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That night, I was thinking why did I have to fall in love with him? I don't want to get hurt again. I can't love him. What if he doesn't like me? Why did I have to fall in love with him? Obviously he won't like me cause he's straight and I'm... I'm not. I mustn't fall in love. I don't want to risk getting hurt. I suddenly remembered Jamie and tears escaped my eyes. I began to sob quietly. Finding no one to talk to, I fell asleep with tears.
"Are you alright Justin? Justin? Justin!" Back to reality "Huh... oh yeah" "Honey, you have been having daydreams like this frequently. Is something bothering you?" "Nothing much" It was morning and I'm having breakfast and to tell you the truth, someone was bothering me. Sean was bothering me; he's been on my mind lately. I've been thinking what would he do if he knew I was gay? "Justin, time for school. Justin, Justin, JUSTIN! There you go again. What is happening to you? If anyone is bothering you at school, tell me and I'll break their necks." "Mom, I told you, I'm OK. It's just teen stress." "Hmmm... very well, off you go, you're gonna be late." As I got on the school bus, I looked for an unoccupied seat. "Hey Justin." I looked around and saw Sean calling at me, waving his hand. I sat next to him. "So, what are you doing on this bus?" "What do you mean, what am I doing on this bus?" I'm new here and it was just my luck that I caught this bus when I was very late in getting up?" "Oh... good point" We both started laughing again and then I had an idea. "Sean, why don't you come over to my house, after school, tomorrow, my parents won't be there so we'll have the house to ourselves?" "Ok, sounds fine to me" What he didn't know was that I was going to tell him that I was gay and if he can't accept it then it's back to loneliness. But if he does, then I'll be happy that someone can finally accept me for who I am. I thought about my parents. I mean if Sean will know that I'm gay then they have the right to know first. I decided about telling my parents tonight. At about 7:00, both my parents came home and went into the kitchen and prepared dinner. I joined them. "Hi Justin" "Hi sweetie" "Um... mom, dad, can we talk?" "Sure honey" "What's this about?" "I'll tell you in a second" We all sat down at the kitchen and looked at each other. OK, it was now or never. "This is going to sound kind of crazy but its true" "OK, son out with it" "Mom, dad I... I'm gay" They both sat there, stunned and speechless. "Mom, dad, say something, mom say what you think" It took several minutes before she started to speak. "Well honey, I don't hate you. You're my only son and child and I can't disown you. I would have never forgiven myself for doing that." And she started crying. Yes, one down and one to go. "Dad?" Again, it took several minutes, before he started to speak. "Justin, I never thought you would end up this way but if this is who you are then I'm OK with that. I'm your father and I want you to be happy. Just give me some time and I'll get used to it. Just give me time but I swear I can accept it." I was so happy, I felt like I could shout at the top of my lungs that I was very happy. I promised myself, I was going to thank God for giving me two very special people as my parents. "Thanks mom and dad. I think this could count as the happiest moment of our lives." I stood up and headed to my room.
Sorry again for the lack of sex but it will come in part 5. So for those of you who are very impatient and want to read about sex then wait for part5 then download when it becomes posted. As always, any comments and criticisms are welcome at coldheart95@yahoo.com. Enjoy my story.