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When Nothing Goes Right
Chapter 9
***Chapter Note- This chapter will be going back and forth in time. Line breaks should help separate.
Kyle was always used to getting what he wanted. Ever since he was little he was mommy and daddy's little brat. His parents were very wealthy and showed their love by buying him gifts rather than spending any actual time with him. It used to bother him a lot when he was younger and he would always act out, getting into all sorts of trouble just to make his parents notice him, but they never did. He was pretty much ignored but given a great big allowance which his parent must have thought would make up for it. The truth was though that Kyle would have gladly given up everything he owned just to become a real family where he'd feel loved.
When he entered high school he just got worse in behavior. He was labeled the trouble marker, getting expelled from many schools, hanging with the wrong crowd, getting arrested for things like breaking and entering, but his parents would just bail him out and act like nothing was wrong. He eventually got into drugs and alcohol and he got an addiction so bad that he ended up dropping out of school.
His personality changed completely and it was around this time that he started to take an interest in boys. He never fell in love with them though; it was all just sex with him. Then he met Zander. He was into him because he wanted to get into his pants, Zander had a lot of sex appeal with his blonde hair and blues and nicely toned body frame. Kyle definitely wanted a taste of that, and always got what he wanted. The thing was that Zander seemed to have boyfriend already and no matter how much he tried, Zander wouldn't give him the time of day. That fact didn't stop Kyle though; he just saw it as a challenge. He turned on the charm and after only a few days at it, he had Zander broken up with his boyfriend and had him eating out of the palm of his hand.
There was a new problem now. Zander wasn't giving it up to him as easily as he thought he would. Zander was more of a relationship guy; he was all about love and wanting it to be special. All Kyle wanted to do was get off. He knew the way things were moving now; it wasn't going to happen anytime soon. So he decided to play along, pretending to love him, saying all the right things until he persuaded Zander to have sex after which he planned to break the whole relationship thing off.
"That was incredible." Zander said still catching his breath
"Yeah I know, what can I say, I'm the best at what I do." Kyle said cockily not really paying Zander any attention as they lay next to each other in bed.
"I love you so much, babe." Zander said leaning into Kyle, putting his head on Kyle's bare chest, trying to cuddle.
"I don't mean to sound mean or anything...well actually I don't really care how I sound to you, could you please remove yourself from me." Kyle said a little disgusted.
"What? Kyle...Babe, stop joking." Zander said getting a little confused and unsure or himself.
"God, stop calling me that. I'm not and never have been your baby." Kyle snapped, roughly throwing Zander off of him.
"Wait! I...I don't understand" Zander said shocked.
"What does it look like? It's very simple...it's over. I'm really tired of you already." Kyle said matter-of-factly.
"But... but, why? How are you tired?" Zander asked tears starting to roll down his eyes.
"Oh god, here we go." Kyle said rolling his eyes at Zander's tears. He got out of bed to start looking for his clothes.
"I thought you loved me, you told me you would never leave me." Zander cried.
"Well its simple sweetie...I lied. I got what I wanted and now I'm leaving." He said putting on his clothes.
"No you can't do this to me," Zander cried, "I mean I broke up with my boyfriend for you...and we just...I let you ...oh god."
Zander was now crying uncontrollably as realization finally sunk in to what was happening.
"I can't believe I went through all that time with you for a lousy fuck. You need some practice sweetie, because I've definitely had better." Kyle said as he left the room, leaving an even more devastated Zander alone in the room.
After that incident, Kyle's drug and alcohol problem worsened and he soon found himself at a party, a couple of weeks later, totally messed up. A party where Zander happened to be at, a party where Kyle would make the biggest mistake of his life.
"Don't be so nervous Sky, everything's going to be fine. Trust me, I promise you that tonight will be one of the best nights of your life." Kyle said to me as he led me through the front door of the house that the party was taking place at.
I looked around the house, it was a mess. People were drinking and laughing, there was loud music blasting throughout the house, furniture had been cleared to the side to make room for the dance floor. This was definitely more than I bargained for. If it wasn't possible for me to get anymore uncomfortable it got worse as I noticed different guys checking me out...openly. Now that I noticed it the girls were all over the girls and yes there in the middle of the dance floor and over there in the corner there were guys all over guys. This was a gay party, a wild one too. The way things were going it looked like it could become a wild orgy at any time.
"Um...Kyle.....is everyone, um, gay here?"
"Is that a problem? I mean I'm gay, you're gay, it's all good right?" Kyle stated leading me around the house looking for a drink.
"I'm just not used to all of this...you sort of just sprung this all on me." I said make sure to stay really close to him.
"You'll be fine. Just trust me." He said smiling and giving me a drink. I took it but hesitated to drink it. "Drink, it will loosen you up a little and before long you won't feel so uncomfortable."
He took a long swig out of his beer as he encouraged me to drink the one he gave to me.
"I don't know if I should...." I said more to myself than to him. "I mean I promised my mom and I think this party is exactly what she warned me about."
"Oh the momma's boy is scared of breaking a few little rules is he? Sky look, you need to just let go sometimes, LIVE!" Kyle said getting a little impatient.
"Fine!" I said taking a sip, more for him than me.
"Is that all, a little sip? God there's a lot you need to learn about partying and letting loose." Kyle said leaving and heading for the dance floor in the middle of the living room.
I followed him as he started to rock his body to the music. I had to admit the boy could dance. He had me instantly blushing as I just stood there watching him dance.
"Come on, move!!" he shouted over the loud music.
"I...I don't dance." I said at once feeling uncomfortable again, "I don't know how."
"Everyone knows how, just feel the music and go with it." He said as he seductively ran his arms up my chest while he still moving to the music.
"Um...I think I'm just gonna go sit down." I said turning extremely red.
"Fine, suit yourself." He said still dancing by himself and closing his eyes really getting into the music.
I turned and headed for the nearby couch. I just sat and watched while Kyle started dancing with another guy, both of them just rubbing and thrusting each other practically having sex on the dance floor. I didn't even know if that was considered dancing, but they looked like they were having fun. Kyle was right; I did need to loosen up. I looked at the beer I still had in my hand and took another sip. I didn't really like the taste of it but I drank it down anyways and went for another. Tonight I decided I was going to have some fun.
A few weeks after Kyle had broken up with him, Zander had decided to get out of the house after moping around it trying to heal his broken heart. He had no one to talk to, because at the moment the only person who he trusted all of his issues with was not speaking to him. Angie had had a problem with him breaking up with his boyfriend for apparently no reason. When she questioned him about it and tried to make him see reason it escalated into a big fight that left them both mad at each other. Zander had kept it a secret that the reason he broke up with his ex was for Kyle because he knew it was messed up, but he had planned on telling Angie eventually if Kyle and him got more serious, but now after everything Kyle did to him he was glad he didn't mention anything at all because he would rather just forget that Kyle even happened.
Zander heard about this party that would be going on. He thought maybe it would take his mind off of Kyle. He dressed up in his best clothes and styled his hair very sexy and left to go to the party.
He showed up a little late so the party was in full swing. Zander knew this wasn't the type of party he should be at but he just ignored the people having sex in the open, the people doing drugs in the corner, and the constant drinking going on around him and situated himself in what seemed like a dance floor and lost himself in the music.
A couple of songs later he was still out there dancing, turning down a couple of girls who had wanted to dance with him. He was being successful at ignoring his surroundings andwas just having a good time dancing by himself to the music. That was until he heard his voice.
"Hey sexy, never thought I'd see you here."
Zander's eyes snapped open, the person speaking was behind him. His voice sounded a little weird but there was no mistaking who it was as he turned around to see Kyle standing behind him smiling. He seemed different and a little weird. He definitely was drunk or high off something. Zander could smell smoke on his clothes and the liquor on his breath.
"OH God, this is not happening to me." Zander said to himself ready to leave now. He was very pissed off that Kyle had to ruin his night by being there.
"Where you going baby?" Kyle said swaying a little bit trying to stop Zander from leaving.
"Don't call me that, we broke up, don't you remember asshole." Zander said his anger getting worse.
"Aw don't be like that, come on...lets find some place to talk...or something." Kyle said smiling after giving a wink.
"Riiiight, I don't think that would be a good idea. It's obvious to me that you're drunk." Zander said still trying to get by him.
Kyle wouldn't move aside though. "Come on I'm not that bad, I have something to tell you." Kyle said still flirting a little, but being a little serious.
Zander's heart started beating faster, but he didn't want to raise his hopes up. But no matter what he knew what he really needed was closure. So Zander decided to take Kyle up of the offer to talk.
They walked up the stairs together to an open room. Kyle smiling at Zander the whole time, winking his bloodshot eyes at him every time Zander looked over to him.
Kyle closed the door behind them while Zander stood awkwardly in the middle of the room. Kyle went to sit on the bed and patted the spot next to him. Zander just stood there and gave him a sarcastic look.
"I'm serious about talking Kyle, this isn't a joke." He said.
Kyle laughed and said "Who's joking, I'm not.", while still patting the bed.
Zander sighed and sat on the bed, but made sure to put a lot of distance in between them.
"Why are you so far away?" Kyle asked inching towards him on the bed.
"Just stop okay! I want to know if all I ever was to you was just some joke." Zander said trying to get down to business,
"Come on baby, get closer." Kyle slurred.
"God, I can't even talk to you right now."
Kyle closed the distance and grabbed Zander's leg, rubbing all the way up in between his thigh causing Zander to hop off the bed.
"Kyle!! I'm trying to talk to you. You know what...nevermind." Zander said heading towards the door.
Before Zander could even turn the knob, Kyle had rushed to the door and slammed him against it. Kyle reached behind Zander and locked the door. He pressed his body against Zander's, who was facing him.
"Kyle knock it off, this isn't funny." Zander said getting a little turned on by the closeness of their bodies, but at the same time he was scared of what was happening.
"Well it feels like you like what I'm doing so maybe I should keep going." Kyle said as he pressed his hips into Zander's crotch, while sucking and nibbling on his neck.
Zander let out an involuntary moan getting lost in the pleasure he was feeling. He was trying to fight it though. Kyle was definitely stronger than him by a lot.
"Stop." Zander whispered in between a moan as Kyle began to unbutton his shirt and kiss his way down his chest, stopping at each nipple.
"You know you want me. I can feel it." He said grabbing Zander's crotch through his jeans, making him moan again.
"No, Stop!" Zander said a little stronger this time.
"No you stop fighting it. Just let it happen." Kyle said as he pressed himself into Zander again, trying to lean in for a kiss.
Zander finally got control of himself and started to struggle, turning his head side to side to avoid being kissed and wiggling to get free from his grasp.
"No, no, get off of me." Zander yelled, but Kyle just held on tighter. "I SAID GET OFF OF ME!!" he screamed, bringing his knee up and connecting it to Kyle's balls.
Kyle let out a loud yelp and fell to the floor.
"Shit!" he screamed out rolling on the floor.
Zander stood there in shock for a little while watching Kyle roll around in pain.
"Look I'm sorry, but I told you to stop." Zander said leaning down to see if he was okay.
"Get away from me you little shit." He said as he pushed Zander down.
"Fine, I'm leaving." Zander said, getting himself up.
Kyle leapt up and pushed Zander back down again. Zander looked up at him in shock. Kyle looked angry, he almost looked crazy. He grabbed Zander by his shirt and pulled him up against the wall. While his other hand balled into a fist aiming for Zander's face. By now Zander was terrified. He had never seen Kyle like this and he didn't know what was going to happen.
Kyle pulled back his arm and swung it into the wall next to Zander's face. His arm actually went straight through it, making a hole in the wall. He through a shaking Zander onto the floor and just went crazy knocking things to the floor; books, picture frames, and anything else that was sitting on the selves. He ripped the posters off the walls, knocked down the small TV in the corner with a big crash.
Zander crawled to a corner and put his knees to his chest as he watched Kyle destroy the room. He was scared out of his mind. He was so scared that he didn't even want to chance walking across the room to the locked door.
Kyle stopped what he was doing and looked down at the pile of destroyed stuff that didn't even belong to him. He gave Zander a glance before pulling out a lighter from his pocket.
"Get out!" he barked at Zander.
Zander ran to the door, unlocked it, and opened it and slammed it shut behind him only to find out there were people right outside wondering want was going on in there. He stopped to look at all the curious people. He was in tears, and completely embarrassed by the crowd, the music had stopped. A few second later he smelled it, the smoke. He turned around to look at the door he had just come out of and saw the smoke coming from beneath the door.
"Everyone get out, there's a fire." Zander yelled as he opened the door to see a passed out Kyle near the burning flames consuming the pile of destroyed stuff he had set fire to. The lighter was still in his hand.
Two guys rushed in and pulled him out while another guy came in with a fire extinguisher. The fire had gotten big and spread from the pile of books on the floor to the bed and the wooden desk. The extinguisher didn't seem to be working so they all evacuated the house as the fire trucks pulled in and put the fire out.
An ambulance came to pick up Kyle, and Zander was questioned by the police. Zander was too shocked and scared to say anything really, but all he managed to say was that Kyle had gone crazy. He buried that day inside of him and tried to forget ever meeting Kyle, but fate was never too nice to Zander.
I was having fun alright. I didn't even remember how many beers I had. I was definitely feeling a little light- headed, like my mind was all cloudy, but all I could do was laugh.
Kyle had gotten me to dance with him and I was all over the place. I stepped on his feet, hit my head against his head and fell down a couple of times but he didn't seem to get angry with me. We both just laughed every time it happened. I was starting to get a little tired and just wanted to sit down for a minute.
"Hey, you wanna go somewhere and talk for awhile?" Kyle asked me with a smile as he handed me another beer.
"Sure, I need a break anyways." I said giggling.
"Okay follow me." Kyle said grabbing my hand and leading me through the halls and up some stairs. I was stumbling everywhere still taking swigs of my beer, both of us just laughing the whole way.
We walked into an open door that two guys just walked out of. One of them was still putting their shirt back on. Kyle and I just looked at each other and started to laugh again.
When we got into the room, Kyle closed the door and I was trying to stand but I was swaying back and forth until finally I lost my balance and fell for the umpteenth time. I laughed at myself as I sat up with my back against the bed still on the floor.
Kyle took a seat by the desk. He stared at me and I stared back but I couldn't keep a straight face for long as I started to giggle at him. Kyle just rolled his eyes at me, smiling at how drunk I was.
"I take it you don't drink much." He said to me still smiling.
"Nope." I said finishing the beer I still had in my hand.
"Well maybe that should be your last one" he smirked at me.
"Aw, how sweet, you care." I said laughing at him, for some reason everything just seemed so funny to me.
"Actually I just don't want you throwing up in my car, it's very expensive." Kyle said with a sarcastic smile.
"So I have a question." I said trying to get myself up so I could sit on the bed instead of on the floor.
"Oh how I love your questions." He said in mock enthusiasm.
I just laughed at him. "I curious...why do you have to see Mrs. Daniels? What are you in for?"
"Oh well that's a secret." Kyle said winking at me.
"You can tell me, haha, I promise I won't tell anyone." I said getting comfortable on the bed.
Kyle smiled at me for a moment, and I smiled back at him. We were both being silly.
"I have a psychological disorder." He said to me.
"You do? Really?" I said giggling, even though the topic was a little serious I still seemed to think everything was funny, I guess I really did drink too much.
"Yep, about a year or two ago I set fire to a room at a party and passed out, when I woke up I was in a hospital. They questioned me as to why I did it, I didn't really know why I just did. They ran some test and said that I wasn't right in the head. I had to do some community service and they put me on medication and made see a shrink to keep everything under control."
"Wow so what is it?" I asked curiously.
"I have something called Mania, it a psychological disorder that has many symptoms but the main one being that I do things without thinking logically about it. It sort of makes me act like a mad man sometimes." He said now looking very serious.
I just laugh at him. "I heard of that in my psychology class I'm taking. I thought that mania was a symptom of being bi-polar."
"Yeah it is, but it some cases people can just develop mania with constant drug and alcohol abuse, which is why I quit the drugs." Kyle said smiling again.
"But you still drink." I said laughing at him.
"Yeah well some things don't change." He smirked.
"Yeah I heard that people living with Mania are over confident and sometimes believe they are god...." I took awhile to look over at him, "that explains everything." I laughed pointing at him.
"Well I may be a little confident but I'm not that bad." He said mocking hurt.
"That's only because you haven't met yourself." I was now laughing uncontrollably.
"Hey, not funny." Kyle said smiling and jumping on the bed.
We started to wrestle but him being stronger than me, plus the fact that I was uncoordinated with being drunk, it was an unfair match.
"Okay, okay I take it back." I said out of breathe and feeling really dizzy.
"Good." He said as we lay down together side by side.
I suddenly had a thought and sat up really fast which was a big mistake because my head got really dizzy and I fell right back down again.
"What is it?" Kyle asked laughing at me as he helped me sit up."
"So does your mania have anything to do with why you and Zander don't get along?" I asked curiously.
"Well remember that room I set on fire?" he asked me.
"Yeah!" I said giggling.
"Zander was in that room. He sort of saw my mania at its worst, before I got treatment for it."
"Wow." I said still thinking it was funny.
"Yeah we used to date." He said staring at me. "After that party, I felt a little bad at how I acted in front of him and tried to apologize, which is definitely something I don't do. He wouldn't speak to me and ignored me every time I tried."
"Yeah I know how that goes believe me." I laughed.
"You should have seen his face when he found out his mom was my doctor. He gave me a piece of his mind then. He basically told me that he didn't want to know me anymore and that he was going to pretend I didn't exist and that I should do the same. So I guess we made an agreement and just sort of ignored each other." He smiled at me.
"So do you still like him?" I asked him curiously as he stared at me non-stop.
"I like you." He said moving closer to me, " I like you a lot." He said as he closed the distance between our faces.
He kissed me once and I laughed at him. "I like you too man, but just as a friend. You're funny with all your jokes."
"No, I like more than a friend Sky." He said not laughing anymore.
"I told I'm in love with Zan..." I started.
"Well we both know that's not going to happen. Zander isn't worth all that mess trust me I know. You should just give up on that. I'm more than willing to give you anything you want." He said seductively.
My head was still spinning as I was getting confused, I'm pretty sure this was all just a joke. "Kyle thanks, but all I want from you is friendship, plus I don't think there's enough room in your hear for both me an d you." I said laughing.
Kyle decided to ignore what I said and took me by surprise as he kissed me again, this time trying to stock his tongue in his mouth. Before I could even think about my reaction the door opens. Kyle stopped trying to force his tongue into my mouth to see a pissed off looking Zander standing in the doorway.
"Hey, this is really funny Kyle. The guy I'm in love with just caught you kissing me" I said to Kyle still laughing stupidly, not really realizing the awkward position I was in. "Hi, Zander, what are you doing here?"
I just couldn't help it; this was all just too funny to me. I didn't know drinking could be this fun.
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