The Shower
By Amanda Sutton
This is a work of fiction that I wish was factual. Any resemblance to anyone alive or dead is coincidental. This involves a transgender so if that bothers you then you are on the wrong website. This is the property of the author. Any reprints must be approved by me and you cannot profit from it.
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I got home from work. Same shit day after day. Sometimes I forget it; most of the time when I see a woman it eats at me to the core. Adam Sutton, 50 years old 6'0'. Not bad as far as the middle age spread goes, most of my hair is still there. I decide to take a shower as that is the only place I can be myself. You see I am transgender, nope, not outside. In the outside world I am the loser I am. I walk down the street, see a woman and wonder why she had the luck to be born a woman. I see teen girls when I am in the mall and see them go into Victoria's Secret or wearing a "PINK" shirt and my depression grows. (The constant t-shirts and sweat shirts with the PINK kill me inside).I am a woman trapped in a man's body and I never did anything about it. I didn't dress up and go out public. I own bra's,corsets, garter belts and other lingerie.
I have dresses and skirts and tops and wigs. I'd make myself up, well I look like a 50 year old man dressed in woman's clothing.
The reason I love showers is because I can imagine being Amanda. Amanda has C breasts, nice shape, is 21 years old with long dark auburn hair and green eyes. I rub my chest and imagine there are breasts there; I traced my fingers under my penis to where a vagina would be. I get on my knees as the water hits me.And I cry.
I dress in a baby doll nightgown but realize how ridiculous I look. My depression just gets deeper and I take a couple of Xanax just to get my anxiety down. I eat my dinner, watch some TV, and take a couple of more so I can sleep and get out of this nightmare of a life.
Day after day the same thing until it happened.One day I followed the same routine. I approach the shower and cry. Why do I have to go in the shower to be Amanda? It's my one place. Even when I dress up I don't feel like a girl until the shower. I go through the same routine, including crying and leaning against the tile. That's when something happened. The tile turned into a door and I fell through the door.
"Sorry, I didn't realize the door was loose" said a voice. As soon as I got my bearings I realized sone thing was off. I felt my chest.I had breasts. I reached down my penis was gone and I had a vagina, I felt my hair, it was long and auburn! Nice butt and young. I think I might be a few inches shorter like 5'8". I noticed a mirror and when I saw what was in the mirror I was ready to jump for joy. Or did I hit my head in the shower because in the mirror was a beautiful woman. Probably about 21.
"Is this a dream? Am I dead?"
The disembodied voice said. "I can assure you that you are very much alive Amanda. That is the name you want right?
I didn't want to assume." I nodded. Someone called me by my real name (Granted is was a voice and I don't know if it saw me nod) I looked around. It was pretty much the same as my apartment except there were women's touches to it. I went to the dresser and saw all my bras and panties ( I was right,I am a C). My excitement as I saw my closet was unbelievable, I can wear skirts and dresses and lingerie and not look ridulous. I can be a woman (and be a hot one at that).
I looked in my pocketbook and found my driver's license. My date of birth almost 30 years younger. My name, my green eyes and auburn hair all marked on my driver's license.
"I,I don't understand? Are you god?"
"No god, I am an empath. What I did to the two of you is very hard to do; I can't do it often but I felt the pain of both of you and decided to use my limited powers to grant you your wishes. I wish I can help everybody but one at a time. I made you younger so you could enjoy being a younger woman just like I did with him. Adam Sutton never existed. There is nobody who knew him or missed him. Anyone who knew you knew you as Amanda Sutton real estate agent. Unless you want to change that also".
This was too cool to believe.For the first time in my life I felt,well happy. I even got a job I probaby would like. Beats the shit out of what I did before. This was a lot to take in at once but it felt so good.
He said both of us and a him? "I know what you are thinking, who is he"?
"The woman who wanted to be a man. I switched you. Man for woman, woman for man. He is having the same reaction you are having right now." "Well he doesn't wish he was a woman. Why would anyone want to be a man?"
"That's funny he just asked the opposite about you."
"But why us?"
"You got in the shower at the same time." Whatever that means.
And the voice was gone.I was still taking it all in.This was no hallucination it was real.
The first thing I did was try on my clothes, from my bras, panties, sexy lingerie. I don't question it girl, let's find clothes in the closet that rock,I tried on my shoes. This was a cool dress. And everything down to my bra fits. I wonder if I am into woman or men. I mean I've always been with women but I am a woman now. Guess for now I can be bi. Might be fun, Never considered it as a man but now I am a woman. A little experimenting to figure out which I like.
I took another shower. This time I felt real breasts and a real vagina. I had to do it so I got myself off in the shower. Fingers in and Wooh so different and so much better. I felt another shutter as my fingers worked my clit. Damn, multiple orgasms to boot. I was on the floor the water beating down on me,no tears just joy (and a couple of orgasms). The door was gone, I was Amanda. Hopefully forever.
I needed to pee, guess I have to sit down now, it felt different even though I have sat down to pee before. I don't care if I need to wait on longer lines for the ladies room. I can go into the ladies room now! As I peed I felt a little cramp. I looked down as saw a little blood. My first period. It didn't freak me out. It made me feel like a woman and I am so happy.
END
Thia story is dedicated to eveyone who feels like me. I know this is a fantasy this is what we would want.