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*So...I am terribly sorry for not have posted for a LONG time, but now I've found my spark for bring back the series! Yes, I am reviving The Choices and trying to finish this story once and for all! Yes, this does mean I will still have my spinoff with Jason's character! I've found my spark for writing again!
This is my first story and I had a lot of loving fans for this story! I am sorry again for the LONGEST wait ever but I'm back, bitches! Ok time to get the show on the road and let you guys read the latest installment for THE CHOICES!
Important Reminder
"~~"means that that there is a flashback and ""is a change in point of views. Just in case you guys get confused.
THIS IS OFFICIALLY THE BEGINNING OF SEASON 2 OF THE CHOICES!!!!!!
Chapter 1: Welcome to Hell Night (Part 1)
*Noah's POV
I stared at Leo, sitting on my couch with a smirk on his face. What the fuck was he doing in my house! How did he get in? Bitch probably broke in, trying to kill me or something. But that didn't give him the right to be in here. I walked right to the large expensive living room of mine and gave Leo--whore was more like it--the most poisonous look I could give him, making sure he knew my hatred him was known.
"What are you doing here, you slut!"I said, going up to him.
He raised his eyebrow and stood up, "Well, that's no way to talk to a friend."
I scuffed, "Right, a friend wouldn't steal someone else's boyfriend. Or do they in your world?"
He smirked, "Oh please, you know Bryan just wanted to trade up from...well, you." I laughed, how dare he call me ugly? He was the one that looked like the ugly duckling. His insults were misleading, and very childish. He obvious needed some help.
"If anything, Bryan traded down for a low-life whore like you,"I remarked, smirking at him.
He smiled, "Well, we should be over that by now, since he's not yours anymore. Or at least that's what Bryan said to me while we were fucking."
I wanted to say something mean and cruel, but to hear that Bryan didn't want me anymore still hit home hard. I know that I said that I didn't care about him anymore, but I still had lingering feelings left for him. It was hard to not think of our relationship when it was good. I had so much love for him and now he just showed his true colors. It hurt. I still felt for him. But I knew better than to show it.
"Shut the fuck up,"I said, holding back the tears.
I was not going to let this bitch see me cry, over my dead body.
"Well, looks like poor Noah still has feelings for my new boyfriend. Well, too bad, he's mine now. Plus, he's completely forgotten about you. When you think of him, he's thinking of me while I fuck him. Look at you, broken down and fucked up. It's sad actually,"he replied, walked around me, acting like a lawyer or something.
I turned to face him, "Leave this house now."
"Well, I would but..."he said, before hearing a door open and close.
He just stood there grinning, as I heard footsteps approaching.
There were voices heard from the foyer to the living room. There was a man and a woman. I could tell the man's voice was my father's, but I didn't know who the woman was though. It wasn't someone who I knew in this town, at least that I know of. I wondered who it was.
Then the two showed in the light of the living room. There was my father with arms around a tall, brunette woman who looked somewhat like Leo. She was laughing and chuckling to what my father was joking about, which was rare. Because Dad never tells jokes and makes people laugh. I didn't know who she was, but apparently my father did and I was sure that Leo knew too.
My father smiled, "Oh hey, boys! Looks like they met each other, Shannon!"
Shannon smiled too, showing her beautiful, white, straight teeth. "Oh yes, I get to finally met Noah Waters!"
She came up to me passing--Leo--and hugged me, "I'm so glad to meet the boy that your father always talks about a lot. He sure does bring you up in a lot of conversations!" I embraced her hug, smelling her salon-done hair. It was rainforest-scented.
"I'm glad to meet you too, but apparently my dad didn't give me a clue as to who you are. Let alone, that he was seeing someone,"I replied, looking at my father with "gee-thanks-for-telling-me" look.
Dad just blushed out of embarrassment and scratched his head.
Leo spoke up, "Well, they met at Chili's and they just couldn't stop seeing each other."
Ugh, how did I know this bitch was going to be the most cause of this?
"Yes, that's about right, Leo."My father said, motioning towards the couch where he, Leo, and Shannon sat down at.
I decided to sit down on the recliner across from them, I refused to sit anywhere near that whore-faced slut.
"So...,"I gestured to Shannon, but I didn't want to say her first name.
"Oh, you can just call my Shannon. But my last name is Henderson,"she said, brushing back her voluminous hair.
"Well, Shannon, I was wondering. Is Leo your son?"I asked, knowing that it was probably the case. They looked like each other.
She nodded, "Yes, he is my son. We look alike, don't we?"
Very, it was like looking at two whores at the same time, except one of them was an actually whore. Shannon was nice for the moment, so I couldn't see her true colors. Who knows, she might end to be like her child, Leo. Man, my worst nightmares were confirmed, Leo could potentially be my step-brother. That is FUCKING horrible!
"Yes you two do look alike,"I replied, calmly.
She chuckled, "Well, you look like your father. Not all the way, but you do. Are you part of the Asian heritage? You look like you some in you."
How was it possible for her to tell I was half-asian? Even the smartest person can't tell.
"Oh, yeah. I don't look like my mother, but she was asian,"I said.
Shannon nodded, "Wow, you have a very nice milky pale skin. Your mother must have a very light skin."
I nodded, "Yes, she was very light-skinned for an asian woman."
"Well, where is she now?"Shannon asked.
I shifted uncomfortably on the recliner, not wanting to talk about my mother. Dad saw this and decided to speak up to break the uncomfortable silence in the room.
"Umm, maybe we should--"he started, but I interrupted them.
"No, uh, she died in a car crash going to an emergency call from the hospital and it was raining. She crashed and didn't make it,"I said. It wasn't hard to talk about it anymore, I've gotten used to the idea that she's gone and in a good place.
Shannon's expression became sad and shocked, even Leo's face was. "Oh god, I am so sorry. I shouldn't have asked."
"No, it's okay. I've moved on,"I replied, playing with the zipper of my denim messenger bag.
She looked mad at herself for saying that, looks like Leo didn't have the personality of his mother. She didn't so bitchy like him. I was willing to give her a chance.
"So, are you going to the party later?"she asked, changing the subject.
I looked up, confused. "What party?"
"Oh, yes! Um, I forgot to tell you earlier today that the Lanes are throwing a welcoming party for the Hendersons coming into our town tonight. Everyone will be there, even Josh,"Dad said.
I tried not to look surprised by the fact that he had just wanted me to go to a party that the Lanes were throwing for Hendersons. I mean, I loved Evan and his parents. But then there was Bryan to deal with and not to mention his stupid now-lover, Leo. It made me want to throw-up five times and gag. What could be a more stupid situation?
I knew that stupid hoe was smiling in his mind. He knew that I was going to be asked to go to this party, using my own father to make me go. Ugh, that smart cunt. I smiled, "Of course."
Dad smiled, "Great, well we'll be going to the party earlier to meet up with the Lanes. You can go get ready for the party, Noah. I'm sure you and Josh have a lot to talk about fashion and whatnot. He practically dresses me two weeks ahead in advance."
Shannon laughed, "Wow, really? I was starting to wonder why he was looking so good!"
I laughed, "Well, I prefer my father to not look terrible, especially to pretty women."
She blushed, "Well, thank you, but your father is right. We should be going to meet the Lanes. I heard that they were wonderful people! Come on, Leo. Let's not bother Noah anymore."
Right...Bryan was the equivalents of an asshole and douche bag, or maybe both. Evan, on the other hand, was just delicious. Evan was just so yum thinking about him.
"Well,"I got up as they got up, "it was nice to meet you, Shannon."
She extended her hand, "It was nice to meet you too, Noah. I hope you come to like me and my son."
NEVER your son, but you're cool. Leo was trash, but you were nice.
"Sure,"I replied.
"We'll meet you there, Noah. I hope you'll come to like me especially. I really hope we could be really close friends,"Leo said, pulling me into a hug.
I wanted to rip this bitch off me and kill him, but Shannon and my father were standing there. How dare he fucking hug me?
"Sure, Leo,"I said before he released me from his slimy presence.
"See you all there then,"I said, as they headed for the door.
As they said their goodbyes, I sit down on the couch once the sound of the front door closes. I feel like punching through the walls, but that wouldn't do any good would it? Well, whatever it comes out to be, I will be ready for tonight. I was tired of being treated like a bitch and stop being one. Leo will not fuck with me.
I pulled out my phone and dialed his number, I needed someone to talk to.
As I blow-dried my hair, I looked through the vanity mirror to see that Jason was fumbling through yearbook pictures and photo albums on my computer for Josh. I swear, that boy is so hopeless and desperate sometimes. But I was helping him though, because he deserved it.
"So Josh and you went on this camping trip together?"Jason asked, turning my MacBook around to show me whatever it was he wanted to show me.
It was pictures of when Josh and his family went on a camping trip with me and my dad. Gosh, that was a long time...I remember that, Josh was so innocent back but then he started to date people and becoming the person he is today. Not that it bothered me or anything, it's just a different Josh than before.
"Yeah, that was a long time ago, when he wasn't a virgin slut."I said, straightening my hair.
"Yeah, but he was so cute. God, I could imagine how many girls wanted him back then."Jason said, scrolling through more pictures.
I shook my head, "You don't wanna know. There's too many to count."
"Really?"he asked, curious.
"Let's just say he had fans. Be it boys or girls."
He nodded and then went back to invading my pictures of Josh.
I shook my head, oh Jason.
Then the door to my bathroom just burst open and there was the rest of the crew. Josh, Ali, and Mikey, showing up in their nice clothing. They were looking nice for the occasion of tonight. I guess they were excited to one-up Leo and his pathetic self. Just wait until he meets my friends. They were a bigger threat than me. Well, maybe not Jason, but Ali was quite the firecracker when it came to drama.
Ali was wearing a flower-print, lavender sundress with a waist belt to compliment her big breasts. Her hair was blown professionally--her mother is a hairdresser--and had curls that made her blonde shone brightly. She was the blue-eyed, blonde, pretty girl in the small town. Except for the whole messed up mean girl/pregnant generalization that most make. She was quite the catch and Mikey was really lucky to get her.
Mikey was looking really hot too. He was wearing a really nice striped buttoned-down shirt with a black-cotton tie, with his best black slacks on. The slacks really looked great with his long legs and his muscular form showed through his shirt. He looking really hot, and being with Ali only made the universe look like a perfect place--even though it wasn't.
Then there was Josh, who was ALWAYS looking so nice. He was wearing a black-satin button down shirt, along with Docker pants and expensive black dress Sperry shoes. If his hair was black instead of brown, he would have looked emo, but he just looked like a sexy runway model.
I can swear, I think Jason yelped when he saw Josh walk in.
"Good evening to you guys too,"I said, as they arrived.
"Well, someone's looking great tonight."Mikey said, leaning against the wall. He's so tall that he's almost touching the ceiling with his head. The guy was tall, and that only means one thing...I'll let you figure that one out yourself.
Ali spoke up before I could reply, "Yes, but for who that is."
Josh jumps on my bed and lands next to Jason, and I sure that Jason was flipping out right now. He's probably like, "holy shit, holy shit!"I could totally see that right now.
I put down the straighter and turned towards them.
"I am,"I answered.
"Who is it?"Ali said, sitting on the floor next to me.
I blushed, "I don't know if I should tell you."
Mikey got a weird look and got off the wall, "What is that for? You can tell Josh but not us?"
I smiled, obviously embarrassed. I felt so silly for not being able to tell my bestest friends that I was having a relationship with Evan. I guess it's the timing.
"Okay, it's someone that goes to our school,"I replied.
"Is he in our grade?"Ali asked, very interested and curious.
"No, he's a senior."I said, hoping she sort of knew.
"Umm..."she started, before Evan interrupted her.
"Oh my god, it's Evan."Mikey said, rolling his eyes.
Ali turned and gave me the strangest look ever. Jason looked concerned and Josh was concentrated on his text messages.
All I could do was blush to that response.
*Evan's POV
In the house, waiting by the fireplace.
The flame of the fireplace were flicking at each other, as if to destroy each other. I stood there watching it as my parents were bickering with Bryan. The carter waiters and waitresses were milling about, setting up the tables and food that the Lanes' diner room had. I was just standing here in a vest/sweater, tie combo, along with my dirty-blonde hair slick back. Definitely not my style of dressing, but I thought it would fit the occasion tonight. Also, I didn't really shave tonight, so my face had a little fuzz on it. I'll shave it in the morning though.
The reason I was looking so good tonight was for Noah John Waters, my soon-to-be-called boyfriend. I didn't really know what I felt with Noah, but I do know that they were strong feelings. He made me realize that I wasn't happy, because I didn't know who I was. I was a gay/bisexual guy underneath, and that was the truth. I had strong emotional feelings for Noah. He was just so nice and adorable and understanding and all the great things that someone was suppose to have. He was one of guys who you didn't know until you actually have a sit down conversation with them. I am a gay guy, and Noah's made me realize that. I really wanted to define our relationship. I know Noah's been hurt by my bastard brother, Bryan. But I hope he really comes to like me. I mean, he's the first guy I've ever had feelings like this for. You know what? I was going to define it tonight. I needed him to know that I wanted him and I'm going to take him. I was going to have him tonight.
As I was still in fantasy-thought of Noah and I in bed together after sex, my thoughts were interrupted by Bryan's loud-ass mouth going off on my parents.
"Fuck you you both! That's not fair!" Bryan cussed, very loudly till the point that caters turned their heads.
Mom looked firm and nervous at the same time, thinking of something to say.
"Look, Bryan. Your father and I both love Noah, and we are both still perplexed at the fact that you cheated him. How could you? That is not how we raised our children," Mom said, looking disappointed and sad.
Bryan rolled his eyes, "I don't give a fuck! You can't stop me from being with Leo! He's my fucking boyfriend for god's sakes!"
Dad snapped, "HEY! Watch the language! Bryan, this is not the time and place to be talking about all this. We have people working on the party for Leo and his mother, so if you don't want us to make matters worse for you, you'd stay away from Leo tonight. And I expect Leo to do the same."
"No! That's not fair! I don't deserve to not be with my boyfriend today! I love him and you are taking that away from me. You're both mad that Noah is being a depressed brat who can't get over me," Bryan relented.
"Sweetie, Noah's father is coming, so you'd better watch what you say. If he sees and realizes that you two are together, then this party will be disaster. So you can go see Leo after the party's over or whatever you want to do with the rest of the night. But not for the next four hours, you hear?" Mom said strongly, not letting Bryan get his way.
Bryan shook his head in aggravation, and crossed his arms.
"Fine, deal."
"Oh, we're not done talking about it either. I want you to know that," Dad said, being 100% serious.
Bryan turned and walked away, "Whatever. I don't care. Can't wait for this party to be over, so I can get out of this stupid place and with someone who understands me and my decisions."
He walked away and up the stairs, passing the many expensive decorations that hung from the staircase's rungs. Then he disappeared into the empty second floor of our household.
That bastard deserved every horrible piece of karma that he could get. That bastard broke up with Noah! He didn't even deserve Noah in the place! He fucking cheated on Noah, and with someone who was less cute! Leo was like a downgrade compared to Noah. I couldn't even believe it! I really really couldn't stand his fucking douche bag self, it was hard to get along with someone that acts like. I mean, what kind of guy fucks around with other people behind their boyfriend's back? Well, there were swingers, but only a dirty-scumbag, cheater would do that! It disgusted me even worse, because I never really liked Bryan either. He was just a dick, who abuses what he has. Noah doesn't deserve that at all.
He really didn't, but I didn't know if I deserved Noah's trust either. I mean, we just known each other. It's not like we've been together for a long time for the romance to develop yet. The jerking each other was hot, but I was scared too. It was the second time I've done anything sexual with a guy before--expect Josh--so it was kind of weird. I wasn't used to the whole guy-on-guy thing, it was so new to me.
I was like the new kid on the block when it came to being gay--or bisexual. I didn't have one clue about the gay community at all, only knowing what I've rarely seen on tv or heard from the football team. Most of it was about how there was the girly queers and how a lot of straight guys didn't like that. Some of the guys on the team were homophobic, and with my coming out, it was sure to raise hell. But they knew better because I was quarterback anyway--they wouldn't dare. But they were the less of my problems. What if Noah only thinks of me as his rebound, or even worse, friends with benefits. I could stand the thought of being friends and having sex at the same time. I'd much rather to be in a relationship with that person. Even when I used to date girls, I would always be with them for the relationship term, unless they didn't want that. I just really hoped Noah didn't just see me as a guy who he was wants to use to get over someone. I wanted to be the guy that he falls head-over-heels for, someone that he wants to with for a longtime.
I didn't realize my parents were standing next to me by the fireplace. They both had stressed, concerned looks on their face. I could tell they were tired and wanted to get this day over with already.
"Hey," I started, "that was intense."
Dad raised his eyebrow, continuing to stare into the fireplace aimlessly. Like he was stressed out and this party was not their thing right now.
"Yeah," Dad started, "I don't know what went wrong. I thought Bryan loved Noah. How could he do something like that to Noah?"
I shrugged my shoulders, "I have no clue. Bryan's a douche and just didn't want to go the simple way of just breaking up and finding someone new."
Mom spoke in a tired tone, "He just had to find someone new behind Noah's back. I just couldn't believe that Bryan would end consider doing something like that."
"Well, he did honey. Hopefully, Bryan holds his end of the bargain and doesn't hang around that Leo as much. I don't want Mr. Waters to get the idea that we think it's okay for Bryan to do what he did." Dad replied, flicking through the million of messages that he had on his iPhone.
"Yeah, Bryan is douche. I can't believe that he could do that Noah. I mean, Noah was in love with him and everything. Then he drops the bombshell on Noah like it was nothing and doesn't talk to him about it? That's very cowardly thing to do." I responded, looking at my iPhone, which had a cracked screen.
Man, I need to get a new phone.
I then realized that I forgot to tell my parents that I was gay. I didn't talk to them about Noah and I yet. I knew they would take it the right way, because they accepted Bryan, so I wouldn't be so different. Shocked maybe, but not mad. They both loved me unconditionally, and I loved them back. I really wanted to sit down and talk about it with them, but this wasn't the right time. They were stressed as it is already, so my sudden coming out would literally not good effect on their already spent emotions.
I figured I would tell them tomorrow.
Then there were footsteps of people coming, the party's starting.
"Hello!" a woman said.
I instantly knew who she was, the minute she spoke. It was the wife of Gavin Barker, Lucia Barker. They were the first ones coming to this soon-to-be-disaster of a party. Lucky them. Both adults were holding bottles of wine that were all, but cheap wine. They were good friends with my parents, noting that that they were friends with everyone in town, so they were kind of fakes too. Mom and Dad stood up, putting on their fake smiles and pretended to be happy to see friends at the moment. Even they just wanted to just close everything down and drink Merlots by themselves.
"Lucia! Gavin!" Mom said, hugging both the adults.
"Mary! Kyle!" Lucia and Gavin said, holding up their bottle of wine.
"We are so glad to see you come here, the Hendersons should be here mid-way. We'll just have to wait until everyone's here, then we'll make a toast to them." Dad spoke, faking the excitement in his voice.
Gavin smiled, "Of course, we just wanted to be here first."
Lucia went arm-in-arm with his husband, "Why don't you tell us about the Hendersons, since their new and all here."
Mom looked over at me, and noted that she didn't want me to hear about the Hendersons anymore than I had to.
"Let's go check out the greenhouse in the backyard, then we'll tell you guys about them." Mom said slyly.
The greenhouse that Mom created was absolutely the coolest thing she's ever made. It was huge and was filled with so much different kind of flowers and flowers. It was mostly for show, but she loved the whole "plant a tree and help the earth thing". Sometimes, Mom watches too many go-green things on TV.
She even bought an eco-friendly washer. Now our clothes are washed with less harmful chemicals.
"Oh yes, Mary. The greenhouse. It's all finished up now. We should go see what Mary has put in there. God knows how colorful it'll be." Dad said, leading them the way.
Then they were gone, leaving me alone in this room with the caters silently walking around. I turned back to the fire, waiting for Noah to get here. I didn't want to be here and lonely tonight. I wanted to kiss all over Noah like I did the other day. I wanted to tell him how much I would take the pain away.
"Hi," someone said next to me, which startled me a bit as I turned to see who it was.
It was Travis Barker, Lucia and Gavin's seventeen year old son. I knew him from school, because I took the same gym with him. He was a quiet kid, always keeping to himself and not wanting to bring attention to himself. I didn't know much about him, other than he's the quiet kid with brown curly hair. Kind of reminded me of that one guy from that new boy-band, One Direction. He was kind of cute, but he wasn't my type though. Though I didn't know what my type in a guy was. I thought Noah for a second, maybe he was what I looked for in a guy. But I wasn't sure, because I didn't really know Noah that well, so maybe I'll just find out when him and I get to know each other better.
"Hey," I replied, still looking at the fire.
Travis was kind of laid-back, not really nervous to see me at all. It was kind of odd, because whenever Travis had gym with me, I would always see him avoid my looks and distance himself from me and the guys on the team that I took gym with. He seemed scared of me at that time, but now, he was looking at me like I was bunny. Zero scare-factor.
He brushed some of his curls out of his face, "Yeah, heard about you the other day. Is it true?"
I turned away from the fire, what was he talking about?
"What about me?" I said, curious.
He looked lazily in the fire, "That you came out. You posted it on Facebook and everything. I just wanted to know if it's true."
Oh, that. I completely forgot about my coming out to the whole school. I wondered how people felt about me coming out. They were probably really surprised and weirded out. No one expected me to come out. I was THAT straight, so it was a bombshell to everyone.
"Oh, yeah. I came out. Thought I shouldn't hide anymore. I can't pretend to be someone I'll not. Why? Does it surprise you?" I asked, looking awkwardly into my phone.
"Yeah, it is. I never expected you out of all people to come out the closet. It was a mind-fuck to everyone that knew or heard about it. You're the straightest guy I know." Travis replied, emotionlessly.
I wondered if Travis was high or something. He sure was out of it right now. He didn't seemed scared or anything, let alone nervous.
"Well, people are just gonna have to used to it. Evan Lanes, quarterback of the football team, who apparently is into cocks and twinks. Funny story actually." Travis said, half-smiling.
I rolled my eyes, kind of disgusted. I wasn't used to being called gay or being told that I like dicks, I was used to pussy and tits instead.
"Yeah, that's not funny. I'm still getting used to the whole gay thing," I responded, awkwardly playing with my class ring.
Travis shrugged and sighed, "Sorry, it's just really hard to believe. I can't believe the homophobe Evan, is actually gay."
I nodded, "Yeah, it is hard to believe. I couldn't believe it myself."
"So, you like started a revolution at school." Travis said sitting down on the recliner.
I gave a confused expression, "How so?"
Travis looked at me with a raised eyebrow, "You really don't know?"
"No."
He cleared his throat a little before talking, laying back in the recliner.
"Every gay student in school decided to come out because of you. I guess you could say that you're their role model. They basically worship you now." Travis said, pulling out a cigarette.
"Do you mind?" he asked before lighting it.
I shook my head, "Nah."
Then he lit his cigarette, "So yeah, how does it feel to be everyone's favorite fag?"
I almost laughed to that, "Feels like nothing. I don't wanna feel like a hero or anything. I'm just another guy realizing his sexuality. It should be Noah and Josh that are the heroes. They're the ones who came out to the whole school before I ever did."
He smiled when I mentioned Josh, "Yeah, they're heroes too."
I sat down next to his feet, "So how was your day?"
He smiled, "Boring as the fuck. Parents aggravating me to make friends with that new Henderson kid. I was 'like fuck that kid', Josh told me all about him. How he's a home-wrecker and he feels no guilty about stealing Bryan away from Noah. What a bitch..."
I smiled, agreeing with him completely.
"Yeah, I totally see what you mean. What a whore." I said, feeling funny.
Travis flicked the ashes of his cigarette into the ash tray that was on the small coffee table besides him. The room still smelt like a plethora of flowers. I guess the caters and maids did their job well.
"So, Travis... Are you gay?" I asked, noting that he mentioned Josh telling him about the Bryan and Leo thing.
Travis's glassy brown eyes motioned to me, "Yeah. I am, but don't tell my parents." I knew it, all those times in the locker room where he would avoid eye contact with anyone in there and was the first to left. The times he avoid being on the same team as me when we played recreational games in P.E. It was kind of telltale sign of him being gay.
"So, do you plan on telling anyone?" I asked, curious.
He smiled through his high state of stress-releasing smoking, "Yeah, I've already told Josh and Noah. You're the third one yet. I mean, I am going to tell my parents, but I don't know when's the right time though. Telling school might not be bad either, considering you did it too." I wanted to tell him and give advice on coming out to his parents but I had no place to say anything like that--I haven't told my folks either--so I just stayed quiet.
He flicked more ashes into the ashtray, disappearing into the black and gray grime on the see-through ashtray.
"So, are you and Josh like seeing each other," I asked.
He laughed, "Wow, thought it wasn't obvious, but yeah. Josh and I are together, we're a thing. He's the one of the very few guys that I think are really cute and aren't douches."
"So you don't think I was decent enough?" I said jokingly.
He smiled, "Nah, you don't want me. I've got too many issues for you to handle."
"Oh really?" I said.
"Yeah, two closeted guys don't dare. It's usually one of them that's closeted and the other one out to the whole world." Travis said, finishing his cigarette.
I watched the red ashes in the tray burn away.
"I guess. I just need to find to someone who can show me what being gay is all about," I replied.
"Totally, same here. But I've got Josh for that though. You need to find your other half," he said, checking messages on his phone.
I nodded, "Yeah, but I might have found him already."
Travis put down his phone, "Who is it?"
I looked at the names of the recent people I've called. The very top was Noah, making me smile. I really wanted to see him right now.
"Dude, your screen is all jacked up. You need a new phone," Travis said, stilling laid back on the recliner.
"Yeah, I do." I replied, thinking of Noah.
"Hey, can I tell you something, Evan?" Travis asked hazily.
I turned to see him closing his eyes--thinking.
"What is it?" I replied.
He picked at a button on his shirt, "You kind of opened a lot of doors for a lot of gay guys at this school. They keep talking about how epic you are for that and how they feel proud since you feel proud of it. You're like Jesus to them."
I smiled, feeling good about myself. I can't believe that people would think of me like that. I mean, I was a regular guy who happened to be the quarterback of the football team. I couldn't believe that other gay guys and girls decided to come out just because I came out. Was my coming out that influential to people?
"Well, I'm glad that people look up to me. I certainly didn't look for an popularity points from the gay community." I said.
"Well you are, so be proud of it." Travis said, and slapped me on the back.
It was as if I was the very first person to be the non-stereotypical gay in town. There were others.
"I am proud of it," I replied.
Travis smiled, "Good. Just to let you know. You're the reason why I've decided to tell people."
I smiled, "Really?"
"Completely," he said.
*Noah's POV
At Lanes' driveway.
We parked in the Lanes' large driveway, which was already filled with other guests' cars. I was kind of excited and nervous at the same time. I was scared because I would have to see Bryan and Leo in the same room. That, that was a nightmare to be in. Ugh, I haven't seen Bryan and I didn't know if he was mad or still hates me--even though he was in the wrong. I just didn't want to see Bryan, because I'm scared that my feelings left over might react to seeing him. I just didn't know what to do if it came to seeing him here. Leo was an annoyance, so I could handle him. I was nervous and iffy about seeing them.
On the other hand, I was excited to see Evan tonight. I've been needing to see him since our little jerk off that one day. I was completely excited to see him and he probably was too. He was such a dick before, but now he was a gay guy underneath it all. I really wanted to feel on his pecs and muscles that he was packing underneath his tight shirts. Also, I wanted to touch that huge cock of his again. It was mouth-watering to think about. I know Bryan recently destroyed our relationship, and I was completely taken aback by it. I was shocked that he did that to me and I spent that night crying my life out, but Evan came and told me it was going to be okay. I really appreciated that and I think I'm starting to develop feelings for him. I don't exactly know where I am with Evan, but I really want to keep going down that road with. Maybe Evan isn't like his younger brother, he was the older one, so he was probably more relationship material than Bryan.
I love Evan's dirty-blonde hair, his beautiful smile and his personality. He was a jock by all means, bugling muscles, towers over me, and he looked like he could snap me in half if he wanted. His dirty-blonde was so nice, I wanted to style and play with it everyday. Then he was just funny sometimes, talking about silly things to make me laugh. Then he's really charming too, making me feel like a special guy that he was seeing. I was just taken by Evan's sweet words and gentle touch. I just really liked Evan, but I wanted to know how he felt about me.
I was going to find out tonight though. I was going to talk about this with him tonight, to our "thing" straightened out and figure out where we stand. Maybe sex, but I wasn't sure if he was ready for that yet. Yeah, I gave him a handjob as he did for me, but anal sex was a big thing. I was sure that Evan was probably wondering the same thing and I wanted to know if he was ready to do that with me. It wasn't like he was completely unexperienced, I was there to help him. It would be completely awesome to have sex with Evan, all those muscles on top of me. wet dream, but let me stop before I walk in this party of adults and teenagers all hard. Oh gosh, I was thinking about Evan too much. There were other things on hand. Like this party and Jason's crush issues. I need to not about guys for once, and think of other things. But I couldn't help but think of Evan's hot body over me--it was too tempting not think of.
"You okay, Noah?" Josh asked me, bringing me back to reality.
I shook my head, realizing that I was in a car with Ali, Mikey, Jason, and Josh next to me in the driver's seat. They were all looking at me with estranged looks, like they just saw a monster or something. See what I meant? I was too distracted to even notice my friends were around. Evan was vacating my thoughts, just coming and going.
"Yeah, I was just thinking." I replied, looking at myself in the rear mirror to make sure my hair was okay.
"Well that's not just free-thinking. You were probably thinking of Evan huh?" Ali asked, reading my mind completely.
I blushed in embarrassment, "Why not."
"He so was," Josh added, smirking like an idiot at me.
I turned away completely from them, "So what if I was?"
Ali slapped my arm softly, "You dirty-minded boy. You're probably excited to see him huh?"
"I am," I replied, not denying anymore.
"Well, we're still in shocked by the whole thing, but we're happy that you're not sad and depressed anymore," Ali responded, putting her hand on my shoulder.
"Yeah, we all love you, bro." Mikey said.
"Me too!" Jason said, from directly behind me.
"You know, I'll always be here for you, Noah." Josh said next to me.
I smiled. All my friends didn't judge me and my decisions, which was a relief, because I was scared that they wouldn't like Evan and I being together. Especially since that he was Bryan's brother and bullied me for most of my high school life, so he wasn't exactly the type of guy that your loving friends approved of. But I'd know they'd understand.
I looked and smiled at everyone, "Thank you guys, I appreciate it."
Ali patted my shoulders, "We all love you and is always here for you. We always wish you the best, because we know you'd do the same for us." I was about to tear up, "Awwh, thanks Ali."
We hugged in Josh's crowded Range Rover, I felt her naturally-blonde hair on my arms as it draped over them--her hair was soo long.
"Your welcome, sweetie. But let's not cry a fountain before a party." Ali said, letting go.
I reenforced my tears.
"Yeah, especially to Leo's party." Jason said, finally speaking up.
I took a breath in and collected myself.
"Let's go."
And so hell night begins. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Hey guys!!!! I know I've been out-of-commission for awhile but life's been attacking me with the word, "busy". Like literally--not really--but you get the idea.
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