The White Rat – Chapter Twenty-Nine
The White Rat – Chapter Twenty-Nine
So David has got his reprieve and he’s going home. That idea might take a minute or two to get used to… and there’ll be a few loose ends that need tidying up before he leaves. If, indeed, he decides to go...
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“Home?” said David, looking stunned. “You mean… I can go back to England?”
“That’s right. If you want to, of course. I mean, if you really want to stay here we can probably arrange it.”
David actually thought about that for a moment: now that he was in no danger of losing his balls he thought he could actually be quite happy here. He probably had more friends here now than he had ever had in Cheltenham – he didn’t think too many people back there would have queued up to speak up on his behalf the way the rest of the household here had done. And if Ali was prepared to offer him a job as a servant…
But then he realised that this was a short-sighted view. After all, he would probably still have to move to the main palace next summer when he turned sixteen, and then he’d have to win people over all over again. And even if Ali arranged for him to stay here, it still wasn’t much of a future: he hadn’t left the palace since he arrived, and although the servants were allowed to visit the local town on their days off he somehow didn’t think it would prove all that attractive to him. Where would he be in ten years’ time if he stayed? At best, a clerk in Ali’s household. So it was only the thought of losing his friends here that really made him hesitate.
“Master,” he said, “if I decide to go… would I still be allowed to come back to visit you sometimes?”
“’If I decide to go’? Are you really hesitating, Cockroach?”
“Well… a little. I have a lot of friends here, and now that I know my balls are safe I think I could be happy here, even as a slave. But… no, Master, I think I really have to go back to England – I have a family there, after all, and friends, too. But I’d like to be allowed to come back and see my friends here again sometimes… and you, of course, because if I am not to be a slave in future, I’d like to think of you as my friend, too. You’ve given me back my life, and I’ll always be grateful for that.”
“And you saved mine, so we are equal. But…I think you are already my friend, Cockroach, even if you couldn’t say so as a slave. Only a friend would have pleasured me the way you have, and only a friend would not have spoken of what we do downstairs. I’m going to miss that, you know. Perhaps we can do it again before you leave.”
“Of course I’ll do that if you want. But maybe you don’t have to stop when I’ve gone. I’m sure you can find another slave to take over from me.”
“Really? Who could I trust as much as I trust you?”
“Well, the twins might do it, though they’re not slaves, of course, and it would be better if you can get a slave, because that would be more shaming for you. So, which of your slaves do you trust most?”
“I’ve never had a reason to distrust any of them, though this is something more than a normal service. With you I felt safe because you were always separate from the others – though to hear them speaking about you lately I suppose I might have been wrong to think that. Who would you suggest, Cockroach? You probably know them all better than I do.”
“Well… if you want to be beaten hard, I’d suggest Madjid, but really I think you’d be better keeping him well away, because I think it would interfere with the progress he’s making. Master, he wants to succeed here, and he’s working hard, so if you could find him a place near you – maybe as assistant to Rafik, or whoever replaces him – he won’t let you down. He can read and write and count, and if you let him study with you he could become really useful to you. In a year or two he could even be ready to become a servant.”
“I thought he hated you - so why are you speaking up for him now?”
“He doesn’t hate me really – I mean, you know that, because he came and tried to talk you out of castrating me. It’s more of an act. I just think he’d be capable of helping you a lot, if you gave him the chance.”
“He said he wanted you to keep your balls so that he could take them from you himself… well, that’s what he tried to say, but I knew he didn’t mean it. He wanted to help you, he just didn’t want to admit it openly. Anyway, I’ll think about bringing him on a bit if you think it’d be worth my while. What of the others?”
“Well, Samir is a good senior slave: he looks after the others and lead by example, and that goes for when the slaves disliked me as well as more recently. Maybe your father can find a good job for him when he moves. Most of the others seem happy enough as they are. The only other one I think has a special talent is Mohamed: he truly loves working with the horses, and he dreams of being able to ride with you one day. He’s probably too young to replace Abdelaziz, but maybe in a couple of years he’d make a good stable servant. But if you want to see for yourself how good he is with the animals, let him ride with you once Abdelaziz moves on – there’s no rule that says it has to be a servant who rides out with you, not a slave, is there?”
“No, it’s just how we’ve always done it.”
“Then change it, Master – let Mohamed ride with you. He’ll be so happy he’ll be ready to die for you after that. Which of course means you could use him for your games in the punishment room, because he’d never say or do anything to risk being moved out of the stables. But if you really want to know who I’d recommend for that job, I’d say Nacer.”
“Nacer! Why him?”
“Because he’s devoted to you: you can see the pride at serving you in his face every time he passes on one of your orders. He would never, ever betray you. And, once he knows it’s what you really want, he’ll enjoy it, because he’s got a sense of humour and enjoys playing games. I could say the same things about Abdelkader, and if you really want to get adventurous later you could get them both to work you over. But Nacer has one big advantage if you only want one to start with: he’s got a big cock. It’s bigger than yours, and that gives him another really good way to taunt you, especially since he’s a year and a half younger than you. If you want to be teased for having a small one – I mean, yours isn’t small really, it’s about average for your age… but still, having the teasing done by a much younger boy who is bigger will make it even worse. Believe me, I speak from experience.”
“Well… okay, then, we’ll try him. I’m sure you’re right about being able to trust him, anyway. You can take me down there before you go and we’ll bring him along so that he can learn what to do. So, is there anything else you can tell me about my household?”
“Not really. They’re a good bunch, Master, and they all think you’re a fair master, and that’s why they’re happy to serve you. But you still haven’t answered my question: will you let me come back and see you all in the future?”
“If you really want to come back to this place again, bearing in mind what happened to you here… I mean, I’m not very proud of this,” he said, walking over to where David was sitting and touching his circumcision scar, “or this,” which was his brand mark. “We can pay for a skin graft to cover it once you get back home.”
“No, thanks. I want to keep it to remind me of my time here, the good bits and the bad bits. Not that I think I’ll ever really be able to forget… anyway, you did what seemed the right thing to do at the time: you thought I was a nasty little racist bastard, and it’s true that I was like that once, before you, the twins and the slaves taught me better. So I’m not sorry you did it to me, really, and if you need my forgiveness, you’ve got it.”
“Thank you. In that case, you would be welcome to come back whenever you want. You will probably have to make your own way, at least to Algiers, though – I can't keep asking my father to use one of his planes. And it's probably quite expensive.”
“That shouldn't be a problem: my family has got money. I just don't want to leave here and think I'll never see any of you again, that's all.”
"We would be glad to see you any time you want to come. And, if this isn’t asking too much… maybe we could stay in touch? By writing, I mean. We can write in French, in case your written Arabic isn’t good enough yet. I might want your advice sometimes – I mean, Rafik is a big help to me, and it’ll be a while before whoever replaces him is able to give me the sort of advice he does. And you know this place really well now, so if you could help me out for a while after Rafik goes, it’d be really good…”
“I’ll do my best,” David promised. And then he went to give the news to the twins, whose reaction was mixed.
“We are happy for you,” said Kuyo. “You will see your family again – and families are important. But we will miss our slave.”
“And our friend,” added Yeyne. “We will never find a slave like you, Kikem. No other slave could give us pleasure the way you do and yet remain our friend.”
“You won’t need me. Surely now you are men you can go home to your village and find wives?”
“We will have many beautiful wives and many strong sons,” Kuyo promised him. “We are sure to have no trouble in finding wives: twins are a sign of good luck, and we are strong and work for a fine master – and we speak another tongue, even. Girls will be unable to resist us.”
“But they will scream and run away in fear when they see your huge spears,” said David, grinning. “Only your Cockroach can face such spears without terror.”
“We will truly miss you,” agreed Kuyo. “But I think the girls may not be as fearful as you think – and to marry a twin is to be assured good luck. But… we are still too young to marry, so our spears will see little action once you are gone.”
“I’ll come back sometimes,” David promised them. “Ali says that I can come back whenever I want, so when I do I will be able to give your spears some practice, so that the many beautiful wives will not be disappointed when their turn comes.”
“You will truly come to see us again?”
“Of course. I will want to be there when you choose your first beautiful wives, and before that I have promised to return for Tahnu’s manhood ceremony. You are my friends, and I will want to see you again.”
“You are indeed our friend, Kikem. Will you share our blood so that we may stay friends?”
David didn’t get it straight away until Kuyo pulled his knife from his belt and cut his own hand with it. He handed the knife to Yeyne, who did the same and then passed the knife to David. He’d certainly never imagined becoming blood-brothers with a pair of black Africans, but… well, why not? These two really were his friends, and twins were good luck, apparently. So he cut his palm and clasped hands with each twin in turn, allowing the blood to run together.
“Now you are of our village,” Kuyo said. “We will be friends for ever. And, as you are of our village: my hidden name is Bassala.”
“And I am Dramane,” Yeyne told him.
“And I am David,” said David, “though that is not a hidden name, really – it’s the name everyone calls me at home. But it is my real one. I don’t think I’ll find it easy to think of you as anything except One and Two, though.”
“And you will always be our Cockroach,” said Yeyne, grinning at him.
“Then let’s stay as we are. And now I must go and tell the others what has happened.”
Most of the slaves were simply happy for him, though the ones he knew best were also obviously sorry to see him go.
“I’ve enjoyed being with you so much,” Djamel told him. “Now I’ll never be able to repay you for saving me. And I’ll miss being able to suck on you, too – and having you sucking on me, of course.”
“You could try asking Abdelkader if he wants to do that with you. He loves being sucked. I don’t know if he’s ever done any sucking himself, but you might be able to talk him into it. But I hope I’ll be able to come back and visit sometimes, so even if you can’t find anyone to do it for you, I promise I will when I come to visit.”
David was fairly sure that Madjid’s reaction would be different, and he was right.
“So you’re running out on me,” said Madjid. “I should have guessed: you get me all fired up and then just leave me to it.”
“Look, I had no idea what was going to happen when I started talking to you. And even when Ali told me I could go home I had to stop and think about it, and you were one of the main reasons I didn’t say ‘yes’ straight away.”
“Really?” said Madjid, sceptically.
“Yes, really. And I’m not going to abandon you, either: Ali says I can come back to visit, and when I do I expect to see that you’re still working hard, okay? Because when you’ve been a servant for a while, have saved some money and are ready to move out on your own I’ll help you: I’ll match whatever money you have to help you make a start somewhere. And we’re going to write to each other, too: I’ll make sure Ali gets some money you can use to buy postage stamps, and then you can tell me how you’re doing, and any time you’re feeling pissed off with life you can write and tell me, and I’ll try to find ways to help you cope with it. And you will cope with it, because you’re strong, Madjid. That’s why I respect you.”
“Don’t lie. As soon as you’re out of here you’ll just forget me.”
“No, I won’t. Madjid, right now I’m still a slave, and I’m junior to you, and so I’m swearing to you as my master that I won’t forget you, or stop trying to help you if I can. As far as I’m concerned, you’re my friend and I owe you.”
“What do you owe me? I haven’t done anything for you.”
“That’s not what Ali says. He tells me you asked him not to cut my balls off.”
“Oh. He wasn’t supposed to tell anyone… anyway, I only said that because I thought it would be easier to hurt you if you still had balls I could crush. And I was hoping that next time you mess up Ali would change his mind and let me do it to you, instead of having done in a hospital.”
“Right. But you still talked him out of doing it, so I still owe you, and I always pay my debts. And that means you’re not getting rid of me: I’m still going to be leaning on you to make you work hard, even if I have to do most of it by post. And if it pisses you off, I’ll make sure that every time I come to visit you can take me to the punishment room for an hour for so to show me how pissed off you are with me. Does that sound like a fair deal?”
“You mean, you’ll still let me beat you even when you’re free and I’m still a slave?”
“Like I said, I owe you. And while I owe you, you’re still my master, whatever Ali says. Okay?”
“Well… okay, if you really mean that.”
“I do. And to prove it… strictly I probably don’t actually belong to the twins any longer, since Ali said I was free a couple of hours ago. Now, I’m not going to change anything in the couple of days before I go home – I’m going to stay in the room I’ve been in all along, and I’ll eat with you lot, not with Ali, and I’ll keep working with you all until Saturday, too. But if I don’t belong to the twins, then it means that other slaves have to right to do what they want to me if I need punishing. So, if you think I deserve a really hard whipping, one that makes me bleed, I can’t argue any longer. And if you wanted to do anything else to me…”
“Yes!” said Madjid, his face lighting up. “Right, Cockroach, I’m going to fuck you – really, really hard! I’m going to put loads of sperm in you and make you keep it there – that way you’ll always know what I did to you. I’ll be the only boy who ever fucked you, except for the twins, and I’ll be the last one to ever do it to you, too. That way you’ll never be able to forget me.”
“I don’t want to forget you,” David assured him. “So, what time do you finish work today?”
“As soon as I can get the school-room clean at the end of lessons.”
“Then I’ll come and help you. That way you’ll get as much time as possible to make sure I can’t forget you.”
So at the end of the afternoon David helped Madjid to clean the school-room as quickly as possible, and that left them with a good hour before the evening meal.
“Okay,” said David, a little nervously: he wasn’t sure which way Madjid was going to jump. He was fairly certain it would be sex before pain, but he couldn’t be absolutely certain. “Punishment room?”
“Nah,” said Madjid. “I reckon Ali would get angry if I made you bleed after he set you free. I’ll save the whippings until you come to visit, because in the meantime you’ll forget how bad it can be and your bum will get soft and flabby, and then it’ll hurt ten times more than it would if I did it now. No, I’ll just going to fuck you, really slowly, for ages. Let’s go to the store-room.”
David had thought to bring some cream with him – he’d borrowed the jar the twins used - so he was fairly sure this wouldn’t hurt. After all, Madjid had no more than four inches, and after the twins that should be no problem.
Once in the store-room David closed the door and dropped to his knees in front of Madjid, who pulled off his robe and stood there, legs slightly apart and penis rigid. David started to kiss the other boy’s balls.
“I’m really glad I’m getting to keep mine,” he said. “I mean, yours are bigger and nicer than mine, but at least I’ve still got a chance to grow a bit now. And now one day I’ll be able to grow some proper hairs, like yours.” And he kissed those, too.
“If you were staying here I wouldn’t ever let you grow hair,” Madjid told him. “Every time one appeared on you I’d pull it out by the roots. But… if I let it grow, do you think it would come out the same colour as the hair on your head? That would look really strange.”
“I don’t know – I mean, I’ve never had hair there. But it would probably be blond, I suppose, though if I start wearing clothes again it won’t get bleached quite as white as the hair on my head. If I grow some before my next visit I’ll show you.”
“Are you really going to come back, or are you just saying it?” asked Madjid, and for once he didn’t sound forceful and dominant, but almost lost.
“I promise,” said David, in the same tone, looking up into his face. A long moment passed while they looked at each other, and then Madjid seemed to shake himself out of his trance.
“Go on, then,” he said. “You can suck me a bit first to get me in the mood.”
“If I suck you until you spurt,” David told him, “and then you take a few minutes to recover, you’ll be able to fuck me for a very long time without getting too excited, and I’ll have to kneel here with your cock inside me for absolutely ages.”
“I like the idea of that. Suck my spunk out, then.”
So David sucked slowly and steadily for a couple of minutes, fondling Madjid’s bum and balls as he did it, not making any serious attempt to draw it out, and before too long Madjid tensed up and shot into his mouth. David slipped it out of his mouth and spat into his hand, but before he could wipe it on his body Madjid grabbed his wrist.
“Eat it,” he ordered. “I want to see you swallow my spunk.”
“Oh, come on, Madjid, please don’t make me do that.”
“Do it, or maybe I’ll whip you after all.”
So David licked the contents of his hand back into his mouth and swallowed it down. He didn’t really mind the taste by now, and he knew that doing this would make Madjid feel good, so he pretended to cough and choke a bit while Madjid grinned at him.
“I’ve got too much for you to handle, haven’t I?” he said. “Poor little Cockroach, you must hate being shown up by a proper mature boy. Okay, so now what do we do?”
“Now we wait for a few minutes until you’re ready for sex again. Lie down beside me and I’ll sort of stroke you for a bit.”
So they lay down together and David put his arm around the other boy, and after a few seconds Madjid did the same thing.