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What happened in Highschool chapter 14
Aaron was sitting with us again. I was conflicted though, I wanted to feel good about it but I kept thinking in the back of my mind that if something happened again, Aaron just would take off.
"What's wrong Matt?" Aaron whispered. "You're chewing your lip again."
I realized I was playing with my lip ring as I thought. I looked at him and pondered whether to tell him my thoughts. It was then that a shadow fell over the table. Makes it sound ominous but it was just Jeff and all his arsehole friends.
"Aaron. We want to talk to you in private."
Aaron raised an eyebrow as he looked at them. "What do you want?"
Jeff shuffled on his feet for a bit. "Why aren't you sitting with us no more? Why you sitting with the freaks and the faggot?"
I snorted. "Freaks and the Faggot? Hey Kyle that's a good name for your band."
Kyle grinned and laughed. "Sounds good."
Jeff stared at us with a look of absolute non-comprehension on his face. "What the fuck? Why you sitting with them man?"
I interrupted again before Aaron could reply. "Jeffy dear, do you have a crush on Aaron? I'll do you a favour, how about I ask Kyle to ask Yaz to ask Jay to ask Aaron if he would go out with you. Don't worry it'll be very discrete."
Jeff's eye's almost seemed to bulge out of head. "What the fuck? You little faggot! How dare you talk to me like that!"
He lunged towards me and I stood up quickly but before anything could happen Aaron had moved between us. He was angry and I could see that. Something told me that he wasn't just angry with Jeff.
"Don't you dare fucking touch him!" Aaron said loudly.
"What the fuck Aaron? The guy is a poofta!" Jeff yelled back clearly at a loss as to why Aaron would defend me.
"Why are you so homophobic Jeffy? Does it hit a bit close to home? Stir some emotions that you didn't think you could possibly have? I know^Å it turns you on doesn't it?" I was goading him again, making him angry. Part of me, the uncertain part, wanted to know how Aaron would react.
Jeff tried to jump me again but Aaron got in his way. Kurt, Jarod and Kyle also rounded the table to make sure his cronies didn't do anything stupid.
I felt suddenly humiliated. It was like they thought I was a girl who needed defending. I shoved past Aaron. I was letting my days worth of pent up anger, frustration and betrayal out and Jeff seemed like a perfect target.
"If you want to hit me Jeffy then do it. Prove everything I just said to you! Why the fuck does it matter to you if I'm gay or not huh?" I shouted at him.
"You're fucking sick!" Jeff said looking a bit uncertain. Then he turned it on Aaron. "What about you huh? Is that why you aren't hanging with normal people? Are you a faggot Aaron?"
I froze. Do or die. This was it, I hardened my heart and waited for it to be crushed.
"Not that it's any of your business, Jeff but yes I am gay."
I think a light breeze could have knocked me over. Arms snaked around my waist and held me close against a familiar hard chest. Holy shit.
"Matt is my boyfriend. I nearly screwed everything up but luckily he's forgiven me." Aaron said kissing my cheek.
"WHAT?!" Jeff shouted. He hadn't expected that answer, that much was clear.
"I get turned on by guys Jeff. Matt more so than anyone. I mean who can help it? He's a sexy little bastard." Aaron said hugging me tighter.
I felt something burst in my chest and felt slightly dizzy. Kinda glad Aaron was pretty much holding me up.
"You faggots!" He screamed at both of us and him and his silent but equally stunned buddies scampered off.
"Did you just^Å did you just come out?" I whispered. I felt Aaron's arms tighten.
"Matt. I know you still don't fully trust me not to freak out again and this was one way of showing you that I want to be with you despite everything. But I didn't just do it for you. Kane really did knock some sense into me. I don't want to lie anymore." Aaron kissed my cheek again.
Forgetting we were in the school yard with quite a few eyes looking on, I spun around and gave Aaron a kiss, throwing my arms around his shoulders. Aaron grinned at me when I pulled back. Then I heard a chorus of `Awwww!' from the table behind us.
"As much as I love kissing you babe, shall we postpone it until after school?" Aaron whispered and I nodded.
"You guys are so cute! I just want to hug you!" Abby said clutching her hands against her chest. She suddenly launched at me and gave me a big hug then moved on to a startled Aaron.
"I think Abby is about to cry or spontaneously combust." Jay said with amusement then yelped when Abby turned on him, giving him a healthy slug on the arm.
"Well that was a nice public outing. How do you feel?" Kyle asked holding out his hand as if it were a microphone.
The others all laughed and Aaron and Kyle started joking around as if he was being interviewed. My gaze wandered and landed on Renée who was glaring at me angrily. Damn, that was still a problem. I couldn't believe I had read her so wrong for so many years. I quickly looked away then stiffened when I realized someone was behind me.
"Hey Matt, just thought I would let you know you've got my support mate. You and Aaron have some rough times ahead of you." It was Mick with Jasper standing right behind him.
"Thanks Mick. `preciate it." I told them grinning.
"Well if it isn't Cheech and Chong! You guys going to class after lunch?" Abby asked.
"Yeah. Me dad's been getting on my back about going more so I figure I might as well learn some stuff." Mick replied with his usual eloquence.
Aaron drove me home that afternoon and I invited him in with a promise to continue what we started earlier at school. I lead him through to my room and closed the door behind us. Kurt had said he was going to hang out with the guys after school so we had the house to ourselves.
I started pulling off Aaron's shirt and he quickly helped out then got to work on my clothing. Soon we were standing there in just boxers and socks. I wrapped my arms around him and we kissed. The kiss quickly heated up and soon Aaron lay me gently on the bed. I was breathing deep and I could see the dazed look in Aaron's eyes as he stared down at me.
Suddenly he sobbed and buried his face in my neck. I pulled him against me, waiting for him to talk, as I stroked my fingers through his hair.
"Shit Matt, I nearly lost you. God I'm sorry!" He whispered wetly against my skin.
"It's ok Aaron. It's in the past now." Was it?
Aaron's mouth searched for mine again and we kissed with the salty taste of his tears on his lips. Once again the embrace quickly got passionate.
I slid my hands over his smooth tanned skin, feeling him shiver slightly as I did. Slowly I made my way, with a few detours, towards his boxers. I slipped my hand into them and reached around to grasp him. He froze above me and let out a deep moan. I explored his shaft with my fingers, taking in the length and weight of him. His dick seemed huge. My fingers found a slight stickiness at the crown and I smiled.
Aaron was breathing deeply and moaning. He moved, thrusting his dick into my hand and started whispering my name. I drew my hand away and pushed him off me and onto his back. His shocked face changed into lust as I straddled him. I kissed my way down his chest, paying special attention to his nipples. I used the noises he made to guide me. Nipples were good if his groans were anything to go by.
Slowly I moved downwards until I reached his boxers. I started to slide them off and Aaron lifted his hips to help me. Once his dick was free I finally had a good look. It was fairly long and a bit thick with a strawberry shaped crown. I grinned and leaned down to give the head a swipe with my tongue.
Aaron gripped my sheets in a death grip and groaned almost painfully when I gave it a few more experimental licks. Wasn't bad tasting.
"Matt! Don't tease me please!" he whispered. I grinned, feeling a little powerful but sympathetic enough to reach down and take him in my mouth.
I gagged suddenly when I took too much in and Aaron pulled me back. "Take it slow babe."
He held my head from then on. Not controlling my movement except when I tried to go too deep again. I got a rhythm going and used my tongue on the head until I heard Aaron's panting get louder. He let go of head and clutched the sheets again. My jaw was getting a bit sore by this time but I was determined to keep going. I redoubled my efforts and was rewarded with a loud groan.
"Matt! I'm really close!" Aaron gasped out.
I kept going until I felt him tense up completely and a suddenly warmth fill my mouth. The taste was strong and sorta tasted nutty. I pondered this as I let his dick drop from my mouth. Aaron pulled me up against him and we kissed, sharing.
"That was great Matt. Shit."
We cuddled for a while until a the front door opened and mum called out to see if anyone was home. That sent us scrabbling.