On the ten year anniversary of the beginning of my gay life I have decided to write about the past as it was, and why it may have been different. This is a letter which was written to start things off. Before the letter Todd and I would wrestle and each time we wrestled there was an intense electricity between us. This story takes place in 1994 while I was a Junior in College and Todd was a Sophmore.
Copyright 2004.
Exactly 10 years later to the date..
Disclaimer: Please don't read if you are under 18 or offended by man-man sex.
Todd's Response to my email.
@aol.com wrote
you have problems and need to find another object of affection other then todd. I liked it but what I said is true so live w/it.
Todd
OMG that was so not the response that I wanted from my black haired 5.8 155lb lover.
I guess its over between he and I before it ever gets started. I'm gonna go and see him. I hate going and seeing him though, because he's short and for him, his dorm ceiling is just the right height.
But for me, being 6.1 its just not. I mean the ceiling itself is fine, but the new light overhead that Todd bought hangs down to low. And so I am forever banging my head.
Sure it's a cool light that has different effects and all, almost like a strobe light, or club lighting, but for me, the damn thing is just to low.
Did I mention Todd, is an EMT, very strong and very very well proportioned. The only thing bad about Todd is his damn blue light. The one that he uses when he stops like in the middle of some high way, just cuz he sees a car accident. Todd happened to have the blue light turned on, when I got to his dorm.
Hey Todd, where's cough cough, (remembering his response to my email letter) Bill I ask.
I didn't come to see you I muffle under my breath (hates me now that I'm gay and in love with him I thought).
But Todd surely knew that I did. I was hoping to go with Bill to the Mall after all he's um handicapped and I wanted to use his tags, so I could park up close. It's too hot to walk all the way from the lot, into the mall. (Thinking to myself, yeah like I have any money, good one.)
Oh, did I mention, nice boxers Todd. I like them a lot.
Tom, I'm not gay, and Bill is not here so, just leave.
Todd, I thought we could be friends.
(Bang, smash crash, vam, boom)
Oh, shit I just hit my head, on the ceiling light over head. I hate being so tall,
and having such low ceilings.
Blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ligggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhttttttttttttttttttttt
(Smash, And I faint)
Flash Back
Woe, dude what are those lights, man where am I.
Hello, hello can any one hear me, where the hell am I.
George, um, cough, cough, George w-wh-wha what are you doing here man.
Tom, Tom wake up Tom you ok man.
George how did you get here.
Yo, dude your like in my dorm room, duh,
What's today's date George
Tom, its Summer Seminar, Your at New England College, I'm George Ruddy, and its July 13, 1990.
Um, George what am I doing in your room. (Chuckle) and did I mention nice boxers.
They really show your package off nicely. Nice package, (I walk up, feel his cock, and his balls, and then
I take down his boxers just enough so I can see the tag.) Hmmmm, LLBean. Never heard of them are they good.
Tom, if you want to be my friend then you will learn what LLBean is, and what there clothes are like.
Ok, George sorry.
And, um, Tom, I'm not gay.
So George its Friday and we got by week one of Summer Sem.
I feel weird, I must have had a vision or something, you know
I'm clairvoyant right, I swear I saw my future.
Tom, you know that I am your future, me my boys and my wife,
are all your future, and if you didn't see us, then you had a dream and that's it.
(Punch) omg, George you just said you were not gay, but yet you just
punched me in my balls. Why would you punch me in my balls if you're not gay?
Because you love it, and I swear your gay man.
Am not, prove it, I'm not gay.
Tom, Do you masturbate?
Um, do you George, (wtf, what kind of question is that) why would
I do something like that, that's weird.
No "George Replies, I don't masturbate. Masturbation is not normal I have a girlfriend.
You've never had a girlfriend before. You've never had sex before, and you're a virgin.
I'm gonna tell Shawn you're a virgin who masturbates, and probably gay too.
Just you wait until I tell Shawn you're a virgin. You're done for.
Omg, your gonna tell Shawn I'm a virgin. Sex is none of your business,
and whatever George. Just, just, just whatever. (half slamming the door behind me)
I leave the room all scared that George is gonna tell Shawn,
I don't care about this college much at all I think to myself.
Maybe I should just go home.
I go back to my dorm room, rip out my (Blue Boy) gay porno,
and start to beat my cock off. Ahhhhhhh,
fuck this. This is boring
I decide to go take a cold shower instead.
There I see this hottie, blond, blue eyes, around 5.7, and skinny, prob only about 130.
and he's beating off. I make no contact with him, but he sees me,
I see him, and all that I see is my hand beating my meat.
I stroke and stroke, with visions almost like sugar plums and Christmas.
For what I see is me, and George and Shawn, and Shawn is on the right side of
me eating my ass out, and George is on the left side of me sucking on my cock.
George stops, and decides to French kiss me instead. All this sex, and all this
wetness, omg, omg, I get all worked up, I have oye veyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
all of a sudden I have these tingly feelings, and my body erupts.
Hey, cough, cough I hear. Man what are you doing man.
Unbenounced to me, Billy, was in the shower next to me, and I
hadn't noticed that the water stopped, Billy heard me beating off.
And as I exploded I slipped on the slippery surface, and all I remember is
Billy standing over me dripping cum from his cock, and realizing that he was
standing in my cum.
Ewwwwwwwwwwww, Jesssssssssssssssuuuuuuuuuuuus, he yelled. If it's
not bad enough that I heard you, just wacking your willie, now I'm ewwwwww
wwwwwww, standing in it. (Billy laughs)
His cock was still dripping cum.
(at this point I'm beat red) Billy, Billy your not gonna tell anyone is you.
Billy please don't tell any one, please Billy, I will lose all my friends.
I beg, on you not to tell anyone. Billy I beg on you.
Ok, Tommy you don't want me to tell right.
Ok, Tommy here is the deal, I will make a deal with just you Tommy and one
time only. But just one slip up and your out. Every night, for two weeks you have
to meet me here, and take a shower with me. Beating off with me, and can't tell anyone.
Every night for two weeks. At the end of the two weeks if you complete the deal,
you're a free man. If you don't do it, then
Billy, no Billy, someone may catch us.
Ok, never mind. Tommy, I'm going to go and see George right now.
(I rip Billy's towel away.) Ok, go like that I laugh.
Um, I'm so pissed now, very pissed.
I will go like this
No Billy, No, please come back I'm sorry.
A deals a deal. I will agree to your deal.
Ok, now go and sleep, and meet me back here at 10pm tomorrow night.
(What if he sets me up some how)?
The day flys by, me all worried, all tensed up the whole day
Billy, and George are like just as good friends as me and George but I think George
has a stronger liking to me. This college is new for all of us, and I'm not ready to cum
out of the closet just yet. I got to do it, even though I'm scared. Billy wants me to meet him
for the shower; it's only a shower I say. So I go, and get all-naked and I hear the water running.
Oh man Billy is there, and I'm a minute or so late, and the water is already running.
(I go and pull back the shower curtain, the one where Billy is supposed to be taking a shower.)
Jesssssssssssssssssuussssssssssssssssss,
oh hey George (cough, cough) I didn't know anyone was taking a shower, sinuses didn't
hear the water running. (sniff, sniff) Omg George is gonna think something is weird.
Tom, what are you doing trying to take a shower with me?
Um, George better question is, what are you doing taking a shower in my dorm. Rather then your own.
Billy and I were working out, went for a run, and did some lifting, and we are
about to go down for dinner. Billy got out of the shower about 10 minutes ago,
told me to take his towel, and go and shower. It's a bit wet, and he used it, but
we are both straight men, so I figured what the hell, I might as well shower.
Oh, that's cool.
Hey, Tom why don't you come to dinner too?
George, I um, I got other
Ok, then its settled your gonna dine with me, Billy, and Shawn.
Oh, hi guys, hi, Shawn, oh, hi Billy. Yup me and George we both met in the
showers and George told me you guys were going to dinner, and insisted
I cum along. Billy did you have a nice runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Hey, George don't you just feel so much better after taking a shower. I sure do, ha ha
(I think to myself. jokes on Billy, he don't know what to think now, hehe)
***(To Be Continued)
See how I get Billy back, see how it plays out with George and Shawn, and then
well just wait and see, what's the rush anyhow dude. HeHe