(c) 2013 Casey Simons
Finding a place on campus was going to be hard.
I needed to be absolutely sure my roommate wouldn't find out. Luke was from Nebraska, blond, muscular, recruiting-poster handsome, and a complete asshole. When we'd first met, he expressed relief that I wasn't some affirmative-action Hispanic or black guy (only he didn't say 'Hispanic' or 'black', if you get my drift). I quickly learned that he wasn't any more favourably disposed to gays, and barely tolerated women. Fortunately he was happy to talk about sports, about training and exercise (which he actually knew a lot about), and about the weather, so I could usually change the subject.
The first of our very few conversations about sex happened when he came back late at night, angry.
"The bitch wouldn't suck me. She wanted me to go down on her first. I hate that," he complained.
I muttered something noncommittal.
"Do you eat them out?" he asked
"Sometimes, but only for the right girl," I replied, which was technically accurate but dishonest. I had a flashback to my nights with Katie, exploring her folds with my tongue and making her cry out in pleasure, and I was a bit ashamed not to have argued. Still, I had to live with this jerk.
It took more than a month, but there was a long weekend when Jae's parents were out of town at a convention. Jae was going to pick them up at the airport on Saturday evening, and they were all spending the rest of the weekend in the city. I was supposed to visit my family for Saturday dinner and the rest of the weekend, so we had the start of the weekend to ourselves at Jae's home, which was a couple of hours away, and pretty much on my way home. He didn't have any Friday afternoon classes, and for this I was happy to skip a History tutorial.
When I got to Jae's home mid-afternoon on Friday, I parked in the lot by the strip mall rather than in his driveway, and walked over. My heart was racing as I walked up to the house. Did I have the right address? What if he'd changed his mind?
Jae must have been watching for me, since he opened the door almost as soon as the bell rang. He was barefoot, with his hair clearly damp and spiky from the shower, wearing jeans and an orange t-shirt that would have made me look dead three days but really flattered his skin colour.
"Steve! Come in. You made it! I know it's dumb, but I was worried all afternoon that you'd changed your mind. So you really want to do this?"
"I'm not missing the opportunity," I said. "But I should probably have a shower first."
Jae handed me a towel that was already sitting on the hall table, and led me past the living room to what he said was the guest room, with a big bed and an ensuite bathroom. I used the toilet and showered, paying special attention to my cock and ass.
Back in the bedroom, I noticed the stack of condoms on one pillow, with a bottle of pricy silicone lube -- he may not have been a Boy Scout, but Jae was obviously prepared. I wasn't sure how much to get dressed, so I compromised with underwear and jeans, but no shirt.
When I went back, Jae was sitting on the edge of the living room couch, pretending to watch CNN. He jumped up as soon as he heard me coming. I noticed Jae was trembling, and hugged him.
"Hey, relax" I said. "You don't have to do anything you don't want to."
"I do want to" he replied, "I'm just nervous." Jae's cock was pressed hard against my through our jeans, so I could be pretty sure he meant it.
"Come on," I said, and led him back to the bedroom.
We kissed, with closed lips at first, and then probing each others mouths. Jae's mouth tasted of the cinnamon toothpaste I'd sometimes seen him use at the gym. We clutched each other tightly, grinding our crotches together. Then Jae pulled back a bit and ran his hands up my torso to tweak my nipples. The sensation seemed to echo through my body down to my cock. I knew girls said they didn't get that much out of having their tits played with, but I hadn't realised how different it was for guys. Jae broke off our kiss and licked his way down my jaw and neck to one nipple, while circling the other with his finger. Then switched to the other side and I moaned and pressed my chest against his mouth.
When Jae's mouth finally came up to mine, I responded by reaching under his t-shirt and tweaking his nipples. "Oh yes", he whispered. I pulled the shirt off and bent down to tease one with my tongue, and he said "Harder. Use your teeth a little". When I squeezed the little nub gently in my teeth he responded "Oh, just like that, that's so nice." After a while I switched to the other nipple. Jae breathed out sharply and arched his back as I gently nibbled. I reached down and undid his jeans, which fell to the floor. I made his shorts quickly follow, and caressed his balls and long, hard cock. Jae moaned with pleasure, his hands clenched tightly and his breathing fast and shallow. Then he broke away and knelt down in front of me, undoing my jeans and reaching inside my briefs for my erection. He licked slowly up the underside from the base, and then circled the head with his tongue before sliding it into his mouth. The sensation was amazing. As he moved slowly up and down, I
knew I wasn't going to last long. When Jae paused to pull down my briefs I had just enough control to step back out of the tangle of clothes and pull him to his feet for another kiss. Jae's back was to the bed, and I walked him backwards and pushed him back on to it. We kissed again, wriggling around to lie completely on the bed, then I knelt over his body and eased his cock into my mouth.
As I bobbed up and down on Jae's cock, I kept my tongue moving on the underside. He moaned in time with my movement, making me even more excited and aroused, and then suddenly said "Oh fuck!", and thrust up into my mouth. I swallowed as Jae shot his load, and kept going until his body slumped back onto the bed.
"I'm sorry" he said.
"What about?" I replied, puzzled
"I came too soon"
"Isn't coming is kinda the point, though? You'll be ready again soon, and it will be slower next time. We both enjoyed it, that's what matters"
Stretching out on my side next to Jae, I stroked his chest as he lay there recovering his breath. I was still rock hard, and my cock was pressing insistently into his thigh, but I was happy to wait for him. After a minute or so, Jae pulled me over for a deep kiss, thrusting his tongue into my mouth. I rolled towards him, laying one leg over his, pressing my cock more firmly into his thigh. He could reach one of my nipples, and circled it with a finger. I thrust in rhythm with his teasing, feeling his smooth skin hot on my erection. Jae's finger moved faster, and I thrust faster, until he stopped and rolled the nub between finger and thumb. Sensation shot through me and with a final thrust and a loud groan I sprayed his groin with my seed and collapsed on top of him.
Jae kept kissing me and stroked my back as I lay there in the afterglow. Lifting my head to look into his eyes, I said "That was fucking awesome". "Shower?" he asked.
We showered together, and washing each other's body turned into caresses. I saw that Jae was starting to get hard again, so I used soapy fingers to fondle his cock and balls and to gently rub his asscrack. Soon he was fully hard and moving against my hands. "We need the bed for this," he said. I nodded, and quickly rinsed my hands and shut off the shower. We quickly dried each other, then I picked him up and carried him to the bed.
"Get on your hands and knees," I said, and knelt behind him. I ran my hands over his ass, then bent and licked from his balls up and over his crack, then back again. Jae's muscles stiffened, and after a few more passes he started to moan each time my tongue passed over his hole.
"That's so good," he said.
I kept licking him and jacked his cock a few times, until he said
"Wait. I don't want to come before you fuck me."
I concentrated on his hole, circling it with my tongue as Jae's breath got shallower. Finally, I backed off and reached for the lube. Dripping a little on his hole, I rubbed my finger in circles around and around the entry. "More," Jae pleaded. I lubed up my fingers and dripped more on his hole, and then pressed one finger a little way into the pucker. Jae's ass clenched around my fingertip, but then relaxed, and I slid it rapidly in and out, then slowly pushed much further in. Remembering some of the porn I'd read, I curled my finger down, searching for a lump. Although I didn't really know what it would feel like, it was obvious when I found the right place, because Jae's head came back and he almost wailed "Fuck, yeah". I could seen his face reflected in the glass of a picture frame, and Jae's expression reminded me of the red-headed bottom back in that first gay video I'd seen. I was quickly rock-hard myself.
I replaced the single finger with two, and scissored them to stretch Jae's ring. He was panting now, and sounded nearly ready to come.
"You want more?" I asked.
"Just fuck me," he replied.
I had a bit of trouble with the condom and my slippery hands -- next time I'd remember to open one first -- but I managed to get it out and onto my cock. I slathered lube onto it and dripped more into Jae's hole, then manoeuvred his ass to the right height. My cock was a lot bigger than just two fingers, so it took some pressure to get it in, and Jae cried out as I slid past his ring into the cavity beyond.
"You want me to stop?" I asked
"No, stay there, just wait a minute"
The heat and pressure along my whole cock was incredible, and if I hadn't just come I couldn't have stood it. I stroked Jae's back as he knelt there panting with the combined pleasure and pain, until he said "Ok, now fuck me."
I grabbed Jae's hips and first slowly, then faster, I slid in and out, feeling the slippery friction and the changes in pressure. I felt the pressure building in my balls and the base of my spine. I wanted to see Jae's face as I fucked him.
"Turn over", I said, pulling out of him.
Jae lay on his back with his legs up, and I drove into him again and again. As I got close, I moved his right hand from his leg to his cock, and told him "I want to watch you come".
Jae grabbed his cock and jacked it faster and faster. In no time at all he came, arching his back and tossing his head from side to side, spurting come across his abs. I kept fucking him, and his orgasm went on and on. His ass clenched around my cock, pushing me over the edge as well. Finally Jae slumped back on the bed, spe. I pulled out of him and lay down, stroking his face as he relaxed from the peak.
"You ok?" I asked.
"Better than ok. I could stay like this for ever," he replied.
I kissed him, then went into the bathroom and returned with a damp towel to clean him off. Jae was lying there with a goofy smile on his face. As I cleaned him, he said
"Thanks. That was better than I could imagine."
We lay there for a long time, but eventually got up and got dressed. Jae microwaved some chicken curry from the freezer.
"It's my grandmother's recipe", he said. The sauce was spicy, but moderated by coconut.
"This is great, I've never had anything like it," I said.
"It almost makes her politics tolerable," replied Jae. I wasn't touching that one, so I tidied away the plates and suggested TV.
Sitting together on the couch, we watched the end of the basketball, and a superhero movie. When it was over, Jae switched over to one of the ESPN channels where there was a diving competition. The divers were the perfect compromise for us: smaller guys than I would usually have gone for, but incredibly fit, with perfectly detailed muscles. Jae and I agreed that the top Chinese diver was the hottest, but that the Australians were not far behind. The Russians ended up in first place, but we wouldn't have kicked them out of bed either.
After the medal ceremony, I looked down at Jae's crotch, and saw he was hard again. "Do you want to try another session?", I asked. In reply, Jae grabbed my head and turned me to face him, giving me a deep kiss. "Does that answer your question?" he asked.
We stumbled back to the bedroom, touching each other wherever we could. As soon as we got to the bed, Jae started sucking me. I wriggled around until I could reach his cock, and we moved into a slow 69. Unlike the first time, there wasn't any real urgency, just the growing warmth and pleasure as we licked and sucked each other's cocks. This was the opposite of the bright, fiery ecstasy when Jae had first sucked me. This was a slow, comfortable pleasuring that I wanted to go on for hours. Eventually I got so aroused that I couldn't concentrate on Jae's cock, and he seemed to be having the same problem, so I twisted around to face him. I kissed and teased Jae's nipples until he was groaning and pressing his chest up to my mouth, then rolled over and let him take charge. He licked slowly down my body, then spat on his fingers and rubbed one of them over my hole. When I gasped in pleasure, he grinned, and then pushed just a fingertip inside. Sliding his mouth down over my coc
k, he slowly sucked me and teased my hole with his fingertip.
"I'm going to come," I warned him.
"You sure are," he replied.
As I convulsed under him, Jae pushed his finger further in, and I felt an aftershock that was almost as strong as the initial orgasm. I slumped back against the bed, and he lay on top of me, rubbing our cocks in the puddle on my abs. I was still very sensitive and the friction was almost too much for me, but soon he cried out and collapsed on top of me.
We were both utterly spent, and dozed off for a while. I woke up when Jae rolled off me, and said he was going to bed.
"We could just stay here all night, but I thought it might be a bit weird actually sleeping together. My bedroom's down in the basement, if you wake up in the middle of the night and feel horny."
I went to the bathroom to wipe myself off, then back to bed and into a deep sleep.
In the morning, the smell of coffee woke me up. I washed up and went out to the kitchen wearing a towel and t-shirt. Jae in boxers and an oversized Nets t-shirt, was pouring from one of those hourglass-shaped Italian stovetop coffee things.
"Sleep well?" he asked, offering me a cup.
"Mmm. This is great coffee"
"Yeah. My dad is Jersey Italian, so he takes it seriously"
"Maybe I can get your family to adopt me."
"Mom says two kids is more than enough. And what we did last night would be incest," he joked.
"Point. If the choice is good coffee or hot sex, I can survive on the dining-hall swill."
By now the bulge in my towel was pretty obvious, and as Jae reached up to put the coffee beans away I saw his boxers were in the same state. He asked "You want breakfast now, or later"
I swallowed the last of my coffee.
"I can wait for breakfast."
Back in the bedroom, Jae said
"I want to fuck you."
He started by bending me over the bed and licking my ass. The feeling was electric, and it's good that we were somewhere private, since I responded pretty loudly. Even though I didn't want it to stop, as he worked more on getting his tongue inside I wanted more in there and deeper. Then Jae reached for the lube, and started rubbing it into and around my hole. He slid a finger in, and probed around inside. When he found the right place I gasped.
"There, right there" I moaned.
Jae chuckled and started moving his finger, each tap sending a bolt of sensation and need through me. I grabbed a pillow and bit hard on it to get some control. Jae ran the fingernails of his other hand slowly down my spine, making me shiver, and asked
"Are you ready for more?"
I lifted my head and said "Please! Just fuck me!"
Jae grabbed a condom and passed it to me to open. I felt his cock pushing at me, and reached back to aim it better. He drove slowly in, and I felt a flash of pain at the stretching, quickly overwhelmed with pleasure.
"It's so tight," said Jae, hoarsely. "God, that's good."
He started to thrust, and each time brought another pulse of pleasure. It felt so good, but I needed to come. Jae pulled out and said "Ride me"
He lay on the bed, and I knelt above him and lowered myself on to his cock. In this position I could control the angle. I leant back so his cock rested against that spot inside me, and started to move up and down. Jae grabbed my cock and pumped it enthusiastically as I rode him. It didn't take long before I cried out and spurted over him. I kept riding him, and the aftershocks kept coming. When they finally stopped, and I rolled off Jae, it only took him a few seconds to finish and we lay there panting and sweaty.
In the shower, we compared notes and agreed that it had all been good but that we both preferred getting fucked. And that we needed to do it again sometime. After breakfast I helped Jae tidy up and run the laundry, and then started off for another few hours drive to visit my family.
I had to admit that sex with Jae had been more exciting and intense than with Katie. I really must be gay, at least mostly.