Dear Sir,
Have been thinking long and hard (ok not all that long but very hard) about what an ideal S&M session for me would be and here are a few ideas.
The session would start with the TOP ordering me to strip and then after he examined me with things such as, feeling tits, pulling balls, fondling ass, maybe putting his fingers in my mouth for me to suck, skinning back my foreskin to expose cock head and feeding me back any cheese that might be there, he would put a slave collar on me. It would be nice if at the start of the session the TOP would be fully clothed while i was naked. It would also be nice if the TOP was to have some leather on (even just boots). Then the TOP would put me in some form of bondage even if it was only symbolic with the idea being that i would remain in at least symbolic bondage the rest of the session or it could be more restrictive bondage but there would always be the symbolic bondage. The bondage should include my cock and balls with them being tied up and stretched out so that my cock would remain hard and ready, also having the TOP put a butt plug in my ass and taping it in place to be a constant reminder of just what my status was and reminding me of how much the TOP was in control.
After having been ordered to kneel on the floor in front of the TOP and begged for the chance and have been allowed, to suck his cock and balls, lick his boots and drink his piss, either from the source or from a dish on the floor, the TOP would tie me down tightly spread-eagle on my back and work on my tits with his fingers, teeth and clamps, also work and abuse my balls and cock either with clothespins, hot wax, stretchers and ball harnesses, ball crushers, weights hung from the balls (a bucket slowly filled either with water or piss both of which i would have to drink later) or any other ideas the TOP might find fun to try out on my helpless form. In fact hot wax and clothespins could be used on almost any part of my body. A catheter might be put in my cock to control the flow of my piss and when and where i might be allowed to piss (maybe have the TOP release the clamp with the tube in my mouth so i was being forced to piss in my own mouth?) this coupled with the butt plug would further add to my loss of control over even my basic functions and add to the humiliation of being a total sex slave just for the use and abuse from the TOP. Abuse should also include verbal abuse and reminders of how helpless i had become or how much of a cocksucking slave i was to allow all this to happen to me and then having to beg for more to be done. The TOP should also describe of what abuse and torture he was thinking of to inflict on me next and again being reminded of how helpless i was to prevent it from being done and in fact maybe having to beg to have certain severe tortures inflicted so i could be allowed to cum all the while having any pre-cum fed back to me. A well worn and used jock strap might serve as a gag either soaked with piss or used to wipe up pre-cum off my cock and the TOP'S cum, maybe even soaked with my own piss from the catheter in my cock or put in dry and have the piss from the catheter used to soak it while it was in my mouth.
Having the TOP sit on my face or chest while he abused my cock and balls and having whatever he wanted me to suck or tongue just forced deeper in my mouth when i would moan. Maybe the TOP would sit down with my tongue up his ass while he covered the head of my cock with hot wax sealing the pisshole shut. Maybe being gagged and have the TOP stroke his cock just in from of my mouth and nose or not being gagged and have his cock just out of reach of my tongue and be taunted with it begging to be allowed to suck or lick and having to TOP see what all i might promise to do or submit to for the ability of sucking his cock.
Temporary piercing with sterile needles might also be tried while i was helplessly tied down either in the foreskin or scrotum or even in the tits. Milking of the cock to see how much cum i could produce and having it fed back to me or maybe licking it off the TOP'S body.
Popper would be useful to help me tough out some of the heavier duty things and also to get me into a frenzy where i just become a cocksucking machine ready to do anything for sexual gratification.
Hope this might give you some ideas and i know it is a real major "wish list" and don't know if all can be done at once but who knows....
jw PO 112 Fairfax Station, Va 22039