What I See

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If you are under 18 or not of legal age in your country, please do not read on. If you couldn't accept themes of homosexuality and the like, please don't read on. This is a story concerning gay males having intimate relationships and is considered FOR ADULTS ONLY due to its sexual theme and contents. BUT if you really like this stuff, please don't tell others.

Everything in this story is purely FICTIONAL. Or in simpler terms, it's not true!!! Even if this story involves NSYNC, a real, successful American singing group, and a fictitious character, all that happens in here is fictional... again, it's not true. If there are instances that it is similar to what happened in the real world, it doesn't mean that it's really true. I don't know anything about their sexuality, as far as the I and the world know, they're straight as an arrow so I dunno if they're gay (but I do have my speculations) or not but I wrote this out of freedom of speech and my love for these guys and slash fiction. I don't own or know NSYNC personally. AGAIN, it's NOT TRUE!!! but don't we all hope that it's true... hehehehe...

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Hi guys. This is my 3rd work here in the boyband section of the Nifty Archives. I dunno why I called it "What I See" but I just ran out of ideas for a title and thought of something simple. So the title, What I See was born giggle. I dunno if I can manage my 3 stories at the same time but Crossed Paths is in its "season break" and Reformation is still there. But I'll really try my best to update all my stories. Remember, I love feedbacks.

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What I See Chapter 7

"That's a wrap! I'll meet y'all tomorrow." Wade said as he turned off the radio. The guys cheered coz it was the end of their little hell in the room and for me, I was cheering as well. My ordeal was over as well. Mental note, when you go here again, don't forget to bring something to do. Wade walked to me with a smile. "Hey, it's nice meeting you." Wade said.

"Nice meeting you too, Wade. You're a cool guy!" I told him. Well, Wade is in fact someone who I could see as a friend. He's a little strict with the guys and that's expected if they wanted to learn and perform at their best.

"You too. This is the first time I'm seeing JC this happy. Just keep it up." Wade said as he squeezed my shoulder.

"I'll try my best." I answered with a grin. He gathered his things and bid goodbye to the others. They also said their goodbye and Wade walked out of the room leaving me and the rest of NSYNC in the room. I thought that Wade was part of the guys, as what Justin placed it; he was NSYNC's honorary member. Anyway, I'll just deal with that another time, it's time for my Josh! With a bottle of water in my hand, I walked to Josh and handed it to him. "You danced so well." I told him.

JC smiled at me warmly and opened the bottle. "I've heard that so many times but when it comes from you, it's nice to hear." JC said to me that made me blush. Joey and Chris were making some gagging noise. "You're just envious coz I have this one hot guy and you don't!" JC told them childishly.

"Eeeeew!!! I am not! He's a boy!" Joey and Chris said simultaneously that made all of us laugh, even the two after hearing themselves. Ooops, my mistake, almost everyone laughed coz Justin just made a faint smile. I can see that he's still a little down and throughout the day, I could see him taking some subtle glances at me especially when Josh and I were talking. Justin turned his back away from us and walked to the exit.

"Is Justin still bothered with what happened? He looks down." I whispered to JC subtly not wanting the others to know that I've met Justin beforehand in a date. JC just shrugged. Now, should I talk to him or not? This will not settle my feelings so I guess, I should talk to him and finally get this over with. "Is it okay if I talk to Justin?" I asked JC who just nodded at me.

"I'll just follow." JC said and gave me a peck at the lips. Again, the two were making some noises and I could see Lance at the side shaking his head but smiling with the antics of the two. "You two are so...!" JC said and chased the two playfully just like a 5-year old would do when he's being picked on.

I walked out of the room and saw Justin getting out of the building already. He walks fast. I made a little jog to catch him. "Justin, wait!" I shouted when I was a few meters from him. He stopped at his tracks and spun around to look at me. What I saw really bothered me. I can see from his eyes that he was sad, very sad in fact but with that sadness was anger.

"What do you want?" Justin asked in a blank tone. You know the tone where there's no happiness, or sadness. Just apathy.

"I just wanna talk to you, about us." I answered him giving him a smile.

"There's nothing to talk about because there's no such thing as an 'us' as you bluntly made. Why don't you go back to your 'boyfriend' and just forget about me." Justin told me off and he walked again. I walked along side him trying to maintain a close distance. I never imagined that he was so affected with what happened.

"Just, I thought that we would be friends." I said to him. "I told you that I wanna be good friends with you coz you're such an amazing guy. I still want you to be my friend."

Justin spun around and I could see anger in his eyes. "I thought so too but that changed when after two days from our date, you end up being the boyfriend of my best friend." Justin spatted at me.

"JC and I have been friends for a long time already. You know that. And the two of us liked each other already before we even had our date." I explained to him. "I don't see anything bad with what Josh and I did."

"So it's Josh now." Justin snorted. "Look, if you want everything civil, just don't go near me and everything will turn out right. Just leave me the fuck alone, okay?" Justin placed his hand in front of me emphasizing his point and walked away leaving me standing shocked with the display of anger. I decided not to push further coz he was really getting aggravated already but I won't give up. The two of us are gonna settle this soon one way or another.

I just let my eyes follow him. He rode his stunning Benz and drove off speedily. Everything will be okay, soon. It will be okay. Someone touched my shoulder snapping me out of my daze. "Everything okay?" I looked back and it was JC giving me a smile of support.

"As good as it gets." I told him sadly. I took his hand and intertwined it with mine. "Come on, let's go home and we'll talk about it." I said to him.

"Yours or mine?" JC asked me as we walked towards my car. I haven't seen JC's house yet so I guess it's his place for the day.

"How about your place? I haven't seen it and I'm all giddy now but we have to go back to my house to get some clothes and Pookie." I said to him. I rode on the driver's seat and he entered the passenger's seat.

"Sure." JC said to me and we drove off. Josh was still hyper, very hyper in fact. He just kept on talking and talking and talking! Man, I've never seen a guy talk so much. If you think that he's the reserved and the quiet type, well you are right. He's kinda reserved and quiet but I guess he has this moments where he's just too hyper that he needs to vent all of that out. And in this case, talking, talking, and more talking.

We arrived in my house shortly and I picked up a change of clothes and Pookie as well. She's a little hyper too. I guess Pookie and JC really suit each other. When I returned to the car, Pookie jumped to JC and kept on licking Josh's face. Until now, I find it so amazing how Pookie immediately liked Josh. "Hey girl!" JC toyed with the dog.

With JC and Pookie playing with each other, it was a riot inside the car. What do you expect? Two overly charged creatures locked in a car. After a while, Josh toned down a little to help with the directions to his house. Actually, when he gave me his address, I knew exactly where I'm gonna go but if acting naive will keep Josh toned down, I'll do it. I dunno how long we traveled but we reached his house.

And we arrived there, I was totally blown away. It was titanic. "God! You have such a big house!" I exclaimed when the two of us stopped in front of his house. He took out something from his pocket. It was like a little remote control and when he pressed something on it, the gates opened. "Oh, high tech as well!" I added in astonishment. I drove passed the gates to Josh's house.

"It's actually the simplest among all of the guys' houses. I just want somewhere to go home when we are in down time." Josh told me. I was shocked when he said that it was the simplest. Come on, this isn't simple. It's extravagant. The two of us stepped of the car and Josh, with Pookie, headed the way to the front door. There's this numeric pad by the door. I think it's a sorta security code coz he pushed some buttons and entered the house. "Remind me to give you the security code of the house later." JC said to me.

I stopped on my tracks and stared at the back of JC. He's gonna give me his code in the house? "What?" I croaked. JC looked back and saw me standing by the front door.

"What do you mean 'what'?" JC asked moving to my direction.

"Security code?" I said hesitantly. JC took my free hand and pulled me in the house.

"Yeah. I want you to be welcome here anytime." JC said to me with a smile. I don't know what to say. I mean JC is trusting me with his house already. Is our relationship going to fast? Even if the two of us have known for each other for a long time already, we just started a relationship the other night. So it's still the 2nd day of our relationship. But I don't wanna sound ungrateful or something so I just nodded at him. "You hungry?" He asked me.

"Just a little." I smiled bashfully at him. Then, my stomach made this loud growling sound. "I guess I am." JC dragged me to the kitchen which looked so divine. It was like it wasn't used that much.

"This is the kitchen. It's seldom used coz only Lance and Joey are the cooks in the band so if they come here, it gets used. Or if my mom decides to drop by." JC explained. Well, if I'm gonna be here, I'll surely use the kitchen very often. "I think there's still some stuff that we can make for dinner in the fridge." JC walked to the ref and opened it looking for something to cook.

JC produced a small portion of beef. I think I can make some beef stew for this. "I'll cook." I said to him happily. I guess cooking is really one of my passions in life.

"I'll help." JC said to me. The two of us prepared and cooked everything. While cooking, JC again talked and talked. But a little toned down coz he has to watch his hands while he was using the knife. Actually, he has cut himself several times and it's taking forever for him to cut.

With a few cuts for him, we finally finished. I think JC was a little proud for helping out. I guess he's really not into kitchens and cooking so accomplishing something that tasted wonderful is really a big thing for him. Well, if I was in his place, I think I'll be happy as well. The two of us exchanged some more stories until the dreaded topic surfaced. "What happened with your talk with Justin?" JC asked me.

How do I answer this? "Um, we didn't talk much. He doesn't want to talk to me." I said weakly. "He's a little hurt that the two us got together and he's venting it with anger." I feel so sad with what happened with me and Justin. I really want Justin to be my friend coz he's really a cool guy even if he's sometimes a self-centered jerk, which I think is excusable in his case.

"So, you're not in good terms right now?" JC asked again. Isn't he full of questions this night!

"I really don't know. But I think, um, I know that he doesn't like me right now." I told me. Justin was really easy to read. You can sense what he's feeling with his little moves and his tone. I guess being the expressive kind of person brings that out. "I tried to sort everything with him but I think he's not ready especially that the two of us made it official."

"It will soon pass. Justin is just blowing some steam right now." JC tried to console me as he held my hand. I smiled at him and gave his hand a little squeeze. The two of us resumed eating until we were done.

After cleaning up everything, JC toured me around the house. Believe me, it's really big! And for a person who's living by himself, this is bound to be bigger for him... and lonelier. "Your house is really amazing." I complimented him, again. I think in every room that JC took me, I took note how spectacular his house was. And all JC did was smile at me.

"Lastly, here's the master's bedroom." JC opened the door and when I saw the inside of the room, it really awed me. I think it's the best room in the house. It's really spacious with its brownish walls that give it an earthly feel. There wasn't too much inside the room. Just the entertainment system, which was really impressive, the king-sized bed and a tabletop beside it.

"Wow." I said as I walked dumbly around the room examining the few paintings that was hung around the room. I actually don't know who made these paintings but they were beautiful. There are around 4 different pieces in the room, which are really well crafted. "These are beautiful."

"Thanks. I painted them." I raised an eyebrow with what he said coz I knew that art isn't really JC's strong points. True that he appreciate it but make it, well, I doubt. But that changed everything. "I know that I can't draw anything but when you just have this drive to do something creative and artistic, I can just make some of these. And they are abstract paintings!" JC smiled at me.

I examined the other paintings as well, and they are very different from each other. The colors are different and the strokes... well, I can't explain it into words because it's like seeing pure passion in them. I can see the intensity of the paintings even if there wasn't any exact figure drawn on it. The lines, strokes and colors tell the emotions like storytellers. I was too absorbed in the painting with the bright yellow and red that I didn't notice JC approach me. All I felt was his hands snaking around my waist and his head laying on my shoulder. "This is an amazing."

"This is my favorite as well. I made that after I came out to the guys." JC said to me. That's why it was like feeling a little free with the painting. Like I said, it's a little unexplainable. You've just got to see it. "What do you wanna do now?" JC asked me as he caressed my tummy. Good thing it's not my ticklish spot.

"What do you want?" I spun around to face him. The two of us smiled at each other like we are thinking in the same wavelength. Our faces approached each other until our lips meet. My hands snaked around his waist as I pulled him closer to me like what he was doing tome. It was like we were forcing ourselves to be one.

I could feel the tightening of my pants due to my aroused state and the bulge in JC's pants was pressing at mine. And believe me, it's big! JC walked backwards pulling me as well but our lips never parted. Our lips were still locked together and now with our tongues fighting for supremacy in each other's mouth. I was getting a little hot and my mind was getting a little clouded with lustful thoughts. You know, like JC naked on the bed... but that would eventually come later on.

JC laid down and I was on top of him. Our lip lock broke and we stared at each other. "I love you." I said it at last. It was the first time I vocally said the dreaded 3 words to anyone outside family and friends. I dunno why but this 3-word sentence is really something important to me that I don't hastily say it to anyone and when I say it, I really mean it.

I can't explain what I saw in JC's face but all I knew that it brightened up. "I've been waiting for those 3 words to be said to me and knowing that the person I love said it to makes it more special. I love you too." JC said to me as we started to kiss again with more vigor and passion than before. I know where this was going.

I could feel Josh's bare hand rubbing my skin. His hands were inside my shirt caressing my nipples that are really causing such strong stimuli. This shirt is a hindrance. I broke the kiss and discarded my shirt leaving my shirtless facing Josh. "I think we're a little too overdressed in this party." I said huskily. JC nodded and the next thing we knew, we were bare naked.

When I said that Josh was beautiful, well, think again! He is more gorgeous without the street clothes and the 'pop star' look. When it's just pure JC in the flesh without all the other stuff, he looked more divine. His skin was so smooth and his muscles were just right, not too skinny but not too beefy. And I think words are beyond when it comes to his beautiful penis. "You're gorgeous." JC told me as I was gonna tell him the same thing. But it's the first time someone complimented me. Well, I'm a little body insecure.

"Yours looks better." I said to him as I locked my lips with him to end it coz I know that he's gonna say something about what I said and that's the last thing we need, an argument. The feeling of when our skin touched was something that would be tattooed in my mind. I can still feel the softness of his muscles as he wrapped his arms around me. I can still feel the heat coming from his skin like he was burning in fire, not fire, but desire.

I set my attention to the other parts of his body, but not too hastily. I wanted this to last. I sucked his neck like I was a vampire drawing blood from my victim. As I pulled my head away, I saw a very red hickey started to form from where I sucked. I chuckled a little bit and then moved down to his right nipple. "Unngh..." JC moaned as I increased the suction that I was making with his nipple. I could feel his nipple standing erect, teasing me to bite... and so I did and it elicit another moan from JC. Josh was just running his fingers in my hair and it felt wonderful. I moved down, until my tongue reached his navel knowing that the prize I seek was a few inches away already.

I sat at his legs and stared at the entirety of Josh's beauty. His eyes were locked with mine I know what I wanted to do next. Without breaking our gaze, I placed his penis in my mouth letting my tongue do the work in teasing his cockhead. JC closed his eyes as a wave of pleasure passed through his system. I sucked his penis as I pushed down at the length of his penis. "Jesus, Kyle..." JC groaned.

I bobbed my head slowly and I was rewarded by his slick precum. I felt his hand adding pressure in his grip with my hair, a sign that he was getting close in his climax. I strengthened the suction that I was applying and sped up my bobbing. All I was thinking was to bring JC to a blissful climax. I wanted to please my lover, to give him the physical pleasure of an orgasm. "I'm cumming." JC groaned as his body stiffened and he gave a stifled scream. I could feel the thick semen coming out of his penis and I drank it greedily.

This is one of his most personal and intimate part product that only a few or none had received. It was something that others call as cum, or even a euphemism filled with cheesiness, love juice that I would like to think about. This is the product of passion and love. The pulsing of penis stopped. I could hear the deep breaths that JC was taking from the strenuous 'exercise' we did, well, I did but it surely would take a lot from him. "You okay?" I asked as I wiped away the cum that escaped my mouth.

"Fantastic." JC panted. "You're amazing!" JC pulled me to him and gave me a very deep kiss turning me over laying me at my back and he was on top of me. "I really love you." JC said as I could see the sparkle in his eyes.

"I love you too." I told him. "Come on, let's sleep. You have rehearsals tomorrow and I don't want you to be late tomorrow." I told JC. I could see the protest in his eyes.

"But you haven't cum yet." Josh told me.

"It's okay. Something to look forward tomorrow?" I grinned at him. JC laid his head on my chest and that's how we slept for that night. Our first night together in his house. Our first time together intimately... something that is locked in my memory that I would cherish forever.

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Well, that's chapter SEVEN. Officially, it's the first bed scene for my series and I'm sorry if it didn't meet your expectation but being unexperienced in that sort of thing just leaves me to my overly active imagination. I'm starting to build up the drama of the series so the utopian setting will slowly be cut and a little angst would be added.

Thanks to ALL of you who have taken the time and MAILED me! I truly appreciate it very much. A big, big shout to my Danish pals, Chris and Danny, I hope you always be in love forever coz you compliment each other. You two are made for each other! :-)

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A big 'HI' to the people in the Nifty Boyband Chatroom! They are so nice, especially Wes, Dru, CJ, Duckie, Strat, Clive, Jayson... and the list goes on. Wanna say hi to my friend Byron who have helped me with his support and his friendship! Stay strong in your relationship! Finally, a big big 'thank you' to David who maintains the Nifty archives, without him, we won't be reading any of the best slash fics in the world!

Also, here are my suggestions of other cool stories in the archive that influenced me in my craft.

• Brian and Justin (Brian/Justin)

• The One (Brian/Justin)

• Jamie's Romance (Justin)

• Love Thru Chat (JC/Justin, Lance)

• Josh and Just (JC/Justin)

• Lance in Shining Armour (Lance)

• My New Life (Lance)

• Because I Love You (Brian/Nick)

• Double Take (Brian/Nick)

• Bad Boy B-Rok (Brian)

• Justin's Dark Angel (Justin)

• My Surprise Romance (Lance)

• Heir to the Darkness (Brian/Nick)

• Life with Justin (Justin)

• Kevin and Dustin (Kevin)

• French Kiss Me (Brian)

• Millennium Love (Brian)

• Forever (Kevin)

• JC's Hitchhiker (JC)

• Get Another Boyfriend (Kevin)

• Jimmy Needs Assistance (Lance)

• Lance, JC and an Astral Fan (Lance/JC)

• Lance's Search (Lance/JC)

• Heir to the Darkness (Nick/Brian)

• JC Dreams (JC)

• On the Streets (Kevin)

• Sans Vous, Je Suis Rien (Justin)

• Insecurities (Nick)

• Chance Meeting (Justin)

• My Soulmate JC (JC)

• Brian and Tommy (Brian)