I have been feeling absolutely terrible lately. I royally messed up a couple of weeks ago and was an amazingly horrible slave to my master. We were hanging out for our mutual friends twenty first birthday and I was just awful. I was annoying, rude, and at certain times just down right disrespectful to my master. I think I did this because I haven?t quit learned how to be submissive to my master in public so I do the opposite. I agreed with my master that I needed to be punished and taught a very harsh lesson. I have been sending apology snapchats everyday for the past two weeks, begging for my master?s forgiveness. He hadn?t forgiven me yet going into tonight?s session but I was hopeful that if I showed him how sorry I was and how badly I wanted his forgiveness that I would receive it tonight.
We pulled up into this sports complex that is totally surrounded by woods so no one could see us. As we drive in we see that everything is completely deserted, so we found the perfect place. My Master and I got out of the car and he brings a stick with him so I know I have some pain coming my way soon (master is always playing these mind games with me). We walked down the pathway stopping at each jonny on the job that we saw because I have a punishment that involves one. Unfortunately for us the toilets had been cleaned but before we moved on my master had a special treat for me. He made me rest my head in the middle of the toilet and then look up at him. He then pulled his dick out which was just a few inches from my face and started pissing all over me. He ordered me to drink his piss and I obeyed. I drank so much of my masters piss that I was actually full. I was water logged from my masters piss. It was much more humiliating than normal( its completely humiliating in the first place) and I think it may have been because my face was so close to his dick which made it that much more personal (plus I felt extremely inferior next to his big beautiful penis).
We then followed a path to the end of the complex where there was a lone standing telephone pole. This is where master told me to strip naked. Master Thomas made me get down on my hands and knee and kiss his feet in submission. While I was doing this he made sure to tell me that I am such a low fucking faggot and how it was such a privilege to worshiping him. The more he says it the more I believe this to be true. Master Thomas is breaking and molding me into the pure slave mindset. Next he told me to get my faggotie-ass up and look him straight in the eyes. When I looked into them I could see the dominant rage in his gorgeous eyes. I could see that he was still enraged with how I acted a few weeks ago and he was certainty going to make me pay tonight. As I looked into my masters? eyes I got so scared, I just wanted to curl up in the fetal position and cry. He told me that I was his bitch and that if I knew what was good for me that I would shut up and take my punishment with out much noise. I said yes sir and as I looked into his eyes he spit onto my face and slapped he a few times across the face (tonight master makes me look him right in the eye every time before he spit on my face which makes it so much more personal and humiliating). Master Thomas then ordered me to go hug the telephone pole. He then instructed me to wrap my legs around it also. He then proceeded to use my underwear to tie my legs together and rope to tie my hands together. Master lets me know that I am totally in his control with me just dangling there. He could just take my phone, wallet, and keys and just drive off and leave me there. My ass exposed for easy access for whoever or whatever decided to come out of the woods to rape me. I was totally at his mercy. He then grabs the stick and tells me that I owe him 100 whippings with the stick. Master Thomas starts to whip my bare ass with it. It is not in the least bit pleasant because master is not hitting me lightly at all. My ass is squirming side to side but it doesn?t matter, I think it is actually entertaining my master. About half way though master Thomas gives my ass a break and starts to whip the rest of my body and now my whole body is on fire. I whimper for him to please stop. He laughed at me calling me a pathetic little faggot for crying and begging to be set free. Master Thomas then continued to whip my ass. I was on the verge of tears when I finally said the words 100, thank you sir. Even though my brutal beating was over master Thomas was not done by a long shot. He continued to demean me while I was hanging on the poll. Making me realize just how worthless I am.
He finally untied me but ordered me to follow him on my hands and knees. I crawled behind for a few seconds before we stopped. He spun around and gave me an evil smirk (I don?t know how someone could be so sexy and so terrifying at the same time)(And I am truly scared of my master? even before he stripped me of my masculinity, shoved it up his ass and force fed it to me.. I was scared of him.. I know if we ever came to blows that he would whoop my ass with out any trouble? so yes I?m completely helpless around him and I?m terrified of him because he can literally do whatever he wants with me.) Master Thomas proved just how far he was going to go to humiliate me. He told me that my name for the rest of the night was reak. We all know the reference from game of thrones, so you can understand how low I felt at that moment but of coarse master found a way to make me feel lower? He said reak come here. I looked right in his eyes and I thought he noticed how sad and defeated I looked so, I gave a half smile for what I thought was compassion but right then master spit a huge glob of spit on my face (which was already covered with his spit at this point? so humiliating?) and then slapped me with so much shear force that I flew sideways onto my hands and knees. Master Thomas walked over and kicked me in my stomach making me roll over onto my back. Master Thomas then proceeded to rub the soles of his shoes all over my face saying reak.. Clean my shoes they?re dirty. After I fully cleaned them master Thomas told me to get on my hands and knees and beg for his forgiveness? I did as told going all out kissing his feet and telling him how much of a fag I was and how I don?t even deserve to be in his presence for about five minutes before he finally accepted my apology. Master Thomas then made me walk to the car naked. He was originally going to make me crawl but was worrying that someone might see us.
Master Thomas was hungry so we went to McDonalds afterwards and I bought him a meal and a cheeseburger for myself with masters? permission of coarse. Master Thomas of coarse took the liberty of spitting in my cheeseburger and laughing while he did it and said I hope he enjoy your special sauce (he?s so sadistic?). We went searching for Port-a-pottys of the way to dropping master off but couldn?t find any. However on our trip threw gage park we saw the building that we had our graduation party at and he said wow times have changed.. mocking me.. ( I thought about how since then he has totally dominated me in almost every single way possible.. how 3 years later he made me submit to him and become his slave for the rest of our lives. Like, I had no idea that he would turn me into his own personal bitch.) When I was dropping master off he made kiss his crotch good night and said I?ll see you later slave. When I was driving off I realized that yes this was a punishment that caused a lot of pain but this session was really about the mental game. I truly believed that I was his reak, a low life scumbag that does anything and everything his master want NO MATTER WHAT! He made sure to dominate me and humiliate me like never before so that I knew my place. It seemed like every move he made methodical and well planned out. I guess that?s why it worked because when I drove home I knew I was put on this earth for one reason? to serve my master!