Disclaimer: Like always, we don't know the guys of NSYNC, we don't want to imply anything about them, this is all made up out of our bored dirty minds.
Notes: Here's another one. I send it out while I'm working on chapter 33. There are some more to come, but I don't think it'll be more than 40 all together. But we're thinking of writing a sequel - if anyone out there is interested in reading it?? Tell us!!
Chapter 27 by Megan
Justin and JC both froze upon hearing Lynn's voice, their lips still crushed together. JC could feel Justin's body tense under him. JC raised himself off of Justin's body and lay down beside him, staring up at the ceiling, his body shaking.
The only word Justin could come up with was `shit.' He didn't know what else to think. Here he was, lying in JC's bed, kissing him passionately. He'd have to tell her about his sexuality now. He felt like crying.
Lynn was shocked. Justin and JC were both very affectionate people, but that kiss had definitely not been a friendly or brotherly one.
"I said what's going on," Lynn repeated, waiting for an answer.
"Uhhh," Justin started, not knowing what to say.
"I'm sorry Lynn, this is completely my fault. I kissed him and I shouldn't have," JC apologized, trying to take the blame off of Justin. <I'd rather have Lynn hate me than her own son,> he thought to himself. "Justin was sleeping and I took advantage of that. He only responded because he thought he was dreaming. I'm just... going to go take a shower now," JC finished, darting out of the room and into the bathroom.
"Is that true, Justin?" Lynn asked, wanting to be sure that JC wasn't just protecting Justin.
Justin was completely speechless. He couldn't believe that JC would take all the blame just so Lynn wouldn't find out that Justin was gay until he was ready. He heart swelled, and he loved JC even more at that moment. He noticed that his mom was waiting patiently for an answer, so he just nodded his head. He knew that he should have told her the truth, but he wasn't ready yet. He didn't want her to hate him.
"Ok. Tell JC when he comes out that I'd like to talk to him," Lynn told her son, "he needs to apologize to you."
Justin suddenly felt very guilty for letting JC take all the blame. Now Lynn and Jim would know that JC was gay and would lecture him about what they thought he did to Justin.
Justin looked up as he heard the bathroom door open. He had tears in his eyes as JC made his way over and wrapped Justin in his arms.
"Why'd you tell her that, Josh?" Justin asked, sniffling.
"Because I love you and I know that you aren't ready for her or anyone else to know yet," JC answered, pulling back slightly to kiss Justin's forehead.
"But now she and Jim are going to be mad at you. Plus they'll know that you're gay," Justin pointed out, still feeling bad.
"It's ok, I can take it, J," JC replied, pulling Justin in for another hug before walking to the dresser to get the clothes he needed for the day. He had completely forgotten that they had to go to school that day. "Justin, you gotta get up, we have to go to school," JC reminded him.
Justin groaned and made a face, which made JC smile a little. "But I don't wanna go to school today, Josh," he whined.
"Too bad, J, you have to," JC told him, walking back into the bathroom to take a shower.
"Hey, wait up," Justin said, jumping up and running into the bathroom with JC.
"What are you doing?" JC asked, confused as to why Justin had come into the bathroom.
"May I join you?" Justin asked innocently.
"You know I want you to, Justin, but I don't think it's a good idea. What if your mom tries to come and talk to either you or me? That would just make it worse," JC responded. Justin pouted, wishing that his mom hadn't walked in on them.
"But maybe I'll take a rain check?" JC suggested, causing Justin to smile. "There's that smile I love."
"Well, I should go get ready now," Justin said, turning to head into his bedroom.
"Wait," JC called out.
"Yeah?" Justin asked.
"I love you," JC told him, smiling.
Justin smiled back before saying, "I love you too, Josh."
When JC got out of the shower, he found Justin in his room and they both hurried to the car with the excuse that they were late. Lynn would've stopped them to talk to JC if they hadn't actually been late.
The car-ride to the college was fairly quiet. When they arrived, JC gave Justin a quick kiss on the lips before getting out of the car and walking Justin to his drawing class. They shared a quick smile before Justin headed into the classroom.
Justin went over to Chris, because he needed to ask him what he'd missed when he was out of school on Friday. Chris smiled as Justin walked up to his desk.
"Hey, Justin, how are you today?" Chris asked cheerfully.
"I'm all right, you?" Justin replied, returning Chris' smile.
"Great. So is everything all right?" Chris asked, concerned.
"Why do you ask?" Justin questioned, confused.
"You weren't here Friday, and I just wanted to make sure everything was ok," Chris responded.
"Ohhh, that. That's what I wanted to talk to you about. My brother was sick on Friday and I had to stay home to help him around the house. Sorry that I missed class," Justin apologized.
"Don't worry about it. You just missed a lesson on shading, which I know you didn't need anyway," Chris said with a smile.
Justin blushed a little bit before saying, "thanks."
"No problem," Chris replied as Justin returned to his seat. He said "hi" to his seat neighbour before directing his attention at Chris, who was starting his lesson for the day. But Justin's mind wasn't on art. It was on Josh.
JC was having the same problem. He was trying to pay attention to his Music Business and Management teacher, but he couldn't get his mind off of Justin. <I really love him,> JC thought to himself, sighing. <But what are we going to do about his mom and my dad?> JC was brought out of his thoughts as the professor dismissed the class.
JC walked quickly to the cafeteria, wanting to see Justin as soon as possible. <Man, it can't be healthy to miss him after only a few hours,> JC thought to himself, but forgot it when he saw Justin sitting at a table, waiting for him.
Justin smiled as JC slid into the seat next to him.
"Hey," he said, brushing his fingers over JC's hand.
JC gave him a look that clearly meant, `be careful' before saying, "hi, J."
"I can't even touch your hand?" Justin whispered, leaning closer to JC so that no one around them could hear. But that wasn't really the reason. He just wanted to be close to JC.
"Justin, do you want people to know about us?" JC asked, "I don't think anyone would take it well."
"I know, but I can't help it. I need to touch you," Justin said, his voice low, and turning JC on very much.
"But-" JC started, but Justin interrupted him.
"I have an idea, follow me," Justin replied before getting up, winking at JC, and walking out of the cafeteria. JC had no choice but to follow.
JC was confused as he followed Justin into the bathroom. Justin turned around and smiled when he saw that JC had followed him. He walked towards JC with a sly grin on his face. Justin grabbed JC's hand and pulled him into a stall, locking the door before crushing his lips to JC's. JC moaned and tried to pull away, but Justin held him tightly to his body. He licked along JC's bottom lip, asking for access. Access that JC gave very willingly. Justin moaned as their tongues touched and danced together.
They both froze as they heard someone clear their throat. <Again?!?> was all Justin could think.
"Shit," JC mumbled under his breath.
TBC... ********** feedback to: Megan: jujuissecksi@hotmail.com, Dannii: raindrops79@hotmail.com