The First Sip of Coffee

The First Sip of Coffee

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Chapter Five

By Chrissy and Peyton

The drive back seemed quicker than the drive over but then the girls were not as nervous instead filled with excitement and giddiest. Bailey, who was in the passenger seat pulled their toys out and was playing with them. She looked and felt the panties they bought and picked her favorite color she that she would wear for Harper for the first time that night.

She pulled out the dildo and ran her fingers over it making sure to use her thumb as she felt the tip then cupped the balls at the base as if they were fragile and would break. "You don't think it's too big, do you?" she asked Harper.

"We'll find out because we are going to try it out tonight," Harper said with a sexy smile.

"Mmm," Bailey moaned as she created a mental image in her mind and squirmed in her seat from the uncomfortable feeling she was getting between her legs.

Harper was trying to distract Bailey to keep her mind on other topics as they drove, "That lady that helped us was nice. She could see we were uncomfortable coming in there. If it were up to her husband he would have stood behind the counter and bellowed out loud where everything was located drawing attention of that couple and the guy in there."

"Yeah, other than I could tell she was sizing us up each time we picked something out. She made a certain smile when I picked out the panties and when we selected the dildo, you should have seen the smile on her face. I could have died thinking she was imaging us using it," Bailey commented.

"You don't want her to watch?" Harper joked.

"Would you, gross! I would let all of our friends watch before her," Bailey chuckled.

"Babe, I didn't know you were into voyeurism. We'll have to start inviting people over to watch. I think Emmy should get to watch first since she all but did when she came over," Harper suggested.

"I wonder if she was really that close to coming in?" Bailey thought out loud.

"The question is would you have let her? After all you did ask her to join us," Harper questioned.

"At the time I probably would have. Seeing you on the floor with her rubbing your hair, I wanted her and you. Had she kissed you on the lips, that would have been all that I could have taken and led her by the hand into the bedroom with or without you," Bailey imagined.

"Maybe it will still happen. I'm not interested in sharing you but under the right circumstances Emmy, or Annika or even Susan I can see it happen," Harper stated.

"Susan, when did you like her? I can see Annika though you know my feelings about her and you, but Susan. I'm surprised," Bailey questioned.

"Despite what my opinion is I think she is pretty and has a certain appeal to her," Harper continued.

"What about Julie and Sarah? Would you consider them?" Bailey asked curious to know.

"I'm not sure. I think they are set in their ways. Very straight and into boys. Julie told me last time we talked she had someone special that if it went right, she could be seeing him full time. Sarah has been seeing someone off and on but it is not serious," Harper told her.

"Why did you include Susan? She has no interest in girls. She's living with Mark?" Bailey questioned Harper.

"Um, I just did," Harper tried to explain.

"You know something don't you?" Tell me," Bailey said as she pinched Harper in the stomach.

"Hey, I'm driving. We'll have a wreck," Harper laughed and moved as far away as she could in her seat.

"Tell me or I will keep pinching you," Bailey giggled.

"Alright, alright, just stop. You're going to cause me to have an accident," Harper laughed.

"I'm waiting Harper Roland," Bailey said after a minute and Harper didn't say anything.

"The other day she confided in me. Mark and she are having issues and she is not sure she wants to stay with him," Harper explained.

"I already gathered that from the other day and the key issue. I didn't know she was considering leaving him and where does the interest in girls come in?" Bailey questioned.

"Like I said, she confided in me," Harper said emphasizing the word me. "Don't you dare tell her any of this because she specifically said not to tell you. She has seen how we are together and it has her envious. There is this girl in one of her classes who has shown her interest and she is now showing her interest to that girl," Harper explained.

"Wait until I talk to her. I'll let her know how wonderful a girl-girl relationship can be," Bailey happily said.

"Now that is the exact reason she talked to me and not you. She knew you would be so happy and not look out for her interest," Harper said. "I told her to prioritize and Mark was first. She needs to decide about hers and his relationship before she decides about this girl. She doesn't want to mess up a good thing with Mark just because of a rough patch and then find out this girl is straight and just being nice to her. She will lose out on both and guess who she'll blame, you. So do not say a word to her unless she brings it up and then act surprised," Harper told Bailey.

"Do you think I would not look after her interest?" Bailey questioned Harper.

"Not with that kind of attitude. The reason she talked to me was because she wasn't sure I liked her and being gay she felt I would give her the best advice about this girl and Mark. It ended up having a positive effect on our relationship. We ended up seeing each other in a different light and we understood each other sort of bonding with each other," Harper further explained.

"Okay, I appreciate you taking the time to talk to her and not criticizing her for what she is going through," Bailey quietly said. "I just wished she had said something to me."

"Give her a chance. Have her over for dinner again sometime when Mark is away at work and maybe she will open up to you?" Harper said as they drove up to the apartment.

"Put those in your purse," Harper told Bailey pointing at the panties. "I'll put these in my backpack," she told Bailey indicating the dildo and the strap-on as she put them in her small backpack she wore as a purse.

They walked together as they walked into the apartment. As soon as they were inside Harper went to the bathroom to sanitize the dildo with soap and water and wiped the harness down with alcohol. Bailey threw the panties in the hamper and put a load of laundry in to wash.

Harper then went in to make dinner as they had spent more time than they expected shopping. After dinner they got ready for bed early as they were excited about their new toys they had bought.

"Do you want to go first?" Harper asked Bailey.

"No, I'd rather you go first," Bailey said.

"Are you afraid?" Harper questioned.

"No. Well maybe a little. I'm afraid it will be too big and hurt a little," Bailey admitted.

"You've had my fingers in you before and at the cabin you said a guy fucked you before," Harper said not being critical of Bailey.

"Your fingers I can take and as far as Charlie is concerned he wasn't very big but he forced it into me and he was rough. I hurt the whole time which is mostly why I cried afterwards," Bailey responded and looked at Harper as if she was going to cry.

Harper put her hand to Bailey's cheek, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to bring it up."

"It was the lowest point of my life and one I'd like to forget but can't. Maybe someday I will," Bailey said looking sadly at Harper.

Harper kissed Bailey wiping the tear that fell from her eye. "I won't mention it again."

"I choose to focus on you who for bringing me so much happiness and love," Bailey said and smiled at Harper.

"As you do to me," Harper said. "So I go first," Harper said to change the subject. She lay down and took her panties off getting ready for what they both hoped would be fun and exhilarating. Harper's hand went between her legs and gently rubbed her pussy in anticipation of what was to come.

Bailey lay next to her and kissed her running her hand over Harper's breast. She moved down and kissed Harper's nipple then sucked on it biting softly on the now hard protruding nipple. Bailey's hand moved lower on Harper's stomach over her mound until it touched her clit. Bailey rubbed her middle finger around Harper's clit bringing moans from Harper. Bailey moved her fingers lower feeling the wetness Harper already had from the excitement.

Bailey parted Harper and ran her middle finger through Harper's slit getting more moisture to flow from Harper. Bailey released Harper's nipple and moved her mouth lower kissing Harper every few inches as she went. She looked up at Harper to find Harper looking down on her watching Bailey's every move.

Once Bailey reached Harper's pussy she kissed her mound then her clit and finally with her tongue licked Harper from the bottom of her pussy to her clit. Harper knew this was all in preparations for Bailey to fuck her with the dildo

Bailey next stuck her two fingers inside Harper and twisted them around kissing her clit at the same time. Bailey looked up at Harper who was mouthing, "Put it in."

Taking the dildo in her hand and rubbing it from the bottom to the top Bailey pulled out the lube they bought and coated the top of the dildo. She looked again at Harper who looked down at Bailey nodding her head and biting her lower lip.

Bailey took the tip of the dildo and ran it up and down Harper's opening before she pushed it in about an inch to see Harper's reaction. Harper just moaned and her head went back on the pillow. Bailey pushed a little more and watched in amazement as Harper's pussy accepted the dildo.

"Oh my god, you should see your labia flare out as the dildo pushes them to the sides and you open up wrapping around the dildo like it was a perfect fit," she told Harper.

Bailey pushed a little farther then pulled back not far enough the head would come out but close then she pushed it in again this time more. Harper felt it go back inside, "Oh fuck, do it again!" she moaned.

Bailey took the moan to mean Harper liked what Bailey was doing to her and slowly pulled it almost out almost to the end. Then she pushed it back inside of Harper who reached down taking Bailey's hand and the next time Bailey pushed it in, Harper pushed it inside about three-quarters of the way, "Oh fuck, fuck!"

Harper moaned and turned her head from side to side as Bailey fucked her. Bailey watched intently as Harper's pussy took the dildo inside, her labia moving back and forth as it accepted them then expelled it.

Harper was in heaven. She had never felt anything as good as this. She moaned as her orgasm rose then when she thought it would peak it subsided as Bailey pulled the dildo out. Bailey had slowed down to watch more carefully seeing Harper's lips expand and contract with each in and out motion. She was amazed at how far the dildo went inside Harper and how Harper allowed the width of it to go inside.

"Please don't stop," Harper moaned after Bailey slowed to inspect. "It feels too good. Oh fuck does it feel good," Harper moaned.

Harper grabbed the sheets with her fist and moaned one last time as her orgasm exploded inside of her forcing her head into the pillow and her legs jerk with spasms, her feet alternating as if she were walking in a prone position lying on the bed. Harper lay there her eyes and mouth open but unable to move or say anything her chest rising and falling as she tried to take in air.

Bailey watched as Harper reacted all the time slowly pushing the dildo in and out of Harper. She still was amazed how Harper's labia easily opened wide enough to accept the size and width of the dildo. She wondered if she would be able to take it in without it hurting or feeling uncomfortable as she did when Charlie for all intent had raped her.

"Wow!" Harper said after she was able to talk. "That was unbelievable. The feeling when it goes inside is like Wow!" she exclaimed. "Now it's your turn," she told Bailey.

"I don't know. I'm afraid. What if I'm not big enough or it hurts like the other time?" Bailey's voice showing the hesitation she was feeling.

"If you are too afraid you don't have to this time. We can try baby steps until you know it will fit. Don't think about the last time. Anyone who forces it inside of you was a jerk. You have to be wet enough for it to fit or else it will hurt. I'll be gentle and only go as far as you say to go. This is supposed to be pleasurable and fun. When you are with me you are always wet and that's what you need to be not afraid or scared. That will cause you to dry out," Harper explained.

"But it went in you so far!" Bailey said.

"That's because I was excited and I wanted it and mainly because it was you who was doing it," Harper told Bailey. "Come up here," she said to Bailey holding out her arms.

Bailey climbed into Harper's arms which Harper wrapped around her.

"I'm sorry I'm so afraid," Bailey softly said to Harper.

"It's okay. You didn't have a good experience the first time. In a way that works to my advantage, now you won't be disappointed in me," Harper said as she hugged Bailey. "Do you trust me?" Harper asked.

"You know I do. If I can trust you with my life on the mountain then I trust you in bed," Bailey said as she kissed Harper.

Harper kissed Bailey back as she put her hand between Bailey's legs. She ran her middle finger between her slit seeing if she were wet. Bailey, from watching Harper a few minutes before was very wet, so Harper slid her finger inside of Bailey finger fucking her to increase Bailey's fluids. Harper spread Bailey's fluids around her lips making sure Bailey was wet all around then she moved down Bailey lying between her legs.

She moved in position and coated the dildo with lube placing it at Bailey's entrance. "I'm just going to use the tip for now until you are ready for more," Harper told Bailey who nodded her head and looked away. Harper noticed Bailey look away and close her eyes and Harper took advantage.

Harper slid the dildo past Bailey's opening seeing what Bailey saw on Harper. She watched as Bailey's lips flared out accepting the dildo with ease.

"Don't go any farther than my labia," Bailey told Harper as she moaned.

"Honey, it's already half way in. You took it with ease. Do you want me to go farther?" Harper asked.

"Gently," Bailey softly said surprised Harper had it that far inside of her.

Harper gently pushed it in and then pulled back then pushed it in and then pulled it back again. Bailey let out a moan and a, "Oh god," when Harper pushed it back in. "I can feel it. Oh god, it's so big. I feel it filling me up," Bailey moaned.

Harper smiled and with her thumb touched Bailey's clit sending sensations through Bailey liked she had never experienced before.

"Oh Harper, oh my god, oh, oh, fuck," she moaned.

Harper wanted Bailey to get the most out of this so she would want to do this again and not be afraid so she kept a quick steady pace with the dildo and used her thumb on Bailey's clit.

Just like Harper, Bailey climaxed with such intensity she grunted and her feet moved liked Harper's had back and forth as if she were crawling on the bed.

Harper pulled the dildo out of Bailey and put it in her mouth tasting Bailey on it. She leaned over and licked Bailey's labia and from her slit to her clit before she moved up next to Bailey.

"How did it feel?" she asked an exhausted Bailey.

Bailey didn't answer but looked at Harper with a total look of satisfaction on her face. After a while she was able to talk, "Just when I thought it couldn't get any better. That was like WOW, over the top. My pussy won't be the same for a long time," Bailey smiled.

"That won't be for everyday use but it is going to get a lot of use. Excellent buy sweetie," Harper smiled as she cuddled up next to Bailey. The dildo was left on the end of the bed as they would clean it later and they cuddled up with Harper spooning Bailey and cupping her left breast. "I love you," she said.

"I love you too," Bailey responded as she placed her hand over Harper's and they fell asleep.

They slept in Sunday morning tired from their busy day yesterday. As was their routine they cleaned their apartment, did laundry and homework. Susan came over to talk, in her words to get away from Mark and all his nagging. They had finished most of their homework so being disrupted by Susan wasn't as big of an issue for either of them. Susan wanted to talk to Harper as she was unaware that Bailey knew about her and Mark.

Harper was cleaning the bathroom while Susan talked with Bailey all the while she was looking to get Harper's attention. Finally it grew late and Susan needed to go back to Mark to fix dinner.

"Are you wanting to talk to Harper? You keep looking that way like you are anxious?" Bailey asked.

"Yes but I don't know how to do this while you are here. That didn't come out right. Has Harper told you about our conversation the other day?" Susan asked Bailey.

"Other than you two talked until I got home. Why was she supposed to?" Bailey asked acting innocent to protect Harper.

"Well, I'm leaving Mark. I already decided and I told him Friday night," Susan told Bailey.

"Oh Susan, I'm so sorry. What brought this on and how does it affect Harper?" Bailey asked still not letting on that Harper told her. "Harper, come in here. Susan is leaving Mark."

"That was quick. It's only been what three or four weeks?" Harper asked.

"I decided that night after he got home and asked me what lesson I had learned from leaving my keys in the car. He didn't even get them out of my car as he came up here. He made me get dressed and go get them when I was in my pajamas. Since then he has been condescending constantly treating me like a child. Friday was the last straw. I couldn't take anymore," Susan explained.

"You don't seem overly upset about it," Bailey stated.

"I'm not. It's actually a relief that he will be gone," Susan replied.

"Where are you going to move?" Harper asked.

"Nowhere, I signed the lease so he has to move. Right now we have boxes everywhere. It would have been easier for him to move. Most of the stuff is his but I wasn't about to let him have the apartment too after the shit he has put me through," Susan said showing her anger for the first time.

"If there is anything we can do to help such as help you rearrange once he is gone? Just let us know," Harper said.

"There is one thing I wanted to talk to you about Harper and now that Bailey knows most of the story she can hear this part too. You know that girl I was telling you about?" Susan looked at Harper who nodded her head.

"She is gay or at least bi and she is interested but she wants her boyfriend to watch and after a time join in. I told her thanks but no thanks. That is not my style. So I guess I'm out all the way around," Susan explained.

"Wait, you were looking for a girl not another guy?" Bailey asked playing innocent until last.

"Surprise! Seeing you and Harper together it got me curious so I talked to Harper about it. I'm still interested if you come across a gay person who is willing to take a chance on a virgin and not sure if she could go through with it," Susan told them.

"Be patient, they are out there. Go to nightclubs where you know gays congregate, pay attention in class, even the pool here at the apartment when it gets warm. Present yourself as gay and they will find you. As pretty as you are, you'll have no trouble finding them," Harper advised her.

"I have two questions, how do you present yourself as gay and do you really think I'm pretty?" Susan asked tilting her head.

Omg, definitely!" Bailey spoke up.

"Don't hide your interest in girls. You want to give them compliments on their appearance, on their makeup, even on their attitude. That will get them thinking and if they are, they will respond in kind," Harper told Susan.

The next night Harper was running late as her class had a study session of students and graduate assistants preparing for a major exam. Harper felt she knew the material but it never hurt and she might pick up on something she needed.

When she got to the apartment, Bailey was in the bedroom so Harper went directly to the kitchen to start dinner. When Bailey appeared she was wearing a sleeveless bare midriff crop top and was braless. What caught Harper's eyes were Bailey's nipples that were apparent and were noticeable not only because they were hard but the material was thin enough you could see through and her areolas were quite visible. But what Harper noticed next was Bailey other than the crop top she was wearing, Bailey had on the aqua panties she had bought at the sex store the other day.

Bailey was standing at the entrance to the kitchen with her hand on her hip motioning to Harper, "You might want to turn the stove off for a while. You're going to be busy making love to me and Susan.

Harper was stunned if she heard Bailey correctly. She turned the stove off and turned to Bailey who kissed her passionately. "Susan came over with more questions and I figured instead of trying to describe it a demonstration would be better. She and I have been making love almost two hours now. She's really a quick learner and very very good in bed. She's made me cum four times already. By the way where were you?" Bailey asked as if having Susan over in bed was no big deal.

"Ah don't we need to talk about this first? And you to take her to bed without me agreeing?" Harper asked now acting really confused.

"Too late for that discussion. I made it on my own. Come on she's waiting and you'll enjoy it," Bailey took Harper by the hand and led her to the bedroom.

Harper followed Bailey into the bedroom seeing Susan in their bed totally naked. "Bailey has been showing me how to make love and make a girl cum. I didn't realize all the ways and how much enjoyment you get out of it," Susan explained as Bailey got in bed and kissed Susan on her lips and touched her breast and nipple.

Susan moaned and returned the kiss reaching between Bailey's legs and cupping her pussy with her middle finger obviously rubbing it. Bailey moaned and opened her legs for Susan. The two continued to play with each other until Bailey said to Harper, "What are you waiting for? Get your clothes off and join us?"

Harper could see the very large wet spot on the sheets where it was obvious Bailey and Susan had been busy eating each other in Harper's absence. Her first thought was anger because this was so unlike Bailey then it turned to jealousy that Bailey would consider going to bed with someone else. Silently she took off her blouse then her bra and last her pants and panties all the while not taking her eyes off of the sight in front of her.

She continued to watch as Susan slid her hands inside of Bailey's panties and obviously was fingering Bailey. She climbed in the bed at the foot of the bed sitting watching as Susan brought Bailey to another orgasm, "Oh fuck oh god, deeper, yes, I'm cumming," Bailey moaned.

Susan and Bailey hugged and kissed showing passion that Harper could see love in it which added to her jealousy and confusion. Bailey pulled Harper to her and kissed her aggressively. She partially rolled over to kiss Harper's nipples and she motioned for Susan to go between Harper's legs which she did.

Harper noticed what Susan was doing but before she could stop her, Bailey had kissed her passionately and was pinning her arms down. "Oh fuck," Harper moaned when Susan took the first lick of her pussy. After that with Bailey half on top of her kissing and Susan holding Harper's legs out so she could lick her, Harper was helpless. Moments later she came like a rocket.

"I told you she was a quick learner and that tongue of hers, wow!" Bailey said as she rolled over for Susan to eat her which was for the fifth time that afternoon. "I bet it extends from her mouth almost two inches."

Susan ate both Bailey and Harper again before they were all exhausted. They lay there cuddling and kissing or mostly Bailey and Susan did before they got up.

Harper left Bailey with Susan and went out to fix dinner. Harper didn't know what was going on in the bedroom but she did hear Susan cum one more time before the two of them came out wearing only panties and a shirt. Throughout dinner Harper was silent. Bailey and Susan carried the giddy conversation for the three of them. Later that evening Susan went home leaving Bailey and Harper.

"You are quiet," Bailey finally said.

Harper sat there then the tears dropped from her cheeks, "Why?"

"Why what? Why Susan?" Bailey asked then the two sat in silence again.

"Oh god Harper. Mark left Susan today and she came over to discuss it. She was braless as you could see when she left, and I was putting my arms around her when I accidently cupped her breast. She moaned and looked into my eyes and I started kneading it. She asked me a question and I'm not sure I even heard the question before we were headed for the bedroom. I know she asked about you but at the point I was so turned on I ignored her. When you came in it was too late as we made love and brought each other off until I lost track," Bailey said.

"I was extremely horny. It was like I was possessed. I put the shirt and panties on just for you when I came into the kitchen," Bailey continued. "You know it was no different than you and Annika or when Em's was here?" Bailey tried to reason.

"No fucking different? Annika and I have never done anything but kiss and that was when we were roommates. Emmy was all talk to turn you on. Nothing happened with her either. But Susan? We didn't even discuss it. You took her to bed and made love to her without my knowledge or consent!" Harper angrily said to Bailey.

"You kissed Annika when you thought I couldn't see or her wife for that fact. And Em's you know if she had come in we would have. So I went a little farther, what's the big deal. Tell me you didn't enjoy it?" Bailey tried making more excuses.

"Do you love her?" Harper asked.

"I wouldn't say love as much as it was infatuation and horniness. God I was so horny and still am though not as much," Bailey stated.

"See there's a difference. I love both Emmy and Annika as I would close friends not as lovers. You just admitted to more with Susan."

That night Harper couldn't sleep. She didn't cuddle with Bailey but turned away from her in bed. Bailey tried to get Harper to turn her way but she refused. Bailey finally gave up and sighed. "I don't know what you are so uptight over. We both got what we wanted out of it."

"There's where you are wrong Bailey. You got what you wanted and then some before I even knew you two were together. It's called cheating or the nice term infidelity. You fucked someone without my knowledge or consent. And you held me down before I ever knew what you two were conspiring to do me. How am I ever trust going to you again?" Harper sobbed.

The next day was Friday and they both attended class as usual. Harper was the first to arrive at home and when Bailey walked in Harper was waiting on her sitting on the couch. "We need to talk," she told Bailey and patted the sofa next to her.

"Can I at least put my backpack down and go pee first?" Bailey said smartly.

Harper ignored Bailey's smartness and waved her to go to the bathroom.

"Bailey," Harper said as she came back and sat down. "All the time we have known each other, I've never known you to act so impulsively. What you did last night was so out of character, I didn't recognize you. You used to be my voice of reason and what's worse I could always trust you. Any decision we made was together. Now I question if I could ever trust you again. You don't have one bit of regret do you?"

"Not until now I hadn't thought about it but you seem to be bothered by it," Bailey said.

There was a knock on the door with a sudden urgency about it on as they were talking. "Who the fuck is that," Harper asked loud enough to be heard outside the door. She went to the door to see Susan standing there. "Fuck it's your lover," Harper said acting irritated.

"Please let me in. I need to talk to both of you," Susan pleaded.

"Now is not a good time, Susan," Bailey said hoping Susan would leave but Harper had already opened the door. Harper was showing her disgust standing at the door as she hadn't closed it when she let Susan in.

"I can imagine and I'm sure I'm the reason for the anger and yelling. First let me say I apologize profusely not for what happened but why it happened. Neither of you deserve any of this. I think the world of both of you and I can't begin to apologize enough. Look at this bottle. Now compare it to this one," Susan said and pointed to the two medicine bottles she placed on the table.

"I don't see a difference," Bailey said. "They are both to alleviate migraines."

"Look closer." Susan told them.

Harper's curiosity got to her and she walked over to look. After studying both medicine bottles Harper said, "what's this small x on this one?"

"That's it. Notice the pills are slightly different. Mark noticed my pills for migraines were close to these pills so he took a prescription for migraines and used the container for these pills adding a small x to it," Susan explained. "He said in case we were ever stopped hopefully they wouldn't notice the ever so slight difference in the two."

"That doesn't explain what those pills were for?" Bailey asked.

"Why were you so amorous yesterday? Well actually downright horny. And you took me to bed and we basically fucked our brains out before Harper even came home?" Susan explained.

"Harper was just asking the same thing and obviously not happy about when you knocked on our door," Bailey said to Susan.

"I imagine she was pissed finding you in bed with me fucking our brains out. I really hope you are not so pissed that you break up. It was not Bailey's fault. It was the pills. You see Mark got a hold of these pills that are similar to ecstasy only stronger. We tried them once but they were so strong we had to cut them in half and each taking a half pill. When I came over yesterday, you gave me water to take what I thought were my migraine pills only I took these and instead gave you one for your headache and you saw the results. I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am, especially Harper who had no clue what was going on," Susan apologized.

"I was wondering why I felt like doing it so much. It was like a switch went off and we were fucking although I have no regrets and I really enjoyed it which I believe why Harper is so pissed," Bailey said.

"I have to say I am now convinced girls are the way to go. And you looked so pretty and oh my god so fucking sexy when you put on those panties and shirt for Harper," Susan told Bailey.

"So these pills make you extremely horny and your resistance is completely gone so if you even thought someone was attractive you would have sex with them?" Harper curiously asked.

"Yeah, you don't want to be around anyone who you don't want to have sex with because you would. That's assuming they do too. If you have no desire to be with someone you would just be horny until you are with someone. They have a short life though, three or four hours before they are out of your system. Another thing we have found is they leave you with a euphoric feeling of satisfaction such as like Bailey is feeling. You have no regrets and feel like you enjoyed it. Those last for two or three days. I can't say Bailey will have regrets after that. It depends on who she is with," Susan further explained.

Harper handed the pills back to Susan, "Don't throw these out," she told her.

"Does this mean you are not mad anymore," Bailey asked Harper.

"Oh I am more than mad, I'm pissed. I was about to tell you I was leaving you and I would have my things out of here tomorrow and you and your lover could fuck all you want. You know Susan is the first girl other than me you have had sex with and you had it behind my back," Harper explained.

"But you heard Susan, it was the pills. I wouldn't have done anything without taking them," Bailey pleaded.

"Please Harper, don't blame Bailey. Blame me, I gave her the pill," Susan also pleaded with Harper.

"And that was your first mistake. What do they teach you in pharmacy school? Never take pills from someone when you don't know what they are for. These were prescription pills or so they appeared. You know better," Harper said and her anger again showing.

"I'm sorry Harper," Bailey said and started to cry. "Don't leave me."

"I'm not going to leave you," Harper said exasperated. "Besides it was rather hot watching you in bed with Susan and the two of you fucking away," Harper said surprising both Susan and Bailey. "And you did look fucking sexy wearing the shirt and panties and seeing Susan rubbing your pussy."

Bailey took a few minutes to absorb what Harper just told her but when she did her face lit up and she ran to Harper hugging her.

"I'll leave you two alone. I know you need it and you don't need me around getting in your way," Susan said as she opened the door.

"Give us the weekend to make up and maybe next weekend we can get together with those pills of yours," Harper told Susan smiling.

After Susan had left Harper asked Bailey to sit as they still had to talk.

"Bailey, you don't know how close you were to me leaving. I'm not talking a few days but forever, no ands ifs or buts. I already made arrangements where to live which reminds me I need to make a call and tell them I'm not coming over," Harper thought out loud.

"Where were you going?" Bailey asked meekly afraid of the answer.

"If you must know Annika said I could sleep on their couch until school was out at the end of the semester," Harper replied not telling Bailey what she had heard when she talked with Annika. "Your cavalier attitude about this threw me for a loop. Last night it didn't seem to bother you and multiple times you mentioned how good Susan was with her tongue and how much you enjoyed it."

"Now you know it was the pills talking," Bailey explained.

"Do I? How much were you enjoying being with her versus me. You spent some two hours with her and maybe a half hour with me. And how much was it the pills versus you enjoying what you were doing? I don't know if I can trust you and trust is everything to me," Harper said.

"Baby you mean more to me than life itself. I would never do that without your knowledge. It was those pills. I told you I was already feeling funny and when I touched her breast. I lost all control and had to have her. If you had been here I still would have taken her to bed and let you watch," Bailey pleaded. "I'll never take those damn pills again! I can't think of you leaving me!" Bailey stated as she began to cry.

"Even if I want to watch you with Susan again?" Harper said as she hugged Bailey.

Bailey pulled away looking at Harper with a questioning look.

"You did look hot in that outfit and when you laid down on Susan, her hand went between your legs and I can still hear you moan mmmhhh," Harper stated.

'You would want to do it again?" Bailey questioned.

"Maybe once or twice and only with Susan. Julie and Sarah are out and you are too jealous of Annika. Emmy maybe but they are Susan's pills so we would have to ask her," Harper smiled.

"I don't know if I want to do it again even with Susan. Those pills were too overwhelming. I had no control. All I wanted to do was fuck and Susan there. I still am feeling the after effects and like Susan said I have no regrets so if I had the chance I would fuck her again. The euphoria she mentioned, I am feeling it and it's making me horny again," Bailey explained to Harper.

Harper took Bailey to the bedroom and started to undress. When Bailey had her top off, Harper handed her the top from the night before. Bailey gave a quizzical look at Harper but put it on. Bailey took her pants and panties off and Harper handed her the pink panties they had bought at the sex store. Bailey looked at Harper again quizzically and Harper said, "the others are too dirty from you cumming so much."

Bailey smiled knowing she had orgasms in them several times. "Guess I'll be doing laundry tomorrow," Bailey told Harper.

"While you are at it these sheets could use it. Last night was too much and tonight they are going to get messed up again," Harper smiled at Bailey. When Bailey was done changing she got in bed next to Harper. Harper got up and went to the dresser pulling out the dildo.

"I don't know if I can use that tonight. I'm a little sore down there," Bailey told Harper.

"It's not for you. It's for me," Harper told her.

"Why you and not me," Bailey asked.

"Because you had all the fun last night and I didn't. So tonight you are going to lie there and if I say watch, you watch. If I say finger me, finger me. If I say eat me, eat me. Whatever I say you do and nothing else including to yourself. This is what you get for fucking around on me, understand?" Harper told Bailey.

"I don't understand. I thought you understood it was the pills and you were okay with it," Bailey said almost crying.

"I never said that. I understood what happened but I never said you were forgiven. In fact I said I was pissed and I still am. If that had been someone who wanted to harm you, you would have been in trouble. No, you're too old to spank and restrictions won't work on you. So have to watch me have sex in front of you while you are horny. That is an appropriate punishment. You have to live with the consequences of your actions," Harper said but smiled at the same time.

Harper started to lightly play with herself in front of Bailey. She looked at Bailey who was watching where Harper's hands were. Her eyes seemed to be in a gaze and she licked her lips as Harper put a finger in her pussy and moaned. It was obvious Bailey was uncomfortable just watching as she tried to touch herself several times each time Harper motioning to her to stop. Harper looked at Bailey in her crop top and pink panties resisting from rolling over and fucking her. She was gorgeous and sexy and it spurned Harper to a quick but strong orgasm just by her own fingers. "Ahhggg," Harper moaned. "That was fast and totally unexpected," she told Bailey. She withdrew her finger from her pussy showing Bailey several strands of cum on her fingers and as before she licked them clean.

Bailey squeezed her legs and moaned watching Harper as she clinched her fists to keep from touching herself or Harper. Harper was far from done and was actually enjoying this as she put her fingers back inside of her and brought herself to another climax.

Harper then took the dildo that was by her side and purposely ran her hand down the side in a sensual way. Bailey watched and followed her every move her fingers coming close to rubbing her own pussy. Harper's "Stop that," brought her to her senses. Harper slowly inserted the dildo inside of herself with a loud moan intended to affect Bailey which it did as she moved her legs back and forth. Harper glanced over to Bailey as she began to slip the dildo in and out of her pussy.

At some point she forgot all about Bailey as she fast approached her climax, "oh fuck, oh yes, yes, oh god," then she exploded and her whole body tensed then jerked several times as her orgasm washed through her. It felts so good she didn't completely let in subside before she started again. Within minutes she was experiencing her second climax in a row with the dildo. Harper seemed spent laying there the dildo half inside her and half out her hands rubbing her stomach her chest rising and falling. She noticed Bailey next to her watching her pussy with the dildo half hanging out. "Eat me," she told Bailey.

Bailey immediately moved between Harper's legs and began to lick and suck Harper trying her best to bring Harper to a fast orgasm. Harper was turned on so much it only took Bailey several minutes and Harper was screaming she was cumming. She then pulled Bailey up to her and kissed her. She pulled back after the kiss and looked Bailey in the eyes.

Harper moved her hand between Bailey's legs over Bailey's panties drawing a loud moan from Bailey. She rubbed Bailey several times with her fingers imagining the night before when she witnessed Bailey get in bed with Susan and Susan doing the same thing with Bailey. She moved her hand inside of Bailey's waistband and felt her finger glide inside of Bailey with ease as it did the night before. Bailey on her elbows and forearms placed her hands on Harper's cheeks and hair kissing Harper as Bailey had done to Susan the previous night. Bailey's climax was strong as Harper waited for Bailey to recover before she moved her to the side.

"That was mean. I was in agony only being able to watch you and not touch myself," Bailey said after catching her breath.

"Now you know how I felt last night watching you and Susan. I was the outsider watching you two high on some drug. Bailey, do you know what you have done? Since you and I have been together there has only been you and me. We can no longer say that because of Susan," Harper said. "Now forever in my mind I have visions of you fucking Susan. How am I to forget that? How would you like to come home and find me in bed fucking Annika?"

"I wouldn't." Bailey looked away her eyes welling up like she was going to cry. "I'm sorry. I let you and me down. Maybe I'm not going to be a very good pharmacist. I don't how to fix it. I can't take back what has happened. Tell me what to do," Bailey pleaded with Harper.

Harper took Bailey's cheeks to her hands. "You're going to be an excellent pharmacist and I forgive you completely. It was not your fault or Susan's for the mix up. Don't take any medicine again without knowing what it is especially a prescribed medicine," Harper told Bailey.

"I won't and I promise. I am truly sorry," Bailey said as a few tears fell from her face. "You weren't really going to leave me were you," Bailey asked.

"I had every intention. You broke a sacred trust not to screw around on each other that can't be repaired.

"Harper, no, I'm sorry," Bailey pleaded.

"Well there is only one was to fix this," Harper said.

"How? I'll do anything?" Bailey pleaded.

"Well I'd tell you I want to make love with Annika but you would never agree to that," Harper told Bailey but Bailey was too frightened to pay close attention to the smirk on Harper's face.

"If it will make this right and you will forgive me, if you insist. Just don't tell me when or that you've done it until months later. I couldn't bear to know," Bailey surprised Harper with her willingness to let her and Annika be intimate.

Harper thought about it but she wouldn't do that to Bailey and besides she didn't think Annika would either. "No, I think we should invite Susan over with her pills and have a fuck fest where we fuck each other's brains out for the weekend. She did say she was now committed to girls. Let's give her her fill and see if she likes it afterwards," Harper smiled.

Bailey looked at Harper smiling, "You shithead. You were pulling my leg the whole time. Bailey said and pinched Harper's waist.

Harper flinched and rolled over on Bailey, "Don't start that if you know what's good for you."

"Yeah what?" Bailey joked back at Harper as she pulled her down and kissed her.

"Damn you are so gorgeous and sexy wearing that," Harper said. "Susan was right about how you look wearing that top and panties. As Harper kissed Bailey her stomach made a rumbling noise. She looked over at the clock on the nightstand, "Shit it's after nine and we still haven't eaten. No wonder my stomach is growling," Harper said.

They got up and Harper went to the kitchen to make something to eat for them. As late as it was she made grilled cheese for them with an egg on the side. After dinner they sat on the sofa Harper in her panties and Bailey with same outfit as before only she had on the black panties as the pink were now very wet from the earlier excitement.

Bailey put her head in Harper's lap as Harper ran her fingers through Bailey's hair. Bailey got up and went into the bedroom coming out with a hairbrush. She sat between Harper's legs handing the hairbrush to Harper, "Would you please," she asked.

Harper didn't answer but she pulled Bailey back by her breasts turning Bailey's head and kissed her.

Soon it was spring break and the girls went home for the break. They stayed at the Roland's as they were still not welcome at the Powell's. Diane did manage to see Bailey with her dad's knowledge but he still wasn't ready to admit his daughter was gay but they didn't have to hide their existence from him.

They spent most of the time with Emmy though her fall break was one week off from theirs. Bailey invited Emmy over the weekend they would start back. Emmy planned on staying one or two days after they started back and she was off. They took her out to a gay bar and invited Susan to go along. While Susan was on the prowl they danced and kept Emmy close to them so she wasn't hit on. On the Monday and Tuesday Emmy was always up before them and made them breakfast. She didn't pour the coffee for them as she knew that was Harper's and Bailey's routine but she did have their dinner ready when they got home. After Emmy left it was back to routine for them.

Annika called Harper to come over without Bailey one afternoon as she needed to discuss something with only Harper around. Harper picked a day she knew Bailey would be late and she skipped her afternoon class giving her the whole afternoon to discuss whatever was so important to Annika.

"Hey, I cut class to come over early to make sure we have enough time to talk about whatever you want to discuss," Harper told Annika as Annika opened the door to let Harper in.

Annika let Harper in taking her by the hand and leading her into the bedroom. "Sit here on the edge of the bed while I gather my thoughts of how I want to say this," Annika told Harper.

Harper grew worried as Annika seemed concerned and she had yet to give any indication of anything being wrong.

"I told both Julie and Sarah part of it last night so they wouldn't be surprised. I asked them to give me this afternoon to tell you though I didn't expect you over this soon or I would have been better prepared," Annika went on without revealing what she had to say.

Annika was wearing the half top and appeared to be braless from what Harper could notice and a pair of cut off jeans that Harper so liked seeing Annika wear. At the moment Harper didn't care what Annika had to say as long as long as she stayed the way she looked with her bare feet and toenails and finger nails painted the red they were. Harper hadn't seen Annika in over two months and she still was one of the most beautiful goddesses Harper had ever seen. She understood why Bailey was so jealous of her. She herself was enamored with her.

"What I'm about to tell you is probably the hardest thing I have ever had to do," she said taking Harper's hands in hers and caressing them with her thumbs.

With a tear in her eye, she continued, "I made a mistake years ago and now I'm going to have to pay the price for that mistake."

Harper grew extremely worried as she now expected the worse that maybe Annika was sick and going to die or something along those lines. She felt like her heart had been ripped out of her chest and that was the reason for the lump in her throat. She wished Annika would just say it and get it out in the open so they could cry together.

"As I told you, Julie and Sarah know but their version is quite different than what you're going to hear for obvious reasons," Annika said taking Harper by the hands as if she were holding them, "Ever since you moved out, I've missed you and this year I have spent a lot of times realizing what we had and lost. One because of the advise I gave you; two because of the what I told Bailey and three because of my marriage to Ginny and afraid of losing out on the house and money for college. Now it seems my parents would have paid for it regardless of what they told me."

"Annika, I'm not sure I understand but if I'm thinking what you are trying to say..." Harper was saying. As she tried to get out the words, Annika leaned over and kissed Harper.

"I love you Harper and have since mid last year. I tried to put you out of my mind but I can't. I tried every way to not love you by telling Bailey where you were at the end of the year to telling you there was no chance of us because of Ginny. The fact is Ginny and I don't talk much and I think she has found someone else, but for the same reason I didn't tell you, she is afraid to tell me. At the end of this semester I am transferring to another college across the state to be closer to Ginny to see if we can reestablish the love that we once shared. I owe her that and now that you have Bailey, I don't see us going anywhere.

All this time Annika was running her fingers across Harper cheeks and jaw line alternating starring between Harper's lips and her eyes. She leaned closer as she talked until both of their eyes closed and they kissed with more passion than ever before.

"Give me a reason not to leave. Tell me I'm not making another mistake," Annika whispered to Harper as tears steadily rolled down her cheeks.

"I've always been in love with you," Harper said as tears were running down her cheeks too.

They began kissing again and ended up lying on the bed arm in arm as they kissed.

"Make love to me so I know this is real and that I know leaving you is the biggest mistake I'm making," Annika softly said to Harper.

Harper and Annika kissed and rolled back and forth on the bed no one taking advantage of the other. Harper ended up finally resting half on top of Annika. Annika placed her hands on Harper's cheeks. "Oh god Harper, I so love you."

Annika removed her top revealing to Harper she was not wearing a bra and Harper was now looking at the two most perfect pair of breast she ever seen. They stood out perfectly with perfect shape no sag to them. Annika had a great tan and her tan lines formed around her breast that accented them for Harper. Her areolas were quarter-sized with pencil shaped nipples that with her turned on were standing straight out. Harper was transfixed by them as she cupped them her thumb on Annika's nipple.

Annika smiled at Harper as Annika was pulling Harper's t-shirt up. Harper stopped cupping Annika long enough for Annika to pull the t-shirt off of Harper. Annika then reached behind Harper and unclasped her bra pulling it off between them letting it drop on the bed next to them.

"I knew they were beautiful but I didn't know they were that beautiful," Annika softly and sexily said to Harper.

"Not as beautiful as yours and not as beautiful as you are. I saw them from the underside of your top and coincidentally it was the same top when you were getting out of bed; I was in awe then and I'm still in awe," Harper smiled at Annika as she kept her hand on Annika's breast.

"When did you see them?" Annika asked.

"It was freshman year and you had been out and came back drunk," Harper told her.

"Oh, back then. I was just figuring out you were gay and trying to get you to notice me," Annika stated. "I wish now I made myself more known to you. All those hesitations and innuendoes back then that we wasted."

They kissed and were in no hurry to move beyond where they were, both moaning as the other would tease the others nipple.

"You know how long I've waited for this time?" Harper said.

"Not as long as I waited. You were in love with Rachel when I met you. I fought to keep my feelings to myself while you were with her knowing at some point you two weren't going to make it. Then when she broke your heart I was in agony knowing I needed to wait until you had time to get over her. When Sarah suggested talking to Bailey to bring you out of your funk, I could have died. I had been trying and trying to get you out and show you I was the one for you. Then when school let out instead of asking you where this cabin was so I could come to you, I knew in my heart the right thing to do was to tell Bailey. When you came over that summer Ginny and I had been discussing her and my situation. I had told her about you without naming you but she guessed who you were. She told me she was sorry as it appeared I was taken. That night we made love for the first time in several months. I think she felt sorry for me," Annika explained.

They resumed the kissing Annika's hand going to Harper's gym shorts and gently squeezing Harper's butt over them. Harper slightly moaned and felt Annika's hand go under her gym shorts and under her panties causing Harper to moan louder.

Harper rose up slightly and placed her hand on Annika's lower stomach caressing it and running her thumb through Annika's navel causing Annika to slightly giggle. Her fingers slipped lower until she could feel the waistband of Annika's panties where she stopped to unzip and unfastened the button on Annika's cut-offs.

Harper looked at Annika as if to ask permission before she moved her hand lower but that decision had already been made by Annika as she moved Harper's hand lower and Harper could feel Annika's bare pussy not a hair to be felt.

"I made sure it was shaved for you this morning before you came over. I wanted everything to be perfect for you. I normally leave a tuff of hair at the top but I wasn't sure if you wanted hair and I took a chance and shaved it off," Annika sweetly said to Harper.

Annika had brought her hand around Harper's waist and could feel Harper's bare pelvis. She felt Harper' leg and could feel the moisture and heat from her pussy as her fingers moved over to reach their goal and easily slid inside Harper's slit her finger buried in her pussy.

Harper gasped, "Oh god," she said as she buried her head into Annika's neck. Her own fingers followed and they slid into Annika with ease as she was just as wet as Harper.

They lay there not moving looking at each other until a tear appeared out of the corner of Annika's eye. "I can't do this. As much as I want to and have for two years now, I can't do this to Ginny."

"I was thinking the same thing. Bailey and I just had this conversation and coincidently you were a part of the discussion. We have been going through a rough stretch and I can't hurt her," Harper explained.

"What do we do? We can't exactly take back what we've done and pretend it didn't happen?" Annika stated.

"Well for starters we can remove our fingers from each other's pussy," Harper jokingly said.

"But it feels so right," Annika smiled.

"More than right, it feels better than I could have imagined. We could lay here finishing what we started but I think our guilt will only get worse and we will ruin what we are trying to save at home," Harper tried to explain.

"If you are feeling guilty like I am, we should stop but then do we admit to Ginny and Bailey what we have done or keep it our secret?" Annika asked.

Finally the two rolled off each other removing their fingers lying next to each other both in various stages of undress.

"I still love you Harper," Annika finally said.

"I so very love you. Maybe that's why we can't go through with it. We care too much to hurt each other knowing our hearts are in another place," Harper replied.

They lay there kissing and cuddling for some time. Annika had been running her fingertip across Harper cheek and upper chest including her breast and nipple as they talked. She moved over giving Harper a kiss on her nipple then moved over on her back.

"Why does life have to be so complicated," Annika said with a smile.

Harper rolled over to face Annika, "I believe I asked you that a little over a year ago," Harper said placing a kiss on Annika's nipple.

"Then we have come full circle and we are no farther along. We each have someone else who is our priority and most likely will be keeping us apart," Annika said sadly.

They got up and dressed kissing again very passionately both having tears fall from their cheeks knowing this kiss was their last they would share coming this close to being together.

Harper went home. She was very quiet which Bailey picked up on but figured it was Harper not ready to forgive her for the Susan discretion which she had already apologized for multiple times.

Bailey had been preparing herself for the test required to gain entry into pharmacy school the next step to become a pharmacist. The day of the test, Harper kissed her and wished her luck. Bailey was so focused on the test she paid no mind to Harper as she walked out the door to see Harper put her hands to her face as she cried.

Later that day Bailey returned and was ready to celebrate. She felt she had aced the test and now being a pharmacist was closer to becoming a reality. She didn't find Harper anywhere. She began looking by calling Julie and Sarah, then going next door to Susan, not finding anyone home or Harper not there. She waited until it got late then she went in the bathroom to go pee. As she looked out into the bedroom she noticed an envelope had been placed on her pillow.

She saw the handwriting was Harper's and she hesitated to open it. Her hands shook as she opened it thinking Harper had left her because of her indiscretion with Susan. She began to read it, "My dearest Bailey. By now you have come home from taking your test. I am sure you aced it and next year can begin pharmacy school. Please don't come looking for me or begin to worry as I am physically fine. I needed time by myself to think. I'm not in a good place right now mentally and having you here would defeat the purpose of coming here for solitude. It has nothing to do with what happened with Susan. I am over that and completely forgive you. This time it is me. In time you will know but until that time I have to first forgive myself for what I have done and that I am having a hard time doing. Know that I love you and worship the ground you walk on. I could never find anyone I adore more than you. You make life worth living and I'm so glad you have come into my life. Yours forever, Harper."

Bailey read the letter put it down and read it two more times. She cried knowing where Harper had gone but not why. It was too late to get on the road to go to Harper and besides Harper asked that she not. She figured Harper had cheated and if she had to guess she would know with whom. But now and not ever would it matter to Bailey. She already knew she would forgive Harper because the jealousy that was once there was long gone. She had resided herself that the three of them could be friends with no bitter feelings as how could she be angry because this person saw the same love as she did in Harper.

Bailey didn't sleep well not because she was mad, jealous or upset with Harper, but because she missed having her lover not next to her in bed. She rose at six in the morning and headed out to find Harper. She drove the two hours to get to the cabin stopping to pick up coffee and Danish for both plus things they would need for lunch and dinner. She hoped they weren't staying longer as she and Harper had summer jobs waiting for them to help with expenses.

As she drove up to the cabin she saw Harper outside on the porch sitting where she found her last year. "You know you are making this a routine?" she smiled at Harper.

"I asked for solitude so I could think," Harper said no emotion in her voice.

"I know. You don't think I could leave the person I love with all my heart, come all the way out here to figure out how to tell me she is sorry she went to bed with Annika when I no longer care." Bailey stated.

"How did you know?" Harper questioned.

"She's the only one who you would do that with. Besides I called Sarah looking for you and they said you had been over there earlier with Annika. They weren't sure what went on but they overheard you but you both say it was a mistake. Harper if you did, I already forgave you and you should too," Bailey said.

Harper looked at Bailey as tears began to roll down her face. "Bailey, I'm sorry. We never let it happen. We started and came very close but we both felt so much guilt," Harper sobbed.

Bailey took Harper in her arms and let her cry. "You have forgiven me so many times, this was easy for me to forgive you. Like I said it wouldn't have mattered anyway. I'm not jealous of her anymore. I know you love her and I do too though not as much as you do and I'm okay with that. I still think highly of her as one of our very best friends."

After Harper cried she said, "I'm sorry just the same."

"I know sweetheart but I am mad at you for making me drive all the way out of her to bring you coffee and Danish," Bailey said as she got up to go to her car for both plus the bags with the other things she had brought. She took a sip of coffee out of the one cup and the rest of the cup she gave to Harper sitting back down next to her.

"After we finish the coffee and Danish someone owes me a good love making session and I mean good," Bailey said smiling at Harper.

End of Chapter Five

To Be Continued...