How I was Trained to Serve I was never aware of any need to serve other men until quite late in life although I’ve always liked pain, it gets me hard instantly. I suppose I should have realized something earlier like the time I was tied up naked by my older brother and the time when his mate did the same, they both tied me up at different times and masturbated me slowly to I came. I must admit I found the experience very exciting and would not have complained if it happened again. Over the years I have tied myself in various positions and hung weights from my balls and cock, I get instantly hard and start leaking pre cum, I have used hot wax dripped on to my cock and nips, I have used crocodile clips on my nipples with weights attached, 2 litre bottles tied to my ball and even pierced my own nipples but the best is when I pierce my fraenulum (the bit of membrane that is attached to the foreskin and cockhead), I then hang a weight on it which tries to pull my hardened cock down; the pain is exquisite. But since I’ve had a computer I have really moved on during the earlier years you could start your own chat rooms, on yahoo there was one called Masters for Slaves it was fantastic; you could log on and find a master to take control of you on camera they could allow others to see the show or leave it at just you and them (Yahoo have since closed them down, but silver daddies is similar). I used to come home from work and the first thing I’d do was to clean myself out, this was done by fixing a adapted hose to the shower and wash by boi hole out, I’d get on all fours in the bath and let the water fill me up, I would then hold it for a while whilst massaging my stomach and then release I would do it at least three times or until I ran clear, then take a shower when I would also shave my pubes, hole and chest; after drying myself I would get my toys and equipment ready and nearby and then turn on the computer sign in and wait. I have a full length mirror by the computer so that I can see what the Master wants me to look like and on the desk I have a glass and candles. When I get signed in I let everyone know that I am a pain slut and the I await for someone to contact me, I am always nude when using the computer. As soon as a Master makes contact and instructs me to switch my cam on (if I haven’t already done so) I assume the display position which is legs apart about three feet and my hands clasped behind my neck with my eyes down and await instructions. Normally I will be told to turn around and bend over to show my hole to them, it’s fantastic having a complete stranger take control of you, never knowing what they are going to tell you what to do. They normally ask you if you have any equipment or toys to use, I show them everything I have via the camera and let them decide what they want me to do and if they want me for themselves or want others to watch my humiliation. The normal thing happen such as pushing various toys or objects up my hole, clamping of the nipples but I will be hard and dripping as soon as the camera is on. Sometimes I am told to finger my hole and put as many fingers as I can up there (I still can’t get my fist in yet) other times to just push in an anal plug it all depends on the Master, I have been told to piss into a glass and drink it and I have always done as instructed or when I have fingered myself to lick my fingers afterward. Sometimes I have had to insert thing into my piss slit such as the outside of a biro I can manage that all the way in (sterilised of course). Some masters tell you to stick pins in sensitive places I’ve had them through my nipples, fraenulum, ball bag and foreskin it feels so right to be told what to do and obeying every command. I have had to tie my balls up tightly separating the balls and hang weights from them, it hurts but my cock stays hard some masters if they see me dripping will make me either milk my cock or drip on the desk and lick it clean. If I have nipple clamps on the master will sometimes order me to remove them, this sends me ecstatic as the
extra pain flood into my nipples he will make me work my nipples for a while and then put the clamps back on; they a very sensitive by this time. I have been ordered to put my cock over a lighted candle not to close but enough to cause discomfort this goes on for a while and then I am ordered to drip the hot wax across my cockhead until it’s completely covered, I will be oozing pre cum at this stage. But no matter what I am ordered to do I will do it, I feel completely humiliated but it feels so right. The normal finish is to be told to masturbate into your hand, you will show your load to the master who will instruct you to lick it of your hand then after checking your mouth allow you to swallow it. If the master liked the session he may put you on his contact list for further meets, afterwards I always feel tired used but totally relaxed. My one wish though is to be permanently enslaved to be used and abused as required.
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