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I helped Alex get parts of dinner ready in the kitchen while the grill was heating. I felt so relaxed after our lovemaking. The weight of my past seemed lifted off my shoulders. He couldn't stop smiling at me and I loved it.
I let Jeff and Will have a few beers with us. They wouldn't be going anywhere and their young cocks would work even with the alcohol flowing through them. Hell, I knew mine would work with Alex, so I wasn't worried about it either.
All through dinner, what happened to me during sex kept playing in my mind. I was able to pay attention to the conversations and I was fully engaged in everything going on, but every spare second my mind was analyzing what had happened... and I was dreading the conversation that Alex and I would have later.
"Jeff and I are going for a walk," Will said after dinner.
"Ok - have fun." The drive to my property was four miles off the main road one way with another ten miles the other way. With plenty of trees they would have some privacy.
After we cleaned up, Alex and I sat out on the patio.
I started talking, taking his hand in mine. "Look, I want to tell you everything, but I just wonder if it's too soon," I said.
Alex looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes. "Are you in some kind of danger?" he asked.
"No." I smiled and shook my head.
"Will I be in danger being with you?" he asked.
"No, why would you think that?"
He smiled. "As long as you are safe and I'm safe then you can take your time to tell me whatever you want to tell me. And if you don't want to tell me the... well, whatever it is that I don't know" he chuckled "then that's fine."
"I'm not a weak person, Alex."
"Damn. I know that. Fuck - you're one of the most stable, solid people I know... and I want to get to know more of you," he answered. "I feel like we're connected, but we really don't know each other very well yet."
I agreed and nodded. "I'm just saying... if I tell you, I don't want your pity. I don't need someone to feel sorry for me or for what happened. It's in the past and, until today - until us and our connection - I didn't realize the stuff that happened to me was strangling me. I didn't see it."
"Ok." Alex squeezed my hand. "I'm here for you, Mike. I care about you. You hear that 'love at first sight' shit and think - 'yeah, right! That doesn't happen.' And then, I met you and I felt like my heart left my body... like, the only way I could find it was when I was with you." He looked down, the hair falling forward - covering his face. "I can't explain how I feel... and I'm trying to take it slow and calm myself down," he said looking up at me, "but..." he stopped and shrugged.
I kissed him. Gently - just lips - feeling the softness of our lips contrasting with the stubble on our faces. He opened his mouth and I opened mine, but we didn't join tongues. I breathed in through my mouth because I wanted him - the air that had been inside him - to occupy my lungs. He was in my arms and I felt like I needed him to complete me.
I kissed his face, his nose, his forehead, his eyes. I brought my hands up and cradled his head in my palms... feeling like I had the whole world in my hands, my fingers in his hair - kneading and massaging his scalp gently before bringing one hand to the back of his neck.
He let me control him as I guided my tongue along his ear heading to his neck. I ran my lips along his muscled shoulder... licking him... gently digging my teeth into his flesh, feeling the muscles jump in my mouth. I removed his t-shirt, dropped it on the floor and held one arm up so I could drive my tongue and mouth and lips into his armpit... licking the gentle saltiness that lay in wait for me... sniffing his smell, realizing that his pheromones and scent were igniting the chemicals in my brain.
My cock was straining against my shorts and I felt him reach to stroke me, but I grabbed his hand and put it back on his leg.
"This is my time," I said and looked into his eyes. "I need your body right now and I need you to give it to me... is that ok?"
Alex nodded and licked his lips, his eyes fixed on mine as in a trance... his pupils were dilated and his mouth was half open - his breathing steady and deep. I aimed for his mouth as he nodded, licking his lips with my tongue... loving the taste of him. Then I entered his mouth... his tongue on mine feeling frantic to consume him, but steadying myself to enjoy it. I savored his mouth and reached in as deeply as I could, aiming for his tonsils... aiming for his soul. I licked the inside of his mouth, the roof of his mouth, brushed against his teeth with my tongue and didn't think a thing about it. He was mine... he'd agreed - he was mine and had given his body to me and I was going to use it to fill the hunger I had.
I lay him backward onto the lounger and started removing his shorts. I knew the guys were walking, but they'd be gone at hour at least... and yet, I didn't care. I didn't want to break this moment by moving to the bedroom just yet. He arched his back to help me get his shorts down and I held him up, bringing my arm underneath to support his weight as he bent his knees and I kissed his stomach. Mygod, I love the way his flesh stretched over his muscles... lightly hairy with a perfect trail of black hair leading to his trimmed bush. I lay my head on his stomach and looked down his body, past his cock, to his strong legs and wanted to taste him... taste his feet and his legs. I didn't think - I just moved across his body, my tongue getting dry as I went, so I'd re-wet it so I could glide across his skin. Down one leg... nibbling, licking and sucking. I kissed Alex's feet... hairless on the top with sparse hair on his toes. I worked my way
to his other leg... starting with his ankle, kissing and licking... enjoying the flesh behind his knee... kissing the inside of his thigh... running my tongue along the thin ridge of hair inside his thigh and up into his pelvic triangle.
I licked his ballsack again and tasted the flavor of his body and continued to his cock... keeping my tongue flat to enjoy as much of him as possible. I gently took one of his nuts in my mouth and got a guttural moan, before I continued licking my way to his cock. I just licked him... not taking him in my mouth - wanting to experience every side of him before licking the head with more moans from Alex. I ran my tongue back up his body, tearing into his muscular pecs and the tight brown buttons of his nipples. Alex's skin was made for this kind of worship... flawless with no freckles, marks or blemishes... just an even color with one body part melding into the next muscular part. Finally at his neck, I was ready for more.
"Will you fuck me?" I whispered into his ear. He nodded, so I held out my hand to help him up and we walked to the bedroom. As soon as the door was closed, he pulled my shorts to the ground, taking my cock in his mouth as he went and pushing me up against the wall. "Fuck me first," I said. "Please, fuck me."
He took my hand and led me to the bed with the lube was right where we'd left it. I felt such a longing for him as I lay back on the bed and he pushed my legs into the air, going right into my asshole with his tongue... pushing his tongue forward and demanding entry. I moaned and relaxed to give him what he wanted and what I needed. He licked me, sucked my skin, bit my ass and caused me to yelp. I was happy - smiling even... laughing as he licked and tickled my hole with his tongue. He stayed there for a long time... wetting my hole with his tongue - causing me to squirm... then, he'd come up to kiss me and we would make-out... I don't know how long... then he was back at my hole, teasing me... and I begged him to fuck me. "Please, Alex... I want you inside me. Please." I was aching for him.
My head was thrown back and my eyes were closed, but I heard him open the lube and felt him spreading it on my hole and his cock.
"Look at me," he said and I looked up into his eyes and again felt the fire behind them and the magnet that drew me into him. "I want to see your face when I fuck you," Alex said as his cock pressed against my hole. I was relaxed, but it didn't want to give right away, so he reached for my shoulders and pushed harder into me and I pushed down onto him and he entered me fully in one forward motion. I inhaled sharply, losing my breath, my eyes watering and my teeth clenching... it surprised me, but it didn't hurt as much as it surprised me. Alex stayed there... still and quiet - his thick cock throbbing inside of me... his eyes trained on my face, smiling - enjoying our moment. I kissed him and he edged back, pulling out and pushing in hard... fucking me... creating a rhythm. Gentle push. Gentle push. HARD THRUST. Gentle push. Gentle push. HARD THRUST. I just lay there and let him fuck me - let him take my ass however he needed.
I wanted to submit to whatever he wanted to do to me at that moment just as he had allowed me to do with him earlier. His pace quickened as he broke his own rhythm and just started fucking me harder... slamming his cock into my ass... our skin smacking together - echoing off the walls... his heavy balls slapping my ass.
He raised my legs over his shoulders and kissed my calves, stroked my legs, grabbed my hips. I dug my hands into his ass and shortened his thrusts, forcing him to use the muscles in his back and his glutes and rely less on his legs... and then he hit my spot - and I felt the fire burning in my nuts, like I was literally going to explode - and then I did explode - cum shooting out of me in powerful the spurts with the first jet hitting me in the face, the next between my pecs and the rest coating my stomach.
"Ohfuck, that's hot," Alex moaned. "You're hot," he said as he licked my cum from my face and tried to get the cum from my chest with his tongue. And I felt him building beneath me. I milked his cock with my ass... squeezing as hard as I could to jack him off with my ass and I felt him filling me.
"Ohgod!" he yelled. "Ohfuck!" The sweat dripping from his body was falling on my abs and mixing with my sweat and cum. His cock continued to jump from his orgasm and he kept fucking me, his pace slowing and slowing until he leaned on top of me and kissed me.
"I lu..." he started, then stopped, but I knew where he was going.
"I love us together," I said.
He smiled. "Yeah... I love us together, too."
He finally stopped thrusting, but stayed inside me - his full weight resting on top of me - until his cock softened and popped out. I could feel the moisture between us.
"Let's shower," I said and we did. Taking our time to enjoy the moment, talking and sharing pieces of our day and of our past with each other... losing ourselves in talking and in enjoying what was happening between us. When we finally got out of the shower, I noticed the sun had changed directions and looked at the clock - 7:15.
"How long have we been in here?" I asked Alex.
"I honestly don't know," he said laughing. "I totally lost track of time."
We dressed in boxers and left the bedroom to find that the house was quiet except for light noises coming from Will's bedroom upstairs.
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We reheated some steaks, grabbed a few beers and headed out to the patio, eating in silence at first. The whole day was playing over in my mind. With Will and Jeff together, Jeff's news, picking Alex up from the airport and the release I'd had, I was starting to feel tired.
"You are staying here tonight, right?" I asked him.
"I was planning to, yes," he said.
"Good. I want you next to me all night," I said smiling.
"I want that too," he answered.
We finished our steaks and went to the hammock. Alex had his head resting on my shoulder and we rocked gently and drank our beer.
"I'm going to tell you why I haven't been with anyone in a long time, ok?" I started.
"If you're ready," Alex said.
I took a deep breath and a long drink of my beer, then started. "I was 18 when I met this guy 'James.' He was 44. I was a waiter at a high-end restaurant and he was a regular. At first, I'd just see him, but then he started asking to sit in my section. He was very nice and would leave me big tips... like $100 for a $75 meal or $200 if he'd just come in for a few beers... crazy shit like that, but it was obvious he wanted to get my attention. Anyway, he finally asked me for a date and I agreed. We dated a couple of times and he was ready for sex, and we did it... and it wasn't that exciting, but I was still very new to it so I just figured it would get better with time. He had some wild fantasies and things he liked to talk about doing and it excited me to hear him talk about them, but it also scared me. Still, I was young... no real life experience, but I had this rich guy taking me to nice places and buying me nice things, so I felt
like I kinda' owed him something."
I took another drink of my beer and Alex stroked my arm.
"So, finally - I agreed that we could try something different... and he said he wanted it to be really awesome. He rented the penthouse suite in this very fancy hotel and told me to meet him there. So, I got there and he undressed me as soon as I came into the room - and I was excited - but he didn't let me touch him or anything... and then he blindfolded me and led me into the bedroom. He sat me down on the bed and kissed me... and it was cool because I was blindfolded and it was really hot... and he laid me back on the bed and stretched my arms out and handcuffed my arms to the bed... and then he strapped my ankles to the bed... and I was young and stupid, but I was a big guy - just like I am today and I figured I could always take care of myself - but I realized pretty quickly that I couldn't move... and I started to get a little nervous."
I finished my beer and sat up on the edge of the hammock. Alex put his hand on my back.
"It's ok if you don't want to tell me," he said.
"No... I want to tell you." I grabbed two beers, opened them and handed one to him. "So, he walked out of the room... and it got really quiet... and I laid there just waiting - expecting that this was part of the excitement or something and then I heard some noise in the room... and felt his tongue at my ass. I couldn't really move too much, but I could open my legs a little more and I did that because it felt good. And then, I felt him start sucking my cock - except, he couldn't be on my cock and be licking my ass at the same time, right? So I asked, 'hey - what's going on here?' but he didn't answer... and then, someone was sucking my nipples - someone different on each one of them, and someone was licking my feet - and I remember someone started fingering my hole with lube and I knew what was coming next, so I started yelling and trying to struggle a little bit because James wasn't saying anything - no one was. I knew by this time that
there were several guys in the room and I didn't even know they had been there."
I stopped to take a breath and to drink half my beer. 'You're almost there,' I told myself... keep going.
"They raped me, Alex - there was no love making to it. The fuckers raped me. I know there were at least 5 of them, but I think there were more."
Alex sat up and got off the hammock, coming around to be in front of me - kneeling in front of me. "I'm so sorry," he said, looking into my eyes.
"It went on a while.... I don't know how long, but they just kept using my hole and I thought I heard someone snorting cocaine or something... at least, that's what it sounded like... and they just kept fucking me over and over - no one cumming just yet, but they were working each other into a frenzy using me. And then, they fucked me with something else - something hard, Alex - to this day, I don't know what it was - but it hurt like hell... and it ripped me open... and I could barely feel anything anymore, but it stung and one of them said something about blood and then it got really quiet. And then I passed out. He left me there, Alex. James left me there. He let some guys do something to me and he left me there. The next morning the hotel staff came in to clean the room and found me bleeding, the sheets covered in blood, and rushed me to the hospital. I had to have surgery and - it was horrible and embarrassing and demeaning."
"Did you press charges against him?"
I nodded. "Oh yeah. His ass went to jail and I sued him and won. It's how I started my construction business and how I started investing, but that's why I haven't trusted anyone in a long time. I didn't realize I had the wall up so high and thick. I never let anyone through that wall. Until you."
"Mike, you seem so calm about this," Alex said.
"Y'know, I think it's you," I replied. "You make me feel so calm and secure. I know I can take care of myself - hell, I'm in construction. I have some big guys working for me and I've had to manhandle a couple of them, but that's a physical thing. The emotional stuff was what was holding me back, but it's like you were sent to release me from that stuff. I don't know if that even makes sense, but that's how I feel."
Alex leaned up to kiss me. "I'm so sorry that happened to you. If I could find this fucker - James - I'd kill him right now."
"There's no need," I said. "He got out of jail and hooked-up with the wrong people and was found dead less than a week after he'd been released. But he did at least one good thing. While he was in jail, he gave the names of four of the other guys. There was enough evidence to charge and convict them. They all plead guilty and all served time in jail."
Alex hugged me. "You're alright now?" he asked. "I mean, your ass is fine?"
I laughed and stroked his cheek. "Yeah, honey - my ass is great."
"You can say that again," he said, smirking.
"Alex, it's like you're an angel... sent to get me out of the bondage I was in - though I don't play around with bondage, so don't even ask," I said smiling.
"Mike, you're my angel too... one of those strong, sexy angels." He sat next to me on the hammock and I wrapped my arm around him as we laid back on the hammock sideways... our feet still on the ground. "I couldn't wait to meet you after hearing all about you from Will," Alex continued. "I was blown away when I saw you."
"The feeling is mutual there, dude," I responded. We lay there gently rocking with Alex resting his head on my chest, listening to the sounds of the night closing in around us until we heard noise inside. "I guess the guys are in the kitchen. Let's see what they're up to."
And we got up to join Will and Jeff.
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