I don't know when it started maybe it was when I was a little boy and my parents had separated. I was self conscious and short. I noticed that high heels made mom taller so one night when she was out I tried on a pair of her platforms. From the moment they were on my feet I was transformed. I felt so alive I even remember them dark blue 6" chunky heel sandals with ankle straps. I noticed how men chased my mom around it was the 60's and the fashion was so alluring to me, I was fascinated...Later she started putting some of her cloths and shoes in my room. I tried on a pair of pantyhose a bra, hot pants and some go-go boots it just grew from there I got deeper and deeper.
I always dream of being a slutty cock whore in fetish heels and sexy outfits, but as time went on I got married had a family but the drive to be femm slowly mutated into a full blown desire to be treated like a woman in every way. I started dreaming about men and their big cocks, I dreamed about sucking men off getting a face full of hot cum, being fucked up the ass, dominated and worshiped. Finally I got divorced and started exploring more fully my feminine side. I purchased all the shoes and boots I had dreamed of (I have over 20 pairs!), Corsets support garments back seamed stockings. Kinky outfits. Cosmetics, jewelry. I have to tell you my legs and ass I am gifted here no work required just heels and hose and my legs and ass are the most erotic any man could want.
As time went on I got better and better at dressing worked on my makeup shaping my eyebrows ,extra long false eye lashes deep luscious lips. I finally started to post some pictures on the web, I gave myself a fem web name Trina, Men started to email me sending me pictures of their hard cocks and telling me they are hard because of me!!. I started to buy some realistic dildos big ones and prostate stimulators and every time I dressed I fucked and sucked these and for a while it was great. I always watch and study shemale porn because I want to be just like those grrls. I love Danielle Foxx, and Olivia, Candy Coxx, Vanity. I want to be like them and they always get the payoff for all their hard work, something a dildo could never give me, all my sessions were starting to be boring because I wanted to have hot ropy streams of cum shot all over my face. So I started to get more aggressive with the guys emailing me looking for the one hunky big cock stud who would pop my cherry and drench me in cum . This one guy was so persistent, he was a Latin stud body builder huge muscles and a magnificent cock, He would send me compliments and pics of his huge penis, of him Cumming I would send him pics back of me in diffent kinky erotic outfits always with my clitty squirting on my fetish shoes. Back and fourth finally my need for real cock overcame every fear I had. I had him get a hotel room and said that I would meet him I was so excited I could just scream!
I took everything with me to the hotel, When I got there he had flowers and champagne waiting. I went into the bathroom and stripped I applied veet all over my body and ran a bath. As the hair remover started to work I removed all my body hair oh I was so smooth I put some oil beads in the bubble bath and got in and cleaned up so my body was flawless. I got out of the tub and rubbed baby oil all over my body I then slipped into a chemise and went to paint my toenails dark red. I then sat at the vanity and put out all my cosmetics applied my extra long fetish false lashes, Foundation, Worked on refining my eye brows applied a very dramatic eye shadow in three color's. A little blush to accentuate my high cheekbones, Painted my lips. I put on my Red mid length wig big hoop earrings. I then applied my long sexy fingernails in a French manicure. I slipped on my garter belt and thong fishnets stockings and my bra and "D" cup breast forms. I then put on my Dita platform pumps oh these shoes make me feel so empowered like I could have any man I want. They are black leather 7" heels with a 2"platform. I have to put these on first because once I put on my corset I can't bend over far enough to put them on. I them put on my corset I pulled it so tight and laced it up I then put on my 40's style black cocktail dress it mid length just above the knee and put on some channel No5. A string of pearls, I looked in the mirror and sexy shela cocksucking queen looked back I was so Hot I almost came in my panties. I made a drink and waited for my man. I was so excited I almost got sick but I calmed down because a lady must be calm gentile and alluring, I had another drink it was almost 7pm he would be here soon.
I lit candles and turned down the lights I sprayed more chennel in the air, I left the door unlocked and just as I finished I herd the door open. There he stood He was 6'5" built like an Adonis with a muscle shirt on and tight leather pants the outline of his huge cock was just so apparent. I sashayed over to him in my sexiest walk.. He was so cute he had a mustache and goatee and long sideburns I caressed his face and then he leaned in and kissed me hard on the lips I opened my mouth and his eager tongue went right in, I was swooning I felt waves of warmth all over, I could not believe that I was kissing a man his mustache tickled and I was melting in his arms I started to kiss his face and neck and pecs he smelled so musky I started to lick him his arm pits his abs were rock hard. I kneeled down in front of him and started to unbuckle his pants I was crazed I wanted all of him. I eagerly pulled down his pants and he was wearing a pink leather jock strap I pulled it off and his huge 9" cock flipped out its was magnificent uncut deeply veined it was throbbing and his dick head was peeking out from the foreskin. I grabbed his cock by the base and squeezed it ,the foreskin pulled back revealing his cockhead which looked like a big purple plum I placed my lips on the head of his cock and it was not warm it was hot and as it slipped past my lips into my mouth and then my throat its was simply mesmerizing it felt like it was humming with electricity litterly buzzing in my mouth I started to move down the shaft until his pubic hair was on my nose I learned to make little figure 8s his cock moving around in my mouth I then pulled back I was overwhelmed the smell the look of his cock I started to butterfly lick the head and look up at him with my fuck me eyes he had his head back and was moaning in the deep guttural sound it was such a turn on I was pinching his nipples he liked that. I slowly slid my middle finger into his asshole and found his prostate as I sucked and teased I massaged it hard and this clear sweet precum started to flow out of his cock his dick hole was large I could actually pull at the sides and open it up enough to get the tip of my toung inside mmmmm it was so nice, I then started to give his balls a tounglashing bathing his balls and sucking them they were getting tight I knew he would soon give me what I have craved all my life so I started sucking the entire cock taking it into my throat and out it was so great the skin moving along the shaft I never thought it would be like this real cock is so fantastic. He grabbed my head suddenly I could feel his asshole tighten I pushed against his prostate and he exploded into my mouth a huge load that squirted with such force that to flew out of the sides of my mouth I swallowed it all and then moved back just in time for another huge hot ropey load hit my face like a wave. He just kept bucking and Cumming yelling he is such a stud I was so in heaven, I then got the present that all cocksuckers love the aftermath I took his dick in my mouth and it was so sensitive he was jerking and bucking I just kept sucking until he was spent mmmmmmm it was yummy. We lay together fondling his cock and balls I was so hot for him I begged him to fuck me, He grabbed me and flipped me over and spread my butt cheeks wide he then started eating my asshole we was licking my entire crack and his mustache and goatee was rubbing against my hole oh my god I was so turned on I was haking and quivering I had never had a reaction like this total ecstasy he then pulled my clitty backwards and stared sucking hard ohhhh it was wonderful he stuck 3 fingers in my ass and started pushing harder and harder. Then he pulled his hand out and I could see him stroking his rock hard penis and I then felt the bulbous head on my asshole slowly he pushed and I felt his cock slip in a little he held there and then he pushed it all the way in I thought I was going to scream but he just kept going and then he started humping my ass hard he would pull all the way out and the dive in I was bucking and pushing back we flipped over and I was on top I got on my heels and held myself above him and he just started jamming it in at a rapid pace I was simply flying it felt so good I then lowered myself down and started grinding him ohhh it was so big I felt so full so femm so gay so hot so everything we slid down the couch so I was upside down and he jammed his big penis into me standing up harder and harder he felt like his cock was getting bigger and bigger and then boom he exploded into me and then pulled out and came in my face I then came as well hard he was putting his cock on mine and I started to jack off with his cum I shot again. We cuddled there and then I started to suck his cock for another round and we just went at it all night.
The next day I woke up and he was gone, a letter and a date for next week I think I want to try a little S&M.