Living in New York City I interact with a diversity of people, mostly hispanics where I live. Other than the great food, I despise that fact and long for a whiter area. Unfortunately, because of my mother's economic situation, my white ass is basically stuck here for the rest of college. I would not consider myself a racist, but the way brown people act, blissfully ignorant, reminds me of my economic position ( not good ), and makes any fantasties of upper middle class whiteness impotent on sight of my community. Personally, I feel hispanics have an inferiority about them which is not necessarily inherent or applicable to all of them, but is nevertheless true, and I haven't seen an exception. Well, there was ONE exception, someone I try to suppress from consciousness, a memory so disgusting but so hot I ,only masturbate to it in my most desperate, vulnerable states of mind. I will talk about that experience here, as it has been circling my mind, taunting me for months. I must get it out.
It all started gym class, my senior year of highschool, late spring. Since our school is quite poor, we haven't had the AC in the gym working since my sophomore year, making class quite a hot, sweaty experience, so the gym coach of our male class lets us go shirtless in the weeks before summer. Being gay and all, you'd expect that this would be a huge turn on, but I have an instant digust-supression complex that doesn't allow any brown skins, no matter how hot I would think they are, to get me all hot. The white friend I usually work out with is sorta cute, but has a girlfriend and acts all latino to be cool, so the class goes pretty flaccid for me.
One day we got a late new student named Alex, who if was white would be the hottest thing I've seen- 6ft 3, muscular, big bulged, dreamy eyes, tough structured face, and look of confidence that I've only seen exuded by the richest entrepreneurs on television- IF he was white ( and gay; I only assume he isnt ). Like usual I was able to out-disgust his masculine allure, even in gym class when his abs that looked like they were drawn in marker, were all tough and tight. Western chastity, something I find superiority in when I see the single hispanic mothers with all their varieties of babby daddies and non-look alike kids on the welfare. I was `mind over penis' for a short period of time until one fateful day.
Walking into the gym on a normal day, I glanced at a group of jockey boys fooing around with a tennis ball, to find Alex making eye contact, eye contact that can only be described as gay. Quickly I look away and put on my best bitch face, halting the excitement that began to flow throughout my blood. No, Drake. Resist the urge. You didn't get enough of a look at his shit colored skin. Back in the locker room I quickly change before those Jocks could get dressed, and head out. During class I averted many attempted glances from Alex as best I could, successfully until we all were back in the locker room.
To the section of lockers next to mine I overheard banter from the jocks, talking about the best sets of asses and boobs the school had to offer, the top being Christina and Alma, when Alex spoke. " Nah, you guys don't know what you're talking about. Them white bitches got it going like ghost peppers. You wouldn't believe how much snow pussy I smashed at my last school in virginia. I caused three football players to lose their girlfriends cause their babes were all over my 9 inch dominican meat. Haha, cucks!" Responding, one of the jocks goes " bruh, you did not get them white chicks. They don't go for us chicanos. Nah, nah! How the fuck u do that? " " Quite easy actually. Its biologically ordained that they should seek my novelty and confidence. Those white buckerus are too anxious and weak. Soft and flimsy. They know it instinctively that their genes are surviving with me, and they're so dissatisfied with their albino caretakers who don't deserve their beauty, their pussies wet as soon as eye contact is made. Biology transcends socioeconomic factors and my race is only an exotic enhancer of their repressed desires to leave their impotent cookie cut boys." Baffled like my myself, the jocks laugh and one of them cries out a " huh? Bruh you can't be talkin all smart like that to us. It biology? " " oh nevermind. See u guys tomorrow " came the stiff reply of Alex as he walked away and came into sight of me.
Our eye contact only lasted a second, but in it his smug smile suggested scarily that he knew my deep attraction, that hell, he knew my whole existence and could articulate it in one short essay. I looked down quickly catching his huge flaccid bulge on my way. In shame I tried to resist my bubbling feelings, my stomach clenched in battle to keep blood from reaching my penis. I've never heard a hispanic so smart. I didn't even catch that last part fully. And he's obiously bisexual. Not me, not me. Damn it! When I left I was able to keep my cock at a semi and forget after a quick image of him naked haunted me. I must keep my guard up, and cock down; this is war.
The next day I was able to avoid Alex in the locker room again, but while running I glaced more and more. The message he was sending and forcibly pulling from me was one of extreme lust and those feelings deep in me were now unchained. Failing at control, my eyes could not resist staring at his dick as it bounced around in the short school gym shorts. When his hairy man legs would push off the floor in powerful jogging kicks, his thighs would tighten to match the circumference of the shorts. We continued this eyesight exchange for the duration of the class, me keeping a defensive face posture, not letting him know his small win. When the whistle was blown to stop running suddenly a large, hard body crashed into me from the back, making a low thud, and sending me forward faster than I could have done myself. Before stumbling to the ground, I felt muscular arms go around my waist to stabilize my position, and a thick hard rod pressed onto my ass. "Sorry, man" said Alex, as I forcibly escaped from his grip and rushed into the locker room.
Anxiety rushed into my head as I gritted my teeth to fight my boner. Damn Beaner! The war was at a stalemate as I contained my dick at a non-full boner. All unil Alex goes right next to me and takes off his shorts. I resisted looking, but I slipped a glance, seeing his huge ass, iron legs, massive bulge, and sweaty pecs. As my rock hard dick became obvious and I'm looking down in frustration, he says quietly to me " I know your type, my favorite. You think you're too good for a latin dick. I represent what fears you most, the truth, you aren't special. You know what you want. Listen to your true desires, uncage your animal. You know you want my cock to destroy and dispose of you" These words were like cannons at my walls, making my cock visibly bob beneath my underwear.
When the bell rang, I left quickly, to escape the sexy horror Alex had cast upon me. I left school at a brisk walk to my apartment, when out of nowhere I felt a slap on my ass. " Hey! What the fuck? " I yell turning around to find Alex chuckling with that damn smile that lets the world know he's gracefully in charge. " You didn't like that babe? " " No! Fuck you. I'm not the average white jim that falls for your petty brown tribal traps. You just sexually assaulted me by the way. " That's not what your jimmy told me earlier. And its not sexual assault if you consented" came his sharp response that forced a small, quick smile on my face. That was it, he breached the castle walls, the war was over; it was time to lie down on my back and accept defeat. " That's what I thought" he whispered in my ear as he clutched my butt cheek with his machine-strong hands. As I clenched my ass, I felt as if a part of me had dissolved, as if my mental protection was melting in hot sex endorphines. My face felt hot and my stomach relaxed. A sudden rush of never felt sexual energy flowed through me out of the broken damn of my false superiority and strength. I was conquered; reversal conquistador.
Alex then whispered "Where's your house?"- more of a command than a question. As commanded, I took him to my apartment and explained my mom would be home in 30 minutes. Midway through my explanation, Alex pushed himself into me and removed my shirt. His cock looked like a fucking sausage in his athletic shorts. When I looked back up at him, he had that same cocky smile, as he said it gets bigger. Looking back down, I saw the tip of his now huge anaconda protruding from the edge of his shorts, bobbing up and down in powerful pulses. After standing with a predatory stare for like 10 seconds, he finally aggressively pulled his shorts over his cock which took a whole nother 10 seconds given its enormity.
" You gonna suck it or what white boy? " he yelled through grit teeth. Nervously I got down on my knees and stared at it, too afraid to put in. " I said suck it! " came Alex as he put his hand behind my head and forced my throat around his shaft. I gagged when it reached half way, but it never felt better to be in that vulnerable pain, so I started going back and forth, lips enclosed around like I saw in the porn videos. He had only let out a couple gasps before I felt a slippery liquid moving from his tip to my tongue. I pulled out in bizarrement and exclaimed " you already came?? ". " No bitch I just produce hella precum; its my extreme testosterone. Now get back to suckin! " he replied as he thrust his cock back into my throat.
At first he let me do the work, but as time went on, he started a light thrust that slowly increased in intensity. 5 minuted later I was rendered a sex toy as his cock was being thrust ¾ way down my throat. He put his hunky leg over my shoulder, and I could feel a monstrous flex with each back and forth motion. I felt so hot from being face fucked, also burning up from the humiliation; but that was just gasoline for the flaming lust. Looking back up I could see Alex's full face of pleasure, eyes closed and gritting his teeth.
Alex took his leg off of me and slowly pulled out, taking away strings of precum and saliva, then gasping when his head rubbed off my tongue. " Get on the couch and bend over " he commanded. With my chest on the couch I spread my cheeks as far as they could go eager to be smashed into fucking mush. He gave a firm slap on my ass and ran a rough finger across my hole. " You ready for this? How the fuck did I get you in two days? I can fuck whatever ass I want even my friends moms. I think I'll fuck youre mom next. " he said as he gave me another spank.
I expected him to slide into me slowly given how tight I was, but that bull shoved it in with one bulldozing fuck. I boomed a loud groan, and he let out an animal grunt. He started the fucking pretty quick, my ass burning as it stretched farther than it would ever in my life. A plunging wet gush could be heard every time he removed his dick and stuck it back in- glop glop glop. Firmly he clutched my sides and increased in speed. Over and over my psychological resistance would pop up and die at the same time in a flurry of submissive pleasure. I felt like my anal muscles were tearing, like he was turning my hole into a flexinle rubber, my insides into mush..
In less than 5 more minutes he was at the speed of a rock song with my cheeks applauding with loud claps. By then I was no longer supporting myself for he had full and tight control with his legs wrapped around me and his chest on my back. He was going back and forth in a miraculously athletic curve, digging and pounding and pushing. If my ass needed to breath it would have suffocated from the bar taking up more than the possible space that my anus was able to yield. I got lost in this pleasure and drifted into a sexual trance.
Suddenly upon looking at my microwave clock, I realized my mom would be home any minute. When I pushed him off and explained he just told me to shut up and then gave me a spank. Hell, I just listened and threw off my anxiety as he kept fucking me. When I heard the door open I got a rush of excitement, and I guess he did too because he groaned loudly that he about to cum. His ass was faced as my mom cotracting and enlarging with every fuck, but he gave no fucks because I was his and he was going to do what he pleased.
"Drake!" my mom yelled as I felt spews of liquid pump into my ass cavities. I kept moaning and he kept fucking. So much cum was being squished into me I felt like I had to take a shit and when he slowly pulled out I felt a quirt of the cum rush out of my ass involuntarily. "Drake!" I heard as I relished in the pleasure. When my senses came back I turned around to find Alex with huge dick drooping down dripping cum, still shooting out with his manly grunts. The cum shot across the floor straight towards my mom as he gave her a look like you know you like this. Im in charge. Her mouth was agape at his size as he put back on his clothes.
My feeling afterwards is too painful to write here, but that was one of the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me sexually, definitely the most powerful. Hell, it even rocked my ideological views!