I always attended parties fully en femme after that. I would get dressed and made up with a little help from mom, and then have one of my folks drive me to the local park in the late afternoon or early evening like we had agreed on. They would give me all the usual reminders about being home on time, not drinking too much, staying safe, blah blah blah, and off I'd go.
I enjoyed the shorts walk to Susan's and then on over to John's. The days were getting longer and it was a real thrill to be going out dressed as a girl in the twilight.
Susan and I had a friendly rivalry over who could dress the cutest and sexiest. It wasn't a fair competition with her long blond hair and hot young body, but I did my best. She had so many outfits she never had to wear anything twice--I didn't understand why she needed so many. We were nearly the same height and I was quite slender for a boy, so she donated me her extra clothes if she thought I'd look good in them. I still worshipped her and gratefully accepted the hand-me-downs.
We were mostly dressing up for each other, of course. The guys always thought I was way overdressed, so all of my outerwear invariably came off almost immediately every time. Males clearly preferred having me displayed in lingerie, either because of how I looked or what it symbolized. I was happy to oblige them, since I truly felt like I should be sucking cocks that way, too.
Sometimes it was hard even keeping my lingerie on. Once I started undressing to get comfortable nobody ever asked me to stop. Then I could end up completely nude, unless you counted earrings, makeup, and nail polish as wearing something. And this was still at the start of the party, when we were all just sitting around drinking until I was relaxed and buzzed enough to enjoy a good throat fuck. I would feel even more submissive and vulnerable when I was totally exposed, but really didn't mind after a few drinks. It was also pretty obvious that I was a sissy instead of a "real" girl when I was naked, but that honestly seemed like a good thing for the adult men.
The last party I'll describe happened in early May, just about a month before school ended. I had finally turned seventeen so it was a bit of a special occasion for me. I wore that off-the-shoulder cocktail dress my mom and I had bought earlier, which always made me feel a little rebellious because it reminded me how we had scandalized that older sales lady in the mall. Susan had dressed much more casually than usual, braless in a short tie-dye tee-shirt dress that didn't cover much of anything. Fashion wasn't really on her mind that night.
This was one of those evening I ended up fully nude. I was just starting to relax with the help of a few beers when I realized Susan wasn't teasing me as usual. I didn't hear her at all, in fact.
I looked around for her and quickly saw why. She was sitting across the room entirely naked, with the skimpy clothing she'd been wearing earlier tossed down on the floor. She was sucking a boy standing next to her whose cock was already completely hard. And there was also an adult man kneeling between her legs eating her pussy.
Seeing Susan have sex like this was a new experience. I'd never seen a nude girl before, let alone one sucking cock and simultaneously preparing for fucking. It was a complete surprise; Susan had always encouraged and even directed my throating and cocksucking at other parties, but would leave early without as much as even fingering herself.
Everyone else watched her with anticipation. I was watching her too, but my reaction was different and not entirely positive. The guys just wanted to fuck her, while I was feeling this complex blend of curiosity, envy, and jealousy. Envy over the tits, waist, hips, and hot, tight pussy I didn't have. And jealousy over all that attention she was receiving from a whole crowd of horny guys with big, hard cocks.
The kid standing next to her suddenly groaned and shot his load in her mouth. Susan clearly knew how to keep sucking and pleasuring him as he came, just like I did. He stepped away from her, and the man eating her pussy eased her down onto the floor before anyone else was able to interfere. They arranged a few pillows so she'd be more comfortable and her pussy was better positioned, then he mounted her and she hooked her knees up over his shoulders. They started fucking like crazy, with Susan holding him tightly and moaning. Before very long she was cumming and crying out like she'd lost all control.
The other guys were all stroking their hard cocks while watching Susan and waiting their turns to fuck her. But my clit stayed soft, since I wasn't getting the usual triggers like a cock in my mouth or any teasing and humiliation. This was all new and interesting but also felt very confusing to me.
I didn't have any real urge to fuck my best friend. In fact, the whole concept of using my clit to penetrate someone else was unsettling and almost seemed wrong. The idea had never really occurred to me or anyone else yet, since that wasn't my clit's intended purpose. Its main function was to get me hot enough to suck cock, and then show guys how much fun I was having. And finally make myself cum by jacking off as a reward once I had been a good little sissy and satisfied everyone else.
Watching Susan fuck wasn't tempting or arousing. It made me feel superfluous and realize there were some things that I just couldn't do for a man, no matter how sexy my lingerie looked or how good I was at cocksucking. Guys were watching and waiting for their turn with her in a way that seemed subtly different and more primal than how they felt about me. I could have vanished into thin air at that moment without anyone noticing.
The man began thrusting faster and harder until he unloaded in Susan's pussy while she kept on cumming. They rested for a brief moment, and then he withdrew and we saw his spent cock covered in their juices and his cum dripping out from her cunt. Another guy mounted her immediately and the two of them went right on fucking, since Susan was wet and horny enough not to need or especially want any more foreplay. It was something like a handoff in a relay race, except that there were multiple batons (cocks) and Susan was the only runner.
There wasn't any throating for me that night, obviously, and I didn't get to blow out seventeen candles for my birthday. Susan just couldn't get enough fucking. She gave one more blow job and a few men ate her pussy to help them get hard, but mostly it was just a whole bunch of guys fucking her repeatedly until they all came. Susan was moaning and cumming over and over again herself, getting off with every second or third partner. Eventually everyone at the party had fucked her. We were all a little stunned, and there was short silence while we all absorbed what we'd just witnessed.
"Well, who's next?" Susan asked, and she still didn't sound exactly sober or fully satisfied yet. But none of the guys were ready for seconds. Someone finally suggested "Uh, Dawn?"
Everyone eventually agreed I deserved a chance once the commotion subsided. They all knew that I was still a virgin, and this was as close as I'd ever come to getting lucky with a willing girl instead of in the palm of my hand. I suspect that they were hoping for a little amusement as they watched Susan help me get it up and find the hole before I came prematurely.
"Well, how about it, Dawn?" She sounded skeptical. She sat up to look at me and saw I was still perfectly limp. "Oh. Sorry,... maybe we can try something else!" Her eyes lit up, and her voice changed back into that superior tone she always used for teasing and controlling me.
"Your little sissy-meter isn't showing much enthusiasm this evening. Maybe you just haven't eaten enough cum yet. I could share some of mine if you'd like."
I was so inexperienced with girls that it took me a second to understand what she was suggesting. The room was quiet with everyone waiting to see how I'd react, but I was paralyzed from my inhibitions.
"Cat got your tongue, Dawn? It might be more fun to let my pussy have it. I think you want to."
Susan leaned up against the couch while I walked over and lay down between her legs. Her inner thighs and pussy were soaked, and I noticed a different scent that definitely wasn't cum. Both sets of lips were red and wide open from all that fucking, and they looked much more like a whore's well-used cunt than a sweet teen pussy. She started stoking her clit with two fingers and clearly wasn't done cumming yet.
I looked up at her face and back down between her legs. I really did want some. I thought back to how I had felt about sucking John's cock that very first time in the park when I was only thirteen.
"Just work your way in from the outside, Dawn." That was reasonable. I started cleaning up all of the different flavors on her inner thighs and got my very first taste of pussy juice.
Eventually I reached my destination higher up between her legs. She moved her hand away so I could attend to her inner lips and clit, and I could tell she was enjoying it. My cheeks and chin were cumpletely soaked by then, but before long Susan was looking and smelling considerably fresher.
"There's more waiting cum for you inside if you want it, Dawn." I began probing between her inner lips with my tongue. "That's too short, silly. Using your fingers, but be gentle."
I backed off a bit and inserted two fingers in her pussy, which was another first for me. It really was juicy in there, and they were coated in cum from a dozen different guys after I withdrew them. I mouthed them like a small cock and also licked up the stray cum that had spilled out onto Susan's lips.
We obviously weren't finished. Susan was still horny and had resumed fingering herself now that my face was out of her way. "Get it all, Dawn...use three fingers...yes, that's good...oh, just fuckin' eat me..."
I moved my mouth back into her cunt and started licking. I knew she wanted to cum again, but this seemed like it might be a little trickier than sucking cock. Susan's clit wouldn't get nearly so big and hard before she got off, obviously. But I could usually tell when a man was getting ready to cum from his level of tension, and maybe it would be similar with a girl. I had watched Susan gently rubbing two fingers across her clit and I tried mimicking the motion with my tongue.
"Like that...oh yes..." Susan tensed her thighs slightly as she pushed her cunt back at my face. I could feel her clit get a little bigger and stiffer, something like a tiny cock. I pursed my lips and tried sucking as well as licking. It was a bit like how I'd began arousing a guy who was still soft, sucking on his cockhead while teasing the glans with my tongue.
It was working with Susan too, whatever the reason. She grasped my head in her hands and held me firmly against her pussy. She started moaning again and then she was cumming. It was difficult to breathe as she pinned me down and humped my face, but I was already OK with that from giving blowjobs. I just kept on sucking her clit and licking her pussy until her orgasm subsided.
But she wasn't a man and didn't need to stop yet. She kept her hands on my head and wouldn't let me go, so we did it again and she even came for me a little faster and easier the second time. Well, at least that part was different from cocksucking. It's pretty rare for a guy to cum twice in a row without needing a break, although I know from a couple experiences that it can happen.
"Whew! That wasn't bad, Dawn. Are you sure mommy hasn't been teaching you more than just wearing pretty clothes and applying makeup?" It wasn't a serious question, and Susan didn't wait for my answer before heading off to the bathroom to freshen up. The guys had enjoyed our little performance and they were all stroking their cocks again. It was very tempting, but I restrained myself and followed Susan. I needed to clean up way, way more than she did.
Susan still hadn't finished, and she was already down on her knees in the middle of the room sucking Ryan by the time I returned. She didn't mind at all when I joined her. We took turns on his big cock, stroking and sucking him until he came in her mouth. Then she laid me down on the floor to kiss me and fed me his cum. I swallowed Ryan's second load of the night, and it joined the first I'd harvested earlier from Susan's pussy.
There were lots more guys who needed to cum again after that, of course. Sometimes both of us worked together on the same big cock collaboratively like we had with Ryan, and sometimes we serviced two guys simultaneously side by side. Some came in our mouths, and others all over our faces. One way or another, Susan made certain that it was me who ended up swallowing most of the cum.
The party wound down earlier than usual with Susan and me draining balls together at steady rate. We were all done and cleaned up by about 10:30. I had stopped wearing facials home now that I was going out fully dressed, since it wouldn't be ladylike to have cum all over my clothes in public. It's not like I really needed any more motivational beauty treatments by this point, anyway.
A few guys had Susan fondle and kiss their cocks one more time as we got ready to leave. I could see how much they all liked it. And I could tell the guys somehow felt a little differently about her than they did with me, even if it was still only sex and she'd been as much of a slut as I was.
"Goodnight, sweetheart." No one ever said goodbye to me in that tone of voice. "It's a real shame you don't have more chances forget yourself and play around like this."
"You don't say, Ryan. Bye, guys!" We left the party and then it was just the two of us out on our own.
[To be continued. Send comments to laceyfemme@yahoo.com, and please consider making a donation to Nifty at https://donate.nifty.org/ .]