Author's Note:
I'm Tom, and the following is a true story about a guy I met on Craigslist. I've written several stories about my sexual experiences and plan to write more. To preserve anonymity and increase readability, some details will be changed, but the stories themselves are true.
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Part 9: Gustavo
Aside from my regular cocksucker who serviced me a few times per month for about six months before he moved away, Gustavo (or Gus as I usually refer to him) is the sub I have hooked up with the most number of times. If you follow me on Tumblr, you already know that we have a bit of a routine. I'll go through that in a little more detail here and also tell you how I originally met Gus.
Gus responded to a Craigslist ad I placed more than a year ago. It was a pretty mainstream ad identifying me as a straight married white bear who likes to get head and top. I listed my stats in the ad, including my actual weight, height, and dick size.
As I've said before, I'm a bear with a chubby build and an average dick. Let me tell you guys a secret. Well, maybe not a secret but a fact of life that doesn't come up very often in the fantasy world. Not all doms are muscular jocks with long thick dicks. There are guys who fit that description, like my friend Tristan. But there are also bear daddies with average dicks. Some doms even have smaller than average dicks. The point is, you don't need a big dick or perfect body to be a dom.
I've gotten several requests recently from guys on Tumblr who want to know how to be a "true dom." Here's what I tell them. Being a dominant alpha man is about attitude, not physical appearance. I'm not saying guys with big dicks and huge muscles shouldn't be doms. If pointing out your massive dick makes you feel superior, go for it. If working on your body at the gym until your muscles bulge helps you feel like an alpha, do it. However, most of us can't spend 10 hours a week in the gym, and we weren't born with 9" cocks. Which is why I'm thankful sex is often more mental than physical.
Domination and submission in particular are mostly mental, so if your tools for dominating faggots are limited to the physical aspects, you're not going to be able to satisfy true submissives. They may enjoy worshipping your body, but you won't reach them psychologically where they really need to feel your superiority.
If you don't have a perfect body or huge cock, it is important to be honest about your appearance and take control immediately upon meeting a new guy or even in the conversations before meeting. Sometimes you can get away with being casual for a few minutes to get to know a sub before moving into sexual roles, but for other subs you will never be in control if you don't take charge from the second you meet.
The question I often get from guys when I admit to not having a perfect body or huge dick is what makes me worthy of being in control. Why am I an alpha male? The answer is that I'm mentally superior to almost everyone I meet. I don't mean that I know everything. I freely admit my ignorance, which is another of my strengths. However, I can read people, understand concepts, figure out new things better and faster than almost anyone. That's the thing that sets me apart and makes me a superior man. It's what lets me know how to get into a sub's head and make him want to be dominated and degraded. I awaken that need inside him.
Even though I'll never have Tristan's physique, I've had more guys than I can count tell me that I'm one of the best sex partners they've ever had. That doesn't mean I don't care at all about my appearance. After getting way too fat, I've worked hard to move from obese to chubby and am continuing to move toward the hwp range and eventually get back to where I was in during college. However, it's a long process, and I realized I didn't have to wait until I achieved my goal weight to start finding subs to take care of my sexual needs.
Which brings me to Gus. Gus was one of my relatively early finds on CL and remains one of the best.
I've hooked up with Gus a couple dozen times now. The first few times I went over to his house, Gus sucked my dick for a while, then I fucked him. Each time, I came while fucking him and then Gus licked/sucked my dick clean after I pulled out of his ass and took the condom off.
After cleaning my dick during the third or fourth visit, Gus asked if I could cum again. I told him I might be able to but it would take some time. He offered to give me a massage while I recovered. That established our usual pattern.
Most of our visits go like this: I show up, Gus sucks my dick for a while, I fuck him, about half the time I cum while fucking him and the other half I'll pull out after a while and let him suck my cock until I cum (he really likes me to cum in his mouth so I give him this treat if I don't feel the need to cum while fucking his ass on a particular day), after I cum Gus cleans up my cock with his mouth, he gives me a massage for 30 minutes or an hour (during which I often doze off), then I roll over and let Gus suck my dick until I cum again.
If Gus was ready to be a fully owned faggot, I'd be extremely tempted to take complete possession of him. I'd use him even more often if our work schedules didn't conflict so much and he didn't have a roommate who he is afraid will find out about his faggot nature.
There are a couple of things about my experiences with Gus that make them special when compared to meetings with other faggots. For one, he is the only man I've ever really bitten. One day I was fucking him hard for a long time. He had sucked me for a while, then I fucked him for 20 minutes or so and started to get soft. He sucked me for another 10 or 15 minutes, and I said I wanted to get back in his ass. I fucked him for another 15 or 20 minutes and just couldn't quite get over the edge.
Part of the problem is that he had bought a new different brand of condom, and all the sensations were a little bit more diminished than usual while I fucked him. However, I was determined to cum while fucking him and was using ever trick I could think of to stay hard. I don't remember most of the dirty talk that day, but I was being truly obscene to keep myself and Gus turned on. I also vividly remember the moment when I finally came.
I was fucking Gus doggy style. Sometimes he slouches a little, especially when I grab his torso to fuck. I kept telling him to arch his back and raise his shoulders, but he was getting tired and kept losing form. Finally, I grabbed his shoulders with both hands, pulled back on them as hard as I could and said, "I told you to keep these fucking shoulders back so you'd stay in the right position. I know you want to make me cum bitch, so you better start following directions. I need your ass to stay in this position so I can shoot my load. Now stay right like this and start squeezing your fucking hole to milk my cock."
Gus did as I commanded, and I finally started to inch over the edge.
"Oh fuck. Yes. I'm finally getting there. I'm going to shoot. Don't stop bitch. Brace yourself!"
With those words I started fucking Gus with more fury than I think I have ever fucked any other person before or since. I was slamming my body into him so hard that he couldn't have possibly kept his balance if I hadn't been grabbing onto his shoulders for leverage. I was gripping them so hard, he told me he had bruises from my fingers the next day.
After another 30 seconds or so of sitting on the edge and feeling myself slowly cross over, I finally started to cum. I didn't have any words at that point. It was one of the most intense orgasms I'd ever had and all I could do was moan and grunt.
And bite.
As I pounded away for the last few strokes and felt the fluid spurt up through my cock, I buried my face in Gus's shoulder. At first I was just shoving my head down, turning it back and forth a little lost in the moment, rubbing my eyes across his shoulder. Then this sudden urge to bite came over me as my orgasm reached its peak, so I did.
I didn't draw blood, but you could see teeth marks in Gus's right shoulder when I finished cumming and pulled my dick out of his ass. He didn't object to being bitten either. He moaned when he felt my teeth, reached back with his hand, and pulled my head further into his shoulder while I bit down. Knowing that his ass had sent me to such an extreme level of ecstasy was all Gus cared about in that moment. Any pain he had to endure while I rode through the intensity of my orgasm was meaningless. He's such a good faggot.
As a reward, from that day on, I have allowed Gus to cum when we are together if he asks permission.
After I came and bit into Gus's shoulder, we fell into our normal routine. He sucked my dick clean and gave me a massage. Then he started sucking my dick and got it really hard. After a while, I told him I wanted to fuck him some more. He gave me a worried look, but I told him to trust me.
Every time I fuck Gus, he starts off riding my dick, then I fuck him doggy style. This time, I stood up next to the bed, told him to lay on his back and pulled him over to the edge. I fucked him with his legs in the air and he was instantly rock hard. I knew he would be because he's always hard when I fuck him.
I told Gus that because I bit him and he had worked so hard to give me such a powerful orgasm, I was going to let him cum while I fucked him. Maybe I should have waited longer to give him the good news. It only took him about 3 strokes to shoot a huge load, which is why that's the only time Gus has ever been allowed to cum while I was fucking him.
The next time I met Gus, I wasn't sure if I should let him cum in my presence or not. A lot of doms do not care about a sub's cock at all. Some claim a faggot should only orgasm through his prostate and that the alpha's cock is the only thing that matters. For me, I think it depends on the sub.
If I am dealing with a true omega boy or slave who never wants to get off in the presence of an alpha man unless it's a ruined orgasm while locked in chastity or an "assgasm" while getting fucked, then that's one thing. However, if I'm dealing with a beta guy who still views his own cock as a pleasure source, then I use that as a means to control him. Sure, the beta sub has no "right" to cum when he's with me and shouldn't expect it. When and if he gets to cum in my presence is my decision. But I realize that some subs aren't ready to be totally deprived.
The key is to let a boy cum in some way that reinforces my control and his feeling of loyalty to me. My favorite is to let him jack off while he's got my cock in his mouth. He starts to associate sucking my dick with both the mental high of being treated like the cocksucking bitch he is, as well as the physical high of his own orgasm. Plus, it gives me additional pleasure.
Naturally, a sub doesn't get to cum until after I do. Some doms have super sensitive cockheads and can't stand having a sub continue sucking after he comes. Others can keep on going as if nothing changes upon orgasm. I'm in the middle, sensitive after cumming but not painfully so.
After I let Gus cum that first time, he started asking if he could cum while sucking my dick. I know that it increases his pleasure to feel my cock in his mouth while he strokes himself, and I get more blowjob time. So I decided to let him.
If Gus gets carried away and starts sucking hard enough to cross the pleasure/pain threshold, I slap him and he backs off. Mostly he just suckles on my dick and gently licks along the shaft with his tongue. He knows not to put too much pressure on the head and to stay away from the most sensitive area around the corona entirely for a while after I cum.
The other benefit of letting a cocksucker nurse on my dick while he plays with himself is that it usually keeps me hard, so if I feel like cumming again, I can knock his hand away from his own dick and tell him to get back to focusing on me. Sometimes this happens with Gus if I'm not sure initially that I'll be able to cum a second time on a particular day. I'll let Gus start jacking himself off. Then if I start to feel like I can cum, I tell him to stop jacking off and focus his complete attention on my cock. A couple of times, I've also let him start jacking off even though I know I'll be able to shoot a second load just because I thought it would be fun to make him stop in the middle. I was right.
On rare occasions, my cockhead is too sensitive for even gentle suckling after I cum a second time. If I'm not in a hurry to leave, I'll allow Gus to hold me in his mouth a bit with no suction or tongue movement at all, or I let him lick and suck my nuts while he jerks his cock. I'll continue rubbing his head with one hand as I lay back and relax. Sometimes I'll talk dirty to him to give him some fantasy material and help him cum. Other times I stay quiet and just run my fingers over his scalp and stubbly hair to reinforce the bonds of control and intimacy I've established with him over the past year.
Even without my cock in his mouth, I've decided that it's important to let Gus achieve orgasm in my presence most of the time because I've realized how important it is to him. By giving him that gift, it reinforces his loyalty to me, especially when there is other physical or mental contact while it happens. It keeps him focused on me while he's cumming so that he builds those mental associations between me and the physical/emotional rush that comes with orgasm. Perpetuating the cycle builds his desire to serve me the next time I want to use him, which benefits me.
Whether I let Gus orgasm in my presence on a given day ultimately comes down to how much time I have left after I decide I'm done cumming. If I'm not in a rush, I'm happy to kick back and let him keep nursing on my cock while he jacks off. Other times I'm in a hurry, or it's too sensitive, or I just don't feel like waiting around for him to cum.
When that happens, I simply push his head off my dick and tell him I'm ready to leave. If he looks disappointed, I tell him he can jack off while I get dressed. Then I continue talking dirty to him and tell him what a great sub boy he is.
I'll pat him on the head as I get off the bed to grab my underwear and say something like, "You are the best cocksucker. It takes special talent to keep me that hard and get me to cum twice in a row the way you always do. I haven't found anyone else who can make me do that on a regular basis."
I've told my readers before that dirty talk doesn't have to be true. As long as I haven't over exerted myself recently, it's pretty easy for me to cum twice with 30 minutes or an hour of recovery time between orgasms. For those of you who read Part 8, you know that Rob sucked a second load out of me after a short nap the same way Gus routinely does. However, Gus doesn't need to know that. It makes him feel special to think that he can perform a service for me that other cocksuckers cannot.
"I love how warm and soft your mouth feels around my dick after I cum. It's so good to have a boy who cleans my dick up and wants to prolong my pleasure by keeping my dick warm and wet after I cum."
I'm buttoning up my shirt while I tell him this. I like watching him lay on the bed with his eyes closed remembering the feel of my dick invading his mouth as he listens to my voice, and I get dressed.
"Feeling you nurse on my cock to make sure you get every drop of cum available is so hot, boy. It makes me want to feed you more since I know you want it so badly."
By now, I'm pulling my pants up and he's furiously stroking his dick, moaning trying to make himself cum because he knows his time is almost up.
"You have 30 seconds to show me how much you appreciate me feeding you my loads today. I can see how hard your dick is remembering my cock in your mouth and ass. Let me see how big a load you shoot while you imagine me continuing to use your mouth, boy. Think about the feel of my hands on the back of your head as I thrust my hips and pumped my cock in and out of your soft sweet mouth. You do such a good job stroking me with your tongue and lips while I use you. I never have to worry about teeth with you. You're such a good cocksucker. I wish I had time to let you work for a third load of my precious seed but I really do have to go now."
At this point, I've got my shoes on, and Gus is either cumming or lost in fantasy while he tries to reach the point of no return. Either way, I start walking toward the door. I've done more than enough for him, and it's time for me to get back to work or head home to my family.