THIS STORY IS WRITTEN UNDER THE NIFTY BOY BANDS AUTHORS UNION
Author: r(y)@n
Email: _ryan@softhome.net
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Crossed Paths
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Help Me
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If you are under 18 or not of legal age in your country, please do not read on. If you couldn't accept themes of homosexuality and the like, please don't read on. This is a story concerning gay males having intimate relationships and is considered FOR ADULTS ONLY due to its sexual theme and contents. BUT if you really like this stuff, please don't tell others.
Everything in this story is purely FICTIONAL. Or in simpler terms, it's not true!!! Even if this story involves NSYNC, a real, successful American singing group, and a fictitious character, all that happens in here is fictional... again, it's not true. If there are instances that it is similar to what happened in the real world, it doesn't mean that it's really true. I don't know anything about their sexuality, as far as the I and the world know, they're straight as an arrow so I dunno if they're gay (but I do have my speculations) or not but I wrote this out of freedom of speech and my love for these guys and slash fiction. I don't own or know NSYNC personally. AGAIN, it's NOT TRUE!!! but don't we all hope that it's true... hehehehe...
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Hi guys. This is my 3rd work here in the boyband section of the Nifty Archives. I dunno why I called it "What I See" but I just ran out of ideas for a title and thought of something simple. So the title, What I See was born giggle. I dunno if I can manage my 3 stories at the same time but Crossed Paths is in its "season break" and Reformation is still there. But I'll really try my best to update all my stories. Remember, I love feedbacks.
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What I See Chapter 26 ------------------------
Josh and I spent the remaining hours of the day reacquainting with each other through talking and lovemaking on the bed -- but the bed was used more. It was pure bliss for me when Josh's skin touched mine once again. The quote, "absence makes the heart fonder" was so true but I hoped that we wouldn't be apart anymore. It seemed that our energy was endless since we just kept on groping, touching, and kissing each other. "I love you so much." Josh squeezed me closer to him as we basked in the afterglow of our lovemaking.
"I love you too." I told him. If I would look back, it was those kinds of moments that were closest to my heart. It was the most intimate moments and it affirmed the reality that the love that we share existed even in our very own private world.
We cleaned up once we found the energy to stand up and separate from each other for a few seconds. Once cleaned, we walked to the kitchen to prepare dinner since it was dark already outside. "I can't believe it was night already." Josh told me shaking his head as he chuckled.
"Why? Is that a record for you?" I asked him playfully.
"I think so." Josh answered scratching his head like he was really thinking about it.
"Then, we should try to break that record and set a new one tomorrow." I told him raising my eyebrow. Josh just grinned at me with his eyes sparkling. "What do you want for dinner?" I inquired.
"I dunno. You're the one who's good in this stuff." He answered with a shrug as he hopped on the countertop to sit.
"Fine." I rolled my eyes. "Just feed Pookie." I said walking to the fridge to look for something to cook. I found a few pork chops and decided to just fry them. I placed the pork chops in the microwave to thaw because it was frozen and looked for the rice I kept in the cupboard. I heard Pookie barking as Josh placed her bowl down. Josh patted the dog.
"Anything for me to help you with?" He asked afterwards. I looked at Pookie and she was eating veraciously.
"Nothing really. Why don't you just watch the television and I'll just call you when I'm done." I answered.
"That's unfair. I wanna," Josh started.
"Josh, I can handle it. If I need you, I'll call you. I want you to just relax your sore body and regain your energy for later." I told him pushing him out of my kitchen.
"Fine." Josh grumbled as he walked away. I returned to my work and cooked the rice and fried the pork chops. It didn't really take too much time since it was just frying and the rice was quick to cook anyway. I called Josh after a few minutes and he returned to the kitchen.
"Can you set the table as I finish all of this?" I told him pointing at the food and mess I created.
"Sure!" Josh replied happily as I transferred the pork chops and rice in serving plates. I placed it on the table and sat beside Josh. "It smells good." Josh complimented.
"Then eat." I told him with a laugh. The two of us ate heartily and exchanged a few more anecdotes and stories from our past. But I enjoyed it more when he would tell me his experience with fans and during the tour. Some seemed so impossible to happen and most were funny too. A person popped in my mind. "Josh, any news about Wade? I haven't heard anything about him for quite some time now. Paul is being hush-hush about it." I inquired.
He just looked at him. "He's not part of the tour anymore." He answered with no emotions and it surprised me.
"Why? Did he do something wrong?" I asked confused.
"Paul didn't tell you?" He questioned and I just shook my head. "He left the tour a few days ago, I think. He had a fight with Justin because Wade was having an affair with Britney." Josh told me that almost made me choke.
"What?!" I exclaimed. "Does Paul know about this?" I asked panicking because even if Paul and I weren't in best terms, he was still my brother.
"They broke up a few days ago as well. Wade confessed to Paul and they broke up." Josh informed me. I couldn't believe that I didn't know it.
"Oh my God!" I gasped. I couldn't believe that Wade would do such thing. Wade and Paul seemed to be the match made in heaven. I grabbed the kitchen phone and dialed my parent's house.
"Hello." Someone answered.
"Hey mom! Can I talk with Paul for a bit?" I asked.
"Wait a minute." She told me. "Paul! Phone!" She hollered. "He's coming down. How are you? You feel okay now?" She asked worriedly.
"I'm better. Josh is here right now because they have a break." I answered my mom and smiled at Josh who was still helping himself with the food.
"That's great news, dear. You should bring him here some time so your dad and I can see the man who stole your heart." She offered.
"I'll ask first, mom." I told her. "Mom wants to meet you." I told Josh whose eyes bulged. "It's okay. They're gonna love you." I told Josh. "How about dinner tomorrow?" I said to my mom.
"That's gonna be perfect. Oh, here's Paul." Mom told me.
"Hello." Paul answered.
"Why didn't you tell me what happened with Wade?" I asked him.
"I guess Josh finally told you about it, huh?" Paul said weakly.
"Yeah, he did. We're gonna go there tomorrow." I informed him. "And stop changing the topic." I told him.
"What do you want me to say? He confessed that he's seeing Britney. I just can't believe that he cheated on me with a woman!" Paul said bitterly.
"Are you okay?" I asked him with concern.
"I'm dealing but I'm okay. Maybe it's just not meant to be." Paul told me. "I'm not really in the mood to talk about him." Paul said.
"Fine. Josh and I will be there tomorrow, okay? I'll see you then." I told Paul.
"I'll see you tomorrow. Bye!" Paul said and hung up. I returned the phone on its place and noticed that Josh wasn't eating anymore.
"Anything wrong?" I asked him.
"I'm meeting your parents tomorrow." He answered with a tinge of fright.
"Don't be a wuss, Josh. It's just my parents. Trust me, they're a cool bunch of people and they're surely gonna love you." I said trying to boost up his confidence. "Just eat now! Deal with it tomorrow." I held his hand. Josh just smiled and returned eating.
After dinner, the two of us cleaned our mess and just relaxed in the den. We were watching The Osbournes. "I love this show." Josh commented. I couldn't follow with the show but it was funny to see Ozzy Osbourne with the family. It was wild and there were so many curses flying around. We didn't talk that much but I liked this over talks. I had my head laid on Josh's chest and heard his heart beat slowly. I just loved being with Josh.
I didn't know when, but I fell asleep. I didn't know that I was extremely tired but the week was really hectic for me. Maybe I needed some major catching up to do and the 'exercise' that Josh and I did, took so much from me. I woke up when I felt Josh carry me. "Josh?" I asked.
"Shh! Just sleep. I love you." Josh said and kissed my nose. I smiled and closed my eyes once again. I was fast asleep.
I woke up the next morning with half of Josh's body over me. His face was just beside mine and I could hear a faint sound of snoring coming out of his mouth. His arm was draped across by chest and his legs were tangled with mine. I eased away from Josh carefully trying not to wake him up in the process. I was successful using a pillow as a decoy. I looked at him and he was squeezing the life out of the pillow. It made me chuckle.
I walked to the bathroom to take a piss and wash away the sleepiness. I was still sleepy but I knew that I couldn't fall asleep even if I tried very hard. It was some sort of body schedule of mine. I walked down to the kitchen and opened the door to let Pookie out leaving me to make breakfast. I fried some eggs and bacon and toasted a few pieces of bread.
It startled me a bit when a pair of arms snaked around my waist. "I woke up without you." Josh said as he placed his head on my shoulder. Without looking, I knew that he was pouting.
"I had to let Pookie out and cook breakfast." I said as I spun around and faced him. I placed my arms over his shoulder and kissed his pouting lips. "Good morning." I said as I broke the kiss.
"It's better now for me." Josh answered with a grin as he kissed me.
"Just make the table and I'll bring breakfast." I instructed him. It was nice to be able to do this with Josh. It was like we were married already and acting all domestic. I turned off the stove and brought breakfast on the table. Josh was just finishing as well.
"Milk for you?" He asked as he walked to the fridge. I nodded. When he sat down beside me, he was carrying cartons of milk and orange juice.
"Josh?" I asked as we started to eat. "Do you wanna have a family someday?" I asked him. I knew that it came out of nowhere but being domesticated just made me think.
"Yeah, I'll love that. After all of this, I wanna settle down and have my family of my own. Hopefully, with kids." He told me. "You?" He asked back.
"I want that too." I answered him and he nodded with that. I turned my attention to my breakfast and edged it out of my mind.
"What brought that?" Josh asked me. I looked at him.
"It just made me think when we were acting domesticated and everything like a married couple. Nothing biggie." I informed him.
"Well, we are a couple and being married, even if it's not legal for gay people, is just a reaffirmation of that partnership. So, sure we seem to act like a married couple because that how it should go." Josh told me. "Wanna get married already?" He inquired with a raised eyebrow.
"Are you proposing?" I asked.
"What if I am?" He shot back.
"Then I would say 'yes'." I told him truthfully. Josh just kept quiet and stared at me.
"You're serious?" Josh asked and then drank his orange juice.
"Of course." I replied. "Josh, I know in my heart that I love you. There's no doubt about it. I know we have our differences and we haven't been together for a really long time. Maybe it's hasty for me to say 'yes' but that's what I'm feeling now and it feels right for me." I explained to Josh.
"Next time, I'll ask you again in a more traditional fashion but it's nice to hear the answer beforehand." Josh told me. "And for the record, I want to be your husband as well." Josh smiled.
We continued to eat our breakfast with a comfortable silence around us. Once done, we cleaned up our mess and decided to take a bath together. I knew that it would lead to something else but I wasn't complaining. Josh went ahead though since I have to feed Pookie first.
When I walked inside my room, I could already hear the sound of the shower. I stripped down and stepped inside the bathroom. Josh's silhouette was obvious behind the shower door. I couldn't see clearly because of the fog that formed inside. He must be having one hot shower. I opened the door quietly and snuck inside.
The shower area was very spacious and around 2 to 3 people could fit in it. Josh was massaging his scalp with shampoo with his eyes closed so he really didn't notice when I was already behind him. I couldn't help not to see how truly beautiful Josh was. I wrapped my arms around his waist similar to what he did earlier. And the effect was the same, he was startled. "Jesus!" He exclaimed that made me giggle. "You scared the shit out of me." Josh told me.
When Josh turned around I captured his lips with mine initiating a passionate kiss. I let my hands roam around his body enjoying the feeling of the warm water cascading down my body and the feeling of Josh's skin touching with mine. Josh's hands were roaming as well and settled on the cheeks of my butt squeezing and kneading it. "I miss this so much." I groaned as I sucked on his neck knowing that a hickie would form there eventually. "And I miss this more." I said grabbing his dick and giving it a squeeze.
Josh just moaned. Slowly, I went down on him until I was face-to-face with his big throbbing penis. Wasting no time, I placed the head in my mouth and sucked it like a lollipop. Like a lollipop as well, it was sweet and luscious. Josh was not shying away because he was moaning so loud I thought my neighbors could hear him moan. "I love your mouth!" Josh groaned. Slowly, I tried to place the length of Josh's cock in my mouth letting my tongue work on his penis as well.
Josh just kept on stroking my head letting his hands tangle with my wet hair. I looked at his face and it made me feel tingly. His eyes were closed with a look of bliss in his eyes as I sucked harder on his cock. Time seemed to fly away as I just concentrated on Josh's cock. "I'm close, baby." Josh told me. It encouraged me to suck harder and bob faster. Josh then was meeting with my motion like he was fucking with my mouth. It was hot. "I'm cumming!" Josh exclaimed as his body tensed and I felt his cum shot off in my mouth.
I tried my best to swallow his sweet essence not wanting to waste any part of Josh. It was precious to me. I continued milking his penis until he was done cumming. I slowly eased from my crouching position and stood up. "Good?" I asked him shyly.
"The best." Josh said kissing me.
"Let's continue with our shower. The hot water won't last forever." I told him.
"But you haven't," Josh started to complain.
"Later." I silenced him as I grabbed the bottle of shampoo and placing a generous amount in my hand. I lathered it in his thick wavy hair and massaged it sensually as I just stared at his eyes getting lost in them.
"I love you so much." Josh professed as he stared at me. "I don't know what I'll do if we ever part again." Josh placed his head on my shoulder embracing me. I returned his embrace and felt him tremble. Josh was crying.
"Josh, please don't cry." I told him. "We won't be separated again." I tried to comfort him.
"We will be. I'm going away again in a few days." Josh said as he looked at me and even with the water on his face, I could still see the tears from his eyes.
"I guess this is a good time to tell you. I want it to be a surprise but I think you need it now." I started. "I already talked with Matt and if you want, I can come with you until the end of the tour." I informed him.
Josh's reaction was a magnificent sight. It was like giving a kid during Christmas the thing he wanted the most in the world. "Oh my God!" Josh exclaimed. "You're gonna be with me on the tour. We're gonna spend the whole time. I love you so much!" Josh again embraced me.
"Can we continue our shower now?" I asked him. He just smiled and nodded. I rinsed his hair thoroughly under the spray of the shower. Grabbing the soap and washcloth, I lathered it on his chest, massaging his chest. I cleaned him thoroughly like a mother would do to her infant.
Once I was done, Josh returned the favor. He was so gentle and I felt more loved than ever. He even sucked me even if I told him not to. He just told me that it was just right and he loved doing it. Once I came, we just basked under the spray of the water until we felt that the water was colder. We closed the shower and stepped out of the shower room. I handed him a towel and got another for myself to dry ourselves.
I was about to wrap myself with the towel when I felt Josh embrace me from behind covering me with the towel I gave him. He started to dry me until every part of me was absent of water. I just looked at him lovingly as he serviced me. Again, a surge of feeling loved passed through me. He stood up until we are face-to-face once he was done; I gave him a peck and pushed away the hair that covered his beautiful face. I returned the favor and cautiously dabbed the towel on his skin until it was dried. His skin was like precious porcelain that could be shattered so I was gentle and careful. I took my time drying him wanting every inch of his bare skin and hair was dry.
I took the towel from his hand and with the one I used, I dropped them to the hamper. We walked out of the bathroom to my room hand-in-hand. I walked to my closet to pick a comfortable set of clothes for myself. I just settled with a pair of sweats and a loose shirt. I spun around and Josh was just sitting on my bed. "You're not gonna get dressed?" I asked him.
"I'm just admiring the view here." Josh answered that made me blush. I was not really comfortable with my body. Only Ken -- and now Josh -- has seen me nude with the exception of my family of course. It made me a little insecure especially seeing the taut and amazing body that Josh possessed.
"Go dress now!" I said shaking my head. He stood up and walked out of my room. His bag was still downstairs so probably went down and picked it up. After a few seconds, Josh returned with his bag. He unpacked his bag placing his clothes -- which was neatly folded -- on the bed. "You can place your clothes here." I chimed in showing Josh the empty space I allotted for him.
"You don't have to do that Kyle. We'll be leaving on Sunday." Josh told me.
"I know but I want you to have your own space here. I want you to treat this house as ours. I want to share all that I have with you." I said to him. Josh just smiled. I walked to him and helped him putting his clothes in the closet.
"Thank you Kyle." Josh told me.
"No need to thank me." I smiled at him.
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Chapter 26 y'all! See, everything seems to be perfect in their lil world right now! I'm enjoying it myself. It's fun to see the two happy. :-D Anyway, the next chapter/s will prolly deal with the pending dinner with Kyle's family. I'm still thinking about that so suggestions are always welcome! :-D
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