"My agent hasn't talked to them yet...there is a little matter of my cost."
"Ed didn't sound as though anything mattered."
"He may change has mind when he hears what I demand."
Exhaling his cigar some in my direction he smiles as he tells me, "Tell me what it is, so I can work it into the budget...I'm the executive producer, I'm funding the film."
Going for it and more, I reply, "60 mil."
"Oh...fuck that's pretty steep baby...but you got it, plus 3% of the gross, plus personal appearances, video and disk."
"I'd best call Mark quick before he blows this."
"Ok, then blow me, for my % of negotiating this for you."
Smiling I reply, "How did you know I'm starved."
On the phone with Mark I tell him, I'll be there but we've reached an agreement, and for what we wanted, 60 mill...plus 3%." I know Bill heard him going crazy with questions so I quickly butt in and tell him, "Not now honey, later."
So Bill asks, "is this some one I should be jealous of."
"My agent, who is also my attorney, also my trust fund administrator, plus the exec, of my father's will, plus manager of the company that runs my businesses...and yes, we have an affair going on, satisfied."
"Penny please don't be angry with me...you know how I feel about you."
"You're not so possessive you will try to hold me to only you are you."
"As if I could, and if I could, yes."
"Please tell me you're not serious this could be the end of a wonderfully fulfilling relationship."
"It's too late for that to happen, damn Penny, I've fallen in love with you."
I could not answer, I lit a cigarette told a few deep drags, then asked,
"What are you going to do now."
"Nothing, I can't divorce, you and I know no one will ever possess you entirely...you're too much of a sorceress, vixen, enchantress no one is safe near you, and I certainly can't allow myself to become one of your many sexual slaves, impatiently waiting for you to want one of them for an evening or night, those poor stupid weak minded men...fuck what am I saying, aren't I one of them."
"Don't you ever think that way, you have all the power over me, now even more, since you are the one who will determine if I actually have this part or not." "Don't be so foolish to think I believe acting is an important part of your life, it's only a flash in the pan for you, another small hill you've tried, and conquered, as you have with everything else you've done, computer research, nude photos, music, now films, my real purpose in wanting to talk to you is I'm going to start you on a commission % basis the length of the program the higher the % you get, in the long run you'll make much more than the little salary you're making now."
"You know I neither need or want more money, I want to be part of MS."
"It's out of our hands now, Melissa knows about us, and has threatened to divorce me if I don't get rid of you."
"Oh...no...you poor darling, I'm so very sorry, this is my doing, me, the other woman in too many men's marriages."
Taking it for granted we'll not see each other alone again, after we landed I went to MGM and signed my contract, met Huston and Horn, John tells me, "Penny with you as Cleopatra we can't miss several Oscars, if you can I'd like to spend some time with you, so we can get to know each other much better. When will that be possible."
"Come to my apartment later if you wish, I have nothing until we begin, so after John gets here and we have or drinks he says, "Before we have the reading of the script I'm going to supply you with everything I can find on Cleopatra, read and know it all, plus your lines, I want to eclipse Taylor's Cleo by so much no one will ever think of her as Cleo again, rather they'll think of you...you're so much more woman then Taylor was, you have the sensuousness, sumptuousness, desirability and real seductiveness of the vixen, Cleo was, or at least what the public wants to believe she was...we're going to be bolder, more nudity, more sexual situations with everything except actual penetration, on screen...you understand what I mean."
"You do know I am a very highly, easily aroused woman John, it will be impossible for me to act this, for myself it will be real and I'll walk off each one of those scenes so orgasmic...I'll most likely need to masturbate right after." "well I was told you're rather open and relaxed about sex, and in any one's presence...I just had little idea that you are this relaxed about it, so if I asked you to give me a sample of you, there will be no problem with you over that."
"A sample of me...well that's a new one, a piece of ass, to fuck me, to lay me, knock off a piece, these I've been asked, or told, but a sample, sorry I don't give samples, you either fuck me or you don't, and actually John I do need some foreplay, a build up, I'm not a prostitute, who turns it on or off be simply talking about it, at least not after this short a time, now if you really want to fuck me, act as though you do, give me some degree of respect."
"You're great, I couldn't ask for better dramatic indignation than that." "You were acting, you are only testing my responses...damn, I thought I'd actually get to fuck you John, you're an idol, a legion, if for no other reason than who you are if you kissed me, I'd probably climax on the spot." "Don't misunderstand me, I wouldn't pass up an opportunity to fuck you, if I had to pay you out of my own pocket."
Becoming very humbled, I ask, "For my screen work I do pray, and not for my ass."
He moves closer to me as he tells me, `Penny no one will ever accuse you of being a paid whore, you're far too real for that. But honestly, it has been a long day, may I possibly hold off now that invitation."
"Only if you'll lay back relax while I examine your equipment closer and see what comes from my examination...or better your equipment."
Before I can move he has me in his arms, ravishing my lips with his, as I pull back I have his prick out, and I ask, "please leave this to me, I have very much experience with these delicate intricacies such as examining equipment as I see before me."
I lower his pants and lick and suck every part of his crotch, especially his testicles and prick, taking long slow deep throat plunges with my lips, lighting a cigarette so I can exhale the smoke around his cock so he can see it bellow out around it as I deep throat it, he weakly moans, "Ooohhh...aaaahhhh...ooohhh...my god, is there no bottom to your throat." "Shhhh, can't you see I'm concentrating, this is an art. Not a game."
By the time he comes, he's wiped out completely, laying with my lips still around his cock, he hesitantly says, "If only I could get this on film.' "Oh, John did you need to say that I'm a very warm sensitive woman, I do not take a man's prick between my lips casually it is a very deep emotional matter to me, to actually do this, and it willingly swallow your essence as I did, don't commercialize that which means so very much to me, all it does is make me feel cheap and a slut." Tears run down my face as I say that, getting up I turn and walk away, leaving him laying on the couch. He follows me into the kitchen where he sees me trying to light a cigarette, crying terribly, so holding me in his arms he tells me, "Patricia, you're right, how horror ably insensitive of me please forgive me."
He lights it for me as I reply, "Forgiveness is not the thing here, it's said, and I once again am reminded of what I am, even though I do not think of myself in that way..." Then bursting out crying, I continue, "Even though...to my shame...I am a slut." Kissing me lightly he then says, "If I ever hear some one call you that, my friends will put them in the ground for good, I didn't realize how terribly emotional you actually are until now, even though I should have known because you braking down crying as much as you did off film during your other pictures...oh...god Patricia, please may we pretend I never said that."
"John may I impose upon you, will you stay the night please, or at least until I'm asleep."
"You're really a young girl aren't you Patty."
"Not at all who I seem to be, please don't tell every one how desperately weak I actually am."
"I know you've heard this before, but no one can have it all, my precious little kitten."
As we lay in bed I cuddle so close to John, and softly say, "I feel so safe next to you. I do not remember my father and my uncle who raised me began making love to me when I was 10, although I grew to love him deeply, that never replaced a father figure, that's why I love older men to love me."
"You are so desirably indescribable...lovely, gorgeous and irresistible, it's difficult to imagine you weak, why don't you look for a man to care for you."
"I enjoy being the vixen every one believes me to be, also I love every man who treats me nicely especially as they make ravenous love to me, I could never be true to one man, and end up hurting us both. Kiss me John please, and if you can and will make love to me."
He must have left during the night because as I awake I'm alone, as I look through my email there's a note from Bill wanting me to write the utilities and a spread sheet for the XJ-1000, then a package arrives with everything John can get on the other film, plus general info. Then a call from Mark Cassidy asking if we can talk about this film, then even before he gets here Bill Pullman calls for the same reason after the three of us are here, Bill asks, "We've never come close to an Oscar, so I ask, can we top the last one; can any one top Liz Taylor, Rex Harrison and Richard Burton."
"It's not a matter of topping them, this is a different time, the young people like you and I see them as older, two now dead actors, and poor Liz has lost her beauty, as I will and you will your good looks, we don't want to go into this to top them, but make an entirely new and dynamic Cleopatra, once you read the script you'll see this is more about the lives of these historical people, what they actually thought, how they reacted to what happened to them, it actually doesn't resemble the Taylor film at all, it's darker, more dramatically portrayed, areas that were not touched on are expanded, Cleo's entrance to Rome is totally different, not so detailed and long, her leaving, after Caesar is murdered, the time between that and Mark Anthony coming to see her...frankly guys, I'm looking for another Oscar and I know I'll get it, so shit, join me."
So Mark jokingly asks, "Fuck, how much are they paying you to convince us."
"I did not know you were going to ask me until you called."
So John has his leads, and the script is close to finished. I know my character perfectly. And once I have the script, in 2 days I know all my lines and theirs also. Something clicked between Mark and I that day, he's 32, over 6 foot, a gorgeous hunk of man and I was happily surprised when he calls one day and asks me out, so dressed for seduction, as if I never am, we go to a premier of the new move at the Chinese and as it's playing he slips his hand over on my inter thigh, leans closer as he asks, "I never realized how gorgeous you actually are until that day Bill and I came to talk to you, no make up, shorts and halter...you're the most seductive woman I've ever been close to."
"If you don't stop playing with my clitoris, I'll be the most embarrassed as we leave also."
After as we get in the limo, also after we've fought through the crowds as he puts his hand back on my clit, I grab his cock and ask, "I'm terribly thirsty now or after we get to my place."
"I do love women who aren't afraid to put it out there."
"I don't see it yet, or do I need to find it myself."
Leaning back he replies, "It's right there, you obviously know what to do with it."
"I ought to bite it off, damn you did you see the back of my new gown."
"Nor did any one else, you choice the right color, baby pink, matching your vaginal fluids I'll bet."
"You'll find out that shortly, as I give me the same as I'm giving you."
As I suck his prick he replies, "No indeed Penny, I don't eat pussy."
Lifting off it I smile as I tell him, "we'll see."
Shortly he blasts A gob of sweet, thick, gooey, milky white, creamy, rich, delicious cum against the back of my throat damn near gagging me, pulling my head up, after I'd milked him dry, as I lick my lips, I kiss him hard, holding him rightly, pushing him back in the seat, sticking my tongue so far in his mouth he does gag, and pushes me away, as he coughs. I stick my fingers in my cunt, get them sloppy wet with my cum and as I push them in his mouth, say, "here darling suck these, they're smaller."
As he sucks my fingers he then asks, "Damn you taste good what is that." "Me lover, like you said, I taste good."
After we have our drinks, as we set having them and a cigarette, I'm setting as close as I can, nibbling on his ear lobes, in a relaxed voice says, "Has any one ever resisted your sexuality." "You poor weak minded men can't you're so predictable...give you a taste or smell of a wet pussy, and you're on your knees begging for a piece of it."
Suddenly he turns the tables on me as he grabs my arms and forces it behind me, saying, "you should know better to take to a dominate like this, on your knees slave before I must punish you."
Of the millions of things that go through my mind the 1st and longest lasting one is how dominate I've become so as I do, I plead, "Please my master never repeat this night." "And spoil my fun with you, not a chance in hell, now strip for me, and take your time."
As I stand before Mark he smiles and tells me, "Mother fucker am I ever going to enjoy fucking you on camera, you little slut, kneel before your master and beg for my mercy."
As I star to, the word slut, rings through my mind, and I say, "I was a other's slut for far too long I will not play this game again. Now leave."
"Like hell I will, for this I'm going to beat your ass good."
He reaches up for me, and where it came from who knows, but I hit him across his face so hard he fell on the floor, laid there for a while, then looking up at me weakly says, "I am only fooling around, I do this a lot, most women enjoy it, why did you hit me so hard."
"Possibly I am out of line, but if you'd ever spent enough time being some one's submissive, you'd understand how frightening the thought of it happening to you again can be."
"Penny...you, a submissive to some man."
"No a dyke, who kept me frightened out of my mind for almost 2 years, treating me so horror able I can't bare to repeat what she did to me. I need you tonight Mark I honestly do, but none of that fucking bullshit."
"Can we start over."
"Yes please, let me get us another scotch, and here darling an ice pack for your jaw."
Back to where we began he asks, "I only play at that, I've never beat or whipped any one, I'd be too afraid to, can you tell me what they do." "Possibly it will help you from ever playing with that again, but I must warn you, you may need to stay with me tonight."
"Penny that's no warning that will be my privilege."
"Maybe after you get me to stop crying, isolation where I couldn't see, smell, or hear, tied is such a way I was standing almost on my tip toes, for hours, as every so often a whip would be lashed across my breasts, pussy, ass, legs, arms, and never in any certain amount of time between, naked all the time, even when she had guests, and they'd make fun of me, calling me a slut, filthy cunt, stinking shit eating, piss drinking cunt sucker, cock sucker, vomiting because I was forced to do those things, never actually knowing if I were alone or not, displayed in front of crowds as her pet, who she trained so well."
Then I scream and faint. as I awake, I'm in bed with him holding me in his arms, as he sees me awake he says, "How can you ever forgive me for asking you to say those terrible things out loud."
Strangely I'm not crying, possibly he just released me from those memories, so I ask, "Mark can you make tender, sweet love to me, tell me nice things about myself."
"Oh, good you're back, I have been so scared I did something terrible to you, certainly Penny, you know that is why wanted you with me tonight. The next morning I have breakfast brought to us, after we shower, dress and he leaves. Later Daryl Van Horn calls me and asks, "By now you must be an authority on this can you come to the studio and assist us in the script, costumes and set design."
So for the 3 months before we have the reading of it, I make changes in all those areas, coach Mark and Bill on their places and lines, then we read through the picture which takes us 3 days, next comes rehearsing the more difficult scenes, then the actual shooting of the scenes. Bill asks me the 2nd day, "Can I get with you for an evening of going over my lines."
"Your lines or mine."
Resting his hands on my hips, he smiles and replies, "Yours do look like they need some going over also."
"I rather thought you'll fell that way."
That evening as he walks in we stand looking longingly at one another...until in one quick movement I'm in his arms, his lips pressed against mine, his hand softly fondling my breasts and even quicker has his fingers in my pussy diddling my clit, as he rubs my G spot, as I gasp and emit a long sigh, as I say, "Ooohhh...Bill...how delightful."
He continues giving me oral sex until I become so aroused I begin bucking and whining loudly pushing my pelvis up trying to get his fingers rubbing my spot harder. My body takes control and I feel my brain numbing climax nearing, until it explodes within me, causing me to momentarily collapse, almost hyperventilating, and becoming so dizzy I feel faint, and damn if Bill doesn't ejaculate along with me splattering his cum all over my shorts. As we set there, he lights cigarettes for us and asks, "Did you see that, my god I actually came as you did, and with no stimulation, only your excitement that got me so hot." "Imagine how dynamic your ejaculation will be as you actually fuck me." Although it took Bill come time to become erect and hard enough to penetrate the outer lips of my pussy...once inside me he was like a god, seemingly knowing just what women desire the most from a man's cock and how it best use it to arouse and stimulate my erotic senses. The next morning as we awake, he lazily looks deep into my eyes, as he asks, "your lines seem to be perfect; although mine needs more work wouldn't you agree."
"I honestly believe you should spent a few evenings with me to sharpen them some, don't you."
Filming this picture was really difficult, our director wanted every scene perfect, and we'd do retakes until he was happy with our work, so after a few days of Bill not performing as John wants, he asks me, "You and Bill have been working on his lines, I think he needs more work yet, as well as learning his character better, I'm going to come to your place this evening with the two of you, and see if I can't put more realism into his acting."
Not sure what I was getting myself into I happily agreed, so once we're here, John tells us, "One thing I know that creates immediate sexual response between couples on screen is to rehearse nude, so why don't the two of you strip and go over that 1st love scene, I know you've fucked each other, that will make it even more thrillingly perverted, and Penny so have you and I so I'm going to undress also, to heighten your sexual awareness to Bill and myself." Viewing the expressions on our faces he smiles and tells us, "Come on you two we're adults, and professionals, this is the perfect way to separate acting from reality."
Shortly into the scene, if the sexual stimulation between Bill and I were any stronger, we'd be literally fucking our brains out, and as it gets to that part, although the actual penetration cannot be seen on camera, bill slips his prick in my pussy, and we are caught between realism and acting, as John tells us, "Now that's what I want tomorrow...Pen...Bill...well, I'm not going to be left out." As he nears my face I reach up and pull his erect cock between my lips, and end up being fucked in both ends, shortly followed by me sandwiched between them, then back tome being fucked in my mouth and cunt, after they come, as we lay on the bed, and in the same position, John laughs as he says, "Now I can get into rehearsing like this, Pen...Bill...exactly as you just did this scene...leaving me out of it of course." We did the scene perfectly on the 1st take, and after as I'm walking to my trailer Mark asks, "will we do our love scenes this way also."
"Why change a good thing." For the next 6 months I get all the fucking any one woman can handle, between Bill, until he's filled, then Mark, plus some private rehearsing between John, mark and I, and a few times even Daryl joins in giving some lame excuse but what the fuck I loved this 3 way split. Once we finished filming Mark's marriage was on the rocks, John's was worse, Daryl's wife never did trust him so she didn't care as long as he kept providing her with the life style she wants, and hints of what actually went on during our love scenes got out and I quickly became the real fem fatal of the new Cleopatra, and the hype was unbelievably overwhelming, in my 1st press interview I'm asks by one reporter, "Miss Husian, word has it, Mr. Pullman and Cassidy actually made penetration in your love scenes, would you like to comment on this."
"Gentlemen, we've filmed an R rated feature film, of course not, that would have been pure exhibitionism...we're professionals, not Porn actors." Glancing at John as I say that, he smiles knowing."
A few evenings later Bill and Mark come by without even calling 1st, and run into John with me, obviously they'd gotten here as we had just came to a dynamic orgasm, because as I opened the door for them I was flushed, sweaty and breathing heavily, so Mark asks, "Are you rehearsing the trailer."
"Funny boy, come on in, I'll get us drinks."
So Bill then says, "I brought some Coke, any one interested it shifting this party in to high gear." John suddenly appears wearing one of my robes and tells Bill, "No thanks, my heart will never allow me that pleasure, Pen, how bout you."
"If I ever got any higher, I'd be flying, no chance, you two can if you honestly feel as though something is going to happen to night that warrants you needing that kind of stamina, a little weed wi..."
Then a camera flash went off and to my amazement Bill and Mark were out the door and soon drags a newspaper photographer back in the house, as Bill says, "After we strip your camera, and tape recorder, we're calling the police and have you arrested for invasion of privacy." Although I'm not dressed for company, I ask him, "How in the fuck did you ever get up here."
"Husian you are the slut most of know you to be."
John damn near brakes his fist he hits him so hard, cold cocking him, so I phone security, put more clothing on, as does John, and when they get here, in an outrage, I scream at them, "Change all my locks, and tell me how did this news man ever get up here, we're having a simple drink toasting our success on this film we just finished and this louse thought he had a story, I am pressing charges, Mr's. Huston, Pullman and Cassidy will witness this." After things calm down we set in my living room having another stiff drink and smoke, as Mark asks, "I don't think he came by way of the door, let's go up on the roof and see what we can find."
By the time we're done looking we discover a copter, running in whisper mood dropped him off, we find a movie camera that he used to catch John and I fucking, find the Copter's owner, and we sue, going for 150 million, a few days later, John calls me and says, "Now don't become upset over what I'm about to tell you, but this is going to lift this picture to Oscar caliber without a doubt." "John, darling how many actors get back to back Oscars, don't get my false hopes like this."
"You'll see, just wait."
As the film is being edited I'm busy working on computer programs for the XJ-1000, when I get a call from Bill Gates, "I'm flying in from Redmond; please may I see you."
"Naturally, but isn't this risky."
"A new turn of events I'll tell you all about it after I get there, can we also go out tonight."
"You are walking the wild side, sure where to."
"Dress formal."
Later after he's here he tells me, "Melissa has decided since she can't keep us apart, as long as I keep her in the comfort she's become used to, we can see one another."
After I practically knock him down jumping on him and smothering him with kisses, I ask,
"Where are we going."
"You'll find out after we're in the air."
So a few hours later as we're flying, he says, "There is a greatest Japanese restaurant tucked away on a side street in Osaka, where we have reservations for a week, I took the liberty of getting you some Japanese kimonos and all the trim for you to wear while we're there, and since you are so well known in Japan, complete with white face also, of course as white as you are you'll need little, but no one will know you at all."
I purposely dress myself as an Oiran, complete with Obi tied in front, fresh flowers adoring the black wig, Bill got me, with golden rods, pins, combs, plus just a light glaze of white, full sparkling lips, black and red eye shadow, and even the clods, and the toe socks. Then we go to a geisha house for a light dinner, geisha entertainment followed by our own privacy if we choose to have sex right here. The next morning after we lazily wake up much later then either of us are used to, he asks, "do you want to continue wearing these Japanese cloths." "I love them, I feel so feminine and sensuous in them, especially considering what they represent 1000s of years of lovely courtesans, rising to the height of their profession and becoming Tayuu, the extreme pleasure givers of Japan, none better on earth."
"That's a laugh, these girls could learn from you on pleasure giving."
Later we go to the Yoshiwara where there are still come courtesans and many Geisha, and as we're walking along the main street this who I thought was a geisha comes out of a house and asks, "Oh...Missy-San an American Oiran, where do you work out of."
"Oh you daring little doll, no I'm not an Oiran, or Tayuu, I enjoy wearing these kimonos especially with my obi tied in front as...oh, I see you are an Oiran, and not Geisha."
She bows as she says, "Except for your height you are a very lovely Oiran dressed woman. My name is Tenusi you."
"Penny."
"Oh...how nice to meet you Penni...this your husband."
No a friend."
"Would he enjoy seeing us make sweet long lasting love, possibly even joining in at the place where we have satisfied ourselves."
"No, my precious little love, but give me a name and how I may find you for later."
As we walk away, Bill asks, "Certainly not while we're here together."
"Of course not darling, but I've always wondered about those girls, and you know my curiosity."
After we're back to LA, Bill drops me off and flies to Redmond, so I call John and ask, "How much time do I have before our picture is released."
"Released, a grand opening at the Chinese, Penny, and that won't be for 3 months, followed, I pray by months of personal appearances, this goes the way we Figure you'll get the largest total pay day in history from this film.'"
So I go to a flying school and ask, "How many hours a day of flight training will it take me to have a commercial license, I want to buy a passenger jet and convert it to my luxury palace."
"Aren't you Penny Husian."
"Yes."
"The only reason I ask is if you've got the money, I can have you ready in a few months, because I know you're a quick study."
"Then let's begin, also find me a large full sized passenger jet, that I can convert into possibly 10 passengers plus complete living quarters, office, exercise workout room, everything one will have in a large penthouse." "I'll get you trained and have several jets you can look at." About a month into my flight training, Rich, which is my instructor, tells me, "You're ready to solo in a multi engine plane now, and with the copter training you're taking along with this in another week you'll be ready for that...Penny, I'm going to go for broke, will you go out with me."
"Well it took you long enough, I was ready to ask you, and don't give me any of that Hollywood star bullshit, we both take our pants off the same way, one leg at a time." As I said that he looks down at my crotch, so I smile and asks, "I can't have you trying to concentrate on teaching me to fly and my ass at the same time, so let's get the easiest one out of the way today, having said that, better before we go up, or possibly we'll come down even faster, in your office safe enough."