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So, onto Chapter 19!
Jacob's Point of View
I walked down to the school, wiping tears and my nose. I couldn't fathom what was going on at Lucas's house. When I got to the school, I wanted to be alone for a little bit.
Walking down the halls was starting off well. It was hard to avoid my teary-eyed face but I needed to take some time to think and flesh out my problems.
When I sat on the side of my class, I was waiting on the texts coming from Lucas. It had been at least twenty-five minutes. Then I heard a voice. I turned to see Juliana.
"Hey, you okay?" Juliana asked. I couldn't maintain eye contact. I looked to the ground and tears swelled up more. I shook my head and she knelt down to my level as I was sitting and hugged me.
"What happened?" Juliana asked, "If you want to talk about it."
I shook my head again but I knew I had to let it out somehow, "It's Lucas." Right as I said that, I realized that she might have already known. I looked up at her and she wiped some tears off my cheeks.
"You guys get into too much drama," she smiled. I smiled but shook my head, "Not this time."
"What do you mean?" Juliana asked, "Where's Lucas?"
I sighed, sitting up a little, "He's at home. He came out to his parents with me there and they weren't that happy. They told me to leave and I walked here. I'm just waiting on a text."
"What do you think is going to happen?" Juliana asked. I shrugged, "That's what I've been rattling around in my mind. It hurts Juliana."
"I can only imagine. I think they'll understand. He's strong and you two complete each other," Juliana said, "I know Anthony and I bicker about the stupidest things but hey, even relationships have rocky moments. If he needs space to think about what just happened, let him think about it."
I nodded, "I understand. Why does this always happen? I knew coming out was going to be bad. He was just excited because mine went well and then I slept over at his house and then he wanted to come out and I just had a feeling... It was going to go wrong. I guess I might just be pessimistic."
Juliana rubbed my shoulder, like I had done to Ethan. I looked up at her and smiled, "I'll give him time."
Juliana rubbed my hair before getting up, "Gotta get off to class. I'll check on you at break. Stay strong."
I nodded and Juliana left. When I sat there, I heard someone walking. I looked up and saw Lucas behind me. I got up and ran towards him.
"Lucas! I... what happened?" I asked. He looked more serious than usual. A little less approachable, which was weird because I knew him a lot closer than anyone.
"I don't really want to talk about it. It'll just hurt us more," Lucas said, "I'm just going to do inside and get ready for class. Midterms are coming up anyways."
Lucas left and I stood outside, playing through different endings that occurred. I sat outside for a little bit until the bell rang and I was forced to go inside.
When I sat in my seat, I looked back at Lucas, who looked pretty depressed. I knew something bad happened and I needed answers. It was always hard for me to think of my own scenario because I over thought everything and made myself hurt more towards the end. We had changed seats around so I was sitting behind Ethan.
As the class period went on, Ethan turned around to me. He had done this a couple times as he looked back at the clock but this time he was looking at me.
"You okay?" Ethan asked, "You look like you broke your mom's favorite vase and you're hoping she doesn't find out."
"Yeah... no I'm just overthinking everything," I said, "It's just me thinking."
It wasn't really a lie and I was getting better at trying to make it less visible that I was lying at times so hopefully Ethan would drop it. As I thought about it, I wanted him talk to me but I also I wanted to be alone. Overthinking sucks.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" Ethan asked, "Maybe not right here right now but soon."
"Sure. I just need to know more first," I said. He nodded and we got back to work.
When our break came up, I sat by myself. I didn't really know if I wanted anyone to find me but I just needed to think. What could have happened? Does he even love me anymore?
As I sat around, I heard someone talking to me. I looked up to see James. I guess he had been trying to get my attention but me being me, I was in a trance. When I noticed him, I gave him a forced smile.
"Hey," I said, "Sorry I was thinking." James shrugged, "I assumed. How are you? Were you able to do the homework?"
"Yeah. Wanna see it?" I asked, not really thinking.
"Uh no it's fine. I can do it. Just need to get a textbook," he said, "You look like you're going through one of those midlife crisis things."
"Yeah I'm going through a thing. It's just weird, annoying, and scary and I don't like it," I said, laughing a little, "Maybe I just need a break."
"Well if you want to, you can come with me to get my textbooks at lunch. Plus, I think I'm going to go into my video class afterwards to chill in there if you wanna come. I still like hanging out with you guys but I'm just testing the area and-" James started but I cut him off, "Yeah I'll go with you. Nothing better to do. The one person who I want to talk to won't talk to me so... I'll go."
James smiled a half smile. I don't know if he was confused as to which emotion he should show, happiness or sadness. I smiled a little and we talked throughout the rest of the period until we walked to our class.
The two periods were alright but I couldn't stop thinking. I've always known that I've been obsessed with thinking about the littlest things but I've never experienced anything like this.
When the lunch bell rang, I walked to the library with James, who was silent. I looked at him, confused.
"Now you're quiet," I said, "What's wrong?"
"Oh me? Nothing. I just thought that since you were quiet you might not want to talk, which is totally fine by the way," he replied. I had to snap out of my trances, "Ah I see. I'm sorry about that but one thing you need to know about me is that I overthink a lot. Like, it's probably unhealthy but hey, it gets me through things."
"Yeah I understand," James said, opening the door for me, "I do the same. I just want people to like me so I overthink what they might be thinking. Just trying to fit in and put on a mask. I don't feel that way around you though. You're natural."
We walked inside the library, still talking. "A mask?" I asked, "You're strong enough to pull that off?"
"Comes in handy I guess. I try not to anymore because it's unhealthy, but hey, it gets me through things," James said, smiling. I smiled back as I looked around the library. Then I stopped and saw him. My... boy...friend? Male guy... male guy friend. I really wanted to talk to him but I just had to take a minute to think.
"Are you okay Jacob? You look a little... confused," James asked. I looked to him, "You said you wanted to go to the video class right? Let's go over there."
"Uh actually... I was going to help Lucas with our project in English. I'm his partner," He said. I kinda froze because I knew I had to talk to him and I just didn't know how I could talk right away, "Sorry I forgot to tell you about that... I just will do this really quickly then we can go."
"Right... yeah. That... yeah," I said. James rose his eyebrow but he shrugged it off, walking towards Lucas. Lucas looked up and saw James, smiling and nodding his head while listening to his music. When he saw me, his smile faded. My eyes dropped to my feet like I was ashamed.
Lucas grabbed a chair for James to sit next to him and I grabbed a chair from the other tables to sit across the table from them. When I looked up, our eyes met. He was looking at me but his eyes went down. I just took out some homework and worked on it.
As I worked, I kind of listened to James and Lucas's conversation as I just thought about what had happened back at the Lucas's house. Lucas looked like he was having fun with James and I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to know and I couldn't focus on anything except him... like always.
Suddenly, I snapped.
"Are we okay?!" I said. Lucas and James looked at me and I looked around, hoping I didn't say that too loudly. James looked at Lucas then back at me, "Wait what? Me?"
"Jacob not now. Please," Lucas said. I didn't know if I should talk about it with James there but it was killing me.
"This seems personal... should I just-" James started until Lucas cut him off, "No. Jacob and I will discuss this later. Tonight. On the phone. Right Jacob?"
I looked at the two of them and then sighed. I packed up my work and left, tears in my eyes. That was petty.
When I was walking down the hall, I saw Damian ahead of me. He smiled and waved and I just kept my eyes to the ground. When I was about to pass him, he put his hand on my chest, found my nipple, and gave it a little pinch to snap me out of my trance.
I winced but tried not to make a big deal out of it. I looked up at him and forced a smile.
"Well that's the fakest smile I've seen in a while. What's up? Ethan told me you're having some problems," he replied, "Just wanted to check in on you."
"Yeah... I'm fine," I replied, thinking about Ethan telling Damian what happened. He patted my head, rubbing my hair around like I was a little kid. Compared to him, I was like his little brother.
"Well I'm gonna go hangout with Anthony at the locker rooms. Wanna come?" He asked, "Hey, maybe there might be some hot boys." He laughed, forcing me to laugh so it wouldn't be awkward. Last thing I wanted to think about were boys. I just simply nodded and walked with him.
As we approached the lockers, I saw James leaving the library. It would have been a perfect time to talk to Lucas. If only I could go back on what I did in the library. I can be such an idiot at times.
When we got inside, the smell of musk hit me like a truck. I looked around, seeing steam coming from the bathrooms. Of course people were showering in here. Why wouldn't they be.
When Damian walked into the lockers, he looked at me to see if I was comfortable.
"I'll be right back. Go to my locker. Number 122. I'll be right there," he replied.
When I sat down, I looked around at his number. The letter "E" was posted on his lock, which probably referenced Ethan. I got up to see if it was open but right as I grabbed the lock, I heard a whipping sound. When I looked around the other lockers, I saw Damian with a towel and Anthony, who had nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist.
They were playing around in the lockers like it always happens. When Damian kept hitting Anthony, Anthony stood up. "I dare you to hit me again. See what happens," Anthony said, playfully.
Damian took another crack at it. Anthony stripped the towel from his waist and started to twirl it to whip it at Damian. I saw Anthony's butt, which was bigger than I had realized. He whipped it at Damian, who's eyes kept darting down at Anthony's private area. When Anthony turned around, he saw me and froze. He cracked a smile as he stood there naked. I saw that he was soft but it had to have been 4.5 inches flaccid. It was uncut with two huge sets of balls, probably the size of large eggs.
"Hey Jacob, nice to see you joined the party," Anthony said, covering himself up. I looked down and waved a little bit, "Hey Anthony."
"Anthony here like to strip naked. Kind of a defense tool," Damian replied, "Isn't that right Anthony?"
"Sure," Anthony said, reacting as Damian slapped his butt when he passed him to talk to Jacob.
"So, why aren't you hanging out with Lucas?" Damian asked.
"He was busy with English. What about you two? Why aren't you guys hanging out with your lovers," I asked.
"Juliana likes to go with her friends from time to time," Anthony said, "So I let her. I mean, why keep her where she doesn't want to be."
"And Ethan... likes to go... actually I really don't know. But you know what I know about Ethan, he has a nice ass," Damian said. I looked at him, "You guys did it already?"
"Not yet. I just hung out at his place yesterday and tugged on his pants a little. He let me see and wow. Can't believe you two were friends for so long and never got to experience each other like that," He said, thinking back.
Anthony punched him in the shoulder, "Alright we don't have to hear about your erotic fantasy with Ethan."
"He's just so kind as well. Like, I love the innocence and the touch of crazy and passion," Damian said, smirking as if he was hungry for more.
I laughed, "Nice to know my friend has a nice ass. Thanks for that image."
When the bell rang, I got dressed in the bigger locker room for the standard PE class and I went out to the numbers to get through the rest of the day.
As the day went on, I stopped thinking about Lucas as much as I was for the past four periods but it was a little hard to fully push him out.
When school ended, I started to walk home and heard someone call out my name. I turned around, seeing Damian and Ethan driving together. I looked at them, smiled then waved before I kept walking.
Damian drove his car right up to me, slowly following me as I kept walking. "Don't you want a ride?"
"Uh... sure. What are you two up to?" I asked.
Ethan looked at Damian, deciding that he would answer, "Well I'm hanging out with Damian for a little bit. Should be fun. Maybe we could study."
"Maybe a little more than studying?" Damian said, grabbing Ethan's thigh. Ethan jolted with delight at that subtle move from his boyfriend. I looked at the ground, "Alright. I just want to be brought straight home. I have things to do."
"Understandable. Next stop, the Ashford household!" Damian said out loud, sounding like a train conductor. I smiled a little and Ethan laughed as I climbed inside the car.
When we drove down to the house, I looked out the window and saw that no one was home. I had thought that one of my brothers had a short day but at least they didn't so I could easily go back home.
When they dropped me off, I walked inside and looked around. I decided to text Lucas.
Jacob: Hey Lucas, I was wondering if we could talk tonight about what happened. I don't like overthinking but I've just been doing that all day. Do you think we could make some time to just talk? Thanks. Love you.
I put down my phone, scared to see the next text message come in. When it didn't come back right away, my anxiety was lowered.
I started on my homework until I heard the buzzing from my phone. I was too scared to look at it right away but as I calmed myself, I looked at the phone.
Lucas: Yeah we can talk. Only for a little bit. I'll call you first.
Jacob: Oh ok. Yeah sounds good.
I looked at the time. It was still a bit early so anything could happen. I was just scared about what his parents had said. Even though I might have just been overthinking everything, I still had a bad feeling about all this.
When I finished my homework, I sat on the couch and decided to watch some TV. My brothers went upstairs, not really engaging in conversation with me. I guess they knew that I wasn't really in the talking mood.
Suddenly, my phone started to ring as I saw a funny but cute picture of Lucas pop up on my phone. I smiled a little as I answered it, almost forgetting about why he was calling... almost.
"Hey" I said. He answered back with the same word but it didn't sound very happy.
"So... what happened?" I asked.
He sighed, "I can't believe we have to have this talk. I never wanted these things to happen. It's not your fault. I just didn't think they'd react like this."
"Like this? Like what?" I asked.
"My parents got a bit annoyed and carried away. I think I heard them talking about moving. I know they've thought about it when I was going to graduate but maybe they want to speed it up..." Lucas said.
"What?!" I said, probably a little louder than I had hoped.
"I don't know about it yet but when they say something, they usually stick to it," Lucas said, "And of course they don't care about what I say. Guess they just like to be a very black and white family. You know, not liking change."
"But..." I said, starting to tear up. I looked at Lucas and he reacted to my teary face.
"Jacob... please. I don't want this. You have to understand. We can fix this."
"How? Running away? I can't do that. I'm just Jacob Ashford," I replied.
"Don't downplay yourself like that. You know I don't like that," Lucas stated, trying to cheer me up.
"Yeah. Alright," I replied, looking at my feet. I couldn't look at him.
"We'll fix this. Maybe your parents could talk to mine or something?" Lucas questioned.
"I-I'll see what I can do," I replied, "I just feel really lonely right now."
"Me too. I wish you were with me right now. Keeping me more and cozy. Soon though. I guess we'll talk later?" Lucas stated, "I have some homework to finish with James."
"Yeah we will. I love you," Jacob said.
"I love you more. Even more than you could imagine," Lucas said, smiling to keep up my spirits. He kissed at the phone before the call ended.
I just laid down and started to feel tears roll down my face. Why me? Every time I'm happy, something happens.
I must have been siting there for a long longer than I could have imagined because I heard a knock on my door. My mom walked inside and looked at me. I started to wipe my face as fast as possible but she noticed.
"Jacob, what's wrong honey?" My mom said, sitting on my bed next to me, "Is it Lucas?"
I nodded, wiping my face and my nose, "His parents know about us."
"Oh honey, I'm so sorry," My mom said, hugging me tightly as I cried on her shoulder.
"They're thinking of moving," I stated.
She broke the hug, looking at me in shock.
"Now wait a minute! That's not right? What's that teaching their child? To fear themselves for what they feel?" My mom said, as she stood up.
"Do I need to make a call?" My mom asked.
I just sat silently, "Whatever might make the situation better. I just want Lucas."
"I understand what you feel baby," my mom said, rubbing the hair on my head, "Maybe we should invite over the Joneses tomorrow for dinner. That'll be good."
"Okay. When?" I asked.
"Tomorrow night. I won't let their ideals get in the way of this relationship. I... I've had to deal with that with your father. His parents didn't like me very much. I was a wild girl back in my day, you know?" My mom said, smiling.
I smiled a little, looking at her with my eyes gleaming, "Wild? That's funny."
"Hey, I'm a cool mom!" My mom said, laughing as she nudged me. I fell over on my bed a little and smiled.
"There's that Jacob smile that I know and love. You're stronger than you think but don't let the weight of your world hang on your shoulders," my mom said, looking me in the eyes, "It's not all your responsibility."
I nodded, "Thanks mom."
"Of course honey. Now, there's food downstairs and you could have some ice cream to go if you want. I wouldn't recommend eating your feelings but sometimes, it's a bit therapeutic."
My mom left the room, closing the door behind her. I sat on my bed and opened up my photos. I saw various pictures of Lucas. Some were normal, some were silly, some were of him shirtless. I even had some nudes but I liked the real thing better. Everything's better in your hands.
I started to get hard but knew that I'd be seeing Lucas tomorrow. I really wanted to give him a good load tomorrow if it went that route. Plus, the thought of him possibly leaving wasn't very sexy.
I cleaned my face and washed my hands as I made my way downstairs.
When I passed Tristan's room, I heard some smacking that sounded like lips together. I shook my head as I passed by.
Lucas's Point of View
I walked over to the mirror in my bathroom and looked at myself, seeing my muscular body and my soft bulge in front of my grey sweatpants. I sighed, thinking about Jacob.
To nobody's surprise, I started to get hard.
"Dammit. I don't need this right now." I said but my hand started to move towards my bulge, giving it a slight and gentle rub.
I looked at myself and my muscles, moving with every rub and started to get harder. I flexed in the mirror, looking at the progress I've made with my weight lifting and smiled as I thought about Jacob touching me and groping my bulge. As this point, I was semi hard but I was horny.
I slipped off my sweatpants to reveal briefs. My dick was too big to go in the front so it hung on the side as I got harder and harder. Towards the area with the head, pre cum started to seep out as I rubbed the long shaft.
I started to feel my balls drop as I got sweaty and steamy. I looked down to see the spot of pre cum grow and I knew I had to release my dick.
As I pulled down my breifs, I slowly watched as it went over the base of my dick and showed the full length, which felt like it wouldn't end until the head popped out. I looked at my dick, which was standing fully hard as it hung down between my legs. It was too heavy to stand up so it looked soft but it was it's fully eleven inches.
I grabbed it with one hand and realized that another hand could be placed on it. I started to jerk myself off, letting my balls slap around as I did this. My balls were so big and heavy with cum that the slaps were getting louder and louder. My pink head started to spew out pre cum as I jerked off, getting it all over my hands as I kept going over all the length and girth of my dick.
I grabbed my balls with one of my hands and massaged them, letting them feel the love as I pleasured myself. I grabbed my dick with my two hands again as I closed my eyes and imagined what it would have been like if Jacob was there. I started to jerk off faster and harder, making my dick shake with excitement.
It was so long that it flopped around when I let go as I massaged my muscles and added some oil on my body to make myself shine. I added some oil on my dick to make it smooth and kept jerking off, acting like I was penetrating Jacob's cute pink asshole.
I smiled at the thought as I grabbed my big nipples and twisted them, continuing to jerk off my big dick.
Over twenty minutes of this went by as I jerked off and it was only the beginning. I had a lot of stamina and I couldn't want to bust this giant load.
I started to pinch the base of my dick and let the blood expand my dick even more as I jerked off more and more, letting the full size of my dick be covered. I kept moaning, not really caring if it was loud or not because I just wanted to feel good for the night.
I started to rub my ass and my body as my dick swung around, maintaining it's size so when I grabbed it again, I could continue to jerk off.
I kept grabbing and moaning and jerking for about an hour as I tried sticking my dick into cushions, covering myself with more items to make myself smooth, and fingering and expanding my asshole with my fingers and some common bath items until I felt my balls churn as they hung low under my elongated dick.
"Oh Jacob... oh fuck me... make me yours," I said as I jerked off faster and faster. My dick started to turn pink and red with blood and from me rubbing myself for a long time but I didn't care. I knew this was going to be amazing.
"Ohh... FUCK ME!" I yelled as I shot my load with my two hands as it covered the mirror, the bathroom counter, the sink, and some of the items. I just exploded and felt very dizzy and tired. I leaned on the countertop after my cum explosion, leaving my eyes closed as I didn't want to see the mess I had made and because it was very tiring to cum that much.
When I looked up, I smiled as I saw how many ropes of giant, thick, gooey cum was splattered everywhere. I picked up my phone and took a mirror selfie with me fully naked in the mirror and with cum everywhere.
I sent it over to Jacob, telling him that this was just today's load. Tomorrow will be bigger.
I smiled until I realized I had to clean up my mess. Then I head a knock on the door.
"Lucas, is everything alright?" My mom asked.
"Uhh... yeah everything's fine. I'm just in my room," I yelled back.
"Okay. Just clean up the mess you made when you're done! I'm tired of cleaning your dirty socks and underwear!" My mom said as she left. I sighed, realizing she knew what I had done. But I think she's known for a while.
I started cleaning in my "birthday suit", thinking about Jacob until I got a message back.
Jacob: Nice one. Wish I was there. Can't wait to see you again. Imagine if I did that to you lol.
Lucas: I'd be exploding like this for days if it was with you. Sorry I just had to relieve myself.
Jacob: It's alright. I love you big boy.
Lucas: Love you too my baby.
I took a shower and laid on my bed, massaging my balls as I watched some television and looked at my phone. I just wish this would all blow over. Just so I can be with Jacob again.
Well that's the end of the chapter! I'm am so sorry about the wait. I had made a draft but it got deleted and then I've just been very busy but I hope the ending made up for it. Things will be resolved and I hope to keep writing more and more in the coming future!
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