their dad, Ted, and Edward as Laura went to greet the Andersons. When the boys were done, they ran towards the door. While Laura was gone the three men just sat there trying to not look at each other, as if they didn't know what to say. Laura returned a few moments later.

John finally spoke, sounding relieved. "I'm really glad you both have decided to stay. I was really worried, and I felt guilty for pushing you guys to get to know each other."

Teddy looked at Edward with just the slightest grin, downing the rest of his beer. Edward did the same thing as Ted rose and headed back towards the fridge. "John, can I get you a beer?"

"Thanks Teddy, that'd be great. Edward you want another one?"

"Yeah, that would be great Ted, if you don't mind."

Teddy grabbed three more beers and walked back to the table. He handed John's beer to him and then sat Edward's down in front of him. As he did it he moved his head slightly telling Edward to move his seat back some. When he did, Teddy straddled his lap and gave Edward a kiss that about lit his hair on fire. Edward's hands grabbed onto Teddy's ass and held him there while they were kissing.

With a big grin, Laura who had just walked back in the room leaned down towards her husband, "It seems like Edward won't need the second guest room tonight, unless I read that kiss wrong."

John had a huge smile on his face after getting over his first shock at seeing the two men kiss.

Teddy finally broke the kiss and ground his crotch into Edward's before standing up. Edward winked at him, "Thanks, babe."

"You're soooo welcome."

Edward looked at Laura and then pointed at Teddy's butt, "Now that's a hot ass."

The statement caused an instant explosion of laughter among the four of them.

John lifted his beer towards them, "I'm over the moon guys. I was scared what we'd find when we got home, but this is just incredible."

Ted lifted his beer, "Johnny, we can blame you for this." They all had another laughed.

"I don't think I can take credit for it. I only made sure you were both in the same place at the same time. I thought you would make good friends for each other, but this is way more than I hoped for."

"Thanks, mate." Edward extended his hand and shook John's, "I can't even begin to tell you."

The conversation changed to the guys filling in their friends about their talk earlier. Teddy was the first to think of a problem. "What do you want to do about the boys?"

John looked at Laura and then back to Teddy. "Well, you know we've never hidden anything from them. They've been around you and, you know who, since they were born. They've always accepted that two men being together is no different than Laura and I being together. Of course, they don't know everything involved in that no matter who it is. If I know those two monsters, they've already attached themselves to Edward, so just be yourselves, they're smarter than you think."

"Well, that's a weight off of my mind." Teddy took a large swig of his beer, and then looked around the table. "Now for the next problem, I have the feeling we've danced around some things since I got here. It's important to me that we get them out in the open."

Laura looked at Edward and then Teddy, "Are you sure that you want us here for this?"

"Yeah, La." Ted turned so he was looking directly at Edward, "When you told me what you did in the Army, John over there had a look on his face that told me I wasn't getting the whole truth. Now's the time to come clean, what aren't you telling me? Are you really in the Household Calvary?"

Edward laughed, "Babe, damn you're observant. How'd you pick up on that?"

"Let's just say if you ever want to make a lot of money playing poker, play against John. He can't control his face for shit." This made the entire group laugh.

When he finished laughing, Edward looked deeply into Teddy's brown eyes. "I will answer your question, on one condition."

Teddy took another swallow of his beer, "I know I'll regret this, but okay, what's the condition?"

"You tell me what you REALLY do." That brought more laughs from everyone.

"John's face again?"

"That and the fact he kicked you hard enough I thought I'd have to do first aid on your leg."

Teddy thought about it and quickly made up his mind. "You have yourself a deal, shake?" He extended his hand.

Edward grasped Teddy's hand, and pulled him towards him planting a kiss right on his lips. "Much better than a handshake, don't you agree?"

"Oh, hell yes, I do."

John interrupted Edward before he could say anything. "Ok, before you both begin I need to say something to each of you. I am the reason you both were not entirely truthful. I know you both, and I know your feelings about certain things. If you are going to do this, I want to remind you both of the feelings you've obviously expressed for each other."

Edward set his beer down and sat looking at his hands, "Ok, I'll go first. What I told you is partially true. I was originally an officer in the Household Calvary. I'm going to try for selection to the SAS."

"The Special Air Service, I see. That's an honor, wow, incredible." No one could get Ted's reaction from his face; he just sat there without moving. His voice sounded empty.

John reached out and touched Ted's hand, "Teddy?"

Ted looked up and into John's eyes, "Tell him, I'll be back, need a wee." Teddy stood up and quickly walked towards the downstairs bathroom.

When he was out of sight, John looked at Edward. "You probably already know those scars on his back were caused by David, his boyfriend from college."

"I don't understand, was he in the military?"

"Yes. David went into the Navy right out of high school, when Teddy went to college. David ended up as a Navy Seal, but something happened to him after a while. He came back from a deployment and wasn't the same person anymore. He ended up being dishonorably discharged, something he hid well from us. You see Teddy and I roomed together in college. It was a while after David came back and moved in that I found out he had been beating Teddy. David was the first love, and was the first and to that point only person Teddy had been with. Teddy was too embarrassed to tell anyone and David made sure no one could see the bruises unless Teddy showed them." John paused and took a deep breath before continuing. Edward could tell this was extremely difficult for the man.

Laura reached out and held her husband's hand.

"Eventually I found out, and I convinced Teddy he had to leave him, but no matter what I said he wouldn't report what was happening to the police. The next day he finally stood up to him after David hit him with one of Teddy's textbooks. He told him it was over, and that he thought David needed to get help. But, Teddy being who he is couldn't bring himself to just throw him out right then. Teddy told him he could sleep in the guest room that night and move out the next morning." There was another long pause before John could finish, "That night after I left for a clinical he beat Teddy unconscious, tied him to the bed, raped him repeatedly, and during the night cut his back with a combat knife."

John couldn't speak as tears were falling from his eyes. Laura looked at Edward, "John found him the next morning, barely alive. To this day John blames himself for leaving Teddy alone with him that night. Teddy swears he doesn't blame John, but..."

Edward found himself having a hard time speaking, "What happened to David?"

Laura had a hard time with this story also but not nearly as hard a John. She had known John and Ted since they started in college and she was there in the hospital when Teddy woke up. "He was stopped for speeding as he was leaving town, he took a shot at the Trooper who stopped him. He ended up running from the Highway Patrol. When he finally realized he couldn't get away, he shot himself."

John finally was able to control his emotions enough to start talking again, "Since we were boys, Teddy always loved the military. We have tons of friends in the military and if he had been given the choice I think he would have enlisted right out of high school or joined after he graduated from college. Even though he knows that David was responsible for his own actions, he's been terrified of anyone in Special Forces. He blames them for what happened, for changing David into what he became and ultimately for his injuries. We've worked on it for years. He knows the difference and has made great strides. The whole thing was I didn't want him to immediately dismiss you as a friend because of your plans."

It was then Teddy walked back into the room, directly to Edward. He leaned over and kissed him, "I know you're not David." He paused and swallowed hard, "I know I'm safe with you, I can feel it. But you also need to know I'm not the defenseless kid I was back then."

Edward could only nod at first. Hearing what happened to Teddy was upsetting him deeply. He wished he could have been there to protect him, at the same time he was furious at John for not being there. It was taking everything in his power to not scream at John, and he prayed he was doing a good job of hiding his feelings. He realized what Laura meant about Ted having deeper wounds than what could be seen. Edward reached out and held Teddy's hand, the single act providing support and comfort to both of them.

Ted felt he needed to change the subject quickly before he started to cry. He wasn't sure how he was going to breach this next subject. "Edward, I know that your mum and dad are civil servants, but does your family have any money?"

"No, we're pretty lower middle class. I never had to worry about the basics growing up, but I also didn't have many of the luxuries a lot of my friends had. My parents sacrificed so they could pay for me to go to a private school. Many of the kids at school had families who were very well off, and they used to make my life a living hell. They'd always pick on me for being poor. It was my own hell, I was pretty alone. I've never told them how I felt, or what happened. Finally they couldn't afford that school anymore and things got better for me. I learned that I didn't trust people with a lot of money, they always seemed self-centered and heartless to the feelings of others."

Ted turned toward John, "You knew about this?"

John lowered his eyes, "Yes."

Edward looked between John and Teddy, "Are you going to tell me what is going on? I take it your well off?"

Ted looked at Edward, directly in those beautiful green eyes. "Have you heard of Jackson Global?"

Edward looked confused for a moment, and then his eyes widened. "Bugger Me! You're joking right?"

"For once in my life I wish I was. You've been around John for a while it seems, and you have gotten to know me. I hope you know that money hasn't defined how we treat people, and we certainly don't think less of people who haven't been as fortunate as we have." Teddy paused and wasn't sure if he was going to start crying, "If this is something you can't deal with, I will understand."

Edward released Teddy's hand and stood. He walked over to the sliding glass door leading to the back yard, and looked out across the yard.

Ted started to stand, but Laura reached out and pulled him back into his seat. She raised a single finger telling Teddy to wait.

When Edward finally turned around that telltale grin was on his face. "Well, aren't we a pair. We're each other's biggest fear." He shook his head slowly and walked back to Teddy sitting down. He reached over and pulled Teddy's face to his own and kissed him. "I already told you I wasn't going to deny my feelings for you. That also means I'm not going to run away over something stupid, like money." He kissed him again.

Teddy grinned from ear to ear when he sat back in his chair, "Thank god."

Edward leaned towards John and pretended to whisper, "So, how much are we talking here mate? Should we let him buy dinner tonight?" Everyone burst out laughing.

Teddy reached out and held Edward's hand again. "Do you really want an answer to that question?"

With a look of complete honesty on his face, Edward turned to Teddy. "No. I didn't know you had money when we met. I don't need to know what you have or don't have, as long as we're together and you're happy."

Ted couldn't believe he had found someone who wasn't into him for money. He knew David didn't love him in the beginning because of money, but he was never sure about Phillip. The thought of Edward not caring about what Teddy had or didn't have was a very liberating feeling. As he was sitting there thinking about it, the door bell rang. He about jumped out of his chair at the sound and quickly looked at his watch.

"Oh Fuck!" Everyone looked at him. "I need to get that. Everyone sit. I've done something so incredibly stupid." He quickly rose from the table and walked towards the door.

The others were left at the table looking at each other. John looked at Edward, "You were with him today. Did he do anything while you were around?"

"No, we just walked around the art show in the park and then went to lunch. The show was really great and I talked to a student for like thirty minutes. His work was incredible, he had done a painting of..." Edward stopped because of the looks Laura and John were giving him. "Why're you both looking at me like that?"

Laura shook her head, "Were you really serious just now when you said you weren't gonna run away because of money?"

"Yes, why?"

John laughed quietly, "Did you happen to leave Teddy alone at any point while you were in the park?"

"Only when I went to the loo, what am I missing here?"

John's laughter hadn't stopped yet, "If I know our Teddy. He's done something that will either make you really happy or piss you off. This is something that you're going to have to get used to if you are gonna be with him."

"What's that?"

"He has a compulsion to make the people he cares about happy. He obviously already considered you a friend and we now know he had even stronger feelings for you. So if I know him..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Teddy walked into the kitchen carrying a large painting. The same one Edward liked so much in the park, the scene of Forsyth Fountain. Edward didn't say anything, but stared at the painting.

"Um, Edward, I bought you something."

"You're serious?"

"Yeah, I talked to the artist and arranged for him to have it dropped off. I love supporting new artists, and when I saw how much you liked the painting and were enjoying talking to him, I decided I might as well support the arts and make you happy at the same time."

Edward stood and walked over to Teddy, he helped him set the painting down and drew him into a hug. "Thanks babe. I'm absolutely gobsmacked. You really shouldn't have done this, but I'm really happy you did." He then planted another scorcher of a kiss on Teddy.

The moaning coming from Teddy made Laura smile and she looked at John, "How come you never kiss me like that?"

"The last time I kissed you like that, we got twins out of it. You want me to do it again?"

Laura lost the smile on her face, "Never mind, you just keep your lips and that other thing to yourself."

Ted pulled away from the kiss, "Need help carrying this up stairs and putting it in your room?"

"Yeah, sounds like a plan."

As they picked the painting up and started out of the room Laura called to them, "Hey, don't get carried away up there. I'm hungry and we need to decide on dinner."

Ted laughed, "Yes mommy."

It only took a minute to get the painting up the stairs and into the room that held Edward's bags. They sat the painting down, and Edward pulled Ted into a hug, kissing him gently on the lips.

"Thank you buying me the painting. I'm gobsmacked. I've never had anyone do something like that for me before."

Ted touched Edward's face, "Thank you for not freaking out on me about it. I'll try to control myself, but please understand I don't want you to think I'm trying to buy your affection."

"If I didn't have feelings for you already, you would never be able to buy my affection. So don't ever worry about me thinking that." Edward paused for a moment, and then smiled. "So... Should I leave my clothes in here, or would you like a roommate?"

Ted started to play with the buttons on Edward's shirt. "Well, I was praying that soldier I met, you know the one with the amazing ass, was gonna stop by tonight, I guess he'll have to find someplace else to shack up." The grin on Ted's face grew, "Hold everything, you don't snore do you?"

Edward laughed, "Oh, ha ha, least I don't drool on myself like you do." Ted started to say something but was cut off by Edward's kiss. Ted wrapped his arms around Edward's back and hugged him tightly.

"Edward, I would love to have you stay in my room with me. Are you sure though? Is it moving too fast for you?"

"I'm not sure I'm ready for us to have sex, but I do know I want to sleep with you in my arms."

Teddy released Edward from the hug and grabbed his suitcase, "Race ya."

Between the two of them, they quickly had Edward's belongings moved, and were heading down stairs, when Ted's cell phone rang. He removed it from his pocket and saw the caller ID. "Hello Stephanie. Your ESP must be working, I was just about to call you. I am going to be staying in Savannah a little longer than expected."

"I'm sorry to bother you Mr. Jackson, but my computer is acting up, and the IT department seems to be too busy, if you know what I mean."

"Of course Stephanie, would you have someone overnight me the server farm contract, so I can sign it and send it back. Also send a memo transferring Peterson to building services at the field office in Kabul. Make the effective date Monday, and send him a personal note from me, with my congratulations."

"Yes sir, I will make sure it is taken care of." She was trying to hide her giggle.

"Listen Stephanie, if there is absolutely anything you need let me know. I'm going to be staying in Savannah a little longer than I first planned. In fact, it may be staying much longer than I planned."

"Thank you, Mr. Jackson. Sir, you sound so much happier than you have in a while. Whatever you're doing in Savannah, keep it up."

Ted hung up the phone and stopped walking. Edward put his arm around him, "You ok babe?"

"Yeah, my assistant told me to keep up whatever I was doing that was making me so happy." Ted kissed Edward deeply.

"Does that make you happy Teddy?"

"Oh yeah." They walked into the kitchen, "So, what are we going to do for dinner?"

John looked at the two walking in, "We can cook, go out, or order in. What's it gonna be."

Laura started to laugh, "Well, whenever you two are together we end up reverting to your college eating habits."

Teddy smiled wide and looked at Edward, "What do you like on your pizza?"

The pizza hit the spot with everyone. The drinking stopped early and no one was drunk, just a little buzzed, unlike the night before. John and Laura were sitting next to each other on one couch, and Teddy and Edward were on the opposite one. Edward was lying behind Teddy, who had his head on Edward's chest. They were listening to music and chatting.

Edward was thinking to himself. `Does it get any better than this? I can't believe how my life has changed.'

"John, you know what I said earlier, about keeping this thing away from me?" Laura said it as she had her hand cupping John's crotch.

"Yeah, I remember."

"I take it back, let's go to bed."

"Eeeeew." Teddy couldn't help it, and then he started to giggle.

John got up and walked over to the guys on the couch, he leaned over and kissed Teddy on the forehead and shook Edward's hand, "Night guys. We'll try to keep it down."

Edward smiled at him, "Half your luck mate."

After they had left the room, Edward ran his hand through Teddy's short brown hair. "Are you ready for bed? Or do you want to lay here some more?"

"Honestly... I'm scared to go to bed. I don't want today to end. I'm afraid it's all going to be a dream."

"Today was a dream, a dream to start our future."

"Why Edward Smythe, I think you're a romantic."

Edward leaned over and kissed Teddy, "I'm gonna go jump in the shower. You coming, or are you gonna wait for that hot soldier to show up?"

Teddy laughed, "Naw, he'd probably just fall asleep, you know those military types. I'm just gonna make sure everything is shut off, and locked up. Then I'll be up."

Edward walked up the stairs as Teddy went about making sure everything was off and locked. He took a few moments to stand looking out at the sky, and did something he doesn't do often, he prayed. `Lord, I don't pray nearly as much as I should. I just need to thank you for bringing him into my life. I know I don't deserve him, but I'll try to be worthy of him. Amen'

When he finally made it to the bedroom, Edward was just walking out of the bathroom. He was just wearing a pair of white boxer briefs and looked like a wet dream to Teddy. Shirtless and damp, Teddy could see every ridge of the muscles on his torso, and this was the first time he had seen all of his bare legs. They were as muscular as the rest of him, and Teddy had the urge to touch every inch of Edward's body. `Calm down Ted! Slow, he wants to take it slow. You can do this.'

"What are you thinking mate? You have this look on your face. Should I be ready to run, to protect my honor?" Edward laughed as he said it.

"Oh my god, you have an incredible body." Teddy got up and grabbed clean clothes, "I hope you used all the hot water, I need a cold shower." Before he could walk by Edward, he was grabbed and kissed. Edward released him and as Teddy took another step toward the bathroom, Edward swatted him on the ass, making them both laugh.

When Teddy was finally done in the shower, he walked back into the bedroom, but Edward wasn't there. He started to get worried, when Edward appeared carrying two bottles of water.

"Sorry, I thought we might like to have some water at hand."

"Good idea, you might have to dump it on me if I get overheated." Teddy was smirking as he said it.

"That was pretty much what I had planned to do with it." Edward set the water down on the nightstand, and turned around to look at Teddy, who stood there in black boxer briefs. For someone older, Edward was amazed at how good Teddy's body looked. He was 5'11", he guessed about 170 pounds with a small waste and broad shoulders. His chest was naturally smooth, except for a trail leading south from his belly button. Teddy's bulge appeared large, even if it wasn't as large as Edward's own package. "You know, babe. I think you're pretty damn hot yourself."

"I can't get over how well you are taking to all of this Edward."

"Babe, when I make my mind up about something, it's done. I'll be honest, I may not be completely comfortable, but I know that will come with time. I told you that I'm not going to deny my feelings for you, so I just have to accept all that comes with them."

"Ok, but if you start to have problems, promise me you'll talk to me and not shut me out."

"I promise." Edward smiled and gave Teddy a quick kiss on the lips, before climbing into bed. He was on his left side looking at Ted. "Are you coming?"

Teddy didn't say anything as he climbed into the bed, and turned off the light. He was now face to face with Edward, in the place where Edward had told him just a few hours ago that he had feelings for him. Teddy reached out and placed his hand on Edward's chest, "So, how slow IS slow?"

Edward laughed, "I knew this was going to come up. How about we just play it by ear? I don't think we are really prepared to go very far tonight, are we?"

Teddy thought about it and knew Edward was right, of course. "I hate to admit it, but you're right. Need to make a run to the drug store, I guess. Doesn't mean I can't wish?"

"Of course you can wish, and I will be also. You need to know, I haven't had any kind of sexual contact since the attack. Let alone I've never done anything sexual with another guy, but I have done nothing but think about it for two days now."

"Well, I promise we won't do anything you don't want to, or aren't comfortable with. I haven't done anything with anyone since Phillip. You are only the third person I've ever had any kind of sexual contact with."

Edward was the first to move when he slid closer to Teddy and brought his hand behind his head pulling him into a kiss. What started as a small kiss, quickly morphed into something else entirely. Edward felt a strong desire to push the boundaries, even if he had just said he wanted to move things slowly. Being this close and kissing Teddy in the bed was making him change his mind. He slowly pushed Teddy onto his back, and moved so he was on top of him. He was supporting his upper body with his elbows, and had moved his legs between Ted's.

For his part, Teddy was beyond excited. He was moaning during the kiss and the passion he could feel coming from Edward was intoxicating. Being this close to him was overpowering all his senses. The feeling of Edward's bare skin touching his, the softness of his lips, the velvet feeling of his tongue were all sending him further over the edge. When Edward had moved on top of him, Teddy had spread his legs and wrapped them around Edward waist. He could now feel Edward's hardness pressing into his own. He was resisting the urge to just grab it. He was also in awe of it. It felt huge and hard as steel.

Edward finally broke the kiss, and started to lick and nibble his way along Ted's jaw line and then to his ear lobe. This new sensation caused Teddy to writhe underneath Edward, which was turning Edward on even more. No woman he'd been with had reacted so strongly to his touch, especially his ex-wife. As he continued licking and nibbling on Teddy's neck, he could feel Teddy's fingertips digging into his back as he moaned loudly and gasped for breath Teddy was pulling Edward in closer with his legs and Edward was fantasizing about fucking Teddy right then.

Teddy was moaning and started to quietly beg, "Oh... my... god... baby you're killing me... holy shit, Edward... Stop... Please... Stop..."

After a moment more, Edward pulled his lips from Teddy's neck and looked him in the eyes, "Are you ok?"

"I was about to lose control, and cum in my shorts. You are way too good at this shit." Teddy relaxed his legs, and then pushed Edward off of him and onto his back. "Ok, so turnabout is fair play." Teddy straddled him, and was greeted by Edward's hard-on pressing into his ass, he could feel it pulsing with the man's heart. He started massaging Edward's chest and abs, before he leaned over and kissed him.

Edward placed his hands on Teddy's hips and was gently pressing him harder onto the mound in his shorts. Teddy laughed quietly, "Sslllooooww, remember? A little kissing and touching and you've turned into a big horn dog soldier on me."

"Babe, your ass sitting on my cock feels so amazing. I just want to see how much better it can feel."

"Remember, we're not ready for that tonight. But I think I can offer you something that will feel pretty damn good." He grabbed Edward's wrists and moved them trying to hold them on the bed. Ted leaned down and starting kissing and licking his way starting at Edward's ear. He moved slowly down his neck until he was just above the collar bone. Much as Teddy had been doing earlier, Edward was moaning at the sensations Teddy was giving him.

"Edward, do you trust me?"

"Of course, babe." His voice was husky as he answered.

"Good, just tell me if you want me to stop. Ok?"

Edward didn't answer, his eyes were wide and he just nodded. He knew what he wanted, but he was not going to ask for it, but he did think briefly about praying for it.

Teddy moved himself lower and began licking Edward's chest. He kissed and nibbled until he reached Edward's right nipple. He licked it gently and then grazed his teeth against it, he was rewarded by Edward moaning and drawing in a quick breath.

"Fuck! Who knew that would feel so good?" Edward's deep voice was just above a whisper.

"You think that's good, just wait." Teddy licked his way across Edward's chest and did the same to the left nipple. He was rewarded with the same reaction. Teddy then slowly licked his was to the center of Edward's chest and then began a slow movement down the abdomen. He spent time tracing the outline of the ab muscles with his tongue, alternating between licking and kissing.

Teddy stopped when he reached the top of Edwards's boxer briefs and placed his hands on the waistband hooking his fingers and started to pull them off. Edward reached up and placed his hands on Teddy's. Edward lifted his head and looked down at Teddy, "Babe, are you sure?"

After a few more kisses to the abdomen, Teddy answered, "Unless you want me to stop. Do you want me to stop?"

"Fuck no. I'm just not sure I can return... the favor."

"Don't worry about it. We have plenty of time, but tonight I want to do this. Trust me."

Edward didn't say anything, he just released Teddy's hands. Free from Edward's grip, Teddy pulled down on the waistband again as Edward lifted his ass off of the bed. As the boxer briefs were pulled down, Edward's hard cock was finally free and it slapped onto his abdomen with a thud.

Teddy couldn't believe how big Edward was. It had to be just over nine inches, cut, and was very thick. Not like a beer can, but it was going to be a stretch for Teddy to take. Edward had the largest cock Teddy had seen in person. Teddy took his left hand and wrapped it around the base, and slowly began to stroke Edward, who was moaning again. Teddy lowered his mouth and began to lick Edward's nuts as he took his right hand and cupped them. Much like his cock, his nuts were large and full, they were the definition of low hangers, and looked like they had hen's eggs in them. There was practically no hair on them and it made Teddy wondered if he shaved them.

"Babe, that feels incredible..."

Teddy didn't want to stop to answer, he continued and tried to see if he could get them into his mouth without causing Edward pain. He was finally able to safely take one at a time, and gently pulled on them while sucking.

"Holy fuck... that is hot... No one has ever done that before."

After a couple more minutes of licking and sucking, Teddy couldn't stand it anymore. He had to have the grand prize, what he'd been thinking about since he first saw Edward at the party. He raised his head and repositioned himself so he was directly over Edward's cock. He gently rubbed the tip along his lips, and was rewarded by a loud moan from Edward. Teddy opened his mouth, and licked around the head, and under the glans. This caused Edward to rise up in an attempt to push his cock into Teddy's mouth.

Teddy couldn't help himself, part of him wanted to tease Edward, even as much as he just wanted to just impale himself on it. He pulled away, "Baby, am I going too fast for you? You think we should stop?"

Edward raised his head and chest off of the bed propping himself up with his elbows and looked Teddy in the eyes. His green eyes were glassed over in passion, and he didn't speak, he just quickly shook his head from side to side.

"I haven't done this in a long time either. Hopefully I haven't forgotten how to." With that he leaned back in, and gently took Edward's throbbing cock into his mouth. He slowly moved up and down while taking more in on each stroke, he used his right hand to stroke the portion that was not in his mouth and massaged Edward's nuts with the left hand. He couldn't get over the velvet feeling of the skin and he could feel it pulse with each beat of Edward's heart. There was a feeling of shear power flowing within this man. Edward was moaning, and started to slowly buck his hips to fuck Teddy's face. Edward placed his large hand on Teddy's head, just simply running his fingers through the hair, and massaging, not forcing Teddy's head in any direction.

"Fuck babe... that is fucking incredible... I'm not going to last long..."

Teddy stopped all motion, and just help it deeply in his mouth, until he felt Edward relax some, Teddy wanted to make this last as long as he could. He started to move again, and decided to show Edward just how memorable Teddy wanted this to be for him. Teddy, relaxed slightly and then swallowed Edward's cock to the base. When his nose was buried in Edward's pubes he marveled at the reaction.

"Jesus Fucking Christ! How the fuck can you do that? That is so fucking hot!"

With the reaction he wanted out of the way, Teddy started to increase his rhythm and suction and was greeted with a very vocal and writhing Edward. As Teddy went from just the head in his mouth to swallowing it to the base, Edward was in heaven, and letting Teddy know just what he thought. "Suck my cock babe... Oh, fuck yes... I'm getting real close Teddy... oh my god... I'm gonna cum babe, you better pull off..."

Teddy didn't need Edward to tell him he was close, he could feel it. Edward's cock was swelling even more, and his nuts had retracted and were now tighter against his body. Teddy had decided before he started there was no way he was going to pull off, he wanted to taste Edward, and feel the raw power of him when he came. Teddy could feel Edward go over the edge and felt the first blast of cum hit the back of his throat. At the same time he could feel his own orgasm occur, which was a complete surprise to him.

Edward sat upright and then leaned over Teddy's head as shot after shot went into Teddy's mouth. This had the added effect of forcing his cock back into Teddy's throat. "Fuck... that's fucking incredible."

As the volleys came to an end, Teddy pulled back some so he could taste Edward's cum. It was sweet, and reminded Teddy of just the way Edward smelled. He pulled off When it became too sensitive for Edward, and then look into his eyes.

Edward smiled back at him, "I know I keep saying it, but that was fucking incredible. No one has ever come close to that."

"I wanted to make tonight special for you, I hope I did."

"You sure as hell did." Edward replied, and then leaned over and kissed Teddy. He forced his tongue into his mouth and was rewarded by the taste of his own cum. "Well, I always wondered what that tasted like."

"Edward Smythe, you constantly amaze me."

"So, I don't know if I'm ready to return the favor, but we need to get you off now." He sounded like a man on a mission.

Teddy was a little embarrassed, "Um, I came from giving you head. Never had that happen before, but then again I don't know if I have ever been that excited before either."

"Guess I will have to make it up to you."

"Trust me, you can, anytime." Teddy set up, "So, you wanna take a shower or just sleep?"

"Sleep, we can shower together in the morning."

Teddy shucked off his underwear and laid on his side, as Edward spooned up behind him wrapping his big arms around the smaller man. With the exhaustion caused by the day's emotions and their first sexual experience together within a few minutes they were both fast asleep.

The next chapter will be posted in a few days. Thank you to everyone for the great response I have received. I appreciate all of the feedback.