What would I do without friends?
While I was sitting at home feeling sorry for myself and thinking how mean the world in in general and to me in special, the phone rang. It was Dirk. Unfortunately he would not be able to take part of the team to the train station in the morning, and could I maybe drive in his place?? You bet I could!!!!! There it was again...my hope for a REAL good bye hug!!
The next morning I got up early, showered forever, and picked my clothes really carefully. I was not gonna run a risk there again! No way!
My two host-roommates and I were at the station WAY too early. I guess I was maybe a little nervous. And there he was, the man of my dreams, looking really sleepy and as cute as anyone possibly could...he was wearing his glasses and looked ADORABLE!!!
We had to wait a little bit, since the trains were late, and while I was standing there trying to figure out what would be cool to say now, I suddenly saw Matt standing in front of me, saying something. I was so zoomed out, I had no idea what he just said. Damn. So much for being cool and all!!
He must have seen my puzzled expression and started talking again. Fully concentrating on his words now I was even able to grasp what he was saying: If I ever made it to Atlanta, I have a place to stay. And at the same time he was handing me a piece of paper with his email, phone number and address. And while I was still busy inwardly jumping up and down with joy, something amazing happened: he gave me a BIG LONG hug!!!
OH MY GOSH..I can not even explain what it felt like. He smelled so good. His skin felt AMAZING on mine, it was almost like..I don't even know. It was out of this world. More than I would have ever expected. I felt his chest against mine, felt his heart beat, I could smell his scent and it was unreal! I felt at home, a feeling I had never had before.
I know the hug only lasted a moment, but to me, it was a lifetime. There is no way I can put it in words. If you have found your real true love already, you know what I'm talking about though.
After the train had left me, the happiest guy in the world, jumped in my car, drove home and had made up my mind already: I WOULD make it to Atlanta soon!!!!
Hey guys, I know this is a very short chapter, but it seems like a good possibility to break here.
I hope you enjoy reading my story so far, I sure enjoy writing it down. Even though I'm far away from being talented or putting my true feelings into words, I am living through all these situations again while writing.
I am happy about feedback (chrismatt1981@yahoo.com) , but dont try to influence me on what's to happen next...this is a true story, my story, and I will tell it just the way I experienced it.
Chris