'Zen and the Art of Cocksucking'
By Goo Gobbler
googobbler@hotmail.com
Author's Note: This story is entirely true as written, and took place 4/25/2008 to 4/27/2008
Preface:
OK, I stole the name of this story from a novel I read in the 70's, which was not really about either Zen Buddhism or motorcycles. And this story is not really about Zen either... it's mostly about cocksucking.
Having had many cocks ejaculate in my mouth over the years I have found that some blowjobs do seem to reach a state of almost meditative action, where my mouth and the cock I'm sucking attain a spontaneous union of sorts and time almost stands still as we reach his orgasm together and his energy transfers to me along with his sperm. A Zen Blowjob.
But, of course, most blowjobs are just blowjobs, with my mouth doing the right physical things to elicit a discharge of sperm from his balls, and many times they are nothing more than a cum dump with my mouth being just a warm place to deposit some cum and interchangeable with almost any mouth.
Zen blowjobs are generally few and far between, and I've had days where I've sucked off 10 guys in a row with none of them being much more than a cum dump.
And at the time this story took place it had probably been well over a month with 30 or 40 cocks having spurted in my mouth without a single one being memorable.
Not that they didn't enjoy it, or that I didn't like the fleeting moment when the sperm gushed into my mouth, but as soon as the taste of the cum faded so did the memory.
Friday Lunchtime:
I woke up Friday morning a little earlier than usual to shower, and in the shower I shaved all over.
I'm not very hairy anyway but I shaved my legs, abdomen, arms, chest, and of course my balls and my ass crack - leaving only a very small pubic patch, the only hair south of my head.
I did leave my face stubbled with a few days growth, though, and after the shower I went into my room and sat at a mirror and did eyebrow maintenance, tweezing the errant hairs from my extremely thin brows, and then touched up my nails which are always a little long and shaped.
Dressed in my work clothes, chino's and polo shirt, which with the beard stubble was about as macho as I get, I sat down and had a cup of coffee before heading to work.
I worked all morning at one of my company's remote locations, a construction site which just happened to be fairly close to the ABS that I regularly frequent... so at lunchtime I headed over.
The parking lot had only a few cars and I went in and said hello to the new manager, who's already friendly to me, and bought a few tokens.
Walking into the back room I looked in the booths that had lights on, and in one a very old guy was blowing another old guy, the next had a guy jerking off and avoiding eye contact, but in the third there was a short stocky guy in a work uniform standing and playing with himself, and when I looked in and said 'Hi', he said 'Hi' back, so I said 'Would you like that sucked?'
He said sure so I stepped into the booth and he turned sideways, and I squatted down and took him into my mouth.
His cock was maybe 5 inches long but wide, with a pronounced head, and I like cocks like that, getting my mouth completely stuffed without choking and feeling the friction against all parts of my mouth with every stroke. One of those cocks I could really get into.
But he must've been jerking for awhile because three strokes up and down his shaft with my lips and he groaned and spurted into my mouth.
I quickly drained him and swallowed, and he quickly zipped up and left without a word.
I had just barely sat back on the bench when another guy walked in with his medium size cock already out and hard and without a word I squatted back down and he pushed into my mouth.
His cock was probably 6 inches and rather slim, wet and tasting of saliva so he'd apparently been jerking off for awhile as well.
I had barely started sucking him when he grabbed my head on each side and pushed his cock into my throat and held it, and I could feel the warmth as he drained himself into my throat, and then he pulled out and left quickly.
I had just stood up when another guy started walking into the booth, but he was very fat and I don't like that at all (some extra weight is fine, but not obesity).
So I said I needed a break and left the booth and went into the bathroom to wash my hands.
Coming out I walked by all the booths again, and only a few were filled.
I saw that the fat guy was getting a blowjob from the very old guy, and the other filled booth had a big burly type watching a movie, and when I looked in he shook his head no.
I was thinking of leaving, it didn't seem to be my audience.
To describe myself a little more, I'm in my early fifties and look a little younger, very slender with a good body for that type, 5'8, and I have buzzed brownish hair and green eyes.
My nose is large but straight and not huge, and my lips are rather full.
The two cocks I'd sucked off had been OK, but basically it was just a cum dump for them, and my mouth could've been any mouth.
As I mentioned earlier, most cocks I sucked were somewhat in that category, and while I won't turn them down there's no high for me, even after quite a few in a row, and ten minutes later I can't recall the face or the cock.
But then a guy walked into the back, a very large black man with dreadlocks, and he ignored me and entered a booth. I went into another booth and dropped a coin and watched a girl-sucking-multiple-large-cocks video for a few minutes, and when my coin ran out I left the booth.
I looked in the rear booth where the black guy had gone, and he was standing and watching a video with his cock out. I couldn't see the video he was watching but it sounded like the one I'd just watched, the female blowjob gangbang one.
And it was a great cock, dark black, and maybe 9 inches long and tapered at the head. I watched him stroke himself for a minute as he ignored me, but then he looked over and I said 'Want that sucked?'
He looked at me and gave a small nod and I walked into his booth and squatted in the small alcove under the screen and he sat down on the bench.
I slid my mouth over his cock, got it really wet, and began sliding my lips up and down his shaft, using my tongue pressed against the bottom, and I got a very slow rhythm going.
He relaxed and moaned a little as I worked and I got my head at the right angle and began to take his cock deep, sliding my lips all the way to his curly pubes on the down strokes and letting his cockhead slip into my throat several inches, then slowly moving out to the end.
Without altering the slow rhythm I kept this up, getting some good suction, and he started moaning regular.
I could feel him tense up and I knew we were both getting close to that Zen state where my mouth and his cock became one.
I used my mouth as a slow weapon, bringing him closer and closer very gradually. And then, during a down stroke I felt him groan and I took his cock all the way into my throat and held it, and he exploded and warmth filled my throat.
His cock kept pulsing and the quantity made me cough, and some sperm slid out my nostrils, but I stayed there while he drained, and then I backed my mouth off his cock and the strong taste of his cum hit me.
I sniffed back the cum in my nose, licked my upper lip, and took a breath, and then slid my mouth back over his cock to clean it off.
I was surprised it was still hard so I kept just the head in my mouth and softly licked and sucked this, enjoying it but waiting for him to pull out.
But he didn't, so I kept sucking him, this time very softly, and just on the end of his cock, and I heard him moan.
I knew he wasn't going to cum again, but I really liked sucking him, and I realized we were both still in that Zen state where his cock and my mouth were in a total focus.
I kept my mouth on his cock and reached up to cup his large balls in my left hand, and I placed my right hand on his cock shaft, and with my lips and tongue working softly on his cock head I began to slowly stroke his shaft.
He moaned some more and I kept that up, keeping my lips tight and just moving them up and down the end with lots of tongue, and my hand matching my mouth movements.
I was kind of lost in the whole thing, my whole being focused on my mouth and tongue and the taste, smell, and sensations of his cock against my tongue, lips, cheeks, and this went on for awhile.
And then, to my complete surprise he started moaning louder, and out of the blue my mouth started filling with sperm again, and the taste was much stronger this time directly on my tongue.
And when he stopped cumming he sort of slouched back against the booth wall and I finished swallowing and moved my mouth off.
Stroking upwards with my hand, a few drops came out of the tip and I licked them off, and then took the cock back into my mouth to clean it. But this time he said 'No more' so I stopped, and slowly stood up.
And I said 'Thanks' and left the booth.
I was sort of drained after that, as I'm sure he was also, and as I left the booth I didn't even look to see who was still there in the back.
I went right to the bathroom and washed my face and hands, and then said goodbye to the manager.
I told him I'd be back later and left.
And driving back to work, the taste of the sperm still strong in my mouth, I got hard thinking about what had been a Zen experience.
Friday Evening:
Back at work I finished off the afternoon a little early, and I pulled up to my front door at home at 4PM.
My son wasn't home, which was convenient and I wouldn't have to sneak out the door, so I went upstairs and took another shower, and this time shaved my face very close.
I got my bag and my clothes from the main closet and went into my room and began to put on my makeup.
The fact that I dress as a woman at times, sometimes for extended periods, is not especially relevant to this story. But it just so happens that Friday evenings are always my girl night out, and while I don't dress for sex, I happen to like sucking cock regardless of what gender mode I happen to be in.
And I happen to be excellent at makeup and presenting myself as a woman when I desire to.
So, keeping it short, (so the reader can skip this part if they want) painting my toenails first I sat at my table in front of a mirror and applied a foundation that would cover my beard shadow completely, powdered over that, lined my eyes, brushed on eye shadow, mascara'd my lashes, penciled my eyebrows, brushed on blush, and penciled my lips and filled them in with lipstick.
I dressed in black panties and bra, put in my breast forms, pulled on my thigh highs, pulled on a short black skirt and put on a black cami that looked like a bustier but wasn't. And covered my shoulders with a short black sweater and stepped into a pair of 3" heeled slides.
Putting 3 graduated silver hoops in each pierced ear, a silver chain necklace, a silver watch and ring, and then a medium long blonde wig, I sat down and painted my fingernails and after a few minutes I carefully put my small coach bag over my shoulder and picked up my other bag and walked out to the front door.
And looking both ways for neighbors quickly walked out to my car, got in, and drove away.
I drove to the bookstore and pulled into the parking lot at a little after 6PM, walked in, and went up to the counter.
The new manager hadn't yet seen me as a woman and looked at me blankly, but when I told him who I was he said he'd never have known except for the voice.
I bought some tokens and headed to the back room.
Dressed, I was a niche market in that place; most of the guys were looking for regular guys.
I sometimes did extremely well with the (almost) straight married after work crowd but it was a little late for that so I didn't expect much.
I walked past all the booths and was generally ignored by the guys as expected, but as soon as I walked into an empty booth a short Hispanic guy came to the doorway and I told him to come in and he did.
He pulled down his sweatpants and sat, and his cock was probably 7 inches, slim, and uncut, with a cock ring around his balls.
I squatted between his legs and took him in my mouth and started sucking him softly, and when he was wet I began to slowly move my mouth up and down his shaft.
'Good girl' he said, and I went deeper and began taking him into my throat on the in strokes.
And then he pulled out a bottle of poppers and sniffed as I was sucking him, and moaned a little but he didn't get fully hard.
No matter what I did I couldn't get any connection, but the presence of poppers are usually a precursor to that anyway, and he kept shifting around and telling me to lick his balls, then lick his cock in between hits off the poppers.
I realized he was going to try to stretch it out, and have me suck on his cock till my mouth got tired and my thighs and calves started getting tight from squatting.
And I was honestly getting a little bored so the next time he pulled out the poppers and took a few sniffs I went for the physical with my left hand pulling back his skin at the base of his shaft so his cockhead was fully exposed to my mouth, and then I went into a fast unrelenting rhythm with my mouth, following my lips up and down his shaft with my right hand and licking strongly against his uncut head and after a minute or so of this he grunted and began filling my mouth with his sperm.
And drinking it down I stood up, stretched, and he said thanks as I left his booth.
In the room outside the booths I saw a Chinese guy I knew from there and said hello.
I had blown him once before, he had insisted on using a condom and I was bored that day and complied, but his cock is really, really small and the condom was sort of loose with extra latex that gagged me a little.
After that he'd frequently ask me for a blowjob but I always said 'No thanks, I hate condoms'
So we were chatting a little now, and he said he'd been watching me suck off the Hispanic guy and didn't understand why it took him so long.
I replied that the guy was playing games and started walking away to an empty booth when he said 'I was wondering if you'd suck my cock - no latex'
So I said sure and we went into a booth together and he dropped some coins and then stood and pulled his pants and underwear down.
As I'd mentioned, his cock was really tiny, but I leaned in and took it between my lips and it quickly got hard and reached it's full 1/1/2 inch length.
I couldn't do much so I just used my lips and tongue on it, sort of softly nursing his cock, but he started moaning steadily, and in just a few minutes he moaned loud and came, and while his cock was small his cum load wasn't and my mouth began filling with his ejaculate as he kept spurting.
I swallowed it down and he immediately got soft, so I stood up facing him, stretching my legs.
And he said 'That was a wonderful blowjob' and gave me a big hug unexpectedly.
I hugged him back and left the booth.
The few guys there were ignoring me, so I went into a booth and dropped a coin, planning on leaving if nothing happened soon. A few minutes later a guy appeared in the doorway and I looked up too see a very attractive guy, early forties, brown hair, and nicely dressed.
I said 'Hi' and moved over, and he came into the booth and sat down next to me.
'How are you?' he asked, and I replied 'Well, thanks, how are you?' (And I wondered if I'd blown him before and forgot, but didn't think I'd have forgotten him)
He said 'I've never been here before... you're very pretty'
'Thanks' I said 'Would you like to play?' knowing the newbie types had to be treated gently or they'd frequently bolt.
'Is it safe to play here?' he asked, and I said 'I don't come often' (sure) 'but there's never been a problem. There's a booth at the end that you can put a chain across the door for privacy if that'd make you more comfortable'
He said it would, so we left that booth and went to the end one, where I went in first and he came in after putting the chain across the opening.
I sat on the inside, and before he sat I reached over and started opening his pants and he finished it, pulling out a really nice cock. About 7 inches and medium wide with a pronounced head and already hard as a rock with the skin stretched across the tip and prominent veins on the shaft.
He sat next to me, and I reached over and softly began to stroke his cock, and we were both looking in each others eyes.
I leaned over and took his cock in my mouth, and softly slurped on and licked across the head, and he immediately groaned.
I didn't want him to cum too quickly so I backed off and sat up but kept my hand softly on his shaft.
He kept looking into my eyes, and then he asked 'Can I kiss you?' and I leaned in and we started softly kissing, tongues touching, and I felt his cock throb so I let it go and put my hand on his shoulder and we sat there kissing for awhile.
I was really turned on, good kissing does that to me, and when we stopped for a moment I leaned over and slipped my mouth over his cock again and slid my lips all the way to his pubic hair and let his cock slide into my throat. But Immediately I felt it throb again so I pulled back off and as I sat up he kissed me again.
At this point I was honestly in a daze and totally focused on him, and when he pulled back for the kiss he said 'Can I see your cock?' I usually don't like that but it seemed appropriate so I stood and pulled up my skirt and pulled my slightly firm cock out of one of the panty legs.
'Can I suck you a little? He asked 'I've never done that before' and lost in the moment I said 'If you'd like' and he leaned over and took my cock in his mouth.
I'm not really into being sucked (as I've probably mentioned) but it felt right for the moment, and while it didn't especially get me horny and I didn't even really get hard I was caught up in it and his mouth felt really nice, soft and warm, on my cock as I stood there with my eyes closed.
And after just a minute he pulled back and stood up, and we started kissing again, very soft and nice.
When we stopped kissing the next time I squatted down and took his cock into my mouth, and it was still hard as a rock. I got it wet and then pulled my lips off and just started licking across his cockhead, then slipped my lips just around the end and used a little suction. I leaned forward and slid down his shaft and took his cock into my throat and held it there, then slowly moved back out to the end and pulled my lips off.
I started licking his cock again, eyes closed, totally in synch with him, and then took him back into my mouth.
Very slowly I slid my lips down his shaft and back up, letting him into my throat at the bottom and using my tongue on his cockhead at the top.
I could feel him start to tense up and I kept up a steady rhythm, keeping it wet with suction, and he started moaning softly and steadily.
My mouth and his cock were locked into the same feeling and he started shaking slightly and I kept up the rhythm, both of us heading towards his orgasm and then he went almost rigid and I kept his cock out of my throat but enveloped it in my mouth and his sperm exploded and blasted my tonsils, followed by another spurt, and another, and I kept swallowing till he was emptied.
I slipped my mouth off his cock, stroked his shaft twice to milk out the last few drops, licked them off, and stood up. I was unsteady on my feet, and he leaned over and kissed me on the lips and said 'Wow! I've never experienced anything like that before.'
I replied 'That was something' and he said 'Do you date?'
'Date how?' I asked, expecting to hear 'Let's get a motel room sometime' (which I don't do as a standalone) but instead he said 'Maybe dinner sometime and spend the evening together?'
I told him to email me and gave him my card, and he pulled up his pants, kissed me, and left.
I left the booth and walked to the bathroom, still unsteady on my feet, and once inside I urinated, fixed my makeup, brushed my hair and left, saying goodbye to the manager.
And on the way to McDonalds for something to eat (I wasn't dressed for a mainstream restaurant so it was takeout), and even into the evening as I hung out with my friends in the gay bar, that blowjob was sitting in the back of my mind.
Saturday:
The next morning I woke up early, had coffee with my wife who asked me about the evening before (she knows about my girl life but not about the blowjob stuff), did a few things around the house, and then went into the bathroom.
I removed my toenail polish so I was completely back in boy mode, and then showered and shaved.
I dressed in tight black jeans and a black dress tee with black sneakers, and put 3 small silver hoops in each ear.
For some reason with those clothes and all my earrings in it's like I'm wearing a sign saying 'Cocksucker', everyone there seems to instinctively know that's what I am and it cuts down or even eliminates the bookstore tap dancing where the guys have to figure out who's on top and who's on bottom.
I left the house, saying I was going shopping, and headed right over to the book store and got there at noon, and the parking lot was full.
I walked up to the counter where the same manager as the day before was sitting, and he looked up and said 'You're like a chameleon' and we both laughed.
And then I bought some tokens and headed into the back room.
There were some guys standing in the room watching me as I walked in, so instead of making the rounds I went in an empty booth and dropped a token, and before I'd even sat down a guy walked into my doorway.
I looked up to see a somewhat short guy in his fifties, well dressed and groomed, and obviously gay.
'Hi' I said, and he said 'Hi' back and asked what I liked.
'I like to suck' I replied 'What do you like?'
'I like to get sucked, but like to play around first' so I said 'OK' and he came all the way in.
We were face to face and he leaned in and kissed me, and we stood there for awhile, and he was actually a good kisser, no tongue down my throat.
I'm not especially into kissing guys when in guy mode but it was OK. And I reached down and began rubbing his cock through his pants.
A few minutes later I started opening his pants and he said 'You're going to be disappointed' and I replied 'It's OK, I'm not a size queen'
His cock appeared and it was small but not tiny, maybe 4" and slim, and I squatted down and took him in my mouth. As I started sucking him he said 'That feels nice... you're a very good looking guy'
'Mmm' I said, and began to move up and down his shaft, using my tongue all over his cock.
A minute later he said 'Do you like eating ass?' and I stopped sucking him and looked up and said 'No, but you're welcome to stick your tongue up my ass if you want'
He looked at me for a moment and said 'A blowjob's fine' so I took him back into my mouth and began moving my mouth up and down his shaft, lips tight, and tongue alternating between pressing against the bottom for friction and pushing across his slit.
He moaned, and I kept a steady rhythm with wet suction and making slurping noises, moving to his pubes on the in strokes without my throat being involved.
He kept moaning and without warning my mouth filled with sperm, very mild tasting, and I kept my mouth around the head and slurped it down and he quickly got soft.
Pulling my mouth off he said 'That was great' 'I'm glad you liked it' and he stood up and fixed his pants, and then kissed me again and said 'I'd love to play with you again'
'I'm here a lot, look for me' I said as he walked out. Not a bad blowjob, no real connection, but a few steps above a cum dump.
I had just sat on the bench when another guy was in the doorway, probably mid-fifties, decent looking, and a little heavy.
'Come in' I said and squatted back down sideways to the bench and he opened his slacks and pulled his jockeys down a little, revealing a 5" cock, medium width with a large mushroom head.
I leaned in and took it in my mouth and got it wet and it quickly got hard.
I began stroking it with my mouth and tongue slowly and he moaned but then pulled back.
'I just got here, I don't want to cum yet'
I knew the type, he would hang out, going from booth to booth looking for guys to suck him for a few minutes, and eventually he'd ejaculate into whatever mouth he happened to be in at that moment.
I said 'I'll go slow' and leaned in to just take his cockhead between my lips and I very softly sucked and licked on the head, wet and slurpy, and every few minutes I'd move my head down and sideways and lick across his balls, taking them alternately into my mouth and sucking very gently.
He'd leaned back against the side wall, in view of the doorway, and I could see guys standing there watching me from the sides of my eyes.
He moaned and said 'Slow' and not wanting him to bolt I began licking his cock with my tongue, my hands flat on my thighs as I squatted, licking across his slit and around the sides of his cockhead. And every once in awhile I'd slip it into my mouth and give him a few strokes, then go back to licking.
Then, at one point I slipped him into my mouth and knew it was time, and I started using my mouth as a weapon, full suction, into my throat with each stroke, and he said 'Wait'... but I didn't, I kept sucking steadily and within 30 seconds he said 'Fuck' and grabbed the back of my head and held it as he unloaded into my throat.
I felt the warmth inside as he spurted, and when he pulled out the taste hit me strongly.
'I didn't want to cum yet' he said between deep breaths
'But it was good' I replied, not asking, and he said 'It was very good'
He pulled up his pants and left the booth, pushing past several guys still in the doorway, and before I could stand up one of the guys stepped in, stroking his medium sized cock. I opened my mouth and he pushed in, and I had only given him several strokes with my mouth when he grunted and unloaded his sperm onto my tongue. I was still swallowing as he pulled out and left, and another guy was right behind him with a hard cock sticking straight out, about 7 inches long and tapered.
I opened my mouth again and he pushed in, hard, and reached down to hold my head while he began fucking my throat with fast strokes. I can only keep this up so long without gagging but after several thrusts he held his cock in my throat and I felt several warm pulses as he ejaculated deep inside me. And like the previous guy, he was zipped up and gone immediately.
I quickly stood up and pushed past an old guy at the booth door and went to the bathroom. And while rinsing my hands and face I thought about the last 3 guys. The last 2 had been cum dumps, plain and simple, and honestly I didn't even really see their faces and had no idea what they even looked like.
The first guy had been fun; I do like making guys cum when they're trying not to. But again, no connection, and I knew they'd all disappear from my thoughts quickly.
When I went back into the booth area there were no guys outside the booths, so I took an empty one and dropped a token. The video had just shut off when and I looked out to see Jerry, a guy I had blown three times before.
There was an instant attraction to me on his part, and the first time we met he suggested we get a room, but he settled for a blowjob in the bookstore instead. He loves my mouth and I love sucking his cock.
But there is a really funny sidebar to this all.
As previously mentioned, I spend most Friday evenings at a gay bar, dressed as a woman, and after 10 years I know all the regulars. Many have become personal friends, I socialize with quite a few outside of the bar as well, yet none of them have ever even seen me as a regular guy, they only know me by my girl name.
And my relationship with the gay guys in the bar is entirely social; I've never been sexual in any way with any of the regulars.
Jerry is a regular there as well, with his partner Robert, and last night I'd chatted for awhile with both of them. His partner is very nice and friendly but Jerry is barely polite to me as a girl, he sort of has that certain snobbery towards any trannies that many gay men have.
Anyway, back to the bookstore, Jerry has no clue that the guy he's attracted to is the same person as the 'girl' he mostly ignores in the club.
I really do look completely different and his mind has never even approached that connection, and before and after our past blowjobs I didn't talk much and kept my voice unnaturally low so he wouldn't pick up on that.
And I wasn't going to bring it up.
He came into my booth and said 'I was hoping you'd be here' and I replied 'I'm glad I am'
Without another word he dropped his pants and boxer shorts completely and leaned back against the wall as he has in the past, legs slightly spread. He has a very nice body, muscular and lightly haired all over, and seeing that the floor in front of him was dry and fairly clean I dropped to my knees in front of him and took his cock in my mouth.
His cock is really nice, about 7" long with a tapered mushroom head, slightly curved upwards, and as usual after a few mouth strokes it was as hard as a rock.
Since the first time I blew him I've been able to sense exactly what he likes, and I slowly began moving my mouth back and forth over his shaft wetly with my lips right against his pubic hair and his cock in my throat at the bottom of each stroke.
I kept my left hand on his thigh, slowly running it up and down, while cupping his balls in my right hand as my mouth slowly sucked on his cock, and he moaned. My eyes closed, I slurped and softly sucked on him, and I could feel his thing muscles tensing up. He started softly making steady moaning noises and without thinking I began to moan myself as I worked on his dick.
I slid my mouth out to the end and with my lips tight against his shaft I began to suck just the end of his dick, my tongue working against his cockhead and I lifted my right hand to his shaft and stroked slowly at the same time.
He moaned louder and I could feel his thigh starting to slightly vibrate as he tensed up completely and I was lost in the moment myself.
I put my right hand back on his ball sack and began to gently massage his testicles and started to rhythmically stroke him with my mouth, using my throat against his cockhead when he was in there, and his moaning got louder and mine became steady.
I could tell he was getting close so I kept up that really slow steady rhythm and then his thighs began shaking and he arced his groin forward from the wall, and then groaned and I moved my lips out to just encircle his glans and felt his cock pulsate and he began shaking all over as he exploded into my mouth.
I was moaning myself and it was like an energy transfer as his cum released itself to me and he stayed tight as a drum all over his body as he ejaculated into the warmth of my mouth.
And as his sperm began to stream onto my tongue and the strong taste hit my senses I felt a warmth, sort of like an orgasm but all over, not in my genitals.
This feeling continued as I stayed there licking and sucking, and he was shaking all over, and finally he'd finished and I'd ingested all his juices and I leaned back and we were both breathing hard.
I stood up and my legs were shaking and my cock was still hard in my pants and I sat on the bench with my heart beating very fast. It had been spectacular for me, and I knew it had been at least as intense for him.
He pulled up his pants and said 'That was the best' and I replied 'It was great for me as well' and he said 'Thanks, I hope we can do that again soon'
'I'd like that' I said, and he handed me 6 tokens (He'd dropped in 4 before we started, 12 minutes worth) and said 'keep these, I don't want to take them home'
'Thanks' I said 'Be well' and he left the booth and the bookstore, presumably home to his partner.
And I sat there for several minutes letting my pulse normalize, still somewhat dazed
A few minutes later I left the booth and walked past the other booths seeing who was still there.
A few guys were jerking off to the videos and avoiding eye contact, one guy was blowing another in an end booth and I watched for a minute or two, but in a middle booth was a shaved headed in-shape guy in his forties with his cock out who smiled when I peeked in.
I said 'Want some company?' and he said 'Sure' so I stepped into the booth as he leaned back against the sidewall.
I looked down and the floor was slimy with a few loads of cum so I squatted in front of him, and the cock in my face was really nice, cut and soft but firm, only about 5" long but nice and thick... and his balls were shaved and smooth.
I leaned in and took him deep with my lips right up against his pubes and sucked softly, keeping my tongue moving side to side on the bottom of his shaft. His cock filled my mouth completely and I love that so I only moved my mouth in and out an inch or so and my cheeks and the roof of my mouth enveloped his cock completely.
He moaned and then began to move his cock in and out of my mouth very slowly and I kept up the suction, getting into the feeling of gently having my mouth fucked.
I slipped my mouth off his cock and took it in my right hand and leaned sideways to lick his smooth balls, and then slipped them into my mouth one after another as I massaged his cock head slowly with my fist, and opening my mouth wide I took both of his testicles into my mouth and gently sucked and he said 'Oh, geez, that feels great' So I continued that for awhile and then took his cock back into my mouth.
I stayed there with my mouth stuffed, enjoying the warmth, and he took the hint and began to fuck my mouth again, very slowly, and I increased the suction as my lips slid up and down his shaft.
I sensed he was getting close so I began to move my mouth slowly in sync with his strokes and he began moaning steadily and when he pushed in and held it, his cock head pushing against my throat opening, I was ready and when he groaned and began to ejaculate into my throat I got warm all over and moaned steadily as his sperm spewed into me.
When he was finished ejaculating I slid my lips out a little and ingested his cum, enjoying the musky taste, and then I sucked him clean and then removed my mouth and milked out the last drop with my hand and licked his cockhead clean.
'Whew' he said, and I stood up, my legs cramping from squatting, and I was very lightheaded. 'That was really great, Thanks' I replied and he said 'No, Thank you' I reached up and touched his shoulder and said 'Bye' and walked out, my heart racing and somewhat unsteady on my feet.
And I went in an empty booth and dropped a coin and sat there catching my breath.
After the token ran out I stood up and was going to leave, I was kind of wiped out, but as I headed towards the doorway I looked at the booths and in the last one there was a very good looking guy in the doorway holding his cock and looking back at me.
He was about 5'10, dark hair and dark eyes, shirt open and showing fine dark chest hair and very tight abs.
And his cock was beautiful, hard as a rock, sticking straight out, and probably 8 inches long, cut and tapering towards the tip. And his balls were very large and hard looking and covered in fine dark hair.
Without a word I walked towards him and he stepped in and stayed standing facing the screen, and looking down at the floor and seeing it dry I slipped past him and got on my knees in the area under the TV.
My mouth was still a little slippery with cum so I took him into my mouth and got his cock very wet all over and then leaned forward and slowly slid my lips down his shaft till his cockhead pushed against my tonsils and then tightly slid into my throat.
I held it there for a few seconds, tightening my throat muscles against his head and then slid out till my lips were around his cockhead. Just moving my lips back and forth over his glans I used my tongue to lap across the slit and around the dome and reaching up I placed my left hand lightly around his balls and caressed them softly.
I stayed there for awhile doing that and he said 'I was watching you suck off the last guy, you are something'
'Mmm' I said around his cock, and keeping my lips tight I began to slide them a few inches up and down his shaft, keeping my tongue working at the same time.
'Ohhh' he said 'That feels so good' and I sort of moaned a little, really getting into the feeling.
'Do you like swallowing cum?' he asked, and I replied 'Mmm'
'Good' he said 'Because I haven't cum in a week and my balls are full'
'Mmm'
I slid my mouth down his shaft then back up to the tip, deepthroating him very slowly, my hands still petting his hard balls, and he moaned again.
I continued taking him into my throat for 4 or 5 minutes and he was constantly moaning softly, and at one point I missed the angle and gagged a little so I quickly moved back out and went back to working on the end, slurping wetly as my tongue worked on his cockhead.
'I'm getting close' he said 'do you want my cum?'
'Mmm' I moaned
'Keep doing that' he said softly, and I did, keeping my mouth working on the end of his cock and a moment later he said 'Here it cums' in a tight voice and then groaned as his cock slit opened and thick ropy cum began to stream into my mouth.
It didn't eject in spurts, it was more like a steady surge of sperm, strong and sweet tasting and I ingested the clotted liquid as it continued to surge onto my tongue.
My left hand was still around his balls and they seemed to be getting softer as his cock steadily filled my mouth with his juices which I consumed in small swallows, and it had to be a full minute before it stopped, and his cock began to soften in my mouth immediately.
He pulled out and breathed deep, and I gave a final swallow and slowly got up off my knees, which were rather sore but I'd been so into the blowjob I hadn't noticed.
'Thanks' I said 'That was a lot of cum... Nice'
And as he finished zipping up he said 'I'd love to feed you again sometime, that was awesome' and he left the booth.
I breathed deeply a few times, and reached down to brush off my knees. And then I went into the bathroom and washed my face and hands and headed towards the door.
The manager saw me coming and said 'It looked like you had a good day, from the cameras' and I replied 'A very good day' and it really had been.
And on the drive home, the taste of cum strong in my mouth, I stayed in a sort of daze.
Sunday:
The next morning I got up and showered, and right after stepping out my wife was there and said 'Feel like playing?' and I said 'Sure'
And for the next hour or so we stayed in bed touching and playing and I brought her to three orgasms fairly close together, first with just my mouth, then with my mouth and a finger rubbing across her anus, and the last time with my mouth and a finger thrust inside her ass.
And after she rested for a moment I got in my favorite position, kneeling on the bed and she lay on her side and took my cock in her mouth.
And very softly she used her lips and tongue on my cock as I slowly and softly fucked her mouth, and we were both totally lost in it.
I love watching her face with my cock sliding between her lips and finally I couldn't hold back anymore and exploded into her mouth. I watched her face as I saw her storing my sperm in her cheek as she always did. And when I was finally drained she pulled her mouth off my cock, sat up and grabbed a tissue, and spit all my juices into it.
Very Zen, in its own way.