The Wounds Within My Heart By James
A Quick E-mail Change
Due to Gmail getting rid of Basic HTML View for their site, I can't use it with JAWS for Windows which is the screen reader that makes my computer speak everything on the screen as well as everything I type.? With Gmail being in Standard View now, JAWS doesn't interface very well like it did before.? I've now had to switch to Outlook which works well with JAWS.? Unfortunately, I was unable to move my Gmail account over to Outlook, so had to get a separate Outlook account.? I'll put the new E-mail address at the end of the disclaimer section like always though.
Disclaimer
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The Wounds Within My Heart
Chapter Two
Nohea
2024 was starting out as a good year.? We were all doing well, and Triston was home for the first few weeks rather than returning to school.? When Dad met with the school, once he found out about what Carla and Bryan did to Triston, the principal along with the other administration, made it clear that the school's reputation was what they believed to be important.? Dad quickly left the meeting, and made it a point to let them know that for all intents and purposes, Triston wouldn't be returning to that school at the beginning of the year.
Though I was sad for what Triston had been put through, I was glad to have him home more, even though I would be at school during the day.? We did have a few snow days which meant that Triston and I hung out more which was really nice.? We mainly sat in either my or his room playing a couple of his video games, or watching shows.? I would also watch as he built things with his Legos.
One thing that made the beginning of the year truly special was the fact that it was my birthday the first week of January.? Pietro's birthday was a couple of days after that, but we decided to combine his and my birthdays.? We would be having it at my house. After we planned it out with our dad and his parents and sister, Pietro and I talked afterwards among ourselves.? He and I planned to meet up on his birthday after he and his family went out to eat for lunch, and we would have a small and quiet celebration for his birthday.? He loved the idea, and I was really happy to see that.
Pietro and I were continuing to get together for the weekend at each other's houses.? I was really loving our time together on the weekends, and we talked a little more about going all the way.? We decided that we would continue to work on doing a lot of anal play with our fingers, but would wait for a while until actually being inside one another.? We both wanted it to be the most deeply special and loving moment we ever shared.? That being said though, we did spend a lot of time making love in other ways on those weekends, and those moments only brought us even closer.? It was truly amazing - just when I felt like our love and connection was as deep as it could get, it grew even deeper!? Pietro told me he felt the same, and it was always wonderful to lay in his arms after we would both come!? I felt so loved in those moments!
On the day I turned 14, I awoke to Dad and Triston wishing me?Happy Birthday.? I sat up and rubbed my eyes, then hugged both of them.
"Thank you, dad, and thank you too Triston," I said.? "That was really sweet."
"You're welcome", they both replied.
"We're glad to be here with you on your special day," Dad said.
"I'm glad to be here with you too," Triston added.
"I feel the same way," I said.
I got up at that point to use the restroom.? Once I finished with my shower, I checked my phone and saw that I had texts from Alex, Aiden and our other friends.? I also got a text from Pietro wishing me a?Happy Birthday.? At the end of the message, he put several emojis of a birthday cake, several party hats and a huge number of red hearts.? I replied back thanking him, and telling him how much I loved him!
It didn't take long for everyone to arrive, and soon the house was full by the time 12:00 P.M. came around that Thursday.? I got a lot of cards with money in a few, and gift cards in the others.? I really appreciated that, and the biggest gift though was just having my friends, brother, dad and boyfriend around me for that day.? I told them all this, and they all took turns hugging me.
Pietro got mostly the same gifts with a couple of new shirts thrown in.? One was from me, and the other was from his parents.? The one they got for him was a light sky-blue, and the one I picked out was a dark forest green.? Dad helped me select it when we were out a couple of days before.? As for our birthday dinner, we would be getting wings and pizza from our favorite restaurant.? We would be eating at the house that night.? When we all discussed it a few days before, Pietro asked about us all eating at home, and I thought about it for a moment.? I quickly agreed, seeing as how I thought it would be nice to not have the extra noise from other customers.? Triston was especially glad that we would be eating at home, since that meant little possibility of any sensory overload when it came to noises at the restaurant.
During that afternoon, we did all eat lunch together.? Dad had made clam chowder the night before, and we had plenty for the next couple of days.? Now with Collin, Evan, Brianna, Alex, Aiden and Pietro there it didn't take long for the supply to really slim down.? It was really good having it again that day, and everyone complemented my dad for how well he did making it.
Soon it was approaching evening, and Dad left to get the food from the restaurant.? We all stayed back, and just hung out.? We all sat in my room, and Collin was telling us about how he had since come to accept himself as gay.? He had come to that acceptance towards the end of December.? He wasn't ready to date yet, but he knew he wanted to at some point soon.? He also talked about coming out to his parents, and he told us that he would let us know when he felt ready to do that.
"Do you think they'll be accepting?" I asked.? "You seem more at ease now than you were several weeks ago when we talked about it."
"I do feel better about things now," Collin answered.? "I think it's going to be alright.? Having you guys and your support really has helped."
"I'm glad we've been able to be here for you," I responded.
Everyone else agreed, and soon we were talking of other things.? It seemed like we had only just sat down in my room though when I heard the front door of the house unlock.? Dad called out that he was back with the food.? We all got up and entered the kitchen.? Dad had Triston set out plates, napkins and cups on the table.
After the table was set, we all sat down and began eating.? We had peperoni pizza, a deluxe pizza, and two different kinds of wings.? There were garlic wings and hot wings.? Pietro and I ate most of the peperoni pizza and the hot wings.? Both of us did have a piece each of the deluxe pizza, as well as a couple of the garlic wings.? Everyone else had most of the deluxe and garlic wings, and I was glad to see how much they all liked it!
"So how does it feel to be 14 Nohea?" Aiden asked.
"I don't know," I said laughing.? "I'm still getting used to the number change, but I still feel the same."
"Glad to hear it," Dad added.
"I just know that I've been having a really nice birthday today," I said.? "I'm so glad that all of you have been able to come and spend it with me.? That really means everything to me."
Everyone else agreed, and soon we were cleaning up from dinner.? After letting some time go by though, we did have cake.? It was an ice-cream cake that was chocolate.? We all really enjoyed it, and it was the perfect ending to a really amazing birthday!
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Officer Mark Harris stood up from the chair in which he had been seating for that last hour.? It was growing dark as the hour approached 5:00 P.M. that Thursday evening.? He had been sitting across from the chief of police listening to a report from the police psychologist.? Harris had been administered a psychological evaluation the week before.? It was the first one he had since been employed by the local police department three months before.? However, it was his second one during his ten years on the police force.? Harris's first evaluation had been given by the first police department where he worked the year before.? Both reports contained results that were disturbing.
The first evaluation had been performed after Harris had been reported for beating up a suspect.? The suspect was black, as well as documented as having a couple of intellectual disabilities.? The second evaluation was given due to Harris shooting at another suspect.? The suspect in the second incident happened when Harris was chasing after a guy who looked like he was 16.? When the boy tried to say that he was running to get home, Harris yelled that he looked like he was drunk.
When the boy tried to explain that he had a knee that was getting over having dislocated, Harris responded that he didn't believe him.? He then yelled for him to stop.? The boy attempted to comply, but didn't stop quick enough for Harris's liking, and that's when the officer fired his gun at the boy.? He missed, and the boy fell to the ground.
When Harris ran to him, he grabbed him and pulled him to his feet.? When the boy also told him that he was Autistic and couldn't deal with being handled roughly, Harris responded for him to shut up and get his hands behind his back.? When the boy began to lose his balance after being cuffed, Harris grabbed him then slapped him, yelling at him to stop fucking around.
"I didn't do anything!" the boy yelled close to tears.? "Come on man!? I need to get home!"
"My fucking name isn't Man!" Harris roared just inches from the boy's face.? "My name is Officer Harris!? You will fucking address me as such!? Do you understand me!"
"Yes sir," the boy said even closer to tears now.
"My name isn't Sir either!" Harris screamed even louder.? "Fuck it!? It's useless trying to talk to shit bag Retards like you anyway!"
Harris dragged the boy to his police car, and after shoving him inside, he got behind the wheel and began driving off.
Once at the station, the boy's mom was called.? She immediately came down, and the boy, whose name was Bengy Larson, hugged her tightly.? As they were leaving the station, Mrs. Larson let the officers know that she would be filing a complaint against Officer Harris.
It was at that point that the evaluation was performed a couple of days later.? Now, as Harris sat across from the chief, he waited for the man to continue speaking.? The chief whose name was Doug Carson, started out by telling him about how they had found his evaluation from the police department where he worked previously.? He went on to say that he was disturbed by what the report stated.? Finally, he got to the results of the current evaluation.
"I've had time to read over the report," Carson said.? "Frankly I'm disturbed by what I read, and I'm very dissatisfied by your conduct."
"I had a suspect I was chasing," Harris began.
"You began following behind a person who appeared to be limping," Carson said, his voice raising in frustration.? "Last time I checked, people who are drunk don't exactly walk with a limp.? The truth is that you didn't really have an actual material reason for chasing after that boy, did you?"
"Sir, I thought," Harris began.
"You acted hastily, and I won't have it!" Carson shouted.? "I'll give you a second chance, but I'm warning you.? If I get another evaluation form on my desk concerning you, you're off the force permanently.? That is, if I have anything to say about it.? Do you understand me!"
"I understand you perfectly," Harris said struggling to keep his temper under control.
"Good, now get out of here!" Carson said sharply.
Harris stood, and with great effort, he walked out of the chief's office.? It was a profound struggle for him not to run as fast as he could from the office.? His rage was burning hot now, and he wanted to beat the hell out of the first person who crossed his path.
He walked to his car once out of the station. He got in, slamming the door and starting it up.? He pulled out of the parking space thinking to himself that his wife Bonny had better behave herself that night.? He also thought that if he came home to see one more pizza sitting on the counter as dinner, he'd throw that Bitch into the next state if not further!? He was no stranger to beating the shit out of that Cunt of a wife of his, as he had thought of her since shortly after the first time he began dating.
As Harris drove along, he continued cussing out the chief in his head.? Harris was one of those cops who wasn't afraid to rough up suspects to either make them do as they were told, or to get information out of them.? He was sick of all the Bullshit that was in the department now about being sensitive to minority groups.? As far as he was concerned, they were all criminals, if not on their way to being as such.? He was sick of having to accommodate them, and wished that the department wasn't so worried about being progressive and woke.? These thoughts continued to go through Harris's mind as he pulled into the garage, shutting off the car before exiting.? He was glad though that they only let him off with a warning.? That much was good at least.? Harris cleared his mind as best as he could, then exited his car.? He locked the garage and, once at the front door of the house, he went in, glad that it was over for that day.? Later though, when everyone concerned had time to think, they would have wished that they had fired Harris.? It might have changed the horrors that came soon there-after.
Author's Notes
I really hope everyone enjoyed reading about Nohea and Pietro's combined birthday celebration.? I'll be continuing on with it in the next chapter though.? There are scenes between Pietro and Nohea for that night that I want to include to close out this area of the story.? I hope you all like what I have in mind for that.
Regarding Officer Harris, you'll get to see as the rest of the chapters unfold, what part he'll play.? It's going to be getting dark where all that is concerned.? I hope you guys all like what happens next.
All that being said, I hope everyone is having a good evening, and that you're all doing well.? I'll see you guys in Chapter Three.