Okay This story contains sexual acts between two females if this offends you then don't read it. If you are not 18 or whatever the age maybe where your from, don't read it. If you just don't like the idea of love between two ladies, go somewhere else. Don't read it. The characters are not real. Any similarities are just that.
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Amanda
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Part 6
Inside Out
"How was your day." Alexis asked as she walked in to find Emily washing dishes a bit later.
"Mom was over for tea." Emily said over her shoulder as she carefully washed the fine china tea pot. Alexis grabbed a water from the fridge, then leaned back against the island, taking in Emily's beautiful back side. "She told me I was glowing." Emily said, smiling back at Alexis.
Alexis nodded "You are. God, you are... you are so beautiful." Emily dried her hands and turned around. Looking both ways, as if crossing a busy street, Emily checked to make sure the coast was clear. She quickly closed the gap between them, kissing Alexis passionately. Alexis was taken aback by the heat the kissed contained and had to hold the counter top to keep her knees under her.
"I want to tell them, my family. I can't hide it. Everyone that looks at me can tell. Baby, I am in love. And I want to shout it from the roof tops." Emily's energy was contagious. Alexis picked Emily up around the waist and spun her around in a circle.
"I love you, baby girl." Alexis whispered into Emily's ear as she sat her feet back on the ground, her arms still wrapped around her.
"Mommy." Piper's chubby little legs carried her through the kitchen as Emily pushed away from Alexis. Alexis tried not to be hurt, she knew the situation. She knew that Emily would never let their relationship affect her kids. But going form shouting their love from the roof tops to being literally pushed away was hard. She watched sadly as Emily scooped her daughter into her arms and danced around with her.
"I am going to take a shower." Alexis mumbled as she turned and out of the two way kitchen door.
"Aunt Lexie!" Alexis heard as she felt her self being knocked to the floor by the force of the hug that wrapped around her legs.
"Brant!" Alexis squealed as she hit the hall floor hard, the breath being knocked out of her.
"Hey, Aunt Lexie!" Brant yelled as he crawled up on her tummy. "You should have seen the frog I caught earlier." He jiggled with laughter. "It got away and mommy and grandma where jumping all around the table trying to catch it."
Alexis couldn't help but smile at the toe headed little boy and as she caught her breath she lifting him over her head. "What color was it?"
"Orange." He giggled, kicking his feet. Alexis lowered him to the floor, rolling over next to him and began to tickle the day lights out of him.
"Orange? Orange huh? Not green? Or brown?" Alexis teased as she continued to tickle Brant's squirming body as he howled with laughter.
"My turn!" Piper shrieked as climbed on Alexis's back. Emily leaned against the kitchen doorway and watched Alexis swing Piper's tiny body over her should, landing her next to her big brother.
"No! No tickles!" Piper giggled, waiting for just that. Alexis tickled the kids till she was sure their stomachs hurt from laughing as much as hers did.
Rolling onto her back to catch her breath, Alexis smiled up at Emily. "What do you think you are smiling at?" Emily asked, looking a little scared at the mischief that filled Alexis's eyes.
"Piper, Brant, let's get mommy!" Alexis whispered loudly to shouts of approval.
"What are you up to?" Emily said pushing off the door frame as Alexis got to her knees.
"Get her!" Alexis yelled as her and the kids chased after a squealing Emily. Emily slid through a corner expertly, her socked feet sliding on the polished hardwood floors that ran through most of the house.
"Aunt Lexie!" Piper called out from behind her. Amazingly, even running at full speed, little Brant had kept up with them, but poor Piper with her cute chubby legs couldn't keep up. Laughing, Alexis dropped back and in one fluid motion, grabbed Piper from behind and flung her onto her back.
"We're going to get you Mommy!" Piper shouted over Alexis's shoulder as the barreled up the stairs towards the bedrooms. Alexis felt herself building up at sweat as she ran through the large house.
"She went in here!" Brant hollered from Emily's bedroom door. Alexis dove around Brant landing hard on the giggling lump of covers on the center of Emily's bed.
"Yickle mommy" Piper squealed rolling off Alexis's back.
Soon, they had Emily laughing so hard the tears rolled down her face, rolling back on the bed. Alexis fell on top of her, exhausted. Her breath coming in gaps, her tummy hurting from laughing so hard. Her head found it's way the the crook of Emily's arm on one side of her while Brant's did the same on the other side. Piper collapsed, laying on all their legs with her head on her mommy's tummy. What a picture the four of them would have made. All comfy and wore out with laughter.
"I like you" Brant said quietly, gazing over his mother's body at Alexis. 'Daddy never made mommy laugh." He said seriously, his green eyes piercing Alexis. "He'd never run with us. He yelled when we ran."
"I promise," Alexis said, brushing a piece of golden hair from Brant's eyes, "that as long as I am here, I will try to make your mommy laugh as much as possible. And I will chase you every chance I get. And I don't break my promises." She added with a smile.
Piper crawled up and laid on her mommy, squeezing between Lex and Brant and smiled. "Aunt Lexie will you chase me too?" She asked innocently.
"Of course I will baby girl. Of course I will."
"Aunt Lexie stays forever then!" She sighed quietly.
For once in her life, forever didn't sound like a death sentence, but rather a sweet melody. "Forever and ever, baby girl." Alexis crooned, draping her arm over both of the kids, who amazingly laid still long enough for her to do so.
"Forever and ever." Emily whispered above her as Alexis felt her eyes grow heavy. "If only I am so lucky..."
"Hey sleepy head." Alexis heard as her eyes opened to the most beautiful sight, her love watching her sleep.
"God, you are beautiful." Emily sighed and she meant it. She could watch her sleep for hours.
"Where's the kids?" Alexis asked returning Emily's loving gaze.
"They had their supper, a bath, and are bow asleep in bed."
"God, how long have I been out?" Alexis asked concerned. "And why didn't you get me up? I would have helped you put them to bed."
"Sweetie, you looked exhausted. Plus, you are just too dang cute when you sleep." Emily said with a smile. "I... I wanted to apologize for earlier."
Alexis shook her head confused. "Earlier?"
"In the kitchen..."
Alexis lifted her fingers to Emily's lips. "Don't Em. I knew what I was putting myself up for when I moved in here."
"I hurt you and that's not right."
"I won't deny you hurt me, but I know that you will do whatever you feel is necessary to protect your kids. And they are great kids, Emily."
"They adore you, you know?" Emily smiled. She literally had to lock them out of the room to keep them from waking Alexis up.
"Brant broke my heart earlier. Did her really yell at them for running? I mean, come on, they're just kids. And then Piper. She is just so... 'forever and ever' Can I keep her?" Alexis asked with a smile."
"Does that scare you, Lexie?" Forever and ever?"
Alexis looked over at Emily, her soft lips, her curly hair, her eyes that sparkled even in the dim light. And in her minds eye she saw a older Emily, her curly hair turned silver, wrinkles around her eyes showing her lover of smiling, her eyes still young and sparkling.
"No. Not as long as..." Alexis's voice left her.
"As long as what?"
Alexis shook her head, trying to clear her thoughts. "Forever and ever is a long time, Emily. Does that scare you?"
"Alexis... as long as what?" Emily asked moving closer on the bed towards her. "Tell me."
"Does it scare you?"
"You scare me. The fact that I have never felt like this scares me. That this has all happened so fast scares me. The knowledge that just as fast it could be gone- thta terrifies me. Because spending the rest of my life with you... does that scare me?" Emily stopped, searching Alexis's face, an answer that lied just out of reach. "Alexis, spending the rest of my life with you, forever and ever, sounds wonderful. I couldn't ask for more."
"As long as... you'll have me, I am here. As long as... You love me, I can deal with the pain. As long as you are the one by my side, I can face anything. As long as you love me... Does that scare me? Emily I am petrified- I won't lie, won't sugar coat it. I am scared to death by the affect you have on me- but more than anything I have ever wanted in my entire life, I know I want you.... forever and ever." Alexis said running her hands through Emily's hair.
"Make love to me, Lexie." Emily asked quietly looking deeply into Alexis's eyes.
"I... I have something... I have something for you." Alexis said "Something I think you will like. Wait for me?"
Emily nodded and watched as Alexis climbed from bed and walked through their shared bathroom. Emily hopped up from the bed as soon as she was out of sight and stripped- grabbing a sheer nighty from the back of her dresser drawer. She quickly crawled back in bed and waited nervously for Alexi's to return.
Emily smiled as she looked up and saw Alexis's body filling the doorway, light flooding around her. "Wow." Alexis sighed breathlessly, taking in the beauty that waited for her. Emily noticed as Alexis moved nearer that she was naked except for... Emily felt her eyes widen as she stared at the member that now hung between Alexis's legs. As if she wasn't wet before, now she was sure she was positively leaking.
"Is this alright?" Alexis asked, grabbing her fake cock as she walked closer to the bed.
"God, you look so fuckin' hot in that." Emily groaned, desire filling every inch of her. Her clit throbbed, her nipples ached, she needed to feel Alexis's hands on every inch of her body. She longed to feel her inside. "I... yes, it's alright. More than alright."
"Tell me what you want, Emily. I can see it in your eyes but I want to hear it." Alexis said standing at the edge of the bed.
"Lex," Emily whined, "Don't make me beg."
"I want to hear it."
"I need you. Make love to me." Alexis stood next to the bed smiling evilly. `God, you." Emily said as she rose off the pillow and pulled Alexis to her, kissing her with all the passion she felt.
"Aggressive much?" Alexis laughed as she landed onto of Emily for the second time that night. Emily turned three shades of red as she let Alexis go. "Don't stop, sweetie, I like a girl who knows what she wants."
"Alex, please. I don't lie taking what I want. I want you..." Emily pouted.
"You want me?" Alexis asked, leaning into Emily's body, her lips hovering over barely grazing Emily's as she talked. Emily sighed loudly, her smoky green eyes locked onto Alexis's and she nodded.
Alexis lowered her body between Emily's legs, her `cock' laying just outside where Emily wanted it most. "In you?" Alexis teased, lightly pushing against Emily. "You want me in..." Alexis gasped as Emily shoved her hips upward, taking the whole seven inches in one fluid motion.
"Answer your question?" Emily panted, lowering her hips.
Alexis's let Emily adjust her body so that the cock was feeling just right. She looked down at the beauty that laid in her arms and smiled, lowering her head she kissed Emily, who returned the kiss with just as much love and passion.
"God, you are so wet." Alexis said, raising her hips. She loved the noises that Emily made as she moved, little sighs and not really moans, but more sounds of pleasure. Alexis moved her body with agonizing slowness, her whole body shaking with the need to move faster, harder, to fill both of their needs, yet she kept up the slow pace.
The cock was just the right length and thickness for Emily's pussy. Emily felt wonderful and full and the thought that it was her Alexis's was the one making her feel this way made it so much better. Alexis moved her body, expertly handling the cock as if it were real. Emily bit into Alexis's shoulder to keep from crying out as Alexis began twisting and rotating her hips with each thrust. Emily pulled her into a kiss, showing her exactly how much she was liking this. She wrapped her legs around Alex's back, her feet resting on Alexis's beautiful ass. Alexis's hands found their way up Emily's shear camisole and she caressed her nipples, bringing them to hard peaks.
"Oh, God, Lexie!" Emily cried out as Alexis's nibbled on her neck, driving herself deep within Emily. Emily felt the familiar warmth growing in her, spreading like electricity throughout her body. Alexis felt her body tense as she slowly fucked Emily, her strokes going deep and hard. When Emily's body began meeting hers thrust for thrust Alexis began to increase her pace, knowing it was time for what they both needed..
Alexis thrust her hips down harder and faster The feeling of the other end of the fake cock rubbing against her clit every time she pushed her hips down, driving the cock deep into Emily, was pushing Alexis closer and closer to the edge. Emily archer her back beneath her. "Oh god, I'm cummingggg!!!" Emily cried out as her orgasm hit her. Alexis's thigh was coated with the flood of liquids came flowing Emily. Alexis slowed, but continued to fuck Emily, kissing her across her check and nose as she rode out her orgasm. A small ripple flow through her body as she had enjoyed her own small orgasm. Sweating, Alexis collapsed on top of Emily, feeling Emily's arms wrap around her holding her tight as they rested.
"Oh god, Alexis, that was just... oh god!" Emily jumped beneath Alexis, her hands sliding from around Alexis's neck, pushing against her shoulders. "Move!" She shouted, pushing Alexis off of her, as she vaulted from the bed.
"What the hell, Em?" Alexis hollered as Emily's retreating form ran from the room. She didn't have to wait long for an answer, as she heard Emily heave her supper into the toilet. Alexis scrambled from the bed, quickly pulling off her `friend' and ran the short distance to the bathroom. She stopped at the door, floored by her the look of her love kneeling over, tears streaming down her face, losing everything she had eaten in a week. Her skin was so pale and she looked so fragile. The sound of dry heaves settling in shook Alexis from her trance.
"Baby, what's the matter? What can I do for you?" Alexis asked kneeling beside her.
"Water. Wash cloth." Emily said between heaves. Alexis jumped into action, wishing that she knew what was wrong, wishing she could do more. She brought what Emily had requested and sat next to her rubbing Emily's back silently and waited.
"Take me to bed." Emily said quietly a few minutes later, finally able to keep down more than a sip of water. Alexis nodded and scooped Emily into her arms as if she weighed no more than Piper, and carried her to her bed.
"I think I should be taking you to the doctor and not to bed." Alexis sighed as she laid Emily down. Emily shook her head before rolling away from Alexis and into the fetal position. Alexis returned to the bathroom and cleaned up what needed to be cleaned. The whole time a thousand worries and what if's filtered through her brain, none of which were good.
Alexis gently crawled into bed next to Emily, who was still curled in a ball. "Baby, are you okay? What is it?" She could feel the sobs shake Emily's body.
"This... God... Alexis." Emily said rolling on her back, turning her tear filled eyes towards her.
Alexis felt her heart jump in her throat. Emily was in trouble- she could see it in her eyes. "Emily," Alexis wiped the tears from her face, "what's going on?" She asked trying to keep her voice calm and soothing.
"It can't be true, it just can't be. Alexis, it can't." Emily said looking at Alexis, pleading.
"What can't be true?" Alexis asked gently.
"I... I..." Emily wrapped her arms around Alexis and sobbed into her neck, holding on to her like she was the only thing keeping her from drowning. And at that moment, that was exactly how Emily felt.
Alexis held her, whispering I-love-you's in her ear, not knowing what else do. She felt so completely helpless. She was used to staring down her problems, figuring them out, facing them head first. But now, watching the woman she loved cry, not knowing why, there was nothing that she could do. She felt helpless.
"Oh come on, baby girl." Alexis laughed softly, pulling Emily back from her as her sobs slowed. "It can't be all that bad. Just tell me, Em." She said kissing her forehead.
"That bad and worse." Emily said, around gulps of air.
"Try me."
"I'm pregnant." Emily said quietly.
Author's note: Duhn Duhn Duh Hehe okay... so I know that was totally obvious. I know many of you have been wait since the first chapter for when exactly this would be revealed. And for those of you wondering... there is still a lot more to come. Sooner hopefully than later. And thank you all for your support and comments. Keep them coming. Good or bad, I love hearing from my readers, and about my readers. You write, I promise to write back. Until next time, Amanda