Note: thanks to everyone who has sent me feedback, i adore it and you!!!! here is the next part as promised, sorry it takes me so long, im a lazy ass, sorry enjoy and feedback is you can!
Disclaimer: last time i checked Nick was in my closet with Howie waiting for AJ to back, LOL, its not real yall
The thing with Nick 7
The thing with Nick is, when he hurts, I do too.
His eyes followed me everywhere. His eyes on my back, my shoulders, my arms I even felt his stare in my ass! His eyes looked into me and through me. But I couldn't bring myself to look at him. It was his time to hurt. I'm not the type of person to give punishments, but I couldn't let him win. Not after this. This was major. This was betrayal, and deceit and lies and the kind of pain that no words can describe. I did the only thing I knew how to. I ignored him.
" Are you gonna ignore me forever?!?"
" Maybe."
" Why?"
" Why not?"
" I made a mistake, I know that!"
" No, Nick, you made a fool of yourself. You wanna fuck around with AJ, fine, but don't think that you can come to me when he starts to fuck with your mind."
" It's not like that! Howie, I was confused and scared. And I went to the only person who could answer my questions."
" AJ could answer your questions? Pray tell what did you ask him?"
" I asked him about you."
" Me?"
" I asked him what it was like with you. How you were as a boyfriends, as a lover, as a kisser. I wanted to know. You're the first man I've ever had sexual fantasies about. I don't know how to act. I wanted to know what to do, to make you happy. I wanted to know how to kiss you and how you would kiss me back. I wanted to know what it was like to have your hands roam my body, pulling on my nipples and biting them, and have your fingers trace my body. I wanted to know what it felt like to have your fingers trust in and out of my body. I wanted to know how to felt to have your cock, erect and slick hit up against my prostate and have me cry out in ecstasy. I wanted to know how loud to scream your name when I came. I obviously couldn't ask you, you aren't ready. I asked AJ. He told me he would show me. I didn't want him to be my first; you have to believe me. I was crying and crying and AJ said to close my eyes and imagine that he was you. And I did. And I screamed your name when I came. And AJ kissed my forehead and told me that I would be lucky to have a lover like you and that you were lucky to have me. But you don't have me! I want you to. I know I've fucked it up. But Howie, if anything, all I want is a kiss. AJ didn't kiss me. Kinda like the "Pretty Woman," thing, kissing is intimate. It's something you share only with the one you love. I don't love AJ, well not like that anyway. I love you. Howie, I love you."
I stepped back and into the wall of the hallway. It took me a full five minutes to process everything that Nick had said. I know my body processed it because I was hard, and tears flowed down my cheeks.
Nick stood against the other wall. Looking at me. Into my teary eyes.
I knew not of my actions when I stepped forward.
I grabbed his head and pulled his lips to my mouth. Hot and searing. My tongue drove into his mouth on a mission. I licked the roof of his mouth as he moaned and sighed into the kiss. His knees buckled and he fell into my embrace. Our tongues fought a battle not worth winning. We both won.
The thing with Nick is, sometimes, he's too damn confusing. ~~~~~~~ I'll try to have 8 up sooner rather than later! what ya think? please let me know ~Elisheva~ MrClean290@aol.com