The View

The View - Chapter 2

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Decisions

"Oh god, babe fuck my hole. Use me stud."

"Oh my god I love it when you talk like that. Keep going you're gonna make me cum."

"Oh yeah stud use my pussy. Give me that seed. Use that fat cock to tear up my pussy."

"Oh jesus, oh jesus I'm cumming. Oh fuck oh fuck yes, take my cum, take my seed. Fuuuuuuck."

"Oh fuck babe I'm cumming too."

My cum spilled out across my stomach while Jacob's spilled inside my hole. He collapsed on top of me. The window air conditioner blew cool air across our sweaty bodies. Our breathing slowly returned to normal as we came down from our orgasms.

"Fuck Luke you are one hot bottom. Even though your ass is old it's still sweet, hot and tight."

"Ha my old ass. Dude I'm only 39 and you're just 4 years younger. Don't forget that."

"Ha, I love you Luke."

"You pain in the ass. I love you too."

We kissed and slipped each other some tongue. After cuddling a few minutes Jacob said.

"Come on let's shower and get some lunch. I know you have to get back to Luke Jr. and the Ranch."

"You don't have to say his name with such disdain. He's a good kid you know despite what's happened."

"Yeah yeah, I know. It's just how much longer are you going to keep me away. We've been seeing each other for almost five years now. Luke it's time to make an honest man of me."

"Oh babe I know how you feel and soon we will be together on the ranch. I want nothing more that to have you there. Luke is going to love you."

"You think he will?"

"Yes I do and you know his mom has only been gone for a year. I still hear him at night cry in bed and whisper "Mom why did you leave me, I miss you so much". I miss her too, but I have you to comfort me. I do wish we could see each other more often."

"I can't imagine how he must feel losing his mother to illness."

Jacob indeed could relate to losing parents. His parents and younger brother were still alive but no longer spoke to Jacob. He grew up in a Southern Baptist family in Granbury, Texas. When he came out to his family at age 25 he was kicked out of the family and they haven't spoken in ten years. Jacob moved to Fort Worth after the family drama and got a job in the stockyards herding cattle. He was happy, he got to ride a horse every day and had a nice truck and a good apartment on the west side of town. He dreamed many times in the five years he had known Luke Steiner that Luke would bring him home and make him his family. After Luke's wife passed away his hope increased. Now though he knew that Luke was terrified of coming out to his son. Something he would have to do in order to bring Jacob home.

"Luke don't you think it's time you were honest with your son?"

"I know I need to. It's just so hard. There will be a lot of questions to answer."

"Yes there will be and I will be here for you every step of the way because I love you Luke Steiner."

"You're sweet Jacob, I appreciate that. I love you too."

"Ok let's get showered. I'm hungry. You're a demanding bottom sir."

"Ha that I am and It works too."

"Yes it does."

We showered to get the sweat and cum off our hairy bodies. I am right at 6' tall 180lbs brown hair and hazel colored eyes. I am in good shape when compared to most other dads my age. The ranch work and keeping up with Luke Jr. keeps me active and trim. I have a hint of abs that you can see through the hair. My wife always liked how hairy I was. She was a beautiful woman and I see her everyday in my son. Luke has her eyes and hair color. Growing up he always resembled her more that me. I love that I can still see her in him and I guess I always will. About five years ago on a trip to Fort Worth I met Jacob at the stockyard. I remember thinking how damn attractive he was. He would have been about 30 at the time. Trim and tight body wrapped in a wrangler jeans package and under a cowboy hat. We started talking and one thing led to another and before we knew it he was fucking me in his apartment. I ended up staying the night. After trading numbers I drove back to the ranch. I met up with Jacob several times before I told Kelly I was bi. She was understandably upset. I told her it just happened and there weren't any other guys to worry about. She slowly came around to the idea and simply stated that Jacob was to never show up at the ranch. It wasn't that he wasn't welcome. My wife didn't have a mean bone in her body. She was thinking of Luke who was 12 at the time. I agreed completely and was relieved that we had avoided divorce. As time passed she and I talked about it and I told her I had experimented when I was in college so it wasn't hard to fall into that pattern with Jacob when we met. Meanwhile whenever I was in town Jacob and I got together. We slowly grew to love each other. Kelly knew this even though I didn't tell her as much. Kelly and I continued to have sex and the longer I was with Jacob the more I preferred sex with him.

When she got sick it knocked the wind out of everyone. I didn't see Jacob much for about two years since I was taking care of Kelly. As she was dying she laid out what she wished for Luke jr. and I after she was gone. I had to keep our family together and make sure Luke did well in school and to get him into college. On her death bed in the hospital after nearly two years of fighting she said her final words to Luke and then I held her in my arms as she talked to me. "Luke, my love, please don't linger on my passing. Take care of Luke. Let him travel his own path. It's ok to be with Jacob. I know how much you love him and I don't want you to feel guilty. I think he loves you too. I always tried to reconcile both of your worl..." "Kelly? sweetheart , please don't leave us." It was to late she was gone. I kissed her and then went to Luke and held him in my arms as we both cried.

I had a trip to Fort Worth two weeks after kelly died. I worried about leaving Luke alone so soon. I asked Kelly's mom to check in on Luke while I was gone. Luke loved his grandmother so I knew it wasn't a problem. This trip was the first time I had seen Jacob in about two months. As soon as I saw him I broke down and cried in his arms for hours. He just held me and comforted me. He never asked for sex. He just took care of me. I realized this is love. This is what you do for someone you love. That was a turning point for us as a couple. I started coming to see him every other week. We both needed to be with each other. We had talked that once I told Luke I was gay we would move Jacob to the ranch so we could be a family.

Jacob was a hot man and he was mine. He stood at 6'-1" and he was 200lbs of muscle. He has blond hair and gray blue eyes. He always had a five o'clock shadow on his face and I love how that makes him look. The first time I undressed him I was amazed at how thick his thighs were. Jacob likes to wear jocks and bikini underwear so his thighs look great under him. They make him very powerful and when we fuck he drives his thick cock into my hole with a soul rockling force. There are many times he brought me to orgasm without touching my dick. Kelly and I had good sex, but sex with Jacob was earth scorching and shattering. By the way he has a thick 9" cock on him. It fills his wranglers very well.

We finished showering and got dressed. I looked across the room at Jacob who dropped his town on the floor. My eyes lingered on the beautiful thighs and ass they lead up to that had just fucked the hell out of me. He reached in a drawer and pulled out a black brief. When he slipped it on I saw that it was a very high cut bikini. His thighs looked so sexy in them. I pulled on my brief and walked over to him. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him. Then my hands slipped down to his crotch. My hands traced the hem line of the brief. His cock started to harden. His hand stopped mine. He turned to me.

"Babe you gotta stop. There's nothing left in me. You realize we fucked three times in the last 24 hours. Aren't you sore?"

"Well yes I am, but I would give it up again just to feel you on top of me and in me."

"Babe I'm starving. Aren't you?"

"Yes I am. Ok I give up let's go."

We finished getting dressed and went to lunch. We chatted about whatever came up. I started to get a thought. Could I just take Jacob home with me and we tell Luke together. No, no that's not fair to Luke. It would be blind siding him. That's not fair.

We kissed and hugged for a while as we said goodbye. I got in my truck and hauled my stock trailer back towards the ranch. All the way back I was consumed with thoughts of how I would tell Luke about me and Jacob. Would he be understanding? Would he think I was being untrue to his mom? I don't know what to expect, but I have to tell my son I'm gay. I owe that much to Jacob.

I rolled over to the bright sun coming in my window. As the sleep left my eyes it was like a splash of water hit me. The memories of the previous day hit me. After the rush of memories a smile broke across my face. What did yesterday mean? God am I gay? Do I want to be gay? Can I be gay? Will it make my life difficult? Why have I never had these thoughts and feelings before? Here is the million dollar question. Can I talk to dad about it. Dad? Oh I forgot about what I found in his night stand. Maybe he will want to talk to me when he gets home?

I got up to hit the bathroom. My morning wood stuck straight out in my boxer briefs. After a piss I got dressed in a pair of old wranglers and a wife beater. Time to do the chores. I went outside it was already hot. I don't think it dropped below 85 last night. I went to the barn and fed Sam and dad's horse Skip. While they were eating I threw the chicken feed on the ground. As they pecked around I collected the eggs from the coup. Ten good eggs. That's a good morning. Back to the barn to clean out the stalls. Once finished my shirt was soaked with sweat. I shed my shirt and got Sam out. We would ride out to check the cattle and the sheep. They ate on large round bales. I only had to make sure they had enough bale left and that the water troughs were full. The water troughs were at the back of the buildings on the edge of the pastures. Both water troughs shared a water source so it was easy to fill. The water was down so I turned it on. Hmm, maybe Dad and I should look into a automatic water fill. Then I wouldn't have to do this. We should have 60 head of sheep. I started counting. Oops I count 58. Two missing. Sam and I entered the four acre pasture and started to look. We headed towards the back. As soon as we crested the small hill I heard a sheep moan. Shit I bet a coyote got in here last night. Sure enough about twenty feet from each other were two mauled sheep. They were both still alive. I walked up to them and surveyed the damage. God they should be dead. Dad would put them out of their misery. I went back to Sam and got my rifle. I made quick work of putting the two animals down. I bent down and caressed each of their heads and told them it would be ok now. I hated having to do that to our animals, but that was ranch life. We definitely have a coyote problem. I rode Sam back to the barn and put him away. He's always a good boy for me. I couldn't ask for a better companion around the ranch.

Back in the house I ate a quick bite of breakfast then up to my room for a shower. I was a mess. I peeled my jeans off my legs and then my brief. Standing there naked looking in the mirror. I was looking good. I had been working on the ranch all summer. I think I see why Travis was so keen to be with me. Did I have the same reaction to his body? He was skinny but firm from swimming. He was cute and he had a fantastic ass. Wow that was a really gay thought. Actually kinda scary. A thought flashed into my head. I went to my laptop on my desk and open it up. I typed in "gay sex". Holy shit the screen came to life. Listing after listing of site claiming to have the hottest gay porn. I scrolled down and clicked on a listing called gay tube. It claimed to be free. The screen was covered with thumbnails images. I clicked on a link for "Jocks" and the screen changed and new images lined up. I clicked on a locker room scene.

The video player opened and started. The scene was of a group of jocks after football practice in all states of undress. Some in pads, some in just pants, others in jock straps, and some of them were naked. The video continued. The jocks slowly packed up and left. My dick was chubbing up. These guy were hot. Then there were three guys left. Two big beefy guys and one smaller but fit guy. The two big guys were talking and started making eyes at each other and then looking to the smaller guy. He was completely unaware that the other two were staring at his jocked ass. The two big guys, both in jocks advanced on him. They grabbed him and he was startled but quickly gave in and dropped to his knees. The licked the pouches of their jocks. Both guys got hard and soon he had their big heavy cocks free of their confines. They picked him up and laid him in the bench still in his jock the two each fucked their raw cocks into his hole. My cock was raging now. This was so much hotter that any straight porn I had watched. Once they both had fucked him good one laid on the bench and the bottom started riding him. The other guy came up behind them and push his cock into the bottom's hole. Holy fuck that's two cocks in there. The bottom was screaming and wailing at the pain and pleasure of being torn in half. At this point I was jerking my cock and could feel my cum start to boil. With my free hand I reached between my legs and ran my fingers along my taint until I fould my hole. I had never played with my hole before. Damn this feels good. I licked my finger and put pressure on my hole. Fuck this feels good. My finger slipped into my warm ass. That did it my cock erupted sending jets of cum all over my chest and stomach. Fuck that was amazing, that was hot. I closed my web browser and went to the bathroom.

I washed up and when finished I put on a pair of blue boxer briefs and a tank top. I went downstairs and laid on the couch flipping through the channels. I was only half watching as my mind was in deep thought.

At about 3pm my cell phone started ringing. I looked at the display it was dad.

"Hey dad."

"Hey son, how are you?"

"I'm good, are you almost home?"

"I'm just north of Abilene. Should be home in about 40 minutes."

"Ok, sounds good."

"Alright son see ya in a few."

"Ok bye dad."

"Bye."

I went back to my movie. About 35 minutes later I saw dad's truck and trailer driving up the lane. A few minutes later dad came in the kitchen door which I could see from the family room. He dropped his bag on the counter.

"Hey Luke."

"Hi dad." I got up and walked to him. He pulled me into a hug. It felt good to be in his embrace. I squeezed back.

"Wow son, that was a good hug."

"Yeah, I missed you dad."

"Son are you ok, you seem different somehow."

"I'm fine dad, I've got some things on my mind but not quite ready to talk about it."

"That's fine. You know I am always here when you are ready."

He pulled into another hug. "I love you son."

"Love you too dad."

"Ok let me get more comfortable and then I want to talk to you about something."

"Ok, Oh um I had to shoot two sheep this morning. The coyote got them and dad they were still alive. It was awful."

"Oh son, I'm sorry you had to do that. I know you don't like doing things like that. Any sighting of the coyote?"

"No I haven't seen any."

"Well we may have to patrol the pasture tonight. We can't afford to lose any more sheep."

"That's what I figured."

"Ok be right back."

"Ok dad."

I went back to my movie on Netflix. I few minutes later dad came down in black gym shorts and a gray t shirt.

"Ok Luke can you stop the movie so we can chat?" He looked very nervous.

"Sure dad what's up?" I sat up and he sat beside me.

"Well son there is something I've been wanting to tell you for a long time...Damn this is hard to do."

"Dad it's ok, just tell me."

"Ok son here goes. Luke I am...gay."

"Um...ok is that all you wanted to tell me."

"Well yes, but it's big news."

"Did mom know about you?"

"Yes she did."

"She understood?"

"Yes your mother was the sweetest most understanding person in the world. I told her I was bi when your were 12 years old. Her only rule was I could bring any guys back to the ranch."

"Is there a guy?"

"Yes there is. His name is Jacob Smith. We've been involved for five years."

"Is he the only guy?"

"Yes he is. I've grown to love him very much. When I go to the stockyards I stay with Jacob. By the way that's how we met. He works at the stockyards"

"Are you going to move him here to the Ranch?"

"Well we have been talking about it since your mom passed. I wouldn't pull the trigger until I told you and had your blessing."

"Are you going to marry him? Will he be my stepdad?" I'm not sure I like that idea.

"Yes I do have plans to marry him once he moves out here. He will be whatever you want him to be. We won't force it. I think you will love him to. He's a great guy."

"Does he have his own horse?"

"Ha ha ha, Yes son he has his own horse. We will put Jack in the empty stall next to Sam."

"Dad I have a confession. I went in your room yesterday."

"You what?"

"I'm sorry dad I needed...um...lube. I figured you would have something."

"That's a major invasion of privacy young man."

"I know, I know. I'm sorry dad."

"Wait why did you need lube?"

"Um.. that's what I have on my mind but can't talk about it yet. Anyway I open your nightstand and saw the dildo and magazine. So I'm not shocked by what you've told me."

"Well I'm not mad, but you know we respect each others privacy in this house. I wish you hadn't found that stuff in my drawer. It's done and now you know. I am intrigued as to why your would need lube? Did you have a girl here while I was gone?

"No no dad I didn't."

"Good you know that's against the rules."

"Yes I know. Hey I got that tree cut up Saturday."

"Ah good job son. I was a hot weekend did you stay hydrated."

"Yes I did. Afterword I rode Sam back to the spring to cool off."

"Oh that's good. Oh um did you want to see a picture Of Jacob?"

"Yeah sure."

Dad pulled out his phone and pulled up a picture on the screen. He was a nice looking guy with blond hair and a scruffy face.

"He's good looking dad."

"I know. I'm going to call him now."

Dad got up and so did I. I pulled him into a hug. "I love you dad. Nothing you could tell me would change that. If you're happy then I'm happy and I know mom would be too."

"Thank you Luke, that means so much to me. I miss mom everyday. I know you do to."

"Yes I do dad, but I thankful I still have you."

He smiled at me. I went back to my movie he took his phone outside to the patio.

"Hey Luke, um is everything ok, you like just left here?"

"Yes yes everything is fine."

"Ok what's up sexy."

"Well, I told Luke. I told him everything."

"Holy shit, really babe? That's awesome. I'm so proud of you."

"Thanks I was so nervous, but he was so cool with it. I will tell you the full story when you get here. Can you come to the ranch this coming weekend. I want you to meet Luke and look around before we move you. Bring Jack and will ride through the ranch."

"Oh my god Luke, I'm so excited. I will be there after work on Friday."

"I can't wait stud. I want to be with you so bad."

"I want the same thing babe."

"Ok well I gotta run. I love you Jacob."

"Ok love you too Luke. Bye."

I went back inside.

"Luke let's go into town for dinner. We will hit the diner on Main. Call your grandmother and see if she was to meet us there at 6?"

"Ok dad, will do."

I went upstairs to take a nap. I must have been tired because I was dreaming and in the dream Jacob came into the room to wake me up. As I woke up I reached up and fondled his cock through his underwear. Which was the only thing he was wearing. Then I heard Luke say.

"DAD, what are you doing?"

I open my eyes and my hand was rubbing Luke's package. I quickly removed it.

"Oh fuck son, god I'm so sorry. I...I...was having a dream. Fuck I'm sorry."

"Um ok dad, um it's ok I shouldn't have come into your room. I just wanted to wake you up it's 5:30. We have dinner at 6 remember."

"Oh ok son. I'll be ready in a few. Again so sorry. Wrong place wrong time."

"No worries dad. I understand."

Luke left the room and closed my door. I got up and went to my bathroom. Fuck that made me hard. I squeezed my cock through my underwear a couple times. You know, I think I felt Luke getting hard in his boxer brief. He must have liked having my hand there. I wonder how big his teen dick gets when it's raging hard? That's the horror of the other side of having your dad grab your dick in a dream state. That made we wonder could Luke be gay like me. He wouldn't say why he needed lube. Did he have another boy here. Was it to watch porn on his laptop. I know I don't police his computer so I assume he goes to some porn sites. Hmmm I guess he will tell me when he's ready. I got dressed and we were off to town in my truck. We chatted on the 20 minute drive. When we got there Julie, Luke's grandmother was waiting on us. She lives in town so it's a short drive for her.

We both greeted her with a hug. We had a nice dinner chatting with my mother in law. After our goodbyes and we we driving home Luke spoke up.

"Dad?"

"Yes son."

"Um are you going to tell grandma about you and Jacob?"

"Yes I will, we will. I want him to be here so she can meet him in person. Otherwise she may not believe me."

"Oh ok I was just curious."

The remaining ride home was quiet. Luke clearly had something on his mind. Once we were back in the driveway.

"Luke ok it's 7:30 now. Let's saddle up at 8:30. It should be getting dark by then. I want to catch and shoot that damn coyote."

"Ok dad, sounds good."

As we were walking to the house Luke's phone started ringing. He pulled it from his pocket and look at the display. I glanced at it too. It said Travis. Hmm, I don't remember a Travis from Luke's school. He just looked at it.

"Well are you going to answer it?"

"Um yes I will. I'll take it in my room."

Luke was acting very strange. Just before he hit the answer button.

"Luke are you ok?"

"Ya dad, fine." "Um hello."

He quickly ran up the stairs and pushed his door shut.

"Hey Luke, what's up stud?"

"Um hi Travis, what going on."

"Luke are you ok, you sound nervous?"

"Yes I'm fine. What's up?"

"I was just calling to see how you are doing after what happened yesterday."

"I'm ok...Uh...actually I'm freaking out. I don't know what to think or feel for that matter."

"Well answer me this question. Did you enjoy what we did yesterday?"

"Um yes I did. It was amazing. I've never experienced anything like that before."

"Ok answer this. Did you enjoy doing it with me?"

"Um...Um...I guess so. It was different."

"I expect it was a lot different. He he."

"I mean could I do it to you again. Yes I could. Could I do it with anybody else. I'm not so sure about that."

"Ok well that's a starting point. Honey I'm afraid to tell you. If you like sucking dick and fucking ass better than fucking a girls twat then you are 100% Judy worshiping, Madona following, and Cher breathing gay. Sorry to tell you but there's no gray area."

"Wow that's offensive Travis. Can't I do both? Can't I be bi?"

"Oh sure you can be Bi now gay later and be flat out miserable."

"There's no proof of that happening."

"Ok sexy. Want me to come over tonight? You can try me out again?"

"Um no please don't do that, I have some things to think about. Also Dad and I will be hunting coyotes in the pasture tonight."

"Ok don't freak out, I was just teasing you. Dude grow a sense of humor. Don't be so serious. It's not the end of the world, it's the beginning of a great big new world."

"Ok I'll talk to you later. Have a good night Travis."

"Night sexy, try to get some sleep."

"Bye."

Holy Fuck that was an intense conversation. Maybe I should talk to dad. He might be able to help me come to terms with what I am. I don't think bi would be so bad. Of course I felt odd when Rachel and I had sex. Maybe that tells me I'm gay. Fuck I don't know.

I couldn't help it as I passed Luke's room on the way to mine I could hear him talking to Travis I guess. I heard Luke talking about what sounded like gay sex. That he enjoyed trying it and so on. Then he said maybe he was bi. I will have to nip that in the bid when we talk. He really sounds like his mind is tearing him apart. I hear a lot of mental anguish in his voice. I hope Travis is good for Luke and helps him through this process.

I went to my room to get dressed for the night. I pulled out a clean pair of wranglers. I slipped off the ones I was wearing. That left me in just my boxer briefs and a pair of tall gray socks. This new pair of boots has been rubbing the back of my calf muscle so I got taller socks to protect my skin. Looking at them they came to just below my knees. I think they look kinda sexy. I wonder if Jacob would like them on me as we fuck. I know I liked it that time he didn't bother to take his jock off to fuck me. It was super sexy and dirty. Maybe he would think the same of me. Oh I know better yet. If I pair the socks with a jock then he can fuck me without taking them off. Oh my that sounds fun. Will have to try that this weekend.

After the horses were saddled we were riding back to the pasture.

"So son, who is Travis? I don't remember that name from school."

"Um..well I met him Saturday. His car ran out of gas on the back road. He wandered to the tree line hoping a house would be there. Instead he found me and the spring. Anyway I gave him a ride to the house, got some gas and drove to his car. Got him all fixed up and on his way. Well he was very thankful and invited me to his house for dinner. His dad is the new bank president in town. He will be in my grade and he swims."

"Wow ok, so it sounds like you made a new friend and with him being on the swim team you will see a lot of him."

"Ya I guess so."

We rode on into the pasture. Night was falling. It was still hot as hell and I was sweating so I took off my t-shirt and stuffed it into my waistband. Hopefully it was catch the sweat and keep my undies dry. Luke saw me and decided to do the same. I admired his young smooth chest. It looked so hard and yet so soft. His arms were pretty ripped from all the rach work this summer. It was paying off. If Travis got a look at Luke without his shirt on there would no doubt he would be all over him.

"Dad? Can I ask you some questions?"

"Does this have to do with the stuff going on in your head?"

"Yes it does dad. Um..how did you know you were gay?"

"Oh well, I guess when I met Jacob it triggered those feelings in me. I mean technically I was bi while your mother was alive. Now I know I have always been gay I just ignored it after those couple times in college. I am happier now that I have ever been."

"Um ok."

"Son do you think you might be gay?"

"Um...(sob...) yes daddy..(sob...)I'm scared..I don't (sob) know what to do. Help me dad."

"Oh Luke kiddo, I'm sorry. I had no idea this was bothering you."

I rode up beside him and put my damp arm around him. His head rested on my shoulder as he cried. He was letting out all his pent up frustration. After a few minutes it slowed.

"Do you feel better?"

"Yes I do dad. Can I...um tell you the story?"

"Is there more to that story?"

"Yes."

"I kinda got the impression there was. Go ahead, I won't interrupt you."

"Thanks dad. Well I was skinny dipping in the spring Saturday after I finished the tree. I was hot and sweaty. The water in the spring gives me, this is embarrassing, a boner every time I'm there. After I was air drying on the big rock and decided to jerk one out since I still had a boner. Mid session I heard something in the thicket beyond the spring. I went to get me rifle because I thought it was a coyote or a bobcat. I threw a rock at the noise and got an "Ouch" in return. I told who ever it was to come out. That's when Travis stood up but his shorts were around his knees and his dick was hard. He had been watching me. Well to make a long story short I almost shot him for trespassing. Anyway after talking a little he explained what brought him to that point. He was enjoying watching me. Then he commented that I was still hard. I hadn't even realized that my boner was still active. Because of that he assumed I was gay like him. I told him I wasn't. He just cocked an eye at me. I said I would help him with his car once we were back at the house. He suggested we get back in the water.

After swimming around a little he came up to me and grabbed my still hard dick. He kept implying that I must be gay and I must like him since I was still hard. I don't know why it wouldn't go down. Then he surprised me by kissing me right there in the water. I resisted at first and then realized I liked how he felt. Anyway he ended up sucking my dick on the rock. It was amazing dad. Guys are so much better than girls, but I'm sure you've figured that out with Jacob. He mention how much he would like to get my dick in his ass. I noticed how pretty and round his ass was. The thought was placed. I didn't think I could do that. We rode back to the house and after talking some more I decided I wanted to try it with him. We went up to my room and did it. That's when I went to your room to find the lube. Dad it was amazing and really opened my eyes. It made me realize that when Rachel and I had sex something was missing.

Anyway Travis thinks I'm gay and just didn't know it. I liked what we did and I think I liked doing it to him, but I don't know there are so many questions in my head. How is the the first time I've even noticed how sexy a guy is? I've been in locker rooms with naked guys for years and nothing. Dad what really scares me is something mom said on her deathbed. She told me to be true to myself. Ever since she passed I've tried to do that and thought I was. But now this has turned everything upside down. Do you think mom knew I was gay or might be?"

"Wow Luke, that was an experience for me. I've just realized the you are not a child anymore. Only a young man can tell a story about an experience like that and a wonderful young man you are."

"Thanks dad."

"First of all remember I love you more than life itself no matter what you decide. I mean that only you can come to terms with who you are. No one else can tell you who you are. They can hope. Travis can want you to be gay, but only you know if your are. By the way did you realize during your story you referred to Travis as sexy?"

"Um...I did?"

"Yes you did. That tells me you are kinda into him, but there is so much other crap in your head you can't see your attraction to Travis clearly."

"You think I'm attracted to him?"

"I do and I think it's mutual."

"What about what mom said?"

"Well son, your mother was a very wise woman and she had a great intuition. I don't know if she recognized that inside of you or not. I know she told me to let you travel your own path. That could be where you are heading. She knew I loved Jacob and that he loved me as well."

"Wow dad that's really amazing. I think she saw something in me, us actually and wanted to set us free."

"I think you are right son."

"Dad how do I figure out if I'm gay or if this is a fluke?"

"Ok I want you to clear your mind and answer with the first thing that come to mind."

"Ok"

"Do you love your mother?"

"Yes."

"Do you love your father?"

"Yes."

"Who is the hottest boy in your school."

"Brice...wow..um."

"Keep going. Do you want to put your tongue on a dark wet pussy?"

"Yuck no. Holly shit dad."

"You see how that works son."

"Yes I do. Fuck it's been there all along. I think I've always know I was different. I just couldn't put it into words."

"So?"

"Well dad I guess I should say it. Ok here goes...I'm...I'm gay...hmm I feel better."

"You always do son. I love you so much. Ha I just thought we are going to be one big gay house."

"He he, you're right dad. That's funny."

"Luke I don't want you to rush into anything. Take your time and ease into this new life. There are so many great experiences to be had. You will get there just don't try to do it all at once. I take from your story that you and Travis have had anal sex. That's fine, but that's pretty a big step. Maybe you should take a step back and decide what you want."

"Ok dad I understand. Is it ok if I come to you with questions about boys and sex and stuff like that?"

"Of course it is. We will be in the same wave length. I always want to know what's going on in your life.Sports, school, boys, and ranch life it's all important to me."

"Thanks dad, I lov...shit there's the coyote."

"Fuck where?"

"Over there by the tree line. Can you see his eyes in the moonlight?"

"Yes there he is."

I got out my rifle and took aim at the little fucker. I let two shots fire at him. I hit him in the chest and the neck. That took him down. I got off Skip and walked down the hill to where the coyote was. He was still alive so I quickly fired a shot at his head. That did it. One more down. Damn scavengers. I called up the hill to Luke.

"LUKE?"

"Yeah dad?"

"Did you bring the little shovel?"

"Yes I did."

"Bring it down. We will bury him and be done."

We made quick work of getting rid of the carcass. The ride back was quiet. I could tell Luke was in deep thought. As he should be at this point. I would have never guessed that I would have a gay son. Wait till I tell Jacob. He will flip. So far Luke hasn't been a problem and doesn't get in trouble. I hope it stays that way. I don't how to parent a gay teen.

After we put the horses away and gave them a flake of hay for being good boys we headed to the house. It was approaching 1am.

"Well son I am beat. I'm going to sleep well tonight."

"Me to dad. It's been a long day and a lot has happened."

"Yes it has. Can you believe we both came out of the closet today?"

"What are the chances of that happening."

"I know."

"Night dad."

"Night Luke, sleep well."

I hope with getting all this off his chest he could sleep soundly.

That's the end of Chapter 2. Hope you enjoyed it. Thank you for all the positive comments on chapter 1. It definitely helps in getting a new chapter completed. Look for chapter 3 soon.

Also I am working on a couple other stories in addition to The View and Corn Fed Gay. They are: Virgo, and Things in the Night. Virgo is set in the future where the earth is dying so a young gay man must hide his sexuality to qualify for the trip to a distant planet. Things in the Night centers around two teenagers that are kicked out of their homes for being gay and a couple. Being homeless adds a whole new dimension to their lives and relationship with each other.