Like every other male growing up I was crazy about girls. I was amazed by their beauty and figures. I was amazed at how easily I gave them control and power over myself and intelligence. I grew up jealous of how girls could wear pants or skirts and I only could wear pants. They had so many gorgeous outfits and I only had a choice of pants or pants. Well when I finally got out on my own I decided that I wanted to do something about it. I was tired of staring at gorgeous girls with there long smooth tan legs and short skirt and wishing that could be me for even a moment. I decided that I would raid my girl-friends clothing drawer.
I found these very sexy mesh semi-see through sea-blue panties. I put them on and was amazed at how much guilt I felt. I felt dirty. As much as part of me enjoyed it and new I did and wanted to try on a lot more I considered it wrong and immediately thought I should take them off. I did with a racing heart and deep feelings of guilt and fear my girl friend would catch me and tell the world.
It wasn?t until several months later that I finally got up the courage to do it again. I put them on and I felt great but I still felt guilty. I wanted to know the feeling of how they felt all day. I didn?t have any plans and was suppose to be alone. Mauri was suppose to be away for the day so I figured I would be safe. So I wore them under my jeans and went out.
I never felt so sexy and turned on. A strange new sensation of the mesh sexy high cut panties that really felt as if they hugged every inch of my ass and crotch I was hard almost instantly. I wasn?t planning on my girl friend finding out but that was soon to be corrected. She called me on my cell and told me she was back and wanted to meet me out for a walk. I told I would be home soon I was just at the mall. She suddenly informed me that she was at macy?s and said ?where are you in the mall? I was nervous and tried to make an excuse of some kind but couldn?t think of anything and so before I new it she and I were walking through the mall. I really thought she didn?t knew, I thought I might actually be able to get home and out without anyone being the wiser.
As we were walking she told be she was for some reason really turned on and wanted to make out in my car. So instead of waiting to go directly home we walked to my car. I should tell you that she told me in the past that she always fantasized about being with another women but never did. Which deep down made me think that she might just be understanding about be deep dark desires but I never would have admitted it on a councious level. Well I was about to find out.
We started kissing. I was being I little more passive and allowing her to take control. I was sitting in the drivers seat her in the passenger and she leaned over and we started to kiss passionately. Her hands started roaming and her tongue was more dominate than normal penetrating my mouth as I normally penetrate hers. I didn?t mind maybe it was the panties but I wanted her to dominate me a little. I wanted to feel what she felt all those times I made her cum multiple times in one night. She start to whisper that she was turned on as we were walking by my ass. She wasn?t sure why but she said she was really turned on. Her hand playing with my chest as she talked and kissed.
These were passionate kisses the kind where the saliva is dripping all over and neither care. Her mouth was like a pussy after cumming soft moist and wet and I was so turned on I wanted to explode. My hard cock feeling my jeans thru the mesh of the panties and kissing and making out with my girl friend well I was lost in exstacy until she start to run her hands down my shirt and to my crotch. Suddenly real life came back to me. I got scared; a million thoughts ran through my mind: Oh god she will think I?m queer, she will dump me; she will tell my parents, I will be ostrasized by society, all my friends will find out I like my cock, I am sacred to tell, I am not ready for this, oh god what a mistake I am making.
I stopped and quickly jumped back and said we really should be going. She stopped and looked really perplexed then the perplexed looked turned into pissed off and annoyed. ?what?s going on.? She said.
? I just don?t want to talk about it.?
?Why and what?s going on? why did you stop? she said getting more annoyed by the second.
I studdered for what seemed several minutes. ?I don?t know what to say. I uh uh have a secret.? What the fuck why did I say that I could believe; I said it. I mean I dated her for five years and never felt the need to say anything why now.
?What is it? We?re making out and I?m horny as hell and you feel now is the time to tell me about a secret?? She said with a confused and annoyed look on her face.
?I am scared to tell you??
? Why?? suddenly switching tones to a very nice and sweet tone.
?I am not sure how to tell you? I uh uh??
? Just tell me we have been dating 5 years I think you can tell me??
? I uh have a fetish??
She laugh? what is it? And Why now were you shopping for it? Did I interrupt??
?I uh uh , I can?t tell you I am afraid?
?I?m not going to judge you I love you?
?You say that now?
?No I mean it? she replied. Her sincerity won me over I really believed her but was still scared as hell. With my heart racing and my nerves jittery I said? I uh uh like women?s underwear.? And I brought her hand to the jeans.
?Excuse me, is that why you moved away? your wearing them right now?where did you get the?are they mine? LET ME SEE..?she raised her voice with a pleasant sound of curiousity and excitement and her hand went directly for my jeans.
I initially instinctively pushed her hands away. I practically smacked them. Then I hesistantly opened my jeans and showed her with such feelings of embaressement.
But then the most amazing thing happened.
?Oh those are sexy and cute?I really like those?.wait those are mine? she said.
Well she started to ask me If I wore any of her other panties and flooded me with a million questions. I was turning red like a high school girl getting her first look and compliment from her boy friend. I was still feeling so embaressed but some what really relieve at her failure to judge me.
She then said something I wasn?t expecting ?May be we can fulfill two desires at the same time.?
?uh? I said confused. I wasn?t fully sure I understood what she was saying.
She then proceeded to reminded me how she always wanted to be with another woman and since I liked her panties maybe I would like some of her other clothes and then she could fulfill her fantasy and at the same time I might fulfill a fantasy I didn?t know I had or might not want to admit.
I drove home with excitement and fear.
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