Disclaimer:
This story is partially true and is loosely based on my life. Names have been changed to protect the innocent. If you are interested in reading a real love story and not just a graphic sex story, then this is the story for you. This is my first attempt at writing, so suggestions will be greatly appreciated. I will enjoy hearing from each of you and and will answer all emails. Please let me know what you think of if you feel that I should continue.
Email me at Biracialkman@aol.com
Chapter 4
Nick slowly pulled away and looked me in the eyes. I stared at him, still swooning over what just happened.
"I wanted to do that since I first laid eyes on you." He said, as he placed both his hands on my shoulders.
"You have?" I answered, thinking to myself that this sounded so cliche.
"Is that ok with you?"
"Yeah!" I whispered barely audible.
This time I leaned in and kissed him, slipping my tongue into his mouth, as I grabbed him by the head with both hands. We stayed locked in a passionate kiss for what seemed like an eternity. He gently pushed me back on the bed and positioned his body so that he laid next to me. For a long moment, he stared into my eyes and traced his fingers over my lips. Neither of us said anything. I was scared as hell. I couldn't have said anything even if I wanted to. He leaned in close and kissed me again. I wanted him so badly. My dick was rock hard, straining to get out. He licked my neck, as his hand roamed over my chest, stomach and stopping at my hardened dick. He must have noticed the swell because he began to squeeze it. I gasped. I'd never felt anything so electric in my life.
"Are you ok, Zuri?" He asked in the most caring way.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I whispered.
"I can stop if you want me to." He said, as he gradually leaned up and looked at me. This dude had the most captivating smile that I'd ever seen.
"No, I'm ok." I was experiencing the most indescribable feeling that I'd ever felt in my life. It was a mixture of excitement, horniness and fear of what was to come if we continued. Horniness won out, as I placed my hand over his hand, forcing him to squeeze my dick. He began to undo my belt and unbutton my jeans. I inhaled, holding my breath as he reached inside my boxers and grabbed my throbbing hard on. I think I saw stars. No one that I'd ever had sex with made me feel what I was feeling right now.
"Man, you have no idea, dude. You're so hot." He said to me. He pulled my jeans and boxers down some more and gently rubbed my nuts with his fingertips. My dick was leaking like a faucet. His eyes moved from my dick to my eyes. I held his gaze a moment, then he lowered his head.
Before I had a moment to realize what he was about to do, he wrapped his lips around my dickhead, licking at my precum. Then, he began to take more of it in his mouth. Using his tongue, he licked my dick while slowly sucking it. I laid back on the bed while he sucked me. He slowly took my pants and boxers off, leaving me with only a shirt and a pair of socks on. The more he sucked, the more I moaned.
"Oh, Nick! Fuck, man!" I moaned. My breathing became shorter and shorter, as he spread my legs apart. He was sucking me, using one hand to jack my dick and the other hand to gently play with my nuts. No girl had ever made me feel this way before. Normally, it took me a while to get off when I got a blowjob, but I felt it almost immediately when he did it.
"Nick, slow down, man." I managed to get out. "I'm gonna blow, if you don't."
He slowed down a little then took his mouth off my dick.
"How was it?" He asked, looking at me with wet lips. I wanted to kiss him so badly, but I couldn't move from the position I was in.
"I ain't ever felt anything like this in my life. You've sucked a dick before?" I asked.
"Nah." He answered. "I mean I thought about it, but never acted on it. I just did what the girls who sucked me usually did."
"They must have been damn good, man, because you sure fucking are." I said, smiling at him.
"Oh yeah! I've had some girls do some freaky shit to me. I might try them out on you, if you return the favor." He had a devilish smile on his face, as he told me this.
"Like What?" I asked, becoming a little scared, but smiling.
"Well," he said as he jack my dick and rub my nuts. "I had a girl blow me from behind, while I was in the doggy-style position. Then she started licking my butthole. I almost lost my mind when I felt her tongue in my ass. I never felt anything like that in my life. That girl could fuckin' toss a salad, man." He said laughing.
My dick seemed to leak more and got harder at hearing him talk about that.
"Do you wanna try it with me?" I asked
He smiled and asked if I was serious. I told him that I was.
"Sure, if you want to, Z. I'm game." He said.
I thought about this for a moment. I couldn't exactly imagine putting my tongue in anyone's ass, but since he was willing to do it, `what the hell?'
He got up and told me to hop up on the bed. I couldn't believe that this was happening.
"Wait!" I said. "Let me suck you some before we do that."
He was more than happy to do this because before I knew it, he had his pants off and was standing in front of me with his dick at full attention. I looked up at him, then I looked back at his dick. I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and closed my mouth around his dickhead.
He gasped. "Oh yeah, Zuri. That's it, man. Oh baby, yeah." He muttered. I went down deeper on it, trying to fight my gag reflex. When I went as far as I could, I began sucking him. He kept moaning and was gently playing with my braids.
"Play with my nuts, please?" He asked, breathing hard. "Oh yeah! That feels so fucking good."
I got down off of the bed and got on my knees in front of him. I never thought in a million years that I would be doing this. I looked up at him while sucking his dick. His eyes were closed and his head was thrown back. This was really getting me so hot. My dick throbbed as I sucked him.
"Ok, ok. Stop, Z. I'm about to cum." He whispered.
I pulled off his dick and looked up at him again. He looked down at me, then bent down and stuck his tongue in my mouth. We kissed as he kneeled down on the floor, putting his arms around me, sucking my tongue without mercy.
"This is so fucking hot." He said, pulling away from our kiss. "I've never felt anything like this in my life."
"Me either!" I said, trying to catch my breath.
We stared at each other for a few minutes, then he told me to get up on the bed in the doggy-style position. I couldn't believe how I felt and how normal this all seemed to me. Maybe I was just caught up in the moment. Who knows? Anyway, I did as he asked. Before I knew exactly what was gonna happen, I felt his strong, big hands on my ass. I loved the way he massaged it. I felt as he spread my ass cheeks apart and as his tongue touched my nut sack from behind. I got lightheaded. He licked and sucked on me from behind for a while. Then, his tongue began to explore some more. He used one hand to stroke my dick as his tongue moved farther up until I felt it graze my asshole. My body began to shake. Goosebumps crawled over my entire body. He flicked his tongue a few more times across my hole, then he zeroed in on it. He sucked at my ass unmercifully as he jacked my dick. I didn't know that ecstasy like the one I was experiencing even existed. I lost all reasonable thought by this time and was muttering gibberish. He moaned as he sucked my ass. He continued for about 10-15 minutes before I knew I was about to blow my load.
"Nick, I'm gonna cum, man. Oh shit! I'm gonna come, man." I yelled.
"Turn over, Zuri." He said, as he pushed me over on my back and engulfed my dick.
"Oh, Nick. Don't stop. Keep doing it. I'm about to cum. AAWWWWWW, yeah. Take it, man. Eat my fucking cum!" And with that, I blew my load deep into his mouth. Squirt after squirt of cum erupted from my dick and he tried to swallow it all. He sucked as hard as I came. He did manage to get most of it down, but some of it escaped and was running down his chin. He kept sucking until the flow subsided to a dribble. I laid there, trying to catch my breath. We were both panting.
Finally, when I was able to rationally talk again, all I could get out at first was, "Wow!" He chuckled, then I chuckled.
"No one has ever made me feel like that." I said. He got up off the bed and looked at me. He looked so hot!
"Come here!" I said, as I pulled him to me. I kissed him hard, driving my tongue into his mouth. I tasted my own cum it.
"I wanna do you now." I said to him, after pushing him away and looking into his eyes. I could see the lust in them.
"I wanna lay on my back while you do me." He said. He moved and laid on his back with his hairy legs already spread apart. I wanted so much to please him. I lowered myself on the bed between his legs and sucked his hard dick. It had to be every bit of 8.5 inches and thick as fuck. I sucked him some more then lowered my head to his nuts. Sucking them must have really pleased him because his moans got louder and louder.
"Yeah, suck those fat nuts." He ordered, as he placed his hands on my head and massaged it. He must have really wanted his salad tossed because as I sucked his nuts, he began to raise his legs. This was my cue. I sucked on his nuts, trying to get up the nerve to lick his ass.
"Fuck it!" I whispered to myself. I took a deep breath, pushed his legs up higher and stuck my tongue on his hole and licked. To my surprise it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. In fact, it wasn't bad at all. I smelled a fresh, soapy fragrance down there, much like the one I smelled in his pubic hairs. I relaxed and began tonguing his ass. He loved it! He was whimpering like a little girl. I laughed, as I dove deeper in his butt.
"Oh, Zuri! That's it, man. Suck my ass, dude. Oh yeah, suck it!" He whispered, breathing hard. He was jacking his dick a mile a minute. I knew it wouldn't take him long to blow his load. Just as I was getting into eating his ass, he told me that he was gonna cum. I was about to tell him to cum while I ate his ass, but he'd just swallowed my load and I had to return the favor. I got up and took his dick and put it in my mouth. I jacked him and sucked on his dickhead.
"I'm cumming, Zuri. Take it!" He yelled.
I closed my eyes tight and held my breath while I jacked. I heard him breathing hard. He blew ropes of cum in my mouth and immediately, without any thought, I began swallowing his cum. I was thinking that it was gonna be awful, but to my surprise, again, it wasn't bad at all. I liked it. Actually, I wasn't quite sure if I liked the taste of it or the fact that I was sucking him, but all I knew was that I was enjoying my time with Nick.
After he finished, I let his dick go and fell back on the bed between his legs.
"That was fucking awesome!" He said. (He liked using the word 'fucking'. What can I say?)
"Yeah, it was." I added.
We laid there for a few more minutes in silence, trying to gather our thoughts when he said, "Zuri, I like you a lot, man. I like you a helluva lot." I could hear the sincerity in his voice. I don't know why, but I stiffened.
"I feel that same, Nick. I think you're a cool, guy."
"Hold up a moment. I gotta take a leak." He said.
I moved so he could get off the bed. He looked back at me, bent down, stuck his tongue in my mouth and kissed me. I sucked his tongue into my mouth and savored the moment, all the while feeling that I'd just done something wrong. 'What's wrong with me?' I thought to myself.
"Be back in minute." He said, as he headed to the bathroom.
Guilt had immediately taken me over. "What have I done?" I whispered. I got up off the bed and walked over to the window and peered out into the darkness.
When Nick walked back into the bedroom, I was looking out of the window, lost in thought over what just happened between us.
"You ok, Zuri?" He asked, looking at me with a worried look on his face.
"I don't know. I mean, this is new to me, man, and I'm not sure how to deal with it." I said, continuing to look out of the window.
"Oh, man. I'm sorry." He said apologetically. "I thought you enjoyed what we did? I know I did."
"I did, too, dude. That's the problem. I honestly did and I know this is something I wanted to do with you, but I'm just not sure how I am feeling about it right now."
"Is it me? Did I do something wrong?" He asked.
"No, Nick. It has nothing to do with you. You were awesome and I don't regret what we did at all, but I'm just not sure what it says about me. I mean it's not everyday that a guy has to face the fact that he's gay, all in a matter of days, you know?"
"Zuri, what we just did does not necessarily mean that you're gay. Let's just chalk it up to experimenting. All dudes go through this, man or at least they think about it." He said, trying to make me feel better about the entire situation.
I turned and looked at him. He had an agonizing look on his face, like he'd done something that he's sorry about. "Nick, sucking another guy's dick, licking his butthole and swallowing his cum does make me gay, especially if I enjoyed doing it. How could I deny it, man?"
He stood there for a moment in thought. "Yeah, I know how you're feeling. What can I say?"
"Listen, I'll be ok." I smiled at him. "Just something else to get used to, I suppose. I'll be fine."
He walked closer to me but suddenly stopped. "So, where do we go from here?" I could tell by the look on his face that he wanted to say something more, but didn't.
His actions and facial expression made me smile and sorta giggle. This guy must really care about me, I thought to myself. "Nick, I'm ok, man. I just have to sort things out but we're cool.
We were both quiet for a few moments. "Nick, I think I need to get on home."
"You sure?" He asked. We could go and hang out in the village with your friend or something. I just really wish you would stay around a little while. Will you do that for me, please?"
"Why is it so important to you for me to stay around?" I asked, knowing all along I was dying to stay.
"You are important, man. You're my friend and considering what just happened between us, I just wanna spend more time with you."
I could see the sincerity in his eyes. My heart was thumping a mile a minute. I couldn't believe this was happening to me and most of all with this dude that I'd only recently met. `Do things happen like this?' I thought to myself. "Ok, we can hang for a while, but let me call my parents first." I said, reaching for my cell.
{{{Ring, Ring.}}} "Dad! Hey, this is Zuri. Would it be ok if I hang out with Nick for while? Mouse is staying at his dad's this weekend in the village and we might go scoop him up and hang. I'll be home later, ok? If we are out too late, I may spend the night over here. I'll call either way." Nick was looking at me as pure delight spread across his face. This caused me to smile at him. `This was gonna be a night to remember.' I thought. "Ok, Dad. I love you. Tell Mom I love her, too, and I'll speak with you later. Bye!"
I hung up the phone. "Dad said that it's ok. So, what do you wanna do?"
"Let's shower and head on out." He said. "You can use my bathroom; I'll use dad's." He offered.
"Why can't we shower together?" I asked, moving closer to him. "I mean, I guess there's no use in us being shy now." I stood in front of him, and he bent down, planting a wet one on my lips. `Damn, this dude could kiss!' I thought.
"Z, I like you a lot, man. Everything will be ok, I swear it will. I'll never do anything to hurt you and I'll always be here for you, if you let me."
This meant more to me than he could ever know. I always needed this type of friendship in my life and now here it is. I guess it really doesn't matter much from where it's coming along as I accept it, I thought. "I'm sorry for freaking earlier, man. I was just overwhelmed after what happened. You mean a lot to me, too, dude, but let's just keep this on the down low, if you get my meaning."
"Oh, you know it. My business is nobody's business and I'll treat your business like mine. It's all good."
"Thanks!" We smiled at each other.
"Zuri, I'm going through the same thing, dude. We'll go through it together, ok?"
"Yeah, ok."
We stood there hugging each other for a long moment. I could imagine how funny we would've look if someone would've seen us.
"Let's shower." He said, as he took my hand and led me into his bathroom. We both stepped out of our boxers. Nick turned the shower on, checking that the water was a nice temperature.
"He motioned me in first and then he followed, pulling the curtain behind him. The water felt good as it sprayed all over my body. Nick grabbed the soap and standing directly behind me, began soaping my body. I felt his massive body pressing again me as my dick rose again to attention. He must have been feeling the moment too because the next thing I knew his dick was pressing into my back. He turned me around to face him. The water sprayed over us as he leaned down to kiss me. I was lost in his warmth and his embrace. I took the soap from him and lathered my hands. I reached out for his dick and stroked it. I got into a rhythm and he was lost in ecstasy. He threw his head back and his breath shortened.
"Yeah, Zuri. Oh, man. Don't stop. Please don't stop." He kept muttering as he held onto my shoulders with both hands. "Oh yeah, Oh yeah awwwww. I'm cumming." This must have been an intense orgasm because he shot four powerful burst of cum all over me. I couldn't believe it. He had just cum a few minutes ago in the room.
He regained his composure and looked at me. "That shit was good!"
I smiled. "I guess so." I said, looking at the thick cum running off of my leg and down the drain. I looked back up at him and stared directly at him. He reached for my dick and began to play with it. It was already at attention. I couldn't get enough of this guy.
"Nicki! Where are you?" Someone shouted from out in the living room.
We froze. "Shit!" He whipered loudly. "It's my dad." He jumped out of the shower and ran to his bedroom, grabbing a towel on his way out.
I was paralyzed with fear. I couldn't move. This couldn't be happening to me. I listened hard to hear their conversation. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, Nick came back into the bathroom. He was smiling.
"What the fuck?" I asked.
"It's ok. He didn't come in my room. He just needed to pick something up before heading out with his girl." Nick said calmly. "He didn't even ask about you, so no worries, ok?"
I let out a deep breath. "Yeah, Ok." I answered.
We stared a moment at each other and then burst out laughing. He howled. "Man, let's finish showering and head on out." He said.
"Cool!" He got back into the shower and we washed each other off. When we were finished, we headed back to his room. He dried me off and I dried him. He got a serious look on his face.
"I waited all my life for something like this." He said. "I just never quite pictured it with a dude, but seeing that it is, I'm happy as fuck that it's with you."
"I know what you mean." I answered, putting on my shoes.
We were both dressed and after leaving his dad a note, we left. We spent the night hanging out in the village with Mouse. Nick and Mouse really bonded. We were like the Three Musketeers.
"Mouse, you're a really cool guy." Nick said. "Most of Zuri's friends, for some reason, don't like me. Especially that girl named Stace."
"Aw, don't worry about them. Of all of Z's friends, I'm the only that you have to worry about." He said smiling and winking at me. Mouse was the biggest jokester. That made all three of us laugh.
"Well, I'm glad I meet your approval." Nick said.
"Not a problem!"
"Ok, now that we have that understood, what do you two wanna do now?" I asked.
"Who knows." Mouse answered. "It's about 1:30. You guys can crash at my place. My dad and his girl are in the Pocono's this weekend. We'll have the place to ourselves."
"Cool," I said "let me call my parents."
"Yeah, me too." Nick added.
After we both got okays from our parents, we headed over to Mouse's place. We stopped off at the pizzeria and picked up a large pizza. When we got there, Mouse got some drinks for us and we sat around and talked. It was nice seeing my best friend and new friend being really cool with each other. We talked for a little while about different things. Mouse and Nick had a lot in common. I mentioned that we'd gone to see X2 and that sparked another in-depth conversation.
"Man, I hear that movie was off the hook." Mouse stated.
"Oh yeah. It was good." Nick and I replied.
"Why didn't you call and invite me to go?"
"The thought didn't cross my mind, Mouse. Sorry, man." I said.
"Aw, not a problem. Next time make sure that you invite the kid, ok?" He said.
"You got it." I said.
I think we all yawned and stretched in unison after eating the pizza. It had been a long day, despite the nap Nick and I took.
"You two can crash on the living room floor if you like. I'll get some blankets for you."
"Cool!" I said.
Mouse came back in the living room with some blankets and Nick and I made a padding on the floor.
"If you guys need anything, help yourself. I'll be in my room." Mouse said.
"Night, man."
"Night." Mouse went into his room and closed the door.
Nick and I stripped down to our boxers and laid on the padding on the floor. We knew Mouse was still up so we just talked. I was hot for him and he was for me, too. I noticed the bulge in his boxers and I know he noticed mine. He reached over and tried to grab me, but I stopped him.
"Mouse is still up. We need to chill. I don't want him walking in and catching us." I said.
"Yeah, that wouldn't be cool." He said.
After talking for a few more minutes, we must have drifted off to sleep because the next thing I know, Nick was lying close to me and squeezing my dick. It immediately rose to attention. I looked at the clock and it read 5:40 am. We'd been asleep over two hours.
"Don't you ever get enough?" I said to him still sleepy.
"Not enough of you."
"Come on, man. Mouse is in the next room. He might come out." I said smiling somewhat. "We don't need to do this."
He sighed. "Ok." He said. He kissed me, forcing his tongue into my mouth. I gladly opened and accepted it. Man, I loved kissing him. He pulled away temporarily. "I'm glad that we met, Zuri. I'm really enjoying my time with you. More than I thought I would."
"I feel the same way." I said to him.
We kissed a while longer then I told him that we'd better stop before we got caught. He kissed me once more and then he pulled back. We laid there, facing each other. We both stared at each without saying a word. Eventually, we both dozed off.
I woke up to the sound off someone walking around. The noise was coming from the direction of the kitchen.
"Hey Mouse!" I called out.
"Yeah!" He answered. "I'm in the kitchen. You hungry?"
"Yeah, I'm starving." I said.
"What about Nick? I'm fixing some breakfast now."
I looked over at Nick and he shook his head yes. "Yeah, he's hungry, too." I shouted.
"Cool, I'll bring you two something to eat in a few."
Nick and I got up and went to the bathroom to wash up. We had no toothbrush, so we used our fingers and toothpaste to clean our teeth as best we could. We also shared a washcloth to wash our faces. The whole scene was funny to me. We laughed and played around a little bit before returning to the living room. When we got back, Mouse had prepared us a nice breakfast. I thought this was really cool of him. This was a side of Mouse that I'd never seen before. I mean he is cool and all, but I just never imagined him serving breakfast.
"Wow! This is cool." I said, walking into his living room. "You didn't have to do all this."
"Man, this is nice." Nick added.
Mouse looked a little out of it but nonetheless he was cordial. He wasn't as talkative as he was last night. I just figured he was tired or something. We all sat there and ate. Nick and I monopolized most of the conversation.
Noticing how quiet Mouse was, I turned my attention to him. "Mouse, you ok? You look like you don't feel well."
" I'm ok." He seemed to be in deep thought about something.
"You sure?"
"Yeah man, I'm fine."
We finished breakfast and cleared the table, thanking Mouse for his hospitality. He told us that we were welcome, but was acting so strangely. Immediately my mind began to wonder, but I quickly squashed that thought.
"Mouse, can I use your bathroom again?" Nick asked.
"Yeah, help yourself, man," Mouse said.
Nick left me and Mouse alone. We both sat back down at the table.
"Mouse, what's wrong, man? I know you. Something's up."
He looked at me for a moment. "Let me ask you a question. What was all that about last night with you and Nick?" Mouse said, looking nervous.
"What are you talking about?" I answered, hoping that he was not referring to what I think he was referring.
"Come on, man. You know what I'm talking about. What's going on between you and your boy?"
"Nothing! What are you talking about??" I had the nervous laugh thing going on.
We looked at each other for a moment. "Listen, I'm your friend and I don't appreciate being lied to, especially from my best friend. Now, you can tell me it's none of my business and I'll accept that, but don't tell me that there is nothing when I know that there is."
Just then Nick walked back in the room and noticed immediately that something wasn't right. "What's wrong?" He asked, looking from me to Mouse and back to me.
Mouse sat back in his chair, folded his arms across his chest and looked up at him. "Yeah, suppose you tell me wassup? My best friend here seems to take me for an idiot. I know something is up with you and Z, but he won't tell me." Mouse stared at Nick intently. Nick looked at me with a somewhat embarrassing look on his face. "Suppose you enlighten me?" Mouse said.
"Mouse, I think you're jumping to conclusions, dude." I said, trying to assure him that nothing was up. I hated lying to him but I wasn't quite ready to risk anyone finding out about me and Nick.
"Bullshit!" He yelled at me. "You're such a liar, Z. I saw you two last night. I got up to go the bathroom and saw dude here laying over you and you under him. He kissed you and you kissed him back. You know, the type of kiss that guys give girls. Then, he said something about how lucky he was to have met you. How can you deny that shit?" I could tell he was pissed.
I was stunned. I didn't know that he was anywhere around. My heart was racing and my eyes began to tear up. I didn't know what to say. I looked at Nick and he looked equally stunned. I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.
"Listen!" He said, "I have no hang ups about gay people or what they do. Shit, I lived half my life in the Village and have known lots of gay people. It's no big deal. I don't have a problem with it. I just wanna know wassup with you two? You two like a couple? Are you two gay? And if you are, why haven't you ever told me?" He was shooting off questions a mile a minute.
"Mouse, it's complicated." I answered.
"It's not complicated. You either smoke meat pole or you don't." He said, as a wide grin began to spread across his face.
I didn't find that analogy quite as humorous as he did. He must have noticed this by the look on my face.
"Yo, man. Chill! I was only joking. I ain't got a problem with you doing your thing. It's your life."
"So, you don't hate me or are disgusted with me?" I asked him pitifully.
"Hell no, man. You're my dude. You know I love you, but I do have a question. If you two just met a few days ago, how did all of this happen so quickly?"
"Your guess is as good as mine." Nick said. This was the first time he'd said anything since returning from the bathroom.
"Yeah," I said, "it just seemed right. I'd never had those thoughts about a guy before but all of a sudden it happened."
"Me either, but like Z said, it just sorta happened. You know, chemistry." Nick added.
"I know how that can happen. Cool, and don't worry, your secret is safe with me. Just you two butt pirates leave my ass alone." He said laughing, covering his butt with his hands.
I could tell that he was fine with it. I decided to take it farther. "Oh Mouse, you know I've always wanted you." I said, as I got up from my chair and grabbed him and tried to kiss him.
"Rape, rape!" He screamed laughing.
I grabbed him in a bear hug and wrestled him to the floor. We were rolling around like kids. Nick joined in and the three of us had a good time playing around. It seemed now that I could finally share my feelings with someone that I cared about. Mouse was a friend and I felt safe and comfortable that he knew. I just wanted so much to share this with Keni, but wasn't quite sure how he'd handle it. Judging from his behavior over the last few days, I don't think he'd take it well at all.
"This was a lot to take-in in one day." Mouse said, as he stopped the horse playing.
"I know. Sorry that you had to walk in on us." Nick said apologetically. "We should have been more thoughtful in your house."
"It's just that this is new to us, dude, and so far, we really like being together." I added.
"Let me ask you two another question." Mouse said. I should have seen this coming. "Have you two done it yet? I mean, have you two butt-fucked yet?"
"Why?" I asked laughing. Nick was laughing, too.
"I just wanna know." He said smiling.
"Are you interested?" Nick asked.
"No way, buddy. This is an exit only ass." he said, pointing toward his butt. "And that shit hurts bad enough."
"We'll talk about his later, Mouse. We really need to get going. Dad told me to be home this morning, so I need to get going."
"Yeah, me too." Nick added. "Mouse, thanks for letting us crash here last night and for being cool about me and Zuri. I wish my friends were as cool as you are."
"Well, consider me a friend, man. Just don't do anything to hurt my boy, Z, and we'll be alright."
"Wouldn't dream of it. Zuri is becoming too special for that." He smiled at me. I caught the sincerity in his eyes, as he looked at me.
"Mouse," I said, "I'll give you a call later this afternoon, ok?"
"Yeah, I'll be here for a while but I gotta trek back to Mom's tonight. School tomorrow, you know!"
"Ok, I'll call you there."
Nick and I got up to leave. "So, are you two like boyfriends now?" Mouse asked.
"No," both Nick and I said in unison.
"We're just getting to know each other." Nick said. We smiled at each other and I felt another electric shock run through my body. I know he felt the same thing. Mouse must have noticed this.
"You two really need to get a room." He said laughing.
"Bye, man." I said, giving him a tight hug. "You're a real friend, man."
"Yeah, thanks again." Nick said. They shook hands
We left Mouse's apartment and headed to the subway.
"Your friend, Mouse, is too cool. I almost shitted my pants when he said he'd caught us last night. I was sure he was about to go off."
"Yeah, Mouse is cool, but I gotta admit, I was a little worried about how he might react to finding us."
We were quiet for a moment, and then he said something that caught me off guard.
"Do you wanna try going together? I know how this sounds, but after Mouse mentioned it, it made me think. I know we're both new to this and we've only known each other for a few days, but I feel good about it."
I looked at him. "Nick, we can't go together, man. I like you a lot but I don't think I'm ready to go down that road quite yet." I answered, not quite sure how I was feeling about it at all.
"Come on. You know you like me, and I damn sure like you. What's the problem?"
"Let's just give it a little more time, Nick. I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. We'll see where this goes, cool?"
"Ok, but I'm gonna bug your ass about it until you give in."
I smiled at him and he smiled back at me. "Thanks for this weekend, Zuri. I don't think I've ever had one quite like it."
"You can say that again." I laughed.
We caught the train and headed back uptown. This time we were both able to get seats on the train. We sat next to each other and talked about what had happed to us over the past 24 hours.
"So, you wanna come to my party Friday night?" I asked.
"What party?" he asked.
"I thought that I'd mentioned that Keni and I were having our 18th birthday party this coming Friday night."
"No, you didn't or at least I don't remember you mentioning it. Either way, I'll come, but will your brother have a problem with it. He doesn't seem to be keen on me and neither does your other friend."
"Don't worry about it. I told him that I was gonna invite you and he doesn't have a problem with it."
"What about your other friends? That girl Stace definitely has a problem with me."
"Nick, this is not Stace's party; it's mine and I want you to be there. Forget her! She's not important." I said to him. "Listen, why don't you just hook up with Mouse and you two can come together. I'll give him your cell number or you can wait to see him at school and you two can set something up."
"Ok, cool! I'll be there." He said.
We talked a little while longer about things in general. My stop was coming up, but he had a few more stops to go. Before the train got to my stop, Nick reached for my hand. Luckily, no one noticed.
"Thanks again for everything, Zuri. This entire weekend meant a lot to me. You know I'm gonna miss you today."
"Same here, Nicki." I said.
"Nick." He said, "Not Nicki. Only my dad calls me Nicki."
I laughed, "Ok, Nick."
The train began slowing and I stood. "I'll give you a call later, ok?" I said, looking down at him.
"Make sure that you do." He said, looking at me with those dazzling ice blue eyes and that bright smile.
"That's so lame." I said, smiling to him.
He winked at me and I turned to leave. After getting off of the train, I turned to see him staring at me through the window. I smiled and he smiled back at me. This was gonna be great, I thought to myself. As the train began to roll again, he winked again. I laughed and wondered if I was his boyfriend, how would my life change. I turned and walked out of the station.