This story is completely fiction. I do not mean to imply the sexuality of any real people in this story. Anything events similar to this, are completely coincidental (and very strange, umm.. Send me that Program when you're done, OK?). The Wanna be Program and all entailed is from Megumi Tachikawa's Cyber Idol Mink and used without her permission. Some lyrics are copyrighted by `N Sync. This story is NOT meant to violate any copyright laws. Remember this story is FICTION.
Seth Lanes runs through his house ecstatic. "I've been waiting MONTHS for this CD! I'm so lucky I finally got it, even if it is slightly illegal," he screams in joy. He holds a brand new copy of 'N Sync's new CD, Celebrity, which isn't even suppose to be released until July 24th of this year, 2001. He is so excited he doesn't even look at the CD as he pops it into his computer. He doesn't notice the letters, "Wanna Be" written across the CD.
He watches the screen as the words Wanna Be flash across the screen. He rolls his eyes. "Must be one of those CD Extra things, I hate these! But its 'N Sync, so I guess I'll play along. It might have pictures of Justin Timberlake!" he screams in joy. He smiles, playing with the program. He fills out the information, but makes sure to change his name. He puts his name down as Kyle Styles. Everything else he fills out with honesty, he likes the way he looks so he doesn't bother to change it. He knows that most people find him attractive with his soft light brown hair and his deep soulful brown eyes and his nice slim skater's body. He makes sure to fill it all in.
"Height? 6'. Weight? 150. Age? 19. Occupation? umm.. I guess I'll be a singer, I've always wanted to be one! Anyhow, it sounds better than college student looking for employment," Seth explains to himself. He hits enter and feels the world ripple around him. He falls to the floor, holding his head. "What was that?" he sits up, looking around. He realizes he is no longer in his room. "Where am I?" he asks. He notices his computer is now a lap top. "What the heck is going on?"
He looks at the screen and sees it flashing, "Congratulations. Your dream has come true!"
He blinks in disbelief, "M-my dream has come true? How is that possible!"
He suddenly hears a knock on the door as a voice drifts through it, "Mr. Styles? It's almost time for you to get on stage! You'd better make sure you are dressed and your vocals warmed up."
Seth sighs. "What am I going to sing?" Seth asks the voice.
"The songs on your list! Just look for it!" the voice responds.
Seth looks at his computer. "Oh no! It accessed all my songs! Does that mean... Oh MY GOD! I'm going to sing my own songs!" Seth shouts jumping up and down. "And it looks like I've been signed up to Jive Records, the same company that carries 'N Sync! I wonder who I'm on tour with then?" he ponders silently. He gets dressed in the costume reserved for him and warms his vocals.
Within less than 5 minutes, Seth, now Kyle Styles, finds himself on the stage in front of thousands of screaming girls. He grins to himself as he hears the music start. 'I'm really going to do this! I'm going to sing my songs for a live audience! This is a dream come true!' he thinks with excitement, almost missing his cue.
"I kind of like it when it rains! I love it when it all comes out! I kind of like it when it pours! When the truth flows out!" he sings through his verses, dancing and doing moves he didn't even know he knows.
He finishes his set and walks off stage, passing by a group of 5 guys who head onto the stage. He pays little attention to the guys because he's so worn out. He turns around in surprise as he hears the music kick in. He jumps for joy as he looks at the guys on the stage. "Its 'N Sync! God he's gorgeous," Kyle shouts.
"Who's gorgeous?" Kyle hears a voice behind him. Kyle turns bright red as he turns to look at the person who asked the question.
"Do I know you? You look familiar," Kyle asks, trying to make some of his discomfort disappear.
"No you probably don't know me, but you've probably seen me before. I'm Brian Litteral of Backstreet Boys," the man says.
Kyle blinks. "My name is Kyle Styles. I'm honored to meet you! I just joined this tour," Kyle says.
"I know, you just joined. Now who was it that is so gorgeous?" Brian probes.
"Umm.. Nobody you know. I was just thinking about something else. Hey why are the Backstreet Boys and 'N Sync touring together? Aren't you both big enough to tour alone?" Kyle asks.
"Sure, but its fun to do a large tour like this especially since we're all friends," Brian says.
"Oh! They're going to do the song I like! I'd love to continue this conversation, but I've got to listen to this song!" Kyle explains.
"It's ok! I like this song too and anyhow, you have to pay attention to the dance moves. You're suppose to help us by being a back up dancer too!" Brain says, winking at him.
"Wow! That's so cool especially with this song!" Kyle smiles, listening to 'N Sync's song, "Pop."
As soon as 'N Sync finishes their set, the leave the stage. Justin Timberlake walks right by Kyle and he gasps. 'God he's so beautiful! I never expected to see him up close!' Kyle thinks to himself.
He doesn't notice Brian whispering into Justin's ear or Justin's response.
Kyle goes back to his dressing room and plays with his new laptop. He sighs, wishing he could talk to Justin, but he's unable to summon the courage to go to the 'N Sync dressing rooms to introduce himself.
He hears a knocking on his door. "Come in," Kyle says.
He holds back another gasp as Justin Timberlake enters his room. "Hey, I heard you just joined the tour, so the guys elected me to come welcome you. Most of them are tired, so they decided to send me!" Justin says, poking his head in.
"Oh. Yeah.. I'm Kyle Styles. I'm the opening act for this tour," Kyle says.
Justin smiles at him, "I'm Justin Timberlake of 'N Sync. I hear you already met Brian Litteral of Backstreet Boys."
Kyle turns red. "Umm.. Yes I have," Kyle says, bashfully.
Justin smiles and sits on a couch. He smiles at Kyle. "So you're new to the business?" Justin asks.
"Yes, I am. I love music and I'm glad that Jive Records is allowing me to use all my own songs. Its just too bad most of my songs will never be heard," Kyle says excited and upset at the same time.
"Why is that?" Justin questions.
"Oh.. Its because I'm gay. Jive Records says that I can't come out until my CD goes platinum, but it will take a very long time for that to happen," Kyle explains.
"Oh, that's cool! It's too bad that you can't be open though," Justin says.
"Yeah, but that's ok. I also can't date anybody outside of Jive Records employees or somebody on this tour, so it doesn't look like I'm going to find anybody for a while. That's OK though, career comes first!" Kyle says.
"I dunno, I think there is always some room for romance in your life," Justin says in his natural soft tone.
"Oh yeah, tons of romance. Surrounded for months by 10 gorgeous, straight men whose pre-pubescent teenage fans would rip me apart if they even knew I liked a guy in their favorite band, let alone dating one of them. I really don't think I have a chance for much romance in my life," Kyle responds with a slight tone of bitterness.
"Ok. I see where your coming from, I guess," Justin says with a slight smile.
"Yeah, don't worry about me.. I'm a trooper! I've got my dream here!" Kyle says as he opens the door open. "I'll see you guys in a bit, I've got to change and then I'll be ready to get on the bus and go. Ok?"
Justin nods his head as Kyle closes the door.
Kyle yawns as he slips out of his bunk. He stretches his body and accidentally smacks somebody. "Oh I'm sorry," Kyle says. He turns to face the man he smacked and sees Justin standing there in his boxers. "I'm so, so sorry," Kyle says.
Justin smiles. "Its ok, you're just not used to how cramped it is in here. You'll get used to it, promise," he says, kindly.
Kyle grins, "Great first day on the bus and already I assault one of the members of 'N Sync. Great start."
Suddenly Chris Kirkpatrick rushes past them and dives into the bathroom. He closes the door and locks it. "What is that all about?" Kyle asks Justin.
"We'll find out in a second."
JC Chasez runs past them soaking wet. "Where did he go?" JC asks.
Both Kyle and Justin point towards the bathroom giggling. JC proceeds to pound on the door until Chris finally lets him in. They stand there in an awkward silence. Kyle blushes, realizing Justin is just in his boxers. He quickly checks Justin's body out. "Umm.. Maybe we should get dressed? I've gotta get to the studio as soon as we arrive," Kyle explains, reaching for some clothes.
Kyle sits in front of his laptop, getting rather bored. He had nothing to do and it was driving him nuts. The guys of 'N Sync are all laughing and joking around with each other and he felt like an outsider. Finally he begins to write a song. He bobs his head and moves in time to the music in his head.
Lance Bass looks over and notices his strange behavior. "What are you up to?" Lance asks.
"Oh, just writing a song," Kyle replies a little startled to have someone talk to him.
"Cool! What's it about?" Lance asks, trying to find out more about Kyle.
"Umm.. It's about being an outsider," Kyle replies.
Lance sighs, realizing the implications of the song. "Can I read it?" Lance asks.
"Sure just give me a second," Kyle says. Kyle finishes typing the lyrics up. He lets Lance read the lyrics and look at the music.
"Wow that's awesome!" Lance says. "Hey guys come look at this! Kyle just wrote this great song!"
The other guys come over and look at the song. Nobody notices Kyle turning bright red. "Hey Kyle how long did it take you to write this?" JC Chasez inquires.
"About 10-15 minutes."
"All this in 10-15 minutes?" JC asks, completely astonished.
"Yeah. I've had the tune in my head for a while. Finally, I got the idea for the lyrics today, so it was pretty easy," Kyle explains.
"That's still pretty amazing," Joey Fatone comments.
"I guess," Kyle says, still blushing.
"It's a very touching song," Justin comments.
"Thanks Justin."
"Oh yeah! You thank him!" Joey jokes.
Kyle smiles as 'N Sync's limo guides easily towards the stadium where concert will be held tonight. He slid out of the limo as it came to a stop, he was exhausted already. He'd spent four hours at the studio recording, the longest time he's ever spent for a song. He let the driver know about what time the concert would be over, to make sure. He walks slowly into the stadium, very sluggishly.
Once inside, Kyle sits down in one of the chairs to watch 'N Sync practice. He begins to nod off as practice continues.
Justin looks out at the audience and spots a head full of golden brown hair. He smiles and begins to dance and sing harder, enjoying practice even more. He slides through the songs and dances with ease, not making any mistakes, unlike the other members. Finally the choreographer, let them have a break.
Justin springs off the stage with a little too much energy. He seems to glide over to the sleeping man. "Hey, wake up! You can't sleep out here. You're gonna have to practice this next dance with us," Justin says, poking Kyle.
Kyle groans softly as he opens his eyes. "I'm too tired. Don't make me," he pleads giving Justin puppy dog eyes.
Justin lets out a sigh of frustration. "Ok, I'll talk with the choreographer. You look exhausted.. What happened?" Justin questions.
Kyle looks up at Justin, "I just spent four hours recording one song. I've never spent that much time on just one silly little song. I swear the producer was a freaking perfectionist."
Justin grin, "That happens ya know."
"Yeah. It also doesn't help that I didn't sleep very well last night," Kyle explains.
"Oh if you don't like your bunk, I'll switch with you," Justin suggests.
"No it's fine, I'm just not used to sleeping in such a cramped space. How do you guys do this all the time? Wake up so early, come to the stadium, practice almost all day and then put on a performance that night?" Kyle wonders.
"It's not so bad. Sometimes we don't have to practice as much so we get breaks and we also get public appearances, which are nice breaks too. Anyhow, it's so much better when you get to spend the night in a hotel bed instead of a bunk!" Justin grins.
"Yeah, and when will I get my chance to sleep in a nice hotel bed?" Kyle asks.
"Tonight! We're all registered and everything. We're doubling up to save money and to keep us all together. It helps when you have 11 people on a tour together especially when one is new to the ropes," Justin says.
"But how are you going to divide 11 people up with two in each room?" Kyle wonders.
"Oh, well that's not something I'm going to get into. You'll figure it out eventually," Justin smiles sincerely.
"Man, I've been on this tour for a day already and I still have barely even talked to the Backstreet Boys," Kyle says with a giggle.
"Don't worry, by the end of the tour, you'll be sick of them all!" Justin jokes.
Justin turns as he suddenly hears someone calling his name. "I've got to go. Why don't you go back to your dressing room and get some sleep. I'll come get you when its time for you to rehearse. I'll also talk to the choreographer and get you off for the back up dancing for tonight, but you'll have to do it next concert," Justin warns.
Kyle smiles and thanks Justin. He heads off to his dressing room.
Kyle wakes up as he hears a knock on the door. He sits up and groggily tells the person to come in.
"Its time to get up sleepy head. You've got to rehearse for your set," Brian Litteral sticks his head in.
"Oh joy. I've got to talk to the Backstreet Boys sometime, Brian. If we're going to be touring together there is something you should know and it's easier to tell you all together than separately," Kyle says.
"Umm.. It'll have to be later. You've got to practice and then we start the concert," Brian explains.
"OK. We'll have to arrange something, so we can talk," Kyle says.
He leaves to practice for tonight's performance with a slight sigh.
After the concert, 'N Sync piles into their limo and the Backstreet Boys move into theirs. Before Kyle can explain anything, the guys of 'N Sync hijack him into their limo. Justin is ecstatic about being so close to Kyle and the rest of the guys are more than happy to make Justin happy. The car pulls up in front of their hotel in minutes and everyone piles out. The Backstreet Boys follow. "OK everyone. You know the room assignments. Your things should already be in the room, so just grab your key and head to your room. Let's have no scenes here people!" Kevin Richardson of the Backstreet Boys says.
They all mumble an OK, including Kyle. Once inside, Kyle realizes that he doesn't know where he's suppose to go. "Umm.. I have no clue what room I'm staying in," he tells Justin.
"Oh. You're with me," Justin responds.
"I wish," Kyle mumbles under his breath.
They arrive at the room a short time later, surprisingly without any incidents. Justin and Kyle step in the room to see Brian Litteral waiting for them.
"Hey! Is this some sort of trick on the new guy?" Kyle asks.
Justin giggles. "Nope, We're all staying here," Justin says.
"Oh, I guess that means I get the couch," Kyle says.
"Nope. I'm getting the couch," Brian says.
"But why? You're the popular singer. I'm just a little nobody," Kyle says.
Justin gives Kyle a stern look and shakes his head. "Brian saw you sleeping in your dressing room remember? He figured you'd need a good nights sleep," Justin says.
"Oh. Thanks Brian," Kyle says.
"You're very welcome, Kyle."
Kyle smiles to himself as a thought dawns on him. "Hey, I've been on this tour for a whole day now and the only members of either group I've even had a chance to talk to are you two! You guys are trying to keep me from finding out your secrets aren't you?" Kyle jokes.
Justin and Brian laugh along. "Nope, we just don't want you plotting with the other guys to get us!" Justin says, laughing. Brian nods in agreement.
"Humph. Sounds like a plan to me," Kyle laughs.
"Oh no! You've given him the idea now! Bad Justin!" Brian shouts, slapping Justin's hand lightly.
"Shoot. I screwed up," Justin says.
"OK guys, as much as I'd like to spend all night talking and joking with you guys, I need sleep," Kyle says as he walks towards the beds.
Justin groans as he is being forced to wake up. "Just leave me alone," Justin mumbles.
"Its time to get up Justin," Kyle says.
"Just let me sleep!" Justin whines, getting a little agitated.
"Wow, so I guess it is true. You don't wake up until you've had your morning bowl of cereal," Kyle teases.
"Isn't it annoying?" Brian asks.
"I don't know, I think it's kind of cute," Kyle says with a grin.
"You would," Brian mumbles as he walks off.
"What was that?" Kyle screams after him.
Justin groans in annoyance. "I just want to get some sleep," Justin says.
"Justin Randall Timberlake! You get up before I have to pull you out of bed, strip you nude, and put you in the shower!" Kyle says.
Justin grumbles in anger. "OK. Ok! I'm getting up," Justin sighs as he slips into the bathroom.
Suddenly the phone rings. "I'll get it!" Brian calls as he picks up the phone.
A few minutes later, Brian looks up at Kyle. "That was Kevin. We're suppose to meet the others in his room. Hey where is Justin?" Brian asks.
"He's in the shower," Kyle says, grinning.
"And how did you manage that?" Brian questions.
"I told him if he didn't get out of bed, I'd personally drag him off into the bathroom, strip him, and throw him in the shower myself," Kyle explains.
"Oh, I'm sure you'd enjoy that!" Brian teases.
"Not really. If I saw him nude, it'd hurt more when I have to be forced to realize that I can never have him," Kyle says, answering Brian's unvoiced question.
When the trio finally arrives at Kevin Richardson's room, everyone else had already arrived were waiting for them. "Sorry we're late but Mr. Crabby over here decided to spend forever in the shower," Kyle says, pointing to Justin.
"Oh just leave me be! Where's my cereal?" Justin grumbles.
"Right here!" JC says handing Justin a plastic bowl of cereal and a carton of milk.
"See we thought of you," Chris teases Justin. Justin responds in a low grunt.
"OK. We've got time to eat and tons of food, but first we need to talk," Kevin says.
"What about?" AJ McLean questions.
"Well originally we were all suppose to have a two-day break here, but plans have changed. It seems 'N Sync have something they have to do now and we've got to do some recording for our next album," Kevin explains as he looks to Lance to explain what 'N Sync will be doing.
"Well guys, we've got to go to New York today to be on MTV's TRL. Kyle, you're coming with us. We're suppose to do some promotions for the new CD as well as help do some promotion for Kyle's CD. Tomorrow, we're doing more promotional stuff. You know the usual, signing autographs and everything. Kyle, you'll be there too," Lance explains.
Kyle grins, "Boy is Jive trying to make me join you guys or what?"
"Must be," Justin jokes.
Brian looks at Kyle. "You said you had something you needed to tell us, Backstreet Boys, and I figure since we're all together, it might be a good time," Brian suggests.
"Oh yeah. Since we're all touring together, I figured I'd let you know that I'm gay. I figure if you're going to trust me, I need to trust you a little and tell you the truth. The biggest problem is, my contract says I can't come out to the world until my album goes platinum," Kyle explains.
The guys of Backstreet Boys all look at one another then shrug. "It's cool by us. I've got dibs on the N64!" Nick Carter shouts as he races towards the TV. Everyone else just groans and rolls their eyes.
"Thanks for trusting us," Howie D. says.
"Well you have to trust someone sometime," Kyle says.
Kyle sits at his laptop as he works on a new song. Each of the guys from 'N Sync had come over to talk to him, but he had unintentionally brushed them off. Finally Justin slides across the booth from Kyle. Justin giggles at Kyle. "Hey, what are you up to?" Justin asks.
"Oh.. I'm just writing this song. I'm having a little trouble with this tune," Kyle says.
"Oh. I don't think I can help you there," Justin says.
Kyle looks up at Justin and smiles. "Tell the guys I'm sorry if I've seemed a little cold, but I'm a little distracted. This song is really important to me, but it isn't coming together the way I want," Kyle says with a sigh.
"Oh, I'm sorry," Justin says.
Kyle looks at Justin and smiles. "Thanks," Kyle says as he lets his mind wander a little. They sit in a happy silence for a little bit until finally Kyle almost jumps out of the booth. "I've figured it out! Thanks Justin!" Kyle says as he finishes writing the notes for the song.
"Umm.. I didn't do anything," Justin says, a little confused.
"Yes you did, you gave me something else to think about to get my mind off this song," Kyle explains.
"Well can I look at this song that you just wrote?" Justin inquires.
"Umm.. I don't want to sound mean or anything, but no. It's really personal," Kyle explains.
Justin smiles, "Its no big deal."
Kyle grins as he saves the song and moves over to connect to the internet. "Time to play with my website now," Kyle says.
Justin's eyes widen. "You're going to edit your web page yourself?" Justin asks.
"Yeah, I love HTML, its really easy and this way I get to personalize my site," Kyle tells Justin as he opens the HTML files for his page to edit them.
"Can I watch?" Justin asks.
"Sure," Kyle says as he moves over. Justin slides into the booth beside Kyle as Kyle does editing to his web page.
Within 15 minutes, Kyle is done with all the new modifications to his site. He clicks on his site so that he can preview his site. Justin gasps in joy, "That's so cool! I can't believe that you did all this! Hey guys come see this!"
The other guys of 'N Sync come over to the laptop to see Kyle's work. "That's pretty awesome, Kyle," Chris says.
Lance grins, "Yeah I can't believe you did that all by yourself!"
J.C. touches Kyle's arm. "I need to talk to you," JC whispers in Kyle's ear.
"Umm.. sure. You guys just play around with my laptop. Don't break anything," he says glaring at Chris and Joey.
J.C. and Kyle move to a quite corner away from the group. J.C. smiles gently at Kyle, "Is everything OK?"
"I'm fine. Its just everything is happening so quickly. Just a couple days ago, I was a normal guy. Now I'm a singer and touring with 'N Sync and the Backstreet Boys. Not only that, but I spent a lot of time alone before and I never had many friends, now I have 5 best friends and 5 new friends. It's so much to take in," Kyle explains to J.C.
"Ok, I'm just checking to make sure everything is cool. You know we'll help you anyway we can," J.C. states.
"Thanks, you guys have been so nice to me. It's like a dream come true," Kyle says. "Yeah, well we're only nice because Justin seems to like you, so we'd figure we'd better be too!" J.C. teases.
"Gee thanks," Kyle says sarcastically. "Thanks for being such a good friend," Kyle says as he hugs J.C.
"You're very welcome." Kyle turns to look at Justin and sees Justin crying in front of his laptop. "Justin what is wrong?" he says as he moves over to Justin.
"I'm sorry, I was just reading your lyrics," Justin says. "They're so beautiful!"
"You really think so?" Kyle asks, sincerely.
"Yes. The other guys think so too. Hey, J.C. come and read these! They're wonderful!" Justin says. Justin begins to click on the next song.
"No! You can't read that!" Kyle shouts.
Justin looks a little hurt, but doesn't protest. He just sighs and lets the subject drop.
They reach their hotel a few hours later, the group piles out of the bus, quickly puts up their things and heads to the limo. The limo takes them all over to the MTV Studio. Once there, they are quickly ushered into a room. "OK, so what exactly are we talking about?" Kyle asks.
"Your CD and ours!" Chris says, laughing. "What else would we talk about?"
"The tour maybe?" Kyle asks.
"Oh that too!" Lance chimes in.
Not long after that, the guys are escorted out to the TRL studio to talk with Carson Daily. They all sit down on stools set out for them. "Hey everyone! This is 'N Sync and Kyle Styles!" Carson shouts, introducing the group. "Hey Carson!" Justin says. "Hey guys. It's nice to meet you and welcome Kyle to TRL. This is your first time isn't it?" Carson asks. "Yeah. I'm new to this whole thing! I don't even have a song out yet, I'm just touring with 'N Sync to promote my CD when it comes out," Kyle explains. "Wow. That's cool, so how are you enjoying the tour so far?" Carson inquires. "It's pretty cool! The guys are great! I mean I've only been on this tour for a couple days now and they are already treating me like family," Kyle says. "Yep! Kyle's the 6th Member of 'N Sync. We're thinking of changing our name to like 'N Syncs now or something," J.C. jokes. "I don't think so!" Kyle chimes fighting back laughter. Carson laughs with J.C. "That's great, so tell us about your new CD," Carson asks the guys of 'N Sync.
"Oh it's going to be awesome. Its called Celebrity and we've helped write and produce a lot of the songs on the CD. We like it and we hope everyone else does too," Lance states. "What about your CD, Kyle?" Carson asks. "Well, I just finished my CD. I love it and I've worked really hard on it. I hope everyone enjoys it!" Kyle says. "Yeah we've listened to some of Kyle's songs and he's very talented. We're glad he's joined our tour and we're very happy that we got to meet him!" Chris says. Kyle begins to blush a bright red. "Wow that's great. Do you know when they are releasing your first song and what song it will be?" Carson asks Kyle. "Not yet. The big wigs are still debating over it. They've narrowed the list down from what I know, but they have yet to actually pick a song. Either way, it should be on the radio very soon!" Kyle says. "And your CD will be out when?" Carson asks. "Sometime in August." "Great.. Now back to 'N Sync. When will your next song be coming out?" Carson questions.
"Right now, 'Pop' is doing really well, so we're not really worried about the next song. We're pretty busy with this tour right now," Joey explains.
"Cool. Well that's all the time for now, why don't you introduce your number 1 video?" Carson asks.
"Sure! Hey everyone I hope you enjoy our video for 'Pop!' We're at number 1 again!" Lance shouts happily.
The weeks pass by quickly as 'N Sync's new CD "Celebrity" hits stores and Kyle's first single is released. He forces the guys to listen to his song several times before they're all so sick of it they can't take it anymore. Everything goes great especially as Celebrity becomes huge. Every night, the Kyle, the members of 'N Sync and the members of Backstreet Boys play to sold out concerts. Finally, Kyle's self-titled CD hits the stores while the guys were on a break in Orlando.
Justin holds Kyle's CD in his hands, overjoyed that he is finally able to own the CD. He listens intently to the songs as he flips through the booklet that comes with each CD. He stops when he comes to acknowledgements and reads through each one. He shoots Kyle a look as he removes his headphones. "You didn't thank God?" Justin says, a little shocked.
"Why do you sound so surprised? I did all the work on the album. I've strived hard to make everything perfect, God had little to do with it. Look Justin, you may be a religious person, but I for one am not," Kyle explains noticing Justin's face.
Justin sighs as he mumbles, "I can't believe he didn't thank God."
Chris giggles at Justin. "It'll be OK Just. It's not the end of the world that he's not a religious person," Chris teases.
Justin nods his head, laughing slightly. "I guess not," Justin says.
Suddenly, Justin's cell phone rings. Lance quickly answers the phone. "Hello? Oh my god! What happened? OK, we'll be there in a bit," Lance says into the phone.
"What's wrong?" Justin asks looking worried.
"J.C.'s been in an accident. He's hurt and we need to go to the hospital to see him, now!" Lance explains. "I'll give Joey a call and make sure he meets us there," Lance says.
Justin's face goes completely white as tears begin to fall from his eyes. Without even realizing it, he puts his arms around Kyle and begins to cry on Kyle's shoulder. Kyle puts his arms around Justin. "It'll be OK Just. It'll all be OK baby," Kyle says, realizing he just called Justin, "baby." Luckily, Justin doesn't seem to notice. All the guys of 'N Sync note that the first person Justin turns to is Kyle.
They reach the hospital to see that Joey is already there. Joey sighs as he realizes he has to explain the situation to the rest. Justin still clutches to Kyle, crying softly. "Look. I don't know everything that's happened, but J.C. was in an accident, as you already know and according to the doctors, he will be out for the remainder of the tour," Joey explains.
Joey and Chris run off together to see if they can find out more. Kyle turns to Lance, while Justin continues to cry on his shoulder. "Lance.. You'd better call Jive and let them know what's going on! I'd do it, but I'm not a member of 'N Sync and I don't think I'd be able to talk very well with Justin crying in the background," Kyle explains as Lance gives him that, 'do I have to?' look.
Lance spends the next 30 minutes on the phone with Jive records while Joey and Chris visit J.C. Finally Lance looks up at Kyle, almost white. "Jive wants you to take J.C.'s place for the rest of the tour and it seems like you might not have much choice. I dunno about your contract, but if you don't do this Jive could make your life pretty hard," Lance explains.
"Dang it! I don't want to be a member of 'N Sync. I need to talk to J.C. about this first and then I'll call Jive and get the rest of the details," Kyle says.
"No need. They told me everything. If you decide to stay, you will join 'N Sync temporarily and we'll spend the next couple days getting you ready for when the tour starts. You will also be allowed to perform two of your own songs with 'N Sync as back up dancers/singers if need be. If you decide not to stay, you will move to another tour and this tour will probably be cancelled. The Backstreet Boys will be very displeased by this and they may sue Jive and you for the loss," Lance explains.
Kyle looks a little worried as Joey skids up next to him. "J.C. says he wants you to finish the tour with us," Joey explains.
Kyle sighs, "Fine I guess I'm going to be a temporary member of 'N Sync."
Lance smiles and phones Jive to tell them the news. After a brief conversation with them, he turns to face Kyle. "Jive wants you to go out and handle the press conference by yourself. You'll have a PR person introduce you and explain everything, but they want you to answer all the questions by yourself. We're suppose to check up on J.C." Lance explains. Kyle sighs as he realizes he will be fed to the wolves.
He eases himself into the press conference and takes a seat at the large table in front of him. He hears the PR person explain the situation. The PR person turns the questioning over to Kyle.
"I'm Kyle Styles and I'm a solo artist. I will be taking J.C.'s place for the rest of the tour," Kyle states.
"Is it true that you are the cause behind J.C.'s accident to become a member of 'N Sync?" one of the reporters asks.
"No! I would never hurt J.C. and I have no desire to become a member of 'N Sync," Kyle explains.
"Is it true this is a publicity stunt to bring in more CD sales for you, Mr. Styles?" another reporter shoots.
"How could a solo career be boosted by being a temporary member of a boy band? My music is nothing like 'N Sync's and I prefer to be alone," Kyle answers.
"Why, then, Mr. Styles are you taking J.C.'s place?" yet another reporter fires.
"There are many reasons I am doing this. One would be the fact that J.C. asked me to. Another is because my friends in 'N Sync are relying on me as well as their fans," Kyle answers.
"Then it isn't true that you are doing this totally for financial gain?" another reporter fires.
"I was unaware that there was any financial gain. I actually don't know everything about the purposed plan, only what my friend, Lance Bass, has informed me of. I trust him completely though and I know he would not do anything to hurt me," Kyle states.
"So there is no truth to the rumor that you and 'N Sync specifically J.C. Chasez are bitter enemies?" another faceless voice shouts.
"I am not bitter enemies with anybody especially not people I have to work with. 'N Sync and I have become great friends over the last couple months and I hope this does not damage our relationship. We've got a long haul ahead of us and it could make things strained between us," Kyle says.
The questions continue for almost 15 minutes more. Each question is more an accusation than a question and no matter what Kyle says, he knows what the headlines will read. He ends the conference without ever getting emotional. He keeps calm and collected through out the entire affair.
Once inside, however, Kyle puts his arms around Justin. He begins to sob softly as Justin tries to comfort him. "They think I did this to J.C. How could anybody think I would hurt J.C.?" he asks Justin.
Justin shakes his head and comforts his friend."It'll be ok, it'll be ok," Justin says.
Kyle steps out on the stage with the rest of 'N Sync, feeling the butterflies take over like never before. He is performing for the first time as a member of 'N Sync. Not only does he have to remember his parts, but how to do the dances. He feels a little insecure in J.C.'s clothes since they were slightly bigger than they should have been. He sighs as he begins the concert, "What's up O-Town? As most of you know, J.C. is in the hospital. I'm Kyle Styles and I'll be taking his place tonight and for the rest of the concert," Kyle explains. The crowd erupts in loud hisses and boos.
Justin glares at the crowd as he stands next to his friends. "Hey! Hey! Don't boo him!" Justin shouts at the crowd, rather angrily. "This man has just spent the last couple days learning all this stuff to give you a concert so that you could see us! He's taken time from advancing his own solo career to help us out and just so you guys know, J.C. asked him too! So do not boo him. He's doing this for you and for J.C." Justin explains.
"Thanks Just," Kyle says, glad someone stuck up for him. "As I was saying, I am a solo artist and my CD is out on the market now. We're going to do a few of my songs and a lot of 'N Sync songs," Kyle continues. The booing commences again as soon as he opens his mouth.
Justin and the other guys of 'N Sync glare at the crowd, agitated by their display. "It doesn't look like our fans know how to be civil to people doing them a favor," Lance growls angrily.
"If they can't be nice to our friend, I say we leave," Justin says to his friends. He turns to walk away. He sighs into his microphone, "Bye Bye O-Town."
The fans suddenly plead for 'N Sync, especially Justin not to leave. Kyle stands a little stunned at how much pull Justin has over his fans. The fans quiet themselves as Justin returns to the stage. "Are you going to show our friend a little respect now?" Justin asks.
The fans reluctantly give an affirmative answer. Justin nods, satisfied.
The group quickly moves into their routine now that the drama is over. They start with their new song, "Pop" and move onto some older songs. After finishing Kyle's first song of the night, the group moves onto a song from their new CD, "Selfish." Kyle smiles to himself as he hears the soft melody coming over the speakers. He waits for his time to sing. He hits each note and gets the lyrics just right. He becomes very pleased with himself before becoming immersed in the song. He hears the lyrics for the first time as he reaches the Chorus. "You can call me selfish but all I want is your love, you can call me hopeless because I'm hopelessly in love. You can call me unperfect, but who's perfect? Tell me what do I gotta do to prove that I'm the only one for you?" he sings softly with the other guys. Tears begin to stream down his face as he listens and sings the song. His voice blends beautifully with Justin's, like J.C.'s never could. The audience goes nuts seeing the temporary boy band member crying and the sound of his voice with Justin makes many of them begin to tear up. The song ends a little too quickly.
Joey is the one who interrupts the routine and gets a second to speak. "Hey Kyle are you OK?" Joey asks.
Kyle smiles and looks at Joey. "I'm fine. The song just touched me. I've heard it at least a million times by now, but that was the first time I ever really listened. It made me think. Sorry guys, I guess I'm just a big softly," Kyle explains.
Chris giggles, "I guess it's a pretty emotional song."
The fans just cheer, forgetting their past misgivings of the young man and hoping no other audiences make their mistake.
Kyle giggles softly as he talks with J.C. This is one of the few chances he's gotten to spend with his friend since the tour started and he plans on enjoying it. "How are you holding up?" J.C. asks.
"I'm actually doing pretty good. I'm surprised I haven't died of exhaustion yet," Kyle answers, giggling softly.
J.C. smiles and laughs with Kyle. "So the whole two career thing isn't murdering you yet? Dang my plans are foiled!" J.C. jokes.
"The only thing I think that keeps me going is the fact that Justin and I get closer every day. Its so wonderful," Kyle says, his voice dripping with emotion.
J.C. laughs. "You really like him don't you?" J.C. wonders.
"Yes, Josh. I really really like Justin," Kyle answers with a smirk.
"Then why don't you tell him?" J.C. scolds.
"Because I don't want to lose him. I know if I tell him that I like him, he'll probably never speak to me again or things will totally change between us," Kyle answers.
J.C. rolls his eyes. "I know Justin a lot better than you! Just trust me, next time when you get a chance give Justin a kiss, right on the lips," J.C. says, his voice dripping with the feelings of romance.
Kyle sighs, feeling the pressure on him. "I'll try, but its really hard!" Kyle whines softly, not enjoying where this conversation is going. "So how are you doing with all the male nurses?" Kyle asks.
"What male nurses? They keep them out of here after I pinched one's butt!" J.C. jokes.
"Oh no! J.C. has gone bad on us!" Kyle giggles.
J.C. smiles. "But truthfully, I have yet to see a male nurse that was below 50 and I'm getting sick of the female nurses gushing over me for autographs. I want out of this place! Plus the food is horrible!" J.C. moans.
Kyle laughs. "That's what happens when you go and get yourself in an accident," Kyle teases.
J.C. giggles, "Hey last time I checked you were the one who did this to me to get my career!" They both burst into laughter.
The nurse appears and gives Kyle a stern look. "Mr. Chasez, you shouldn't get too worked up," the nurse scolds.
"Yes I know. Believe me, I've lived here long enough to know," J.C. says, rolling his eyes at the nurse. "Now would you please leave? I rarely get to see my friends and I'd prefer if some fat over paid nurse would stop interrupting me and at least allow me to enjoy something in this Hell," J.C. spits out sarcastically.
The nurse blinks at J.C. in belief and mumbles something about bad hospital manners and leaves.
Kyle falls to the floor laughing at the nurse. They continue their conversation about just about everything.
It is movie night in the 'N Sync bus. The group is gathered around the TV to watch the movie they let Kyle pick. Kyle hopes that the group enjoys his pick, Bed of Roses. Only Kyle and Justin sit on the couch, the rest of the guys litter the area, trying to give the two their space. Kyle and Justin sit close together, almost like a couple, even though they aren't.
They all get drawn into the movie, enjoying it thoroughly. Justin and Kyle get so wrapped up in the movie they don't even realize how physically close they've become. The movie continues to draw them in when finally, Kyle and Justin look at each other. Kyle sees a small spark in Justin's eyes. He takes the risk, leaning in and kissing Justin on his lips. Justin returns the kiss gratefully. Kyle finally pulls away. "Did I...? Did we...?" Kyle spits out.
Before he can form his thoughts into enough of a sentence to make sense, Justin leans in and kisses Kyle again. "Yes, we kissed," Justin says, giggling.
"But I thought..." Kyle says.
"You assumed I was straight. I'm not! I've had a crush on you since you came on this bus. I've been unable to say anything, because of my contract. You see, I can't do anything with a guy until he makes the first move, namely he has to kiss me first. I know it sounds weird, but its to ensure that my secret doesn't get out and it actually sounded like a good idea at the time. I mean I get to find out if the guy has any feelings for me before I am react," Justin explains softly. The other guys of 'N Sync let out a cheer.
"J.C. has got to hear about this!" Chris shouts as he dials J.C.'s number. "Hey! Yeah.. Yep! They finally kissed! I know, its been driving us all nuts! They've been making googily eyes at each other and both were too afraid to do anything about it," Chris explains into the cell phone.
The next months pass by in a whirlwind. Justin and Kyle spend almost all their free time together. Finally, the tour comes to an end and both 'N Sync and Kyle are given time off. J.C. returns to 'N Sync, gratefully. But the wonderful days slowly come to an end as 'N Sync and Kyle both have to go back on tour, separately. Justin and Kyle sulk a little and even the other guys in 'N Sync are disappointed to see Kyle leave. 'N Sync heads off to Europe while Kyle remains in the U.S.
Today, Kyle is appearing on TRL while 'N Sync is practicing for their concert tonight in Paris.
Kyle sits down beside Carson Daily as he waves at his fans sitting in the little bleachers. "Hey what's up?" Carson asks.
"Oh not much. I just got off tour with 'N Sync. I'm a little bummed about that," Kyle responds.
"Oh so you really liked the tour?" Carson asks.
"Yes and no. I mean it was awesome hanging with the guys, but it sucked what happened to J.C. and it was really really hard trying to keep two careers a float," Kyle answers.
"I'd guess so. I heard you actually cried the first night you preformed with 'N Sync," Carson comments.
Kyle blushes slightly, "Yes I did. We were performing the song, 'Selfish' and I actually listened to the words for the first time. It just struck me as a very touching song because it reminds me of things that have happened in my life."
Carson nods. "So you like 'N Sync's music?" Carson asks.
"OK I've got to be truthful here. I actually hated 'N Sync's music for a long time and there are songs I really really can't stand now that I've had to listen to them and sing them so many times. 'Bye Bye Bye' is one of those on my list. There is only so many times you can listen to that song before you get sick! But I have to admit, I appreciate their job a lot more and I fell in love with their Celebrity album. I think 'Pop' is a big change for boy bands," Kyle explains.
"How so?" Carson wonders.
"Well 'Pop' is a social commentary on how people view 'N Sync particularly, but it can be about any group that is discriminated against. I've never heard a boy band go there before," Kyle explains.
"Ok enough about 'N Sync and your past. What are you up to these days?" Carson asks.
"Well I just finished shooting the video for my 2nd single off my Self-titled CD, 'Trust'. It's an awesome video and 'N Sync actually got to make an appearance along with Britney Spears and Willa Ford," Kyle explains.
"Cool, so what's the premise of the video?"
"Well the song is about how someone accidentally hurt you and betray your trust by giving into their own weaknesses. In the video, Britney Spears was dating most of 'N Sync and breaking their hearts. I found that rather amusing! Willa Ford is torn between Justin and me, both of us of course trying to show her we lover her more and finally both of us have to give up on her because she's done too much damage to our relationships," Kyle explains.
"Cool! So do you get along well with Willa and Britney?" Carson asks.
"Oh yeah! Willa and I get along really great! In fact you'll probably see us out together at all these social events as friends. We both understand how hard it can be to be a solo artist and to write your own lyrics and stuff, so we click pretty well. She's a great person to be around. As for Britney, we're constantly joking and teasing each other. I call her the 'N Sync band slut!" Kyle shouts laughing.
Carson laughs with him, "That's cool. So are you working on anything special right now?"
"Well actually, J.C. of 'N Sync and I are working on a song together. We're hoping to get it on a soundtrack, which will be cool. It'll actually be 'N Sync and I performing it together! Also, Willa and I are working on a song about love and friendship. Its basically about how you can love someone who is your friend but they don't feel the same or how they love you and you don't feel the same and how sometimes you can be so close to a friend that a relationship won't work even though you're right for each other," Kyle states.
"Sounds interesting. So what about the personal life? Seeing anybody special?" Carson prods.
"Actually, I have someone very special in my life. I don't know how I ever lived without this person," Kyle says, a little starry-eyed.
The audience coos softly. "Ok now you're starting to sound like an 'N Sync song!" Carson jokes. Kyle laughs with him. "Could we get a name maybe on who this special someone is?"
"Nope sorry. I can't say anything. First of all, the person I'm seeing doesn't want it to be a public affair. 2nd of all, this is my personal life. It's going to stay personal and private for now. When we are both ready, we may decide to tell everyone," Kyle says.
"Well thanks for being on the show. We'll be looking forward to your first video," Carson says.
"See ya Carson. Bye MTV!" Kyle says as he waves to his fans.
Justin stands on the stage, a little agitated that Kyle hasn't called or anything yet. He knows there is a major time difference between New York and Paris, but he still wishes to hear from Kyle. He also knows that Kyle has things he has to do today, so it might not be t'ill later that he gets a call.
Suddenly a young man enters the auditorium. "Umm.. Mr. Timberlake?" the man asks in perfect English without even a trace of an accent.
"Yeah?" Justin asks the man, eyeing him.
"I was told to deliver this to you," the man says as he hands Justin a green rose with a card.
"Uh thanks," Justin says, handing the young man some francs. He sniffs the rose silently as his eyes get that familiar day dreaming look.
"So whose the rose from?" J.C. asks.
Justin snaps out of his daze. He looks reads the card, "Green is because I'm envious of everyone who can be with you when I can't, Kyle." Justin smiles to himself.
"Wow.. What a romantic guy," J.C. states with some jealousy.
"I know!" Justin squeals in delight. He grabs his cell phone and quickly dials Kyle's cell number.
Kyle answers his ringing cell phone. "Hello. This is Kyle Styles," he says into the phone.
"Thank you baby!" Justin says. "It was so sweet what you said."
"You're so welcome babes and what I said was true. I'm jealous of the guys, they get to spend time with you when I can't," Kyle says pouting slightly.
"Well thank you so much. I love you baby, Call me later on tonight OK?" Justin says.
"You know I will," Kyle responds.
"Yes I know you will," Justin says with a giggle. "Oops! I gotta go, I'm getting evil looks from the guys for taking up their time with personal stuff."
"Ok! Love you, bye bye!" Kyle says.
"Love you too. Au revoir!" Justin says laughing softly.
After the long tour in Europe, Justin is looking for a little rest. He is pleasantly surprised when Kyle asks Justin to move in with him. Justin agrees of course and they spend a couple days looking for the perfect place in Orlando. Justin may be moving out, but he still wants to stay close to his mother. She is a very important part of Justin's life and luckily accepts Justin's life and his romantic involvement with Kyle. In fact, she loves Kyle as if he were her son.
They find their perfect house a few miles away from Justin's mother's home.
It takes them a couple days to move in and they have a house warming party. So many celebrities show up, you would think it was an award ceremony! All of 'N Sync and the Backstreet boys arrive as well as Willa Ford, Britney Spears, Melissa Etheridge, and many many more.
Justin sits next to his boyfriend and enjoys the party thoroughly. It slips by so fast though until finally that night, Justin and Kyle lay in bed together. Kyle runs his hands through Justin's short brown-blond hair. "I love your hair like this," Kyle says, rubbing Justin's head.
Justin smiles at Kyle. "Yeah, its easy to take care of. I'm really glad you like it," Justin kisses Kyle as they snuggle together. Justin leans forward and kisses Kyle once again. "I love you so much," Justin says.
"Umm.. I love you too babes," Kyle says as he reaches under the bed. He pulls out a thorn less rose.
Justin giggles with glee as he takes the rose and the small card that accompanies each of the roses he gets. "'A Sterling Silver rose.. Like this thorn less rose, I will never hurt you,'" Justin reads the card out loud. "You are so romantic!" Justin giggles as he kisses his boyfriend once again.
Shortly after long tours commence for both Kyle and Justin. Even though they are apart, they spend almost every night on the phone talking. In fact several times they fall asleep on the phone together, just listening to each other breath. Finally the tours end and Kyle meets Justin at the airport. Kyle stands next to Justin smiling. "Tonight we go out to dinner, OK?" Kyle asks.
Justin just grins, "Sounds good to me."
That night at restaurant, Justin and Kyle get a booth in the back so they can have some privacy and they can avoid being recognized, hopefully. Justin finishes his desert and stares at his boyfriend lovingly. "This is so great! I miss spending time with you," Justin whispers with glee.
Kyle smiles at Justin as he touches Justin's hand. He goes down to one knee beside Justin and pulls out a red rose from his sleeve. He gives Justin a card from his pocket.
Justin smile widens as he reads the card, "'Red for the passion and love we have for each other.' You're so wonderful!"
Kyle giggles to himself. "Well I'm not done yet," Kyle says. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small case. "Justin Randall Timberlake, will give me the honor of being your husband?" Kyle asks as he opens the small case.
Justin coos as he looks at the jewelry inside the case. "Of course I will!" Justin shouts gleefully as he kisses Kyle.
Kyle slowly removes the necklace from its case and puts it around Justin's neck.
Justin grins, "A cross with a rose wrapped around it. Could you have picked anything better?"
"Nope. I figured a necklace would be a better engagement present for you than a ring. Its easier to hide first of all, so you won't have to answer all the questions about being engaged. Also, its more fitting for you," Kyle says.
Justin nods his head. "I agree! Thank you, Kyle. You're the so wonderful," Justin hugs Kyle tight.
It takes Justin a couple days, but he manages to get Kyle an engagement present too. Justin gives Kyle a silver necklace of a cross-like symbol with the letters J and R on either side. "You're symbol! That's so perfect!" Kyle chimes as he puts it on. Justin blushes. Kyle puts his arms around Justin and holds him tight. "I love you so much Justin Timberlake."
"I love you too, Kyle Styles."
A massive grin spread across J.C.'s face as he escorted his two best friends, Kyle and Justin down the aisle. "Who gives these two away?" the priest asks.
J.C.'s grin widens. "I do! Take 'em!" J.C. jokes as he lets the two take their place at the wedding. Lance stands beside Kyle and Joey stands beside Justin. The priest goes through the ceremony without any trouble. The priest stops to allow the two to do their own vows.
"Justin, you make the sun shine on my world. You're everything to me and so much more. I want us to spend our lives together, falling deeper and deeper in love with each morning. I want us to triumph over everything in our path. I promise to be with you forever and do my best to make sure you have a wonderful life with me. I promise never to hurt you or betray your trust. I promise to love, honor and obey. I promise to be there for you through the good and the bad. Not even death shall part us, we will be together forever. Justin Randall Timberlake, to thee I wed," Kyle says.
"Kyle, you are my love, my life, and so much more. You've taught me that each color in our lives has a meaning for our love and I want to discover watch each and every color means. Even the deep blues of depression and the greens of jealousy add to our love instead of separating us. I promise to love you forever and be there for you through everything. Good, bad, indifferent we are together no matter what. We are part of each other forever, Kyle Damon Styles to thee I wed," Justin says.
After the vows, Justin and Kyle exchange rings and finally the priest says, "You may kiss the groom."
Justin and Kyle share a passionate kiss in front of their family and friends. They walk down the aisle together and disappear into the limo outside. They head off to the reception at their home.
The party begins in full swing at the reception. Everyone rejoices in the wonderful union. Justin grins like the Cheshire cat as he stands beside Britney. "I'm a little worried about tonight, but its so wonderful that we're married!" Justin shouts with glee.
Britney grins, "Your first time?"
"Yeah."
"It'll be wonderful. You two love each other, so it will have to be wonderful," Britney says.
Suddenly Kyle stands on the stage and smiles. "Hey everyone. I'm Kyle Timberlake," Kyle giggles. "J.C., Chris, Lance, and Joey can you come up here."
The guys of 'N Sync show up on the stage minus Justin. Justin quirks his brow as the music begins. Kyle takes the lead as the guys sing "This I Promise You." Justin's eyes tear as he grins at his husband. Kyle soon begins to cry too as he sings the song to Justin with the help of the other guys of 'N Sync. The song finishes as Kyle walks off the stage and heads towards his husband. The guys of 'N Sync follow Kyle.
"That was so romantic!" Justin shouts as he kisses his husband. He shoots a glance at his friends. "It's a mutiny," Justin says, giggling.
After two years of knowing each other and a year of marriage, Justin and Kyle Timberlake spend their first real Christmas as a family. Justin giggles as the 1-year-old in his lap begins to squirm. Kyle laughs softly as another child rips at the wrapping paper.
Justin and Kyle look at their adopt twin sons, Shawn Dacota Timberlake and Jamie Caleb Timberlake. The identical twins are almost exact copies of each other, but Shawn has the curly hair like Justin's and Jamie has straight hair like Kyle. Both children, for being adopted, look surprisingly like their fathers. They both enjoy ripping open the presents and giggle with glee as their fathers have slightly more romantic moments.
After putting the kids to bed, Kyle sits in front of his desktop computer. Justin comes up behind him and kisses him softly. "I'll be to bed in a little bit baby, I just need to finish something's up ok?" Kyle says. Justin nods happily.
Kyle smiles to himself. "Because of this program I was given everything I ever wanted and more. Now its time to retire it and live a life without the Wanna Be program," Kyle says softly. He opens the CD-Rom and breaks the CD inside. He turns off his computer, removes the battery, and throws it away. "Thanks for everything Wanna Be, but I'm not letting anything or anybody mess up what I have now," Kyle says softly as he walks off to spend time with his husband.