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This is a one part story, just a fill in while I edit some more chapters of "The New Farm Boy."
Understanding Siddran
Life, had been less than a `bowl of cherries' for Siddran, period. He lived in a trailer, his father was a drunk, his mother was, to all intents and purposes a whore. It wasn't that she sold her body, it was just that his Father never made love to her because he was always drunk, so she found love elsewhere, even if most of the time it was just a quick fuck. He didn't really know any different. This was his life, as far back as he could remember this had been his lot.
At sixteen he had no idea that he was anything special, or in fact that he was anything. Kids could be wicked when they found a flaw in someone, but Siddran had escaped that because even kids could sympathise when the potential victim was already at the bottom of the pit. Class mates took him home as often as they could for meals and just to make him feel good. No one bullied him, no one razzed him, and everyone appeared to want him as a friend.
Ok, if you can still remember being young you are wondering why this kid is escaping the normal shit a loser like him would expect to get. So, let me tell you about Siddran.
At sixteen he was five feet and six inches tall, slim, to the point of skinny. (Not surprising really, his Mother was too busy fucking to worry about whether her son was fed and his Father was too drunk to notice or to care.) Dark curly hair topped a totally innocent looking face, blue eyes, quite pale but just so incredible you gasped the first time you saw them and they always looked surprised. That was because he was, he could never understand why everyone appeared to like him. As I said, slim body, but you know, perfect to look at. Not much muscle, but the skin looked like silk, being quite petite, most adults would say he looked cute. Hell, a few of his class mates thought he looked cute. None of that was actually what made him so popular.
Have you ever been next to a person and without knowing them you really wanted them to be your friend, nothing obvious, just a feeling that this person was special? Well, that was Siddran. He was just totally awesome as a being.
Jake Carter was almost certainly the premier jock and bully in the school, just about the complete opposite of Siddran. Even the seniors didn't fuck with him. Mean didn't come close to summing up Jake's disposition. Just about every guy in the school loathed him.
Just about, because Siddran wasn't in that almost total majority, he treated Jake like everybody else. He always spoke to him when he saw him and always sat next to him in class, because no one else did. Innocent abroad, stupid little shit, Der brain, think about it. Siddran had to be in that category if you were an outsider looking in. Wrong.
Intelligent, articulate, communicative, friendly, the superlatives could be added all day, so what made this kid tick? Nothing special, life had dealt him such a shitty hand that the smallest kindness, the most innocuous pleasant comment made him happy. This was a boy that counted the kindnesses, the friendly gestures, the pats on the back. He never did, and never had looked to the negative when, in the beginning, class mates were nasty to him.
A Saint? No. Just an incredibly nice guy.
Sexuality, yes, it was going to raise its head, Siddran didn't like girls, never nasty or rude to them, he just didn't mix with them. Did he like boys? Yes. Did he lust boys? No.
Ok, so where are we going with this story? It's being posted on a gay erotic site so where's the GAY. Answer, nowhere for another year. Siddran got more popular and so, surprisingly did Jake. Everyone sprouted that first summer of senior high so at seventeen Jake couldn't bully nearly as many guys so he moved on to cultivating friendships. Not surprising Siddran was the focus of his first assault.
Siddran was gutted that summer as he watched his school mates sprout like weeds, many puting on inches in what seemed just a few weeks, Siddran stayed at five, six. The less he grew the more Jake wanted to be with him. By the start of their final year it was almost impossible to find Siddran without finding Jake.
"Would you come to dinner with my family tonight Sidd, I'll run you home afterwards."
That was a first. No one in school knew anything about Jake's family or social situation. They all suspected he was probably from the same side of the tracks as Siddran, he was certainly as scruffy, always wearing clothes that were one step removed from the rag bag.
Sidd was mouth agape as they pulled up at Jake's house after school. His car was like the rest of his things, old and scruffy so that gave no clue to what Siddran was presented with. The house was enormous. Inside it was superb. Jake might be a little rough but it was patently obvious that his parents weren't. He had never been made more welcome. Dinner was superb, almost too rich for Sidd's pallet, easy therefore to be fulsome in his praise to his hosts.
"Thank you Sir, and Ma'am, dinner was superb."
Jakes parents loved it. Jake had never brought anyone home before and here was this very polite young man, perfect manners, perfect comments on the meal, totally without any apparent side to him.
Jake was so reticent as he took Siddran home and suggested a sleep over.
"Please Sidd, will you come over for the weekend?"
A grotty trailer with a drunken father and a mother almost certainly out screwing around, or a luxurious house with superb food, it wasn't much of a contest even for a boy of simple tastes like Siddran.
The first sleepover was great, Jake spoilt him rotten, lots of games, a beautiful pool, as much food and drink as he liked, for Siddran this was heaven. The sleeping arrangements were even better. He had his own room linked to Jake's by a shared bathroom.
After that first sleepover the boys and girls noticed that Jake began to look less and less like a tramp. After the second sleepover he was hardly recognised at school. He had a sharp haircut, his clothes were new and quite stylish and instead of the old scuffed trainers that were almost his trademark he was wearing smart new dress shoes.
The week after that Siddran looked like he had been for a makeover as well and Jake was driving a brand new car.
"Wow, Sidd, you look great," was a comment made so many times that Monday that his head was spinning. The reason was that Jake's parents had paid for it as a thank you to Sidd for turning their son into a halfway decent looking human being.
The friendship blossomed until the weekend that Jake told Sidd his bedroom was out of use for redecoration.
"It's no problem Sidd, as long as you don't mind sleeping with me."
As I've said, Sidd wasn't stupid. There were so many spare bedrooms in this house most of his class could have been accommodated. He didn't say anything though, in fact he thought it might be fun to tumble into bed with Jake, his bed was huge so it wasn't as though they were going to be touching each other and he always slept in boxer type pyjamas anyway.
The reality proved interesting, Jake slept in the nude. When he peeled off his boxers to go for a shower before retiring he deliberately stood and stretched in front of Sidd.
"Crikey Jake, where have you been hiding that?"
Sidd said it with a laugh to hide his embarrassment because what he was referring to was Jake's cock. Jake stroked it and replied, "Oh, it's being a little bit naughty tonight, it's not normally this big when soft. I guess it's just happy to see you." Then he laughed as well.
Sidd had completed his ablutions and left the bathroom with his boxers on, not that he had anything to be ashamed of, it was just that he was more reserved than Jake, who, being a jock, was used to being naked in front of his team mates in the locker room.
Once in bed Jake moved close enough to Sidd to throw an arm over his chest while they talked. Sidd liked it, the human touch was lacking in his life and he realised that skin to skin contact with another human being felt comfortable. It felt even better after a few minutes when Jake, apparently absent minded started stroking Sidd's chest, paying particular attention to his nipples. The result was Sidd started to get a boner so he grabbed Jake's hand and kept it still.
"That feels really nice Jake, but it's having an undesired effect."
Jake giggled, "Mmm, yeah, it's having the same effect on me I think, clever huh?"
With the light still on Sidd looked down the bed and as they were only covered with a sheet Jake's boner was more than a little obvious.
Sidd blushed, he didn't know what to say or do, he liked the feel of Jake's hand stroking him but he wasn't sure the resulting effect was a good idea. Was Jake just playing or was he coming on to him.
"I like you an awful lot Sidd I thought touching you like this would show you, I didn't realise it would embarrass you. If you get a hard on like me I'm sure that's perfectly ok. It doesn't have to mean we're homos or anything."
Sidd laughed now, that sounded so funny.
"I'm not sure our class mates would agree with that Jake, but if you think it's cool you can keep doing it."
Jake thought his good fairy must be looking after him, he could continue doing what was turning him on, maybe even go a step further. He turned onto his side facing Sidd so that he could use his hand better to continue stroking his mate, of course that had his erection digging into Sidd's thigh. No comment so he left it there while he stroked Sidd from neck to waist
"It feels really great stroking you Sidd, you have such soft skin."
As he spoke he moved his hand over Sidd's boxers and stroked the inside of his thighs making sure he just touched his cock as he did so. Sidd was rock hard which pleased Jake so that he had a big grin on his face. He moved back up Sidd's body after a couple of minutes, touching his cloth covered hard on again.
"As I caused that would you like me to get rid of it for you?"
Jake was blushing as he said it and that saved the day because if he hadn't shown a little embarrassment at his boldness Sidd would almost certainly have rejected the offer outright, instead he giggled.
"Jake, you're not embarrassed are you?"
Jake blushed even more but replied, "No, of course not, I just feel I ought to make the offer," then he too giggled.
"Oh well, you can if you like, but you don't have to."
They looked into each other's eyes and what Sidd saw had him totally flustered. Jake saw the recognition as well.
"I'm sorry Sidd, you won't hate me or tell will you? It's just that I've loved you for so long."
Wow, love, strong word, nobody in his life had said that to him.
He touched Jake's cheek and then moved in and kissed him softly on the lips.
"Thank you Jake, nobody has ever told me they love me before."
His eyes watered a little making Jake the flustered one now, but instinct took over and he leant in and kissed Sidd's eyes, pulled back and just looked.
"Well, are you going to do something about this hard on you've given me or do I have to do it myself?"
Grinning like a Cheshire Cat, Jake threw the sheet off them and moved down the bed to get at Sidd's boxers. With a little assistance they were off in no time.
"Oh crikey Sidd, that is beautiful."
Jake sat back on his haunches and just looked. What he saw was a perfectly straight uncut cock, laying along Sidd's tummy just reaching his naval, below it were a neat pair of balls in an adequate sac. The rest of Sidd was, in his eyes, perfect. Everything was in the right place and the right proportion, light muscle definition and no hair apart from a neat patch at the base of his cock.
He had never done anything with another boy before but Jake loved this little friend so much he wanted to eat him. Instead he nearly licked him to death. No hesitation, Jake went down on Sidd big time, licking and sucking cock and balls and devouring the results of a very quick orgasm.
"Oh fuck, Jake, that was awesome, I'm sorry I came so quickly."
Jake was licking his lips and grinning, "That's ok, you taste really sweet and as you came so quickly I guess I shall have to do it again."
"Ok, but only if I can do the same to you."
That of course was an impossibility. Jake had deep throated Sidd, not too difficult with only about six inches and not too thick. Jake on the other hand was nearly twice as long and probably seven inches round. Sidd tried though, he was fascinated by a cock so big. He was quite excited at this action but it wasn't something he thought very much about, or particularly wanted to go any further with. He took Jake's sperm in his mouth because Jake had done the same to him, twice now. It was ok but not something to rave about the way Jake was.
Contented sleep after that with Jake's arm over him. When Sidd woke he was spooned into Jake and being cuddled. It felt so good, he felt so wanted with this big jock holding him. He didn't move until he heard the change in Jake's breathing indicating he was awake then he turned over and with only inches between their faces he smiled and said, "Good morning lovely man."
Jake smiled as well and leant in to give Sidd a kiss, just a little one.
"I love you Sidd, I loved what we did last night."
Sidd wasn't sure and blushed a little.
Jake picked up on it and made a decision that might end this affair before it really began.
"I lied to you yesterday about the other bedroom. It's not being decorated. If you want to move in there tonight that's ok. Or if you want to go home today I'll take you. I'm not sorry for what I engineered last night, I love you Sidd and I wanted to touch you and show you some of that love. If you stay I will keep trying to show you how much I love you, but I'll understand if you don't want to be my friend anymore. Please don't tell anyone else though, I never thought about other boys, just you. It's always just been you. When no one else liked me you were always nice to me."
Sidd couldn't believe what he was seeing. The reverse might have looked ok but seeing this big hard jock with tears in his eyes opening his soul to a little runt from the wrong side of the track was shattering. No choice, he didn't know how to be horrible so despite not being sure about this gay sex thing he leant in to kiss Jake and stroke his face as he replied very carefully.
"I'm very flattered Jake, I'm not sure about the sex thing but I do like you touching me and I like sleeping with you. You make me feel loved and protected."
Jake's smile would have lit up half the town if it could have been converted to electricity. The eyes were sparkling with the tears in them making the sparkle even brighter.
"Thank you Sidd, we don't have to do the sex thing unless you want to but can I still cuddle you and stroke you when we are in bed, you are so nice to touch."
"Of course you can, I told you I like that."
Jake's parents watched the boys as much as they could that day because they were just so amazed at the transformation in their son. At last he was behaving like a decent human being. They went shopping in the afternoon for more clothes for Jake, delighted with the choices he made. The bill was double what it should have been though because Jake wouldn't have anything unless Sidd had the same for himself, not the same design but the same article. They didn't care, for the last ten years he had cost them virtually nothing to clothe, picking up most of what he wanted from second hand stores.
Who on earth was this little guy that could bring about such a wonderful change in his son? Mr. Carter had made his money being a very astute business man and a good judge of character. What he saw in Sidd was a genuinely nice kid with no side to him. He would be eaten alive in the business world because he appeared to like everyone and trust them as well. Never the less he was going to find out more. Saturday evening they retired to Jake's room soon after dinner stating they were going to finish their assignments and then watch some DVDs before going to bed. Another positive sign, Jake did assignments reluctantly normally after a lot of nagging by his Dad, with Sidd he almost enthused about them.
"I don't believe in good fairies, but if I did I would think Siddran was one. In less than one semester he has wrought a change in our son that I despaired of ever seeing." Jake's dad said to his wife after the boys left.
"Did you know that they slept in the same bed last night as well? That is the first time as far as I know."
Mr. Carter thought about that.
"I don't see either of those boys as gay Ann, but I suppose it's possible. To be honest with you, as long as they are discreet and stay safe I can't get too worked up about it. I have some really excellent workers in the company that are gay, and as you know I give equal rights to gay partners of my employees."
No trauma in the sitting room and no trauma in the boy's room either. They did what they had told Jake's parents they were going to do. They showered separately at bed time and climbed into the same bed. Sidd in his sleep shorts, Jake naked.
Jake didn't want to sleep, he wanted to caress and cuddle Sidd and so they talked with the light on. Jake eventually pulling Sidd into a cuddle. With his head tucked into the crook of Jake's arm, resting on his chest and his body half over Jake with his leg thrown over as well, Jake could stroke his friend. Sidd could feel Jake getting an erection and very soon was getting one himself. Did he want a repeat of last night? Not sure but he wasn't going to fight it if Jake made a move. Surprisingly Jake didn't. After talking for a while Jake turned the light out and the boys were soon asleep. Sidd was content, no great lust for sex with Jake. Jake was just being super nice.
Mr. Carter didn't waste any time, he had a private detective on to Sidd on the Monday and by Wednesday had a complete dossier. He was totally amazed that this kid with nothing going for him in his family life was such a completely nice person. His thinking after that was how to get him away from his shitty environment.
That evening he called his son to the library while his mother fixed dinner.
"What's up Dad?"
"Nothing much, I just wanted some advice from you."
Jake was surprised, more than a little, shouldn't this conversation be the other way round.
"I was thinking. If we open up the wall to the left of your bathroom we could give you easy access to the adjoining bedroom which we could convert to a study for you and Sidd. If I buy him a computer like yours and put in two desks you would be able to work together at all your assignments. I would reshape your bathroom at the same time because you won't need two doors. We can also put a second wardrobe and chest of drawers in your bedroom easily without carving up your space too much. What do you think?"
Jake was mouth agape, speechless until he saw the smile on his Dad's face.
"Why Dad?"
"Well, I was wondering if Sidd would like to come and live here permanently. You could ask him initially. There is no legal problem involved, he is old enough to leave his parents, not that I think they would even notice."
"Are you serious Dad, this isn't a wind up is it?"
"No Son, I think you love Sidd and we do as well. He deserves much better than he has got at the moment and your Mother and I believe that whatever the basis of your relationship, he is a good influence on you and that's good enough for us."
Big jock stud Jake was fighting the tears.
"I'll try to persuade him Dad, I would love to have him here all the time."
The next day at school it happened.
"Sidd, Dad wondered, if he did some reshaping of my end of the house whether you would like to move in with me permanently."
Jake was looking very apprehensive as he spoke and that wasn't lost on Sidd. Sidd thought very quickly. This was a big step, he would be committing to Jake in a way he had never imagined, and if Jake wanted a lot of sex how would he feel about it.
"That sounds amazing Jake, tell me more."
That was going to give him more time to think.
Jake told him about his conversation with his Dad the night before.
"I know I can make my own decisions Jake but I would like to talk to my parents about it. Also, if I commit to living with you what happens with us?"
Big macho footballer didn't make Jake totally stupid.
"You mean about sex?"
"Yeah."
"Sidd, I love you, I want to make love to you, properly make love to you and if you come to live with us, sleeping with me every night I'm sure I am going to try, it would just be too frustrating not to. But you are my best friend, I will try not to screw it up by asking you to do something you don't like."
Sidd didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Jake was being so sincere but the wanting in his eyes made Sidd realise the depth of this big guy's feelings.
"Before your Dad goes to all the expense of conversion, why don't I come and live with you for a week and see what happens?"
"Would you Sidd, would you really come and sleep with me every night?"
"Yeah, let's give it a try, I don't suppose Mum and Dad will even notice if I'm not home for a week ."
That night Jake told his Dad the agreement and Sidd moved in the next day.
That night after assignments had been completed Jake took Sidd in his arms and kissed him quite passionately on the lips.
"I want to pamper you in the shower tonight Sidd and then I want you to find out how far we can go with this sex thing and progress it every night until you decide you want to go or stay. Is that alright?"
Sidd could see the love and the longing in Jake's eyes, how could he refuse that request. In a very soft voice still looking at Jake he replied.
"I think I would like that. You will be gentle with me and stop if I say so won't you?"
Jake grinned, "Of course I will. I don't have any experience Sidd, I only know what I have gleaned from the internet. We can start off just playing with each other and if you are ok with that we can try mutual sucking and then sometime, maybe tomorrow we can try fucking. I know I am very big but I have read how if I open you up properly and you are very relaxed I won't hurt you very much except on first penetration but then it is supposed to get better every time."
Sidd grinned, "You are very serious about this aren't you?"
Jake grinned as well, "Yeah, I even have several bottles of Wet Light so that I can lubricate us both."
For some reason Sidd thought that was so funny that Jake had to help him to the shower because he was laughing so hard.
Washing Sidd was almost too much for Jake he was able to minutely scope out Sidd's body as he washed it paying way too much attention to his groin area and then his butt. When he stood up Sidd could see the tears of happiness. This was simply unbelievable. Three semesters ago this man had been hated by everyone in school and considered a thoroughly hard bastard but here he was crying for a little runt who had nothing to give except himself.
"I can't believe you love me enough to do this Jake."
Sidd was wiping the tears away as he spoke.
"I'm nothing, I'm nobody, I can't give you anything except me."
Jake stopped snivelling at that comment and instead looked angrily at Sidd.
"Don't you dare put yourself down like that. You are the most special person in the world to me. When I was the school bully I never hit on you because I knew even then that you were special. If someone offered me a million bucks or you I would take you every time. I know that one day everybody will realise that you are special and a somebody."
Sidd kissed Jake now and realised that unless what Jake did to him was absolutely gross he would put up with it because disappointing this big cuddly bear wasn't on the cards if he could avoid it.
That first time Jake proved he was a liar. He never let Sidd touch him. He spent an hour just stroking him, and licking and kissing all the erogenous areas he could find eventually concentrating on his cock and balls, perineum and rosebud. He made Sidd cum twice before starting to open him up, being as gentle as he could and when he got to three fingers with just spittle he then started using Wet Light until he was sure Sidd was relaxed enough to take his cock head without trauma.
The entry had both boys gasping with the sensuality of it. Sidd could feel Jake's glans stretching him and Jake was watching it happen. Only a slight spike of pain as the glans slid over the sphincter and then Jake was fucking slowly, gradually adding more cock on each in stroke.
"Oh Sidd, I'm more than halfway in, I have never felt anything so incredible in my life."
Sidd sniggered, "Mmm, it feels quite fantastic from this end as well. Oh Jake I can feel every inch of you each time you enter me."
On the final push when Jake could say that Sidd had all of him he orgasmed and just screamed with the intensity of the orgasm.
Not a good move, they could both hear Jake's parents running along the passageway to Jake's bedroom. They quickly pulled the sheet over themselves and uncoupled just in time as his Dad burst through the door.
The boys were nearly in hysterics knowing what they had done.
"Sorry Dad, we're fine, just a bit too much funning I guess.
Mr. Carter could tell by looking at them what the truth of the matter was and blushed a little before grinning.
"Yes, well perhaps you had better wear a gag in future," and left.
Jake didn't wait, he rolled Sidd over and entered him again, very gently.
"Once is never going to be enough with you Sidd, can I do that again?"
Sidd snaughed and could barely get out the words, "It looks like you already are."
When Jake was completely sated both boys were wasted, but Sidd had never felt so complete. He had allowed his best friend to love him and it had been wonderful. Jake felt as complete. Making love to Sidd for the first, and second time, he, he, would remain one of the defining moments in his life.
"I don't think I'm going to need a week Jake. That was so incredible I'm going to want you to do that to me lots of times a day."
Another shower and Jake couldn't stop touching Sidd, he kept kissing him and touching his body as he washed him again. In bed they snuggled and kissed for ages until Sidd turned over and spooned into Jake making sure his monster penis was tucked into his crack.
The next morning Jakes Mother had to shake the boys and in doing so she knew that Sidd would be their second son. He was still spooned into Jake and being cuddled and both boys, even in sleep were smiling.
Rubber balls bounce but on this morning so did Jake and Sidd as they entered the breakfast room.
"We don't need a week Dad. We'll move into another room tonight and you can start the conversion when you like."
"Mmm, that's what I thought after last night."
Both boys blushed but went off to school as happily as they could ever remember.
Life just kept getting better. That night Sidd's new Dad took him round to his trailer home and helped him collect anything of his that he wanted. His mother wasn't there and his father was quite happy to see him go so no trauma.
Friends at school were delighted that Jake had become such a nice guy, the only real change was that Sidd watched all the football games and he and Jake behaved as though they were joined at the hip.
Very few people didn't add two and two with these friends and come up with five, but no one minded. Sidd had always been special and still was, Jake had always been too big to cross and still was, but no one wanted to anyway.
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How I wish that my stories had some basis in truth when it came to human relations. When I was younger I saw so many young men scared of their sexuality. Wouldn't it have been great if they were all able to act like Jake and Sidd after they found the love for each other that this story produced.
I have many more stories in nifty Prolific Net Authors. I also keep an index on computer which I will happily send you so that you don't read ones that don't suit your taste.
Last year STARbooks Press published my first book and charged $19.75 + p&p for it. I thought that was expensive so my second book is an eBook. If you would like details of how to buy it at $8 per copy, just let me know at chris-johns@hotmail.com
I never got to post this while "The New Farm Boy", was on going but I hope you like it now, even if it is a bit of nonsense