Time Will Tell

Tenth story! Entering double figures now! Needed something special to write about in order to celebrate so I thought I'd give in to the most common request for a storyline. In which case I think that I had better reintroduce the old warning that I have forgotten to add at the beginning of each chapter for some time now. Here goes - You have to be of the correct legal age respective of your country, state or whatever and you shouldn't go any further if you don't like reading about gay relationships. Big enough clue for you? Hope it isn't too lame an attempt! Write to me either way; wanna_get_lucky@hotmail.com

Time Will Tell Chapter 10 - Back On Track

"How does it make you feel?" I asked tentatively worried about his answer but I needed to know. He fell silent for a while then answered.

"Sick. It looks fucking disgusting."

"TRISTAN!!! How fucking DARE you talk to them like that?" Trace shouted at him evidently absolutely fuming and disgusted by what her boyfriend had just said about us. I felt as if something had snapped inside me. I couldn't believe that one of my best friends had said that about the most important relationship in my life. I wanted to die there and then I felt so small and worthless. Conner slowly slid out of my lap and placed himself sullenly on the floor with his eyes to the ground.

"It's alright Tracey. It doesn't matter. I'm sorry Trix, it won't happen again." I said trying to prevent what appeared to be a huge argument forming.

"It's not alright Danny. That was totally out of line. They are two of your best friends, how could you say that?"

Trix sat there, his anger building quickly. He rubbed his forehead with his fingertips and I could see him grinding his teeth. He opened his mouth to say something but changed his mind.

"What? What were you going to say Tristan?"

"Nothing."

"No! Come on, what was it?"

"It was fucking nothing alright?"

"I want to know what you were going to say!" Trace said it slowly, methodically and really menacingly. This was a side to Tracey I had not seen before, she was seriously pissed off, venomously angry.

"I can't understand what's going on. I've known Danny for years. Now he's a completely different person to who I thought he was. The very first word when we became friends was a lie, I asked him 'Are you gay?' and he said 'No.'"

"Can you blame him when this is how you react? He couldn't allow every narrow minded dickhead in town react to him like you just did could he?"

Trix didn't answer. Everybody fell silent, nobody knew what to say or do. I looked to Conner who was trying to hold back tears. I wanted to reach to him and comfort him, but I was afraid of what Trix's reaction might be. He had scared me. I had seen his temper look like this before and it was something that I would never want to be on the receiving end of. Conner sat and his face began to crease up in tears. He quickly stood up and started to run out. Having seen him cry had started me off too, I didn't know what to do. I watched him run out of the house then turned my head back to the others who all had their eyes on me. My mouth was open with confusion, my eyes streaming tears. I looked at all the other people there, they were all looking to be in states of confusion. Trix looked depressed and upset which surprised me.

"I'm so sorry about this Hannah!" Having said that I ran out of the open front door and after Conner. I got to the bottom of the drive and looked frantically from side to side trying to see Conner. I saw him walking down the road to my left and immediately sprinted after him.

I caught up to him and he was crying openly. I got to his side and took his arm gently to turn him in to me for a hug. He violently shook his arm out of my gentle grasp and carried on walking. I was shattered, I wanted to be sick. I couldn't breathe and stood there dumbfounded by what had just happened. I wailed and slumped to my knees crying hard. Each sob shook my body. I had to prop myself up with my hand on the ground. Why did he do that? What had I done wrong? Did he blame me for what Trix had said? Where was he going and why didn't he want me with him?

I finally fell completely to the ground. I felt drained instantly, I wanted to die. Did he hate me? I cried openly, lying there on the pavement no more then fifteen metres away from Hannah's house. I managed to lift my head from the ground and wipe the tears from my eyes in time to watch Conner walk around the corner. I couldn't believe what had just happened. As he turned the corner I felt a surge of terror run through me but my body was incapacitated. I just let my head fall back down to the ground as I continued to cry with a pain that ran through my heart like a knife. Why did he leave me?

I felt suddenly somebody grab my arm and try to help me up. I turned my head and wiped away my tears. I could still not work out who it was that was trying to help me up. The street light was above them and my tear stained eyes couldn't open enough to see.

"Come on Danny, get up. I'll help you home."

An anger so intense descended upon me. Something that I had never felt before. It invigorated me enough to jump to my feet and swing a punch that sent Trix spinning face first into a parked car outside the house where we had stopped.

"DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME! YOU'VE RUINED MY LIFE!" I screamed it at him, my throat felt raw after those few words. I practically ripped my larynx from shouting as loud as I did.

I had dazed him pretty badly, I could see that he was fighting to stay conscious and to keep himself up, he was using the car to stop himself from falling completely to the ground, his knees had gone week and he couldn't get up. I stood there seething with anger. I was waiting for him to get up and retaliate, I wanted to kill him. He was the reason that Conner had run off. He was why Conner hadn't let me speak to him afterwards. He was going to pay.

"Fuck me that hurt." "Get up you fucking cunt, I haven't even started with you yet." I said it calmly, I had stopped myself from crying. I had a malice in my voice that made me sound like a truly evil person.

"Don't do this Danny. The damage is done, he's gone, this won't help anything."

"You're wrong there, it'll make me feel a shit load better. You fucking cunt! He's gone, he didn't want anything to do with me and that was your fault. You have forced the only person who I want to be with away from me and right after I've smashed your face in I'm going to show him the blood so that he knows you're not going to stand in our way again!"

"I know that I deserve that Danny, but I can't lose you as a friend, I can't. I don't know why I said what I did back there. It was wrong of me. I didn't mean it, you shocked me that's all and I know that it is no reason for my actions. I had just never had to deal with anything like that before, I've never seen two guys, like that. It weirded me out and I'm sorry. It shouldn't bother me, it doesn't really, but it did shock me."

I crumbled again. I lowered myself to the floor. I didn't know what to think anymore, I didn't know who to blame. I creased up and cried again as Trix finally made it to his feet. I heard a commotion and lifted my head again. I looked to my side and all I could see was two people wrestling on the floor. I knew one of them had to be Trix but couldn't tell who the other was, all I could work out was that they had the upper hand in the ensuing fight. I stood up and approached the two competitors slowly. I suddenly recognised the other as Scott. I ran to stop the them.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing Scott?" Trix asked when I had managed to pull them apart. By now everyone from inside had come out to find out what was going on.

"If you have a problem with him you have a problem with me as well Trix. I will NOT stand back and watch you upset Danny."

"I don't have a problem with either of you Scott. I'm truly sorry that I said what I did. It was totally out of line, I just didn't know what to think. It caught me off guard, I was shocked and I know that that isn't a good excuse, but it's the truth."

"I think that we should all come back into my house before the police get called." Hannah kindly suggested.

"I can't leave Conner, I have to find him." I said as I turned and began to walk off.

"I'm coming to help you." I heard Trix say.

"I'm not leaving you two alone." Scott added quickly.

"No. You can both fuck off. Talk to each other sort out your own shit. I don't want you two there when I find Conner."

"Danny." I heard Kate call calmly. I turned to look at her as she approached me slowly with a look of sorrow in her eyes. "He will want to be alone, there is nothing that you can sort out at this time of night. Let him sleep off his anger. He would only be more upset to see you now than in the morning. He probably hates himself for taking out his anger on you. Leave him for now, trust me OK?"

I began to cry again. I wanted to see him so much but I knew that she was right. I said my thanks and apologies to Hannah who told me neither was necessary and that she hoped that I could sort out my problems with Conner soon. Sean quickly joined me and we made our way home, neither of us said anything. He knew me best of all my friends being my brother. We got home and he stopped me as I was going in to my room and gave me a hug. I have always been amazed at how good a relationship we had but tonight he surprised me. I thought he was so sweet for doing that. I went into my room and got ready for bed. I lay down and cried, I hadn't done that since I started going out with Conner. I used to cry myself to sleep most nights thinking that I could never have him. Now I was crying again, thinking that I had lost him. I lay there thinking what a difficult time we had had so far in our short relationship. I knew that he was worth it though. I loved him so much and hoped that he had just been taking out his anger on me and there wasn't more to it than that.

"What the fuck is that?" I had been so close to falling asleep, but a loud and repeating clicking sound had pulled me back to wakefulness again. I sat up suddenly trying to figure out where it was coming from. I looked at my watch it was one in the morning, just after actually. The sound came again, this time louder, it was my window. I looked out and saw Conner in the dim moonlight. I quickly opened my window and leant out.

"Conner, what are you doing it's fucking freezing out!"

"I had to come and speak to you."

"Wait there a minute."

I jumped out of my bed and made my way as quickly and quietly as I could to the front door. I opened it quietly and let Conner in. I was both surprised and over- joyed to see him. I saw him holding himself and shivering.

"Fucking hell, you're freezing. Come in." He followed me up to my room and sat on my bed, I turned on my bed side lamp and sat down next to him.

"I am so sorry Danny! I shouldn't have acted the way I did earlier. I just had to be alone for a while, I should have explained though, it was so wrong of me to do what I did to you. When I saw you crying like you did, I didn't think that you'd want me to come back. I thought that you'd hate me. I just carried on walking and thinking and realised that I was being stupid. I know you couldn't hate me. I was just so scared even ten minutes ago that you might think that I hated you."

"I knew deep down inside that you didn't hate me, I've seen it in your eyes." Conner looked at me and smiled, a sort of 'thank god this is going OK after all' smile. We fell silent for a while.

"Do you think that Trix meant what he said?"

"No, he was just shocked. It was the first time that he had ever dealt with that. He didn't know how to respond. He just reacted like any other hard guy would without having thought about how he really felt beforehand. He apologised an awful lot to me after. Not before I laid him out though!"

"Really?"

"Yeah! You should have seen it, he fell like a sack of potatoes!"

"Wow! Did he try and hit you back?"

"No he told me that he deserved it!"

"Wow. I guess he was sorry then."

"Yeah, he was. I know he was. He was just shocked, that's all. He can be a right cunt when he wants to be. He didn't mean anything by it and seemed pretty upset later on too."

We fell silent for a while we just sat next to each other. Finally Conner turned to face me a bit more and put his head on my shoulder picking up and holding both of my hands.

"I really am so sorry that I treated you like that Danny. I didn't mean to, I didn't want to, I was just really worried and I know that that is no excuse but it was too late, I did it before I'd even realised."

"Conner, you have nothing to worry about. I completely understand, you needed time alone, everyone does. I guess it's as much my fault for thinking that I can monopolise you. I love you so much and want to be there for you but I have to realise that you're going to need time alone every now and then."

"No, it was cruel of me. You weren't at fault, it was me who was being selfish. I'm sorry."

"I tell you what, shall we agree that we were both at fault in our own ways and say no more on the matter?"

He lifted his head and smiled. Instantly both his eyes buried deeply into me in that way that makes me feel so happy and special. A feeling that only his eyes have ever, and ever will give me.

"That sounds fair enough!"

I couldn't resist him, I smiled back and planted my lips against the soft skin of his cheek and kissed him. I pulled my head back and our eyes met again, this time any resistance was absolutely useless. I leant in and kissed him properly, we sat there feeling each others tongues with our own, passionately and gently. I gingerly raised my hand and held his face with it, feeling his soft skin as I stroked his cheek. I felt his hand reach to my waist and rest there gently.

I moved my hand from his face and to his shoulder and used it to pull him back onto me as I lay back on my bed. We lay there for a while kissing each other as I sensually ran my finger up and down his side. Conner moved himself a bit to make himself comfier and so as not to put too much wait on me, as if he wasn't light enough anyway. I slowly and gently finished our kiss and pulled his head up a bit with my hands. I looked deep into his love filled eyes. I knew what our tender kissing was building up to, but I needed to have his approval first.

"Do you want to go any further?"

"Only if you want to, I don't want you to feel that we're rushing into it."

"I think that we're ready, but I don't want to force you into anything."

"OK, I want this to happen then Danny. I love you, don't ever forget that will you?"

"I love you so much too. You go first. I want you to make love to me Conner."

A gleam came into his eye, one that made him look like a child in a sweet shop with a fifty pound note. I was as nervous as hell, I knew that what was going to happen would hurt, but I wanted it to happen. I had dreamt of this moment and my dream was coming true. My heart was beating faster than it had ever done before, if I wasn't with Conner, I would have put it down to a heart attack. I could feel his heart beating too as he lay on top of me.

I started to sit up and Conner adjusted himself so that he had his knees on either side of my legs and was kneeling right in front of me, his face to high up and his body too close for us to kiss again. I pulled his jumper and T-shirt off him revealing for the first time his perfectly formed chest and stomach. He had a slight six pack and quite muscley upper chest. Exactly what you'd expect from a football player, but only much more appealing because I could have this one! I ran my hands down his side and leaned my head in beginning to kiss around his chest, taking time on his nipples which he seemed to appreciate. He had his hands running through my hair and made the occasional whimper which he held back quietly. I allowed my hands to slide down his slender rib cage and further down to just above his waist. I wanted to touch every inch of his body, I wanted to hold him close to me and never let him go. I reached to his front and undid the button on his jeans. Before I went any further, I looked up to him so that I could check that he wanted to continue, he didn't need to say anything. The look in his eyes said to go on. I looked back down and slowly began to pull down the zip. My heart was pumping like a pneumatic drill by now. I pulled his jeans down along with his boxers, revealing his six and a half-inch, rock hard penis. I lifted my eyes towards his face and held my hands on his hips as I moved in towards his manhood. I kissed it gently on the shaft, making him groan. I couldn't hold back any longer and just took as much of it into my mouth as I could. I heard Conner take in a deep breath of air and force back a loud moan which came out as a whimper instead. He had grabbed my head with both his hands and was running his fingers through my hair as I slid my mouth up and down his penis. He was breathing really damn heavily. I don't know how his breathing alone didn't wake up my mum or Sean that night.

I had been worried before hand that I might not like the taste, but whatever worries that I had had flew out the window. I loved it. It was just so gorgeous it was unbelievable. And the smell of his clean body so close to me invigorated me, it turned me on no end. He really was perfect in every way. I drew my mouth off him, not wanting to make him cum too soon. I hated having to stop, but I wanted him inside me. I kissed him around his stomach and the new area of skin that his uncovered hips had revealed to me as he tried to regain himself a little. He took over then. Placing his hands on my shoulders he slowly pushed me till I was once again lying on my back. He leant down and kissed me again, briefly this time though. He sat up and took his jeans and boxers all the way off along with his socks. Now totally naked in all his glorious perfection he turned his attention back to me. He took off my T-shirt and began kissing his way down my body. The sensation was indescribable. It was amazing how every touch of his lips on my body made me overflow with ecstasy. He made his way down and began to pull of my boxers, I raised my hips from the bed so as to make it easier for him. My cock was aching in anticipation. No sooner than it was uncovered were his lips over and around it. I almost screamed. It was such an intense feeling, I couldn't believe it. I rushed my hands up to my mouth and quickly used them to seal in the volume of my moan. His hot mouth began moving up and down my length, with his tongue flicking around wildly. I thought I was going to black out, I managed to overcome my urge to scream my gratitude and took my hands away from my mouth. I was breathing so heavily I thought one of my lungs might follow through! I placed my hands on top of his which were gripping onto my hips.

All too soon he removed his mouth and kissed his way back up my body. When he reached my lips, I grabbed the back of his head and pulled him into a deep passionate kiss. It was much faster this time, much more intense than others we had shared before. He quickly put his arms around me and pulled his body on top of mine squeezing his arms around me, pulling his body as close to mine as he could. With one hand still around his head, I reached the other over his body and used it to grab his firm ass. I was so overwhelmed by the intense passion that we were sharing. I couldn't believe that I had him, that he was mine. Mine alone. We eventually pulled our lips off each other and he lifted his head a little, looking into my eyes once again.

"I want you in me Conner." I said my voice a little husky.

"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you." He said almost breathless.

"Definitely!" He didn't need any more than that. He pulled up off me, our clammy bodies peeling away from each other. I lifted my legs up towards my chest and held them there as he leaned back and positioned himself at my tight entrance. He positioned himself and placed his penis into position, as it brushed against my tight hole I felt a shiver travel up my spine. I looked at his face again, he looked nervous. When he was safely in position he leant forward over my body. Both of his arms propping himself up on either side of me, I could see his veins showing in them now, that only turned me on more. He looked deeply into my eyes as he began to push his hips forward, he kept pushing and suddenly, as if I gave way, he practically fell into me. I gritted my teeth as a pain shot through me like an arrow. I grabbed his backside so that he didn't move and make it worse. He looked at me with a look of fear on his face. I looked back at him with a tight wince on my face and my jaws clenched together.

"I won't carry on if this hurts too much."

"No, just wait a second, it took me by surprise that's all."

"You look pale, are you sure you want to carry on."

"Yeah, just hang on for a second, it's easing off now."

I had a sick feel in my stomach, I had initially thought that I was going to throw up. As the pain eased my stomach settled. Conner was doing his best not to move whatsoever, he was practically holding his breath in case he hurt me.

"OK, just ease yourself the rest of the way in slowly babes."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to go in so hard, it just sort of fell in, are you sure you're ready to carry on?"

"Yeah, it doesn't hurt anymore." It seemed to have taken forever for the pain to subside, but it did do. He slowly began to push further into me. As he did, a feeling spread over my body, it was so intense. I groaned out loud. This time in ecstasy. Conner sank himself the rest of the way in to me and stopped.

"Is this OK?"

"Hell yes! Jesus Christ, wow!" I looked up at him, his eyes still showed that he was worried about hurting me.

"Go on baby, it doesn't hurt anymore. That was fucking amazing that last bit!"

Conner began to slowly withdraw himself and push back in. He began so slowly, I was practically biting my lip off trying to stop myself from moaning out loud again. I grabbed his ass with both my hands and started to pull him into me each time he had pulled back, trying to get more and more of his body into mine each time he pushed into me, he had his eyes shut tight and had his mouth open as he indulged himself in the feel of my ass that I could see he was getting as much pleasure as I was from. He gradually began to speed up, getting faster and faster and faster. Each time pulling out a little further and pushing back in a little farther and harder. I couldn't believe how good this was. My head fell down to my pillow as I held my eyes tightly shut and tried to not scream as my boyfriend built up his rhythm more and more. He eventually lost it and made a couple of whimpering sounds. His body was tensing and relaxing, tensing and relaxing until he pushed as quickly and far as he could into me one last time. He held himself there and I felt him unload his juices deep inside of me. He sucked his lips into his mouth as he whimpered loudly through his nose so as not to make too much noise. After he had finished unloading himself inside me, he collapsed on top of me, the two of us panting like we had run the London Marathon. He lay there for a second then lifted his head looking deeply into my eyes. I could feel his love for me. It shone from his eyes and straight back into mine. He didn't once break his contact with mine but said;

"OK, you're turn."

"Are you sure Conner? You're not too tired?"

"Definitely not. I want this more than anything."

I didn't need any more encouragement and I rolled us both over together. He had already withdrawn himself from me and was going quite limp now.

"Are you sure?" I asked again. Conner simply nodded and lifted his legs, I repeated the process he had put himself through when he readied himself. I propped my throbbing penis against his hole and lent in over his body. I began to push up against him, as slowly as I could hoping that I didn't hurt him as much as it had hurt me. He pushed himself slowly down against me at the same time as I pushed up to him. I started to enter him, ever so slowly. He bit his lip and so I stopped my movement, he reached his arms round my ass and carried on pulling me up though, I allowed him so that should it start to hurt him too much he could control how fast I moved. We continued this slow entry till I was all the way in. His face was wincing a little, so I stayed as I was until he gave me the all clear. I couldn't believe how hot he was, his hot ass just seemed to grab my impatient cock and squeeze it so tightly I thought it might be squashed. I looked into Conner's eyes and began panting again, the sweat hadn't stopped pouring off either of us and didn't show any signs of relief for a while yet. I noticed that Conner had grown hard again, his once again hard penis digging in to my waist.

"I'm ready Danny, it's OK now."

"Sure?"

"Sure."

I slowly pulled out a bit of my boyfriend and was quickly overwhelmed by the intense feeling that spread over my body. His face showed me that he felt the same that I had been before with him inside me. I closed my eyes and found myself a rhythm. The feel of his hot insides kept bringing me closer and closer to the edge, I was in ecstasy. I was making love to the person who I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I kept getting faster and faster knowing that it wouldn't be long now. I felt the orgasm build up on me. A stirring feeling in my groin built up slowly, almost making me pass out. With one final thrust my body tensed up. My legs, my arms, my stomach and my face went rigid as I exploded into Conner. I quickly planted my face into the pillow next to Conner's head and screamed as I released spurt after spurt of my fluid deep inside my lover. I lay there incapacitated, panting, sweating for nearly a minute trying to recover from my orgasmic daze. I was seeing stars and found it difficult to get my breath back. I just lay there, my cock deflating quickly on top of my boyfriend. I couldn't lift my head, I felt like I had died and was lying in heaven with an angel, that wasn't too far from the truth either as far as I was concerned.

It must have been about five minutes of us just lying there, me on top of Conner, both of us fighting to get our breath back. I lifted my head and looked at him.

"I thought you'd fallen asleep there." He greeted me smiling from ear to ear.

"I was ready to. I could do so easily."

"Wow!"

"I know!"

"I mean fucking hell! You hear people say it all the time, in the movies, the pub, school, everywhere and it's true. It really is the most amazing feeling on earth."

"Tell me about it! I nearly passed out a couple of times."

"Me too."

"We really have to do this more often babes, you realise that don't you?"

"Hell yeah! Hell yeah!"

I rolled off from on top of Conner and laid by his side facing him, he soon turned in to face me, and we looked into each other's eyes. I reached my hand over and started running it gently through his hair and down his face, feeling like the luckiest man to have been brought into the world.

"I love you so much Conner, more than life itself. I can't believe that I have you here with me, I can't believe that I got you."

"I know the feeling Danny. I am so pleased that we found each other, I only wish we could have been together for longer than we have been. I feel like I missed out on so much of my life not being spent with you. I can't wait to spend the rest of it together."

With that Conner wrapped his arms around me and nuzzled his face into my chest. I closed my eyes and held on to him. I was in a state of bliss. I didn't want to have to let go of him ever. I was so content and had found the reason why I lived and he was here with me, in my arms.

I'm not finishing the series here, there shall be more. There is still a lot in store for the group so keep checking for updates. I hope that this chapter worked, if you know what I mean. I'm getting a lot of e-mails with sign-offs as girls names, I have to ask were you born girls (I really am not being rude, genuinely interested if women by birth like to hear about gay guy sex)? I shall begin to write chapter 11. Soon too. Stay tuned, be happy, peace out. wanna_get_lucky@hotmail.com