Everywhere I go I see them. Trying not to give notice to their existance, because I know how it makes me feel. When I see them, I start transforming, transcending into sickness. All it takes is to be near them, to smell them as the walk by or to shower with them in the showers. I see that they are clueless, ignorant of the mokery that showers among them. They do not know they're being mentally taken advantage of. They're oblivious.
And so they carry on, and I do as well. I imagine licking their hard, muscled bodies, tearing into their flesh, destroying them, descerating them. I want to consume them, all of them, their cum, sweat and even piss. I want all they have to offer. I want to get fucked by them. I want to be humiliated by them, made to feel small; belittled. I want them to use me, abuse me. I want them to erase me and throw me away. I want them to fuck me hard in the ass, setting my insides ablaze, I want to feel dozens of annonymous cocks saw in and out of my hole, slowly tearing me apart deep within. I want to feel the jizm of a thousand men's cocks spurting forcefully up my ass, reminding me that I'm a wretched pig. I want them to spit on me, hocking up huge wads of spit and launching it onto my body as I burn in perversion. I want their eyes to look into mine, I want my demonic sickness to sear into them, piercing their minds, corrupting their innocence and turning them into masses of perverse irreverence. I want their concecrated souls to become filthy like mine, I want them to bleed with the tainted touch of my caress.
I want to consume them, because consumption is the sole end and purpose of all creation. I want them to lie down with me, I want them to wallow in heresey, and become sick heretics like myself. I want the darkness of sexual hunger to engulf them and make them do sick things. I want to feel their asses from inside, I want to make them yell, whimper like a beaten animal. I want to render them useless of their strengths. I want to sodomize them until they can no longer feel the pain of my big cock raping them. I want to smell their foul odors, I want to make sex with them a vain experience. I want to be everywhere, I want to do everything, I want to fuck every man in the world, I want to do something that matters....
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