Yes I Did Self Suck
It's all true.
Auto-fellatio, I guess you could call it masturbation by mouth. I had heard about guys being able to suck their own cock since I was just out of high school. The question was always, how the heck did they get the deed done? Some said, "They had to remove their bottom ribs to be able to do it." But, what doctor actually would do that?" None of course, so there was doubt that they could actually bend over far enough to do it...unless their hard cocks were 12" long.
Then, as I was working night shift at a little gas station, a guy would come by every now and then for a chat. During the conversation he mentioned the name of a high school wrestler who was able to do it. Well, at least up until he gained more muscle mass anyway. I can only imagine how he knew all that. Was he a witness to it? Did he hold the kid's cock and guide it to his lips? That alone kept my imagination going for years afterwards.
When I moved into my condo in town I noticed a teenager across the street that would be out mowing their grass. I couldn't help noticing the bulge in his jeans, which told me the kid was really hung. I kept wondering if it was long enough for him to put it in his mouth and suck it. I could lay there in my bed and fantasize about him slurping the head of his cock before sliding it in and cumming in his mouth. Damn I would shoot a load of sperm when I jacked off with that in my mind. If we would of had digital cameras back then I would have taken some closeup pics of his package with a zoom lens while he mowed the grass. Of course, I could have also taken pics of my own cock and balls as I jacked off.
It was there that I thought more and more about sucking my own cock. I had only sucked a couple of cocks up until then, but not to orgasm. Then there was only you person who sucked my cock. He stroked me, then put my dick in his mouth for awhile and sucked me, pulled it out and let me shoot, then put it back in his mouth to taste it. We both couldn't believe he actually did that. I did the same to him a couple of years later, except I didn't taste his cum. With all that on my mind I knew I had to really try.
I was laying on my bed jacking when the thought of sucking it came across my mind. "Well, lets see if I can get close." When I sat up and tried to bend over my ass would sink into the mattress and my feet wanted to rise. All that did was make me do crunches and got me no closer to it. Then I sat on the edge of my bed, bent over and was able to get near it, but it was not at the right angle. Once I stroked it some more to keep it as hard as it could get, I trapped the base of my cock and balls between my thighs, grabbed the back of my thighs and pulled. "Oh my!" I got very close to it, so close I could taste it. Don't you just love that expression?
There was no doubt that I couldn't do it right then, but I might if I do some stretches first. So, the next time I jacked off I would take a nice, long, hot shower to warm up my back muscles, did some stretching and went to it again. Each time I got closer, until the day came when I was able to touch the head of my cock with the tip of my tongue, just touch it. I was no hurry here, I pulled away, stroked it and had a great cum.
Then, a couple days later, I went through it all again and pulled myself down. I really wanted it this time. I pulled down easier, touched the spongy head of my dick and dragged my tongue through my precum, and back and forth over the piss slit. Again I pulled back and stroked it to climax. I knew the next time was THE time.
That Saturday was going to be the day. I got real horny in the afternoon. I stood in the hot shower slowly stroking my hard cock, playing with my balls, dragging my finger through the precum. The stretching began there, bending sideways, twisting back and forth, touching my toes. I turned the water off and quickly dried off. I laid down and began jacking off, edging and edging, working myself up as much as I could. Then I swung my legs over the side of the bed, sat on the very edge, and trapped my cock and balls between my thighs. I had edged several times and I was ready, and I wanted it more than ever before. I pulled down, licked my dick and pressed my lips to my cock head. "Yes!" If I could do that, I could do more. After licking my lips slid them down my cock until the head was all of the way in my mouth. It was then that I applied suction and started bobbing my head up and down.
I couldn't believe it, I was performing auto-fellatio. It felt sooooo awesome! It was a new feeling for my lips, for my tongue, for my cock. I could easily taste my precum, which added to my excitement. After several moments of sucking I was getting close to having an orgasm. It was at that point I realized that I didn't give any thought to what I was going to do when I came. Was I going to pull off and stroke it to finish? Was I going to squirt in my mouth and spit it out? Was I going to catch the full load and swallow it? I really did not know. The debate bounced around in my head as I reached the point of no return. Even as I started to shoot my cum in my mouth I wasn't sure. Then, all of a sudden I just closed my eyes and began to gulp down my squirting cum. Every spurt I swallowed, some of it clung to the inside of my throat. Then, as always happens, the orgasm nears it's end and endorphins stop. That's when I could feel the strain in my back. It was hurting. I backed off just before the last of my sperm was drooling out.
I laid on my back, my legs dangling over the edge of the bed, and I couldn't believe I just gave myself a blow job. I really felt like telling someone, "Hey! I can suck my own cock!" Yeah, that would go over well. Wow! I CAN do it.
I did it for many years after that. Changed things up a bit at times. I learned to spread my legs once my cock was in my mouth, and that gave me a little more cock. I did it one night in front of my window. For some reason I figured nobody could see me. That kid was standing outside with his brother and girl friend, I guess. I would suck then stroke, and it was then that I saw a cop car turn down the street, so I closed the blinds. The car stopped where those people were and then I could see his spot light shining on my blinds. Yeah, my dick deflated fast than a popped balloon and I got dressed, just in case. Nothing happened, except my heart was pounding like never before. Never did that again....there. Did it one time at an apartment in another state, but it was 3AM at the time, so nobody saw me....I think.
I also did it on the way to my job in the suburbs. I was horny, why I don't know, and began jacking off while I drove. I do that from time to time. Then I wanted to suck myself. Up came a long farm road, directly across from a house with lights on. I drove down about half a mile and stopped the car. I shut it off, stroked my cock and edged some more. Then I got out of my car with my hard cock and balls out through the zipper. I bent over, pulling on my thighs and was able to work the head of my cock in my mouth. I stood there sucking my cock until I reached my orgasm. I pulled my dick out and stroked it until I shot my load on the gravel. Wouldn't have worked out to have cum on breath as I went into work.
One of the last times of auto-fellatio was a classic. I wanted to see what it looked like, so I took the full length mirror off the bedroom door and slipped it under the bed. After edging I sat on the edge of the bed and put my cock in my mouth, then I spread my legs. There I was. My face was there with my lips wrapped perfectly around a cock. Plus, there was my cock inside of a mouth. I was mesmerized by the view. I watched my lips slide up and down a cock. It was better than gay porn. I wanted more and I got it. Before I reached my orgasm I got half of my average sized cock, which is 6.5 inches, into my mouth. I didn't want to stop but sperm was shooting in my mouth and going down my throat.
It was incredible! I so much wish we had digital cameras back then. Later on, when I got....thicker....in the belly, and less flexible, I couldn't do it anymore. However, I was able to edge, lay on the floor, and shoot my sperm at my face while my mouth was wide open. Some cum went in, but most splattered on my face. Did have a camcorder this time and recorded many times of doing that, and just masturbating. I even put it all on VCR and DVDs. I've actually dreamed about sucking my own cock again.
My masturbation moments were wide spread too. Early on I discovered I liked masturbating while droving. I mean, I was in high school and would go out for a "drive". I never would climax right then, but would find a secluded spot to get out and shoot on the ground. Over time I have jacked off straight through on long trips and just exploded when I got home. When I was laid off from a job up north of here it was night time. Once I got on the Interstate I began stroking and stripping when I could. Eventually I was naked and jacking off. When a truck would pass me I would throw my t-shirt over my lap. When I got closer to home I took a back road and away from people passing me. I was still naked when I pulled into my drive. I stopped and finished my masturbating right there. With a chest and belling covered with my jizz I hit the garage door opener and pulled inside.
Being outside on a warm summer night has always felt great, especially when I'm naked and hard. Living out in the country helps that part. I could walk around the yard stroking and hiding behind trees and bushes as car drove past on the highway in front. I even walked out onto the road naked once and stroking. The neighbors are far enough away for them not to be able to see me from their houses. It's quite exciting when I do something like that.
Nowadays, I just go online and download pics of guys who can suck their own dicks. I do wish my cock had been 10 inches. Man, I could be out in my yard today, still sucking myself and swallowing cum.