Todd’s Senior Year Awakening Ch 13
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Chapter 13
We went to see our college apartment even bringing along Dustin and Max and Ricky. My parents came too to check it out and so my mom could buy us stuff we would need. She was real happy for us and it took away the fear Cole had. She treated Cole and Dustin like two more of her sons. I really didn’t want that as I figured if Cole and I fucked, it would be incest and that was as illegal as what his father had done to him. but, it made her feel good and I was glad that Mom treated him so well. We learned that his real mother was being investigated to determine what she knew of Cole’s life at home when she lived there. We still hadn’t heard much about the brother but he was being sought.
Our trip to the university was great. I was of course nervous about it as the campus was so big. My usual built in fears came through and Matt and Cole both helped to relax me. We saw all kinds of things like the stadium, and athletic fields, classrooms and the library. We found the student union building to be great and the student sports complex first class. We met some coaches who might work with us in basketball and track and wrestling for Matt.
After the tour which was led by a good looking underclassman who I think found us to be equally attractive, we went and grabbed some food with my folks. They had had their own tour and it brought back memories of their college days. My dad told us he hoped college would be as good for us as it was for them. Only poor Dustin felt bad as he knew we wouldn’t be together like now. Max and ricky who were going elsewhere to school, Max to an out of state school and Ricky to a community college, got into the fun with us but I know they felt it would mean changes in our lives which they were not going to be a part of. I only hoped Max and Ricky could find ways to get together.
Dad found the apartment and we followed in our cars. Dustin, Matt, Cole and I were together, Rick y and Max went in Ricky’s car and my parents came with their suv.
The complex was pretty new and large. We found the office and got the keys. The lady there said they wanted to meet us as few of their other tenants had their whole years rent paid for in advance including cable and electric. We felt good but Cole never said a word. He didn’t want anyone to think he was some big shot. I guess he no longer was and we knew his father certainly wasn’t.
We found the apartment, a two bedroom model. Originally, Matt and I were to share and Cole would have the master. Now, Cole and I would share the master and Matt would have his own room. It sure worked for me. The furniture was already in the place and it was nice stuff. My mom was a little disappointed that she didn’t need to buy much to furnish it. We had a large slat screen tv and two smaller ones in each bedroom. We discovered we had internet and all the things we would like to be comfortable. My parents kept saying over and over, ‘this isn’t how we remember our dorms!”
I pointed out it wasn’t a dorm. Before the big blow up and legal issues, Mr. Rivers had gotten special permission for us to live off campus. It was a pretty close walk or jog to get to the main campus area.
Once we got stuff settled with Cole leading the way to bring and carry stuff in, we all relaxed. My parents knew when it was time to go and told Dustin to get his stuff and come with them. He protested like all teens do and I spoke up and said he could stay the night and we would bring him back home with us. He was ecstatic. My parents weren’t too sure but Cole said it was fine and we promised not to drink or anything stupid. I guess they trusted us as they let him stay. Ricky and Max said they would sleep in the living room on a pull out couch.
He kissed them both thanking them for letting stay. It was almost like he was becoming their son. I was so happy.
After they drove off to home, we all got comfortable. Cole said he had enough to buy pizzas and there were sodas in the fridge. Naturally 15 year old Dustin was hoping for a beer but I told him if we didn’t get any, neither did he! He was ok with it and actually came over and hugged and kissed Cole and me. Cole seemed to like to have a little brother and I think they bonded due to the abuse they both suffered. Cole treated him well as he did everyone.
We checked out the internet, the cable and made sure all was working and settled back with our pizza and sodas to watch some ESPN sports shows. We were just like real college students I said and acted that way until it was bedtime. Cole and I went to our room to check out the king sized bed. Matt was very disappointed to find twins in his room. I suggested if he and Dustin wanted to cuddle, they could by pushing the two together which after we all stripped naked, making Dustin real happy, we did. Dustin was really taken with Matt and followed him around like a puppy. It made me feel good although at times, I had to rescue Matt and give him some space and let Dustin follow me around. He always kidded me and called me horse so I called him pony. He really liked that and it made us laugh. I knew Matt and my dad knew what it meant but my mom just thought it was cute. At least I hope that’s what she thought! I think Matt liked having a younger brother who was into the same kinds of sports and all as he was. It also seemed that Matt was becoming more into guy on guy sex as he didn’t resist any of Dustin’s advances.
We hung around naked feeling real comfortable. Dustin got his usual boner and I noticed he seemed to have grown. He kept hinting at, as he said it ‘messing around’ but we kept it cool for the time being. Cole had his arms around me and although it was kind of clinging, I was so happy he was my lover. I didn’t mind. When Cole and I went to our room, Matt kept Dustin from following. “let the lovebirds go do their thing.” I smiled at him and said a whispered ‘thank you!’
We got to our room and Cole just wanted to cuddle a bit. I was good with that but he almost had tears when he said he didn’t know how he had ever survived without me. He just wanted to tell me how much he loved me. I in turn shared the love and we finally had great sex. I fucked him with plenty of lube although he said he had no problem taking me dry or anyway I wanted him. He just was so glad I wanted him. It made me feel bad thinking about his prior life. We must have made love for several hours . He wanted to eat my whole body starting with my toes and feet. “I’m so glad you have big feet. It gives me more of you to savor. Although it felt so good, I told him not to as they probably smelled. “If it is you, they never smell in my book, babe. You’re like a god to me!” I started to cry knowing how much he loved me He sang a few love songs to me as he held me before I went down on him and sucked him until he blew a load in my mouth. “It’s the sweetest taste in the world.” I was truly on cloud 9. Still I worried about what would happen at the trial and what it would do to him.
It was late into the night when I got up to pee. Cole heard me get up and laid their watching through the open door. I heard some noise and went to the hall to see. I heard Dustin and Matt talking low. I knocked but then just walked in. I know, too bold of me but I didn’t think my brother would care. There I saw Matt on all fours with Dustin poking his dick in Matt’s ass. I almost gasped. Matt was getting fucked. They stopped immediately and looked up. Matt tried to stammer out something but I just started to laugh. “My big tough jock brother is getting fucked?” I exclaimed. They both looked embarrassed. “Well, I told you I might try it and well, Dustin wanted to fuck me and, shit, …”
I laughed some more and said I was just shocked. I thought he would never allow anyone to fuck him although he had fucked me several times. “Let me get you some lube.” By then Cole was there and he just smiled. “I knew you would come around, Matt. Us jocks eventually have to try it and once you do, pussy just ain’t the same.” Cole laughed. “Go ahead, I hope you like it. Maybe you’ll give it up to your brother as well.”
By now Ricky and Max were there too. All of us naked guys standing around laughing. Matt seemed kind of perplexed and probably embarrassed. He sat up looking a little red but managed to say it seemed so hot when he had seen Cole and I fucking and the blowjobs he had gotten from me and Dustin just made him want to try more. He decided that he probably couldn’t take my cock but even though Dustin had a good sized one, it was about 5.5 inches. Thick but well, if lubed up and his hole was lubed up, he might be able to see what we all liked so much, another dudes cock up his ass. It kind of made sense and I didn’t really blame Matt for wanting to try a smaller dick first. I went up and hugged my brother saying I didn’t mean to barge in and embarrass him. It was ok with me if he took Dustin first. I’d be happy with sloppy seconds. He moaned, still hard from just thinking about it.
“Let’s let these two do it.” I suggested. “and give them some space.”
Matt gave me a weak smile but I knew he wanted it and he should do it.
Cole, Ricky, Max and I went to the living room where Max admitted he wanted Ricky’s big dick up his ass but was also afraid to try it. I hugged him and said it might hurt some but I was sure Ricky would take it easy on him. Cole put his arms around me and kissed me. I knew he wanted to get fucked again so I suggested we do it together. I don’t care if you guys watch us. I looked at Cole for approval and he nodded and just laid down and stuck his perfect butt up for me. I went behind him, hugged him and began to eat his puckered hole making him moan. Ricky and Max were there and I suggested that Cole suck on one of them. Max moved right in and I told Ricky Cole would suck him as I fucked Cole. He smiled at me , adjusted his cock a little. Soon we were one tangled mess of guys sucking and fucking. Cole later told them he loved my big dick up his ass. They had now all learned that he had been fucked many times so taking me wasn’t hard. I also made a point of sucking Ricky. I loved the taste of Ricky’s big uncut dick in my mouth it was so soft and warm at first . I just swallowed him and buried my face in his pubes, a little challenge I admit, as I gently pushed into Cole and his ass just seemed to garb me and pull me in. Max was so excited to see us fuck that he came real quick in Cole’s mouth. Cole just licked his lips and continued to move his muscles in such a way as to bring me to orgasm quicker than normal. It was a kind of hot scene. Once I came in his ass I told Ricky he should do Max. Max looked a little worried. Cole moved around and licked Max’s hairy butt hole as Ricky lined up his dick and slid it in ever so gently. He cried out a little at first but I kissed him and told him to relax and let it go. He did and breathed deeply and Ricky popped inside of him. I knew he had taken Max’s cock probably a few times and it was so hot seeing my best friend getting his due from his boyfriend. Ricky continued to push and Max got over the pain and began to enjoy it.
He moaned with pleasure as I held him and kissed his cute face. It was like a kid seeing a theme park for the first time. Ricky had a serious look which eventually relaxed. He said he was cumming but I told him to just keep going and let Max experience the great feeling of cum entering his virgin hole for the first time. Ricky must have shot a good load in him as he cried out in pleasure. Once done, Ricky pulled out and I let Max go and said he should honor his man by licking his cock for him. “It’s good to taste a cock right out of your ass the first time.” I said like some totally experienced fuck coach!
Max did and licked the remaining cum and probably the first taste he ever had of his own ass juices. We were all a little spent to say the least. Just then, Matt and Dustin came out of Matt’s room. Dustin had such a proud look on his smiling face. Matt was smiling too and said he had just become another guys pussy. He didn’t know if he liked it but said it made him cum. He seemed proud like he had just made first string on some team. I hugged him and told him he would get more if it was ok with Cole. I told them I was too spent to do him tonight but soon.
We all went back tom our huge bed and climbed in and cuddled and slept. In the morning, Cole was eating me again as he had down so many times now. We all woke up to see it happen. He said he would do this for me the rest of our lives if I let him. I wanted to cry out in joy! I pulled him off my ass and up to me to kiss him. Matt and Dustin, far less experienced weren’t sure if they would have kissed after one of them had eaten out the other but I said I savored my hot lover and he tasted great. I then asked Cole to fuck me and he looked like he was thinking, are you sure and I nodded. He did as I asked and fucked me good with my legs up and kissing my body as he slowly fucked me good. He shot his load up my ass and I told Dustin to clean him up. You need to taste how a lover tastes after he fucks you. He kind of shrugged and did I as I told him. “Wasn’t too bad. He’s got great tasting cum. Not so sure about your ass mixed in bro, but hey I gotta learn right?” WE all laughed and I was proud that he called me bro. Maybe that would actually happen. Who knows.
We lay around on our bed with all the guys either sucking or licking or getting eaten for almost an hour before Matt said he had to pee bad. We all agreed and went to the bathrooms where we showered and pissed in the shower. Ricky was with Cole and me, all one shower could hold, and actually licked the last few drops of pee off my cock as he cleaned my legs and feet and butt. It was a shock but kind of fun. Cole washed my upper body and I his while Ricky stayed on the floor doing both of us. We then pulled him up and I kissed him as Cole and I washed him. I really liked his big uncut dick with just the tip of it peeking out when he got hard. He told us he loved our shaved crotches and wondered if Max would like him that way. I suggested he ask but reminded him that I found his hot Latino body great and if he cut his pubes, it maybe should be just a trim maybe as short as his nearly shaved head. He had that very slight bit of hair. I complimented his body and although slim, it was obvious he had begun to work out and had such a nice flat stomach and some nice definition to his chest. I personally liked his hairy legs and butt but that was just me. He thanked me and kissed me again for making him a part of our group.
We had a little breakfast with the items mom had bought for us, eating naked and happy. We finally got dressed and put on just enough to be decent. Cole asked me if I wanted to tell him what to wear. I reminded him that he should wear what he liked. If he was pleasing me as his lover, he should just be his sexy self. He wore the same as me shorts, tank and bare feet. He said he liked wearing no shoes at all because that’s who he was and he knew it made me happy. I smiled and Ricky and Max thanked us for letting them stay and for the visit to the campus. They left in their car and Cole drove the four of us home. I thought about how cool we all were and comfortable with one another. I wondered if maybe I should ask Mom and Dad if they could adopt Dustin. I knew Cole was now an adult technically but he was so much accepted as a family member. I like having a new brother and I could see Cole was like a brother to Matt and even Dustin. Of course, he was my lover and I liked how he was coming out of his shell of feeling like just someone for everyone to abuse. We drove home with Cole and I having on hands on each others thighs. I couldn’t see Matt and Dustin but I figured they were doing something sexy to one another too, by the smiles on their faces and the sly look my brother wore.
We got home and met our parents who were sunning at the pool. They greeted the four of us almost as if we were all their sons. I was so happy and the weekend at the college was fantastic. Who knew it would have proven to be so much fun and so sexy. I was now glad I was gay it it didn’t seem to bother anyone. Even my other friends, although surprised at first, had pretty much accepted it. A few didn’t and I decided I didn’t need them anymore. Cole had similar experiences.
Back home, we joined the family at the pool and swam, laid around and snacked. Dustin couldn’t get over the size of the campus and told my folks how cool it was for us to meet the coaches on the wrestling team for Matt and the basketball team for Cole and maybe me. My parents were all smiles as they saw how much Dustin was fitting in with us. His only negative remark was the fear of where he would end up after the summer. He said on any number of occasions that he never had such a great life. He didn’t talk much about his father who was now in prison or any of his past other than to say this was the coolest family ever. I knew he was hoping my folks would let him stay but he knew it would be different after Matt , Cole and I would be off to college. Still, for the first time, he felt loved and cared for.
I knew Monday would be back to the usual grind and soon the trial. I wasn’t wrong! We learned that Cole’s father was fighting his prosecution with several lawyers and we had little evidence of what all had transpired. I suggested to Cole that he call his brother and see what take he had on it all. I knew he had to know what was going on. Cole seemed reluctant to call. I asked him if he had any of the videos and he had told me no. He had only seen the one his father showed me. I so wished I could get my hands on it. There might be the video from the surveillance cameras in the house but that would also show me and Cole and I was seriously afraid of what it would show. We had done some kinky stuff. Not that it wasn’t consensual but it might make us look bad.
Cole finally agreed that we could maybe search the place if he knew no one was home. His father was released on bond so it was likely that his father was around. The butler might be there too. I always found him to be chilling and certainly he had been loyal to Cole’s dad. Still we had to find something.
The big break so far was when they checked Cole’s father’s computer and phone contacts and found many that were to places overseas. We so hope that would produced something.
I finally got Cole to agree to try checking his house. He didn’t want to go back there as he was afraid and it held so many bad memories.
I convinced him finally we should look He drove out with me and we found on each occasion, that his father was around. If not, the butler was home. Our hopes were pretty much dashed. Cole had told all of us, Max, Matt, Dustin and Ricky on night when we went for a pizza, that most of the stuff was done on the net. Ricky popped up with an idea. I had no idea he had a lot of knowledge of working with computers but he had shyly said when he was in high school and afraid to divulge his sexuality, he spent a lot of time researching and learning about the internet. He said it was mainly a way to surf for porn but he had learned a lot. He had also taken courses and met a few people who taught him a lot. He suggested he could do some investigating. I went to Ricky’s house along with Max who was certainly more computer literate than I was.
WE went over to Ricky’s house, a place I had never been. His folks were pretty conservative so he said he wanted us to be very careful. They were religious fanatics I guess and if his sexuality was known, he would get tossed on the street. As he had no where else to go and didn’t have much money, only what he had saved from his waiter job and a few side computer jobs, he had little. The house was pretty sad and I new he was embarrassed to show us but I admired his courage. He spoke Spanish to his folks. His dad sat around in his boxers and a beater. His mom looked kind of haggard. He had a sister who was younger and cute but looked like she needed a new wardrobe. We were all introduced and we made up a story about needing to get some computer ideas for school in fall. The parents seemed ok with it and we went to his room. I couldn’t help but notice his father had what looked to be, a huge cock in his shorts. It made me smile knowing now where Ricky got his from!
Ricky was an ace at the computer. I had no idea what he was doing and Cole and I sat on his bed just answering questions as he and Max worked. It gave me time to admire my lover Cole who was very quiet and I knew extremely worried. I also got to look at Ricky and his big cock hanging inside his jeans. It almost made me hard thinking about these guys as they worked so hard to help. Max had brought his lap top along and they worked for maybe a half hour asking a few questions about where the videos were made. Cole did his best to nervously tell them trying to rack his brain. I had told him he needed to be as helpful as he could although I knew he didn’t want to recall his memories of what, where and how things were done. They pulled up some sites that I never would have imagined existed. Fortunately, Ricky’s family didn’t interfere or come into the room. The sites were certainly on the edge of extreme. Although we didn’t spend much time on any, the graphic depictions of sexual slavery were more than I could have imagined. My pursuits were pretty tame by comparison.
Finally Ricky came upon something. He asked Max to check a few things and they shared their computer savvy which meant nothing to me. Ricky announced he thought he might have something. We all looked and sure enough, he did! “That’s my brother, Brock.” Cole whispered to us. He was in shock. Soon images came into view and Cole said he remembered more. Giving the information, Ricky was able to go further and finally hit pay dirt. There was the site that Cole remembered hearing about . Suddenly, a site appeared and Cole was humiliated as an image of him from perhaps few years back. He was younger but just as handsome in a boyish way. Cole looked away and tears were in his eyes. It was a porn film promo for several videos that could be purchased. We tried to save it but it took time for Ricky to get his computer to save the site and download the video. Somehow, he bypassed the needed access code which required a payment to view. Soon images of boys and young men were found. I volunteered to go to the car and bring in some thumb drives I had to save the stuff. Ricky gave us what he had but we needed more. It took more than an hour to download all we could from the site, emphasizing anything with Cole and his brother. I held Cole close as he watched in horror and it brought back so many painful memories. Ricky saved all he could to Max’s computer fearing he didn’t want to have his parents find it on his. He smiled his handsome Latino smile at us as he was proud he had been able to help. I went over and hugged him and told him what a lifesaver he had been. He was proud and I was bold enough to kiss him and felt his big uncut cock rubbing through his boxers and jeans. He was a happy boy and I knew that he and Max would get it on as soon as they could. I only wished I could join them later!
We took the saved information and I called Mr. Evans who said he would look at it in the morning and share it with the police. He asked how we got it and I said I had a friend who was a computer expert. No way would I betray Ricky or Max for all their work.
I took Cole home and he felt a little ill. I knew why seeing his past life on the screen and knowing that people somewhere in the world had access to viewing the disgusting things he and other boys were made to do. I held him and let him cry it out and even enlisted Matt to console him without showing Matt any of the videos . He seemed to understand and just offered to do what he could. I knew Cole was humiliated from the videos and embarrassed that we had seen them. I told him it was ok as it wasn’t his doing. He had been forced to participate.
The following days were busy getting Cole ready for court. Mr. Evans shared the video information we got through Ricky, with the police. We didn’t divulge Ricky’s involvement as we knew if his folks found out, he would be history at his house and he couldn’t afford that.
I apologized to Mr. Evans for adding all this to his life and for in some ways, shirking my duties as his employee. He said he was ok with it as my family and me in particular, had done so much to help Dustin.
We got to court and the media was all around. Cole had to quit his job at the store as publicity was just too much. They hated to see him go but understood. He was a real popular employee with customers although recently, a few had made somewhat disparaging remarks figuring he was a porn star. .
It was good that he did. We kept him at our house so he didn’t have to interact with too many people including most of his former friends.
The court day arrived and I was kind of happy that my dad said he would go to court. Cole was not sure he wanted anyone there due to the embarrassment but dad assured Cole he had no misgivings about him and wanted to be there for moral support. I, of course, was asked by Cole to attend and sit near him. I was only to happy to do it and wanted his father to suffer.
We entered the court room and the trial began. The charges were levied at Mr. Rivers and we were all surprised that they were much more thorough than we imagined. Not only was the abuse of his sons a factor but his illegal acts including defrauding the I.R.S., mail fraud and some bookkeeping irregularities.
I sat in amazement listening to it all. When they finally got to the charges of the porn and his abuse of his two sons, Cole almost wanted to crawl in a hole as so much was described. His ex-wife, and Cole’s mother was there too. I had never seen her and I was shocked that she showed so little concern for her sons. What surprised me even more was when the mystery brother came in. Brock was a good looking dude, a little over the top in the way he dressed. He was very flamboyant in his mannerisms. I was so surprised when he only nodded to his brother and ignored me completely. He had no idea who I was or why I was there.
At a recess, he came over and said somewhat coldly to Cole that he was disgusted that his brother had brought all this to a trial. I wanted to punch him but Cole quietly said he couldn’t take it anymore. “Always a pussy. Couldn’t take it with the big boys I see.” He smirked. Cole dropped his head in sadness. He didn’t know what to say other than he introduced me as his closest friend. “Probably your master too.” He remarked looking at me with disdain. I had to speak up and said “I’m not his master. I am his friend and well, actually now his boyfriend. If you want to blame someone, blame me. I couldn’t let what was happening to Cole continue. It was destroying him and no one deserves that!”
He looked at me like I was some kind of piece of shit. Mr. Evans came over and we moved apart. Mr. Evans said that Brock was in fact, in the porn business but so far, all things pointed to the fact his business was legitimate. “Brock always got into that stuff much more than I.” Cole admitted.
I asked Cole if he was going to speak to his mother. He quietly shook his head and said she was no longer anyone he cared to talk to. “She got what she wanted and ignored me and Brock. She isn’t anyone I would want as a mother. She could have done more to save me but she just took her cash and left.” I felt so bad for him as his family now totally rejected Cole. I couldn’t fathom that ever happening in real life but I guess when money, big money is involved, it changes people and makes them so different. I felt bad for Cole as everyone now seemed to reject him for things he had no choice in making.
That night, he felt little like eating. Even my family and Dustin noticed his sadness. I took him to be and simply held his warm body. He cried a little which maybe was good. He said he felt useless and I had to work very hard to instill his dignity. He said maybe he should have just let life go on as it had for him. I thought he even hinted at suicide ! I had to comfort and take care of him and make him feel good. I got him to go to the gym with me and he seemed to take out all his frustrations on the equipment, pushing himself harder than I ever saw him. I was glad that Matt and Dustin came along. Dustin could relate some to his situation and I was surprised at how he talked to him being somewhat gentle yet very firm with him. Cole almost blew up at him but he kept his temper and I guess, realized that Dustin’s life had also been shit.
I held him all night. I tried to make love to him but he was kind of cold and distant. I couldn’t image what all he was going through but knew I had to be there no matter what. My parents said in the morning that I needed to be strong for him but praised me for being so devoted. I had to be strong for both of us.
End of Chapter 13