Walking into the medical arts building for the first time in 4 months, my mind was definitely not on returning to my practice, even though I knew it was time. It seems just yesterday I was holding my sweet wife's hand as she slipped away to a better place. Ovarian cancer had won. There is no greater feeling of helplessness than to be a medical professional and knowing there is nothing you can do fix the situation. The wake and funeral were a blur, so many people who loved Dani, so many flowers and tears that still flow to this day. I needed to get out, to be around people and start the healing process. This was a major step for me.
Entering the outer office seemed so strange and quiet. Well, it should be, it was 8pm on Friday. I had decided to go by the office, review my case load for Monday and organize a few things. I did this to avoid having to speak to my 2 partners and staff for fear of breaking down, which lately has been the norm for me. As I turned down the hallway, heading to my office, I noticed a light on at the far end. I assumed the housekeeping staff had failed to turn it off. I proceeded down the hall, opened the door to an examination room and was shocked to seem Jere, one of our medical assistants, standing, at the sink, naked, washing himself. He was as shocked as I was, grabbed a towel to cover himself, and said, "Dr. David, I can explain." I told him to get dressed and come to my office. I turned to walk away, a bit amused. Jeremy (Jere) Mueller is 6'3", athletic build, blond hair, hairy arms, legs, chest, muscular, furry ass and a thick cut penis, probably 5" flaccid. Wow! Did I take all of that in in the short time I was in the room? I felt a bit flushed, maybe a bit turned on.
After a few minutes, Jere came in to my office carrying a large duffle. I looked up to see he was blushing and quite nervous. "Come in, Jere, sit down and tell me what is going on." "I am so sorry, Dr. David, it is difficult to explain, but I have no where to go." "Steph (his girlfriend) has thrown me out, frozen our bank account; so basically I am homeless until payday." "I have been sleeping in Exam room 4 for a week now." "I wait until the cleaning crew leaves, then I come in, wash up and sleep on the examination table." "I set my alarm for 2 hours before the office opens, clean the room, leave and come back in at my regular scheduled time." "It is just until payday, then I will find another place to live."
After after hearing his story, I told him that this was not acceptable, that he couldn't get proper rest sleeping on an examination table. He said, "I don't know what else to do!" I told him he was coming home with me and we would figure something out. He protested, but I insisted and since technically, I am his boss, he had no other choice than to accept. He grabbed the duffle and we left.
After Dani passed away, I just couldn't bear staying in our home, which is a few miles out of the city, so I leased a condo near work and the hospital. It is very nice, with all the amenities you could ask for, however only one large bedroom. When we arrived at home, I told Jere he should go take a shower since a wash up in the exam room probably wasn't all that satisfying. I got towels, etc. for him and had him pitch his scrubs and underwear out to me, so I could wash them. He said all his clothing needed washing, that he would do it after the shower. I took the duffle to the laundry room, emptied it, sorted the clothes into plies of white and colors and started the first load.
While the laundry was in progress, I looked in the fridge for something for us to eat, poured a glass of wine and waited for Jere. He came out with a towel wrapped around his waist. He was a vision, handsome, blond hair, piercing blue eyes, and a fit body.. I was starring at his hairy chest, which I did not have, but always dreamed of. My eyes scanned his lower body, noticing the prominent bulge under the towel and his extremely hairy legs. The sound of his voice brought me back to the present when he asked, "He asked, "Do you have a robe I could borrow?" "I do not, basically, when I am home, it is boxers or nude." I replied. At this point I was in my boxers. "Just relax and sit at the counter while I am getting a light supper for us. I haven't eaten yet, have you?" "No, I am hungry, what can I do to help?" he asked. "Nothing, be ready in a minute." I offered a glass of wine, but he declined. "Just water for me." As he sat on a bar stool at the counter, I couldn't help but notice his cock peeking out from under the towel. I quickly diverted my attention to the food preparation.
He was looking around the open design of the condo and said, "This is a nice place, I like it." "Everything is so convenient , very well designed." "Thank you, Jere, I just moved in a few weeks back." "It is closer to work and the hospital." "Besides, I had to get out of that big house." "The walls were closing in on me, too many memories." "I don't mean to be nosey, but are you going to sell your house?" he asked. "I don't know what I am going to do, it is all too fresh." "I suppose I will have to make a decision soon." "I understand" he said sympathetically, "but you know, you should do it when you are ready, not before." We ate the sandwiches I had made and talked about his situation a little, even though he was somewhat evasive as to what had gone on with he and his girlfriend.
Around midnight, I told him I was tired and was going to bed. "I can get sheets for the couch, but I doubt you will get much rest because the couch is small and you are so tall." "That's ok" he said. "I can sleep on the floor, the carpet is nice and soft." "No way, Jere", I injected, "I have a king size bed and you are welcome to sleep there." "I slept nude, but I promise not to attack you", I joked. "Darn the luck", he laughed. " I sleep nude, too, but I make no promises! " We went to the bedroom, I dropped my boxers and climbed into the soft comfortable bed. Jere went to the bathroom. When he came back, he had lost the towel, stood there a minute, stretching and flexing. I noticed his cock had become semi hard. He got into bed, turned on his side and said, "Nite." Back to back, ass to ass, I lay there thinking, "Was dropping the towel, stretching and flexing intentional?" "Was he trying to arouse me?" It worked, I had a major boner.
After a good night's sleep, I awoke to an arm over me and felt a hardness lying on my ass crack. Being in somewhat of a twilight state, I muttered, "Ummm, that feels good." Jere said, "Do you want me to fuck you?" "Whaaat?" "No!" I turned over, looked at him, "Why would you ask me that?" "I am sorry, Dr. David, I got the wrong idea when you said that felt good; I just assumed?" "I meant the arm holding me?I guess i was dreaming it was Dani." Jere turned over and started to get out of bed. I grabbed him and said, "Hold on, we need to talk about this."
We were laying there face to face, me holding him to keep him from bolting from the room. I saw that there were tears in his eyes. "I am so sorry." he sobbed." "Just stop it!" I said. He began to sob harder, his body shaking uncontrollably. I pulled him closer and held him. After he calmed down, I asked him, "Jere, I need to know why you asked me that, what would you have said if I asked you the same thing?" He replied, "I would have said yes." This was not what I expected. I asked him, "Why?" "Have you done this before?" "No, I have not, I was just wondering what it would feel like." "Jere, are you gay?" He answered, "I am not sure, maybe Bi, but I have never been with a man." "I have been looking at gay porn online because I am curious and it really turns me on to see two guys going at it." "Steph caught me watching and jacking off to it and that is why she threw me out, calling me a fucking faggot." "I swear to you, I have never done anything with a man, but I think I would like to try it." My mind was reeling.
"Being curious and actIng on it are quite different things." I explained. "I think every man, if they are being honest with themselves, feel exactly as you do." "Most repress the thoughts, and in some cases live a lie, all because they can not admit they like other men." "Hell, look at the number of guys at the gym who are constantly scoping out other men's equipment." "It's normal, I do it every time I go to work out." "Dr. David, can I ask you a personal question without you getting mad?" Jere asked. "Yes, but I may not choose to answer." I replied. He took a big swallow, closed his eyes and asked, "Have you ever been with a man?"
I took several deep breaths, wondering if telling him would be such a good idea. Oh, what the hell! "Yes, Jere, I have." "Back when I was in medical school, my roommate and I were occasional fuck buddies." "It started with us just jacking each other off, but it advanced to sucking and fucking." "I sucked his cock and fucked his ass, but I would never let him fuck me." "He used to beg me and once I tried, but when his cock tried to penetrate my ass, it hurt so bad, I made him stop." "It filled the need when there were no women around, but I always felt guilty about it." "That was a long time ago, I have never told anyone about it and it has not happened again." "Quite frankly, I never even thought about it until I saw you naked in the exam room." "Then the memories started coming back."
"Did it turn you on to see me naked?" he smiled. "Probably, yeah, I think it did." "Then maybe we should do something about it", he replied. I thought that was a pretty bold statement and said, "Jere, I am 56 years old; you are 27." What would you see in an old man like me." "Dr. David"?I held up my hand to stop him. "If we are going to have this intimate conversation, I think you should at least call me Adam." "Ok, Adam, I have had a secret crush on you for the year I have worked for you." "I have fantasized about sucking you and fucking you and you doing the same to me." "Sometimes, when I was with Steph, I would pretend it was you I was fucking." "I really want this to happen but if you say no, I will stop" I lay there in stunned silence as his hand began to caress my chest and slowly making its way down to my raging hard cock. I thought I was going to shoot right then and there. "Stop!" I shouted. "We, ummm, I need to think about what we are doing." "OK, Adam, but I don't need to think about it, I want to suck your cock." Un-fucking-believable! Could this really be happening? I was on fire! "Ok, go ahead!"
I closed my eyes, lost in the moment, trying not to think about what was really happening, but it felt so good. Jere kissed my hard nipples, tongued my navel, then continued down the thin treasure trail that lead to my thick, black bush and my cock. He licked up and down the shaft, sucked on my hairy balls, then he took the head in his warm mouth and began to suck. I was totally out of it, writhing all about the bed. It had been so long since I was sexual in any way other than the occasional jack off. "I am not going to last long, Jere, in fact I feel it coming up right now." I tried to push him off, but he kept on until I let go burst after burst of cum down his throat. He tried to take it all, but some was dripping off his lips. I was spent! He came up from my cock and kissed me, giving me a taste of my own cum. "How was that, Adam?" I could barely speak, but managed to get out, "Wonderful, Jere."
After a few minutes of holding each other, kissing and not talking, I began squeezing and stroking his cock. "I want to do the same for you, Jere." I said, as I kissed him and started moving down his neck to his hairy chest. He stopped me and told me, "You don't have to do this, just jack me off." I was so in the moment, that nothing was going to stop me. Running my fingers through his hairy chest and sucking his hard nipples, I continued down until I came to his thick cock, which was at least 8+ inches hard. I licked all around the head and up and down the shaft, then took the head in my mouth. It was difficult because he was so large and I couldn't go much beyond the head. I began to stroke the length as I sucked. It wasn't long before he pulled away from me, and shot a large amount of cum all over my face and neck. "Why did you pull away?" "I have swallowed before; I wanted to taste your cum." He licked his jizz off my face and neck, then gave me a deep, tongue kiss and said, "How's that? "Good!" "Great!"