Training a Keeper

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This story contains graphic descriptions of sexual acts between a teen and a minor boy. The story is not true; the sexual acts described herein derive solely from imagination. It is not intended to promote illegal acts with/to/by minors, nor does it condone child abuse of any sort. If you object to the subject matter, stop reading. If you are legally under age to be reading this, or if your reading of this material otherwise violates laws in your place of residence or where you are currently located, stop reading. Thank you.

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Part Two

Ethan woke up the next morning with something warm, and very hard, pressing up against his back and since Justin's arm was draped over him, he knew it had to be Justin's morning wood. If he wasn't already hard, that simple contact, plus the memories of the night before, would have easily made him so. He felt Justin stir and then pull him tight against him.

"Your boner is poking me in the back." Ethan told Justin.

Justin was still half asleep, "It could be poking you somewhere else."

"What?" Ethan asked, half amused, half wondering exactly where Justin was talking about.

"Nothing, I'm still waking up." Justin explained, wondering to himself how he let that slip out, as his hand slid down to Ethan's erection, "Feels like I'm not the only one with a boner."

"I always have one in the morning." Ethan giggled.

"You do, huh?" Justin said kissing Ethan's neck softly.

"Uh huh." Ethan replied distracted by Justin's kisses and hand.

"FUCK!!" Justin said, as he glanced at his alarm clock, to see how much time they had.

Ethan jumped with surprise because not only did Justin yell in his ear, but he had also quickly jumped up off the bed, "What's wrong?"

Justin was throwing on his clothes, "I forgot to set the fucking alarm or something last night. I'm late, we got to get moving!"

Ethan got up and dressed quickly, following the urgency in Justin's voice and actions. Justin wasn't exactly panicked but given his usual easy going demeanor, Ethan could tell Justin wasn't happy. They had to eat breakfast in the car and there wasn't much talk. Ethan could tell that Justin needed some space.

As it turned out, they made it to the field only five minutes later than the team was scheduled to arrive and there were a few other players still missing.

Ethan was relived, "You're not too late, I guess."

Justin gave Ethan a quick smile, making it as friendly as possible, "Not too bad, huh? Okay guy, I've got to get my focus on and warm up."

"No problem." Ethan knew that was Justin's way of nicely saying his attention was on the game now. Ethan was really worried after the car ride that Justin was really pissed off, not at him directly but at being late. He watched Justin warm up and everything seemed to be back to normal, he was smiling and talking to his teammates, like he did yesterday.

What Ethan didn't know and, in fact, no one knew, was that despite Justin's relaxed, almost to the point of uncaring, outward appearance, everything Justin did, when it came to soccer, was calculated and as precise as he could make it. When he was ten, Justin's first keeper trainer was from England. The man drilled him relentlessly, constantly reminding him that the more you made the basics habit, instead of something you had to think through, the easier it would be to focus on making the great saves. Initially, Justin applied this to the skills and tactics he learned but as he progressed athletically, he applied them to every aspect of his sport, including the pre-match "ritual". This all started by eating the same pre-match meal, two English muffins with peanut butter and grape jelly. Then it was getting to the field early, before his teammates, to check the conditions of the pitch, wind, sun, etc while listening to the same play list on his I-pod. Then it was time to warm up physically. As an experienced keeper, his coaches allowed him to warm up apart from the team. Justin followed a very specific warm up program. Even Justin's casual interaction with his teammates served a purpose. He talked to them to see which ones might need some encouragement or needed to be settled down. His mom teased him that he was superstitious when it came to the food but Justin knew that if ate the same thing, warmed up the same way, he would always feel and perform the same way, within reason. Good habits make for more predictable results.

Justin had told Ethan that when he lost in the State Finals in the tenth grade, he vowed to work harder than ever. Much like his pre-game, no one really understood just how hard he worked. The first thing he did was talk his parents into letting him participate in a SAQ (speed, agility and quickness) camp that was geared mostly towards football and track athletes that included strength training. Justin worked hard at the camp and used what he learned to develop his speed and strength training workouts. Besides his club workouts, that included advanced keeper training sessions, Justin was working out five days a week to become a better athlete. When he stepped on to the championship field in the tenth grade, he was a tall, skinny kid who happened to be an okay athlete with excellent keeper skills. A year later, when he played in the finals again, he was a six foot three inch, muscular, lean, very good athlete with elite keeper skills. Justin knew he had improved himself but it wasn't until he went to the SAQ camp again that he found out how good an athlete he had become.

First, everything that had seemed so difficult the year before, was much easier no matter how hard he pushed himself. Secondly, one of the track coaches was continually talking to him. It wasn't a big deal at first. The man congratulated him on the state championship but when he kept making small talk, Justin knew something was up. Different sports programs, even at the same school, are not that supportive of one another. If anything, there was always a little envy when one excelled above the others. Finally, on the last day of the camp, the coach asked Justin if he would run a 100 meter sprint for him. It was only a short sprint, so Justin went ahead and did it. The coach had a huge grin afterwards and told him he had run a 10.96. Justin shrugged, not really knowing or caring what it meant. The track coach told him that it would have easily been in the top three times at last year's state finals and he was probably the fastest kid at their school. Justin found it amusing more than anything else, but he never told anybody afterwards. The track coach harassed him all spring about coming out for track, but for Justin, spring meant the State Cup club tournament, so he declined. Speed was just another tool to make him a better keeper.

Despite the morning's rough start, Justin was able to make the match his complete focus. Ethan could only focus on Justin. Technically, he was there to see Justin play but he realized that he really just wanted to see Justin. Obviously, it was the first time they had been in public since they had sex. Ethan's mind was churning. He felt like he had changed so much in just one night that he was afraid it would be obvious to anyone who cared to notice. Change isn't really the right word, feelings and desires that were confused and cloudy now seemed very clear to him, the uncertainty burned away with last night's passion. Before, he was worried that he might be gay and still wasn't sure but now he was absolutely positive he was "gay" for Justin.

It was a much tougher match than the previous day but Justin's team played well and won three to one. The one goal scored against him was a bad angled shot but it was hit hard and low. Justin hardly even reacted to the goal, until the car ride.

"Fuck! I should have made that save!" Justin yelled as soon as the car doors were shut.

Ethan wasn't sure what to say. He hadn't seen Justin like this before, "You guys still won."

"Yeah, we did, but I hate making stupid mistakes. I also mishandled that cross in the first half. I was lucky Casey cleared it before someone put it in." Justin fumed. He could tell he was just a little off today. The shot that went in brushed his fingertips. If he had been a fraction of a second quicker, he would have made the save. He knew that changing his routine was probably enough to make that difference.

"Didn't you tell me that I should let it go when a goal is scored? I think you said exactly 'Learn from it, then let it go'." Ethan reminded him jokingly, trying to lighten things up.

Justin's parents had learned that when he was like this, to just leave him alone until he had completely vented. His mom often told people that she had two sons, the high strung big cat at soccer matches and the laid back sloth that would never get off the couch at home if it wasn't for soccer. Justin was still focused on the match. He opened his mouth to tear Ethan a new asshole and it took him a moment to realize Ethan was only teasing him, then he gave a tight little laugh, "Yeah, I did say that. Did you ever hear that other saying?"

Ethan was relived that Justin started to loosen up, "Umm, not sure which one you're talking about."

"I think it goes something like 'do as I say, not as I do'. That should work anyway." Justin said, while he gave Ethan a playful punch.

Ethan punched him back, "Pay attention to your driving. I see how it is though."

Justin teased, "Yeah, that's how it is, young keeper. When you become the master, the rules might, just might, change for you."

They joked around the rest of the ride home. Justin realized that if Ethan hadn't come with him, he would have obsessed on the goal the whole ride home and probably the rest of the day.

When they were back in their neighborhood, Justin asked, "I guess I better get you home, huh?"

"I suppose so. Are your parents back yet?" Ethan asked in return.

"Nah, their plane doesn't get in til five and they won't get home til like six." Justin explained.

"That's not for a long time. You'll be able to relax all by yourself." Ethan said with just a slight hint in his voice.

Justin picked up on the hint, "Yeah, it'll be nice but, you know, maybe we should stop by first to make sure you didn't leave anything."

Ethan nodded, "I think that's a good idea."

They were kissing the moment Justin had closed and locked his front door. Justin picked Ethan up and carried him to his bedroom, a hand under each butt cheek, with Ethan's arms around his neck. There was something that drove Ethan wild about Justin being able to manhandle him, a strange combination of being controlled, yet safe, in Justin's arms. After they reached Justin's room, they kissed a long time before Justin put Ethan down on the bed. Ethan quickly peeled off his shirt, jeans and kicked off his boxers.

Justin watched Ethan get undressed, amused and turned on at the same time, "Looks like you're over someone seeing you naked."

Ethan shrugged, smiling, "I'll get naked for you anytime." Even though it was really only their second time, it felt like he had been naked with Justin forever.

"That's really good to know. God, you're so fucking hot." Justin said, while pulling off his t-shirt.

That made Ethan happy. He slid off the bed and knelt before Justin. Ever since he had woke with Justin's hard-on poking him in the back, he had wanted to suck Justin off. He hooked his fingers under Justin's soccer shorts and sliders and pulled them both down at once, freeing Justin's engorged member.

"You already have a boner." Ethan remarked, taking it in his hand.

"Fuck, Ethan, I was hard as soon as I knew you were coming home with me." Justin admitted, reaching down to stroke Ethan's hair.

"So? I got hard watching you play, even though you got scored on." Ethan teased, gently stroking Justin's dick.

"You're such a little prick. If you weren't so cute with my dick in your hand, I'd kick your ass. Do you want me to shower first?" Justin said, right before Ethan put Justin's dick in his mouth.

Ethan could smell Justin's sweat but it wasn't a bad smell, "Nuh uh."

Justin took in a deep breath as Ethan slowly took his cock head into his mouth. The first time he had sucked Justin, it was so overwhelmingly exciting just to do it. Now Ethan was going to enjoy the smooth texture of the tip of Justin's dick, and the taste of the pre-cum mixed with Justin's sweat. Ethan took his time, swirling his tongue around the head. Then he slowly started going down further. Ethan took as much of it in as he could before slowly sliding his mouth back up and thoroughly working the head again. He slowly slid one hand up the back of Justin's leg until he was gripping Justin's tight, muscular butt cheek.

Justin was fighting really hard not to blow his load, "Christ, Ethan."

Ethan thought there was something wrong, "What's wrong?"

Justin replied, "Nothing's wrong. Are you sure you haven't done this before? You're so fucking good."

"I'm pretty sure I'd remember doing this before, dumb ass." Ethan said with a smile, before smacking Justin on the butt.

"I'm just kidding but you are really fucking good!" Justin emphasized.

Ethan used Justin's encouragement to go back to blowing Justin with enthusiasm. He continued slowly work his mouth and tongue on Justin's dick. Then as Justin started slowly humping his face, he gradually picked up the pace. It wasn't long before it felt like Justin's dick began to get even bigger in his mouth. He remembered the same thing happened right before Justin came last night.

"Shit Ethan!" Justin said through heavy breaths, "Fuck, I'm gonna cum!"

Ethan kept sucking until Justin had to almost force his dick out of Ethan's mouth. Justin didn't even need to stroke his cock as it spewed cum, hitting the bed behind Ethan and then splattering the carpet. Justin had pointed it away from Ethan's face. Ethan watched Justin cum with a satisfied smile. It was the third time he had seen it, and Ethan knew he would never get tired of making Justin cum. As the last bit of cum dripped from Justin's dick, Ethan couldn't resist getting one last taste and gave Justin's cock head one last good lick.

Justin jerked and let out a little gasp, "Easy buddy, it's a little sensitive right after I cum."

Ethan was still mentally weighing his first taste of cum but he smiled up at Justin and giggled, "I couldn't help it! Did you like that?"

"No shit I liked it. Look at my fucking bed, I don't know if I ever shot that far before." Justin told him, "I think I really have to show you how much I loved it."

Justin hooked his hands under Ethan's arms and tossed him on the bed.

"Ewwww, you threw me in your cum!" Ethan yelled, pretending to be grossed out.

Justin laughed as he lowered himself on top of Ethan, "You didn't mind last night when it was all over your face!"

Ethan liked the feeling of being under Justin. He looked up at Justin's face, which was inches from his. He ran his tongue over his lips, "Maybe I did, maybe not so much."

Justin kissed Ethan hard, probing his mouth with his tongue. Ethan wrapped his arms around Justin's neck and pushed his mouth hard against Justin's. The almost tentative exploration the night before had become a feverish passion. Ethan ground his hips upward rubbing his eager erection against Justin's firm stomach. They kissed and ground against each for a long time. Justin began kissing Ethan all over. Justin found that he loved every inch of Ethan's body, the smoothness, the perfect way his muscles felt. Sometimes Ethan would laugh and squirm and sometimes he would let out sounds that were a cross between a grunt and a moan depending on where Justin kissed him. Finally, Justin pulled Ethan to the edge of the bed. He was rubbing the back of Ethan's legs and pushed them up and back so that his face was even with Ethan's crotch. Ethan smelled like a good mix of Justin's Axe body wash with just a touch of boy sweat. Justin looked at Ethan's butt hole for the very first time, maybe anyone's butt hole, he thought to himself. When he had sex with girls, it was pretty much shove it in and then focus on getting off. He never thought about their assholes. Ethan's was just like the rest of him, cute and sexy, just a tiny pink pucker. Justin wanted to kiss and lick it but didn't want to come across like some gross pervert. Instead, he gave the insides of Ethan's legs a series of gentle kisses making him squeal and squirm. The squealing stopped when Justin started to gently lick Ethan's hairless scrotum.

"Mmm, that feels so weird but so good." Ethan told Justin while thinking how weird it was to have Justin right between his legs like that. He could see everything and Ethan liked it.

Justin stopped licking and grinned up at Ethan, "It better feel good."

"Uh huh, it really does. Are you gonna suck me again?" Ethan asked hopefully.

"I might get to it." Justin teased, rubbing Ethan's legs. They were amazing.

"You're such an ass!" Ethan shot back.

Justin responded by pretending to bite Ethan in the sensitive spot where his leg meets his body, right next to his nut sack. Ethan let out a loud scream, followed by giggles that faded as Justin went back to working gently on his nuts. Ethan started running his hands through Justin's hair. Neither boy could hold out any longer. Ethan needed to cum real bad and Justin had to have Ethan's overly primed dick in his mouth. He tried working it slowly like Ethan had done to him, but Ethan started fucking his face right away and Justin went with it. This time it was Ethan that came quick. Justin thought that there was a much bigger spasm than the night before and maybe just a little something came out. If it did, it wasn't much because he couldn't really taste anything.

Justin gave Ethan another big kiss and then collapsed on the bed next to him, "That was extreme."

Ethan's head was still swirling but he managed to say, "Yeah. Are you sure you've never done this before?"

Justin gave a quick chuckle, "You're such a clever little prick."

Ethan laughed, "It felt weird that time."

"What do you mean?" Justin asked.

"I mean, it felt really good but it was like I peed, but not really like that, it's hard to explain." Ethan told him.

"Maybe you shot a little. I thought maybe you had but I couldn't really tell."

"I wanna shoot like you do, it's fucking awesome." Ethan told him.

"Such language! You must be hanging out with the wrong crowd." Justin teased, "I'm sure you'll be blowing huge loads in no time, guy."

"I hope so. Til then, I guess I'll have to make you 'blow huge loads'." Ethan said smiling.

"Yeah, next time, maybe I'll blow all over your bed. I've got to get this cleaned up before my mom gets home. You better jump in the shower."

Ethan showered while Justin pulled the covers off his bed. Then, while he got dressed, Justin took his shower.

"It sucks that you don't have a cell phone. We could text each other." Justin said as he came back into the bedroom.

"I know it sucks, my dad is such a cheap ass." Ethan told him.

"You have your own computer?" Justin asked.

"Yeah." Ethan replied.

"Cool. What email do you use?"

Ethan thought for a moment, "Umm Yahoo, but I don't email very much."

"I think that will work. I had a friend that got his phone taken away, he IM'd to text, he could only do it from home or the school comp lab but it was something." Justin explained.

"That'd be way cool!" Ethan exclaimed.

Justin booted up his computer and had Ethan log in to his email. It took a little bit of playing around but they got it to work.

"You can always call me but this way we can kind of talk in private if you want." Justin told him.

"Yeah, that would be better." Ethan said, knowing that if he used the home phone, his parents would always be wondering who he was talking to.

"Yeah, it'll work til you get a phone. I guess I better get you home before your parents spazz out." Justin said with regret.

"Yeah, I promised my dad that I would still get my chores done this weekend."

It was only a five minute drive to Ethan's house. Justin hadn't realized how close they lived to each other.

Justin sighed, "Okay guy, I'll see you tomorrow at practice."

"Yeah, see ya tomorrow." Ethan said, trying not to show the emotion that was welling up inside him.

Justin almost lost it and started to lean over to kiss Ethan goodbye. He caught himself in time and offered a fist bump instead. They touched fists and as Ethan got out of the car, he looked so sad that Justin gave him a quick squeeze on the shoulder and the warmest smile he could muster.

Ethan was lucky, his dad was focused on the TV and his mother was out shopping, so he made to his room without anyone seeing him cry. He wasn't sure why he was crying. It wasn't just because he was going to miss Justin but it was everything hitting him all at once. He wasn't even really sad, it was like he was feeling all the emotions from the weekend at once. Ethan finally realized that he had had sex for the very first time and the second time. He also knew that he was falling for Justin hard. It's one thing to like someone when you think they'll never like you but it's something entirely different when they like you to. Ethan took a little time to get his emotions under control and then headed to the garage to get the lawn mower.

Justin kept busy cleaning up the house before his parents got home. The house was actually in better shape than normal after one of his bachelor weekends since, this time, he was either gone or in his bedroom with Ethan. He was able to wash all his bedding except for the pillowcase on Ethan's pillow. He could swear it still smelled like Ethan's hair.

Justin's parents picked up some BBQ on the way home and they ate together to catch up on the weekend. He got the scoop on their weekend away. They asked him about his matches.

"Oh yeah. How did your protege like watching you play yesterday." Justin's dad asked, as an afterthought.

Justin replied honestly, "Ethan had fun. He came today, too."

Justin's mom snickered, "Really?"

"Yeah, what's so funny?" Justin asked, trying hard to keep the sharpness out of his voice. His mom had a way off getting under his skin like no other person alive and she usually didn't even try.

"Don't get all snippy, love bug. I'm just surprised. You must really care about him. I mean, that girl you're dating has only been to one game and you made her ride with us." Mom explained.

Justin rolled his eyes. He had long given up trying to stop his mom from calling him "love bug" and it didn't matter what girl he dated, their name was always "that girl". Justin explained, trying to sound nonchalant, "Yeah, he's come a long way in a few weeks. I thought it would fire him up, plus he's a cool little kid."

Justin's dad nodded, "Your mom isn't giving you a hard time. We're both pleased that you stepped up to help someone."

Dinner couldn't end fast enough and Justin excused himself to finish some homework, surprising his parents yet again.

Ethan's Journal

"I don't know where to start. Last time I wrote I had the best day of my life but I had three more days that were even better. I saw Justin play and he was awesome just like I knew he would be but it is even better than that. I slept with him in the same bed! I do not know if I should write about this but I have to. We kissed! Real kissing with tongues and everything. He sucked my dick! I can't believe he did it. I never dreamed about him sucking me. It felt so good better than anything I could imagine. At first it was so weird and scary letting him see me naked but it was so sexy knowing that he wanted to see me like I wanted to see him. I never thought he would want to see me naked. Justin even licked my balls and it felt awesome. Even better than him sucking me and making me cum I made him shoot 3 times! One time jerking him and then twice sucking him. I know I said sucking someone's dick sounded gross but not Justin. I keep thinking about doing it again and I know this sounds nasty but I wonder what it would be like if he shot his stuff in my mouth. His dick is bigger than I thought. He has got the hottest body even his butt is super hot. I know because I touched it! Mostly I miss him I can't wait to see him at practice. I guess he is like my best friend or something more than that. I do not think I can sleep tonight." **********************************

Justin was laying in bed after jerking off for the second time since dinner. The first time, he replayed the highlights of his time with Ethan. The second time, he was thinking of what he'd like to do in the future. Jerking off slowed down the avalanche of thoughts, guilt and doubts about his weekend with Ethan. It all happened so fast when he looked back. He kept thinking to himself over and over "I blew a twelve year and let him blow me!" It was a back and forth battle between that and knowing Ethan wasn't just any "twelve year old". In the time they had spent together, Justin had come to know Ethan as a very bright (Ethan was in honors math and language) and caring friend (Justin wasn't sure 'friend' was exactly the right word). Their friendship worked because Ethan had an uncommon maturity and as their intimacy had advanced over the weekend, it became really clear to Justin that Ethan had been thinking about him before the first night they had spent together.

Justin also knew that their sex was much more than a simple exchange of blowjobs. Touching and being touched by Ethan was a profoundly intense experience that exceeded any expectations Justin had when he imagined being with a boy. It was completely incomparable to his sexual experiences with girls. There was a brief time that evening he swore it would never happen again, that it was wrong for a senior in high school to be with a 7th grader but Justin knew that if Ethan wanted to be with him again, he wouldn't even think twice. It was far more than the sex. Justin realized that the depth of his feelings for Ethan was far deeper than he was willing to admit to himself.

All this was reverberating through Justin's mind when his cell phone rang. He knew by the ring tone that it was a text message. "Perfect", Justin thought to himself, he was sure that Jennifer had finally decided to end the silent treatment. Justin checked his phone and smiled.

Ethan: hi

Justin: hey wat up

Ethan: getting ready for bed

Justin: ya i'm wiped out 2

Ethan: i wanted to say goodnite

Justin: cool i was thinking bout u

Ethan: really?

Justin: ya weird ur not here lol

Ethan: i know i miss you

Justin: miss u 2

Ethan: you are not just saying that?

Justin: no i mean it :)

Ethan: mom is yelling at me

Justin: ok gnite lil e

Ethan: lil e?

Justin: e 4 ethan

Ethan: i like that

Justin: cool i like u

Ethan: i like you to

Justin: i like u more

Ethan: no way

Justin: no doubt

Ethan: i like you way more

Justin: not a chance

Ethan: yes! oh shit my mom is pissed!

Justin: lol u better go

Ethan: goodnight Justin

Justin: gnite lil e

Justin smiled to himself. It was only the briefest of text conversations but it was still reassuring. He had known it wasn't likely but there was that underlying, nagging doubt that maybe Ethan would go home, change his mind and maybe even think that Justin was really just a big pervert. Justin turned off his lights and laid down on his bed, looking up at the ceiling in the dark. He thought about jerking off one more time though he didn't need it like before. A quick mental picture of Ethan spread eagled in front him made him reach down and sure enough, there was more than a little life left in his dick. It took a few minutes and when he came, it was all thin and watery like when he first started cumming. It didn't matter because it did the trick. After a quick wipe down, Justin fell sound asleep a short time later.

When Ethan had finished mowing the yard, he had taken another shower, so he didn't miss the opportunity to jerk off as well. Like Justin, he was laying on his bed, staring up at a dark ceiling. He couldn't wait to see Justin at practice the next day. Texting him was pretty cool but it would be better if he had his own phone, they could still be texting and even do it during the day at school. Texting with Justin was enough to help him relax and although Ethan was pretty sure that Justin really liked him, there was a tiny little worry that maybe it was a one-weekend thing. Ethan closed his eyes and imagined Justin was there with him like the days before and it wasn't long before he drifted off to sleep.

The next day, Justin got to school as late as he possibly could so he could avoid the inevitable bitch-out from Jennifer. They didn't have any classes together and since they hadn't talked all weekend, Justin didn't have to meet her for lunch. It had been awhile since he actually stayed on campus for lunch, so he figured he could hang out with some of the friends he had been neglecting. He hooked up with a couple of his high school teammates, Rico, their best striker, and Matt, a midfielder who usually came off the bench. It was actually a lot of fun to just have a casual, friendly lunch for a change. Rico was always good for a few laughs.

Justin had just about made it through lunch when Rico said, "Oh shit, here comes trouble."

Justin turned to see Jennifer walking towards them, with a not so happy look. He almost winced in anticipation, instead he calmly greeted her, "Hey."

Jennifer scowled, "'Hey'? That's all you have to say? You blow me off and then no calls, no texts the whole weekend!"

"I told you I had company and you seemed pretty pissed off, so I though you needed some space." Justin explained.

"Oh yeah, your company. How did that go?" she asked sarcastically.

Justin ignored the sarcastic tone, "It was good, thanks."

Jennifer paused for a moment, it wasn't going anything like she planned. She was positive that Justin would be apologizing and promising to make everything right. Finally, she said, "I don't know why you have to treat me this way. You know homecoming is in less than two weeks. Do you still even want to go with me?"

Justin rolled his eyes, "You're the one that's all pissed. I never said anything about not going."

Jennifer glared at him, taking another long pause. It would be completely humiliating to have to find another date. Even worse, she and her friends had been campaigning to make Justin 'Homecoming King'. It would be the first time in a long, long time that a football player didn't win. Jennifer said it was a joke, but secretly, it would be quite an ego boost for her if Justin won, "I just don't like being ignored, Justin."

"I'm not ignoring you, I had plans one weekend and you act like I'm a total asshole." Justin told her, feeling like a total asshole as he said it.

"Well, I'm still pissed at you but we can work it out, I guess." Jennifer said as she leaned over and gave Justin a quick peck on the lips.

Justin forced a smile, "I'll call you later."

Jennifer had turned to walk away, "You better."

The boys watched her leave and finally Matt said, "What a bitch, how do you date her?"

Rico didn't let Justin answer, "Did you see her walk away? With an ass like that, I'd 'date ' her, even if she ate fucking puppies for breakfast."

Justin laughed, "I don't know about that."

Rico laughed at his own joke, "Listen Boy Band, if you're tired of hitting that, help a teammate out and pass her my way!"

Boy Band was Rico's nick name for Justin, "Oh yeah, she'd love that, I could almost see the look of joy on her face now."

"Fuck, Boy Band, everyone knows you white boys can't fuck for shit. Once she got some of this Latino cock, she'd have more than just a look of joy." Rico said, pointing down to his crotch.

Justin smiled, stifling his laughter, "Oh, I doubt that, everyone knows you striker types have tiny dicks, that's why you're always trying to score on the field, you know you can't get any off the field."

Rico chuckled at Justin's attempt to hang with him, "Tiny dick?! When you go home, ask your mom how small my dick is. Last time she had something this big in her pussy, you were coming out!"

Justin knew he wasn't winning this one but he had to keep taking his shots, "Dude, I think you're confused, you're getting my mom mixed up with your little sister. Isn't she like six? Of course, she's going to think you have a big dick, unless your dad did her first."

Matt hadn't hung out with Rico and Justin very much and watched the whole exchange waiting for the punches to start flying, "You guys are fucking harsh!"

Rico laughed and held out his hand to Justin who gave it a brush and then took it in a firm handshake, "That wasn't harsh, that's just how we show the love baby. So shut the fuck up Matt, before we bend you over this table and take turns fucking your ass."

Matt didn't know what to say then Justin and Rico started howling with laughter when they saw Matt's face. Matt joined in a moment later.

The school day couldn't end fast enough for Ethan. He was one of the first players in the locker room to change. He wasn't worried any more about changing with his teammates. He didn't care if someone saw him in his boxers. He also wasn't worried about being caught checking out anyone at his school, after all, he had Justin. Why would he even bother looking at someone else?

Justin was waiting for him and they went through some keeper skill work. Justin had also told the coach that he would help the team with finishing, which in turn would work Ethan. Justin helped the forwards and midfielders with basic techniques to strike the ball and then worked into some shooting drills. Justin was a confident, natural coach and the other young players responded well to his instructions. Ethan was the keeper for all the drills, so he got a lot of shots.

Even with the extra work, Ethan wanted to stay a little longer to work alone with Justin. Neither said anything about being careful about how they acted in public. Even before their weekend together, they had become pretty close and although Justin worked Ethan's ass off, they would still be smiling and joking around a little during training. Nothing had changed except maybe a little more casual physical contact.

While walking back to the locker room, Justin asked, "Is your mom picking you up?"

Ethan nodded, "Yeah, I've got to hurry. She gets mad if she has to wait."

"You know, you should ask if it's okay for me to take you home. You live pretty close to me." Justin explained, "Besides, it would give us a chance to talk more."

Ethan smiled, "That idea rocks! My mom is always bitching about having to pick me up."

"Yeah, I thought you'd like that. I wish you went to the high school with me. We could hang out during lunch." Justin added.

"I know, my school sucks. I've got some friends but I don't know...," Ethan started to say, then paused to think, "I guess I like older friends better."

"Hmm, maybe it's better you're not at the high school then, I might get jealous of your 'older friends'." Justin teased.

"Shut up! You can be such a dumb ass. Can I text you tonight?" Ethan responded, smacking Justin in the stomach.

Justin pretended to think it over, "I guess so, if you think you can work me in with your other older friends."

This time, Ethan punched Justin a couple of times, "Argh, asshole!"

Ethan's mom jumped at the offer for Justin to take Ethan home after practice. She went through the motions of asking Ethan if it was any inconvenience to Justin first. Ethan explained that their house was sort of on the way home for Justin and he was at the practices anyway. Ethan's mom said it was fine and that Ethan was lucky to have a friend like Justin.

Justin put off talking to Jennifer as late as possible. He didn't apologize to her even though he knew that's what she wanted. Justin was hoping she would break up with him but she didn't. He knew that if he broke up with her this close to homecoming, everyone at school would think he was a complete prick. By the end of the call, she seemed okay, except she wanted to know when they were going to get together to fuck. The thought of it made Justin shudder.

The next day after practice, both were eager for some time alone, even if it was only for a few minutes in the car. It was the first time that Ethan didn't want to stay late for some additional training.

"You know we're leaving earlier than normal." Justin told Ethan as he drove towards home.

Ethan was paying half attention to Justin while comparing how big Justin's hand was, compared to his. As soon as Justin had pulled out of the school parking lot, he put his hand on Ethan's leg and Ethan took hold of Justin's hand. It was the first time they had held hands. "Yeah, my mom will wonder why I'm done so early."

"Yeah. There's a park kinda on the way home. We could go hang out for a few minutes." Justin told him.

"That'd be cool. Are there a lot of people there?" Ethan asked.

"Nah, it's really just a big water retention area with a parking lot."

"Ah, so we might be alone." Ethan concluded.

They pulled into the deserted parking lot a few minutes later. Justin found a spot far from the entrance but one where he could still see someone coming.

"So, is this why you wanted to start taking me home?" Ethan asked with just a hint of sarcasm.

"Hmmm, maybe. It's just been way too long since I've kissed you." Justin answered leaning towards Ethan.

Ethan smiled as he leaned towards Justin. They kissed warm and gently and then smiled at each other. The kiss that followed, however, was hungry, passionate, more like they hadn't seen each other for a couple of weeks instead of not having been alone for a couple of days. Ethan reached down between Justin's legs, feeling his hardness, just like he knew he would. Justin had worked his hand under Ethan's t-shirt to feel the smooth skin of Ethan's chest and belly. After exchanging long, hard and deep kisses, Justin started kissing Ethan's neck, remembering how much it made him squirm and it had the same effect again.

Ethan let out a soft giggle and moan, "Justin, that's killing me."

"Uh huh", Justin whispered in Ethan's ear while unbuttoning his jeans.

Ethan thought about asking if they should really do that here but when Justin had unzipped his jeans to reach Ethan's rigid dick, he lost that whole train of thought.

Justin kissed Ethan again, pushing his tongue deep in Ethan's mouth while pulling out his erection, "Hey, just make sure to let me know if someone pulls in."

"Uh huh." Ethan replied in a coarse whisper as Justin went down on him in the car.

It was cramped and awkward but Justin didn't care as he worked over Ethan's cock with his mouth. He felt Ethan's hands on his head while Ethan was doing his best to thrust upward to match the movement of his head. Justin had had sex in the car before and it pretty much sucked but this was fucking hot. Justin would think about it later and realized that any sex with Ethan was probably going to be fucking hot.

Ethan was breathing heavy and he could feel his orgasm building and building, "Shit Justin...almost there!"

Justin could feel Ethan's throbbing dick swell even bigger. Ethan grabbed a handful of Justin's hair as his dick pulsed and this time, Justin was sure that Ethan had shot a little cum in his mouth. It wasn't a lot but there was definitely some. It didn't taste all that bad and Justin swallowed it down.

"Shit, that was fucking hot!" Ethan exclaimed.

"No shit, you definitely shot that time, lil e," Justin told him.

"Really? I thought it felt like last time. Did it taste okay?" Ethan asked.

Justin laughed, it was a funny question, "Yeah, it was okay, I guess. Here, taste."

Justin leaned over and kissed Ethan again.

"I could only taste you!" Ethan giggled, reaching down to touch Justin's cock, "I think I want to taste this."

Justin pulled his cock out for Ethan and leaned the car seat back. Ethan didn't hesitate because he was so eager to make Justin cum again. He went down on Justin's cock with a fevered hunger. Ethan had to kneel on the car seat so he could lean over the center console. While Ethan slowly worked his tongue and mouth on Justin's dick, Justin rubbed Ethan's back.

"God, Ethan!" was all Justin could say, lost in pleasure. Ethan's jeans were still undone, so Justin was able to slide his hand into them to squeeze and rub Ethan's butt cheeks. Justin pushed his hand deeper so he could reach Ethan's nuts and then run his middle finger along Ethan's taint until he was pushing against Ethan's tight little butt hole. Justin didn't force it in but applied gentle pressure.

Ethan was sucking and licking Justin's cock but definitely noticed Justin's finger pressing against his asshole. It was another strange but good feeling. Ethan could also tell that Justin was getting close to cumming again. Ethan had trouble getting very much of Justin's big dick in his mouth in the first place but right before Justin came, it was almost impossible.

Justin knew he was about to blow a huge fucking load. Blowing Ethan first made Justin even more ramped up and now, between Ethan's enthusiastic blow job and touching his hot little ass, Justin could tell he was about to have a monster orgasm.

"Shit Ethan, I'm gonna cum!" Justin warned, in between soft grunts.

Ethan heard the warning and kept blowing Justin. The car was filled with the sound of Justin's grunts and the wet sounds of Ethan dealing with Justin's primed and ready to blow dick.

Justin couldn't pull out because he was sitting. He tried unsuccessfully to push Ethan's head out of the way and, after holding out as long as he could, he gave into a monstrous orgasm.

"Aaaargh!! Fuck!!" Justin yelled as he came.

Ethan didn't let Justin push him off his dick and then he felt Justin's body tighten up. He nearly gagged as the first spurts of cum hit the back of his throat. Ethan recovered but it seemed like the cum would never stop filling his mouth. Ethan couldn't handle it all and jizz dribbled out of his mouth and down Justin's shaft. Finally, it stopped and Ethan sat up, looking at Justin with wide eyes and cheeks puffed out like a gerbil storing food. There was cum dribbling down his chin.

Justin smiled but suppressed the laugh that welled up inside him. He realized that Ethan didn't know what to do with his mouthful of spunk, "Open the door and spit it out!"

Ethan opened the car door and emptied his mouth onto the parking lot, "Damn Justin, I thought you were going to drown me!"

Justin had to laugh at that, "It's all your fault, I don't think I've ever cum like that before!"

Ethan smiled, wiping his mouth with his hand, "You're just saying that."

"Not a chance, it was so fucking good." Justin said, "So, how does it taste?"

Ethan smiled, "Why don't you have a taste?"

Justin kissed Ethan deeply and he actually could taste something a little different than when he normally kissed Ethan. It wasn't bad and it was actually kind of kinky when he thought about the guys at his school that said they would never kiss a girl after they came in her mouth.

"So much for 'talking' on the car ride home." Ethan teased.

"Technically, this isn't the car ride. I'm sure that we'll do a little talking." Justin countered.

"I don't know. I might be too tired to talk." Ethan said, leaning back in the car seat, closing his eyes.

"Yeah, with your hard work at training and then this bonus training session, you must be worn out. I've still got to go to my club training tonight." Justin said, leaning over and giving Justin a kiss on the lips.

Ethan didn't open his eyes and just smiled, kissing Justin back, "I don't know if this 'bonus' training will make me a better keeper but it was lots of fun."

Justin reluctantly started up the car, "Shit, I don't know if fun really sums it up, but this was mind blowing, although I still like it better when I can get you totally naked."

Ethan giggled, "Yeah, but it's kind of wild, doing it outside."

"Uh huh, I better get you home so your mom doesn't freak." Justin told Ethan as he pulled out of the parking space.

******************************************************************* Ethan's Journal "We messed around in Justin's car today on the way home from practice. It was a little weird and crowded at first. Justin sucked me and made me shoot! It was not like when he does it but I felt the cum shoot out. Speaking of shooting. Justin did it in my mouth! I wanted him to and it was fucking hot but I thought I was going to puke. It tasted okay but he shot so much cum tonight. I had to spit it out. Next time I am going to swallow it I think since I will be more ready. When I was sucking Justin he was touching my butthole. He is always touching my butt. I guess he likes it! It felt kind of good when he touched my butt hole. I know that gay guys do it in the butt but I do not know if Justin wants to do it or if I want him to." *******************************

"Hey coach." Justin walked into Coach Lambert's office. He had a note to come see the coach when he had chance, which probably meant that he wasn't in trouble.

Coach Lambert looked up and smiled, "Justin, good to see you. I have some good news."

Justin smiled, "I can always use good news. What's up?"

"I heard back from the men's soccer coach at the University of Maryland and they're interested in you."

Justin's smile got even bigger. Maryland was one of the top soccer schools in the country, "Really? I didn't even send them anything."

"I sent them your highlights from last season as well as the whole championship match. I had heard that their back-up keeper was kicked out of the university and their starting keeper is a senior. I didn't want to get your hopes up but they were really impressed. I need to get your club schedule to them because they're hoping to see you play in the next few weeks before our season starts." explained Coach Lambert.

"I'll email it to you when I get home. I can't thank you enough, I owe you another one Coach. This is fu... um awesome!" Justin held out his hand to Coach.

Coach Lambert took Justin's hand with a chuckle, "You're welcome but you earned the chance. Don't do anything stupid and keep your grades up. Okay?"

Justin nodded, "For sure. You know me coach."

Coach Lambert shook his head, "Yeah, I know you, be smart. By the way Coach Jones called me yesterday."

"Oh yeah?"

"He wanted to thank me for sending you his way. He said you've done a great job with his little keeper and you helped with the rest of the team as well. I have to be honest with you. You actually surprised me kiddo." Coach Lambert said.

"What's so surprising?" Justin asked with a smile.

"Don't take this wrong. I teach and coach you guys because I really enjoy it but boys your age are usually pretty damn selfish and self absorbed. I knew you would do a decent job but figured you'd do the minimum and be done with it. It sounds like you really went above and beyond. I have to thank you and say that I'm impressed."

Justin knew that helping Ethan wasn't exactly selfless, "Thanks Coach, I have to admit it turned out to be a lot more fun than I though it would be."

After training that night, Justin and Ethan were both eager to stop at the park again. Justin was really surprised that Ethan let him cum in his mouth again, after nearly choking the night before but even more surprised that Ethan didn't spit it out. Car sex was hot but Ethan understood what Justin had said the night before about being totally naked. He missed being able to see Justin's hot body and be physically close to Justin when they were making out like when he spent the night.

When they had finished, Justin told Ethan about the news Coach Lambert had given him.

"Wow, that's really cool. You're gonna go all the way to Maryland." Ethan forced enthusiasm into his voice.

Justin saw the brief sad look on Ethan's face, "Maybe, right now I'm just excited that they want to come scout me. Besides, lil e, it would be like a year from now."

Ethan smiled, "Yeah, I'm real happy for you."

"You wanna know something?" Justin asked.

"What?"

"I know a lot guys that go to camps and spend money on personal trainers and all they talk about is getting a scholarship. It's why they try to play for the best clubs and make a big show in High School ball. I'm not going to lie, I'll be watching the National team play or maybe like an English Premiere match and think, maybe one day that could be me, but it's not why I do it." Justin told Ethan.

"Then why?" Ethan asked. Going to college to play soccer seemed pretty awesome to him.

"I've never really told anyone this." Justin said, looking into Ethan's eyes, "I just love playing and I love going out there knowing that I'm good. It's not about being conceited, I know how hard I work to be good and it feels good. I guess that sounds stupid."

Ethan thought about it for a moment, "No, it's not stupid. It actually sounds really cool to love something so much that you work hard without anyone making you."

Justin ruffled Ethan's hair, "God, you're such a little brainiac. I knew there was a reason I like you besides your hot little bod."

They shared another long kiss before the drive home.

Ethan's Journal "We messed around in Justin's car again and it was really hot. He shot in my mouth again but this time I swallowed it. He said I am "kinky hot"!! He played with my butthole again too and I thought he was going to stick his finger in me but he did not. Justin told me he might go to Maryland next year to play soccer. That would suck but I am happy for him. I was thinking after he told me about how hard he works to be good and how much he loves to play soccer. I really like it now and not just because of Justin but I do not love it like he does. I think I love to write. I know it is geeky but after hearing about how Justin works so hard to be good because he likes being good at it (he said I am the only one he told that to!) I think I want to do the same thing with writing. They have a writing club at school and I think I am going to join it." ***************************************

Ethan's team won their next game 3-2. Justin had promised to take Ethan out on the weekend to celebrate but Ethan found out that he was going to see his grandmother.

"It's so f'ing boring at my grandma's house." Ethan whined the next day at the park as he was buttoning up his jeans. His victory celebration was Justin making him cum twice in the car.

"Yeah, it sucks. I can't believe we're not going to get together this weekend. Can you at least get online to message me?" Justin asked.

"Yeah, I can bring my laptop. But it's not the same thing as being with you." Ethan replied.

"Well, that's true." Justin agreed, "Hey, do you have a half day next Wednesday?"

"Umm, yep, I do. Why?"

"Well, boy genius, I'll give you a clue. I've got a half day too." Justin teased.

Ethan cocked his head, pretending to think, "Hmmm, I don't know, maybe you want me to help you with your home work?"

Justin gave Ethan a playful thump on the head, "You're not that smart, lil e. I can pick you up at school. My mom doesn't get home until like four so we'd have plenty of time alone."

"I guess that would be fun and I don't think I have anything else to do." Ethan said, pretending to be apathetic.

"You're such a little ass!" Justin responded.

"Uh huh, I think you mean you like my little ass." Ethan said.

Justin grinned, realizing Ethan knew he had a growing obsession with his butt, "I might like it a little bit."

Ethan giggled and said sarcastically, "Oh okay, 'just a little bit'."

Justin leaned over, kissed Ethan and then said, "Fucking brat."

************************************************************************ Ethan left Friday, right after practice, making both Justin and Ethan sad, since his parents picked him up at school. They couldn't even have a goodbye in the park. Justin had thought that maybe a little break was a good idea anyway. He hadn't seen Jennifer outside of school in weeks. She was giving him a load of shit about it and her huge circle of friends were shooting him harsh looks every time he ran into one. Jennifer was busy on Friday, which was fine since Justin had an eight am game on Saturday. He had the whole evening to just gel and go to sleep early without any drama. After dinner out with his parents, he watched a couple of movies in his bedroom. Every time he got a text, he was certain it would be Ethan. Justin noted that every time it wasn't, a feeling of disappointment nagged at him. So much for the idea of a little break being a good idea.

Ethan was equally disappointed. His grandmother didn't have wireless and all the neighbors had passwords on their networks. They arrived late and ate dinner. After that, Ethan's dad hogged the computer the rest of the night, checking on his fantasy football teams. He hoped that Justin wasn't waiting up for him to text. The next day wasn't any better. His mom and grandmother dragged him along to a craft fair, lunch at a diner, where the average age was probably seventy, and finally a movie that almost made him fall asleep.

Justin woke up early on Saturday and had a great game, winning a two to nil shutout. He was supposed to go to a party that night with Jennifer and he knew he couldn't get out of it. The good thing was that Matt was going with one of Jennifer's friends, so he'd at least be able to talk to someone. Justin picked her up as late as he could and when they arrived at the party almost everyone seemed to be half drunk. Parties were always the best with Jennifer because after they made their rounds as a couple (Justin was finally figuring out that, just like her clothes, make up and social circle, he was another 'thing' to show off her status), Jennifer would talk to her friends and Justin could slip off on his own.

Justin was sitting on a couch with Matt when Ethan finally texted him. When he saw who it was, a feeling of relief and happiness washed over him. Ethan told him all about the long drive and then his day with his grandmother and mom. Justin told Ethan about his match, going into detail on every save.

"That's the first time I've seen you smile all night." Jennifer suddenly said.

Justin looked up and stammered, "Um, I guess."

"Who are you texting?" Jennifer asked accusingly.

"A friend from soccer. Why?" Justin had recovered from Jennifer surprising him and now he was getting annoyed.

"You've been acting weird for weeks. You sure it isn't another girl?" Jennifer asked a little softer, taken aback by Justin's harsh tone.

Justin shook his head and sighed, "Jennifer, I can tell you with absolute honesty, the last thing I want is another girl."

"Okay, I guess I believe you." Jennifer finally said, before someone greeted her and she was off again.

Justin sighed one more time. He had told Ethan he was at a party, hanging out with Matt. He didn't say anything about being there with Jennifer. He hated talking about Jennifer with Ethan and would change the subject whenever she came up.

Ethan: what are we going to do on wednesday?

Justin: i know wat i'm doing

Ethan: what?

Justin: u :)

Ethan: lol i'm doing you first!

Justin: we'll see

Ethan: damn i got to go. my lame ass dad needs to get online

Justin: ok gnite lil e miss u

Ethan: i miss you to good night Justin

"It's about time Ethan." Ethan's dad said.

"Sorry, just doing some research." Ethan responded as he shut down his lap top.

"Uh huh, probably researching some porn." his dad teased.

"Jim! That's not even funny and quit teasing him." Ethan's mom yelled.

Ethan wasn't even really paying attention. He was already thinking about next Wednesday and even the next time he'd be with Justin in the park. It was making him horny and he was already beginning to chub up.

"I need a shower anyway." Ethan told his dad.

Ethan's mom watched her son walk away, thinking about how he was growing up so quickly. It wasn't that long ago he had to be told to take a shower.

"You know he's still a little boy and it's really gross that you're even thinking about him looking at porn." she told her husband after Ethan left the room.

"Fuck, okay. I was only joking but I'm sure he's seen a pair of tits online before." Ethan's dad replied.

"Well, I hope not, he's my shy little guy and I'm sure...." Ethan's mom said, emphasizing the 'I'm sure', ".... sex is the last thing on his mind."

A few minutes later Ethan was in the shower reliving his victory celebration with Justin. He pumped his hand feverishly up and down his hard dick, imagining it was Justin's mouth. Ethan had the middle finger of the other hand pressed against his asshole just like Justin had done. Except Justin's finger wasn't slick with water and shampoo, so Ethan's slipped into the tight opening just as he started cumming. It felt real good combined with the orgasm. Ethan was facing away from the water spray and he looked down at his hard cock to see the almost clear cum ooze out of the slit. He took a deep breath, feeling his ecstasy start to ebb away and smiled, wondering what Justin was doing.

The evening had gone better than Justin had hoped. Matt had loosened up after a couple of beers and was a lot more fun than he expected. He also met a few other guys from school that he hadn't talked to in awhile and it was good to catch up. It was all good, until Jennifer showed up again to drag him off to one of the bedrooms.

Jennifer had kept an eye on Justin all evening. It pissed her off that it looked like he was having a better time texting whoever than he was having with her. Yeah, she had to make her rounds and talk to everyone that mattered but Justin should at least come check on her every now and then. To make matters worse, some of her friends had asked if everything was all right between them. Plus they hadn't fucked for a couple of weeks and she needed to get off. Doing it at the party would show everyone that everything was good with them and she could get off.

Before, sex with Jennifer was okay but had grown a little boring. For the first time in Justin's life, sex with a girl was bordering on being flat out gross. He endured the kissing and then Justin barely managed to get hard enough to put on the condom. The only fortunate thing was that Jennifer was really horny and it didn't take her long to get off. Justin pretended to cum almost at the same time. Jennifer was actually ecstatic because it was the first time they had simultaneous orgasms. After a quick kiss goodnight, Justin dropped her off, with relief.

By the time Justin had laid down in his own bed, he was thoroughly depressed. He had never felt like he was cheating on Jennifer when he was with Ethan but he definitely felt wrong about fucking Jennifer. He wasn't sure why. He wasn't "going out" with Ethan and Ethan knew about Jennifer. He also had never asked Justin to stop seeing her but Justin still felt guilty. Maybe guilty wasn't the right word. It was more like a combination of guilt and confusion. Confusion and guilt about what to do with Jennifer and exactly what he and Ethan were to one another.

Monday, Justin and Ethan were back to their routine, although, after not seeing each other for a few days, they were even more eager than usual. Ethan kept trying get his hand down Justin's shorts on the drive over to the park. Justin kept laughing and yelling that if Ethan made him cum in his shorts, he'd have to walk home. They both came quickly and had time to kiss and talk in the car before they headed home. Ethan told Justin about talking to the Creative Writing Club sponsor.

"She's really nice. Their meetings are after school but she said I could write stuff and give it to her and she would read it for me. I'll start going to the meetings when soccer is over." Ethan explained.

"That sounds really cool lil e. I know you like to write, so it'll be good for you." Justin told him.

"You don't think it's too geeky?" Ethan asked.

Justin smiled at him, "Nah, doing what you like, doesn't make you geeky."

That made Ethan smile, "Thanks!"

"Besides, you're still a big geek, no matter what you do." Justin teased.

Ethan punched Justin, "And you're still a big asshole!"

Ethan was excited because he had a game after school that day. He enjoyed playing but he really liked knowing that Justin was watching him. It didn't make him nervous. In fact, it pushed Ethan to play harder. The rest of the school day seemed to drag on forever. He was waiting for his friend Kevin so they could walk to Spanish class together on the other side of campus. Kevin walked up holding hands with a girl that Ethan had seen him talking to last week. Kevin and the girl hugged each other before she went on her way and Kevin walked over to him.

"Hey Ethan." Kevin greeted Ethan.

"Hi. How's it going?"

"Really good. Did you see my girlfriend?" Kevin asked.

"Girlfriend?" Ethan asked in return.

Kevin nodded, "Yeah. I asked her out last week. She's hot, huh?"

"Yep, she's really cute." Ethan agreed, while thinking she was a little chubby.

"I've been dying to ask her out for weeks." Kevin admitted.

"That's cool. So what do you guys do?" Ethan asked.

"We're going to the mall and the movies this weekend."

Ethan chuckled, "No, I mean do you guys kiss and stuff."

"Not yet, but I'm hoping we will this weekend. Have you kissed anyone yet?" Kevin asked.

"Yeah, I have." Ethan admitted without thinking.

"Really? I've never even seen you really talk to a girl. Who was she?"

"Umm, you wouldn't know her." Ethan replied quickly.

This time it was Kevin who chuckled, "You're so full of crap. You haven't kissed anyone except your mom."

Ethan was getting pissed, "Whatever, Kevin. You're such a fucking dick."

Kevin was shocked. He had known Ethan since the third grade and he had never heard him cuss, "I was only kidding, okay. If you say you kissed someone, then you did."

"I don't give a shit if you believe me or not." Ethan was still mad but not entirely at Kevin. They finished walking to class without saying a word.

Justin was there to warm Ethan up for his match like normal. Ethan wasn't very talkative but seemed really focused, "Are you okay today?"

Ethan threw the ball back to Justin, "I'm good, why?"

"You're a little quiet." Justin pointed out before he drop kicked the ball back to Ethan.

"I'm just getting ready to play." Ethan said. He had a lot on his mind and focusing on playing made it easier to put it off.

"Not a problem. You're looking really good today." Justin assured him.

Ethan was focused and had his best match. His team was playing one of the teams that had trounced them earlier in the season. The other team was cocky and Ethan's team had improved a lot, especially Ethan. They won two to nil and Justin was excited about Ethan's first shut out. Ethan's dad had come to the match and was so proud that he didn't even make any smartass comments. The downer was that he took Ethan home. Ethan really needed to talk to Justin about some things and didn't want to wait until tomorrow. Justin had club training, so he couldn't even text him that night.

********************************************************************** Ethan's Journal

"We won 2-0 today. It was my first shutout! Justin was really proud of me and so was my dad. I get to hang with Justin tomorrow at his house because it's a half day. I can not wait not only because I want to have sex but I need to talk to him. I lost it today with my friend Kevin. I am not sure why. Watching him with his girlfriend made me feel lonely. I do not know if lonely is the right word. Any way he said I was lying about kissing a girl. He was right because I have not kissed a girl but I have done a lot more than that with Justin. I just can not talk about it. It sucks I like Justin so much and we can not be together all the time." *********************************

It was the longest half in the history of half days. Both boys watched the clock all morning long and when the bells rang, Ethan ran to the place where they were supposed to meet and Justin was lucky he didn't get busted for speeding.

Ethan had wanted to talk to Justin before they started anything, but when they got to his house, Justin looked deep into his eyes and everything else was forgotten. They stripped off their clothes in-between kisses. Ethan was on top of Justin, grinding his cock against Justin's stomach, kissing him deeply. Justin had both hands on Ethan's ass, pulling him tighter against him. Ethan sat up on Justin's thighs. He squeezed his hard dick together with Justin's, slowly stroking them.

Ethan had a little smile on his face, "It's so big."

Justin watched Ethan, "You're so sexy."

"When I'm with you, I feel really sexy." Ethan told him.

"You're always really sexy, lil e. That feels good. You wanna try something?" Justin asked.

Ethan cocked his head, still squeezing and stroking their erections together, "Something new?"

"Well, not really new, but turn around so you can suck me and I can suck you." Justin instructed.

"That sounds really hot." Ethan responded with enthusiasm.

Ethan turned around so his butt was facing Justin's face. He started to slowly lick the engorged head of Justin's cock, tasting his precum. After the rushed blowjobs in the car, Ethan wanted to take his time.

"You need to scoot back some more, I can't reach you." Justin said with a gentle laugh.

Ethan stopped licking Justin's cock and moved back, "Well, you're too tall."

Justin had to really crane his neck but he could finally reach Ethan's crotch. The scent was absolutely intoxicating. Justin loved the way Ethan smelled. Even after training, he didn't stink. His sweat had a very mild and pleasing scent. He didn't go straight for Ethan's dick. Instead, he gently lapped Ethan's nuts and taint, which practically buried his nose in Ethan's asshole. It smelled the same way the rest of Ethan did, only a little stronger.

Ethan had moved on from gently licking Justin's cock head to slowly sucking. Ethan couldn't get much in because of how far he moved back but it was enough to keep Justin more than happy. Ethan loved it when Justin licked his nuts and it was almost impossible to do in the car, so it was a real treat.

Justin was in sensory overload. This was the longest he had ever spent with his face buried in Ethan's crotch. His tongue thoroughly explored Ethan's scrotum and taint and then, just for the briefest moment, it flitted across Ethan's butt hole. He didn't think he had meant to but he knew that wasn't true, it was just so tempting, he couldn't help himself. Licking Ethan's ass was amazingly arousing and raunchy even if only for a moment. He went back to licking Ethan's nuts and finally worked his way to Ethan's rigid dick. It was a little awkward getting Ethan's dick in his mouth.

Ethan was really working Justin's dick good when he felt the warm wetness of Justin's tongue on his asshole. It sent a chill through his whole body even though it was only for a second. He was too busy to think much about it except that it was probably an accident. Justin was sucking his dick now but Ethan didn't think he would cum because Justin had to pull Ethan's dick back towards him and he was so hard that it felt weird. It didn't matter much to Ethan because he was really focused on making Justin cum and he could feel Justin's cock head swelling even bigger so he knew Justin was getting close.

Despite the awkward position, Justin didn't have any trouble blowing his load. Besides sucking Ethan's cock, he had a fantastic view of Ethan's nuts and ass. It was amazing and the orgasm matched. Even though Justin had jerked off that morning (he didn't want to cum too soon with Ethan), it was another gusher. Justin didn't need to announce that he was cumming anymore since Ethan liked it when he came in his mouth plus he couldn't, since his mouth was full of Ethan's dick.

Ethan savored the feeling and taste of Justin's cum shooting in his mouth. He wasn't sure why he liked it so much but there was something about it that just made him so hot. He finished gulping down Justin's cum and then slowly pulled his dick out of Justin's mouth. Ethan turned around, sitting on Justin's chest, "That was really hot!"

Justin smiled at Ethan, "Yeah, you didn't cum yet though."

"You gonna fix that?" Ethan said as he moved closer to Justin's face.

"Uh huh", Justin replied, as put his hands on each of Ethan's butt cheeks and pulled him even closer.

Ethan put his hard-on in Justin's waiting mouth and started fucking his face really slow. Ethan had both hands on Justin's head and was watching his dick slide in and out of Justin's mouth.

"You're getting pretty good at this." Ethan teased in a whisper.

Justin glanced up at Ethan to see him smiling down at him. Ethan had picked up the tempo and was fucking Justin's face with gusto. It wasn't long before Ethan let out a muffled grunt and Justin felt his cock flex and the cum squirt into his mouth. Ethan pulled out and slid back so he could kiss Justin long and hard. Ethan laid on top of Justin with his head on his chest for a long time with Justin's arms wrapped around him.

Finally Ethan asked, "Am I your boyfriend?"

Justin was still muddled in post sex bliss, "Huh?"

"Like, are we boyfriends?" Ethan asked again.

Justin didn't say anything for a while. He had spent some time thinking about what they were but there wasn't really an answer and he wasn't real comfortable talking about it, so he said, kind of jokingly, "Why, are you asking me out?"

Ethan could tell Justin was joking, "No, I'm just wondering."

Justin could tell something was bothering Ethan, so he tried harder to lighten the mood, "Just checking, cuz home coming is this weekend and you'd look real cute in a dress."

Ethan rolled off of Justin, "It's not funny Justin. We've been hanging out for weeks and after everything we do together, it feels like you're my boyfriend because I really care about you." Ethan was glaring at him.

"Don't get all mushy on me, lil e."

That pissed Ethan off even more and he could feel his eyes tear up with anger and other emotions. He sat on the edge of the bed facing away from Justin. He didn't want Justin to see him cry, "Don't be such a hard ass Justin."

"I'm not. It's just...., I don't know what to say." Justin said softly. He never saw this coming.

"I want you to be my boyfriend." Ethan said.

Justin sighed, "Is the label important? What we have is really special."

Ethan didn't say anything for a while, "I know but..."

"But what?" Justin prodded.

"I want to know what we are to each other. I mean even my retarded friend Kevin has a girlfriend. They walk around school holding hands." Ethan finished.

"We're both guys and it's not that easy for guys to be together like that." Justin said. He knew gay guys at school and it looked like that was their whole identity, much like most people thought soccer was his, he conceded to himself.

"I know that but we still have to be something." Ethan pushed back.

Justin still didn't know what to say, "Lil e we are something, I'm not sure what but I don't know if saying we're boyfriends is the right thing."

"Why?!", Ethan almost yelled this time.

Justin was panicking on the inside, "Because I don't even really know what it would mean to be your boyfriend."

The tears started to trickle, "Is it because of Jennifer? Do you know what it means to be her boyfriend?"

'Oh shit' Justin thought to himself, "No, it's got nothing to do with her."

"I bet you're going to home coming with her." Ethan said, trying hard to keep his voice from cracking.

The home coming joke was biting him on the ass but Justin wasn't going to lie, "Yeah, but I have to go."

"You have to go? You probably have to mess around with her too, I guess," Ethan asked sarcastically.

"Shit Ethan. I asked her before I met you and it's just something I have to do." Justin explained lamely.

"You like girls better. I always knew you did. You can be with me and still have a girlfriend. I don't want a girlfriend. I don't like girls like that and I don't think I ever will." Ethan said his voice cracking with emotion, "I need to go home."

Justin put both arms around Ethan, squeezing him, "It's got nothing to do with girls."

Ethan sniffed, "Then what?"

"It's all kinds of stuff like ... I'm seventeen and you're twelve." Justin said without even thinking.

"I don't feel like I'm twelve when I'm with you." Ethan countered.

"But you are and that makes it even harder.", Justin said softly.

Ethan shook his head, "It doesn't stop us from having sex. Is that what you mean, you just want to be with me for sex?"

"Fuck no. Honestly, before I met you, nothing really mattered to me except soccer. This is going to make me sound like a total dick but girls, like Jennifer, were something that I thought I was supposed to do, like going to school, one more thing to fill the time between training and matches." Justin explained.

"Is that what I am? Something else to fill time?" Ethan asked softly.

Justin sighed every time he tried to explain things he dug a deeper hole, "No. I look forward to being with you everyday and not just when we fuck around but everything. Look, when I first found out I had to work with you, I thought it was going to be totally lame."

Ethan was still sniffling, "Geez, thanks."

"Let me finish. Once I got to know you, it was the best part of my day. I'm not sure what we are. Sometimes, it's like you're my little brother, sometimes my best friend and then other times, so much more than both. Ethan, I..." Justin paused. After saying it so many times and not meaning it, he couldn't bring himself to say it the first time it was true, "...really, really like you. I don't want you to go home now and I don't want you to go home mad at me, please."

Ethan wiped the tears off of his face and turned his face up to Justin's, "I really like you too, Justin. I'm sorry. I need to know I'm special to you. It's hard sometimes wanting to be with you and knowing I can't. I know we can't walk around holding hands but when it's us, I want to know it's more than just hanging out."

"It's so much more than that Ethan. Look, I'll break up with Jennifer after this weekend, I've been wanting to since you spent the weekend at my house." Justin promised.

"You don't have to do that." Ethan said. He hadn't admitted it to himself before but he was totally jealous of Jennifer.

"Yeah, I do. It's not fair to her and it's definitely not fair to you." Justin assured him.

Ethan turned around and kissed Justin hard. It wasn't exactly what he wanted but it was a start. They talked and cuddled together for a while before making out again. After each of them had cum again, they had to get dressed because it was getting dangerously close to when Justin's mom would get home. Justin had to check his email and Ethan was curious about Justin's music, so he let him go through his iTunes.

"Damn Justin, you have a lot of music." Ethan said.

"Yeah, a lot of it's my dad's old CD's. I like all kinds of music though, well, except country. I can't stand it when kids at school will only listen to what's on the top 40."

"I know. One minute, they act like a song is the greatest one ever, then the next minute, it sucks." Ethan agreed, "Speaking of top 40's. You like JB?"

"JB?" Justin asked back.

"Justin Beiber, like you didn't know. You have one of his videos." Ethan teased.

"Shut up. It was probably an iTunes free download."

Ethan laughed, "Oh okay, if you say so."

Justin was laying on his bed, so he chucked a pillow at Ethan, hitting him in the head, "You're such a little prick! I suppose you have better music than I do?"

"I wish I had even some of the songs you do, I only have a few songs on my computer. I mostly listen to the radio." Ethan admitted still scrolling through Justin's library.

"Bring you iPod over and you can sync to my libray.", Justin offered, "See how nice I am, even though you're a punk!" .

Ethan giggled, "iPod? You don't know my dad. I've got this cheap ass mp3 player he got free when he got some magazine. I think it holds like twenty songs which is about all I've got"

"Whoops, that really sucks.", Justin conceded.

There was knock at the bedroom door. Ethan looked over at Justin, concerned, but Justin smiled back.

Justin yelled, "Come in."

Justin's mom opened the door and saw Ethan, "I thought I heard you talking to someone Justin."

"Hey mom. This is Ethan. Ethan, this my mom, Gloria." Justin made the introductions.

Ethan gave a shy little wave, "Hi"

Justin's mom smiled at Ethan, "It's really good to finally meet you. What have you boys been up to today?"

"Not much, we had a half day so we did a little training on our own and then stopped by here for something to eat. I've got to take Ethan home pretty soon." Justin told her.

"That sounds good." Gloria said, nodding, as she turned to leave, "Oh, love bug, we're going to eat at around seven tonight, so try to be home."

Ethan waved goodbye to her with a big smile. As soon as she was gone, he said, laughing, "'Love bug'? You're 'love bug'?"

Justin threw the other pillow at Ethan, "If you ever call me that, I'll kick your ass and it doesn't matter how much I really like you!"

Ethan threw one of the pillows back while laughing hysterically, "Oh, don't worry LB, I won't!"

Justin got off the bed and ran over to Ethan to give him a half-hearted noogie, "You're such a little shit!!"

Ethan fought Justin off, giggling, "Stop. I didn't call you love bug!"

"Oh you are so dead!" Justin yelled as he renewed his attack.

Justin dropped Ethan at home and felt exhausted. His argument, discussion or whatever it was with Ethan had left him feeling down and stressed. Justin knew that even though he and Ethan made up there were still some unresolved issues. The strange thing was that he had similar discussions with girlfriends in the past and they had never bothered him more than just being a temporary inconvenience because he really didn't care.

Justin knew he cared about Ethan but it didn't change the circumstances. Whether they called each other 'boyfriend' or something else they weren't going to be able to be any more public. The cool thing was that soccer made it possible for them to be together without anyone thinking it was weird. There was another player on his high school team that had met a girl at a party. They had sex and started 'dating' but Isaac found out after a couple of weeks that the girl was in the eighth grade. Isaac was a sophomore at the time so he was only two years older than the girl. Still people found out and gave him all kinds of shit about it. Rico called him a child molester and even though it was just a joke others picked up on it. Obviously Isaac dumped the girl. One of Justin's friends had pointed the girl out at the mall once. She looked like she was sixteen. Ethan looked like he could still be elementary school besides being a boy. Justin still wasn't sure why didn't want to be Ethan's 'boyfriend'. Like he told Ethan, the label shouldn't matter, so why did it matter so much to Justin?

Ethan's Journal

I had a fight with Justin today. I am not sure why. I never thought I would ever get mad at Justin. Well I guess because I wanted us to be boyfriends and he would not say that we were. He said he really likes me and that he will break up with Jennifer. I am jealous of her because she gets to be with him like I can't be. I was so happy to be Justin's friend and it was awesome to have sex with him I did not think I would want more. I want him to be only mine and I want to be the same thing to him. That is what being boyfriends means to me. Besides fighting we did something really hot today. Justin said it was called 69ing. I sucked his dick and he sucked mine at the same time. He came a lot! He also accidentally licked my butt. It felt really weird but good. This is kind of strange to admit but I like how Justin is always touching my butt. It makes me feel sexy. I keep thinking about what I would do if Justin asked if he could do it my butthole."

The next day was the final regular season match of Ethan's season. Ethan's team won easily three to nil and Ethan told Justin he was actually bored during most of the match. His team had improved so much that Ethan only had to make a couple of saves. The next week the Junior High School tournament started and the team believed they had a chance to win.

The next day Justin ran the whole practice at Coach Jones' request. That meant he didn't do any keeper training with Ethan. Ethan didn't mind that much because they would have their alone time at the park afterwards. Besides it was so sexy to watch Justin be in charge.

"Do you want to go to my match tomorrow?" Justin asked Ethan.

Ethan was sitting on Justin's lap, facing Justin, on the driver's seat of the car. It was cramped and awkward even with the seat pushed all the way but neither boy minded. They had both already cum but still needed the physical contact for assurance after their fight. Justin had both hands down the back of Ethan's jeans cupping his buttocks.

"For sure. I'll ask my mom but I know she'll let me. I wish I could spend the night again." Ethan replied.

"I know. If I didn't have to go to the fucking football game tonight I'd ask my parents about it. It wouldn't be like the first time you did though." Justin said with a smile.

Ethan giggled, "Probably not. You'd still want me to spend the night, even with your parents there?"

Justin shrugged, "Yeah. My mom thought you were soooo cute. After she met you she gave my dad all kinds of shit about how I'd make a great big brother and they should have had another kid. Who knows she might start calling you love bug!"

Ethan laughed, "I don't think so, you know you're her only little love bug."

"Shut up.", Justin told him with a smile.

"Why do you have to go to the football game tonight?" Ethan asked.

Justin winced on the inside knowing now he shouldn't have mentioned it. He explained to Ethan how they were parading out the home coming king and queen nominations at half time. Then they would announce who won at the dance on Saturday night.

"If you win do I have to call you 'your highness"? Ethan forced the joke out. He really didn't want to think about Justin at the dance.

"Haha. You better not. I won't win anyway, it's always a football goon." Justin told him.

Justin knew it was a mistake mentioning the football game. Ethan seemed down the rest of the time they were together. Justin had been dreading the football game and the dance all week now it was even worse.

The football team lost the game as usual. Justin felt like he was at a dog show and he was the prize bitch at half time. Jennifer on the other hand was in heaven. Justin was at the game with her except at halftime when the whole school, at least the ones that mattered, got to see her boyfriend take his place as one of the most popular boys on campus. There was a huge party after the game. Justin took Jennifer but left after the first hour, telling Jennifer he had an early match the next day. She knew better than to interfere with soccer but before he left she did give him a list of things he had to do to get ready for the dance the next day.

The party had been loud and Justin must have missed his phone ringing. When he checked in the car he saw that he had three messages from Ethan.

Ethan: hey i can go tomorrow

Ethan: you there?

Ethan: ok i will see you in the morning

Justin sighed and hung his head the night couldn't get any worse. When he got home he went straight to bed and fought hard to go to sleep. Normally he'd jerk off if he couldn't sleep but he couldn't even bring himself to do that.

Justin picked Ethan up early in the morning, "Hey I'm sorry I missed your texts last night."

Ethan shrugged, "It's okay, I figured you were busy."

"No it was just loud. I would've rather been texting with you.", Justin said honestly with a yawn.

"You sound tired. Did you stay out late?", Ethan asked trying hard not to sound accusing.

"No, I couldn't sleep. I just laid in bed forever."

"I should've spent the night then, at least you would have had something to do.", Ethan said.

Justin laughed, "Yeah that would have been much more fun than looking at the ceiling."

"Yeah you could've been looking up at my cute face!", Ethan said laughing as well.

"Maybe I'd rather look at something other than your face lil e!", Justin shot back.

The rest of drive to Justin's match was loose and casual. Both of them pushed the night before and the night ahead out of their thoughts. Justin was easing into the match frame of mind. He was a little more tired than he preferred but he felt ready to go. They were playing a club that had a good reputation and usually finished high in the State Cup tournament.

Ethan had learned that when they got to the field to let Justin do his thing. A lot of the other players greeted him as they arrived and he liked feeling that he fit in with Justin's teammates. The match was close and competitive, a lot more competitive than the other two Ethan had watched. Justin was amazing. Before Ethan was so lost at being with Justin for the first time he didn't appreciate how good Justin played. Ethan was sure a couple of shots were going to find the back of the net and then Justin would make an amazing save. Ethan had never seen anyone move so fast. He was absolutely the difference in the match and even though the other team had the most possession and attacked relentlessly, Justin's team won, one to nil.

For Justin it was the perfect match he had so rigorously trained to play. During the first half he had noticed a man standing apart from the crowd on his defensive half. He noticed the guy again the second half but he had moved so that he was on their defensive half again. Justin wasn't positive but he was pretty sure it was the scout from Maryland. If it was, Justin knew he couldn't have watched a better match from almost any high school aged keeper.

"You really are good.", Ethan said when they got in the car.

Justin smiled at him, "You're just now noticing?"

"Don't be a dick. It's just you played awesome today, I mean I'm sure you play like that all the time." Ethan explained.

"It's all good. I have to admit today was better than most. It helps when you play a good team. It gives you the chance to make some saves." Justin told him. He decided not to mention the scout.

"You made some great saves!", Ethan affirmed.

They talked some more about the game and then Ethan was quiet for a while, finally he asked, "I guess you've got to get ready for tonight."

Justin had a feeling that when Ethan got quiet that he was thinking about the dance, "Yeah it sucks. I was hoping we could hang out some more today."

Ethan almost asked 'If it sucks why go?' but he didn't want to fight so he agreed softly, "Yeah."

Justin paused looking for something to say and change the subject, "What are you doing today?"

Ethan sighed, "Umm I've got to do my chores and then my mom and dad are seeing some stupid movie at five o'clock. My dad won't go later when the movies are full price. I'm going to see that vampire movie instead."

Justin heard the flatness in Ethan's voice, "You're going by yourself?"

Ethan was getting emotional and he was trying to swallow it, "Yep."

That was the last thing they said until they got to Ethan's house. Justin gave Ethan's neck a brief rub, "I'll talk to you later lil e."

Ethan gave Justin a brief, forced smile, "Have fun tonight."

Ethan couldn't have made a harsher statement with any other words. Justin had almost wished Ethan had yelled at him instead. He hadn't seen Ethan look so defeated since the first time they met. Justin felt like a selfish prick. He had told Ethan that he was going to home coming to be fair to Jennifer but he knew that wasn't true. Justin didn't give a shit about Jennifer, going to the dance was another way to save face and make things easier on himself. He was going to home coming and he was going to hurt the first person he ever truly loved outside of his parents. Justin couldn't admit it to Ethan but he could finally admit to himself. He was in love with Ethan.

As soon as he got into the house the text messages from Jennifer started coming. It was the same to do list that she gave him at the party. Followed by a text telling him to call her as soon as Justin got done with his match. Justin fought the almost overwhelming urge to throw his phone against the wall. Instead he took a deep breath and called Jennifer.

Ethan went to straight to his room and laid face down on his bed. He didn't cry even though he felt like it. Crying by himself in his room was pointless. He knew that Justin was going to the dance for a week and he knew about Jennifer for almost as long as he knew Justin. He really liked Justin and all that was part of who Justin was, even if Ethan believed it was a totally fake part. He laid there thinking about how crappy he felt and how he should be thankful Justin was his friend at all until his dad started yelling at him to get 'shit' done.

Ethan got his work done and the reward was going to a movie he didn't really care about seeing, by himself. His mom asked if he wanted to invite Kevin but Ethan hadn't talked him since that day he got mad. The movie was crowded, filled mostly with girls and teen couples because even though it a vampire movie, it was more of a love story than a horror flick. Ethan managed to find a spot way up front with empty seats on either side. He didn't want to sit next some squeally girl or even worse a couple. The lights went out and the movie crowd cheered. Ethan sunk down in his seat, it was going to be a long two hours.

The movie started and Ethan could tell it was going to suck. It was about a brooding teen vampire with a whiny girlfriend that reminded Ethan of Jennifer. Ethan didn't feel any sympathy for the characters and their "human dating a vampire" drama.

Ethan thought to himself, "Try being twelve with a seventeen year old boyfriend who doesn't think he's your boyfriend. At least those two get to hang out together."

To make matters worse someone sat right next to Ethan even though there were better seats elsewhere. Ethan ignored them and watched the stupid film.

"You are such a chick. How can you watch this shit?", the person whispered to him.

Ethan thought he knew the whisper and looked over seeing Justin next to him, "Hey I thought...".

Justin smiled at him in the dark, "Shhh I'm trying to watch this crappy movie."

Ethan returned Justin's smile but he wanted to ask Justin a million questions. Well, he really wanted to give him a big, wet kiss but he couldn't do either. They watched the movie and both laughed at all the wrong parts mostly when the human-vampire couple went on endlessly about their love being impossible, getting them "shhh'd" by the girls behind them. Ethan was happy in a way he didn't think was imaginable at the beginning of the day. The movie would have been horribly boring if he had watched it alone but with Justin it became the comedy of the year. When it ended Justin told Ethan to wait as everyone filed out.

Finally when they were pretty much alone Ethan couldn't wait anymore, "I thought you had to go to home coming?"

Justin shrugged, "I guess 'had to' was a little strong."

Ethan asked, "What about Jennifer?"

Justin really didn't want to talk about it at all but he felt if he could talk about it with anyone it would only be Ethan, "I called her after my match and she was such a bossy bitch. Then I thought about you and realized that it would be completely fucked up to go to keep her happy and have you sad. Plus she was driving me fucking nuts."

"So you told her you weren't going?", Ethan asked as gently as he could.

"Yeah and that we were over.", Justin said.

He wasn't ready to go into detail about how it all unfolded. Justin was feeling stressed and pressured about everything, the dance, the home coming king shit, Jennifer's demands and most of all Ethan. He exploded on the phone and Jennifer was the one closest to the blast. It was the longest she had ever been quiet but when she recovered she unleashed a screaming, crying profanity filled, tirade unlike anything Justin had ever heard. Justin finally hung up on her. Justin felt guilty that he didn't handle it the right way, knowing he should have done it weeks a go, but he was relieved, even knowing he'd pay for it at school for weeks.

Ethan sensed that Justin didn't want to talk about it anymore and that Justin was still upset. He wanted to give him a hug so bad, "I'm glad we got to watch the movie."

"Oh yeah, I wouldn't have missed this for anything.", Justin laughed.

"Even being king of home coming?", Ethan asked jokingly.

"And miss all that fine acting? Not a chance.", Justin replied with a big smile. Being with Ethan made everything else seem like a distant memory.

"I wish we could go hang out at the park right now." Ethan told him.

"No doubt about that but that's part of why I came here. Can you get out tomorrow morning?", Justin asked.

Ethan thought about it for a moment, "Yeah I can say I'm riding over to Kevin's. Why?"

Justin nodded, "Cool. My parents are going to a winery or something up north. They'll be gone all day. I need to be with you real bad, even we don't...you know?"

Ethan saw the look in Justin's eyes and saw a different need than he was used to seeing. He knew the horny, hungry look that Justin had sometimes but this was something else. Even as young and inexperienced as Ethan was, he saw that Justin needed him because he was hurting, "I'll be there for sure. I feel bad Justin, you shouldn't have done this for me."

Justin reached out, he wanted to touch Ethan's face but gave his shoulder a brief squeeze, "I'd do almost anything for you lil e."

Ethan smiled not only because he was happy but he didn't know what to say. The theater had been almost empty but the cleaning crew had some in to sweep up the rows and aisles. All Ethan could muster was, "Thank you Justin."

"It's all good. You better go meet your parents or they'll think you got abducted. Text me later, okay?" Justin told him.

Ethan nodded, "I'll text you. You sure you don't want to abduct me?"

Justin laughed, "You have no idea how tempting that is."

Ethan didn't want to leave Justin but knew if he pissed his dad off he might get grounded for the rest of the weekend, "Yeah I'd be a good prisoner. I better go Justin."

"See you tomorrow?" Justin asked again.

Ethan nodded smiling, "For sure and I think I want to 'you know'."

Justin left using one of the back exits because he didn't want Ethan's parents to see him. Even though they could say it was a coincidence, he didn't feel up to talking to anyone besides Ethan. Unfortunately he couldn't avoid his own mom who unlike Ethan wouldn't let his brief explanation of why he wasn't going to homecoming go unquestioned.

Finally his dad stepped in, "Gloria, drop it. Can't you tell he's upset?"

"I know he's upset but I think it would help to talk about it." Justin's mom said.

"I think if he wanted to talk about it he would.", his dad countered.

"I always knew that girl was going to hurt him. Maybe Justin should come with us tomorrow.", she said in her best mommy voice.

Justin hated it when his parents started talking about him like he wasn't in the room, "Whoa, I'm not going any where tomorrow and I'm really getting pissed off. I just need some time."

"Love bug I'm trying to help, if you're really upset it might not be a good idea for you to be alone.", Justin's mom said soothingly.

Justin forced himself to stay calm, "I'm really okay. I had wanted to break up with Jennifer for awhile so it's more bad timing than anything."

That answer seemed to appease his mom, "I guess you're right."

"He is right, a little alone time would do him good." Justin's dad agreed and was surprised how calm Justin was being. Usually he would have lost his temper by now and it would have turned into a huge argument.

Justin spent the rest of the night in his room. Ethan texted him and they chatted about everything but mostly about nothing. Ethan avoided asking Justin any more about Jennifer or the dance. Justin was still dreading Monday but texting with Ethan and being able to look forward to spending time with him the next day made it bearable.

Ethan's Journal

Justin broke up with Jennifer today and did not go to the dance. He did it for me and I know this makes me sound selfish but I am happy. I hated being jealous of Jennifer and of Justin going to the dance with her but I can't help it. He showed up at the movie and surprised me. I could not believe it was him. The movie sucked so bad but we laughed at it so it was fun. I am going to Justin's house tomorrow. He said he needed to be with me even if we did not have sex. That means so much to me but I still want to make out with him! ***************************************************************

Justin had told Ethan that his parents were leaving at nine. Ethan was up early, had breakfast and finished his little bit of weekend homework. He was at Justin's house a little before ten. As soon as he was inside he gave Justin the big hug he wanted to give him at the movies.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through that Justin." Ethan told him with his arms wrapped tightly around Justin's waist.

Justin hugged Ethan back, "It's okay lil e. It's a lot better with you here."

"So what time are your parents gonna be back.", Ethan asked.

"Late. It's takes like two hours to get there, then they're doing some kind of tour and lunch. I called them and they're still driving up." Justin replied. He made the call when he woke up just to make sure they didn't decide to come home for some reason.

"Mmm we've got like hours?", Ethan said mischievously.

"Uh huh is there something you want to do?", Justin asked with mock innocence.

Ethan took Justin by the hand leading him to Justin's bedroom, "I've got some plans."

They took their time beginning with Justin undressing Ethan slowly then kissing long and hard. Justin ran his hands over Ethan's smooth body. Ethan wanted to make Justin cum first but Justin wouldn't let him and they traded off sucking each other before trying sixty-nining again. Ethan was so horny and worked up he ended up cumming first. That was fine with Justin because Ethan stayed in the same position with his butt right in Justin's face and Justin could really focus on the stunning view. Justin blew his load in Ethan's mouth shortly after Ethan came. They kissed and cuddled, making the most of being together somewhere other than Justin's car.

Justin had to take a leak and when he came back Ethan was laying on his tummy reading one of Justin's fitness magazines. He laid down next to him.

"Doesn't this guy play soccer?", Ethan asked point to an ad in the magazine.

Justin looked at the magazine and gave a chuckle.

"What?" Ethan asked looking over at Justin.

"Yeah that's David Beckham. He's played a little soccer." Justin teased.

"Shut up! I know I'm not Mr. Soccer like you.", Ethan admitted, then added. "He's really hot."

"Oh he is?", Justin asked pretending to be jealous.

"Yeah... I mean because he looks like you, only older.", Ethan stammered.

Justin gave Ethan a playful smack on the butt, "Nice back pedaling lil e."

Ethan giggled, "Ow! You're much hotter."

"Uh huh." Justin said. He was propped up on one elbow rubbing Ethan's butt with the other hand. Ethan had the sexiest ass he had ever seen. Justin remembered the time he was hanging out at a soccer tournament with one of his teammates, Zach and Zach's dad. Zach and his dad were commenting on which soccer moms were hot or had fake boobs. When one apparently super hot MILF (Justin never could understand Zach's thing for older chicks) walked by, Zach's dad had said, "I'd eat a mile of her shit just to see where it came from.". Justin had thought that was one of the funniest and grossest lines he had ever heard. Looking down at Ethan's round little butt he finally understood what Zach's dad was saying. Thankfully Justin didn't need to eat any shit to see it. Instead he gave the butt cheek he had smacked a gentle kiss.

Ethan giggled, "You're a dork today."

Justin took that as encouragement and gave the other cheek a kiss. Ethan's legs were spread apart so Justin got between them while giving kisses to alternating cheeks.

Ethan giggle again, "What are you doing?"

"I don't know you've got such cute butt, I can't help myself." Justin said. He wasn't exactly sure what he was doing but Ethan seemed okay with it. He kissed Ethan just above his butt crack and then started running his tongue slowly down Ethan's crack.

Ethan stopped reading the magazine when he felt Justin's tongue moving down his butt crack slowly towards his butt hole. Justin had briefly licked his butt a couple of times but even though it was noticeable, Ethan had always thought it was an accident despite knowing how much Justin liked his ass. Ethan knew this was no accident and when he felt Justin's hands on his butt cheeks, spreading them apart to allow Justin access to his butt hole he let out a gasp as Justin's tongue made gentle contact.

Justin heard the gasp and stopped licking Ethan's butthole, "Is this alright?"

"Uh huh. It feels...", Ethan was still processing exactly what he felt, "...really good."

Justin was relieved. He was afraid Ethan would be grossed out. Justin was the complete opposite of being grossed out. Much like sucking someone's dick, eating someone's ass wasn't something Justin had imagined himself doing before he met Ethan. Encouraged by Ethan's reaction Justin spread Ethan's cheeks even wider and instead of the light tongue flicks he licked Ethan's anus with enthusiasm.

Ethan really started to squirm when Justin pushed his tongue slight into Ethan's sphincter and he instinctively pushed his butt back against Ethan's face. He had never imagined anything feeling that good, "Oh Justin.."

Justin felt Ethan push back against him and could even feel Ethan's butt hole relax as he continued his oral assault. After a while he eased the tip of one finger into Ethan's butt before going back to licking.

Ethan's head was swimming but he knew what Justin really wanted. He had begun recently imagining this moment and it was always Justin asking him so he was surprised when he asked, "Do you want to?"

Justin was so completely lost in what he was doing that even though he heard the question he didn't understand what Ethan was asking, "Huh? Do I want to what?"

"Do you want to...", Ethan paused and looked back at Justin, he was looking for the right word, he almost said 'hump' but it was too immature, he only knew one other word to use, "...fuck me?"

Justin couldn't believe Ethan asked but he had to admit really, really wanted to fuck Ethan. Even though he never really thought about himself having a big dick and even though he had been fantasizing about fucking Ethan for weeks, he still had a hard time imagining his dick fitting into Ethan's cute, little butt hole, "I don't know lil e, I don't want to hurt you."

Ethan assured him, "No it's okay, I really want to try."

Justin looked at Ethan's face for a moment, "Okay if you're really sure."

"I am.", Ethan said even though he wasn't really sure.

"Okay flip over on your back, I want to see your face to be sure you're okay." Justin told Ethan.

Ethan flipped over and Justin got back between his legs pushing them back. He gave Ethan's butt hole some more tonguing before he tried again to push a finger in again. It started to go in but not easily. Justin was by no means an expert at anal sex but he knew they needed some type of lubrication. He only had one thing and reached into his nightstand and pulled out a tube of hand lotion.

Ethan watched Justin and asked, "What's that?"

"Hand lotion, it's all I've got." Justin told him.

"Why do have hand lotion by your bed?" Ethan asked with a smile.

Justin was squirting the lotion his hand, when he was done he wrapped his hand around his boner and gave it a couple of strokes smiling at Ethan.

"Ahh I got it." Ethan said giggling.

Justin rubbed some of the hand lotion on Ethan's tight opening, then slowly started to work his index finger.

Ethan pulled his legs back to give Justin better access while focusing on Justin's face. Even though Ethan had fingered his own butt before it felt really different having Justin do it. He had to force himself not tighten up.

"Is this okay lil e?", Justin asked as he slowly worked his finger in and out.

It didn't feel bad just kind of strange so Ethan said, "Uh huh."

Justin could feel Ethan relax again and after a few moments he eased his finger out. He put more had lotion on Ethan's anus and then amply coated his erection with more.

"Alright buddy, are you ready?", Justin asked.

Ethan was really nervous now, he knew it would probably hurt but he was also worried about all kinds different of things like that Justin wouldn't like it or maybe he'd have to take a dump, "I guess so."

Justin saw how nervous Ethan looked, "Are you really sure?"

Ethan forced himself to smile, "Not if you keep asking me dumbass!"

Justin smiled back, "Okay, okay, just tell me if you want me to stop."

Ethan nodded and watched as Ethan pushed his dick against his asshole. It slipped up towards his nuts.

Justin tried several more times and each time his greasy dick slipped upwards. It was a lot harder than getting his dick in a vagina. He took a firm hold of his dick just below the head and pushed it against the tight opening of Ethan's butt hole. Ethan's sphincter finally relented to the steady pressure and the heard of Justin's dick slipped in. Justin looked up at Ethan's face. He was sucking on his lower lip and his eyes opened wide in distress.

"Do you want me stop." Justin asked concerned even while experiencing the amazing tightness of Ethan's tight sphincter squeezing his cock head.

Ethan could feel his eyes begin to water at the pain but he thought he could handle it. He looked up at Justin shaking his head as he muttered through his tightly closed lips, "Mmm mmm."

Justin's experience with girls helped out. Even though his one attempt with a virgin was a failure because she said it hurt too much, he was a couple of other girl's biggest guy so he learned how to take his time with them so they could get used to his size. He gave Ethan some time to adjust to him and then gently pushed his erection deeper. Just like when he fingered Ethan, Justin could feel Ethan's sphincter relax and he began moving his dick slowly in and out. He moved Ethan's hands away from his legs and Justin held them gently in place himself. If he felt Ethan tighten up he'd stop and wait for him to relax again. It was probably the only thing keeping from cumming after only a couple of minutes.

Ethan concentrated on relaxing because the more he relaxed the less it hurt and it sure as hell hurt a whole lot less than when Justin first pushed it in him. He focused on watching Justin's face and absorbing the sensation of Justin's cock sliding slowly in and out of him. Ethan could finally feel Justin's hips pressed up against his butt cheeks so he knew all of Justin's dick was inside him. It was almost amazing when he thought about how big Justin was.

Justin asked him, "Still okay?"

Ethan nodded staring deep in Justin's eyes. Justin was again experiencing sensory overload with Ethan. He had never felt anything so amazing, the combination of how good it felt to be in Ethan, looking into his beautiful blue eyes and being with some body he loved. He didn't realize it then but later he understood that even though he had had sex before it was the first time he made love.

Justin slowly pumped his hips, using short, slow strokes at first gradually pulling out further, "Christ Ethan this is amazing."

Ethan didn't respond still focusing on Justin's face. Ethan had never imagined anything like the feeling, as Justin would slowly pull away from him leaving him feeling empty only to push slowly back into him, filling him up.

Despite having already cum Justin knew he was going to cum again real soon even with his slow deliberate thrusts. He didn't try to hold off any longer because he wasn't sure how Ethan felt even with his assurances that he was okay. He pushed deep into Ethan as his orgasm exploded, he gasped, "Oh fuck, I'm cumming."

Ethan didn't need the announcement to know Justin was cumming. The look on his face said it all. Even though it hurt Ethan already knew he would do it all over again. He loved making Justin cum but for the first time he could look at the ecstasy in Justin's face as he came and almost as amazing was feeling Justin's penis pulse inside him as it shot cum into his butt. He'd remember that far more than the pain he felt.

Justin stayed inside Ethan even after he let his legs go and leaned over to kiss his lips, gently sliding his tongue into Ethan's mouth. Ethan kissed Justin back passionately. Finally after a long kiss. Justin slowed pulled out and Ethan let out a little "Eee".

"Are you alright." Justin asked concerned again.

"Yeah felt weird when you pulled it out.", Ethan told him taking deep breaths. His butt did feel weird, besides being sore, as his sphincter adjusted to no longer having to accommodate Justin's girth.

Justin saw the look on Ethan's face and was still worried, "Are you sure you're okay. Did it hurt?"

Ethan smiled up at him, "Stop asking me that already. I'm just a little sore. Did you like it?"

"Oh my God lil e, you were fucking amazing but we don't have to do it again." Justin said looking down at Ethan concerned, even though Justin knew he would probably do it again right then if Ethan wanted.

Ethan smiled, "Stop! Don't you know I'd do almost anything for you?"

Justin gave him another kiss, "I think I've heard that before."

Ethan giggled, "Uh huh. I mean it though."

"So did I." Justin assured him.

Justin found his boxers and gave himself and Ethan a quick wipe down before laying down next to Ethan. He pushed his hand between Ethan's legs. His dick, that had gone limp after Justin entered him, went hard almost instantly.

"Looks like this still works." Justin noted out loud.

"Uh huh." Ethan agreed.

"I think I owe you something.", Justin said as he went down on Ethan.

Ethan closed eyes as Justin sucked his dick. He was thinking about Justin's face just as Justin came and the feeling of Justin being inside him. It didn't take long before he spurted his little bit of young cum in Justin's mouth. They spent more time in bed, kissing, wrestling and talking before taking a shower together and getting lunch. By the time Ethan headed home all the drama with Jennifer was forgotten. ***************************************************** Ethan's Journal

Well I do not really know any other way of saying this so I will just say it. Justin fucked me today! It hurt a lot at first. I know it is weird but I liked it. It was so cool to see his face when he shot. I could even feel it in my butt when he did. It was kinky awesome! He said we did not have to do it again but I want to. Not for a while though because my butt hole still hurts a little. He was so careful and kept asking me if I was ok. It was cute. Before he did it he licked my butt for a long time and even stuck his tongue in it. I know it sounds nasty but oh my god it felt so good. I am wondering if Justin would want me to do it to him. He did not seem sad any more about the dance and stuff. Justin walked me almost all the way home and said he wanted to kiss me right on the street! That would have been crazy! ****************************************************

The next day at training Justin resisted the urge to keep asking Ethan if he was okay. Ethan seemed fine and the hard part for both of them was not exchanging goofy smiles that might make Ethan's teammates wonder what was up with them. Justin had a hard time focusing on training Ethan and his team. He was excited about talking to Ethan at the park afterwards. He kept himself under control knowing that they had the first match of their tournament the next day.

When they got to the park they immediately began kissing but when Ethan reached down for Justin's dick Justin told him, "Hold on lil e. I wanna talk first."

Ethan looked at Justin like he was crazy, "Okay if you say so."

Justin reached behind the passenger seat, pulled out a Best Buy bag and handed it to Ethan, "I hope you like it and I'm sorry about the bag but I'm not much for wrapping shit."

Ethan was completely surprised, "What is it?"

"Open it and find out.", Justin told him excitedly.

Ethan opened the bag and pulled out a sixteen gig iPod Nano and asked in total disbelief, "Are you fucking serious?"

Justin laughed, "You're fucking language is horrible. I hope you don't mind but I already synced it to my library. You've got every song I have on there."

Ethan gave Justin a big kiss, "Why you'd do this, it's not my birthday or anything? It's way too much money Justin."

Justin was happy and equally excited that Ethan liked it, "I had a gift card I never used so I only spent a few bucks. Besides it's not like I can give you my letterman's jacket or class ring."

Ethan was looking at his gift while paying partial attention to Justin, "Huh? What are you talking about?"

Justin sighed, "You're gonna make me actually do it, aren't you?"

Ethan looked at Justin completely confused, "I have no idea what you're talking about."

"Okay. Here it goes." Justin said taking a deep breath, "Will you go out with me?"

Ethan smiled beginning to realize what Justin meant.

"Don't leave me hanging lil e. I'm asking if you want to be my boyfriend.", Justin said slowly with a smile.

"Are you serious?", Ethan asked in return.

"You know I'm never serious about anything.", Justin replied and then added, "Well I guess I'm serious about a couple of things."

Ethan smiled, "Like what?"

Justin smiled back, "Like you and soccer. Now are you gonna answer me?"

"Are you getting all mushy on me Justin?", Ethan teased.

Justin shot him a pretend mad look and finally Ethan said, "I've always been your boyfriend so of course my answer is...YES!!"

Justin leaned over and kissed Ethan furiously. After he had walked Ethan home yesterday he thought about telling Ethan that he was serious about doing almost anything for him and knew that this was the one thing he had ever really asked for. Practice had run long so they didn't have a lot of time but as usual it didn't take them long. Even though Justin had said it was just a label he could tell a difference already. In two days they had taken two huge steps to become closer to each other even though either of them didn't think they could get any closer. They were officially a couple even if they were the only two that knew it.