The Wounds Within My Heart By James
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The Wounds Within My Heart
Chapter 26
Nohea
The sun was out, but the snow wouldn't be melting anytime soon. Pietro and I had been up for a couple of hours that Saturday morning, and he told me that we must have gotten at least a couple of feet of snow. Dad was out currently shoveling the driveway. He would be leaving soon to get the last bit of Christmas shopping completed. He didn't say who he would be shopping for, and I figured I'd let him keep that to himself.
It was now almost 11:00 A.M., and while Pietro and I were up, Triston was still asleep. Sometimes he slept in late, but it was rare. I wondered if he was feeling alright. I also wondered if he got much sleep the night before. I was worried, and thought back to what Dad had told me about Triston's issues with his new school assistants. I knew that public school had a certain degree of Ableism and abuse that ran through it, same as the blind school. So I didn't think that public schools would be sun-lit eutopias for kids disabled or otherwise. I just hoped that Triston wouldn't have any added problems where he went to school. Mostly though, I hoped that whatever was going on currently could be fixed, and soon. At that point, I was jerked out of my thoughts when I felt a tap on my shoulder, then Pietro leaned close typing.
"Sorry, I was distracted for a moment," I said looking at him. "Did you say something?"
"Yeah, and that's alright," he answered. "I asked if you'd like to go out for lunch later, or eat something here at home when your dad goes out? While you were distracted a moment ago, I had just come back from your dad letting me know that he would be taking Triston with him when he leaves. It'll be here in a bit, and I heard Triston starting to move around a little."
"Eating here sounds good," I said leaning and kissing my love on the cheek.
"That sounds good to me as well," he answered.
Triston was up, and I could tell when I heard his foot steps headed in the direction of the restroom. He came out a moment later, then returned to his room. Dad went into his room a moment later after knocking on Triston's door. A few minutes later, Triston headed towards my room. My bedroom door was open, and he slowed as he walked up to the door frame.
"Hey, you can come in," I said as he walked in and sat down beside me on my right.
It was nice to have him on my right with Pietro sitting on my left. I hugged Triston, and he held on for a long moment. I could tell that he wasn't himself, because he was usually more active than he was now. He usually went in and listened to his music for a while before he left the house.
We separated, but he continued to hold my hand for a while as I talked about how much I was looking forward to Christmas. This excited him a little, and I was glad to see that. Soon, Dad was calling for Triston, and he got up hugging the both of us, then exiting my room. Once we said goodbye to Dad, they were off.
Pietro and I sat at my computer desk getting ready to watch one of our shows, then my phone sounded a text alert. I checked it, and it was Dad. He let me know that he and Triston would be out shopping for about an hour, then they'd be making a stop at Aunt Beth's. In short, the two of them wouldn't be home for at least the next couple of hours. Dad also said that Beth and Aiden might be joining us for dinner. I replied back that all that sounded good, then I put my phone down. Turning to Pietro, I told him about what Dad and I had texted to each other. He smiled, then took my face in his hands.
His lips were warm and soft, as well as insistent as he kissed me deeply. I just as hungrily kissed back. I knew what was on his mind, and my cock hardened rapidly! Standing up now, I turned so that we were directly in front of each other. We kept kissing as we wrapped our arms tightly around each other, then pressed our bodies together!
I was desperate to feel us naked against each other, and I began helping my lover off with his shirt and shorts. He did the same, and after we removed one another's boxers, I moaned loudly as Pietro wrapped his arms around me, pressing his whole body against me once again! It felt so good, his warm soft skin against mine! His lips were just as warm, as well as wet, as our kisses got hotter and deeper!
Soon our tongues were thrusting and pushing against each other's, and that coupled with the feeling of our hard cocks moving together, ended up getting me even more hot for him! We broke the kiss long enough to get on the bed, and at that point, I wanted to make my lover feel amazing! I also wanted to really take my time with my love-making. With that in mind, I had Pietro lay on his back.
"I want to make this last for a long time," I said. "I really want you to feel pleasure with everything I do to you. I know you have before, but I really want to make it even more intense for you this time."
He moaned in pure pleasure, and I got on top of him at that, point kissing him passionately. We kissed for several more seconds, then I kissed all over his neck. He loved that, and I moved down where I kissed the undersides of both of his arms. This got him even more hot! I loved how sensitive those areas were for him, and I kept that up longer this time. He was thrashing around on the bed at this point while moaning loudly!
I soon moved to his sides where I had him turn on to his left side. I kissed up and down his right side. I made sure to kiss and nibble the area below his rib cage, and this drove him absolutely crazy! The first couple of times of us making love, I found out quickly just how sensitive the sides of his abdomen were. Of course, I stored that away, and was putting that to use now!
Soon, I got to work on his left side, and I kept going until he was so hot that I figured he'd come if I kept it up! I didn't want him to do that yet. I had him move on to his stomach where I massaged his shoulders and back. I then stroked his back up and down very slowly as well as gently. This had the result of calming him down significantly. That's what I wanted, and soon I stopped so he wouldn't risk falling asleep.
"I'll give you a few minutes before we start again," I said as I kissed his back between his shoulders.
He moaned softly, then I just lay there beside him with my arm draped across his back.
"I love you so much Pietro," I said as he turned and cuddled me. "You're my whole world, and you always will be."
He put his hand to my chest letting me know he loved me too. I smiled, then kissed his cheek softly. Pietro turned onto his back, and once he had his device, he typed for a long moment.
"You really are the best thing that's ever happened to me Nohea," he said. "You've shown me friendship, care, compassion, understanding and love. You've also shown me how wonderful it is having a boyfriend, as well as being a boyfriend to someone. I'm so glad that you're the one I'm boyfriends with. I never want us to be apart, not ever. I want to spend the rest of our lives together, and I hope that someday you and I can get married. That's one dream I've had for us for a while now."
"I really want that for us as well," I said, stroking his hair away from his forehead. "You're the only person I want to spend the rest of my life with, as well as the only guy I want to marry. You mean everything to me, and I'll never stop being grateful for the second chance at love you and I got! That gave me more joy than anything ever has!"
"It gave me pure joy too, that second chance," Pietro responded. "I didn't think I'd ever find another friend amazing as you, much less a boyfriend who would be as kind, loving and caring, but you came back into my life. I'll always be deeply grateful for that, as well as to your father. He, with the help of my family, made it happen."
"He definitely did," I said. "I completely agree, and I love him for helping us come back into each other's lives. I'm so grateful to him for that, as well as for taking me in in the first place."
"I'm so glad he took you in as well," Pietro answered.
We kissed a couple of times, then Pietro put his device back on the bedside table. I could tell he was ready to get back to our love-making. So was I! He was hard again, and was also leaking heavily! I was glad to see that! We kissed deeply and passionately, then I moved him on to his stomach again.
"Now it's time to move below your waist," I said as I went down between his legs.
I moved his legs further apart, then rested on my hands which were on either side of his body. Moving my face close to his wonderful bubble ass, I began tongue bathing each of his cheeks. I spent a long time on that, then I gently licked and sucked all over each one! Pietro was moaning loudly as well as thrashing around, totally loving what I was doing to him! Finally, I nibbled gently on both cheeks for a long moment! Pietro clearly couldn't get enough, and I figured he would love what I was going to do next.
"Now I'm going to make it feel even more amazing," I said as I gently pulled his cheeks apart.
At that point, I moved my tongue down, then began sliding it up and down the length of his crack. I did it slowly starting out which he really loved! Pietro's thrashing and moaning got louder at that point, and I was really glad that no one was home! I continued on with this for another long moment, then I kissed his rosebud a few times.
Finally, I began circling my tongue slowly around his rosebud. I kept this up, then got faster. Pietro always loved when I did that, and after a moment, I stopped then had him move onto his back.
"I'm so glad you enjoyed that," I said. "I do want to move back up to your chest for a moment though. I think I need to do more sucking and licking on your nipples."
I smiled teasingly as I said that.
"I feel like I don't pay enough attention to you there. We need to fix that," I went on, then moved my mouth to his right nipple.
Pietro was thrashing around hard on the bed as I gently nibbled, licked all around and kissed that lovely bit of flesh! I loved how hard it was as I worked on it, and I kept that up for several long moments!
I stopped after another moment. I knew that Pietro was totally fired up, and I wanted to see how closer to the edge I could bring him.
"I'm going to see how much longer you can last," I said moving to his left nipple.
I repeated everything on it I had done to his right one. Pietro was practically convulsing as I kept it up! He was holding on to my head tightly, and I loved how strong his grip was! Soon though, I stopped so he could rest for a moment. I figured I'd wait just a little longer, then I'd finish him off really good.
As I lay there, arm draped across my lover again, I noticed how hard my cock was. I hadn't really noticed it much during the time we had been doing things up to that point. I was leaking hard as well. Pietro noticed, and gently caressed my hard flesh.
"That feels so good," I moaned softly.
He smiled, then we tenderly kissed. After another even ore deep kiss, I moved so that I was leaning over my lover.
"Get on your stomach again," I said. "I'm going to finish you off now."
Pietro moaned in total pleasure, and did as I said. I moved to his ass, spread apart his cheeks, then licked all over his rosebud and crack once again. I kept that up for another moment, then began slowly pressing my tongue into his hole. He moaned loudly as I slid it back and forth for several seconds. I was so glad that he was enjoying this as much as he was, and I began moving faster!
Soon I was tongue-fucking him rapidly, then I took hold of his cock with my left hand. I stroked him to the rhythm of my tongue-fucking, and he was deeply into it at this point! I knew he wouldn't last too much longer, but I wanted to take all of his cum in my mouth! I stopped with his ass, and had him turn over. He let me take his cock in my mouth, then he surprised me. He moved so that his face was in front of my own hard flesh!
As I lowered my mouth down over his cock, he went down on me, which made me shiver with absolute pleasure! We sucked each other, then I stopped after a few moments. I wet my finger in my mouth, then gently inserted in Pietro's hole. He made a sound between surprise and pleasure, then he did the same with me!
"Oh god Pietro!" I yelled. "That feels so good!"
We finger-fucked one another's holes, making sure to hit each other's prostates every single time! It was incredible, and I was in a completely other world at this point! There was no stopping us now! Deep intense love-making was now pure burning hot lust that saw us fucking each other's mouths deep and hard, as if it were our boy cunts our cocks were inside!
Everything was bringing me closer and closer to the edge now, from the taste and smell of Pietro's cock and big balls, to his loud moans and grunts of pleasure and the feeling of his finger fucking deep in and out of my tight cunt! I especially loved how hard and deep he was fucking my mouth, and I was also discovering how much I loved the roughness he showed at certain points. I loved when he got like that as I remembered the other times during our love-making he did that! It was so good, and it made everything feel so hot, dirty, nasty and more pleasurable than I could put into words!
Finally, it happened! Pietro shoved his cock deep into my mouth, and grunted loudly as hot, thick and creamy cum filled my mouth! I was unloading into his mouth now as well, and I loved when we both came at the same time like that! It was so amazing, and made it feel even more as if we were truly one! We fucked each other's mouths harder as we continued coming and swallowing! I never felt anything like this before, and everyone could have been walking through the front door of our house at that moment, and I wouldn't have cared! It was only Pietro and I in that moment loving each other, and satisfying each other and ourselves as we filled each other with our wonderful cum!
Soon our orgasms eased, and so did our cum. We swallowed the last few drops, then gently moved our mouths off of each other's cocks. Pietro moved back up to face me, and we kissed passionately for several minutes while caressing and touching each other all over!
After several more kisses, Pietro broke the kiss, then we got up and cleaned up a bit. Once Pietro finished washing his hands, I did the same before we lay back down in each other's arms. I looked deep into Pietro's eyes after we shared a couple more tender kisses.
"So how was that?" I asked. "Did I totally send you to another world?"
I smiled as I said that last part, and Pietro laughed softly before kissing the side of my neck. He typed for a moment, then he spoke.
"I think you sent me to a million other worlds, and more worlds within all of those!" he answered. "You made me feel so loved, and truly wonderful with what we just did! I loved it so much, and I'll never forget it! Every moment we make love is special, and this is one that I'll truly treasure also!"
"Me too," I responded. "I'm so glad I could make you feel as good as I did today. I always want to bring you that kind of pleasure, and I know you feel the same way as well."
"I definitely do," he said.
We kissed again, then he went on talking.
"Right now though, I'm finding myself wishing we had several more hours," he said. "I can't stop thinking about how badly I'd like to bend you over the bed and fuck you until you can't take it anymore! I've thought about that for a while now."
I felt butterflies in my stomach. We did a lot of anal play, but hadn't talked much aside from a couple of joking references to going actually all the way. Now with Pietro talking about it in more concrete terms I thought more deeply about what it would feel like. I sometimes wondered if I'd like being on my back with my legs up in the air while he'd be inside me. I would also think about what it would be like with him behind me, and me on my stomach. I imagined how it would feel with him on top of me like that with his big cock pounding in and out of my hole! It made me hard each time I thought about it, but as I thought about it more in-depth now, I found my cock hardening even more!
I moved closer, and draped my arm across my lover's stomach. I kissed his cheek, then gently turned his head so that his eyes looked into mine.
"You'd give it to me so fucking hard, wouldn't you?" I asked as our lips met.
Pietro gave one tap.
"Good, that's how I'd want it," I said. "Fuck all that slow and gentle shit. I want you fucking me as hard as you can. I really want to hear your body slap against mine over and over as you'd fuck me! I loved how hard you fucked my mouth earlier, and that's totally how I'd want you to do it, but much harder!"
"Wow, you really aren't scared to get nasty once the bedroom door closes are you!" he said, truly amazed. "Don't take this the wrong way, but when we get in a locked bedroom, you seem to really like being a total slutty little sex freak."
I laughed, then gently rubbed Pietro's stomach for a moment.
"Yeah, I've kind of discovered that as we've been having sex over the last few weeks," I said. "I mean, when I thought about sex in the past and before you and I met, I thought it would be something simple that I'd enjoy. Now though, I'm starting to realize how hot and nasty I like to get with it."
"So, what does that really look like to you?" he asked.
"Part of it looks like you and I having hot and rough sex like what we did a little while ago," I responded. "I want to feel you roughly undressing me, then pushing me down hard on the bed. It would feel amazing with you climbing on top of me and thrusting against me really hard as we would have a long, hot and wet kissing session. Oh, and the hard and hot fucking, don't forget that. Also, I thought a little here more recently about us maybe doing some role-play. I don't know how much you know about that or not."
"You mean like where we'd act out something," Pietro began. "Maybe something like how we play like we're two strangers, and I catch you jacking off while in the woods on a walk one day? You beg me not to tell anyone that I saw you, and I agree. Then I tell you as I tightly grip your cock that it'll cost you. Yeah, you had forgotten to put your hard cock away. In fact, you hadn't pulled up your boxers and shorts during that exchange between us."
"Shit!" I said laughing. "Sounds like you did give that some thought. That's really specific as well!"
"Yeah, I definitely gave it a lot of thought over the last few weeks," he answered. "I came up with that little scene a few days ago."
"I love it!" I responded as we kissed. "We totally have to do that sometime soon. I think that would be so fucking hot!"
"I think it would be as well!" Pietro replied as we kissed once more, but with full lust this time!
We were both turned on, hot and so fucking horny once again! Pietro moved his device out of the way as we began making out passionately! It felt incredible, our hot wet mouths moving against each other's and our hands all over one another's bodies! I was in absolute Heaven once again!
We thrust against one another slowly at first, then we got faster. I could feel how close I was to coming, and Pietro was really close as well. We exploded all over each other after a few seconds more, and I felt like my balls would be completely empty of cum for the rest of the day. Soon though, we slowed then stopped as we kissed deeply for several seconds!
"That was so fucking amazing!" I gasped as we cleaned each other off.
I went into the restroom, throwing the tissues in the trash as Pietro ran the shower. We showered quickly, then dressed in T-shirts and shorts. Neither of us were going anywhere that day, so there wasn't any reason to put on regular pants. After hanging up our towels, Pietro and I went in the kitchen to raid the fridge.
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Backing out of the parking lot of the store, David watched Triston out of the corner of his eye. Triston walked along throughout the store during their visit, but he wasn't making any of his usual vocal sounds of happiness nor of curiosity. This worried David, but it also worried him when his son was responding to few of the options David read off to him when they passed the various food sections. When making a show of grabbing a box of pop tarts and putting them in the cart, Triston barely looked up at what David was doing. Then when David asked Triston a couple of questions about anything else he'd like, the boy just gave a couple of quick "Yes/No" responses by holding up one finger for yes, then two for no. They had Triston's AAC device with them at the store, but he wouldn't use it when David asked if he wanted to answer on it. He had been like this when they did the last of the Christmas shopping earlier as well.
Now as David watched Triston, the boy was just sitting there. Normally he would be motioning at the touch screen from which music could be accessed. He didn't even do that this time. David was really worried now, and he went to turn the car to get on the road. As he did that though, he realized that he forgot an extra bottle of milk.
"I forgot the second thing of milk," he said looking at Triston. "We have to go back into the store for a moment."
Triston got out, not saying anything, and they returned to the store. Once that was taken care of, David pulled out into the road again. They rode along for a few minutes in silence, then David heard Triston's device start up. He glanced at the boy out of the corner of his eye like before. Triston typed.
Over the last several months, Triston had gotten really good on his AAC device. He was doing really well with typing in complete sentences, as well as typing faster than some kids his age. Some kids with Autism have what's called Dyspraxia where there's a disconnect between their brain and certain functions. This can make it hard for them to type, tie shoes and perform various other motor functions.
David was glad to see that Triston wasn't having any problems with the above-mentioned issues. Now as he watched Triston type, the motions were slow and choppy. David's concern was only increasing, and he decided to find a place to pull off the road. He drove a couple more seconds, then spotted an empty area near some trees.
David pulled off and sat there in a patch of gravel. After a few more seconds went by, Triston made his device speak. David wasn't remotely prepared for what it said.
"Dirty Faggot Retard," it spoke.
Triston started crying at that point, and David was truly shocked. Moving the device off to the side, David took his son in his arms. He didn't know what to say at that point, and he struggled to come up with words. He couldn't. David just held Triston as he sobbed, feeling helpless to understand what might be going on. He wasn't angry with Triston, and he wasn't about to yell at him about how he knew better than to use those words. Of course, those words weren't allowed in the Swanson Household, but David was sure that there was more going on. He intended to find out what was happening.
"It's okay, I'm right here," he said softly as he held his son. "I'm right here, and I'm not going anywhere. We'll figure this out together. Okay?"
After a few more minutes, Triston's crying stopped and David continued to hold him a little while longer. After another moment though, Triston motioned for him to let him go which he did. Pulling out his phone now, David texted Pietro and Nohea. He let them know he would be home a little later than he figured. He and Triston had decided to go to Aunt Beth's first, then they went to the store afterwards.
Putting away his phone after that, David waited as Triston dried his eyes. Handing the napkins to David, he put them in a bag they kept for stuff like that. David then gently lifted Triston's chin so that they were eye-to-eye.
"I want to let you know that I'm not mad at what you said," David said softly. "I know you know that it's not right to say stuff like that, but I am worried. Who were you saying that about?"
Triston pointed at himself, and that brought David almost to the point of falling apart. He had no idea that Triston was feeling bad about himself like that. He had always tried to show Triston that he loved him, even with his Autism, and he always made it clear to him that if he was gay that he would support him no matter what. Something clearly had changed.
David took Triston's hands, and began talking.
"First, I want to tell you that I love you, and I always will," he said. "I want you to always remember that. Second, I know I've told you before that I'll support you no matter who you love whether that be a girl or another boy."
Triston nodded his head, and David continued.
"As for you and your Autism, I wouldn't change that for anything," David went on. "I love you even with you being Autistic. I always will. Like I said before, when we face challenges related to your Autism, we'll face them together. We've done that so far haven't we?"
Triston nodded again.
"We'll continue to do that, and that's how it's always going to be," David said. "Nohea is here with us now, and Aunt Beth will always be here for you too. She loved you the moment she saw you for the first time, and she'll never stop loving you. So can you try to help me understand why you said what you said a moment ago?"
Triston got his device, and motioned for David to have his hand on Triston's shoulder pressed gently but firmly down. He made sure David understood to keep it like that the whole time. Triston sometimes needed this when he was dealing with something especially stressful, certain medical appointments coming to mind.
Triston typed for a couple of minutes, but by the time he was finished, he was typing rapidly like before. Finally, he stopped then pressed the button to make it read what he wrote.
"It's Randy and Carla. They've been calling me that when I get something wrong. When I've been alone with them, they use those lights I hate, and when I don't stare at them for the three minutes they want me to, they yell at me calling me those names. They've also said that I'm Autistic, and not normal. They also told me that I should be sent away to a school where I'd live with other retarded kids like me. They said you'd make sure that happened, and that you and everyone else wouldn't believe me if I tried to tell you what was going on. That's been happening all this week I've seen them."
"Can I see your device for a moment?" David asked struggling to keep his rage under control.
Triston handed him the device, and David sent Triston's note on it to his phone in the form of a text message.
"None of that's true," David said as he and Triston shared a long hug. "I'd never send you anywhere you wouldn't want to go, and I'm not sending you anywhere at all. Randy and Carla don't have the authority to send you anywhere either, and I'll make sure of that. I'm so sorry you were put through that, and I'm also really sorry about how they forced you to look at the florescent lights. I'm going to fix this. I promise you that, and I'll be keeping you out of school for the next few days while I get this figured out."
Triston smiled, then motioned for his device as the smile quickly left his face.
"I can't deal with it anymore at school," Triston said. "Hardly any of the kids there try to play with me. Some of the teachers get frustrated with me, and threaten to give me detentions."
"I'm really sorry to hear you've been through all that," David replied stroking his son's hair.
"Are you upset with me?" Triston asked.
"No, not at all," David said. "I'm really glad you opened up to me about everything, and as I said I'll be fixing all of this. You're going to be alright."
"Thank you," Triston said.
"You're welcome," David answered as they hugged again.
Triston rested his head on David's shoulder as he held him and rubbed the boy's back up and down slowly and gently.
"I love you," David said softly then kissed the top of Triston's head.
Triston kissed David's cheek in response, then they continued to sit there like that for another few minutes.
Eventually, Triston and David separated. Putting the car back into gear, David got back on the road, and headed for home. His rage was there, but he kept it in check. He thought over everything that his son had told him. David didn't know how he'd fix everything right down to the last detail. He did know for certain though, that Randy and Carla would pay. Of that he was for sure. They would pay dearly for what they did to Triston!
Author's notes
I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter. I figured that Nohea and Pietro could use an extra long love-making scene so I thought that this would be the best chapter for it. As for Triston, I'm sure that's extremely difficult to read about.
ABA Therapy is a practice to which I'm vehemently opposed both in practice and in principle. I don't care that it, for the most part, hardly uses electroshocks these days. Gay Conversion Therapy doesn't always use electroshock in this day and age, yet you don't see a lot of us in the LGBT Community even begrudgingly advocating for its use! That being said, you'll all get to see what happens to Randy and Carla soon. David certainly will come up with something perfect for them. That won't be for another chapter though, but it'll be coming soon.
In the next chapter, it'll be Christmas Day for Nohea, his family and all their friends. I hope you enjoy reading about that. All that being said though, I hope everyone is having a good evening, and doing well. I'll see you all in Chapter 27.