Nexus II Chapter Eight
The Second Nexus - Chapter Eight
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I donât think I would want to join a monastery under any circumstances. We spent quite a while in and around the monastery whose parent house was the great Monastery of Ste-Odile in Oberehnheim, and the first word to spring to my mind if asked to describe our stay would be âboringâ, closely followed by âdullâ, âtediousâ, repetitiveâ and so on. Perhaps if we had attended all the services â seven or eight every day, with extra ones on Sundays and saintsâ days â Iâd feel different, but then again perhaps I wouldnât. The monks gave the impression of being content with their life here, though, so clearly it must have had something going for it.
Still, I really canât complain: the monks provided us with food and shelter, and we ourselves supplied the tank, which at least allowed us a place to escape and relax and do anything else that seemed appropriate every couple of days. We played cards a lot; I played chess with Marc; everyone who could read English borrowed the two Köninger books at one time or another; and a couple of times we went down into Schlettstadt, though as we had no Imperial money we couldnât do anything in the shops there but look.
At the end of February the abbot came to visit, and we were all on our very best behaviour for the two days that he was there: we stayed away from the tank and Alain kept his cards out of sight. But in fact he turned out to be a lot less of an ogre than I had been expecting, and he even stayed in the lounge with us for long enough to give Marc and me a game of chess, which the abbot won comfortably.
The monks had built a large mound of earth where the portal to the Grey world had stood in order to prevent it from forming, at least for the next six months or so. At the end of that period Brother Paul told me that they would clear the mound and allow the portal to form again so that they could measure the levels of radiation, and after that they would have to decide whether to allow the portal to remain accessible in future or not.
Just after the abbotâs visit Stefan had his fourteenth birthday. I didnât have the ingredients for a cake this time, and nor could I buy them, so I had to settle for promising him the best cake I have ever baked once we got home, or otherwise found ourselves in a country where I could buy ingredients and do some baking. I couldnât give him a proper present, either, though I did make sure that he chose exactly what we were going to do during our session in the tank that afternoon. Not that he wanted to do anything I didnât want as wellâŠ
There were more birthdays on the horizon, too: Oli, Radu and Nicolas all had birthdays coming up in April. All three would be turning thirteen, even though Oli still looked much younger than that. And I found myself wondering if we would still be stuck here when my own fourteenth birthday came round in June â life seemed to be passing us by while we were stuck in this limbo.
But ten days after Stefanâs birthday Brother Paul told me that there was a new portal starting to form. He wasnât sure which one it was, because both the machine world one and the one to the green world generally appeared in roughly the same place, though it would become apparent which one it was once it had finished forming, because the green world one was slightly nearer the monastery but faced away from it, while the machine world one was slightly further away but faced towards the monastery.
While the new portal was still forming we ran to our rooms and packed our bags. We thought that this time we might as well take all the vehicles - Brother Paul had no advice for us either way â and so we got them all started. Both the tank and the jeep started straight away, even though neither engine had been started since our first arrival, which was a tribute to the efficiency of Grey batteries. We drove a short way up the valley and stopped, confident that we would be ready to move as soon as the portal was fully formed: since we didnât know how long this one would last we didnât want to waste time once it was ready to be used.
Eventually the portal stabilised. Two of the brothers went into it â and it was facing the monastery, and so was presumably the one to the machine world â and had a quick look round before returning to tell us that there didnât seem to be any obvious problems on the other side: all their monitoring devices showed that it was safe to go through.
I said âThank youâ once again to Brother Paul, and he wished us luck, telling us again that we would be welcome to return if we couldnât find another portal, but warning us that nobody knew when the portal might reappear: sometimes in the past it had made appearances only days apart, and sometimes months went by without it materialising. But I wasnât going to be dissuaded now, not after weâd been waiting for so long, and so I drove the jeep forward into the mist, the other two vehicles following close behind me.
There were no buildings in view as we came out of the mist, so I drove on, swung wide to avoid going back through the portal and drove down the valley until I reached the point where our normal route towards Orschwiller swung off to the left to follow the contours of the hill, and here I stopped.
âI think we should scout forwards a bit,â I said. âWe want to know what sort of a world this is before we charge blindly into it. So I want you all to wait here while Stefan and I check out whatâs in front of us. Alain, youâre in charge: if we donât come back youâd probably better head back to the monastery before the portal disappears.â
âYeah, right. Obviously weâll just leave you two to get shot or locked up or eaten by things with lots of teeth.â
âIâm serious, Alain. If this world is dangerous thereâs no reason for it to get all of us, is there?â
âOf course not,â he said, though the way he said it made me suspect that if anything happened to us heâd be coming after us, rather than retreating. But I didnât think any of the others, except maybe the Greys, would be likely to act differently, and so I let it drop.
I drove off along the side of the hill. There wasnât a proper track here, but the trees were fairly widely spaced and so I was able to weave around them without too much trouble. However, as we approached the last section before the road â if there was going to be a road in this world â the trees became more numerous and grew closer together, and it became difficult to find a way through.
âWeâll never get the truck through here,â I said. âOr the tank. Weâll have to leave them where they are and walk, unless we can find another way through.â
In the end we abandoned the jeep and went forward on foot, and we found that in this world the road was no more than a barely-discernable path â in fact I might have been imagining that there was a path there at all. We tried casting up and down, looking for a place where we could get the jeep through, but it seemed to be impossible, and in the end we gave up and used the bearings in Stefanâs notebook to strike out for Orschwiller on foot. In fact there was no Orschwiller in this world, but when we emerged from the trees and had a view out over the plain we understood why the monks had christened this place âthe machine worldâ.
Against the foot of the mountains were vineyards, just as there were in the Empire and some of the other worlds we had seen, but beyond them was a town â Machine SĂ©lestat, presumably â and between the vineyards and the town was a broad thoroughfare with vehicles rushing along it in both directions. Beyond the motorway was a railway line, on which we could see a sleek train running, and in the air there were flying machines - helicopters of some sort, to judge from their comparative lack of speed.
Stefan focused his binoculars on the town and told me that there were people there, and he thought they were humans rather than Greys. There didnât seem to be any particular reason for us not to proceed: as far as we could see there were no soldiers or war machines, and life appeared to be going on normally. So we made our way back to where we had abandoned the jeep, turned it round (eventually) and drove back to where we had left the others.
âEverything looks okay,â I reported. âBut we canât take the vehicles, because further on the trees are too close together, so weâre going to leave them here.â
âI think we should try to camouflage them a bit,â suggested Stefan. âPark them under the trees, hide them with branches, that sort of thing. They have flying machines in this world, and it might be sensible to hide the fact that weâve been here until we know more about this place.â
So we did that, parking the three vehicles close to trees and using fallen branches to break up their outline. And then Stefan paused once more.
âDo you think it would be safer to ask the Greys to stay here?â he asked. âWeâve been lucky the last couple of times: the monks were used to Grey visitors, and Vogesia was very relaxed⊠but can you imagine what Master Farmer would have said if weâd turned up at his door with a bunch of âdemonsâ in tow? Weâd probably all have been lynched. I can guess what sort of reception theyâd have got in my world, too, and they wouldnât have enjoyed it. So I think we ought to go and check things out and then come back for them if it looks okay. What do you think?â
âI think youâre talking sense as usual,â I said, and I went and suggested to Torth that it might be best if they waited here while we went and found out what sort of a reception they might get.
âWell, okay,â agreed Torth. âWeâve still got plenty of tinned meat, so we wonât starve, and itâs not too cold here. Donât be too long, though.â
âI should think weâll be able to come and find you later today, or tomorrow at the latest, if everything looks okay. If weâre not back by tomorrow evening, it probably means the people here wouldnât react well to you, and if thatâs the case you can either wait for us here or go back and wait at the monastery. But you could have a look round for other portals before going back if you like. Leave me a note in the jeep if you decide not to wait here â I can read your language if you keep it simple.â
The rest of us packed our bags with a change of clothing and a few other essentials, leaving the rest of our kit in the truck, and then set off once more, taking the same route that Stefan and I had done in the jeep, except that when we reached the edge of the trees we just kept going, down through the vineyards and on across the plain towards Machine SĂ©lestat. It was about seven or eight kilometres from the edge of the trees to the town, but it was flat most of the way, and we reached the outskirts of the town in about an hour and a half.
The first thing I noticed was the lack of cars in the street. There were some small electric (or otherwise almost silent) mopeds, but otherwise the only vehicles were trams and trolley-buses. And I couldnât read the names of the shops we passed, because they were written in an alphabet Iâd never seen before: I could tell that it wasnât Greek or Russian, and it wasnât Hebrew, Kerpian or Roman either.
The pedestrians we passed â and there werenât many â were mostly men, and they were all soberly dressed in dark colours, wearing what appeared to be old-fashioned raincoats that looked strange to my eyes because they had a high collar but no lapels. Some of them were also wearing hats that resembled trilbies. And several of the passers-by stared at us as they went by, probably because the clothes we were wearing looked so different from theirs.
As we were approaching the town centre we were stopped by a man in a grey and black uniform. He was wearing a red armband that had a device of two black swords, parallel to each other and pointing upwards, on it, and I suppose he was a policeman, though I couldnât understand a word of what he said to us.
âSorry,â I said in English. âI canât understand. Do you speak English?â
Clearly he didnât. He tried another language instead, and this one sounded like a distant relation of Kerpian, so I replied in that language and got another blank look. Next he tried something that, though clearly a different language, was still completely incomprehensible to me. His fourth attempt was Russian, and his fifth was German, and at that point we had a communication medium, though not by any means a perfect one because the policemanâs German was very sketchy. I left the talking on our side to Stefan, whose German was far superior to mine, though I was able to understand a little of the conversation.
The policeman wanted to know who we were and where we came from, so Stefan gave him our names and said that we had been walking and had got lost in the hills. The policeman then told him to hold out his left arm, and when he did so the man pulled a short metal rod from his belt and ran it over Stefanâs arm, before looking up and asking why he had no ID. And Stefan could only shrug, because it was obvious that the sort of ID the policeman was looking for wasnât written on a piece of paper.
And things went sharply downhill from that point. I suppose Iâd been lucky so far: although Iâd been through ten or eleven worlds by now, the only one that seemed to be hot on ID before this had been Stefanâs world, and I hadnât come into contact with the authorities there. Here it was a big issue, and within a few minutes the cop had whistled up a police van and we had been bundled inside and taken off to a police station in the town centre.
It was quickly established that none of us had an ID chip in his left forearm, as was apparently the norm here, and that led to a preliminary interrogation, in the course of which Stefan was obliged to admit that we had come from another world. However, he maintained that he didnât know how it had happened, and gave the impression that the crossover had taken place rather further north than was actually the case: he didnât want the apparently unfriendly local authorities to find the Greys, because he was sure, judging from his knowledge of his own world, that they wouldnât be treated at all well if their presence in this world was discovered.
And at that point we were parked in a large cell and left for a couple of hours while the cops tried to work out what to do with us.
âWhat are we going to do?â asked Alain in Kerpian: weâd already established that none of the policemen understood that language.
âWeâll have to stick with the story Stefan gave them,â I said. âWeâre friends and we were out walking in the mountains north of hereâŠâ
Stefan pulled out the local map heâd managed to obtain from Brother Paul, and we studied it for a few moments.
âOkay,â I said. âWe were walking from Oberehnheim to Breitenbach, but we got lost somewhere around Der Hochwald, and when we came out of the mist we decided that it would be best just to head east to get out of the mountains; and when we came out on the plain we just made for the nearest town â this one. Last night we stayed at the monastery in Oberehnheim â we can describe Father Abbot to them if theyâre in any doubt, and if we keep them looking in that direction they wonât stumble into Torth and the others.â
I gave Marc and Nicolas the same story in English, which again seemed to be a language nobody here spoke. I thought that a bit surprising: it was hard to imagine a world in which the USA wasnât a significant power, even if Britain was less important here. And then there was nothing to do except wait.
After a couple of hours Stefan was called out on his own, and the rest of us sat around talking quietly, playing cards and re-reading one of the Köninger books until it began to get dark outside. Shortly after that we were each given what appeared to be a microwaved meal of some sort (none of us could read the label) and a plastic spoon to eat it with, and when I mimed drinking they gave us a couple of large jugs of water and some thin plastic cups. After another couple of hours we were taken out of the large cell and put into some much smaller ones, two to a cell. Iâd hoped to save the second mattress in my cell for Stefan, who still hadnât come back, but instead Nicolas was pushed in with me and the door was slammed behind him.
âI bet youâre wishing youâd stayed in Vogesia now,â I commented.
âNot really. Iâm sure this wonât last too long, and itâs a bit of an adventure, isnât it?â
âIâve had a few too many adventures,â I replied. âAll I want is a portal thatâll take me back to Elsass or Kerpia â I wonât mind at all if I donât have to visit any other places on the way. Last time something like this happened to me I ended up as a slave labourer stoking a furnace all day long, and I really donât want to go through that again.â
âReally? What happened?â
Telling Nicolas the story of my earlier travels passed the time, and even hearing about my time in the mine or being shot at by Grey soldiers didnât seem to put him off the idea of staying with us.
âOkay, I guess it was dangerous,â he said when I finished, âbut all Iâve done since my father died is go to school and gut fish. I was happy to take the risk when I hid in your truck, and Iâll put up with whatever happens here, because pretty much anything is going to be better than the fish factory.â
We took off our shoes and lay down next to each other. The mattresses were thin and covered with thick plastic, and so they werenât very comfortable, and neither were the equally hard pillows. But we had a blanket each, and by huddling together and putting them both over both of us we managed to get warm enough to fall asleep in the end.
I woke up next morning to find that I had an erection, and that there was a boy cuddled up close against me. Iâd snuggled up even closer to him before I remembered where I was and that the boy wasnât Stefan, but even when this dawned on me my erection showed no sign of repenting of this betrayal: it stayed hard and went on twitching. After all, Nicolas was quite a good-looking boy, and now that the smell of fish had more or less disappearedâŠ
And then I felt ashamed of myself. I loved Stefan, and allowing myself to get aroused like this by someone else was inexcusable. I disentangled myself from Nicolasâs arms and drew back, and in the process I woke him up. He peered at me blearily and smiled.
âMorning, Jake,â he said, sleepily. âDid you sleep okay?â
âYes, thanks,â I said, hoping the tent in my jeans wasnât too obvious.
âLooks like the smell has finally worn off, then, because you wouldnât have been able to sleep right next to me like that a couple of weeks back. I never got any invitations from the other boys to sleep over, and none of them wanted to come stay in my shack, either. And I canât say I blame them. Iâm glad to hear that Iâm socially acceptable again.â
He rolled onto his back and slid a hand down inside his jeans.
âThese clothes are definitely warmer than my robe was,â he said, âbut itâs a bit uncomfortable getting a stiffy in them. I see itâs happened to you, too â Iâm glad Iâm not the only one.â
He got himself more comfortable and rolled over to face me again. âThat happens to me most mornings,â he said. âI donât know why â I canât remember any particularly sexy dreams. What about you? Do you have nice dreams?â
âSometimes,â I admitted. âBut it seems to get hard every day, whatever I dream about. I suppose itâs just because Iâm going through puberty.â
âMe, too. So what would you like to dream about?â
That was a bit personal, coming from someone I didn ât really know very well. He knew that Stefan and I were good friends, of course: heâd been around our camp in Vogesia long enough for that to be obvious. But we hadnât done anything in public to indicate that we were anything more than that â weâd kept that for when we were alone in our tent.
âThis and that. What about you?â I said, hoping to deflect him.
âOh, no â I asked first!â
âSorry. I get embarrassed easily.â
âOh. Well⊠see⊠look, Jake, when I stowed away in your truck⊠see, it wasnât just that I was fed up of the fish factory and wanted something more⊠well, I was fed up of it, that and being treated like a joke at school⊠but⊠well, it was more than that. See, you were always nice to me when I came round to your camp, and that last night you and Stefan even let me share your tent, even though I still stank of fish guts. And you never even mentioned it⊠so⊠well⊠I really like you, Jake. I think youâre kind and decent, and⊠and good-looking, tooâŠâ
He broke off, looking at the floor.
âYou really think Iâm good-looking?â I said. âArenât you thinking of Stefan there? Heâs the perfect one â Iâm just a nerdy kid in glasses.â
âNo, youâre not! Okay, I suppose Stefan does look good if you like blond, blue-eyed surfer types, but I think personality is really important, too, and yours is really nice. And actually I think you are good-looking: youâve got nice hair, and when you smile you look⊠well, special, somehowâŠâ
He looked away again. By now I think Iâd got the message, but I still found it unbelievable that anyone could think me good-looking â I still half-believed that Stefan was pretending when he said so â and so I thought I had to make sure Nicolas was saying what I thought he was.
âAre you saying you dream about me?â I asked, finding it hard to keep the disbelief out of my voice.
âYes,â he said, still looking at the floor. âSometimes. And Iâd like to more often. Iâd really like us to be friends.â
âWell, we are friends, arenât we?â
âNo, I mean⊠of course weâre friends, but⊠well, Iâd like to be more than friendsâŠâ
âOh.â I tried to think of a nice way to turn him down, but Iâd never been in that situation before: whatever Nicolas and Stefan might say, Iâm simply not the sort of boy that has to beat suitors off. Quite the reverse. âWell, lookâŠâ
âItâs okay,â he said, quietly. âI know Iâm nothing special: if it hadnât been for the fishy smell, I donât think anyone at school would have even known who I was. Iâm just boring and ordinary. And I know Iâm younger than you, too. I understand.â
âNo, you donât. To start with I donât think youâre boring at all â in fact, I think youâre pretty unusual, not only managing to fend for yourself back in Vogesia, but in having the courage to come with us even though you had no idea what was beyond the portal. And youâve got beautiful eyes, too: our friend Hansi back in Elsass has eyes that same shade of green, but yours look even better because youâve got nice long lashes, too.â
âDo you really think so? I donât like them â I think theyâre a sort of grungy green.â
âTrust me, theyâre not. But⊠well, I canât⊠you know, be friends with you like that, because⊠well, Iâm sort of spoken for.â
âOh! You mean, you and StefanâŠ?â
âThatâs right. Weâve been together for a long time nowâŠâ
âI see. But that doesnât mean you canât do⊠you know⊠with anyone else, does it? A lot of people have more than one partner where I come from.â
âItâs sort of like that in some of the other places Iâve been, too. But in my world â and in Stefanâs â itâs normal for you to only have one partner at a time.â
âWell, maybe here it isnât like that. And Iâd really like it if⊠I mean, we wouldnât have to do anything too⊠you knowâŠâ
I looked at him: the âgrungy greenâ eyes were now puppy dog eyes, too, and I thought this might turn out to be a problem, not just because I thought Stefan might smack him one if he came sniffing around too blatantly, but because he really was good-looking, and if I was left in the same room as him for too long⊠well, letâs just say that thirteen-year-old boys like me are permanently horny, and I didnât know how long I would be able to resist. Or even if I should resist â after all, he was right when he said that exclusive relationships were not the norm in several of the worlds I had visitedâŠ
I dragged my eyes away and gave myself an imaginary slap around the face.
âLook, NicolasâŠâ
âCall me Nicky!â
âOkay, Nicky⊠I like you a lot, okay? Itâs just that I donât want to do anything⊠you know, sexual, with you right nowâŠâ
âSo you might want to later?â
âNo! I mean, probably not⊠I mean, no, not while Stefan and I⊠hell, Nicky, you know what I mean. Iâm a one-boy boy, and Stefanâs that boy, okay?â
âOkay. But we donât have to do anything sexy â I mean, it would be okay if we sort of hug, wouldnât it? Iâve seen you do that with some of the others.â
âWell, yes, I suppose so, butâŠâ
âGood.â And before I could do anything he threw his arms around me and hugged me, and it was impossible for me not to hug him back. He held me for a few seconds and then gave me a quick peck on the cheek and stepped away, smiling at me. And he looked so nice like that that I simply couldnât be angry with him.
âIf we can do that sometimes I suppose itâll do for now,â he said.
âYouâd better not do that when Stefanâs around,â I warned him.
âDonât worry, I wonât.â
I thought that would be the end of it, but a couple of minutes later he undid his trousers, sticking his hand back inside his underwear.
âI still canât get comfortable,â he said. âIâm just not used to wearing underwear, or trousers, come to that. I had an old pair of football shorts at home, but they didnât squash it the way these trousers do. I suppose itâs just too big when it gets hard.â
He slipped his trousers and pants down to his knees.
âIt is quite big, considering that I wonât be thirteen until next month, isnât it, Jake?â he said, showing it to me. âAnd Iâve got some proper hairs, too, look. Iâm bigger than Eddie, and Iâve got more hair than Bobby, and itâs three times the size of Jeffâs. What do you think?â
I thought it looked good: it wasnât a lot smaller than mine, and he did indeed have some proper little hairs. And it was really hard, too. HoweverâŠ
âGet dressed, Nicky,â I said. âYes, itâs big, and hard, and it looks good, but if you donât get dressed Iâm going to bang on the door and demand to be taken to a different cell, okay?â
âOkay,â he said, pulling his pants up. âBut Iâll have to adjust it if it gets uncomfortable again.â
He finished doing his trousers up and came and sat next to me on the mattresses, which I had piled on top of each other to give us a bit more of a cushion.
âIâm sorry for teasing you like that,â he said. âI wonât really do it again, I promise. I donât want to annoy you, or you might stop liking me.â
The fact that his display had given me another erection made it impossible for me to pretend I hadnât enjoyed the show, so I just said nothing. And fortunately a minute or so later the door opened and one of the policemen came in carrying a tray that held two plastic cups of coffee and two plastic bowls of what proved to be a particularly bland and lumpy porridge. I was hungry, and so I ate it, and by the time I had finished eating my penis was behaving itself again.
âWhat do you think is going to happen to us?â Nicolas asked. âWill they just let us go?â
âIf weâre lucky. If not theyâll hang onto us while they try to find the portal, though I should think thereâs a good chance it will have disappeared by now. Iâd sooner they didnât find the Greys, though, because that would complicate things.â
An hour or so later the door opened again and we were beckoned out into the corridor and taken back to the large cell we had been in the previous afternoon, and here I found a hollow-eyed Stefan waiting for me.
âI was up most of the night,â he told me. âTheyâve got translation programs on their computers like the ones in Elsass, and they had me translating stuff into Kerpian for hours. I decided to go with Kerpian because six of us speak it fluently, where only you and Nicolas are really completely fluent in English.â
âThereâs not much wrong with yours, or Marcâs.â
âThanks, but we both know itâs a long way from perfect, and Alain and Radu in particular hardly understand it at all. So theyâve prepared a translation program from their language to Kerpian, and you or I can do a translation into English for Marc and Nicolas.â
So we sat and waited, and after a few minutes three policemen came into the cell, one of whom was pushing a trolley with a computer on it. He set it up and got it running, and then one of his colleagues sat down in front of it and stuck a headset with a microphone on his head.
I was struck by the fact that all three cops had red hair, and wondered idly what the odds were against that. And then the one with the headset started to speak, and the computer speakers obediently reproduced a Kerpian translation for us. It wasnât perfect: Iâd have been astonished if it had been, after only one nightâs work â but it was good enough for us to understand the basics of what the officer was saying.
âCan you understand me?â was the first thing he said, and I replied in Kerpian that I could. The computer presumably translated that back, and the officer nodded.
âYou have a problem,â he told us. âYou have entered our territory without permission, you failed to use a recognised port of entry, and youâre not carrying any form of identification chip. And the paper documents your friend showed us are meaningless. You donât speak any of the languages of our Confederation, and the only recognisable language any of you can speak is one from a country with whom our relations are at best strained. We may not be at war with the German Empire at the moment, but there are strict limits on the movement of German nationals on our soil, the more so since the Kaiser concluded his recent treaty with the Tsar.â
âWeâre not German,â I said. Well, I suppose Stefan was, even though his place of birth was within France in my world⊠and maybe the Kerpians came from somewhere that might be inside the German Empire â all this world-hopping was very confusing at times.
âThat is irrelevant,â the officer said. âWe donât know who you are or where you came from. Your story about coming from another world entirely seems highly unlikely, and while youâre below the normal age for espionage agents weâre not prepared to take any chances. Your arrival here has been reported to higher authority, and Iâm sure that a decision will be taken on what to do with you in due course. In the meantime youâll have to stayâŠâ
At that point another officer entered the room, and it was immediately obvious that he was senior to the ones already there, not only because his uniform carried more silver braid, but also from the way in which the three policemen jumped to attention the moment he appeared. And this one had fair hair, which basically seemed to prove that you didnât have to have red hair to become a policeman. Actually he looked disconcertingly like Kenneth Branagh playing Reinhard Heydrich in the TV film Conspiracy, about the Wannsee Conference: the fair hair was brushed back, the uniform was spotless, and he had an air of command that was almost tangible.
He spoke to the man wearing the headset, and as it was still turned on the computer translated the conversation for us, and to my surprise nobody bothered to turn it off.